I should've had a successful game studio by now
>>735619226I should've had a job by now but someone else is always chosen over me or a reply is never sent back of course.
I'm bald and I'm only 37>random seed makes you lose and there is nothing you can do
>tfw started making a vampire survivor game as my first dive into game development>Making tons of progress and it's been pretty fun
>>735619226This picture is so sad, all it needs is the hot dog cutter shaped like a doxen
>>735619226I consider myself to be somewhat blessed by having a decent paying job and being able to work from home, even if my dreams did not really pan out. I have time to play vidya, exercise, study and do some other shit on the weekends.Currently buying a new apartment for me and my mom to live, got a few plot of lands too to build a couple of houses for the future.Now if you excuse me it is time for the first of my many daily goon sessions. Gonna jack off to whatever milf material doujins I can find before the daily meeting
>>735619226So what did you do to work towards this goal?
>>735619560Do you have any intention of finishing your game or are you going to post 4 bullshots and garner an army of autists who think you have talent? >Posts emiruOkay yeah I know already
>>735619607>Land owning maleYou are set for like anon, well done.
>>735619502>only 37You're already a foot deep in the grave, unc. Not a youngling like myself at 34
>>735619595>doxen
>>735619560How come this bitch hasn't shown her tits yet?
>>735619226I love spending my birthday with my mother. Even though we don't live together we are still very close and I enjoy her company greatly. Cherish your parents while you can, anons.
>>735619607>Wants to live with his mother>WFH daily meetings where some fag talks about his "concerns"Something went very wrong developmentally with you if you believe this is a good life.
>>735619663Yeah I'm going to finish it, I probably won't share much if anything of it publicly till it's basically done though, I doubt anyone would think I have talent vampire survivor clones are known to be very easy to make and good for first timers
>>735619502im also 37 anona im also bald, manlet and have 3 chronic conditionsas redditwould say "i am playing life on hard mode xd"
>>735619763I will take daily WFH meetings any day of the fucking week over having to drive to office every dayyou are a fucking mongrel retard if you think working from home is bad
>>735619672nta but buying random apartments land and shit is still a money drain because even if you """own""" it you still have to pay daddy government a yearly fee and not an insignificant one if you don't have any other income
>>735619872>3 chronic conditionslel howCanadian?
>>735619672I am not American and the 2 plots are average size but they are near a prime location. there are a couple of lakes and a damn that people like to swim and fish. Ill be able to make one house for me and rent the rest easily in a few years. my retirement is basically guaranteed.I also bought a huge apartment near the metro so I can go anywhere safely as well, it is my second one too that I am buying on cheap due to luck, the other I bought half price and have been renting that bitch for almost 5 years with no problems.I have decided to fap to twin milf btw, it is a classic.>>735619763My mom is fucking great and the apartment is nearly 140m2. there's more than enough room for us. After that I am just going to get a smaller apartment for myself. Trust the plan.
>>735619968>rent the rest easilySweet summer child. You will be your tenants' bitch. You will have to eat the boot of annoying niggers destroying your property, breaking your electronics and complaining about every single scratch and drop. Don't do it, anon. Avoid this hell.
>>735619887you are supposed to either rent it out to government subsidized poorfags or renovate it up and sell it to the next bag holdereither way, you best be part of the tribe
>>735619607>I own land and I plan to build a bunch of housesthis reads like something a child would say
>>735620147>rent it out to government subsidized poorfagsare you fucking serious? even higher chance of them destroying your shit because PEOPLE DON'T CARE ABOUT TAKING CARE OF THINGS THAT DON'T BELONG TO THEM
>>735620137Just don't rent to niggers or single mothers or families with children, it's really really easy
>>735619747>he doesnt know
>>735620137I already do it and got no problems.I also have complete control to who I rent to so I don't have to rent it to no niggers and retards.>>735620208I am merely esl. it is true though, the plots are big as hell and I can build a total of 6 houses if I want to.
>>735619747because she's flat and there's nothing to show
>>735619607>Buying a place for me and my mom>fapping to milfs Freud-sama...
>>735620352i don't blame you for thinking that lmao.
>>735620231That only filters about 99.9% of potential tenants and the rest don't care about renting. Now what?
>>735620441I feel sorry for you for living in a white male-less place.>Now what?now you shut the fuck up and kill yourself or move
The most devastating roadblock to a man's development are helicopter parents, especially mothers, who refuse to stop treating their son like a toddler. I'm not just talking coddling, I'm talking narcissistic manipulation where they browbeat the man with malicious kindness, intentional or not. Oh you should stay here with us, it's so much cheaper, just keep saving for another thirty years and then when you're 60 you can buy a house. When are you getting a girlfriend? No rush of course, and I'm going to pretend to not understand how unfuckable a man living with his parents is for the majority of women. There are only two paths that man will go down, either he becomes an autistic grown baby, or a miserable husk who'll inevitably kill himself because he's aware of how inept he is thanks to the spider's web he can't escape.
>>735620490>Oh you should stay here with us, it's so much cheaper, just keep saving for another thirty years and then when you're 60 you can buy a house. When are you getting a girlfriend? No rush of course, and I'm going to pretend to not understand how unfuckable a man living with his parents is for the majority of women.Can you really argue against her though? I think you might be projecting a lot with the last part there. Just take the house for yourself if you're having your girlfriend over. A man who has a strong and loving support network, and is better off financially, is more attractive to a woman than a man who sleets on a shitty mattress under the kitchen table alongside 3 other sweaty dudes while in heavy debt.
>>735620272>I already do it and got no problems.>racks up six months of utility bill and terminates contract without paying>dog mauls a baby within the premises>fours months without paying rent>breaks two things EVERY SINGLE FUCKING WEEK>won't pay rent until I fix leaks (unfixable, already hired three different handymen and they can't do shit) and renovate his kitchen, which costs eight months of rent>whoring herself on camera in the living room with open windows so everyone within two blocks can see the lightshowmind you these tenants are what remained AFTER I filtered the no income troublesome niggers
>>735620490But I did escape that spider's web.
>>735620712A man having a functional family that treats him as an equal is attractive.A family that has mentally fucked their son into being a social pariah who is terrified of moving out because they won't let him take risks or grow as a person is the waftiest pussy repellent on the planet. Women can smell that shit on you without even knowing the circumstances beforehand.
>>735619409Yeah, I have a job I hate and I'm pretty sure I only got it because no one else applied.
>>735620829You're very lucky, most men don't. When they try to stand up for themselves, the parents, especially the father if he's still present, will often start getting violent in response because they treat you wanting to be independent as a threat.
>>735620804that shit usually doesn't happen here because I rent trough a thirty party that not only checks their background but if anything happens they have to deal with their fucking lawyers.I understand your pain but know that I bought these places thinking already on who I would rent to in the future. No favela niggy will be able to go trough my filters and even the shitty ones will get screwed over by me if it ever gets to that.
>>735619948Clearly not since he hasn't committed state sponsored suicune.
>>735620490>tfw 38 year old NEET taking full advantage of a mom like thisI realized after a handful of awful relationships I never want to get married so I couldnt care less about that aspect as I've become a volcel
>>735620284Flat chests are like a desert, there's nothing there but it's fucking hot.
>>735620942Weird. My dad actually encouraged self-reliance.
>>735620942>>735621050my father just wanted my money. he wanted me to be independent but just because he want me to give him money.
>30>mom still insists on celebrating my birthday
>>735619607Same anon. Not where I thought I'd be or doing what I thought I'd be doing. Still though, I own a house, have a wife, and work from home in a nice job that I enjoy. Definitely can't complain. Lots of time for vidya too.
>>735620954
>>735620942This is not the norm btw
>>735621376Happening to me right now. I can't move out because they insist on following me everywhere and every time I've tried to get a place they'll tail me to inspect the property and will cockblock me at every turn.
