I’ll come clean. I am too mentally ill for /tg/. Why does this hobby bring me more anxiety, heartache, grief, and agitation, than it does bring me joy or help me pass the time? I think I am too mentally ill for TTRPGs and even card games. It just makes me annoyed I can never achieve happiness. I do have anhedonia, so I put that into making horrifying solo RPGs about suicide or death or agony.
>>97886495Do you play or run games, dear schizo?
>>97886495Lift heavyGet more sunEat more meatEat less processed foodsTake some vitamins Jerk off lessGames aren't ruining your life, you are
>>97886531Yeah>>97886533Already did that but stopped going to the gym. I have olive skin so I probably need to take Vitamin D supplements
>>97886620BoronZinkA multi vitamin Magnesium Eat yogurt, kimchi, or sour kruat for the gut (you hopefully like at least one)
>>97886620> YeahAnd what, about once a week your PC or all you NPCs being sad bois for 4-6 hours in a row? And table like, ok.
>>97886495>picWhen does it stop being a flex and just start being burning money? I'd be impressed with the Imperial Armour books but "I paid a decent new car to BL scalpers" doesn't hit right for me.I suppose if you're hideously rich, but Jeff Bezos isn't sitting there reading Horus Heresy.
>>97886729I found black library Horus heresy books in a used book store for a fraction of the price
>>97886798Well yeah, but I'm not against fancy books either, it's complicated.I would have 100% called it consooming if not for the non-40k books. They're not *just* a 40k whale.
>>97886495Have you considered antidepressants?>>97886533Is excellent advice in general
>>97886910I’m on crazy pills but should probably get onto antidepressants to treat my anxiety and depression symptoms.
>>97886729>When does it stop being a flex and just start being burning money?When you start getting books that you never use, or at least read.
This place is bad for you mental health, which is why Epstein liked it.
>>97886984Maybe, just maybe, you should go to an actual professional and not get pills on a whim.
>>97889073My GP said I should go on SSRIs and he got a psychiatrist to assess me.
