>play game>something horrible happens in your life>forever associate that game with a bad memory
yeah that happened to me
My dad threatened to kill my mom during a divorce argument while I was playing Billy Hatcher. Then my mom said we were having a “sleepover” at my aunt’s house which lasted for like a month.
>playing Mario Party 6>parents say we’re going to a hotel for tonight>come back the next day>our kitchen caught fire>wtf>realize years later that my parents plotted an insurance scam
We're all zoomers and late millennials bro. All of our parents argued while we "pretended" not to listen while playing Kingdom Hearts 2. You are not one with this generation if this didn't happen to you.
I've always been fortunate enough to drop literally everything I am doing when my senses tell me something awful is approaching. That way, nothing I have ever enjoyed has been tainted by the outside world.>there was that one time when I was watching Lion King 1.5 during 9/11That was it though
>>719496404Nigga that came out in 04. You were watching 2.
>>719495339>parents yelling at each other>playing game to drown out the noise >fast-forward 20 years >"oh man I loved that game, let me play it again">instantly flooded by memories and feel like shit
>eat something while gaming>forever associate that food to that game
>>719495339https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-F4gG7rXw1s
cant relate. bad things only happen to satans children.
>was supposed to play through BG3 with dad when it launched since he played the originals and was excited>waited it together for a long time and prepared characters and all>he got into accident and couldnt play games for like a year, we only got through the tutorial>he doesnt want to play it now because it reminds him of the accident>everytime I try to play it I just think about how we could have had fun togetherI bought two copies of it and never finished it
>>719496906same thing for me>be like 4 playing rayman on my uncle's ps1>ffw to when me and my cousin are both 7 jumping on his bed>bedframe collapses>he whips us with a cord until we both start crying>both of our moms were somehow okay with this>can never play rayman 1 without thinking of what he did to us
>>719495339>get to demon ruins in dark souls during a new run>somehow three times in a row it had been the place where i had an argument with my ex that felt like shit to go through for a week or soi dont know why it happened consistently but now its stuck in my head
>>719497009I do this but with music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3KDwsvxVzE
>>719495339That fortunately doesn't happen to me because I just bury it and it will never come back to haunt me later and I can continue enjoying my videoed games
>>719495339>Tell girlfriend to stop screaming at DBD because it's pissing off the neighbors and is, frankly, a retarded thing to do>She actually fucking glasses me>No longer feel like I'll be able to enjoy Dreamsettler because we loved solving whodunnits together and playing Hypnospace Outlaw with her was my fondest memory of that relationship This was three years ago, and I'm still not sure I'll be able to enjoy Dreamsettler. I can happily play new Sherlock games or watch Poirot/Sherlock media which we also used to do together, but something about Hypnospace Outlaw just brings me flashbacks of her anger issues. Thankfully she thought Obra Dinn was ugly and didn't ruin that for me. Being struck by someone with whom you're in love really changes things though. I have yet to regain the desire to date and haven't even wanted to make new friends since.
>>719495339ayuuup
>>719497009half life 2 and these for meanyone post the kirby gameboy theme yet?
>>719498546rip, hope you can recover soon anonpeople closes to us can hurt us the most
>>719498797that's why the saying goes keep your friends close and your enemies closer
I was playing Diablo II when my grandpa died. Act 3 will never be the same
>>719498850That doesn't make sense. If you keep enemies closer they can hurt you more than the friends?
DMC4’s installation screen will be traumatising for me because my parents had an extreme argument during it. I can’t hear Out of Darkness without thinking of it somewhat.
>>719499092not sure if trolling but you're supposed to "keep your enemies closer" so you can watch their every move, giving them no chance to plan something without you knowing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sR6jz2TlLUM
>>719499092You can also hurt them more.
>>719499092so you can have sex with them
I can't hear the final boss theme from Yoshi's Island without remembering the time some teachers aide tried to get me sent to juvie over shit that didn't happen.
>>719498546>Dreamsettleranon...it got cancelled a couple months ago
>all the nights of playing littlebigplanet barely hearing it over the loud music while my drunken parents argued in the other room
Pic related is the exact moment when I heard my mom tell my dad she wanted to divorce. Things went downhill from there. Good times.
>>719495339I played Spyro a Hero's Tail when my dad came from downstairs to tell me my grandma died but I didn't really care and kept playing. I replayed that game several times afterwards and enjoyed it every time.
I was playing donkey kong 64 when 911 happened
>>719497009fizzy worms + l4d every sunday for me
>>719495339Just drink your traumas away. It's what I do. I don't want to live anymore. Alcohol will kill me soon.
>>719495339I snuck off to play Fallout 3 during the family gathering preceeding my Grandad's wakeIt was the Tranquility Lane section. Sorry gramps, it wasn't even a good fucking game, I just needed a break
>>719497283Shouldn't have jumped on the bed you little shits.Take your lumps
>>719497009Emulating Zoids games while watching Radio Active and Saved by the Bell has permanently resulted in me associating Zoids with
>fart>find stains in your undies later
>>719495339Never happened to me. It's just random memories popping up and ruining whatever mood I had
>>719499284 >>719499681 >>719499752 t. enemiesyou wouldnt catch me DEAD in the same room as an enemyi play vidya with friends
>>719499752>>719501283>tfw no enemy to have sex and play games withwhy live
>>719501473Can't you have sex with your allies instead?
>mom says my grandma died when I was playing sims 3
>>719501534nigga that's gay
>>719495339I'm terrified to play Death Stranding cause the three times I got into it in my life someone I knew died.
>>719495339l4d2 sadly
>in the middle of warsong gulch >mom tells me they put our dog down
>>719498546LONDON
>>719500875You'd be surprised how bad it can get before it actually kills you.
>>719495339Toxotransmosis moment
>>719496034What's it like being black
>>719497009>banjo kazooie furnace fun and frosted mini wheat
Xenoblade actually got me through my divorce so I'm thankful to that game
>>719501964It's too late now.
>>719497278jesus fuck thats depressing
>dad gets deported>I can hear the immigrant officers telling him the details of the situation>all while this is playing in my room just fiddling with the menu listening inhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5kOkA031j8
>>719495616yeah shit like this
>>719500875lol pussy
>>719502379You have to go back, Pablo
>>719495339>was playing through FFX when the only woman ive ever loved broke up with me>never been able to play FFX again
>>719497009>Super Mario Galaxy and supermarket deli chicken tenders or pastrami sandwiches
>>719496404>>7195006629/11 happened at 9am eastern/6am pacific on a weekday, why weren't you asleep or in school?
>mario kart super circuit>played it at my great great aunt's funeral while waiting to go homeIn my defense I had literally never seen her before in my life and I was 10.
> playing Alan Wake back in 2011> floods warnings> suddenly feel my feet get wet> the entire downstairs is flooding> never play Alan Wake again
>>719497009>get nicktoons unite and like 8 packs of jolly ranchers for christmas>me and my 3 siblings binge the game and our jolly ranchers>forever associate them together nowit took us so fucking long to clue in on danny's hover ability. we cheesed a couple jumps and then totally banged our head against one for an hour before someone thought to hold the jump button. lotta yelling at each other
>>719502579i played pokemon yellow while my grandpa tried to talk to me for the last time. my parents were retards for letting me bring it, I was 8the man served in ww2 in the navy and his grandson is focused on japanese cartoon monsters. what a world.
If you didn't have a childhood where you actually had to fled through the window of your room because your dad went absolute nuclear due to a divorce was it really a childhood?
>random tv show plays on the screen while gaming>forever associate this game with that tv showThe Chronicles of Riddick: Assault on Dark Athena and a sleep inducing documentary about some barely known obscure actress from the 60s
>>719502931>grandpa you fought ww2 with a crummy ship floating in water? you should've been fighting with pokemon creatures
Not a game but >be like 17>parents come into my room during an argument and start shouting at each other over idk what>Woken up by this and after years of this shit really fucking done with it>Grab pic related off my desk, curled into ball form. Had it since I was 5.>Try to chuck it at the wall between between to get their attention and tell them to fuck off>I miss>It hits my mom, likely didn't do any real harm >She starts crying and runs out of the room >Can't stand to look at it anymore>Give it to a friend who's also a Bionicle sperg >8 years later>Find one in a thrift store complete in tube>Get it>Feel at peace with it
>play game>something horrible happens in your life>game is about going trough a tough times no matter what in spite of depressed doomsayers>forever associate that game with going trough a trough times against overwhelming odds
>>719503127For me it’s random PBS Kids stuff and MarioKart DS
>>719495339My parents split up and had a fight while I was playing a Survivor Series 3v3 on one of the WWE games. Wasn’t exactly traumatic, but I always associate that moment with the fact I was chilling playing a WWE game.
>Play WC3 TFT undead campaign>dad walks in>whachu doin son?>cutscene plays with Arthas screaming from losing his powers>dad looks at me like I'm the stupidest person on earth>leaves
>>719498546>glasses mehits you with a glass?
>>719498546>No longer feel like I'll be able to enjoy DreamsettlerGood news Anon, you don't have to worry about this.
Damn there are a lot of broken dudes who have seen some major shit in their childhood
>>719498546Why would her getting you a drink be such an issue?
>>719502232Anon go to a random hospital and ask to see someone with liver cirrhosis.
Was told one of my dogs was going to have to be put down while I was playing Civ V as Egypt. I was at war with the Inca while Greece was trying to win a diplo victory through the world congress. I didn't touch that save for months but eventually I went back and decided I would finish it for him. Managed to secure a diplo victory myself by spending pretty much all my gold and resources getting city-states on my side and bribing other Civs to vote for me. I miss you Nash.
>>719495339>playing Disgaea 7>seriously consider the argument for suicide for a week>finish the main game, never go back to finish the post game>>719497009>Disgaea 6>drinking hard seltzer and watching Trailer Park Boys on my second monitor>Disgaea 4>watching my friend play it over the summer at our university rental>Disgaea 1>visiting a tiny German town to see my cousin who was in a coma after being hit by a carThere's just something about me when I pick up a Disgaea game. Nothing solid for 5 because I played it three times in different scenarios and I'm still waiting on a 3 port.
