>Turn on game>have fun>turn off game>don’t feel like turning the game on ever againWhat causes this?
>>731039939>have funBecause you didn't really have fun, you deceived yourself because you spent money, but when you went to sleep, your brain sorted everything out in such a way that you didn't get depressed about wasting your money.
>>731039939you mean WMAF threads?
>>731039815you don't look like that and neither do I
>>731040118>you deceived yourself because you spent moneyi haven't paid money for a videogame in decades
>>731040118No, that is a thirdie mindset and I don't live in one.
>>731039815I can fix her
she looks like she exclusively lurks in BWC /gif/ threads
>>731039815>turn on /v/>aislop everywhere
>>731039815>turn on game>have fun>die in the game once>turn off game>shitpost in /v/ for the rest of the day
>>731042919>4cahnner>can't accept his own failiurelike a clockwork
>>731043514I return to the game tomorrow relaxed and with a clear mind which will 100% lead me to beat whatever part I got killed at.
>>731039815because you want to have sex
>>731043840with whom
>>731042919>gachatrannydidn't read
>>731044915doro is doro
>>731039815I just noticed that Sakura is often presented as "failure girl" in this forsaken place. Why? She was never something like that.
>>731045485She fell off?
>>731039815It's like stopping to play a game you enjoyed right before the end because finishing it would mean it's 'gone', isn't it? My guess is that you know that novelty will wear off and you subconsciously want to postpone it or something like that.
>>731039815Taking a break from gaming (and shitposting on /v/) helps a lot. Find something else to kill time on for a couple of days and come back, we'll be here as always.
>>731039815>download game>open it to see if it starts>close it and never play itbeing an adult is so retarded, i wasn't doing this shit as a kid
>>731048762Yes but what causes this? do we subconsciously know that our time is precious and we've got no time for kiddie shit(video games)?
>>731039815This is a stretch maybe, but it could be ADHD. Recently got on some meds for it myself, and I find that I do the whole 'open steam, scroll through dozens of fun games to play, close steam and do something less engaging instead' deal a whole lot less than I have been.
>>731049206idk i think it has something to do with what the brain considers important or not. our dumb monkey brains are still in the "survival = most important thing" mode because that's what we evolved to do best>the ability to play the game is more important than playing the game itselfdumb fucking monkey brain logic that i hate being a victim of
>>731039815What with the high amount of CCS threads lately?
>>731039815I agree with the other anon who said you didn't have fun. What I did all my life was>open game>have fun>close the game because i played it all day and i'm too tired to playWhat are you doing when you close the game? 4chan? That means 4chan is more fun than the game, and you have no reason to play the game. That's the cause. Believe it or not, but I spent as much time on 4chan as I did playing video games. It was 50/50. Why play games if you're having fun doing something else?
>>731049282my dumb bitch psychiatrist believes i'm lazy even though i spend 10+ hours every day rotting in boredom and loneliness perpetually doing meaningless introspection. i already asked to change psychiatrists but it's been 2 weeks and i haven't had any news, god i fucking hate people
>>731049486i spend most of my time on 4chan because i'm delusional enough to believe that i will find the one post that will enlighten me or i will meet the sugar mommy gf of my dreams. yes i need meds i know
>>731049553>i spend most of my time on 4chan because i'm delusional enough to believe that i will find the one post that will enlighten meEnlighten you regarding what? I'm the person most likely to enlighten you, but I have no idea what you're looking for. The meaning of life? You were born so you could keep the slave society running. Rich people have money, but they did not create all the goods they buy, and that's why you exist. Happy?
>>731049627by enlightenment i mean i read a few specific set of words and suddenly a beam of light strikes me from the heavens and i'm finally able to do fun things for the sake of doing fun things. which will never happen because my severe executive dysfunction is not a knowledge/wisdom/willingness issue, it's literally just my dumb fucking piece of shit brain that's wired in an extremely retarded way, hence why i need meds. i did nothing but seek the meaning of life for years and even after finding ultimate forms of meaning i still couldn't apply jack shit of any of it. i hate the human brain i hate the human brain
>>731039815>all those pictures of herselfWhat a narcissist. Probably makes threads about herself on /a/
>>731049748>by enlightenment i mean i read a few specific set of words and suddenly a beam of light strikes me from the heavens and i'm finally able to do fun things for the sake of doing fun thingsI've already told you that you are doing fun things, and you just have no self-awareness, like everyone else on this website. Try not posting ever again, and you'll know what the fun thing is.
>>731049867>hey guys... remember when my show was popular?
>>731049872wtf i'm having a huge deja-vu moment, i swear this exact moment happened before. i was bitching and crying about not being able to do anything, and someone exactly like you replies saying retarded shit like "you have no self-awareness like everyone else". anyways yeah you're right i'm already doing a fun thing (lurking 4chan) but that thing is a 2/10 on the fun scale, that means my ability to experience fun is so abysmally low that there's no way something isn't wrong with my brain. i DESPERATELY want to do anything else than 4chan but my brain completely refuses to ejaculate even an ounce of dopamine for anything whatsoever. i don't even fall for modern dopamine sinks like youtube shorts and whatnot, everything is boring to me, except the search for the way to be motivated (ironically). i hate being autistic please just drug me out of my mind i'm tired of trying to solve an unsolveable problem
>>731039815browsing too much 4cuck
>>731050058>wtf i'm having a huge deja-vu moment, i swear this exact moment happened before. i was bitching and crying about not being able to do anything, and someone exactly like you replies saying retarded shit like "you have no self-awareness like everyone else".It's not retarded, and it's the truth. I'm filtering this thread now. 90% of the board is automatically filtered at all times. My other two threads no have no new replies. Enjoy your two digit IQ existence. I have threads full of yellows and browns to filter, which is what I do all day.
>>731050120no fucking way you have to be the same anon i argued with in a past thread, you're talking exactly like how i remember. pathetically flexing how you're filtering threads for attention and everything. damn i feel less bad now, there are worse 4chan bottom feeders than me. maybe that's the true enlightenment
>>731042919>>731043772>>731044979Have a doroful day mate!
>>731049486Your issue is masochism translated as the fear of freedom and of having pleasure in life.You play a horrible repetitive game that generates pain while pretending to play as a subconscious cope to hide the real issue that you don't enjoy playing this "game".You can play games without being a masochist but the experience would be completely different from the masochist experience and you would not gather more than a 100 hours in a game because you would desire adventure which means different games, stories and novelty instead of repetition.
>>731039815Masochism?You don't allow yourself to have fun.If you manage to force yourself to go against your resistance you may enjoy the game, but when you stop playing this resistance returns.The source of this is because you may feel responsible for the happiness of your parents and if they are unhappy you won't allow yourself to be happy as a form of self sabotage to not disturb their beliefs and to receive their conditional love.The answer may be to create a routine where you force yourself to play each day for a few hours a game which triggers this resistance.
>>731051983Same to you.
>>731039815Something can be entertaining but not fun.
