>work all week>cant wait to play games on the weekend >Saturday morning rolls around >don’t feel like playing anything >sunday>still can’t bring myself to play anything >monday>man I wish I could sit and game today I suspect my brain does this simply bcuz I don’t wanna work but I also don’t really wanna play games. I feel like I should just disappear into asia never to be seen again with like $10,000 cash. Rent a small $100 room and die eating noodles aloneLife is miserable at this point idk how you fellow oldfags are coping
Been there and had very similar thoughts. Right now I'm enjoying homm:olden era though.
games don't really work as escapism for me anymore so I've been playing them much less when I have free time, they don't take up enough of my brain and I end up thinking about bad stuff. this happens especially in VR games for some reason.Reading is the only thing that works, I can't think about other stuff if I'm engrossed in reading though if I'm distracted it can be hard to get into that zone.
>>725985458>another "zoomer realizes what it's like to age and everything gets worse" thread
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>>725986098What do you mean bad stuff like what? I’m curious cuz I get doom and gloom thoughts myself while I’m playing a vidya. Like “gee I may die soon why am I wasting my time with This totally pointless video game”
>>725986238Not a zoomer>>725985720I guess it’s bcuz vidya has always just been to pass time but now I want more out of life but I don’t make $500,000 yr so pretty much everything besides weed(which I quit) traveling to SE Asia and VIDYA is all I can realistically afford to do
>>725986661combination of that general vague dread you're describing on top of irl problems
>>725986661He means he's a weirdo tranny with le depression le anxiety. Soft ass faggots. I genuinely don't know why you niggers come here shitting up this board instead of talking to a therapist or something for mental illnesses. Nobody here cares, fuck off blogging newfags.
>>725986943I think it’s the housing market that gives me those thoughts, if I could just get like a decent 450k house I’d probably b fine but I’m fucked so I just hit this wall of depression and end up abruptly booking a flight to SE ASIA. Then I stay for 3 months come back until it all boils over again. It’s housing + lack of sex + isolation in the west but the east has no central air so I’m inevitably miserable there as well even with sex and a condo with pool. Life is just gay no matter where I go, I’m craving something but I can’t quite figure out what
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