>>719504103Anon, you know hospitals don't just let random people go visit patients right?
>>719497009for me its gummy bears and ffxi
>>719500723Oh I associate those with a particular music, specifically Armin van Buuren trance music while either browsing the internet or grinding in MMOs, I can't recall what I was doing but I recall the music and their taste combined. The brain is a funny thing.
>>719504103Can I just ask you instead?
>>719503127I watched the series finale for Hannah Montana while playing WotLK, it’s an abstract kind of feel
>>719495339Orange Box and Arkham Asylum became my younger sister's favorite games, but only after my brother and I moved out and left the xbox behind because we never let her play with us or let her touch our consoles. She died at 21 and I missed out on gaming with her cuz I was a jackass older brother.
>>719501993Brownoid moment.
>>719504982You have toxoooootransmosisToxoooooootransmosis
>>719504467Well I'd let you see my aunt but she's dead now. I don't know if it's actually painful or not, but it damages the brain and gives you dementia/alzheimer's symptoms. >"anon what are we doing here, why aren't we going home?" >"we're waiting for mom to come pick us up from the hospital with the car, remember?">"oh okay">30 seconds later>"but why are we here? we should go inside">"we're waiting for mom remember?" >"oh" >30 seconds later >"why did you bring me here?"Imagine this exchange for 10 whole minutes. Your immune system also gets fucked and you develop a lot of other health issues, it was these secondary health issues from weakened immune system that killed her, not the cirrhosis per say. I'm not against alcohol mind you, I also drink to forget some things, but I do it moderately. If you ever wake up with a hangover you fucked up, it means your liver got damaged a bit. Avoid sleeping while dead drunk, always try to recover and re-hydrate first no matter how tempting it may be to drink yourself to sleep. If you have the balls to just jump off a bridge when health seems to get really bad then it's fine though, but I know I don't.>>719504398Honestly they should, it should be part of the school curriculum. I aged 5 years taking care of my aunt for 2 weeks, but it taught me a lot.
>>719504103Both my grandparents died of cirrhosis. Most of my family tree has died due that. I know about it.
>>719495339>playing Borderlands 2>get sick for no reason apparently>never playing again Borderlands 2 bc whenever i play it i feel sick
>>719500875That's kinda lame. We're on the verge of either WW3 or asteroid hit/alien invasion and you want to die before the fun part?
>>719505391I'm like 5 days sober, this is maybe the 5th serious attempt I'm making. I've been hospitalized twice for drinking related issues. The withdrawals this time were particularly bad, but it wasn't my first rodeo. The aural hallucinations suck, my nervous system is finally getting a bit less disregulated. Still haven't really slept in 7 days.Wish me luck anons
>sitting in my room on a bean bag chair playing re4 wii fuck yeah>sister comes in and sits on my bed without saying anything>what>still doesn't say anything just looks down at the floor>wtf what>mom comes in and sits next to her>she's sniffling>mom hugs my sister and they both start crying>im holding wii nunchucks shooting ganadosIt turned out two of her classmates had died in a car accident earlier. Idk why they went into my room to do that they just ignored me the entire time and didn't tell me what happened.
>>719505930Good luck anon.I actually managed to overcome my alcoholic addiction with one simple trick: smoking whenever I wanted to drink.Then I wanted to give up smoking, what did I do? Eat a lot of fastfood like McDonalds whenever I wanted to smoke.Now I just need to lose weight. I'm thinking of picking up drinking again.
I still have a save of Wind Waker that never finished because i was midgame when my cat died.
thats me but sopranos. its been a while since, i might be able to watch it again, because its worth it. wounds heal, but they do leave scars
>>719498546suffer more normalfag
>>719505937kek that sounds so much like something my family would do.
>>719495339no, I don't do that and it's weird that you do.
>>719505937Probably that gorilla brain of "want be near someone when sad". >tfw I just desperately want to be by myself when sad>Crawl into the closet and hope to disappear>Tfw I'm not gorilla brained I'm behaving like a cat when they feel bad.For some reason realizing that's kinda hitting me.
>>719497009Caramel candy and OOT.
>>719506112I'll probably pick up a pack, I just physically have still not really bounced back. I don't recommend starting again, it quickly gets back to how bad it was in the past. Body quickly remembers how badly it used to need it. It's never just one sippy-poo. rhabdomyolysis sucked so bad, I've had to get so much blood transfusions. I was low enough on hemoglobin IIRC that I was at risk for a heart attack at any moment, no activity required. Colonoscopies/endoscopies at 31. Not good
>>719495339Not that bad but I remember playing a game when I was very sick, now whenever I think of playing it again my stomach feels upset.
>>719495339I was in my room playing Half Life 1 when my mum knocked on the door and told me our dog had just passed awayAlso one time I was trying to read Shadow of the Torturer my original 1980 paperback on a hike and I got a chafed ass from all the walking and also I got mosquito repellent imbued with dirt all over the book to remind me every time I read the part where Severian and Agia go to the botanic gardensThank you for attending my TedX talk
>playing Spyro 3>mom suddenly yells for me to come into her room quickly>pause it and walk across the house>as I'm passing the stairs to the front door, I see some blonde chick in black clothes walking up to the house>go into mom's room and the dog is in there too, she locks the door>hear the blonde chick outside trying to open the door and yelling WHY IS THIS LOCKED>mom covers my earsstrangely I don't remember anything else of this, but yeah, the second skateboard level in Spyro 3 forever reminds me of that one time my mom dated some guy and he was cheating on her
i forever associate taco night with learning aries had sex with red xiii in that shinra chamber
>>719506234You probably should, part of the reason I like the Sopranos is that it has a definitive end rather than trying to drag on.It also has parts that really resonated with me about grief and acceptance the baked ziti, so maybe it'll help you too.
>>719502546Actually my mom burst in the house and told me to put on the news, school didn't start 'til 10AM during middle school, and we saw the second plane hit. She said I'm not going to school today so then i went on the computer and played battle.net
>>719506686>Taco night>aerith fucked red XIII¿qué?I thought red wanted to, or the shrina doctor wanted red not, not that he did.
>>719495339I picked up my current pair of glasses hours before my mom died, and had bought new shoes the day before.
>>719506846They say there’s no two people on earth exactly the same. No two faces, no two sets of fingerprints. But do they know that for sure? Cuz they would have to get everybody together in one huge space. And obviously that’s not possible even with computers. But not only that, they’d have to get all the people that ever lived, not just the ones now. So they got no proof. They got nothin
>>719497009baulders gate II shadows of amn with strawberry winn dixie sodahabanero doritos with thug2
>>719506524>I was low enough on hemoglobin IIRC that I was at risk for a heart attack at any moment, no activity required. Colonoscopies/endoscopies at 31. Not goodDamn anon, how much exactly do you have to drink to get like that so early?
>>719506336Different people deal with grief differently. There's no right or wrong way to do it. All that matters is that it doesn't control the rest of your life.
>>719505924I am not interested in this world anymore.
>>719506998750ml of vodka would last about 2 days. This went on for awhile. Plus the actual social drinking. That was at my worst. Recently it was less quanitiy but like I said the body kind of remembers. Doesn't help I'm anemic but that's just it's own thing. Now I'll stay sober, take my vitamins, have lots of water, and actually eat!
>>719505924I plan to drink before and during the end times to make them both more fun.>>719506949I read that in Tony's voice but looking it up it's a Christopher scene I don't even remember. Maybe I'll rewatch the series again someday.
>>719507398season 3's proshai livushka, maybe the 2nd or 3rd episode
>>719507747Yeah, Season 3 Episode 2. Actually led me to a clip where it gets brought up during the intervention. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40HPFGvZ4ro Amazing scene.
>>719495339For me its twilight princessLuckily its an awful game so im not missing much by not being able to play it. The desert temple and the ice temple were ok, and ganons temple or whatever its called hyrule temple was good. Everything else was fucking awful
>>719505937>two of her classmates had diedWas she actually friends with them or is this the stereotypical disingenuous attention whore shit where a highschooler dies and everyone suddenly acts like they were best friends with the deceased and are now crying all the time over someone they barely knew
>>719495339The Divine Damsel of Devastation and Yunjin came in Genshin a few days before my mom died of a sudden illness, so i always associate both with her.
But "bad" things don't existIt's all in your headAnything you deem "bad" is just an inevitabilityStop getting sad over things beyond your control, focus solely in the here and now
>>719508469You don't have to take every opportunity to remind us you hate women anon, we already know.
>>719501145Your bowels are constantly moving as you walk around, sit down, shift while sitting, run, exercise, cycle, whateverThere's small traces of shit constantly being pushed towards your asshole during the day, even if you don't fart once, some shit is eventually going to spill through the hole, so you gotta keep watch.This is why I pee while sitting. When I am done, I give my ass one or two wipes and my underwear NEVER has shitstains.
>>719508678Easy to say when the memories of your son's corpse laying on the street aren't haunting you every waking moment of your life. You can't even fall asleep because. Forget it. I don't want to imagine it anymore. I need a drink.
>think of a rare memory of this happening to me while playing a game>now that spot is also associated with the memory
Nothing bad has ever happened to me so that didn't happen. Life is pretty awesome.
>>719497283:(
>>719495339I was playing GTA5 on Xbox 360 when I got the news my grandpa died over the night. Didn't stop me from playing GTA5 anymore. Though I was grieving so bad I didn't play any games at all for like a month.I associate it more with my ex girlfriend who I used to play it with a lot since we were long distance and I could only go visit her every three months. We played the shit out of that together just to spend time with each other. Now every time I drive past her old apartment in game I get depressed.
>>719509110What's the story behind that one, if you don't mind me asking.