>>735621376abuse isn't normal, yes
>>735621257when it does I hope to be ready then. thanks for the warning.>>735621186have been in contact with a few of my friends and all their lives are going downhill in some way or another. I am just glad I am being able to prosper
>>735621583Well anon said "most men" so I was pointing out that isn't the case
crazy how much happier i was when i was a worthless neet from 2019-2023.2020 was such an amazing year. we really need a covid 2.0
>>735620490My mother is like this. She's also very invasive and has a tendency to live vicariously through other people so it's>live with us>where are you going, with who, why, when>how many times and what position>why are you moving out, are we so terrible to live with>why don't you stay over the weekend again, we miss you, what are you going to do by yourself >why don't you have a girlfriendBecause you fucks insist I spend all my free time with you and interrogate me of I have a good enough excuse to not want to. Sometimes I just want to play videogames and do chores on the weekend instead of pretending how great mother you are we have suck close relationship as adults. Also I only came over because my sister lived with you and I like her more and was worried you'd take it out on her or try to go through her if I cut you off. She also has moved out and I'm weaning them off finally.
>something is funNigger: DAS RITE IM RICH WHITE BOY YOU AINT GOT IT YALL LIVE WITH YALL GRAMMA YOU A FUCKIN FAILURE>*controls sticks clacking in the distance*I kind of doubt the people posting this kind of shit are even worth taking to let alone successful
Is it over >30yo bros?
>>735619560Doesn't have to if you watch her regardless.
>>735619226>I shouldn't have let private equity take over every facet of the economy, this is boomers fault!
By now I should've had some landSome money in the bank'Round about 50 grandBUT I' GOT NOTHING
>>735619502>tf 39 and still have a full head of hair
>>735621678>when it does I hope to be ready then. thanks for the warningI just hate every fucko rando claiming owning property and renting is the ultimate economic fuck you and landlords are evil jews or whatever. No, maintaining propety, screening tenants and dealing with their random complaints, scams and lawsuits is also hard work.
>>735619409Crazy. I always get the first job I apply for. Right now I’m stocking shelves. So easy. What’s fucked is that some are so bad at it. Imagine being horrible at to too slow to stock shelves in a shitty grocery store. Where do you go from there?
>>735619226is this that one guy?
>>735619502Almost 50 with more hair than Leon.
>>735620137Don't listen to this man, sub-contract a management compantly and it's free money
>>735621731Most men who suffer abuse from their parents, I'm guessing
>>735621731Most men being abused by helicopter parents, anon...
>>735621774>You'll take care of me when I'm old, won't you anon?
>>735622051if you want to lose 60% of the profits sure protip they'll STILL phone you over every little thing and expect you to fix everything out of your own pocket
>>735620490Now that I'm in my 30s, I realize that my narcissistic father's idea of screaming at me any time I did anything wrong (eventually moving up to death threats) sure did fuck up any confidence I ever would have naturally built him. I suspect he is where I get my autism from because he behaves like a typical tantrum-throwing newfag any time he doesn't get his way. On another note, father/son abuse is the easiest type to prevent and I wish that fuck had put his hands on me just one time.
>>735621991as a landlord myself I would argue that corporate landing Loding is pretty fucking terrible.
>mfw went to finish university at 33yoI feel fucking stupid but one thing I feel good about is my hairline. My classmates are 10 years younger and rocking norwood level 5s.
>>735619502>only 37I'm 30 and I feel like a fucking Grandpa
>>735620831You can live at mom's without being a social pariah who is terrified of moving out.
>>735621376Most people here were raised by boomers, so yes it absolutely is.
>heavily balding at 33>self delusion lets me see hair even where it’s super thinMy wizard powers are mighty indeed
>>735619226This is the most millennial image I've ever seen, the average millennial couple.
>>735622386You're not alone in that, it's like a 5 year old in an old mans body throwing a tantrum when he doesn't get his way.
>>735619226>still has nice hair>still has a momI lost both before 35
>>735622884my condolences
>>735619226I will code my first game while learning JS/TS and it will be a skateboard game, I wanted to. make a side scroller where you can do ollies and other shit like kickflips and hardflips, but first only ollies. I just don't know where I hsould get the art from since I'm not an artist.
>>735622884Sorry to hear that anon...
>>735622861It's so embarrassing to see. He behaves this way toward everybody and it's why he doesn't really have friends or people who associate with him regularly. How different would life had have been if we had strong fathers?
>>735622691See >>735620831and actually read the whole thing.
>>735622884Losing your hair is messed up
>>735622884Rip hair.
>>735619607I'm in the same situation. My parents keep telling me I could make more money finding a new job, buying properties, etc. but I'm already pretty happy working from home. Sure it would be fun to drive a nice Porsche but is it worth the additional stress ?
>>735622884>be le me>work the same job for 10 years>some of my co-workers, who ive worked with for 10 years since we were all in our early 20s, randomly decide to become hat guys>see them both without their hats at some point, theyre bald af (obviously)>immediately think they dont look bad bald and should just embrace it, convince myself id do the same if i ever went bald>immediately go bald myself the next year>absolutely fucking hate it and immediately became a hat person myself I want it back...
>>735619595Why? Thats just him spending his b day with his parents, what do you expect it to look like? Maybe he celebrates with his friends afterward like a normal adult
>>735622884sup asmon
>>735619502>>random seed makes you lose and there is nothing you can doBalding happens because of lack of fat + accumulation of toxins in your brain that are being detoxed through your scalp.Thank your parents for vaccinating you, but you could still prevent it by eating right.
heheh what a loserI'm only 33
>>735619226all this baasedcuck has to do is get fit and buy non hipster looking glasses
>>735623236>be me>impact from a metal cage door at work gives me onset scarring alopecia>Which is where the area becomes so inflamed that 99% of people will violently scratch the area which is what causes the balding>Takes the willpower of a God to not scratch>It was so bad I literally took a fork to my scalp to relieve the itching, only inch of relief I experienced that whole day>Now have a 2x1cm bald patch right on the front of my head because I fucked the area up so bad
>>735623474Youtube PhD?
>>735621147>My mom loves and cares about me>woe is me!
>>735623565Aajonus Vonderplanitz
>tfw joined the army at age 34 and now in charge of a tank (as a reservist)life's weird like that, anon. You'll never guess where you end up
>>735623642what kind of a desperate country accepts a 34y old recruit?
>>735623698You can become a reservist up to age 50 or so, anon
I should've stopped my porn addiction by now.
>>735623738you didn't answer my question
>>735623590>Dead at 66Not inspiring confidence
>>735619226I guarantee this guy clean shaven is KWAB tier.
>>735623474>Thank your parents for vaccinating youBaldness existed before vaccines you quack.
>>735620490>Dad would constantly assume the worst about life and never let me go out with friends or go any further than the convenience store down the street for my entire childhood.>Would always complain when I'd just stay inside and play vidyaI think that had a huge impact on me becoming a shut-in sperg.
>>735623698>he thinks jews haven't usurped every country and we still have actual armies doing actual war instead of gay theater so normies think we are souvereing>>735623765He died (or got killed, we don't know) of an accident. He was going to die at 20 originally.>>735623790And that contradicts what I said... how?
There's nothing wrong with having parents that love you and want to be there for your milestones, even if birthdays begin to mean much less as you age
>>735619502Lots of bald guys are married so move on to the next excuse
>>735619226I'm pretty sure my parents love me, but I also know I disappointed the fuck out of them by not ending up with a career or any real talents to speak of.
>>735623039He's still strong, gave me values and financial stability despite fucking me up emotinally the issue is that my grandmother coddled him with one hand and hit him with the other.Just how she was raised by her brotherCycle of abuse and all that
>>735620490>t. kike or a very good goy trying to convince people that if your parents love you and you're not dedicating 60% of your income to rent there is something wrong with you.lmao
>>735623698>>735623762>desperateno country's military is going to deny healthy, free cannon fodder to die for israel
>>735623983>so ignorant he doesn't know what a helicopter parent, or narcissism islmao indeed
>>735624013you still haven't answered my question
What's a good way to learn to code that even an absolute idiot could understand?
