>Have you ever thought of committing suicide?
>>223229371Suicide is foid coded.
>>223229371Yeah a lot
>>223229371I am a sensitive man so yes, of course.
>>223229371Not quite, there have only been times when I have adjustment disorder from some shit happening that makes me feel reckless. I wouldn't kill myself, in that case I'd look for a fistfight downtown and maybe see what happens.
>>223229505Only women get adjustment syndrome
Since I was a little kid
>>223229371Only in the context of a fallen type situation where some evil demon or alien is body hopping and the only way out it tricking it into your body alone in the woods after you've ingested poison or something.
>>223229425>Suicide is foid coded.*Attempted suicide* is foid codes. Actually killing yourself with intention is something almost exclusively men do.
>>223229371every damn day. but i will never kill myself. i've always known i'm going to go to hell so i'm trying to change that or at least post-pone it
>>223229371every single day several times a day for the last 20 years. pretty close to giving up ngl
>>223229603I may be feminine but I'm big and my hands are fast.
>>223229371https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MtDugUpDD-k
>>223229371No, that is for gay men.
>>223229371>thought
Personally no. I've been to such horrible depressive states that I was able to think to myself "this is the part where people get suicidal", but to be honest I've never had that impulse. In those moments I ache painfully for more life, my pain appears as frustration, a sorrow for not having lived yet. I yearn to do the opposite of suicide: coming out of death and into life.
>>223229371I've thought about a lot of things I'd never do, like swallowing a bomb so that it explodes in my stomach and I burp out a puff of smoke like a cartoon character
>>223229967Never say never anon!
>>223229371>In the current moment, no, but perhaps later
Everybody does at some point in their lives, anon..
