>I always had a thing for White girls, you know? And when I got a smartphone, oh, I was like a kid in a candy store. You got internet, no supervision, nothing to do. I started browsing. It got wild. I was watching porn every night. Always interracial ones, blonde ones, brunette ones, chubby ones, sometimes orgies. I-- I was out of control. I became insatiable. And, uh... You know, after about a thousand nights like that, you start to lose it. I started wondering, where am I going with this? W... why do I feel this need to watch all these porn? What is desire? The form of this cute White girl, why does it have such a grip on me? 'Cause she's the opposite of Black men? She gonna complete herself in some way? I realized that I could watch a million videos, I'd still never be satisfied. Maybe... Maybe what I really want, is to BE one of these White girls. Getting fucked, by Black men, and to feel that.
He's literally me