>>719509463Had to pick my boy's corpse on the street. I will never forget how cold his body was. How lifeless his eyes were. As far as I know his killers have never recieved justice. He was so beautiful. He had so much to live for. Now everything is ruined. No point in moving forward.
>>719500875Please try therapy just once
>>719509579Press F to skibbidi on anons son fr fr no cap
>>719503127that p2w game combat arms and tuff puppy
>>719495339>something horrible happens to a member of my family and it feels like it’s entirely my fault>decide to play game where the entire plot circles around that exact concept of failing family >despite all the slander the franchise gets, it becomes one of my favorite pieces of media ever because on some level I felt like I was able to understand Kratos’ anguishFuck the Norse games though. Totally misses the point of tragedy.
>>719501145GO TO THE BATHROOM
>>719501145This is why I don't fart anymore.
>>719501993Cats are cute.
>>719509110Like I said, inevitabilityEveryone goes eventually, some earlier than others, and I have long accepted that possibility, even if it was a newborn child, a toddler, a pre-teen, teenager or grown adult kid of mine.By focusing in the here and now, you give them the best now they can possibly ask for, so when it's time to come, there are no regrets on either side.Don't mentally tax yourself over external factors, whatever you have control over, control.Life doesn't end at death, you're just a coping miserable wreck.
>>719497009>That Shadowrun third person shooter on the 360>M&S Mini flapjacksIt's the most niche fucking thing ever but I still remember it whenever I have a flapjack
>>719504184:(
>>719509579>>719509818Listen I feel bad for your your dead kid but you guys are talking like redditer poindexter depressos right now and it's really harshing my mellow.Can someone tell a story about how they were hilariously beaten by their parents and it made them funnier instead?
>>719505930Trazadone helps me sleep, if you can see a doctor
>>719495339I have this with music that I'm listening to while finishing Manga endings for some reason. One particular song has become cursed because of Attack of Titan.
>>719510008There's nothing depressing about inevitability, it's a universal truth
>>719495616Same thing except it was fucking Medal of Honor from 2010 (though I played it in 2013). Shit game, shit day. I gotta replay it one of these days, get drunk while I'm at it. Can't believe it's been 12 years.My dad's still a cunt.
>>719509038>This is why I pee while sittingHow's the transition going?
>>719509808Toxotranny
I always think of Tomb Raider 2 when I think of the trans girl that I miss.
>>719509110Fuck, sorry man.I'd strongly recommend at least trying therapy if you haven't already.
>>719510273Eat shit fag.
>>719495339>Super excited for RE4make>Bought a new computer to play it>Start playing it>Cat gets horrible fucking diarrhea>Shits every couple hours with the worst smell you can imagine and I need to go and clean her litterbox every time>Having the best time playing the game while being interrupted by liquid cat shit every once in a while>Now whenever RE4make comes to mind I correlate it with liquid cat shit
>>719510503An apt correlation.
>>719495339For me it was while watching the Wakfu anime.I tried watching it 3 times and the 3 times something happened. I really want to watch it but now I'm afraid...
>>719510183I am a biological male and have always been, XY chromosomes and all.What exactly is wrong with peeing while sitting?It's far more comfortable than peeing while standing, there's NEVER any mess and if mid-pee you feel like taking a shit, you just let it out.
>>719510503I feel bad for both of you. I swirl around the shit in the litter box when I start to smell it, until the box needs to be emptied.
>>719495339>get molested while playing Zombies Ate My Neighbors>enjoy gameskill issue
>>719510579In my country, we leave our shits, not take them.
>>719509110Such a fucking larp lmao.
>>719497009ate japanese curry every night for two months straight either side of la-mulana 2's release, as naramura-kamisama intended
>>719510721you better have been playing as julie
>>719510503Makes sense toxoplasmosis trannies like the re4 remake
>>719510723taking a shit is the bastardized slang version of defecation, but a layman understands what is being said
>>719510860>>719510273>>719505347>>719501993
>>719495339Is it bad that my memory has major holes in the last 4 years due to all the trauma that's happened to me and I can't remember any games I was playing specifically that's associated with things happened? I feel like I've received some real brain damage and my memory just doesn't work anymore
>>719495339My mom died of cancer during the intro of death standing, not jokingLuckily the game was boring anyway so not wanting to play it ever again is not much of a loss
>>719511020Absolutely based dog
>>719495339>>719496160>>719496906My parents had their biggest loudest argument that eventually led to their divorce while I was locked in my room playing Crash Tag Team Racing on my PSP. Wasn't even progressing in the story or playing races, just running circles around the park trying to find a way to access areas I hadn't unlocked yet and shutting down from what was going on
>>719511113Dead Momman
>>719510579I had a slipped disc in my lower spine and standing was agony. Would sit/lie down to shower, sit to piss.Still sit to piss almost all the time now that I'm recovered. Only at home obviouslyI think it's better now. I agree with the no mess. Quicker process overall without ever needing clean up
>>719495339>2020>bought no man's sky after the internet historians video>really enjoyed the game after 40 hours in>notice my cat was struggling g to breathe >Decide to take her to the vet the next day after my nighshift>come back and she can barely stand up anymore>panic and rush to the vet>hopeful that she would come out fine, left without any meaningful goodbyes>vets were very sus and kept details of her progress vague, but happily charged me 100 dollars per night as she stayed>had enought a decide to go in person to check her condition.>vet called me TWO MINUTES later saying she passed, after they said she was fine.>Depressed for days, angry at the same time at vets for lying>go in gane to where I left off.>Rename the last place I discovered in NMS as a memorial to her.>Never touched the game since.
>>719495339And that's why Halo Reach for the XBox 360 is the worst game of all time.THE WORST GAME OF ALL TIME I SAY
>>719496906I think people only experience this if they had normie white parents that suddenly started shouting and yelling at each other after years of silent contempt. Literally *every * fucking game of my childhood is associated with my parents fighting because fighting was the literal norm and they stayed together. I think it fucked me up though
>>719497009>Churchs Chicken with honey biscuits>Stronghold 2
>>719505937>two people are dead>anon
>>719495339>>719496906>>719497291>>719503127>>719506336Toxotransmosis moment.
>>719501145Just fold some tp into your amusement and Wala, anus poop tampons!
>>719508469>in 5th grade>teacher has to tell us something about a classmate>his mom overdosed and died and he wont be coming back>all the girls in unison get up to cry in the hallwayyeah they do be like that
>>719511874>amusementMeant anus Fucking retarded phone
>>719511393>No mans sky>Cat ownerGo back
Does anyone else have weird, unexplainable connections between memories?For example, the entrance to my old highschool, specifically the warden's office in the NCR correctional facility from New Vegas, Pokemon Sun/Moon, and Talking Heads are linked together. There's also a very, very strong correlation between a particular stretch of highway near my house and Xenoblade Chronicles.I feel like my brain is melting. I don't even do drugs.
>>719512229nah thats not strange. I associate a certain road near my house with a specific Light Novel because I would always look forward to reading the latest chapter on my drive home from highschool.
greyhound dogtrack racetracks had a food stall, those steak fries are all I think about when going back to dragon warrior monsters on gbc
>terrible time in my life>cope with vidya>even though its a bad time I feel nostalgic for those games for getting me through itthanks vidya
>Game has been there through so many good and bad memories it ends up emotionally neutral
>>719509038I just shower after every number 2 and keep a wipe in my asscrack just in case. I never had incontinence problems but seeing a kid being bullied for the rest of year due to him having one stain in his underwear while in those school trips really traumatized me. Since then I've always made extra sure to take care of my dick and ass after each bathroom visit. In fact one gf I had was surprised to see I didn't have the "wet drop" spot men apparently had in their underwear after they pee
>>719495339Nothing like having a longtime passion that saved you once change how you feel about it over a single event that you get reminded of on the daily.Stay strong people.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_njtC9oVms
>>719513021I always wipe my dick multiple times to avoid pee in underwear
>>719512842My mom died a month after Persona 5 came out in 2017. I’ll always associate the game with her even though she would absolutely hate it.
>>719505912this game always makes me feel sick while playing it
>>719497009>ate through an entire 3 pound bag of andes mints while playing voices of the void over the course of like 2 weeks>now every time i have an andes mint my mind puts me right back in that signal processing room, watching stupid videos on the TV
>>719497009dead rising and chocolate milk..
>>719511949>mobileposter shits himself so much he can dish out protips
i don't even like godot but was on a hot coffee kick playing trials and tribulations. wish i had something more associated with burgers and maya
>>719495339Literally anything I enjoy in life gets ruined like this in one way or another. I cannot love anyone or anything anymore. Thats why its better to stay unhappy than be happy for a while until something bad happens.
>>719511720funniest sharty user
>>719497009>friday>parents order pizza>play vidya with my friends on xboxgood times
>>719495339My mom unexpectedly passed away while I was at the end of Rebirth...
>>719495339>Play kf1 with friend>His gf plays too>Never play with her though>She breaks up with him>He now hates the game because it reminds him of her>...>Somehow he gets broken up with and i'm the one losing a teammate?>Why did the fucking retard had to have sex?
>>719509736Make me
Was playing gw2 before the power eventually went out due to a hurricane. This little nigga reminds me of the 5 days spent in the hot ass tropical heat with no ac after the storm passed, and having to deal with all of my family huddled in at our house as we were the only ones that had storm shutters or some shit. Thankfully house is up on a hill so my home wasnt flooded, cant say the same for street. We went outside when the eye of the storm was on us and it looked like we lived next to a river. Still play gw2 occasionally, good game would recommend
>>719495339>Kingdom Hearts on the PS2>Finally beat Riku after days of failure>Big accomplishment for kid me>Loved the boss fight and the music>Something really, REALLY pissed dad off and he came in the basement to yell at me.>Can't pause the cutscene.>It's a longer one.>Kid me is unsure if I should turn off the PS2>The fight gave me so much trouble and I didn't want to listen to the Riku cutscene for the dozenth time.>Dad takes me not pausing/turning it off as disrespectful, gets even angrier.>I'm not saying anything because I don't want it to be even more awkward.>End up resetting the game afterwards because I had no idea what happened or why the gang left Hollow BastionOne of the weirdest memories I have.He was furious I didn't want to do cross country at school in the upcoming season.
