Wait a second if it's something we'd regret how can it be our deepest darkest secret

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>>735369454
>thinks this glowie funded honeypot is anonymous

>>735369454
Phantasy star online
Monster hunter wilds
I like crimson desert

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>fav vidya of all time
Kid Icarus Uprising
>fav vidya as of recent
Fallout 2

When I was young, my cousin made me perform oral sex on her. She was around 6 and so was I. I try to not consider myself a victim but I think it has severely hindered my ability to hold meaningful relationships and significantly contributed to my hypersexuality and all the subsequent fetishes I now have

I hope she was able to process the event better than I was. I see her as a victim in this because there is no way she would say something like "this is what adults do" if she didn't either see something she wasn't supposed to or was a victim of molestation herself

I thank God that it gave me an addiction to performing oral on women and not an attraction to girls

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>>735369454
Salsa Frontier
Blue Archive
I clicked all the links in the gamer chair thread

>>735369834
>I clicked all the links in the gamer chair thread
What thread? What would be so bad about a gamer chair thread?

Am I weird for never having done anything fucked up enough to consider it a massive secret?
Like yeah theres shit I would rather not tell the world like weird eating habits or things I jack it to, but nothing i'd consider social suicide if it got out.

I like the touhou games.

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>>735369454
>fav vidya of all time
Deus Ex
>fav vidya as of recent
not entirely sure what this means but im gonna assume it means "vidya you've been enjoying in the past 2 weeks"
in that case, Ys X: Proud Nordics
>deepest darkest secret
i became heavily infatuated with my non-blood cousin because she was the first non-mother female to ever show me any sort of affection, my retarded ass took it too far and thought i had a chance at having sex with her and was desperate about it until i was around 20ish and somewhat came to my senses, a good healthy extended family relationship was ruined due to my teenage hormones and retardation

>>735369454
Bob Saget
Raped and killed a girl
In 1990

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>Favourite of all time
Garry's Mod
>Most recent Favourite
Crossworlds
>DDS
I created the Monstro account that existed i think after the Keeper ARG. causing a red herring/ARG hijack without realizing. I still think about it whenever that ARG in particular is brought up, and i sort of regret doing it.

>>735369454
Metroid: Zero Mission
Marvel's Midnight Suns
80% confident I was molested as a child which is why I hate physical/emotional intimacy

>>735369454
Kotor 2
Tainted Grail: Fall of Avalon (Just started it a few days ago)
I regret not killing them.

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>>735369454

>>735369783
Weird. I have read this story before, twice.

>>735369783
>I thank God that it gave me an addiction to performing oral on women and not an attraction to girls
U wot m8

>>735371270
I like to vent and helps me process what happened. Sometimes I'll get advice but even just knowing there are people who went through the same thing can be deeply comforting. I feel too gross to share this story with my parents and I don't even know if my cousin told her family. This website and the few friends I trust are really the only places I can vent
>>735371361
I meant little girls, anon. I am thankful I am not attracted to little girls

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Final Fantasy 6
Hollow Knight Silksong
I made a fake e-girl account on Discord, catfished my brother and had multiple fantasy ERP sessions with him. Eventually I ghosted him years ago and never admitted it because I'm 100% sure if he found out he would kill me. I hope he forgot.

>>735370781
Why don't you remember it? Do you think it happened to you when you were too young to remember or do you think you might be mentally blocking it out?

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>>735369454
>Xenogears
>Black Souls 2
>When I was like, 9yo, I was at my half brother's house (he's 3 years younger than me) playing with him and his own half brother (3 years older than me) with Nerf guns. The older brother would always turn everything into a competition with a gross punishment for the loser, like licking the winner's dirty feet.
>My 6yo brother got last place and the older one told him he had to suck his dick as a punishment.
>I had to watch my little brother suck his brother's cock
>This was my first exposure to anything sex-related
>We never told about this to anyone else

>>735371428
Did you do it for bants or are you in love with your brother o.o?

>>735372008
Honestly I don't even know why I did it. I don't have feelings for him either. All I know is that the post nut clarity hit me like a semitruck and I knew I had to scrap the whole thing.

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>>735371428
>

>>735371428
I have several questions
Why would you do that? How old was he and you? Was he into any embarrassing stuff?

>>735373413
again I don't know, some uncontrolled, unmonitored horniness I assume
4 year age difference. Early 20's
I found out about his degradation and Toriel kink that way.

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>>735371014
>Fallout 76
Anon…
Why haven’t you been keeping up with your payments?
I’m disappointed in you

>Spyro 2
>Void Stranger
>From grade school until I was 14, I used to invite a classmate and his younger (of 3? years) brother to my house every weekend, after school. One year, during summer, the father of another classmate grabbed me from behind and put a finger up my ass while we were swimming, for reasons I still don't understand (he didn't have any weird history like being a pedo). Since then, whenever I invited them I'd finger the younger brother whenever something would happen, like if I got mad about something, if I lost at something we were playing, not because I liked doing it but as a way of bullying I guess? Eventually we drifted apart, once we started going to different schools, no idea what happened to either of them after that

>>735373853
BECAUSE YOUR SERVERS SUCK ASS, TODD! THERE IS LIKE A SOLID SPLIT SECOND OF LAG ON LITERALLY EVERYTHING IN COMBAT! ENEMIES LAGGING TO THE GROUND WHEN THEY DIE AND THEN SLIDE FOR A GOOD SECOND BEFORE THE RAGDOLL KICKS IN! FIX YOUR FUCKING SHIT!