>>735624052Narcissism is when your parents don't want you to get financially raped so they don't kick you out when you're 18?You're either a jew or retarded.
If you're not doing [thing that requires a 20-year loan] then you fail at life!Also how do you do, fellow whites?
>>735624134>misconstruing anon's post this hardGo argue with your family, kiddo.
>>735623983This thread has made it abundantly clear some of you have no idea how abusive a "kind" parent can be. A good parent is one that teaches you how to do shit, let's you fail, but props you back up to learn from your mistakes etc. Helicopter parents rob you of any and all learning experiences and keep you a stunted child.
>>735622301Exactly. It's that kind of archetype. It's selfish and suffocating. Also I'm pretty sure it unironically drove me to schizoid, now I can't form any relationships because I expect them to be all that invasive and don't want to give people an in. So congratulations, you fucked me up for life. I managed to distance myself emotionally but at a cost.
>>735624156>20-year loan50y now under zion don
>>735619226Genuine question. What do random indie devs plan to achieve with their shitty homemade games? No one's gonna find it, they won't make it big, they won't make any money. And i see a lot of people stop working for years to make their shitty "dream game" lol. Is it all just for self fulfillment?
>>735624064Pretty much any country has a reservist age that goes up to at least 35. I know for certain the US and almost every European country do. In Ukraine and Russia the bar is practically non-existent.
I'm turning 32 today
>>735624134The vast majority of banks will not give you a mortgage that goes beyond the state mandated retirement age, and by the time you start going past 35, it becomes more and more of a financial burden that the working class can't keep up with if that mortgage is brand new. If you want to actually own a living abode and not be an eternal renter, your window is between 20-35.
>>735624181That's exactly the example he(You) gave. He(You) believe that if your parents still allow you to live with them an adult they are stunting your growth.
>>735624379That's not what is being said, are you retarded? The post was about helicopter parents who mentally abuse their child into never leaving by spinning them in circles. If you say you're going to move out, they will do everything they can to stop you.He's not talking about good parents who offer a helping hand when their kid is stuck, you faggot.
>>735624379>makes up shit>doesn't understand nuance>everybody who disagrees with me is the same person:l
>>735620490Do your parents have friends? Mine just sit at home and do almost nothing with their lives aside from work and house-related stuff. Maybe meeting with a family once in a few months that's it.Typical boomer hobbies: dad watches TV and mom reads shitty books for women.I consider myself a sperg, but I still go out with friends once in a week or two.
>>735624501>>735624584>If you say you're going to move out, they will do everything they can to stop you.That's not what your post said.I'm sorry you have such a shitty family but these pathetic attempts to get people to hate their own parents is just as ridiculous as cutfags that talk about how their mutilated dicks look better
>>735619226>made a small pixelish game in my spare time and had my 8 year old sister play it>she enjoyed it a lot and asked me to play it again multiple timesIdk, I don't need my game to be financially lucrative to consider it a success. Seeing my baby sister draw my character and play my game with genuine joy is good enough for me.
So many sad stories of abusive parents itt. My wife and I are about to have our first, a son. I know deep down I’ll be a great father, but it’s inevitable that my insecurities and neuroses will impact him in ways I can’t predict. I’m relatively successful (~$170k / yr, kind of dead end job in least affordable place on earth) but a little socially retarded from my pathologically demeaning Italian mother. Any advice from fellow anons on how to not fuck my son up?
>>735624643>makes up shit>doesn't understand nuance>everybody who disagrees with me is the same personl:
>>735624605My mother is a friendless loser because nobody can stand her. She still insists the people I've known and stay in touch with for 19 years aren't "real friends" because we mainly hang out online.>>735624643That is literally what was fucking said in the example>Just stay with me till your 60You're a child yourself if you don't understand nobody working class is getting a mortgage at 60, nobody. That's a trap masked as kindness.
>All those WFH copersDoesn't it get lonely starting at a PC screen for hours?
>>735624643>uncircumcisedthat explains so much no wonder you don't understand how you were abused
>>735624796no, it feels normal because ive always done that
>30yo>have a job>steady and increasing income>nothing to spend them on because no hobbies or friendswhy does this feel like losing
>>735624871The find a hobby. Maybe buy some cheap instrument or tools for DIY stuff.
>>735624643if every parent was good at their job, we wouldn't have murderers and sex pests. the vast majority of male killers have broken homes and single mothers or abusive fathers.
>think of fun game>try to make it>it ends up being unfun>give up on project>repeat
>>735624871I have literally lived with mommy from age 23 to 35 where I'm at now and I have 2.3 million invested. Thought retiring early would make me unhappy. But now I'm more depressed than when I had 0$ in my early 20s. No friends as they've all moved away and gotten wives/had kids, making friends mid 30s and beyond is basically impossible since they're all in their own bubbles or have kids, and dating is nigh impossible at this age because of how many people have kids. Plus I'm ugly as fuck.I've never experienced this kind of existential dread. I'm almost middle aged with nothing to show other than having grinded boars and invested every penny instead of having fun.
>>735624296Happy birthday lil nigga
>>735619502>only 37brother....
>>735624871Could be worse. You could be stuck in a dead end, low paying job with no hopes of anything better.
>>735624690What's there to fuck up, anon? Just love him and be there for him when he needs you, teach him from right and wrong to the best of your ability, and let him grow into an independent person as he matures and enters adulthood.
>>735621147same but 32
>>735624871Learn a new skill, and travel to use it. Scuba is the #1 most based thing in the world and will enrich your life in every meaningful way. >connects body and soul with natural beauty >develop fun technical skill set >encourages you to travel the world>instant social circle>gets you fit>women find it attractive
>>735624730If you ignore the entire post and just focus on that one line you might have a point. Actually no you wouldn't because >Just stay with me till your 60is an obvious exaggeration, for one most parents won't be alive by the time you're 50 let alone 60.But even in that absurd retarded example of someone living at home until their parents die they would still inherent the house so the entire thing about not being able to get a mortgage ridiculous because you have a house that is already paid for.>>735624815>that explains so much no wonder you don't understand how you were abusedOh the irony
>>735624013what about yemen or iran
>>73562499718-39 is defined as young by doctors tho bro, and middle age isn't even old when you hit 40. Ask a 75 year old if they think 40 is old lmao
>>735624871most people don't have friends after they are 30it's weird that you somehow never developed a personality or hobbies even though you are 30 tho
>>735625094Sounds neat, but I would have to learn to swim first.
>>735624232ANYONE?
>>735625136Do you think those examples are made up.Buddy, I'm 33 and in this exact scenario. I can't even leave the fucking house as an adult man without being interrogated for ten minutes about where I'm going. If I ignore my mother, my father gets violent.>You'd just inherit the house when they dielollmaoIt's a council property. They don't own shit.
>tfw had major depression with anhedonia from age 20-32>wanted to kill myself a couple of times, didnt because of parents>no meds or therapy work>Suddenly snap out of it at age 32>now have to rebuild lifeI feel motivated and somewhat happy for the first time in years though
>>735621147>>735625087Birthdays are just ritual humiliations for me, especially after entering your 30s. Mom always wants to take pictures of my lonely ass with all the food she made for me. It really makes you realize just how socially inept most boomers are that they can't understand how you're truly feeling in the moment. No wonder so many ended up like this.
>>735625334Whats crazier is boomers never had to develop a personality to attract a partner. They just existed and it happened to them. Now if you're under 50 you basically have to peacock like crazy and be rejected 100 times just to get an obese woman even if you're fit lmao
>>735625284Even better that’s a great place to start, I’m jealous you get to learn now. You have so much of life to experience yet and the resources to make them happen. Don’t limit yourself anon, do something new
I'm going to AI slop code some little projects until I can afford to hire a real programmer for passion products.