>>719495339>MFW drag my feet over the Black Velvetopia level in Psychonauts.>All the while spending the rest of my time watching my dad wither away in hospital.
>>719495339I had a pretty decent childhood all things considered and no deaths in the family so I guess anytime I hear the Gerudo Valley theme from OoT it reminds me of the time my dad blew up on me and unplugged my N64 because I spent too much time playing vidya to his liking.
Every time dva says NERF THIS I think of that video of the chick cosplaying her twerking and farting
>>719506112Anon alcohol is very caloric, that means it makes you fat
What the lack of parentings does to a mfer. lmao. lol even.
>>719513275I suckle my penis gently to remove any traces of urine from my urethra. As for poop I am a scat chad so I usually just leave it
>>719495339My grandfather died the day I got cod modern warfare for the Wii (it was my birthday)I still finished the game and it was fun but today I associate the game with his death more than I associate my birthday with his deathMore recently and at a much lower level I recently got incredibly frustrated with my mother in a phone call in the middle of fighting Seymour in Final Fantasy X, I finished the fight barely beating him but haven't gone back to the game since, that was about 2 months ago.
starfox 64 and 9/11 was it for me
>>719509110Everytime i'm sad about someone dying i just think of all the third worlders that starve to death every minute and how little their deaths affect my life.
Weird thing is that I just don't finish the game due the life thing being too much at the moment. Years later when I pick the game I don't remember even if I played it before, when I do all the shit about break ups, family drama, shit jobs comes back at once.
>>719497009GTA Chinatown Wars and peanut butter filled pretzels. Also, not food but phoenix wright trilogy and french press coffee
>>719510579My penis touches the bowl and i don't like it.
>play game>do core part of the gameplay cycle>brain spontaneously thinks about an acquaintance I haven't talked to in 10+ years>synapse forms>now every time I do that section of the game, I always think about that acquaintance
>>719519784>9/11So who'd you lose in 9/11?
>>719495339>Playing Skyward Sword on the wii>Older brother comes home>Mom goes nuclear on him because he smells like weed and tells him to die on the street or get arrested>Brother kicks a door or something so she calls the copsMy mom is an insanely kind and patient woman so it felt weird to learn where the line was drawn at which point she wouldn't love me anymore. I love her so much though and she's gone through so much for my sake but still
>>719509736nuh yeh
>>719520853>Brother smokes and gets caught>Mom stops loving you insteadWat?
>>719510147>>719495616See how judegey you two faggots get if you ever deal with women that arent 2d. Yoir dads are going to look a lot more reasonable
>>719521291Hate to admit it since I saw some of the same stuff but yeah. Live with one for a year or longer and you'll start to understand why they were so pissed off a lot of the time
>>719521102I think anon's point was that if it could happen to his brother then it could happen to him
>>719521102He's saying that his mom is a very loving woman so it felt jarring for him to find out smoking weed would make her lose her shit like that.
>>719520483"that was the most random memory" always makes memories instantly its kind of annoying
>>719501145Quite often I wipe my ass with a towel or some tp just to dry my swamp ass and sometimes it comes out very shitty. I'm thorough when I wipe and I even use a wet wipe afterwards just to get it all so maybe I'm just loose in the kabooseI hope I don't smell like an Indian
>>719495339One night I woke up needing to use the toilet and decided to start up Langrisser 1 on the switch. Turns out I had some really bad food poisoning from alfredo that went bad and puked and shat. After cleaning myself up, I felt nauseus while trying to finish the first map and passed out on my bed. I haven't picked up the game back up since.
Not horrible, but I associate Half-Life with attack on WTC on September 11.
>>719504941How did she die
>>719495339>Absolutely love Lobotomy Corporation and other Project Moon games>Girl in college loves LobCorp (this was really rare in 2019)>Get to know each other>Finally got the courage to make the move and ask her out after 3 years being friends>Rejected>Friendship becomes awkward>Shen then ghosts me>Can never go back to any Project Moon games ever again because it will make me remember her
>>719502379>Vote passed: kicking player
>>719509256What about when you attempted to get into FF XIV only to realise it was garbage
>playing ace combat 4>shit is so cash>mum and brother have been arguing like they always do>mum storms into my room and screams at me for playing games "like a 15 year old child">leaves>i also get destroyed by some faggot erusean missile
>>719495339fuck trauma, why does trauma gotta hurt us like this>>719497009give and take I guess
>>719495339not vidya but my dad beat my mom when i was watching mob psycho 100 with my friend
>>719495339>open up old pokemon save file>dead pets nameI was not prepared for these feels
boomers really fucked a lot of people up
do NOT name your JRPG characters/ships/whatever after people like girlfriends in your friendyou get an airship in Etrian Odyssey 4 and I named it the same name as the girl I was into at the time, only to have her leave me and abandon meThen I had to restart the game because you can't rename it
>rightoids insist that nuclear family is the meta and that the jews are the reason families break up>rightoids also have endless stories about domestic abuse and parents fighting and breaking upPick a narrative.
>>719498546I need more information PLEASE
I was watching webm related when my mom told me that my grandma died now I'll forever associate 0:48 with that moment, which was the exact moment she broke the news.
>go through a terrible phase of your life>forever associate that game with disconnecting from the real world, fantasy, imagination, shelter, understanding...I will forever love you skyrim
>Kitten I had died around the time I was playing Mario Galaxy>I now associate the theme from Rosalina's book with his death
>>719495339>brothers watching boondocks while I play dark souls>forever associate various scenes from the show with areas of the game>painted world is just "buffalo wings aren't chicken"
>>719495339Can't ever play wilds hearts again. First weekend we played got to the endgame and beat a bunch of shit we were gaming gods and long time monhun players. Lil cousin who just finished his masters degree dies "suddenly" while playing a pickup game at the gym. Second weekend we play damn bro shit fuck just wanna escape stuff and slap some kemono long time friend "suddenly" dies just sitting at home leaving a wife and kids. Third weekend . . . bro I don't want bad stuff to happen no mo. We was just talking to niggas like 3 hours before the shit happened like what the fuck?
>Dad hadn't been feeling well for a few days>On this particular morning he couldn't even get out of bed>Call an ambulance>Overhear paramedics talking about a possible stroke or heart attack>Long story short, he died>Arrive home from hospital after the day's events at night>Big ass box waiting for me>Armored Core 6 special edition, the one with the figureI still haven't played it.
>>719528307>devs literally assassinate you if you played monhun before
>>719495339playing pokemon sitting next to the radio listening to nelly and blink182 to drown out drunk mother and retard father arguing about things they don't understand. As an adult I make sure to have stability and a job where number go up. Taught them both financial security and how to live a healthier happier life."There are no facts. There are only interpretations."
>>719495339Banjo-Tooie always reminds me of the time in 6th grade a guy called me and told me he was masturbating...
>>719495339my dog died and i bought enter the gungeon on a whim a day or two after. it was fun and there's a pet dog sidekick for one of the characters so it was a decent way to keep my mind off sad things when i wanted an escape. i have a positive association with it overall even though yeah i was very sad in the time when i got and played it.
I know that if you tried to interfere, they tag-team combo your ass into next week.
>>719527667>Used to do this>Playing heart gold one day>Get the 6th poke I want>Another dead pet name>Realized I had lost enough pets for a full poke teamStopped doing that right there.
This is a phenomenal thread everyone
>>719528485Think about it anon, somehow your dad lives and you respect his legacy but not opening that box. DON'T LET FLAME DIE OUT!
>>719506613So it was a jealous lover flipping out or something?
>>719527779yea polyamory ftw amiright xis?
>>719495339can't relate, snoychild.
>brother kills himself while I'm playing medal of honor: Frontline>Woah it's just like saving private ryanReally enhances the experience to associate war video games with real death
>>719495339>gf messaged me to say she wanted to break up while i was 5 minutes into space marine 2>refunded because loading it up hit me with the feels every single time>know i can't play it without thinking about herShame too because i've heard it's fire
>>719529094Bot
I played Mario 64 a million times but I finally bought a physical copy the day after my best friend killed himself because I just wanted to distract myself with something It doesn't ruin the game for me because I already think about him every day, but it does come to mind when I pick up the cartridge. But so does Pokemon Emerald since we used to skip class and play it in high school, or Resident Evil 2 remake because one weekend I lugged my PlayStation 4 down to his condo and he locked in and beat the whole thingI'm so fortunate I got to know him for the time we had
>>719529224Play it when you find a new girl, I had a girlfriend who insisted we watch Nightmare before Christmas for Halloween and we broke up before doing it, so I skipped it that year and watched it the next year with an equally emotionally needy goth girl
>play FFTA to escape from familial drama>only now realize the irony
unironically amogus because I was playing it when I got the news my mom diedit was literally around midnight on the 21st so I can't even enjoy September by Earth, Wind and Fire either.
>>719495339I know that feel all too well, Steambot Chronicles, Monster Hunter Stories 2...
>ghosted/cut off/drift apart with friends>memories hurt>can hardly bring myself to play the games we used to play togetherOn the bright side, I am more interested in new games now. Back then, I kind of just followed their interest. Now I get to focus on what I like and I end up spending more time in gaming, more enjoyable too.
>>719495339can i answer the game of love? cause after a few very rough heartbreaks, i'm not really trying to play anymore. lol
>>719495339I was recently ghosted by a really close friend I knew for a few years while I was replaying Fire Emblem Engage. He wasn't being straightforward with me on why he was treating me the way he was, but he kept lashing out at me and accusing me of things that I never did to him. I was always there for him, I even dropped everything I was doing on three separate occasions to talk to him in a voice call while he was having panic attacks. Now there's nothing I can say or do to make him listen to me anymore since he blocked me on everything, and I also have reason to believe that he has been badmouthing me behind my back with how I've been getting randomly being removed from groups he invited me to. I feel so hurt and I don't know what I'm supposed to do to move on.