>>735369454
tetris attack
noita
i have three nipples

>>735369454
StarTropics
Hello Kitty Island Adventure
I'm trans and have known I was supposed to be a girl since I was 6 years old but bullying, trauma, and social pressures delayed my transition until I was in my 30syou'll probably just call me a porn-addicted gooner anyway

>>735371765
A little bit of column A, a little of column B.
I have hazy memories of someone's penis being in my mouth in a dark room but that's about it

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>>735369454
Xenogears
Astlibra
Once thought of kissing a dude. Swear i'm not gay or ever thought of taking shit up my ass or becoming a tranny

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>Favorite of all time
Super Mario World
>Most recent favorite
Tetris
I am outspoken against cunnyfags who spam boards with loli content but I unfortunately feel something when I see pics of carol, hatkid, roll, and malon and I am scared of my brain forming more neural pathways that would lead to a deeper attraction. I guess I'm still fine since it's how I react to these thoughts that matter and I am doing right by not looking at content with those characters

>>735369454
old?
>morrowind
>skyrim (survival modded)
>fallout 3/nv
>halflife/portal series
>pokemon gen 1-3
>oddworld: munch's oddessy
>oddworld: stranger's wrath
>halo 1-3
>prototype
>tf2
>minecraft
>gmod
>HOI4
>borderlands 2
>heavily modded arma 3
>terraria
>starcraft battlechest
>AOE 1-3 (singleplayer)
>bioshock 1/2
>CODMOD2
>dwarf fortress
>CDDA

as of recent?
>cyberpunk (heavily modded with some custom patchwork)
>darktide
>helldivers 2
>Battletech (Roguetech overhaul)
>deeprock galactic
>factorio

deepest darkest secret?
>I am white, straight, and consider myself to be liberal, thus making me an "alt right nazi"

not many single player games that really felt worthy these days.

runners up:
>dying light
>far cry 3
>watchdogs 1
>gta IV

>>735374580
>not kissing the homies good night
gay

>>735374374
>you'll probably just call me a porn-addicted gooner anyway
you were probably just molested

>>735374736
surprisingly, no. I've just always known

>>735369454
Silent Hill 3
RE9
The neighbors kid made me do gay stuff to him to play Star Wars games

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>Favorite game of all time
Donkey Kong Country
>Favorite game as of recent
Megaman X4
I have some out there fetishes. I like giantess vore and futanari, but my most recent and most unfortunate is attraction to male pokemon. For some reason, I find myself very flushed at the idea of some feminine or androgynous pokemon shoving their ass in my face. I keep on using Janitor AI to roleplay as a trainer and put myself in situations where I have to help out my scolipede/lucario/lopunny out by shoving my face in their ass or letting them fuck me. It's something about the idea of forming a connection with something that is sentient but non human that gets me going. I guess that attraction is why I am also into things like monster girls, neco arc, visibly non-human robots, and other out there designs

>>735369454
DKC
Sonic Racing Crossworlds
Sometimes I jerk off while wearing pink lingerie.

>>735374536
I hope for your sake it wasn't anyone you know

>>735374643
They’re purposefully drawn to be enticing, and there’s a disconnect between artwork of underage characters and the real thing. I assume your concern is that your attraction means you have latent pedophilic tendencies, but that’s not necessarily the case. You could fap to hat kid every day and genuinely have to attraction to real children. They simply aren’t the same.
Just don’t let your fear grow out of control and become obsessive, because that can just make the content you shun become more enticing.
So long as you never cross the threshold from fictional depictions to the real thing, you’re okay.

>>735374374
There is no “supposed to be.”
You are who you were always going to be.

>>735374374
This is a fake larp because no one's favorite video game is Star Tropics.

>>735376451
>I assume your concern is that your attraction means you have latent pedophilic tendencies
A little. It also is a little scary because I was molested as a kid and I imagine my demographic out of any other is more likely to develop those kinds of attractions

Can't pick single games, sorry
>Mega Max X4, Wario Land 3
>Chunithm(Any version), Marathon
Got molested when I was 9 and it made me bi

>>735377779
Unfortunate but one of many cases

>>735369454
>A Link to the Past
>Silksong
The first pussy I ate and the first dick I sucked were both canine

A Link to the Past
Deep Rock Galactic
I am responsible for many of the memes you post on a weekly basis.

>>735379334
>I am responsible for many of the memes you post on a weekly basis
I doubt it. If you’re comfortable showing, what are some of the stuff you have made?

>>735369454
> All time: Planescape
> Recent: Witcher 3
I realized I was in love with my female friend during my first year in uni and the day I wanted to confess to her, she pointed out to me and said "that... is exactly what I don't want in a boyfriend."
she never knew, or if she did she never said anything... anyway I don't talk to her much after all this time and I'm glad for it.

>>735380319
>she pointed out to me and said "that... is exactly what I don't want in a boyfriend."
sounds like you dodged a bullet m8

>>735380412
that is true, though I didn't see it then. She got a boyfriend after a while and all I heard from common friends is bitching and fights, so in the end I think I'm better off apart from her.
Thankfully she said that and I didn't embarrass myself any further.

>>735380645
she was never even your friend if she was gonna act like that and refer to you in that manner
thank your lucky stars you had the sense to not become a beta orbiter of her, that's a fate worse than rejection

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>Mother
>F-Zero GX
>When I was around 9 years old, I went over to my Aunts house for halloween and my cousin's birthday. I made out with my cousin (girl) and ate her out in exchange for a copy of winged dragon of Ra, she knew I liked Yu-Gi-Oh. She apologized later when I was 23 because she had a "coming to" with Christ or something.

>>735381116
Was she around your age?

>>735381283
I was 9 and she was 15

>>735381442
Yeesh, that's skeezy.