>>735625136>they would still inherent the house so the entire thing about not being able to get a mortgage ridiculous because you have a house that is already paid for.
>>735625136You are an incredibly coddled individual who has no idea how most people's parents behave. When I was a teenager, I had a prison-style ankle brace to track where I was at all times, and it screamed at me if I left a set perimeter.
>33>Self employed wfh>Average 1.8k in a europoor country>Wake up>Walk in the sun>Start video editing>Lift right after >Play vidya the rest of the day>Sometimes go to ChurchYet im still fucking depressed? When i had less i was unironically more happy and ambitious. What is happening to me? Is it depression? I'm already on nofap
>>735625312They dont just kick you out so yes, you do "inherit" a roof over your head. its part of the reason why you see fairly well off people living in their nans and shit. Its a house in a good area that theyll live in when they die.
>>735623642My cunt doesn't accept any new recruit over 25. It's joever for me.
>>735624118Coding is difficult, there are no hacks for learning it. Some universities offer free programming 101 online courses, could be good trying one out. I believe edx is still around.
>>735619226>mom never made me a birthday party like that after I turned 10>even in my 30 when im the only child who still visits her she never bothered to anything for me or help me outman being the third child should be considered child abuse
>>735624232Not every indie game is shitty. I'm going to make indie games, but I won't quit my lucrative programming job for it.
>>735625507Do you have a girlfriend or friends you see IRL to socialize with? If not, you're not going to be happy. Also you need long term goals with measurable results to be happy. Think bench press this amount by 6 months. Think run a marathon successfully in X amount of time. Get to this skill level in X hobby and show it at an art show. Etc
>>735625334yea, kind of. ive always hated celebrating my birthday. i really just hate the attention
>>735625518What cunt
>>735625515This is what i did. I lived with my grandmother after high-school and inherited her house in my early 20s. Could have used that as a springboard for vagine, but just because my multistory gaming hovel.
>>735625515I won't inherit shit because I can't afford the obscene rent on the building. I'll get a whopping month out of it, miss the payment, and get evicted.
>>735625654BUT ANONSPOILED BRAT 12-25 YEAR OLD TRUST FUND BABY SAID YOU WERE WRONG
>>735625507you're trying to do things that other people say make them happy but clearly don't make you happyi'm 40 yo, parents gone already, and am currently unemployed and am happier than i was when i was "working"some struggle in life is good and staves off boredom/depression
>>735619502I'm 40 and still no signs of balding.Got some sparse gray hair, but my beard is pretty much completely gray.
>>735624232I don't need my game to make me millions. I just need a steady stream of products making me a livable income so i can avoid getting a real worky job.
>>735625589I fighted with my best friend because he got 'mad' that i trimmed my beard (he is religious orthodox church zealot) and we haven't talked in 2 weeks, my other IRL i haven't seen lately but we play wow together, i also socialize at the gym a little bit but i don't like to make small talks with everyone although i'm a good talker, i can talk about work stuff and world of warcraft stuff for hours on end without having issues desu, same with talking to women. I do have purpose to the gym to lift more, the only thing i feel stagnated a little is my work schedule and having purpose there, also my dog died 6 months ago and i still miss him
>>735624118You only need to understand coding to a point where you have AI do things in a certain order for things to work. Take a free university course it something. Do not use AI until you learn the basics
Can't speak for Amerifags, but the most financially liberating thing a Eurofag can do is find a home in a large country town. Just big enough to have a decent supply of jobs, and rents/mortgages aren't crazy. If you get lucky, you'll find an apartment in decent condition for pennies when compared to the rest of the market.
>>735625802I don't mean to sound combative but your best friend does not sound much like a friend if he got so upset with you that he stopped talking because you performed basic bodily grooming. Religiousfags are hyperjudgmental and lack self-awareness anyway.
>>735625861the main problem is finding the decent supply of jobs
>>735625802You need new friends mang
>>735620458Young white males are the most common apartment destroyers outside the US though
>>735625864I stopped talking to him, he got mad at that day then he was calling me a few days later but I was unironically so fed that i couldn't pick up, he did several shit in the past similar to this but this was the nail in the coffin>>735625956>You need new friends mangMost men after 30 will betray you my brother, you are better off alone, i have a german friend now from world of warcraft and the IRL we play wow with he is planning coming to my gym so we'll hang out a little. Also i have another best friend who is a childhood one but he ghosted me after he got back on track with life after his dad died last year with cancer. But yeah i'm prety depressed lately
>>735624232>>735625302>hat do random indie devs plan to achieve with their shitty homemade games?It's shit that goes on your Resume, it makes you more employable if you ever want to apply to a Development Studio.
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>>735621017>Flat chests are like a desert, there's nothing there but it's fucking hot. ~AnonSuch wisdom. You should write that down somewhere
>>735623846Don't you have some oils to peddle somewhere?
>>735626123>I stopped talking to himFor the best, as sucky as a thing it is to go through.And sorry about your dog, brother. I got a 15 year old in good shape and I have been trying to prepare for his inevitable departure for a few years now. I had an 8 year old dog die in 2016 that I still miss.
>>735619226this shit is sad, i'm 37 and i don't have a successful game studiobut i'm the one lighting single digit candles for my kids, so i won regardless
>>735623201yeah. porches are cool but is it really worth it the headache nowadays?
when does it get better?
>>735626479its ai
>>735622386man my dad was absence most of the time. He owned a "company" and would work all the way until 10pm or later, most likely on purpose. I would barely see his face.My favorite memory is how my parents always asked why I'm not bringing perfect exam scores. Then I asked my dad the one time he wasnt late at home to help me with my french exam and the faggot throw the book at me when I didnt know the first sentence perfect. Never asked these fags again and obviously started struggling hard at school.I'm also seeing a lot of signs of narcism on my mother reading throught the experience of the other anons.Shit people really only exist becaues of shit parents huh?
>>735624871Same, except I have cheap hobbies and equally cheap friends. I just let it pile up in my bank account because I can't be assed to traverse the byzantine and ever-changing tax bullshit over here and there is literally nothing to buy with all that money.Working beyond subsistence is a meme
>>735619502I am 29 and my knees are starting to hurt. Worst of all is I am no even a landwhale, making me think I might suffer from osteoporosis or some bone illness
>>735624871just enjoy your life alone
>>735626603lollmao even
>>735626479why would anything ever get better?
>>735626674it feels like life has been on a steady projectory of pain and shit since I turned 23
>>73562647950 years when Boomers and Gen X are all dead
People told me I'd care less about things when I got in my 30s and all those silly worries in my 20s about where I'm at in life would go away.I got wealthier, but nope it's gotten worse. I don't wanna get old. At 35 and having a mid life crisis.
>>735626835gods I hope we have covid 2.0 for it to finish the job of removing all people under the age of 40
>>735626479this one isn't so bad, to be honest
>>735619595>doxenthis is the english literacy level of zoomers
>>735619607I am 33 and I had to move to Lima, Peru in 2024 because of my job (IT Manager for an online casino). The company is paying for the small apartment where I live and it's great so far. The average white male like me is a 8-9/10 for the locals (seriously, as long as you are not a manlet and are not fat, girls will talk to you at least once) here and on weekends there is a lot of places you can go in the capital to have some drinks and from time to time fuck some bitch in a bar.
>>735626662but thats a married man with 4 kids and a dog
>>735625334>muh mental health
>>735627000It's not, everyone else in the video has it worse than him, but kids wanna be part of things.Hitting 30 is gonna wake him up.
>>735626479i've been wanting to shave off my head since i was early 20s mainly so i dont have to worry about dandruff
>>735627050be careful anon, those whores are trying to get you to buy them a house because foreigners aren't allowed to own property
>>735626479>when does it get better?It doesn't. You can only delay the inevitable.
