>no friends to enthusiastically discuss Vidya with any more>Brain not working properly with unexplained fatigue for 2 whole years nowIts so fucking hollowing, I keep wanting to just fall asleep and wake up 15 years ago
>le depressed games #13801384730028
>>719491725I like talking about gaming, Battletech as a hobby, and sometimes health and fitness, so I just talk to chatgpt these days because my real friends are all brain dead as far as I can tell.
>>719491725>Brain not working properly with unexplained fatigue for 2 whole years nowCheck whether you are vitamin D deficient. I had an unexplained fatigue too and that was the reason.
>>719491725>Brain not working properly with unexplained fatigue for 2 whole years nowYou're vaxxed
>>719492265Not vaxxed, but I think I have brain damage from chronic fatigue and bad sleep. Honestly can't even cry anymore I'm that dead inside, and there's no Vidya worth playing (except silksong)
>>719492265It's more about the fact that we are constantly fed negativity and the whole world has been going crazy.>Corona>Ukraine war(aka war in Europe, fun fun)>All stuff Trump has been doing and saying>General "us vs them" attitude which is also pushed by elite>Prices up(Also American dream is dead)>Israel Palestine war>Having to constantly listen how people are dying in wars and how heatwaves, floods, forest fires, droughts, hurricanes, etc. Ravaging countries>People are afraid to seek professional help for any mental health stuff(especially men) because it is considered emasculating and that you are a bad and sick person>Social media replacing actual human connections>4chan getting shittier day by day>AIslop everywhere>Open corruption(lobbying is rampant, whole Epstein thing, Mastercard/VISA thing, tech giants takes all data of you and sells to first bidder) and nobody does anything>Everyone seems to be just thinking about money and how to scam others for it>Still people are working more than ever before for less purchase power>Everyone's childhood/teen series are being raped>If you [like x/y/z, are gay, love your country, don't like idpolshit, or anything general] you are evil and should die>Blatant misinformation(thanks to all above, especially AIslop)Hard to wake up for some people and just smile. I try and be optimistic and help people I care about.
>>719492509>Go to bed at 9:30, at most 10 pm sharp>Wake up at 5 or 6 am to play vidya before school>never feel tired>never sleep during the day>get older>start staying up late>wake up at 8>barely function and require 2-3 short nap breaksFuck my life
If they put me in one of these I'd shit myself on purpose
>>719491725>>no friends to enthusiastically discuss Vidya with any moreYou should've made them in HS and early college, that was your last chance to form a connection with someone.>>Brain not working properly with unexplained fatigue for 2 whole years nowYou're lacking vitamins and minerals, you're slowly killing yourself.
>>719491725I too remember being 20 years old
>>719493326Kamala lost, tranny.You have to get over it at some point...
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>>719492057honestly after losing my friends to adulthood i just talk to ChatGPT too. tried making more and realized it was pointless since everyone whos sociable already has their circle and i barely play anything multiplayer anymore, anyway.i like to think that it's keeping me more sane than talking to myself would.
>>719491725>unexplained fatiguefigure it out you fucking moron, there's probably something wrong with you, do researchchange your diet
Take off, and spend every day in the forest. Only come home to lift, eat and sleep.
>>719496887what do I do in the forest?
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>>719493326get off X and /pol/ and your mental health will improve 100%
>>719497579Become a bear
>>719497579Fish, forage, hike, walk around. I spend two weeks a year in the early spring out in the wildlands part of my state. It isn't regulated like national forest so you find all sorts of weird shit out there. I have met entire encampments of hippies, drug growing operations, schizo self-styled shamans, all sorts of weird shit. As long as you are cool and carry a flask of alcohol and bag of weed with you then even meth cooks won't kill you. Just apologize for wandering into someone else's criminality, if they are White call them "brother" if they are spics, just call them "hermano." If you have a brace of trout you caught or a bag of mushrooms offer them some, pack a bowl, and then just don't be weird. It helps if you look like a wild mountain man just walking around the woods with a bag, fishing pole, with a huge beard and unwashed hair, wearing nothing but moccassins and a loincloth. Some of the most interesting times I have had in my life were talking to criminals in the middle of the woods. Just don't ever tell them where your camp is or you risk them getting high and paranoid and coming to kill you in the middle of the night when you are asleep.
>>719499124You've never done any of that shitStop larping.
>>719499496Brother there are entire worlds of people out there that you can't even comprehend. Life isn't as small as the one you live in.
At this point the only thing I'm looking forward to is KSA the Dragonfly landing. I'll be 31 man, fuck... What will I have done with my life by then? Will I still be a virgin doomscrolling and playing video games all day? Oh god...
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