>>719528940 Honestly, yeah. It's like a weird little therapy circle disguised as a /v/ thread. Games tied to grief, breakups, death, trauma-people carrying whole emotional histories in their memory cards. Kinda beautiful in a messed-up gamer way.
It's nice to have a real thread with honest emotions without someone bringing up race, politics, satanism, the illuminati, or le badass stoicism
All you niggers are based.Joy to you all!
>>719532112damn. that's rough, bro. as someone who's also had their back kicked in by a friend group and then been humiliated for their amusement, i'm really sorry. i actually still, years later, haven't joined another group because that shit scarred my mental.
>be part of friend group>the loudest one of the group thinks he's a gigachad alpha >someone invites a woman to the server>i tread the new woman like i tread the guys, as in treat her equally like i was taught, not to single her out for being new or different>of course this means she got a lot of shit talk like anyone would>suddenly the group turns on me and the "alpha" kicks me, saying i was immature
>>719532704It just happened so suddenly, it's like he just became a different person entirely who's only personality trait is hating everything about me. Whenever I'd try to say anything, he'd just take things I said out of context and make shit up I never said or did to make himself look like the victim even though he's the one who reached out to me in the first place. It wasn't even a month ago that I drove three hours and back to his place to give him an expensive birthday gift I bought at a convention. This shit sucks so much.
>>719495339Pretty much happened to me with film. I can't watch movies anymore. Doesn't matter if it's good or bad. I refuse to see it.
>>719502076That was clearly jewish lightning
>>719508678Bad things can cause permanent damage to your body that hurt you every waking moment of your life (and the sleeping ones too) causing a major decrease in quality of life and general inability to enjoy things anymore.I wish people who say stuff like this would get autoimmune diseases instead.Actually no, I don't wish this on anyone, I hope you get to enjoy an entire life being blissfully unaware anon.
My nephew got adopted and I never got to see him again. I don't talk to my sister anymore either. Used to play Titanfall for hours and that kid would just sit beside me and watch. Wasn't much, but I'm nearing 40 and I never had much of a family life. It was nice, and It hurts knowing I might never get a chill experience like that again, so yeah. Love Titanfall but I'm not playing those games ever again.
>>719533329he may be having a medical problem. this is how schizophrenia and dementia begin to manifest. it doesn't really matter how old you are.unfortunately there's nothing you can do but be assured it wasn't your fault
>>719501052Who's this mondo babe?
>played orgasm girl all the time as a kid>get older and watch requiem for a dream>had a hard time taking it seriously because of the music
>>719528485>mfw haven't been feeling well for a couple of days >mfw reading this post
>>719496404We were playing Quake 3 with my school mates when 9/11. Was metal as fuck.
>>719497009Mushroom, onion, and olive pizza with a 2 liter of coke and sprite with me and the boys playing Tekken Tag 2 every Friday night. Good times.
>>719529343I need to do this with Labyrinth. I watched it with my girlfriend really early in our relationship and it was a really happy memory for me, ten years later we watched it again with two guys I wanted to be friends with but they made it a really weird and bad experience and a week later she decided to dump me, transition, and fuck both of them.There are still a ton of videogames I struggle to play because of her. Honestly I don't know if I'll ever find anyone again because I just always shut down feeling like any relationship I have will end the same way, even if that's not realistic.
>>719497009>finally get a job>with my first paycheck i buy tekken 7 and pizza hut>now associate both tekken and pizza with each other
>>719528253AHAHAHAHA thats hysterical
I associate Shin Megami Tensei II with staying up til like 8 in the morning in general now, because I couldn't stop at that finale. Otherwise, I associate Bit Trip Runner with getting screamed at by my cunt of a grandma and the interest I had in that game died that day.
My lil bro died when I was neeting it up playing Fairy Fencer F.
>get arrested>over the next few months waiting for progress i tried playing dmc 3>beat it but my mind was preoccupied the whole time and couldn't enjoy itI didn't go to prison at least
>>719497009I have a deeply pavlovian connection between Pizza Hut and Early 2010s anime, especially Psycho Pass, because that's how I got through my miserable lonely weekends in college.
>>719495339>mom dies in her sleep out of nowhere>lose all motivation to do things I enjoy for months>finally get some semblance of my life going again>buy a new video game to take my mind off things>it looks like a really cute adventure game>it's pic relatedI was fucking crushed, and I have never booted the game back up.
i played Dark Souls 2 after going through one of the worse breakups i've undergone, while listening to Florence + the Machine, so i kinda associate that whole game with a fugue, dissociative state and several of the areas with particular Florence records. Shrine of Amana is Never Let Me Go, for example. Florence + the Machine actually fits the bleak atmosphere of DaS very well.
>Hard conversation on the phone>As I idle in MajulaWell, at least it's the worst one
>>719495339After my mom died I played Crusader kings and had nightmares about it causing her death.
>He didn't grow up in a stable, loving household I've always been hated by every motherfucker on this earth that I've ever come across because I didn't grow up in a dysfunctional household full of people who fucking despised each other's existence.It's really strange to me that dysfunctional families seem to be the rule in this civilization and not the exception. Almost everyone I grew up with came from a shitty, abusive household and it absolutely boggles my fucking mind.
>>719535031DaS 2 may have a mixed reputation, but i think many could agree that Majula is one of the coziest and most atmospheric hub areas in the series. the DaS 3 hub and the Roundtable Hold from ER are soulless by comparison.
>>719534000I shouldn't be mentioning this but it's not like it matters at this point, I know he has some family-related trauma and goes to therapy every so often because of it. He also told me about all the times he had been ghosted by people he trusted because they didn't want to put up with him anymore. I can only assume something major happened within his personal life and he needed someone who wasn't himself to blame for it, though I hardly believe I was at fault for anything with how he how he twisted my words and lied to my face about how I treated him despite everything we had been through together. He's trapped within his own abusive mental state and is either content with or obliviously perpetuating it, I just wish I could stop thinking about it since it's not my problem anymore and he's the one who chooses how to live his life, even if he chooses to make himself and the people around him miserable.
>>719495339>depth 4 cursed pthumerian defilement chalice>half health curse>filtered by amygdala for hours>punch a hole in my door>parents come home and scream at me>father almost beats me up for it>mother nonstop ranting at me for hours>puts on game grumps playthrough of paper mario ttyd to try tuning her outshit times.
>>719498546lmao DBD truly is a dogshit game for retards.
>>719535201no body likes a pampered out of touch dipshit that thinks everything comes so easy.
>>719535201The younger you are the more you exaggerate how bad things were. It's still pretty bad out there though.
>>719502494the irony
>jerk off to girls gone wild commercial while watching south park>mom catches me>neighbor comes over to get his tony hawk underground 2 disc while im mortified>forever hate skating games
>>719535643Kek, sour grapes.
>>719495339I was playing Xenonlade Chronicles 2 the day my wife left (unironically)
>>719535885I'm sorry anon. I had a similar experience with Harvestella.
>>719505937actual kek
I remember getting home from school early and playing Rising Storm 2 while eating a tasty watermelon, it's free weekend green army men event if I recall correctly
>>719535859Might be. But even kids learn to keep stuff low-key early on. No wonder you're hated.
>>719495339you make new memories with something that will override the old
>>719535982You're MAD AS FUCK. LMAO.
>>719536052My family is very fortunate. I'm just not a socially-inept retard.
>>719536052not that anon but I think the reason why no one likes you has nothing to do with your upbringing. You seem young though so you have time to grow up
>>719535201wow you're special anon, everyone should congratulate you, you have interesting thoughts
>Abusedtards mad as fuck
>>719495339>blogposting on 4chan
>>719497009>be retarded 9 yr old me>watch dogshit creepypasty video about tom and jerry>hyper realistic blood tier shit>video strikes genuine terror into my adolescent heart>mom calls me down for dinner>its chicken alfredo>so fucked up from the creepypasta slop that i dont eat>be grown ass man me>chicken alfredo still makes me uneasy despite knowing how retarded and silly the whole thing is
>>719521291t. retardBoomer dads were retarded guys that believed in marriage as a sign of success over stability or even compatibility. No shit the marriage failed.
>play a shitty game during the the time when things in your life went from shit to almost good>forever associate that game with good times
>>719536268>Things that never happened
>>719534719Oh shit I felt the blow through the screen.
I associate licorice with a girl I knew, cry every time I eat it, doesn't stop me from eating it, I like licorice
>>719510503
ya my cat got mauled by 2 dogs while i was playing asherons call, never went back to that mmo
>>719495339yep, house almost burned down while I was playing Ion Fury, and while I really do love the game, it literally gives me diarrhea now
>>719508723No one mentioned women kekSays a lot about you
>>719536323>during the the time when things in your life went from shit to almost goodWow I tried to think of this inverse and came up with literally nothing, what a horrible realization about my life. So thanks for that I guess.
>>719500161For me it's the live-action Scooby Doo movie.
>>719536678That doesn't make sense
>>719497291At least it was the demon ruins. Better for a shit area to be made more shit than for a kino area to be tainted.
>>719498546>DBDWhy is it always this fucking game that makes people go apeshit?