N O R W O O DORWOOD
>>735625334>she made for meConsider yourself lucky. Every goddamn year my parents insist we go out to eat and my parents sing happy birthday in the fucking middle of a restaurant to their 30-something year old son. Life is shit but nothing comes close to making me want to bathe with my toaster than this.
>>735622884sorry for your hairloss
I'm 32 and I have nothing, no job, no money, I live with my parents
>>735627050thats called living the dream, anon. best of luck and be careful with stds.
>>735627347It's incredible how the boomer generation had zero concept of shame or humiliation. It explains a lot desu.
I wish my hair was thick enough to grow a Charlottesville Tika-Torch Churmaxxed haircut like that.
>>735626643start doing squats
>>735626479There is nothing more defeating than walking by a cute girl right as a gust of wind blows your bangs back and reveals your Vegeta hairline.
>>735627050>IT Manager>online casinosomething doesn't make sense here
>>735623474you think no one was bald during the middle ages?
>>735619502Why do you care about being bold? Seriously, who fucking cares?
>>735627752
>>735627868>boldsaar
>>735626964Would have been funnier if the bouncer asked him to put the cap back on
>>735619502I'm 10 years younger than you and I'm already approaching a George Costanza tier hairline.
>>735624871This is what it looks like falling for the 'just work hard and go to school and go to uni and get a job and everything will fall into place' meme. I guarantee you the NEETs on this board who don't have anything to show for money or a career have more of a personally meaningful existence. This is not to say go ahead and be a NEET. You can if you wanna. But the idea is to live life doing things you wanna do, things that you as an individual, personally, subjectively, find meaningful and enjoyable. Even if those things fall outside of what others may understand or approve of. Don't fall for the crap you are told by your parents/society to do or be certain things that are forced on you through shame or coercion. Whether anyone will consciously admit this or not, you are treated as a cog in the social machine by everyone around you. That's how you are seen no matter how much they pretend to care for you. They have expectations that they're gonna force on you not because they genuinely KNOW that it's best for you (they don't), but because that's simply how things are done and it's the easiest path available for them. And your parents and society aren't gonna be there to help you out when you're having this sort of a crisis in meaning. They couldn't care less. So you should learn to care even less about what they want from you and live how you actually wish to. You only get one life. Don't let people tell you what will make you happy because they don't know shit no matter how arrogantly confident they may appear. Try and reconnect with that little voice within you that's beaten out of us and suppressed as we grow up, because that's what you need to listen to for finding fulfillment and living a meaningful life.
>31 years old>someone today said I look like I could be in a boy bandI love hair bros.
>>735628137Entropy man. We are born to die, nothing gets better, with time everything gets worse
>>735628137My advice is to get out of warehousing ASAP. I did it for five years and now I have a permanent twinge in my right knee. My back is also tweaked to fuck.
>>735628137So get another job?
>>735628137Never give up hope.
>>735623474We've identified the genes that cause balding and you dipshits are still posting this voodoo-tier bullshite. You have zero excuse to believe this unless you're somehow posting from some favela or African village.
>>735619502im turning 37 and look like 17
>>735628219Is it easy to become a delivery van driver?Also this was the only place hiring. >>735628215Yeah I’m twisting my legs and knees like ten times a minute. Even with proper movement form this can’t be good (obviously).
>31>good paying job>no gf>no house thanks to Blackrock>own a Japanese shitboxMeh. Could be worse. At least I have vidya.
>>735628382what's your secret?
>>735628202Yeah.>>735628224Thank you.
>>735628498self-delusion
>>735624690Love him but let him experience the world by himself, let him make mistake and help him learn from them
I love my warehouse security job. Cool peoples and alright pay.Just gotta deal with stupid somali drivers
>>735625719>parents gone already,>currently unemployed and am happier than i was when i was "working"Literally how?
>>735628454>At least I have vidya.not for long, boomers are gonna take away our bread and circus when they start their WW3, since they're dying out and want to take the whole world with them
>>735621147>>735625334Be happy you still have a mother who loves you.
So is finasteride and minoxidil just snake oil or does it actually help.
I met a woman I felt extreme soulmate energy with despite never before believing in that fag nonsense and everything was perfect except she had a boyfriend now fiance. I’m not even the marriage type so I’m not too upset but like what’s the lesson here unironically.
>>735624690You need to let him fuck up and teach him fucking up is part of the process. But in like a sensible manner and not "oh lol just spent all my money gambling oops" kinda way. A good way to mess a kid up permanently is to be a hyper perfectionist and criticize everything they do when they clearly don't know what they're doing.
i'll never blame my parents for how i was brought up, we're all a little fucked up because no one is truly perfect but we all become adults in the end with true agency to change our own lives
>>735628721just fuck her roastie pussy when you reconnect after she is divorced with 3 kids and dump her ass
>>735620352This. The renting it out to people even fits as wanting people around to witness your Oedipus complex in action, but making sure you have power over them so they can't judge you for it.
>>735619747She is a trad christian girl
>>735628056When i hit 35 and realized i was never going to college, i cashed in all the stocks and bonds my parents had set aside for school for me and now have a comfortable savings to fall back on that has lifted a lot of future fears from me.
>>735628625Finasteride is used in HRT, Minoxidil is a male hormone disruptor. If you're going bald due to genetics it's far better for your health to just accept being bald and work around it.
>>735628815she's a practising muslim
>>735619881Sore spot are you a mother lover too?>>735619968>My mom is greatYes I'm sure she provides "everything" you need which is why you have no women visiting you at your little Milf compound.
>>735627902
>>735627775it's no secret online casino companies are working overseas because it's cheaper and at least here in Peru there are people who can speak in english. After being in Peru for a while, I can now speak a bit of spanish and learned how to prepare "lomo saltado" which is probably one of my favourite local food from Peru.
>>735626479>when does it get better?Around 50.
>>735628137I worked warehouse and dishwashing and i found dishwasher to be more respectable of a job.
>>735619226>have an idea for a game that I would like to play>it doesnt really exist>think about making it>think about how many years of my life would be lost creating content and assets for it>remember that I only know programming and have 0 artistic ability
>>735628606They don't need a war for achieving that. Even if nothing happens on that front, they still have AI on the job to sloppify everything, and that's in addition to all the other sloppification processes. The bread and circus is going away.
>>735621774>how many times (did you cum) and what position (did you cum)
>>735628965say peru one more time faggot
>>735619607I'm looking at buying land and building sheds it on it to live in until I finish making my game. I shouldn't have spent my last Vyvanse sesh obsessing over some weapon leveling system while smoking weed... should've actually got stuff done but I had to walk the dog anyway so I couldn't lock in
>>735628974looks like survivorship bias to me
>>735628974>copetisfaction chart>yeah my life is almost over I'd say it was good
>>735628864>If you're going bald due to genetics it's far better for your health to just accept being bald and work around it.Dang. If only I had the face and body to pull it off.
>>735628498jokes aside, im almost 37 and looking young is in the family, no balding genes, no high amount of body hair. i look like im in my 20s with no noticable hair on arms, face, back or chest, i have thick full hair, smooth skin, no wrinkles or other aging signs, i also dont have any sicknesses or pains or whatever and am generally in good shape without working out. im 177cm which is slightly below average but since im also only 67kg (which is all perfectly fine bmi) and low body fat. im outside quite often, working in my garden, hause or go for a swim quite often.guess im just a lucky guy, thanks for reading my tinder profile
I turn 37 in one month and do this and look like this. It's fucking over
>>735628984There's a lot of us out there. I'm OK at programing, and have some artistic talent, but my work ethic is abysmal and I never stick with a project more than 6 months max. Every night I fall sleep thinking about a spiritual successor to Elder Scrolls.
>/v/ - Balding
>>735621017well saidI dreamt tonight of a tagalong introverted flat chested girl. I really don't know what's worse, nightmares or waking up at all.
