any other rape victims here? god has been raping me 24/7 for the last 3 years he told me the intense suffering will grant me mystical powers life was borderline severe torture even before this with anorexia poverty and isolation which he said he did to me intentionally but at least i wasnt being raped he wont tell me how much longer this will be but i dont think i can take it much more killing myself has proven very difficult as he is omnipotent and wont allow me to die. what the fuck am i supposed to do? he literally rapes me with a physical ghost this isnt some metaphor he just rapes me anally and orally 24/7 and it never stops he also denies me my basic human needs like love and food and tortures me with rape and forces me to live in total seclusion he also talks to me and calls me a piece of shit and constantly reminds me I cannot die and subjects me to violent assaults until I have gained full powerits really bad