>>735381442
That's pretty bad. I'm sorry that happened to you. I posted >>735369783 and our stories aren't the same but they're not that different either. I hope you have been able to handle what happened to you better than I have. I'm sorry about the age difference too. I'm always thankful that with my case, at least she was around the same age and there wasn't any actual predator. She was 15, she knew what was right and wrong. Really am sorry man

>>735371428
>>735372158
>>735373825
sweet home alabama

>>735374643
something something antiloli fags are the real pedos
No but really, loli and real kids have nothing in common. 2D is made to be attractive, so I don't think it's at all bad to have it work on you
>t. jk and hag enjoyer

>>735375163
>neco arc
cmon man. Also do yourself the favor and look into better stuff. Janny is complete ass. It's like 30 minutes if you're completely tech incompetent man, do yourself the favor.

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>>735369454
>>fav vidya of all time
Plants vs Zombies

>>fav vidya as of recent
Batman Arkham Knight

>>deepest darkest secret
I'm a furry

RE3
RE6
I hate my life for reasons no one on 4chan would believe because I can't live in the world of a zombie game like resident evil and also marry characters that look like pokemon/animals/other things instead of human women, but I am going to live in virtual reality on life support in the world of a fantasy game with at least one(possibly more) human looking wife/wives that might just be virtual reality characters.

>>735383032
>RE6
Resident Evil 6 out of all the games in the franchise?

>>735383089
I played it recently because I played RE9 recently.

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>>735369454
>>deepest darkest secret
>don't post anything illegal...haha!

>>735369454
>>fav vidya of all time
I don't know, I have so many games I really fucking love
>>fav vidya as of recent
The most recent game I really fucking enjoyed was Xenoblade Chronicles X on the Switch. I did enjoy it the first time around on the Wii U as well. I'm also playing Alien Isolation for the first time and enjoying that lots too.
>>deepest darkest secret
>Remember, don't say anything you'd regret revealing on an anonymous board
I think Destiny 2 was a fucking fantastic game until when I stopped (the last season of final shape). It had peaks and throughs, but it was never half as bad as people claimed it was. I just stopped after Final Shape the seasons that came with it that year because the story was what I cared about the most, and they had wrapped up most of what I cared about. I wasn't interested in new mysteries.
I keep thinking about picking up Marathon. I KNOW that despite what the shit eaters claim, it's probably a great game, but as much I do like PVP, Destiny and other games I enjoy with PVP have a delineation because I only felt like PVPing for a few hours once or twice a week, I like PVE significantly more. I don't have it in me to to dedicate an acceptable amount of time to a game that is only PVP.
Bonus: TOTK is a better game than BOTW (I love BOTW too) and it does everything that mattered in BOTW better.

>>735382397
>cmon man
I like what I like
>Also do yourself the favor and look into better stuff
What can I do with a 4080? I haven't looked that much into AI chatbots but the appeal of janitoar AI is that there are already a bunch of characters uploaded, it seems limitless in what is allowed, and I can use it from my phone

>>735383683
Eh I looked into janitor more and it's not as dogshit as I thought. I was thinking it's like most of those other shit websites that force you to pay good dollar for shit service. It's cool to have more control, but an easy interface is also good.
Problem is more the AI model behind it. Assuming you're on their default model I'd say to pay for claude instead, either directly or via openrouter. You can then link that. I just need the IQ.

>4080
Local models are shit. Remember you have 1-10% of the VRAM "real" AI models need. You just can't squeeze enough brain in there.

Tbh janitor sounds fine except for the base model being shit, especially as you're on the phone, but if you ever feel like having more control look up sillytavern. You can still just paste in the already done characters, and it allows you to do whatever you want to the prompt and setup. Tough to do on the phone though

>>735384467
It’s what it is. Whatever gets my rocks off

Kirby super star (ultra)
too many to say, though I have been taking a break from vidya as of late.

I unironically get turned on by women wearing elaborate ballgowns, mostly rococo/Victorian stuff and the idea of girls being transformed into sweethearted ladies or ojou's who want to cuddle and kiss me calling me their sweet boy and cheesey shit

>>735369454
>FFX
>FFXIV
>I wasn't sure if I was gay or not in college, so I paid 400$ for two (2) troons to fuck/suck/ravage me in every way possible. Turns out I'm not gay after all and am completely straight. Don't necessarily regret doing it though, at least I know now. Plus they were very kind and accommodating during the entire thing and made me feel as comfortable as you could expect

>>735369454
Fav Vidya
>Sly 2
Recent Fav
>Poker Night at the Inventory Remastered
Secret
>I write gay furry fiction for /trash/. But I bet you could have guessed that from my favorites.

>>735387881
Sounds like an experience. Wish I had the social intelligence to find such people, let alone have the balls to engage in practically prostitution

>OSRS
>minecraft
>I want to fuck my sister

>>735388481
are you perhaps from alabama?

>>735388302
what are your work

>>735369454
>The Binding of Isaac
>Mewgenics
>I've had a debilitating fat fetish and it's been deeply ingrained into my mind and has possessed nearly my entire life, since I was about nine years old or so, much of which has been online, and most of which was when I was underaged. I have explored every aspect of it. When I was a teenager I intentionally gained weight for a while. I had conversations with a fat fetish artist who was aware I was a teenager and encouraged me to jack off to their art. I had an adult send me pizza to my house and encouraged me to get fatter. I had a brief gay relationship with someone who was over 400 lbs and encouraged them to get fatter, even buying them a bathroom scale. I roleplayed with people online (but nowadays mostly do it with AI bots). I played a fat female game character in F-List chats and roped some poor sod into gaining weight in real life from me doing this. I make a career off of drawn fat fetish art/gamedev, and I draw furry, feral, and loli/shota more often than not.

>>735371361
Kek. I knew what he meant, but my brain of course amused itself at the provided opportunity to call another anon gay.

>>735369454
>final fantasy VII
>where winds meet
I dropped out of college and lied about having a degree to get into my current job. My college actually shut down not too long ago so there's likely no way of anyone ever actually finding out

>>735389969
How much do you make with this job you're fooling?