>>735629167tonight = last night
>>735625334>Imagine being your mother and seeing the failure that is your son and decide to make his birthday to be something special and that piece of shit is annoyed by it and ungrateful but you still do it because it's your baby and you love itGet real nigger
>>735629113But he actually looks decent? I might not be the best judge of looks I guess but he looks pretty put together. Good beard.
I've accepted at this point the only way I'm getting laid is when VR hits Matrix levels and I bottom as some femboy/girl avatar. Probably furry.
>>735619226>35>can't even buy a normal cake...i thought leftists were rich. i guess he licked the wrong feet, kek
>>735629113you look fine to me babe
>>735629270sex is overrated anyways, the more you have it the more hollow and mechanical it becomes
>>735629085Every bald guy you've ever seen irl likely thought the same around the time he started balding. It'll be weird at first since you're used to having hair but you and everyone you know will just become used to it after a while and you won't have to worry about what shaving your head will be like anymore.
>>735629270grim
>>735619226
>>735629356The problem is I'm a stereotypical Virgo in spirit and I want real heart to heart romance. A significantly larger amount of men seem to want that over women, so I guess I go where the market demands.>>735629420Laughed
How's your health anons? I'm 36 and already want to die. I am in so much pain every day I can barely play vidya anymore.
>>735629419I balded in high skool and its the type where i cant really see it without a certain mirror positioning so it just never bothered me even if i objectively look like shit to an outsider
I'm a 36yo neet and I just got passed over for a job shoveling dog shit at a kennel
>>735629553How fat are you? I'm 36 and don't have any pain.
>>735629553I have diagnosed schizophrenia, I take my meds and I feel normal, but still existential dread comes over a lot of times
>>73562959052kg thanks for asking. The pain won't stop.
>>735629480well modern women are Machiavellian mercantile materialistic whores, so book a trip to amsterdam and get a cheap blowjob from a romanian hooker
>>735629553I'm ok. Back hurts sometimes from sitting wrong. Manage to walk 7k steps per day.
>>735625136>Inherit the houseBrother, they're going to sell that shit and use the money to finance some geriatric holiday making before moving into an OAP homeThat or the government will tax you out the ass so you're forced to sell up and be unable to afford another place
>have own place>have job that isn't too soul-crushing>enough money to buy any crap I want>plenty of free time>just want an actual friend to talk to
>>735629553I have a painful bone deformity in one of my toe joints and my hip is also kinda fucked, but otherwise ok
>>735629651Skeleton detected. Try food and exercise.
>>735629752I eat fine and work out cardio + weights at least three times a week. Does jack shit against the pain, though!
>>73562957537 and NEETmaxxing right now too. My parents have money, but my dad who was a doctor for decades got fired from his job and is preparing to sue the hospital he worked at and his lawyer thinks he will win millions because they fucked up bad. If it all works out I can NEETmaxx for the rest of my life If not I'm gonna have to go back to doing wal mart or amazon deliveries or some shit
>>735629553Need to go and get a check up, but last I checked I'm alright. Eat like shit but at least my fast metabolism keeps me from getting fat, for now.
>>735628498work with a guy in his mid 30s and guy looks like one of those k-pop stars, some people really are blessed with good genes. Guy talks about going to clubs alone and instantly having women flock or waving him to their tables when he enters>>735621147if you have a big family it can be an excuse to meet everyone and just eat some good food. Also I don't buy socks anymore, I just wish for it on my birthday and christmas
>>735624663cute!
>>735629816one day your thyroid's gonna say "I quit" and then everything else is going to fail like domino tiles
>>735629809Try heroin.
you materialistic motherfuckers talking about money and hairfuck both of these things
>>735629880I know, I'm trying to course correct but god damn I'm a lazy fuck when it comes to cooking.
>>73562955336 this year. Still feel spry. Went hiking the other day and felt great. Going to walk up a mountain this weekend (weather dependent).
>>735629910what are the important things?
I like to think I'm just born in the wrong time period. I would have thrived in the age of exploration, conquest or creating beautiful works of art inspired by the godful society that surrounds you. that is my cope and I am sticking to it. niggers.
>>735629553I ride a bike 50 miles almost every day, so pretty good.My diet is pretty mediocre, but I'm thin (6', 162lbs) and I maintain my weight without it changing at all despite burning like 1800+ calories per day riding.
>>735629961I guess money is important but not the hair and fucking random bitches
>>735619502Turning 37 this year and already thinning hard, I'll probably end it in a year or two.
>>735630034hows your erection quality?
>>735621997State mandated assisted suicide, perfect for useless retards like me.
>>735630027You would've been eaten by one of those worms from King Kong the moment you stepped off the boat.
I take my parents and siblings out for my birthday and pay for it. It is like the only time of the year I get crab or oysters.
>>735629941FUCK YOU I WANT MY HEALTH BACK I'D KILL TO GO A SINGLE DAY WITHOUT HURTING EVERYWHERE FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
coomer bros i have good news to youafter watching porn since i was 12 every fucking day and cooming 3 times per day at 34 i finally had sex and let me tell yousex is just like porn, i just did what i saw in porn and for some reason i could last 20 minutes at full force, the girl had to beg me to stop because shes was shaking from orgasms
>>735621147What emotion is this meant to convey?
>>735630072I barely masturbate anymore, 37 years old. Maybe once or twice a week, but it still works 10 years ago I'd be jackin' it every day, sometimes 2 times
>>735629553>>735629106also>>735625136my grandpa is 87, smokes like a train and is still doing fine, im almost 37 and my mon is turning 60 soon. im living with my grandpa because someone has to care for him and the house/garden (which is already mine by contract) so my state cant fuck me over later. hes somewhat of an asshole but in the end its worth it. if only the high vitality thing started with my or my mom, it really is time for him to go
>>735622884>>735626479>>735626964>>735627251>>735627902>735628606>restores your faith in God
>>735630139whoa hooray sex yes
>>735619560Yeah, because we're just dying for more uninspired vampire survivor clones.
>>735630139so you were in a corner jerking off while tyrone fucked her ass? cool for you my dude
>>735630139after masturbating everyday for 30+ years I could never cum from sex so I don't chase after pussy anymore
>>735630027you would have gotten assraped by drunk, horny sailors before dying of scurvy on the way to the new world
>>735630139I couldn't care less about sex because I bust after 10 seconds no matter what. It would just be a waste of time.
>>735619226I hope this guy enjoyed his birthday with his family.
>>735622603Next generation is fucked, they either look like toddlers or elderly men wearing too much botoxBoth are going bald
>>735630219you just fuck until she says to stop and then you jerk yourself off and bust on her tits or face if she lets you
>>735626479lmao at some point people will comb their ass hair all the way around to their forehead
>>735630241I'm a NEET and my parents don't even remember my birthday anymore. desu though, I don't either most years. Don't think I've got a birthday gift in over a decade, but I don't really give gifts to my family either but I still remember their birthdays and always tell them when it's theirs and that I love them...
>>735629910In my experience, I'd disagree on the money part. Money is attained through you spending time doing something to earn it, and you spend the money you earn to prolong your life. In the short term no money means no food, no shelter, no water, which means death soon. Money will always be important, because of this fundamental rule. But at a certain amount of money, it does become less important than your time, when that is probably varies from person to person. Which I'd say depends on what you actually want out of your life. Though I know I'd be plenty happy if I had enough money to stop working and live a middle life, simply because I wouldn't be forced to do the shit to earn the money in the first place.
>>735630323that's what I did and honestly it felt like work. what was the fucking point of dancing the entire dance if I couldn't even enjoy it?
>>735629225>imagine having a mother who does things on her son's birthday presumably for his happiness but in actuality it's more for her own happiness and she couldn't give two shits about how he feels about it and wouldn't just ask him if he even likes how his birthday is celebrated or if he'd like to do something else like any person would who is genuinely concerned with making another happy, and apparently there is a retarded flaming faggot stranger in no way related to the son and mother who's butthurt out over the son not enjoying a birthday party he did not ask for and was not asked any input from on how to make it enjoyable for him despite it being his very own birthday
>>735630051Have sex incel
it really feels good to have actual hair, a shame i end up having 9mm haircuts anyways
>>735630472SEX SEX SEX OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
my dad is 70 and hasn't had any hair loss at all, meanwhile I got my mom's dad's genetics and he was bald.
