Time for another good ol' "send a message to somebody who'll never read it" thread.
Chinadeath1999, we were talking about a year ago. Hope you're okay.
>>34636810Dear you,I'm not sure why I'm writing this, even if I put just enough detail into it for you to realize it's for you. What difference does it make? You've already told me point-blank you don't value me. All I wanted was to be understood and valued back. It hurts that I'll never be enough. Did it truly make you feel better? I know you're still alone. Was it worth it for you? I don't know if I'll ever overcome this hurt. I hope all of this can at least have some meaning. I'm tired. From me
>>34636842lol it’s just pussy bro man up. Hit the gym and get laid ffs. Lame ass
>>34636844Nowhere in my post did I say I was male. Are you following your own advice?
>>34636848Don’t be mad just sayin what you is you ain’t gotta be so offended.
>>34636842Be more specific what you said applies to like 70% of convos on here
I forgive you Emma. When you got mad at me for hanging out with friends.When you got mad at me for sharing songs with friends.When you got mad at me for watchin Gundam with friends.When you got mad at me for sharing moments with friends.When you accused me of things I did not do.When you accused my friends of things they did not do nor said.When you lost my glasses.When you nearly killed us with a gas leak.When you lost a nose piercing somehow because you were clumsy.When you were petty enough to keep me out in the cold outside of your car.When you constantly abandoned me at my time of peril when I needed you. When you worsened my life due to your impatience and impulsiveness.I forgive you because I love you.
>>34636998Is this the simping final boss? If you threw in a "I forgive you for when you fucked all those melanated kings without letting me watch" this would be an all time generational cuckpost, you're like 95% of the way there
MIA FROM MALTAI STILL THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY.I miss you terribly
>>34636842I valued you. I understood you. You created this, then you chose this. You kept choosing this even when there were off-ramps. You had no mercy for me when I was the one devastated. The meaning is a lesson. A lesson that we both have to now live with the finality of what has happened for eternity, forever.Take care of yourself.
>>34637224You're not my person.
>>34637687My apologies. Take care.
>>34636842I think I was just too greedy. I can claim I was hurt and doing it as a cope but even I know that's not an excuse. It didn't make me feel better and it wasn't even worth it in the moment, let alone down the line.I'm sorry my issues and mental illness have hurt you so much. I hate seeing you this way when I just wanted to see you happy.I hope you're not her.
>>34636842Time heals all wounds
>>34637068No, no, anon. It’s funny to call me a QoS slut, and it’s funny to call him a cuck, but he’s just trying to make me feel bad for leaving him. I don’t know what he’s expecting in return, though. Like, what, does he want me to go, “I forgive you for the abuse. I forgive you for keeping me trapped in your apartment. I forgive you for cheating on me.”? Et cetera.You got boring, Xavier. Dishonesty is uninteresting. I grew very tired of your temper tantrums. Trying to put up with an adult who acts worse than a child is exhausting. I gave you a lot of chances to do better, and you never changed.