>>735369454
MGS2
BG3
When I was a teenager, I ratted a group of friends out to the police, because my father found out about what we had been up to. It wasn’t anything terrible, just normal high school shit like TPing and speeding. The judge gave everybody like 100 hours of community service and a fine. If it was anybody else, I’d tell them to not care about something they did as a kid, but since it’s myself, I’m ashamed of my cowardice even decades later. If I could do it over, I would have taken the beating from my Dad and never filled out the police report.

>>735389969
>spoiler
Literally everyone lies to get into their job, unless you're already an industry veteran with 10+ years experience at a reputable company. It's jew or be jewed.

>>735390423
>Literally everyone lies to get into their job
typical 4th world mindset

>>735389302
I write for /hmoba/. That's all I'll say.

>>735390238
they chose to do the crime so it's ultimately their own fault.

>>735390463
If your local job market isn't completely fucked then you're definitely not living anywhere remotely first world

>>735390517
I still lied and betrayed them, and they were always good to me. I should have fallen on the sword, since I had been found out and told the cops I did it all alone.

>>735390774
nah fuck em, they wouldn't have done the same for you. And even if you feel they would, you gotta look out for #1 (you) at all times, because no one else will

>>735370484
I'm gonna guess I'm speaking with Shadowbro here

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>>735369454
>Yoshi's Island
>Vintage Story
I have like 2 years of IRL time spent playing wow

>>735391153
>spoiler
that's it?

>>735391257
honestly it could be over 3 years but im not gonna log in and do that math

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>>735391118
Who?
I presume that's someone trying to claim the credit for what I did. I literally never shared this fact until this thread.

>>735390928
I appreciate it, anon.

>>735387616
Way too based for /v/

>>735369454
>homeworld
>cyber knights flashpoint
>i fucked another man's wife and will continue doing so

earthbound
rabbit and steel
when i was a freshman in uni, i lived in a double dorm (i.e. slept in the same room) with some other dude - he would often be absent when i went to bed, so i'd tend to rub one out in my bed if that was the case. one night i get up to the usual (aside: statistically speaking, i was likely masturbating to the edition of [Stapspats (Hisui)] Gensokyo Futanari Chinpo Wrestling in which Youmu gets fucked by Keiki and Mayumi), nut, and roll over to see that the other bed seems conspicuously full in the dark. ~a week later the guy tells me he's moving out: but the worst part about it is is that, looking back on it, i would have done it intentionally just so i could have the room to myself; i think that makes me evil in one way or another

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>>735391481
if only there was more for it, there's fuck all of that kind of stuff even in TG/TSF/femboy area's it's rare as anything.

>>735370079
Nah I feel the same. I also feel zero shame, I'll gladly admit my fuck-ups and degenerate tendencies to my friends because I don't have anything to hide, plus they're all equally fucked up. I wouldn't admit any of that to my family, but they're all dead.

>>735369454
>Skyrim
>I do not have one. Nothing has truely captured me since I played Cyberpunk 2077 basically all of last year. Nioh 3 is great, but not better than Nioh 2. Playing KCD1 currently, idk how I feel about it
>Fuck off glowie - you can have a basic bitch answer - my cousin is super fucking hot and I jerked off to her changing when I was a teenager. Full regret.

>>735370173
>my retarded ass took it too far
What did you do

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>>735392773
nothing super serious, i was just a bit of a pathetic simp over her for a while and i know she knew it because i 1337 haxxed into her facebook account and saw her conversations with my mother about trying to "let me down easy" and whatnot
didnt do anything specifically friendship ending but theres always gonna be that unspoken awkwardness between us

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>>735369454
>fav vidya of all time
Bloodborne
>fav vidya as of recent
Played SMTVV recently and i really realli liked it. gonna work my way down to SMT4 then 3 until i fisnish the series.
I'm secretly a huge degenerate. I've had threesomes with hookers, used their service at least a dozen times (different ones each), I have fucked trannies, had sex with other dudes, had a tranny fuck my ass once, had sex with this 15 year old virgin girl, another time with this 16 yo twink boy who I actually went on to be his fuckbuddy, I've done like a foursome with a dude I met at a party and some girls in the same room (we didn't swap tho), had sex with a woman twice my age like she was almost 50 I think. I also have tons of porn saved but I routinely purge it because some really fucked up stuff tends to end up there. Managed to keep all of this from my family and friends and they all still think I'm an innocent and naive friendly dude. All of that happened in my early 20s though

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>>735369454
>fav vidya of all time
There are many. I'd say seeing as I played over 1,000 hours of Fallout New Vegas, let's say that. Other choices range from Stellaris to Red Dead Redemption 2. Rimworld is an honorable mention. Oh, The Witcher 3 was pretty good. As said, many.
>fav vidya as of recent
Most recent games I've played were Cyberpunk 2077 and God of War so let's say Cyberpunk 2077. Serviceable gameplay, a mid story, and good atmosphere. A true cyberpunk Shaman King.
>deepest darkest secret
I don't think I have any. I play are very above-board stuff. Maybe Pokemon Z-A? But I dropped it after 4 hours. I don't play any H-games or anything.
Ig no game is my answer.

Oh, a few games
/v/ might disapprove of are: Terraria, Oxygen Not Included, and Graveyard Keeper. GK especially came at a very dark time in my life. It has literally saved my life, as I was quite suicidal at the time and the huge amount of busywork was plenty to keep my mind occupied elsewhere. Dyson Sphere Program helped a lot too as well as was beautiful, feeling free in a vast galaxy, and just complex enough to have my attention. But I digress. We're not here to go over my hardships. Must've sank many hundreds of hours into both games, for sure!

I'm actually on the lookout for a good H-game I can play. The content can be raunchy and filthy-dirty and loli drawings are a-ok in my book, but the story MUST be good (good gameplay is a big bonus. Good art is a given ofc. I looked in H-threads, but no luck yet. I'm asking for a true gem, I know).

