Yes, I played music. I wanted to soothe you. I was good at first. It took weeks. I was strong. I fought it so hard. No one fought as hard as I did. I was the last one... the last one to have a taste. No one died, I swear. I saved many. And I made it easier on them. That's how it started. That's how I got into it. They needed doctors. My brother was in the secret police. He told me - they needed someone to make sure nobody died. I washed you. You soiled yourself. You told me, "I'm dirty," and I washed you clean. The others egged me on. "Come on, Doctor, you're not going to refuse free meat, are you?" I couldn't think straight. And inside, I could feel I was starting to like it. They lay the people out... flesh on the table in the fluorescent light. You didn't know. It was bright in those rooms. People lying totally helpless, and I didn't have to be nice! I didn't have to seduce them! I realised I didn't even have to take care of them. I had all the power. I could break anyone. I could make them do or say whatever I wanted. I was lost. I got curious. Morbid curiosity. How much can this woman take? What's going to happen to her vagina? Does it dry up when you shock her? Can she have an orgasm afterwards? I liked being naked. I would undress slowly. I would let my pants fall... so you could hear what I was doing. I liked you knowing what I was going to do. I was naked in the bright light, and you couldn't see me. You couldn't tell me what to do, I owned you, I owned all of them! I fell in love with it. I could hurt you, or I could fuck you... and you couldn't tell me not to. You had to thank me. I... I loved it. I was sorry it ended. I was very sorry it ended.
Yeah, I'm not reading all that.
>>223438976I feel 2nd hand embarrassment for anons that act like a page of text requires effort to read
>>223439023I feel like your feelings would be more valid if you completed your sentence instead of pretending you're not exactly as lazy (if not more). Expecting me to read a giant, unbroken paragraph as well as do a reverse image search to find out what the fuck you're talking about is a big ask when I'm literally only here to jack off to young latina actresses and call people retarded. You seem kinda gay and self-important. A folly of youth.