>>719511391>>719510579Sit to piss at home otherwise I'm standing in public be cause fuck touching those toilets outside of needing to take a shit badly
>>719504192cropped porn
>>719521291this is why i will never get married or get into a relationship. I cannot stand extended contact with people, i cannot fathom living with the same person for the rest of my life. And this isn't "women amirite" thing, same thing applies to men. I want to be left alone 99% of the time. When i'm with people i have to "act" so i don't come off as a cunt and i hate doing it (and i can't not do because i will literally lose sleep over the guilt, no matter how insignificant). People just make me miserable and feel guilty.>inb4 living alone is hardlived alone for 1 year during the coof where the only human contact was asking the cashier "how much" every few days, other than that i never left my apartment and i wish i could go back to full neet hermit mode everyday. I do not care for sex one bit and i never really liked any girls. I just don't think sex is good trade off for dealing with a girlfriend or a wife
>>7194972832 little monkeys jumping on the bed, the bed fell off and uncle beat them with a belt
>>719497283>he whips us with a cord until we both start cryingKEK
>>719495339strangely i don't associate games with events in my life a lot. It's mostly music, probably since i listen to it nearly all day. I have a fond memory of playing mw2 while listening to eminem's new album relapse at my grandparents' house. Good times
>>719497009>ruining my controller with grease and crumbsNever happening
>>719503806no she gave him a glass of whiskey and anon is recovering alcoholic
I've never understood that "glasses him" greentext, in Britain and Australia to glass someone means to smash a glass on their face, is that not the case in the US?
>>>Zoom zoom details in-depth a moment when he rightly recieved corporal punishment for doing something stupid/breaking shit/someone else's property >I was scarred for life frfr, never forgave my uncI hate you pussies so fucking much.
>>719513021get a bidet or one of these. I can't fathom how people just wipe their asses and move on with their lives. I never once in my life just wiped. If i can't wash my ass afterwards i'm simply not shitting
>>719537568I'd rather just save up money and buy a japanese toilet.
>>719537626You can buy those sorts of things as attachments now, they're like $150 and incredibly nice. I've got IBS and some other issues and it's a goddamn lifesaver.
>>719536052This is cringe.
I wish my parents divorced instead of forcing me to grow up in hellnow I'm a dysfunctional adult who can't take care of myself and my parents are literally dying around me and because they never fixed our house or saved money to spite each other I am completely and utterly fucked
>>719537726did your dad ever get out of the bathroom
>>719537626i don't know how those things compare to what i posted but the water pressure doesn't seem very high and you don't have control as to where to aim. But hey do it now, skip buying games or some other retarded bullshit, this should be your number one priority. Also i see some retarded comments against bidets saying "i don't want a wet ass", use toilet paper to dry it retard
>>719505937KEK
>>719537828jap bidets (at least mine does) have adjustable water pressure and there's even a hole where there's a mini-blowdrier to dry your asshole after it got soaked10/10 would recommend
my dad won't let me get a bidet for literally no reason
>>719495339Not game related buta long while back my cat was sent for an overnight stay at the vet due to some (what initially appeared to be minor) kidney issues and I was watching the movie Hero, starring Jet Li. And the phone rang around 9:30pm and she had died due to kidney failure, which was later found to be part of the 2007 melamine pet food contamination scandal. The call happened right at the scene where Jet Li was injured and woke up at a countryside farm where he was being nursed back to health.Any time I hear of that movie or see the poster or anything I get a bit upset.
This isn't the same but when I was playing Sakuna: of Rice and Ruin, I had my first ever batch of beer brewing. I still remember coming home from college, checking on my 5 gallon bucket of wort, then playing an hour of Sakuna before changing the ice on my bucket's ice batch before heading to bed every night
>>719538137my buddy also got into brewing in college but that was a fucking carboy in his dorm room closet making pineapple "wine"
>>719538137Beer end up any good?
my dog died about 2 years ago while I was playing Divine Divinity, now the soundtrack feels that way for me, runt of the litter but made it 14 years somehow, still miss the old boy sometimes.very old picture provided without context
>>719538082What do you need water up your ass, boy? You a fag or something? You cleaning up for someone?
>>719538424My dog died in 2016 and I was outright devastated for like, 3-4 years afterwards. The fuck you MEAN he died two years ago and you "think of him sometimes?"
>>719538605I don't have much time for grief in my life anon, yes he was essentially family but when someone is gone, they're gone.
>pause game>Dad can you stop being a fucking faggot and pound her balls deep while lasting longer than 30 seconds?>Mom can you stop being a bitch and suck his cock a few times a month?Why didn't you save your family anon?
>>719495339>dad accidentally clips mum while trying to kill a bug while I'm playing Death Stranding 1>incredibly loud screaming, crying and drama ensues>still haven't picked it back up to this dayMan...
>tfw i played pic related with her>got to a hentai scene>she actually liked it>seven years later, she tells me she doesn't reciprocate my feelings>tfw i still cherish this memory>tfw i'm still pathetic enough to love her so strongly even after trying to put some distance between us for my own sakehow do i forget someone, or at the very least, comepletely let go of these feelings?
I skipped school to play Kingdom Hearts and my dad found out. Midwit parents can be a real pain in the ass.
>>719496160The parents of kingdom hearts fans are usually divorced shortly after their dissapointing child is born
>>719538738>parents turn around>"Timmy shut the fuck and go back to playing Golden Axe 3, we need to keep screaming at each other make your life BPD demon hell for the next 6 years, so you can develop intimacy issues and remain alone for life so there's someone to care for us when we get old"
>>719497009Cheap important Japanese candies and VtM:BI can still taste those shitty gummy cubes
> have an incredibly bad streak in Mahjong Soul> absolute rape happening on display > "alright, one more till i win the second place"> fourth again due to some bullshit> quit game, look around> fucking ceiling is leaking due to neighbours' pipe bursting > brain so fried from i don't have the stamina to actually freak out> just go "well, alright..." and set up the bowls and shit to catch water> lay down until the leakage stops, no damage due to quick reactionI got a yakuman the next day so I can't even be mad at the game now.
>>719538605What an awful post. What if wrong with you
>>719537112Living alone is easy when you're young and healthy, but things can change so, so easily. I grew up in a small village with just elders around me, so I've seen it time and time again.All it takes is one bad fall, maybe you stayed in the sun a bit too long, or you lost your job, or didn't look at a street crossing one time, or you just have bad RNG one night. Next thing you know, your quality of life is taking a deep and irreversible nosedive. People don't build support networks in case something bad happens, they build them for when something bad happens. Being put in assisted care without someone from the outside to at least check up on you from time to time is a fate similar to the protagonist of "I have no mouth and I must scream". Health and well-being are very fragile. Treasure them.
>>719539507Not my fault that sociopathic fucker got over his supposed best friend dying so quickly.
This has happened to me. I was playing No More Heroes 3, my mom tells me there’s a flood warning and most of the house got drenched. It’s a pretty shitty memory, but it hasn’t hurt my overall thoughts on the game.
>>719539149>Dad if you dont pick up the slack I will>I just finished playing banjo and human grunty has me horny as fuck for some hag pussy
>>719539568or you could be like my dad and torture his son so much he dies of cancer in the same house as him and he doesn't even care or talk to you
>>719539585having your emotions in check isn't sociopathic bud, if anything being "devastated" over your dead dog for 4 years makes you come off worse than him, literally get over it pussy
>>719539885>t.sociopathic shell of a human being
>>719539928NTA, but original dog poster.I think you'd do well to rationalize death as something you can't change after the fact and that you shouldn't use too much energy, mental or physical, worrying about something you can't bring back.grieving after death is natural, but you need to focus on leaving that grief behind, it's just bad for you.
>>719539585I've been on this site a long time but this is my first time seeing someone be contrarian about grief.
>>719540020Butthurt cuck faggot
>>719539993you can't grow or hope to steel yourself for any other loss, or grief later in life, if you spend 4 years of your life allowing a loss to control your head
I have it thr other way around, i played so much mhf2/u back in the day that monster hunter music is directly tied to childhood happiness and I start to cry uncontrolable happy tears upon hearing the pokke theme or gathering hall musicIt also kicks in when proof of a hero is going off which makes final bosses a bit trickier
>>719501964This, it is a shitty way to kill yourself. Worse than smokes even, and that is not very good either.
>>719509698Yeah, old Kratos was a prick, but it was because he was full of emotion all the time. Bad ones.
>>719500875i was like this till one night after downing a liter of jack daniels, i got a debilitating pain in my liver. Felt like when you stub your toe really hard but in liver area, i just crumpled in pain. If i sneezed and my insides expanded rapidly, i would be in such pain i couldnt stand up under my own power. Taken like 3 weeks just to feel normal again. I got scarred shitless. One thing is just getting over a bad hangover and another is being debilitated for 3+ weeks. I drank erry day for two years, almost drunk entire time im awake
>>719539568>stop wanting to be independent No.
>>719497009I subconsciously taste Godfather's Pizza whenever I see F-Zero GX and/or any commercials for it because we went out and rented the game when it was brand new then ate there while I eyed the game
>>719497009Based and helpful frog poster.
>>719541315based
>>719529224I have a similar association with FFXIV. As a positive effect, I think it made me lose all interest in any other MMO, too, despite them not being associated with that cunt.
>>719495339Opposite can work the same>stop opioids for months >get my hand on a small rock forgotten in a corner of my apartment >get high playing Metroid prime all day>can't go back to it after going back down, it's only making me think about how good it felt to be using againfuck this shitwish I was rich and on drugs all day
Introduced one and only gf i ever had to WoW. She finds a better version of me online and cucked me, even had same first name as me. So now i cant play any mmo in general or i get vietnam flasbacks. This was 20 years ago and i never recovered
>>719497009A huge pack of gummies with Final Fantasy 15.
>>719537473Probably has to do with the fact that not everyone is acquainted with bar related slang like this. Nor is everyone who speaks English on this website from bong or spiderland.Its meme status also kinda comes from the scene being generally comfy and calm right before your character decides to bash the other fag's head in.
>>719497278He got lucky
>>719541915KEK
>>719497009doritos and mountain dew with halo 4. based days but halo 3 and reach were better
>>719495339for me it's homm3, can't play it ever again because it feels as bad as it did back then
>>719498546[glass him]
>>719496160my parents actually get along thoughever
>>719538424Sorry for that anon. Divine Divinity is a pretty great game.
>>719542073
>be a teen>playing portal when guesrs are over >uncle comes over>"so whats the objective of the game?">I just escaped from the lava level where glados tried to kill you>like an edgy faggot I say "survive">uncle does 360 and walks out of the room
>>719521291Women are the reason modern pair bonding is beyond broken.