Sadly, I'm not near my PC rn, so can't just play anything I want to.
It's been wartime for over 20 days now and counting. No end in sight or any idea on how long it'll last. Sleeping in a private saferoom with as much solid concrete and bulletproof glass as one could ever ask for without the need to run downstairs over 10 times a full 24/7 to get safe in a public bunker full of people and pets, it's a huge upgrade over last war 270 days ago.

Rimworld.
Look Outside.
I really, REALLY like male dogs.

>>735391654
>cyber knights flashpoint
Based. I want to play more of that game, but I KEEP putting it off because they KEEP giving it big fuckin' updates every damn week it feels. I know they design it all to be save compatible but still...

>>735393197
tits or gtfo

>>735369454
>Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door
>Slay the Spire 2
>There are times when I wonder if there's something fundamentally wrong with me. I've had moments when, instead of wondering if my family members were alright, I'd think about what I stood to inherit if they died and in what order they would have to die in for me to receive the greatest inheritance. It genuinely haunts me that I'm capable of thinking about them in such a way, and it causes me to think I don't actually love any of them.

>>735393337
that's fair. as far as i know, a lot of the story arcs don't have end content yet either. but it's hella fun i wish someone would make a shadowrun mod for it or something

>>735393490
I'd say that impulse is normal but I also unironically have schizophrenia so maybe don't take me as a touchpoint on morality vis a vis emotional detachment. I've got a degree in ethics though.

>>735393490
that's perfectly normal, everyone does that especially with family members who are dicks.

>>735393148
>it's a huge upgrade over last war 270 days ago
You're Israeli aren't you, post nose.

>>735392932
You should turn it on her if you ever get the chance. Make it seem like it was all in her head. If you never made a move on her, and all it was was flirting, then she’s reading into motives, even if you know it was true. She’s not a mind reader. You have a real opportunity to check her ego and make her seem like the creep.

>>735393148
>The Ayatollah posts here
I don't know why I'm surprised

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>fav vidya of all time
Ultimate Marvel vs Capcom 3
>fav vidya as of recent
Resident Evil 5 (co-op), Odin Sphere (solo)
>deepest darkest secret
I still pick my nose and eat it at 29 years and 6 months of age. If my mother ever saw me do it she'd probably vomit on the spot and yell at me.

>>735395252
Every once in a while you gotta go back to the well to see if anything has changed. I’m fortunate that I don’t like the taste , otherwise, I’d be a booger eater with you.

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Gran Turismo
Mario World
Circa 27 years ago, I almost have lost my virginity to my cousin, she had the same age as me at the time (10 years old or so)
We put our hands into each others' pants, but nothing came out of it, because we were still too naive and innocent to try to understand what is to be "alone" with each other, and also because we had feared being beaten by our parents and relatives, in a house full of people everywhere (my uncle's house, when he had invited my family to be there for some days)
I don't know how she's living today, or if she's still alive, it had been almost 30 years

>>735396035
You were both too young to have been doing anything wrong. Hopefully, you don’t carry any weight from it.

>Oddworld Strangers Wrath
>Ace Combat
>I despise my wife with every fiber of my being, she turned into the nag bitch wife caricature from every guy comedy movie and there's no way out now

>>735396490
Tell her that her nagging is ruining your relationship. If she ignores you or turns it into an opportunity to bitch at you then you should divorce her unless you have kids. If you do have kids then there is more to weigh.

>>735369454
>xenogears
>exp33
>rance series

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>fav vidya of all time
Mario 64
>fav vidya as of recent
Elden Ring
>deepest darkest secret
I've had a petrification fetish for as long as I can remember. I wish I had someone to relate to, or talk about it with who enjoys it as much as I do.

>>735396808
do you like seeing "stoned" girls being fucked, or is it the act of petrification that does it for you?

>>735396808
>spoiler
Seems like you'd be more of a DSII guy

>>735397038
I'd like both to be honest.
>>735397376
Yeah, I'm aware of that part of the game.

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>>735396440
I rather want to be alone, because nothing I do goes right, idk it can be considered as a trauma stemming out of it or not (diagnosed depression in 2012, its under control since 2020, rare anxiety episodes)
I wish to be less of a coward at all, but its too late now

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>fav vidya of all time
Digimon World 1
>fav recent vidya
Death Stranding
>deepest darkest secret
Shit, I don’t know man, I like trannies with big dicks? Not a super dark secret but it’s pretty gay which no one knows about me

>>735374676
Attention fag. OP didnt ask for a whole list. One fav game of all time and one recent favorite

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>fav vidya of all time
Super Mario World
>fav vidya as of recent
Hard to say, I just play old games still
>deepest darkest secret
[poiler]I thought I lost my sex drive until one day I was going through pixiv and saw some art of a pink haired girl lifting up her skirt revealing a massive soft 2ft cock fucking a breeding mount thing and flooding it with her cum. The character was named Astolfo and it wasn't even futa it was an otokonoko and ever since I've been fantasizing about being forced in a relationship with Astolfo where he tries to seduce until the point he convinces me to do something very perverted but then refuses me until I beg and plead for him to do it and he makes me lose my dignity, also his dick is way, way bigger than mine so that makes me his girl so its actually not gay but he never puts his dick in my ass I just frot with his larger penis and suck him off and he holds me down and chokes me and just my imagination gets me excited like nothing before but finding art of otokonoko who top and have large cocks is very hard to find[/spoiler]

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>Xenosaga 3
>E33
>I have a crippling addiction to mom/son ERP where I rp as the son. I've given up on F-list and just do it with LLMs now but it is quite literally a daily thing sometimes twice a day. It isn't actually me or my mom just neko people but fuck me if I can't shy away from it.

