its 3am, im a eurofag. all alone in my room listening to yung lean and staring at the ceiling. i periodically think of my singular ex and wonder if she also thinks about me or she just moved on. im finishing uni in 2 years and have no skills or no plans for life, financial or otherwise. im expecting someone to magically appear in my room and become friends. its not that different from other nights now that i think about it. hows your christmas going?
>>34620444alone, sad and poor
>>34620457anything more specific
>>34619560
>>34620464alcohol
>>34620470please be a cute treanny
im eat food
>>34620555sorry i'm one of the really ugly ones.
>>34620569que lastima!
>>34620572now u see why i'm drinking myself to death
>>34620569would hold hands and snuggle
>>34620575i'd cry i equate snuggling with something bad
>>34620574im eating a beautiful meal prepared by a loving family and myself, scrumptious
>>34620582well i hope u enjoy it. i'm ugly not hateful.
>>34620585thanx! good luck with your drinking problem
>>34620588its more of a lonely problem but ty like if i found the right man i'd probably care enough to fix my problems but its like why even bother anymore?
>>34620594i used to say the same thing when i was drinking myself stupid every night, i find it easier to deal with now that i don't drink but yea its tuff
It's 7 am here I'm sleeping in my nieces bed at my brothers waiting for the kids to wake up and open gifts. Once that's done I'm going home (I usually schedule to work Christmas day so I have an excuse to leave early, but the shift was cancelled but I'm not telling my family that). I sleep better in my own bed and Christmas stuff kind of just makes me a little depressed.
>>34620444it's going the exact same way and I'm in a very similar spot I doubt your ex thinks about you tbqh. Women are pieces of shit like that.
Alone. I was hoping ti meet some people to chat with today about nothing, but I was instantly banned from leddit for "being a bot". I wouldve pisted here, but i get a rotation of the same 25 people and just no.
It's been great.
34620569Are you a man or a woman?
>>34622868i'm male to female trans just not very pretty. haven't smiled much in the past month people have kinda crushed any self esteem i had remaining.
>>34621641we can chat about whatever. drop your discord if you'd like to
>>34622879Staying in the same place won't fix anything anon. If you want things to change then uou gotta change yourself first. Just get some rest for now it's been a long day and listen to this. https://youtu.be/fNB8r6zttDw?si=oXm7PQfxV3GGbjUP
