I just don't like film, television, videogames, or porn no more.
>>220867557im just so depressed
>>220867557Okay, so don’t watch or play anything nor jerk off.
>>220867557Have ya tried touchin' grass, like?
>>220867557The distractions are no longer distracting. My suggestion: get a hobby that involves creating/building something incrementally, and that presumably involves skills that you can gradually improve and grow at over time. It’s a very satisfying feeling working at some sort of project, and personally looking back at how your work has come together, and how much better you’ve gotten at it over time.What that specific “thing” might be is ultimately up to you.Also, possibly look into psilocybin. I was suffering from major depression and anxiety from abuse-related PTSD for almost 20 years, and then eating a magic mushroom candy bar did more for me in an evening than years of SSRI’s and counseling ever did. It’s really hard to explain, but it’s like a switch flipped, and all the fog cleared away.
>>220867657>personally*Periodically. Fuck auto-correct.
>>220867657And where am I just supposed to get that
You're free!
>>220867840Couldn’t tell you. I knew a guy who knew a guy. It’s legal in Oregon, I guess.
>>220867878Legal like I could just go to a store and buy it?
>>220867917Pretty sure it’s in dispensaries, yeah. I think it’s where my guy got it from, because it was in legitimate packaging.
>>220867840literally grows out the ground u pleb.
>>220867657> Also, possibly look into psilocybin. I was suffering from major depression and anxiety from abuse-related PTSD for almost 20 years, and then eating a magic mushroom candy bar did more for me in an evening than years of SSRI’s and counseling ever did. It’s really hard to explain, but it’s like a switch flipped, and all the fog cleared away.god i hate cringy faggots like you who thinks theyve suffered real depression and have the meme version of PTSD and then eats a fucking mushroom that makes it all go away, you never had any of those issues to begin with, youre just a normie who didnt get enough attention growing up.
>>220867970Chatgpt says it’s only legal at supervised service centers not broadly available for purchase also anyone can make a candy bar wrapper dude
>>220868129You need some too. Jesus.>>220868137I made it pretty clear that I wasn’t 100 percent on that.
>>220868129Yeah, you seem like a well-adjusted, happy person who dealt with your issues in a healthy manner. We should listen to you instead.
>>220867557Have you tried making your own?
>>220867557At least one of these isn't on topic.
>>220867657>take up an constructive hobby>oh, also, btw, if you want real improvement, become an SSRI- and hallucinogen-munching druggie
>>220867557Fuck off back to /pol/ then
>>220868250Im a pretty happy person generally, I have my issues tho and when I hear some normie say that theyve solved theirs by taking a magic mushroom it pisses me off because it downplays my issues which cant be solved by larping as a new-age shaman, this is what normies do, its like the normie version of a depression "Im depressed for two weeks because my gf broke up with me boohoo sob sob"
>>220867840Figure it out retard
>>220868441Kys this is /pol/
These are the people calling you brown
>>220868548Yeah I’m the retard for not being a drug user with experience on how to buy drugs
We're in a state of slow decay
>>220867557NAC-junky.
>>220868662If you can't figure it out, you are genuinely stupid and autistic.
>>220868765Your right I’m autistic for not knowing and associating with druggie burnouts
>>220868582Who?
>>220868785You're autistic for being unable to solve a fairly simple open-ended problem. Surprised you manage to wipe your own ass without detailed instructions, retard.
>>220868427>Doing it once is becoming a “hallucinogen-munching druggie”Nice hyperbole you’ve got there. I also can’t help but notice that you “anti’s” are some of the angriest people I ever encounter. I wonder if there’s a correlation there.
>>220869201quit the mental health issues larp, youre not that special
>>220869243You’re the one being irrationally angry here, hoss. I’m fine.
>>220867557BUT YOU DREAM COLM
>>220867657oh yeah, starting to draw again last year and taking it somewhat serious -as in almsot daily- helped me a lot. at least gives you a goal of some sort. but, gleesons character was just a goathead for the sake of metaphor for the irish killing each other for no real reason.
>>220869321See? Look at that.
>>220867861
>>220867557I used to have friends and was interested in almost everything as a kid. Then it gradually decreased year by year, today I literally don't care if I live or die. >kys thenNo you need motivation and mental fortitude for that. Even stuff between 4 walls, my last remaining escape is being taken away from me with dying downloader programs, paywalled gatekeeped content, dead torrent sites and basically no good new games, or movies coming out. I sat down, game for 3 hours, already dead tired, then off to toil 5 days for pennies, another weekend wasted. Even THINKING is exhausting in itself.It's like Colm if he just sat there staring at the sea until he dropped dead. But he still had passion for music.
>>220868129NTA you replied to but if your default reaction to someone who suffered but managed to get better is "fuck you you clearly didn't suffer enough and your self-improvement isn't valid" you've got some serious work to do
>>220870056> you've got some serious work to doyoure right, maybe I should take a magic mushroom!
>>220870218you don't have to take drugs to self improve. but as it so happens psilocybin has a proven, well documented track record of helping people with depression, anxiety, and PTSD to get some relief or improvement. I'm not saying it's a magical silver bullet or trying to be some insufferable "le drugs always le good" shitheel but at least in my case I found it incredibly helpful. If it isn't for you, that's cool, but you seem awfully concerned with judging others for their own attempts at self improvement rather than looking to your own.
>>220867657What's that, you're getting filtered out by low barrier of entry activities?Well, how about you try for a high barrier of entry activity, instead?Surely, if you're having trouble getting anything out of activities that have literally been designed to maximally stimulate you in order to get you addicted, then, it only makes sense, logical sense, that is, that you will have success at activities that require discipline, consistency, patience, practice, and that are generally less stimulating, instead.Don't you worry, anon, I'm sure that all the factors and machinations that have, for the entirety of your conscious existence, conspired to nudge you onto the state that you're in, trust me, they'll let it slip this one time since you'll be doing a "productive" activity, instead.Hello, world, it is I, balding, failure-of-a-man NEET who has spent the past 10 years in eternal rot, and I have something of the utmost importance to declare onto you, and you have no choice in the matter.Dopamine, serotonin, norepinephrine, your time has come.No longer shall I be prisoner to your whims, tomorrow, by mere power of thought and will, I'll break this decade-long pattern, I tell you! I'll light that long-dormant fire that once drove me, and I'll...
>>220869321Good progress, anon
All those straight edge hardcore punk guys trying to get the drug addiction away from the scene and then a new addiction appears in the future called edging. You can’t make this shit up.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Straight_edge
>>220870294Ok thanks for the lecture boss
>>220867557I reached this stagethe fuck are we supposed to do
>>220869321Nice work
>>220870302this>just do woodworking bro!pull yourself up by the bootstraps tier advice
>>220870302>>220871019I think there's a significant difference between "I don't have the energy to do this activity" and "I don't enjoy this activity".
>>220867557the only hobbies I find somewhat satisfying anymore are exercising and cooking
>>220867557>We get banned for good memes now, sir
>>220871114This meme was actually funny at times. Not sure why it made anons seethe so much. Maybe they never saw the clip?
after watching picrel, there's nothing left anyway
>>220868575This is /tv/, Ranjeet.
>>220871169watch Riget