>>735369454
>fav vidya
Morrowind
>fav vidya as of recent
Stellaris
>secret
I get a terrible satisfaction out of stealing women from other men and I've acted on it several times before, even to guys I consider my friends. Not exactly a secret as such, but it weighs heavy on my conscience even though I keep doing it.

>>735399537
As I got older I started to shift to father-daughter whereas when I was younger I was fucking voracious for mother-son. I can still enjoy the latter, but given how rough and filthy I behave it doesn't work.

Based taste for neko moms.

>>735369454
>sam and max hit the road
>defiance remaster
>I framed Leo Frank

>>735399298
>poiler
You're not that weird anon, enjoy yourself some dick.

>>735369454
>fav vidya of all time
Lisa the Pointless
>fav vidya as of recent
Insurgency Sandstorm, but I dont enjoy it anymore

I live in a small town and know of several people/businesses engaged in corruption that is slowly rotting the place from the inside out. Some of the police and many of our local officials are in on it, as are basically all of the local banks. Its a huge network (not comparatively, it is massive) and it keeps itself out of sunlight using every trick you could possibly imagine, but primarily by having its lesser constituents play very small roles, paying its knowing actors well, and working off of a system of favors. Anyone aware of it refers to it informally as the "Good Ol'Boys Club" (were Southern).

>>735369454
>fav vidya of all time
One Step From Eden
>fav vidya as of recent
Blue Archive, if that counts. I haven't enjoyed a proper game recently, because of below.
>deepest darkest secret
I have terrible OCD that keeps me playing games I hate until I beat them following stupid rules my brain invents.
I have over 2000 hours, over the past 2 years, in Metal Slug Attack Reloaded because I can't say I beat it unless I clear every single mission, even repeats, on S Rank.

>>735396808
>spoiler
sorry I'm confused, you mean something like this? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMFi27ifkmQ

>>735398797
>liking troons w/ big dicks? Gay
>liking futas w/ big dicks? Not Gay
hope this helps

I honestly don't believe anyone's secrets here and think everyone's just making stuff up. But you guys really aren't that creative so I guess it probably is mostly true

>>735399298
that's not weird man, it's definitely gay though

>>735400810
>I get a terrible satisfaction out of stealing women from other men and I've acted on it several times before, even to guys I consider my friends
nah you're doing a public service. That shit is a two-way street, any foid who is willing to go along with your advances isn't being "stolen" from that other dude, they're willingly cheating on them for you.

If I were those dudes I'd be pissed, sure, but at the end of the day I'd probably be grateful

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>>735374149
HEY ALL OF THOSE THINGS YOU LISTED ARE FEATURES YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE
PAY UP YOU CUNT

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>>735374149

>>735369454
Morrowind
Satisfactory
I've grown magic mushrooms before.

I've been a hardcore user of 4chan for 17 years now and I'm not fucked up in any. I'm normal with a normal life and I don't have any weird fetishes or anything. My only secret is that people in real life don't know about this. I've never told anyone about 4chan and I'm on here hours a day since 2007/8. I'll always be a /b/tard at heart

>>735369454
Either Super Mario 64 or Ocarina of time.
Binding of Isaac repentance plus is a lot of fun.
I've had the temptation to kill myself on a daily basis for over 20 years, since I was a young child. Haven't done anything, just mull over it too much.

>>735376669
Yeah Startropics is kindof shit, and not in the quirky funny shit like Mario Sunshine or Dark Souls 2 is that can have contrarian appeal. Just "here's a forgettable scripted movie game, but with NES jank".

>>735402734
same, I thought it was common knowledge to hide your power level and not divulge everything about your online presence and interests irl. Guess we're in the minority

>>735403169
The way I talk about cartoons and vidya in real life vs how I talk about them online would make you think I'm two different people.

>>735369454
>fav vidya of all time
Halo 3 mp
>fav vidya as of recent
noita
>deepest darkest secret
I've never completed a jrpg

>>735369454
how did this get started in the afternoon and is still up

>>735402607
any tips on doing it?

>>735403789
Just follow a guide online, but be extremely clean.

>>735369783
>forced

>>735402734
I've been here for nearly 19 years and am in a similar boat. I am not normal and I did not have a normal life but I do not have any weird fetishes. Hell, I'm in my mid 30s and I'm a KV so I still wonder what my first kiss would be like, or the inside of a pussy. I didn't tell people about 4chan back when I had a facade of a social life. I would have threads up on the computer if I had people over but nobody ever said anything if they recognized the website.

This thread made me remember that I kinda "fooled around" with a female cousin a couple of years older than me, but the most we did was taking off our clothes to dance around and hide in a closet, but we got found out so it's not exactly a secret. Around that time, I also did something similar with a cousin's daughter who was like 3 years younger than me. We just stripped to our underwear and she made me lie on top of her to imitate what she saw her parents doing. She would later get pregnant when she was like 14 or 15, as did her younger sister.
That's the most action I ever got with girls LMAO. But I guess it kinda makes sense since in both cases they started it and I just went along with it. Despite that, my mom jokingly called me a rapist.
All that happened when I was like 6.

>>735402795
I am glad you are alive, anon. I hope you are able to find a way to quench these thoughts and see that you are far too valuable to even consider such an action

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>fav vidya
noita
>fav recently played vidya
blood west
>deep dark secret
i get sexually assaulted multiple times a year, and it has been this way for almost 15 years (since i was a teenager). not the same perpetrators either. i blame myself because obviously there is something about my energy that makes so many people think it is okay to do what they do. i also am unable to get close to people because i worry that i will do something not okay or make them feel like i feel whenever it happens to me.

>>735404034
tits or gtfo

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>>735404094
i'm a man.

>>735404135
did I fucking stutter?

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>>735404149
you're just like the rest of them.