>>735630539>SEX SEX SEX OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHYes.
>>735630371well a pussy feels better than your hand
>>735630729evidently not in my case
>>735626479
>>735630472woman make you age faster, dont engageunironicallyif you REALLY need to fuck, go for a hooker or buy a dog or something
>>735630729really depends on pussy
>>735624296HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANON!!!
>>735619502I'm turning 30 and I have a worse hair line than my 63 year old dad. I take like 90% after my mom.I never should've let my friends use that "fixed hairline" Snapchat filter on me. That shit destroyed the last vestiges of confidence I had.
>>735624296I'm proud of you son.
>>735630831>women would rather fuck dogs than men>men would also choose to rather fuck dogs than womenBased.
Lay it on me straight ladsIs it too late to start gamedev as an unskilled NEET in your 30s?
so what have you been playing my fellow boomers.I got burnout and frustrated with SF3 on fightcade and decided to migrate to DBFZ.Also playing slay the psire and yakuza psp games, the fan translation does a good job.
>>735619226i'm 30, boring career, want to get into game development (prop/character artist) but have no relevant skillsbesides game dev, i think i would also take anything that requires no technical knowledge and no sitting in front of a screenwhat do i even do?
>>735630139After masturbating everyday since i was 11 i still cum after like a minute of sex god it sucks i fucking hate it
>>735631112unless you hit the lottery and make the next minecraft gamedev feels like the most soul crushing job
>>735620490Truth nukeMy mother is exactly this kind of person , havent talked to her in 3 years since I broke away from the family and dont regret it one bit. The amount of manipulation she engaged in was insane and abusive as all hell. She actually went out of her way to manipulate my friend group and women interested in me and even psychiatrists I went to. Batshit insane lady
>>735631159Why would we be able to tell you?
everythings been shit since the third grade
>>735631185sex is all in your head, you need to calm down
I'm not saying you should live with your parents, but the culture of chasing kids out at 18 is diseased.Is it so fucking strange for a kid and their parents to like each others' company?
>>735631112>Is it too late to start gamedevyes>as an unskilled NEET in your 30sthis is irrelevant
>>735631112lol no
>>735631210How did she manipulate your psychiatrist?That sounds like schizotalk.
>>735619502>tfw you shave all your hair off despite having a good hair genetics, since you hate washing your hair for 10 minutesGet on my level.
>>735631232Some people just have a hair trigger, no matter how calm they are. It's hell.
>>735631120Playan a lot of helldivers 2 showing the zoomers how it's done.Inputting the stratagem codes are taking a toll on my poor pinky though.
>>735631159fucking stop making everything about career, its not defining your life. do something that pays you well enough to be comfortable and put the rest of your time in experiencing nature
>>735630709>>735619560>>735619775uuuuuuu plastic asian streamer gimmie gimmie uuuuuu
>>735631284>Get on my level.We can't you dumb nigger. We lost our hair.
Mumowitz thinks I need to go to court over an accident settlement/worker's comp claim when the accident is nearly settled and I've been staying with her almost a year already. She's been leaving town which is nice but I want my own land so I can live in a shed and finish my game. Also need money to put my 4chud site online since it's done aside from NGINX cause I don't have money to purchase the VPS or domain
>>735631284i do this, but i just go very short instead since i dont want to get sunburned or wear hats
>>735619502I was balding at 21
Ganbatte! All your dreams are possible!!!! (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و
>>735622386Stop the cycle bro. I catch myself all the time wanting to chimp out but I'll take a mental step back, a deep breath and just talk to my kids. They do all sorts of dumb retarded shit but they're kids and they have to learn somehow. I'm not a faggot millennial parent and there's still consequences for big fuck ups but the small shit can be talked over and guide them to learn. I couldn't even spill a cup of water without getting my shit rocked as a little guy. My mom had a complete mental breakdown when I was in middle school so she was either chimping out or a zombie. The crazy shit is they're a great couple now and loving grandparents. I ain't even mad though, as long as they're good to my kids.
>>735631269She lied about my behaviors to get me on a ton of pills and shopped around for other psychiatrists anytime they pushed back or caught her lying after talking to me alone. The one we settled for awhile later got her license revoked for misdiagnosing a ton of kids and putting them on ungodly amounts of meds which really fucked them up. Even that one thought my mother was too much too and later got dropped because she wanted to lower my vyvanse dose from 70mg to 60mg a day
>>735631284You know you could just cut your hair short and not go fully baldy?
>>735631469So I WILL be a real woman??
>>735631295it's literally all psychological lmao
>>735631550I want to try something I learned from the Mega Man Battle Network anime, where i use my head to blind someone from a distance of 50 meters.
>>735631525So why havent you sued those doctors yet?You could use the money.
>>735631579Well then how do I hocus pocus myself into not cumming so fast? Can't even enjoy jacking off anymore.
>28>good comfy job>just got a cute trad gf>feel like a piece of shit cause i broke things off with this casual fling i had going on before getting more serious the the trad girl but me and the fling genuinely cared about eachother we just couldnt be together due to life circumstances and we knew eventually this would happen but it still hurts.
>>735631653Stop jerkin it
>>735619502my father was almost completely bald by 17, no joke.i blame all the lead fumes and asbestos, the 70s were wild
>>735619226The fuck is this guy sad about? At least he still has his mom who clearly cares about him and has a roof over his head.fucking ungrateful shithead
>>735630729A snake's throat feels better than both.
>>735619502>all these anons trying to humble brag about being so le unc status in their 30sFor all my life i thought your middle ages started in your 40's. Why did the internet start competing over feeling old?
>>735631651I just dont care anymore, i want nothing to do with my family at all and to be fair to them it was my mother lying all the damn time that was the issue not necessarily the doctors faults. At least they would take me aside away from my mom after they picked up she was lying most of the time.
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>>735631814congratulations!
>>735631656stop being an overdramatic bitch
>>735631727I don't even do it that much.
>>735631778>the issue not necessarily the doctors faultsIt's illegal for the doctors to do what they did to you.So get some free money. Any no-win-no-fee shmuck would take this case, it's free money.
>>735631850Then start jerkin it more often
>>735631886Obese faggot coded post
>>735631879Hmm... maybe i should. Ive been busy just trying to get the hell away from the family and fix myself I guess I never really considered it.
>>735619502>35>still have hair but the gray is coming in
>>735631738Same but my dad was already graying hard by his 20s, chain smoking aged him.
>>735619226what kinda stupid ass cake is that? hope he gave his mum a black eye
>>735631504>I couldn't even spill a cup of water without getting my shit rocked as a little guy.Tangentially related but I remember one time as a kid in high school breaking a glass milk jug and getting a huge gash in the back of my hand that reached down to bone and my mom just threw a tantrum and sent me to school without giving me supplies to dress the wound or even just giving me a bandaid (she’s OCD and moved them around the house constantly so I didn’t know where they were to get them myself).It wasn’t until like third period that one of my classmates was like “uh, hey, anon, you might want to go to the nurse’s office”
>>73563152570mg of Vyvanse is insane, that's drug abuse. For an adult. Even extended release you would be high as a kite.
>>735632136It's free money. Free DOCTOR money.Do it, you'll be glad you did.
I don't know how to move out and become independent I'm nearly 30 and I've never had a job, my family is abusive and poor and now also actively dying because those stupid boomer niggers had me in their 40sI am incapable of driving so I cannot function in societyI literally stay in my bedroom 24/7 avoiding my family because there's no where else privatemy mom knocks on my door telling me to turn everything down every fucking night
>>735631850Then jerk off even less.