>>719501607I think you should play it 8~9 billions times give or take
>>719538605Somepeople move on better. Don't compete over who can grieve more. That's dramatic.
>>719521291>Yoir dads are going to look a lot more reasonableIf you think screaming out death threats is a reasonable reaction to woman problems you should be locked up. Period.
>>719528485Didn't need to read that
>>719495339>Parents separated when i was like 2 so have no memories of itTurns out my childhood was pretty good without all this divorce and parents threatening to killing each other drama
>>719510183have you considered he might just be German?
>>719495339I associate Ace Combat 3's soundtrack with this asian woman who could barely speak English suddenly putting her arm around me and leading me into some building with a bunch of other asian women standing around out front and taking my virginity for 60 bucks when I was 22.
>be like 8>read some shitty scp that skins your foot if you don't cover it when you sleep>still incapable of sleeping without covering my feetit's so fucking stupid
>>719527779>mindbroken freak that can't help but think about politics constantly what a sad life you lead
I've listened to podcasts or audiobooks or types of music and recall them. Or just periods of life.>>719539568You were born in a small village you say?
>>719497009I associated drinking soup with watching true crime documentaries
>used to have an internet friend who was a huge autist>somehow convinced me to get a Wii U solely to play Xenoblade X>end up loving the game and excitedly talk about it with him>eventually his autism just becomes too overwhelming for me. every single day he'd message me so we could have the same boring conversations every single day. and god forbid i took a break for a single day or else he'd get bitchy with me like some girlfriend after not giving her your fully undivided attention for two seconds>end up ghosting him>still feel bad about it to this day>XBXDE releases for the Switch>can't help but think about him every second I'm playing
>>719528307Vaxx status?
I always yearn for those blissful moments of early NEETdom when you could play games all day and were too young to be seen as a sponge. For me it was playing 100+ hours of Mount & Blade while binging this scifi show called The Dead Zone which i only watched cuz the dbz movie of the same name. I found out after 100hours that you can hold space to fast travel on map
>play game>get friends>forever associate that game with happiness
>>719495339Had just pirated shitty ass inuyasha game for the PS2, burned it, started playing it, thought it was ass, receive a call telling me my grandfather had just died from a heart attack.The game was shit anyway, and I never liked inuyasha so I think it could have been worse, but fucking hell I miss that man.
>>719543763What is it about autists that make them so boring?
>>719535201It's fucking astounding to me. Adults always praise me and compliment my mom over the most mundane shit. >Oh wow, your son has basic fucking decency and doesn't call you bitch to your face. He's such a unique child!It always baffles me when I hear people talk about their dysfunctional families so casually. I hear dads talking about getting into physical altercations with their kids, people talking about how their brother or sister is an alcoholic mess who just barely borders on being a homeless crackhead, and of course you also have those "if you're too sick for school, you're too sick for videogames" threads where you have anons saying all kinds of deranged shit about their own families
>>719544125Hyperfixation to the exclusion of all other things.
Jeuno's theme from FFXI will forever remind me of the time my parents' fighting reached attempted murder, I played on PS2 so it was coming from the TV while my mom bashed my dad's head in with a wireless telephone and caused him to bleed all over the place and from his ears. Crazy song to be playing during that level of violence.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CnNM2i_jeAo&list=RDCnNM2i_jeAo&start_radio=1
>majority of /v/ is brownGrim.
>>719541709Damn anon this is like bringing your gf to the gym.
>>719495339>played XCX on wiiu>loved it a lot, one of the first games I've min-maxed>XCX DE comes out>first big exsentential dread hits>try to play the game to distract myself>initially works>until it gets too much, go numb on bed for weeks>can't play the game ever again
>>719499426why is this so funny to me? kek
>>719544759This happened to me with MH3U, I was farming Gobul armour and it just hit me, "why am I doing this? Why am I wasting my life farming"
I used to think about this shit all the time, but the culmination of stress, anxiety and depression combined with poor sleep for years now has ruined my memory. I don't get nostalgia hits ever anymore either, just see something and go"ah, I remember that" but there's no associated feeling. Pretty sure I'm going to depart form this earth in a few years, I can't concentrate on anything much anymore and I've already been fired from entry-level jobs for my poor short-term memory, but it's not enough to get any sort of assistance. I dunno if you have to be at a critical age for when your parents get divorced for you to remembe that stuff, but I was 5 and I remember other things from that age, but no arguments, all I remember is once when my dad walked into the ktichen coming home from work and they both gave each other a complete joyless kiss with tortured faces as they sighed "Hi". What I remember is all the fallout after the divorce and the angry home which you could thankfully flee from by playing games at friends who had calm homes with happy marriages. Was it always ment to be like this bros? Life's so bizarre.
>>719509787same, I usually do it into a bag when I can't hold it anymore.
>random winter morning>parents got me a PS2 version of Harvest Moon, cant remember its full name>was super excited to play it because i loved the PS1 version>while i was going through the tutorial, mom gets a call>her sister died during a surgery she was going through>mom crying desperately>never saw her like that before>could hear my cousins crying and screaming through the phone>never touched that game again
>visit friends house>their parents kiss as a greeting>friend talks to them like normal people about school>nobody's yelling or breaking shit>it looks like a cartoon family with how happy everyone is>realize this is normal>
Guess I was spared from any drama while playing vidya because my dead-beat father left my mother when I was 3. Grew up with my two sisters and my mother and have never been happier. He did hit me twice when we were celebrating some holiday together with the family and relatives, but by then I was 18 and I hit him back. My uncle and mother had to step in and defuse the situation, my father went to jail for assault and I got off lightly thanks to witness statements from my family and relatives. Now I'm 35 and still play vidya in my own home, visiting my mother from time to time.My favorite game from my childhood was Chrono Trigger.
>Playing LotR Third Age game on the gamecube at my father's place when I was a kid, about 8-10 or so years old, pic related>He's been heading out a lot>Has been gone for a good while today>Mother comes in>Tells me my father has cancer and has been admitted to the hospital>Since I'm a kid, I'm just miffed that I can't play gamecube at my father's place>Never really set in that he's actually only inches away from death>Was brought over and went over to say goodbyes a few times, since he was in a critical stateAt least it ends well>Father has been in an out of the hospital for a decade>He decided to just live>Now living together with my old man>Cooking together, watching sports together (I don't care for sports), growing vegetables in the garden>Spend time together last summer breaking apart wooden pallets to construct planter boxes out of them>Will be harvesting the first crops from the planters somewhere this weekCall your loved ones and tell them you care for them anons.
Therapy doesn't work, the only solution to suffering is mass deaths
>>719545269>Since I'm a kid, I'm just miffed that I can't play gamecube at my father's placeWhat kind of a retard kid were you?
Waaa waaaa my daddy and mommy died waaaIf you love them so much then the time you had with them should be enough, so stop boxing. Be grateful they're not ruining your life. You couldn't handle one day of my life and I'm not here complaining.
>>719545151What? No dinner with passive aggressive silence and remarks? No feeling tense whenever someone starts talking? Not being afraid of asking for money for school? Can you even call that a childhood?
>>719545647>You couldn't handle one day of my life and I'm not here complaining.>Waaa waaaa you can't handle my life. Reread what you typed and wince at the thought of how gay you are.
>>719527901pov: your mom coming to tell her child the bad news and they're watching some weird cartoon shit.
>>719495339>Kingdom Hearts>It was alright I guess>Eat some dodgy sea food that day>Suddenly projectile vomiting, ass and mouth alternating the toilet>For some reason associate Kingdom Hearts with a night of pure suffering>Can never play it again
>>719527901this site is for adults
>>719545725I was told that years ago and i can confidently say I'm still right
>>719495339I had the opposite>Have a shit job in the 2010s>Was sick with flu, but drew it out to have more time off>Was playing modded Morrowind in bed on a laptop most of this time>Feeling slightly sick at this point and exploring all the little islands in bumfuck nowhere in the north of the mapI still think of that time whenever I replay and go there, but it's a weirdly comfy memory.
>>719545481A kid that couldn't fathom my father dying. All adults grow into grandparents that become old and gray, no exceptions. How could someone pass away before then?
>>719511712
Candy corn flavored M&Ms and my first playthroughs of Metro 2033 and Batman Arkham Asylum. I remember my buddy coming over after school the weekend I got Arkham Asylum, us just sitting up all night, and playing through the whole game for the second time for both of us, and finishing it on hard mode.
>>719497009Cinnamon rolls and Portal I still think about it sometimes.
>Friend and I used to play Guild Wars 2 a lot>One day get a call from his wife in hysterics>Some nigger shot him dead in the street because he had no money on him with which to be mugged>Can no longer play it
>>719533903Do you still have the contact info of your nephew? Can call him or send him a message that as you grew older, you really came to appreciate the time you spend together and wish him well in life.
It's not really a game, but I was listening to Mr. Blue Sky from ELO while my cat was on her last legs last year, and I realized that song was the saddest song I've ever heard, while most people say it's one of the happiest.>"Mr. Blue, you did it right, but soon comes Mr. Night. Creeping over, now his hand is on your shoulder, never mind, I'll remember you this - I'll remember you this way!"Even for something coveted death will eventually come for it. My cat wanted to live so damn badly.
>>719505924this, might aswell kill some healthcare CEO if you're gonna give up
>>719538605>4 yearsYou dogfags are utterly insane, moreso than the catfags you judge (alhough they have problems of their own). It's a pack animal. It saw you as its alpha, nothing more.
>>719546673>You dogfags blahblahblahNigger.