Resident Evil 4 (OG)
Rune Factory 3: Special
I've had sex in the parking lot of my current workplace multiple times

>>735403997
That's not video games.

>>735374643
People have all kinds of fucked up fetishes that are either impossible to act on, would have a serious negative impact on someone's health and wellbeing, or would constitute even more serious crimes if they did act on them. There are a huge number of people who keep a clean and healthy distinction between reality and fiction in all kinds of ways you don't even realize.

I'm no fan of that kind of stuff, and I do find the people who flaunt their affinity for it in places where it isn't wanted to be extremely annoying, but you don't need to drive yourself crazy thinking you're on the cusp of turning into a monster just for liking weird porn. There are always people who like even weirder and more horrifying things than you can even make sense of.

>>735404017
Anon, you don't even know him.
I genuinely wonder if people like you honestly believe that people like just because they're suffering, people like anon are stupid enough to think your empty platitudes have any value. You're blindly assuming you know even the slightest thing about him and inventing some worthless praise with absolutely no basis.
Fuck you.

>>735398338
It’s never too late.

>>735399042
attention gameless loser
"vidya" is both plural and singular
I played enough games that I cannot simply rank them thusly.
Obviously you wouldn't know what that's like, because you couldn't even POST a game :)

>>735404264
I had already posted my favorite vidya

>>735369454
Left 4 Dead
Nuclear Throne
I jerked off like mad during that one embed dump last year. I still get spooked whenever I hear sirens. Doesn't help that I live near a hospital

>>735374374
I'm not going to call you a porn-addicted gooner. I don't think you are.
I'm personally of the opinion that gender dysphoria is an image disorder just like the ones that cause eating disorders, excessive body modification and other negative effects. Which are all induced conditions by way of social pressures and internal desires that stem from those pressures. I don't think entertaining those disordered feelings is the way to maximize mental health outcomes, just like in other image disorders, there's never a "Good Enough."
But I also don't think we can get anywhere by being cruel to people or blanket attributing false motives to them.
I have a lot of empathy for you, anon, and I hope things work out for you in whatever way they have to, and I apologize that so many people with similar opinions to my own are more interested in making themselves feel righteous than in actually solving problems.
There are more people than you think who care about you, even though they disagree about what's in your best interest.

>>735369454
I need to start playing games on lower difficulty settings because I don't want to replay boss fights

King's Field IV
My friend came out as trans and I tried to be supportive but I felt nothing but disgust for him for abandoning his own wife and children to chase an online trend and I slowly cut off communication.

>>735404730
Yeah I've seen that happen, the best way to handle no hopers like that is just slowly take them out of your life, don't make a scene, just see them less and less until one day you just don't bother visiting them.

>>735369454
no thanks chinaman

>>735404360
I know what it’s like to consider suicide because I was for a while and it fucking sucks. Their life matters, whether he or you doesn’t think so. Fuck off

>>735404912
you're only saying this stuff to make yourself feel better, not an anonymous stranger. Your words are as empty as your soles.

>>735399298
[/spoiler]I thought I lost my sex drive until one day I was going through pixiv and saw some art of a pink haired girl lifting up her skirt revealing a massive soft 2ft cock fucking a breeding mount thing and flooding it with her cum. The character was named Astolfo and it wasn't even futa it was an otokonoko and ever since I've been fantasizing about being forced in a relationship with Astolfo where he tries to seduce until the point he convinces me to do something very perverted but then refuses me until I beg and plead for him to do it and he makes me lose my dignity, also his dick is way, way bigger than mine so that makes me his girl so its actually not gay but he never puts his dick in my ass I just frot with his larger penis and suck him off and he holds me down and chokes me and just my imagination gets me excited like nothing before but finding art of otokonoko who top and have large cocks is very hard to find[/spoiler]

idk but I think this'll work

Civilization 4
Uma Musume
I pushed a classmate off a school building in fifth grade just to see what would happen. I never told anyone about it and everyone still thinks that he committed suicide.

Baten Kaitos
some gay pokemon FotM rom I played
I feel a massive need to punish sociopathic specimen like the two creatures above me who lack empathy of any sort: the faggot and the killer. They do not fit into human society. No this is not a euphemism and only hot caliber can cure their illness.

>>735405161
If one of those people you’re referring to is the anon who thinks I am not being sincere in telling another person their life matters, I’m more upset and hope they grow to be less cynical and pessimistic

>>735369454
>Twilight Princess
>Lorelei and the Laser Eyes
>I have womb envy and wish I could bear children.

>>735404730
...Mr. Beast is that you?

>>735404843
yep that's spot on, absolutely the way you should handle situations like this

>>735405161
>some gay pokemon FotM rom I played
cmon man you gotta give the name, I live for random pokemon roms. Speaking of, have you tried Pokemon Uranium? Pretty good, and you can emulate it on your phone if you want to play on the go

>>735404730
>>735404843
Yeah I had to do that to a friend too. Thankfully he didn't have a wife or kids. But it did suck considering we'd been friends for like 15 years. Just wasn't going to entertain that shit though.

>>735405689
it's the same with any kind of addict or people who have mental issues, slowly exit their lives is for the best.

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>>735405358
Same bro. I love being a man but fuck I wish I had a womb so I could bear children for another guy, get pregnant for my hypothetical infertile wife's sake, or surrogate for people so I can be a NEET until I can't shit babies out anymore

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>fav vidya of all time
>fav vidya as of recent
Would probably have to be Troubleshooter: Abandoned Children. I only started playing it last year but it's the fastest I ever put 100 hours and later 500 hours into a game, the sheer amount of gameplay mechanics tickles my personal autism like no other game.

Reading some of the posts in this thread reminds me of how boring my own life is but also makes me grateful that I didn't go through some of what you guys have. My biggest secrets are just the weird/fucked up shit I've jerked off too.

