how do I get some arthoe girl with low self esteem to have a loveless PR relationship as an almost 40yo tortured artist with low energy and obsessed with social suicide?I'm not fat nor ugly but I want her to know that I was a former nice guy who wants to unleash all my traumas with other girls on her
I'm guessing by "tortured artist" you mean "someone who used to have artistic aspirations but ended up as an unpublished serial underperformer"?
>>34432547kindaI've just got too jaded with everything and now I hate all forms of art and artists to the point of wanting to scoff everyone who thinks their "art" means anything
>>34432526>how do IYou don't, zoomers seethe over even small age gaps, and if they were gonna date an older dude it would be a successful corporate silver chad, not an aging beta. You can get middle-aged roast beef with niglet accessories, take it or leave it
>>34432567>you can get middle-aged roast beef with niglet accessories, take it or leave itOK, byeI know my worth and I need to play Taylor and Travis only for a few months to see if I can get into music again with some cute pussy to show everyoneI know some zoomete with daddy issues can enjoy how based and strange I am
>>34432547As an artist: Why should be being published a metric for success?Eat shit, billions of flies can't be wrong.
>>34432576>based lol, sure nigga, that's why you have to resort to such a shithole of a board for advice.>>34432599Valid point but your art still sucks and so does OP's
>>34432526you don't sound even remotely attractive in any way. the fact that you're almost 40 asking losers how to achieve this too.. end it
>>34432643>>34432656I'm bored and without weed, that's why I'm doing itAlso, I may be average but I know I have some negative energy and I want another negative person
>>34432556Predictable.>>34432599It doesn't, but publishing was just a proxy for determining if OP was the type of "artist" that writes>It was a dark and stormy night...And fantasizes for several hours about what he wants to write before doomscrolling for ten more and forgetting the whole project. Yeah, you can call yourself an artist because you write and draw but no female will fall for the tortured artist schtick if it's essentially a performative label.
>>34432823>it doesn't, but publishing was just a proxy for determining if OP was the type of "artist" that writesNo, I was a singer/songwriter who got played by lots of people trying to make my way into music
>>34432863Nice, then that's different and based.
>>34432556https://voca.ro/1g5d9Cw1atK2
>>34432918LMFAO get his ass
>>34432918nigga, can you please take the dick out of your ass to record?
there is something very disturbing about grown men talking about "art hoes" idk why. comes across like a retarded old man desperately trying to fit in, maybe because its lingo that hasnt been used for 8 years
>>34432970https://voca.ro/1on1M4LoeNfz
>>34432982but I AM a retarded almost middle aged man desperately trying to shut up my past demons unleashing them on some bicth
>>34432989OK, good words so I'm gonna be pretty honest with youI have no intent to uplift or make anybody's lives better, I know I'm a twisted fucker and I swear I want this world to burnBut I liked youI may download your recording and listen to it sometimes
>>34432526OP, be careful. don’t look for arthoes specifically because all of them are major bitches who seek no real relationship other than normalizing gaslighting until your balls drop lower than your standards and self worth.coming from a former arthoe who learned absolutely nothing & has to live as a cuck for the rest of her pathetic life
>>34432526Maybe if you weren't a disgusting narcissist with a disgusting pic attached to a disgusting post you would get what you want.
>>34434643but what's the problem with a disgusting narcissist wanting another disgusting narcissist to play power games?
>>34434701There's these things called "developmental milestones", art hoe relationships are something you do when you're college undergrad age, not at 40. You're free to want that kind of relationship, but you presumably have nothing - looks, status, money - that a younger woman would want even if she could look past the age gap. We've already explained this to you, if you wanna fuck something other than your hand you're gonna have to settle for thoroughly ran through women your age. >nooooo I don't want single moms working at McDonalds, the art hoes will surely think I'm cool and I'll get something eventually Far more likely you'll just keep crying about how you want one here while nothing happens.
>>34435464Forgot pic
>>34435464>but you presumably have nothingI have my own house (where no woman gonna live), a decent job that pays me well, I'm not fat, bald or ugly and I am a musicianYou are not the first one trying to bring me down
>>34435516who cares, no one wants you. fuck off
>>34435547you care, you gave me two (You)sAlso, I don't want to be wanted, I just need some PR relationship to help me get into music again and to show off my cute cum dumpster to other men for a few monthsI have no problem to tell her "look, I don't like you and even your family doens't like you, let's have some fun"
>>34435516Having a house and job when you're old isn't impressive, and if you were physically appealing you could go on a dating app right now and take your pick of the art hoes. You're retarded and delusional, you fail at the easy task of pulling slutty alt girls and further you think having one on your arm would help your nonexistent music career somehow lmao. The other anon is right, no one wants you and since you're too stupid to figure it out yourself, that's a prerequisite for even something casual with a girl.
>>34435622>you're oldlmaolmao evenI CAN take some alt cunt, but I want a fucked up one to reenact my traumas with another junkie arthoe, but not every bicth is willing to openly being used and abused by some former nice guy willing to show everyone how he changed for worst
>>34435650>you're oldYeah deal with it fag, you're at the age where you're breaking down physically. Even the greatest athletes are slowing down by 40 and you were never anything close to that. If you could get art hoes or anything really you wouldn't be fucking your hand and posting on /soc/ all day, so keep coping. The kind of guys that use and beat their gfs don't have to convince them into that arrangement like they're signing up for a phone plan kek, women just want them based on their physical attributes and will tolerate that shit from them. They won't tolerate it from an chopped beta like yourself though. These gooner retards who think some porn scenario is gonna magically present itself to them should be culled ngl, I don't think even niggers are this stupid. And there's about a few hundred similarly soi and undesirable millennials on here doing the same exact shit so you'll just have to get in line OP
>>34435784*a chopped beta
>>34435784u boring
>>34436033I guess pictures like that is as close as youll get huh. Sucks to suck