>>719541082some people don't realise what's killing them until it's too late. i'm glad you got better
>>719497009i ate so many chocolate poptarts while training agility in runescapei will NEVER eat a chocolate poptart again in my entire life
>>719495339Fallout 3 and Kingdom HeartsLong term sick from work, so was playing both of these and my GF left me for "being ill" (long term sick because of agoraphobia, had it as a teen and relapsed)never finished them and never replayed either sinceBest thing was, I was doing all the chores and shit. I always cooked anyway, no change there. I was only playing while she was at work.>"Anon your illness creeps me out"Cool, I'll go fuck myself.Never had another relapse, married now and she knows about it and actually calls me out on it if I start showing avoidant behaviours. There are good ones out there.Want to finish Kingdom Hearts, but can't bring myself to do it.
>>719497009>When I was in middle school my parents worked 12 hour shifts opposite one another 6 days a week for like 2-3 years. So I was home alone all the time.>Every weekend would get loaded up with frozen slop, snacks, and shit like mac and cheese to feed myself with during the week.>Used to crush Red Baron French Bread Pizzas with Cheez-Its and Wild Cherry Pepsi, Jack off 3+ times a night to 240p videos on Redtube, and call grown men Niggers on OG MW2.It was the happiest time in my life.
>>719536858>Why is it always this fucking game that makes people go apeshit?Women love it for some reason as well
>>719497009These boneless chicken bites while playing Baba is You for the first time when it came out.Core memory.
>>719497009milk tea + civ 6
>>719495339>felt very sick at a young age while playing one of the viking levels in bugs and taz time busters to the point i shut the game off without saving to go lie down>still feel nauseous even just listening to the level's OST to this day
>>719546761Thanks for proving my point, retard.
>>719544980it's so fucked up that things just keep going. I used to sit around and listen to music and think about the good times and now I just sit around in silence and think about the times when I thought about the good times.I seriously wish you good luck and that things may improve. I think the key is to always have a dream, so you can have hope it can be real. if nothing else, just try to sleep more.
>>719495339my father's leg was crushed by a pick-up truck when he had right-of-way while i was playing league of legends, I didn't notice for three hours since my phone was on silent.he used to love walking, and now he is bedridden and elderly, and I dropped out of Caltech to be his caretaker because we are poor despite the trial payout a decade ago, and he has no one else. Shit sucks. Fuck league. Luckily I hated League before that. I still goon to League porn. Gooning is one of the few pleasures I have where my mind will go totally silent. Thanks gooning.
>>719505912happened to me with a show> watch second season of brooklyn 99> suddenly start losing vision in parts of my eye. like blots of dark tv static that slowly got bigger> by the time i got to a doctor it had gone away, and he shrugged it off with a "dunno, circulation thing maybe" and sent me off> haven't watched past season 1 of brooklyn 99 since
>>719509038>This is why I pee while sitting. When I am done, I give my ass one or two wipesi've tried this like 10 years ago and am now doing it ever since.always wipe front and back, folks. even when you haven't taken a shit. the paper WILL be brown
>>719549271It sounds like you have an actual physical kino detector in your eye. It was overloaded by how bad that show is and so was shutting down completely. That's my diagnosis
>>719536678if it makes you feel any better, things went to absolute shit after that
>have huge internet friend, years of good times>havent played a game with him for a long time, get monster hunter world>start repeatedly arguing about asinine bullshit about games>he ends up completely breaking relationship because of that + other asinine or idpol bullshiti was enjoying mh a lot until that
>>719503375based as fuck actuallyfor me its Astlibra and Darkest Dungeon
>>719510579I have it all figured out. Summer = Sitting piss (better cleanup, more comfortable)Winter = Standing piss (the toilet seat is very cold)In public = Standing piss no matter what. Only ever sit on a public toilet for literal emergencies that will probably never happen
>>719548582>"MY LEG!"
>>719520853your mom sounds rly retarded for blowing up like that over weed. weed is harmless
>>719520853>My mom is an insanely kind and patient womanNo she isn't. You cant say this after she effectively told your brother to go kill himself because he smelled like fucking weed
>>719495339>play game>something horrible happens in your life>forever associate that game with a bad memory>Always paranoid and stressed that something horrible might happen soon>Stop playing games altogether to avoid associating games with bad stuff>Stuck in an infinite loop between mindless scrolling on /v/ and jacking off to porn insteadPlease help
>>719497009kirby and the crystal shards, and magi 2 minute chicken noodles.the color the robot boss goes when you hit him looks JUST like the chicken powder too.
>>719520853Least illogical american.
>>719532112>>719532704>>719533329every close internet friend group ended up throwing me away over asinine bullshit or stuff i dont even understand. and worst of all is that 2/3 of them werent even mentally ill. somehow i always feel like i liked people way more than they liked me despite all we went through, and its still deranged to me how they thought it mattered so little that they felt like throwing it away over something so momentarythe good timing was that i had just started making stuff for games. Im addicted to games and back then i would barely get anything done most of the time because of how much i played videogames. since the last incident i became the most productive autist on earth, because as i had been soured out or had bad memories about nearly every game and genre i liked, and now the only way for me to not feel like shit was distracting myself by making my own games(preferably after some alcohol)im giving up on this 'having internet friends' thing, most normalfags get so mentally ill over asinine shit. And once i actually start releasing stuff, it will get practically impossible to make such friends again because either a. people will be predisposed to liking me because i released games or b. i dont tell people anything which means i have almost nothing to talk about that happened in several yearsi think silksong might be the first game im going to genuinely have as much fun as i used to since a long while
>>719511393damn that sucks anon, cant imagine taking that well.bless your cat friend.
>>719551041Kill yourself smelly pothead
>>719550842>(the toilet seat is very cold)Don't you have heating in your bathroom?
>be 14, go up a grade>be “smart”, but have maturity issues>the guys all play Team Fortress 2 during recess>join them for it, but am bad>get insulted for it constantly>get autobalanced one day>get killed by them over and over as they shittalk me for itIn hindsight, I should’ve expected them to ditch me in Prague.
>>719495339>something horrible happens in your lifeskill issue
>>719503339>I miss>It hits my mom, likely didn't do any real harmReminds me of the time I accidently yeeted a chunk of ice straight into my moms face.>be 8 or 10>be on winter holiday>outside having fun in the snow>mom is pushing me around in some sled-thing>do drive-bys on my brother and father hurling snowballs>pick up big ice-chunk>gamer-brain wants to do artillery>plan is to hurl it straight up and then it'll come down behind us and it'll be cool>be bad at throwing>yeet it over my head and straight into my mom's face>mom's upset>dad's trying to calm her down>she goes inside>am remorseful but too autism to seek her out to apologize>don't talk/bring it up again>25 years later and I still think about it every time there's snow
This might sound messed up but this thread is refreshing
>>719512229>>719512310DUDE I have had this happen to me for years and no one EVER knows what I'm talking about.There's a certain intersection in the neighborhood I grew up in, that I associate with the website where I used to download MAME32k and also the NESticle emulator for some reason.Sometimes, when I finish jerking off, my brain is randomly flooded with one of the following: Ikana Canyon or Goht boss fight from Majora's Mask, or Huntsman's Copse from Dark Souls 2.There's like a million more of these but they kinda only come up when I'm experiencing the actual thing itself, and most of them are related to intersections in my neighborhood. Like certain charts in DJMax remind me of this one intersection in my neighborhood. They are not related in any way. I wasn't "thinking of" the charts or websites or emulators while walking or driving through those intersections. Like you said, it's unexplainable. Amazing, thank you for sharing this, anons. I thought I was alone.
>>719552793It’s not messed up at all, whether it’s finding that you’re not alone in weird gaming mental associations or just people talking honestly about their problems.
>>719535201eh, i chalk it up to people having functional households usually not entering threads like this
>>719552793not messed up enough for my taste
>>719508678https://www.youtube.com/shorts/7xUR6v1CNp4
>>719551968In every room but the bathroom
>>719548083bro, same exact situation for me with the planet Siberius in Ratchet 2
>Just moved cross country for university>roomate is big into this new game World of Warcraft>the login music is playing nearly 24/7, since he sits on the character select screen any time he had to step away.>can hear it through the walls when he leaves the door open>wake up in the middle of the night to the sound of screams and loud bangs>and the wow login music>neighbors house has been broken into>me and roomate get the courage to investigate after 10 minutes of silence, >look into the broken down front door>corpses >turns out the screams i just heard were the sounds of a family of 5 being executed for ganglands shit>roomate goes outside to puke, then runs back into our house to call the cops.>for some reason i assumed they wouldn't have killed the neighbors kids, so i go check their room>get to see what happens to a baby when they get thrown into a wall by a methed up bikie>leave the room, see the other 2 kids leaning against the wall with their heads blown open>walk outside >realize i can still hear the wow login music through the window, since my roommate opened it up to yell that the cops are on the way.>the whole time we were talking with the cops i could still hear the login music.>roomate stopped playing WoW after that.>years later i hear the wow login music on some news report, or ad.>remember the corpses>remember the babies broken body and stamped in head.so yeah, not a fan of wow, also cant really stand being around young kids either, really sucked when my mates started having kids.
>>719528253>How's a nigga gonna borrow a fry?>before ornstein and smough my internal dialogue didn't talk like this!
>>719553726I don't know what I expected clicking on this thread, but it certainly wasn't this.
>>719552886I can't argue with that
>>719553726Did they drop any good loot?
>>719510579I usually just go outside and piss off the porch but if there's people around I'll go inside and sit on the toilet. My piss streams often split in two and go like 120 degrees apart which obviously makes a mess if I'm aiming for a toilet.
>>719554129kek
>playing perfect dark splitscreen nonstop with my friends like always in the early 2000s>having the time of my life>have a stroke mid one of those playing sessions that basically ruins my life>every time I remember PD, memories of those good old innocent days playing it with my friends come back flooding in, and I feel glad I at least I had the chance to experience it
>>719548083https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qr8t5uD13RoHow does this make you feel
>>719548083Similar thing with Jet force Gemini for the N64, had the absolute worst Flu that just wouldn't go away, after a few days played a bit of JFG, but then it got worse again, had to eventually take antibiotics as apparently it developed intoa lung infection. Just thinking about JFG makes my stomach churn.