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>>735383285
that's probably the most fucked up secret posted in this thread yet, wtf

>>735406079
honestly having a "boring" safe uneventful life is fucking awesome, at least for me it has been

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>>735383285
I quit Destiny 2 cold turkey 4 years ago and still get the urge to hop back in every now and then. It's like breaking a fucking crack addiction or something. The ultimate missed opportunity of a game that never lived up to its potential. To this day some of the best gunplay and best feeling movement in an FPS I've ever played, and the OST is fucking stellar. Unfortunately the story, characters and all the bullshit cancerous monetization/content vaulting garbage put around the game has completely ruined the experience for me. Don't think I'll ever go back honestly.

I'll be there day 1 for a Destiny 3 though in all likelihood

also I'll never forgive them for vaulting my gunfu Spare Rations

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>>735406186
Well my life hasn't been totally boring and uneventful, I'm just glad that nothing on the level of being molested as a kid happened to me. My family did have a bunch of issues when growing up like multiple suicide attempts from various family members, my dad was an alcoholic, my parents divorced, and my mom beat the shit out of me a couple of times, but depending on where you are in the world, that's a pretty normal family dynamic. Growing up in a 90% white upper-middle class town when most people had stable happy families made me feel pretty alienated since no one else I knew was going through similar experiences, but when I learned more about the world, I learned that I could have it a lot worse.

>>735369454
>Warcraft 3
>Vintage Story
>I have been a catfish since i was 8 years old. I am turning 32. My longest catch lasted 13 years.

>>735406463
probably bullshit but give us the story

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>>735369454
>DOOM Eternal
>TF2
When I was 6 years old, I had this chinese friend who was around the same age as me at the time. She always had to stay over at my house because her mom was doing some kind of work and could take care of her all the time. For SOME reason, at 6 years old, I wanted to see this girl naked, and waited for her to take a shower or change her clothes so I can walk in. I can't remember if this was before or after the incident but she also said she wanted to shower with all her clothes on at one point. Honestly I was a mother fucking creep. I'm surprised most women/girls I've met in my life haven't bashed my skull in by now. I always put down this dude in our friend group for being weird with the girls in our group, but to be real, I've done the same to other women through out my life. Fuck!

Arma 3.
Original Modern Warfare 2.
I've been a porn actor for 14 years now. Started in college to pay for my CS degree since it was either that or join the army. Ended up doing it full time because the people I work with are all very nice, one of my partner even gave me her car because she was moving to a different country.
I still tell my parents that I'm working at an advertising firm because I don't know how they'll react if they found out the truth. I probably won't ever tell them.
I want to have a normal relationship and settle down, but I just don't feel that sort of love for anyone, and I'm not sure if this is just how I am or if it's because of my job.

>>735369454
>fav ever
super metroid
>fav recent
darktide

no, I'm not the anon that made the other thread. I've got 10 years on him.

>darkest secret
I gave a girl brain damage when I was 7, her mom tried to kill me and was arrested. The girl stalked me online and told me was secretly following me around town since her mom was taken away until I got my first job at 15. I was suicidal and one day she killed herself after messaging me about meeting in heaven. Her mom is out of jail but never contacted me

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>>735369454
>>fav vidya of all time
Deus Ex
>>fav vidya as of recent
Far Cry 5 (6 sucks nuts)
>>deepest darkest secret
I never told my boyfriend i loved him because i didn't understand what I felt for him. I have never felt the same way since then. I have Schizoid personality disorder, so I don't think I'm capable of feelings like this except under extreme circumstances

>>735406920
were you ever in a mark wolff film?

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>Majora's Mask
>Sonic Racing Crossworlds
>had sex with my cousin when we were 13 a couple times, still on good terms and she hasn't brought it up since so either she's traumatized or doesnt care.

>fav vidya of all time
Probably Mass Effect 2, even though I know it's nostalgia goggles.
>fav vidya as of recent
KCD2
>deepest darkest secret
I am a member (by family link) of a paramilitary organisation and witnessed a shooting but the guy didn't die and some other retard got arrested and the only other person who knows I was present emigrated.

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>>735369454
>Sonic Rush
>F Zero X
> I keep on using JanitorAI to jerk off to a scenario where earth was essentially completely destroyed by a virus that makes anyone infected an incontinent morbidly obese blob with an engorged colon. I've found things like this hot as hell for the longest time but my brain has degenerated so much that I've been getting off to shit like shitting a bone laden turd thats girthy enough to lift me through the roof like an elevator while I use a few dozen toddlers on my cock as onaholes

>>735369454
>super metroid
>xenoblade x
I have been stuck on /v/ since boxxy first posted and I've always despised the people here. I feel a sense of duty to get people out from here due to my own early childhood trauma. I was at therapy when I was convinced to take an IQ test. The score was local rating but it's the equivalent of USA's 160. Even though it was in a building with lots of sharp dress code and all done in person, I'm convinced the test was either a scam or the results were a fabrication of some kind. I have spent my life being told I'm too retarded for society and I began to believe it.
Since all the Epstein world news, I'm gradually landing onto the idea that the majority of this planet is populated by barely breathing beasts and /v/ is just a virtual escape for more barely breathing victims. All of which have thought deficiency.
I didn't think I was any smarter than anybody here until my new girlfriend began constantly telling me I'm "clearly higher intelligence", I still have doubts and a part of me thinks I'm just too autistic to get a correct examination.
I am slowly starting to desire destruction of our systems that repeatedly fail people, and I believe the bad actors need to go with it in order for people to move forward. If you're the kind of person that blames anything on trannies or blacks or deals with 'what-about' generalisations, I feel that you don't have the ability to acknowledge why you think those things and therefore are apart of what needs to be annexed.

>>735408651
Oh, you're who they made Paraphore for. I figured people like you existed, but I've never encountered one before.

>>735389438
PYW