>>735620147so what you are saying is the "housing market" is a complete sham? why would i want to own a house if it is an inherently dishonest practice in this economy/country?
>>735632493>Start learning driving theory>look up local benefits you could reciece in your country/state/whateverStart there.
im so sorry guys but this thread makes me feel extremely good, i dont have any of these problems, im doing great. should i ever feel down i think about all of you and how much worse some of you are off
>>735631112yes. you are not going to be the exception of the exception
>>735632493Start with going somewhere public that is productive to be at. A gym is somewhere everyone should go to, even out of shape. A church is somewhere everyone should feel welcomed as long as you bathe, or maybe even a library.
>>735632493Do you have a college near you?Apply and do the FAFSA. If you're 25+ you get funds automatically. Use federal loans to move out, they give you Find literally any program and maintain sufficient academic progress so you can keep getting moneyThat's what I'm doing
>>735632696Why would going to a church, gym or library help him move out of his parents house?
>>735631112Make ur own game im doing it. Maybe not as a job though.
>>735632493get a loisence innit, why cant you drive? WHYget a jobget a placelive, laugh, lovesimple asI hate neet niggers who dont leave their room and are like "oh god how can i even get my own place and be independent etc etc." nigga are you RETARDED literally start going outside, you aint gonna do shit just sitting in your room, all youre doing is coping and making up excuses, you know what you need to do, jobs are easy as fuck to get these days, even entry level, you just mass apply online, fucking use AI to make a bullshit resume about fake volunteer work you never actually did, jesus christ also fuck this thread grown ass men acting like its their own personal journal last i checked this was /v/ where the video games at WHERE THE VIDEO GAMES MAN i didnt ask for diary entries by society's failures, i wanna talk about VIDEO GAMES!!!!
>>735622045body hair doesn't count
>>735632745>just saddle yourself with debt and responsibility for a worthless piece of paper that wont even give you a job after all that time effort and moneysurely there's a better way.
>>735632756Cant tell if this is a serious question.Anon said hes a complete shut-in. You have to start somewhere.
>>735632756NTA but going outside and removing yourself from an area that causes you to be unproductive can be really beneficial for your mind. Church can help with social interaction and give you guidance for living, gym can help you feel physically and mentally better, library can calm you and remove you from constant screens and internet I suppose, and you can meet people there too.
>>735620490Yep, had this same problem myself.Got to a point where I'd tell my mom she should've had more than one kid (me) if she wants grandkids, because nearly 20 years of helicopter parenting fucked my confidence up with women for a longass time.
>>735632662For me personally, I enjoyed schadenfreude the most when I was struggling with constant feelings of inadequacy. Since getting a white-collar job and developing a circle of friends for basically the first time in my life (my job basically forced me to learn how to not be autistic), I’ve noticed myself indulging in schadenfreude less and less.I’ve also noticed that whenever you talk to handsome and successful people, they constantly force themselves not to dwell on the misfortunes of others. I used to be a really bad complainer, and I started to notice that successful people would always try to shut me up when I was complaining, because they didn’t want to indulge in my misery.
>>735632798nigger you are still in highschool living with your parents, shut the fuck up. no one in the real world would say "use ai to make a bullshit resume and lie about voulnteer work" you are no older than 16 if you think that would work.
>>735624871you have to impregante a woman and have a kid thats the only reason to have a job in the first place, so you can fulfill your biological imperative. If you're spiritually a NEET but hold down a job then there's a cognitive dissonance in your actions that will keep wearing you down, because your actions are irrational and you subconsciously know this
>>735632696but I can't go anywhere without driving
>>735632861FAFSA can also get you grants and scholarships, not just loans. And you can get an non-worthless piece of paper by doing a professional degree program like radtech or nursing or something.
>>735632895>dodges the question>>735632910Or he could address his actual problems, which he can start doing right fucking now from his desk>email a driving instructor>google benefits for neets in your areaThe things you are suggesting are irrelevant time sinks.
>>735620490>Oh you should stay here with us, it's so much cheaper, just keep saving for another thirty years and then when you're 60 you can buy a housethat’s true though?a lot of adults have to move back in with their parents because they can’t afford to save anything with high rent and car payments.
>all these normalniggers unironically suggesting church and gym as a solution for autists
>>735632798NTA but trying to be independent and then having your controlling mother start throwing around her authority is spiritually devastating to the point it's debilitating. Especially when they do it with a smile.>Why would you need to drive? You have everything here>Because I want to>Don't be ridiculous, such a waste of money, no boy of mine will be wasting MY income on a car>Well if I had a job>My young man is too good for a job, now, there's some ice cream in the freezer for my special boyYou don't know how soul crushing this is. I went through it until I was 24 before I finally got out. I honest to God don't remember what she even said before I broke her nose. The only way I got out was violence and a brief stint in jail.
>>735619226Damn good point, i should work on my game to release it before im in my late 30's. Then i might never finish it.Depressing picture i guess, seems like a disingenous post but i cant put my finger on it...
>>735619502I'm so glad I have my hair at the age of 36 compared to other men in my family.
>>735632978I'm 37, I was just guessing because I haven't filled out a resume in 10 years. What's bad about asking AI and then editing it in your own words? What's bad about not having to physically print out a resume or fill out an application in person? Sounds way easier than what I went through, but keep coping little retard
>>735633070>fafsa is going to give a 30+ autistic never-worked-before NEET a scholarship to become a nursenormalniggers are painfully out of touch.
>>735633089I do it because it's funny and I know I'll at least get one of you losers to randomly show up at a church in a suit. Thinking about some autistic balding unkempt looking mother fucker pretending to sing along to the gay songs they play and then leaving to never go back again is genuinely funny.
>>735631284>since you hate washing your hair for 10 minuteswhy would it ever take that long?
>>735633097Maybe your mom was talking to you like that because you're an actual schizo and babying you was for your own safety, you sound unhinged.
Where do I donate my hair to, that doesn't charge kids with disabilities money for the hair wig thing?
>>735633006Im sure theres a gym or something in walking distance. Or just keep making excuses see if i care.>>735633073Hardly dodging the question when i still answered you retard.
>>735633249You literally did not answer the question.
>>735619226I should've had a gf by now, I don't ask much, 35 and I don't think I'll ever get more than misery.
>>735633156you should consider suicide, it would work out well for you.
I like how I punched my dad in the face in self defense one time after being physically abused my entire life and instead of him reflecting on himself and how he's ruined my life he just said>WTF YOU CAN'T HIT YOUR FATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!I was literally begging him to retaliate so I could turn his decrepit boomer ass into mincemeat but he pussied out and left after my one (1) punch from being pinned down by him on my bed, he called it a """"""sucker punch"""""""i hope his faggot ass enjoys the lymphoma raping him to death
>>735633221Yeah sure anon, it's normal to cockblock your child at every avenue to have a functional life and baby them instead. I have a girlfriend and my own place now, have done for 11 years. Funnily enough I've never swung at anybody else and never felt the need to.
>>735633321That's exactly what a sucker punch is, yes. A cowardly type of punch where the other person isn't even fighting you.
>>735633321My father is the only person I've gotten into a fight with LOL
>>735633393If he had him pinned down I allow it
>>735632932i dont feel schadenfreude unless people are bad, its more like having pity, but im sure some of the anons here dont have it THAT bad and are just exaggerating
>>735633249>Im sure theres a gym or something in walking distance. 2 miles away is not "walking distance" on 40mph+ roads with no sidewalks or street lights and multiple multi lane highways
>>735633291Autism. Expect no further replies
>>735633319Why would I kill myself? My life is great. I had every opportunity to be a miserable weirdo like everyone in this thread but I made the best of my life. I make six figures in a fairly laid back job, I have two fwbs at the moment, I travel the country regularly and do fun shit, and best of all I get to laugh at seething retards who don't see the irony when they tell me to kill myself. I'll keep going for a long time little nigga, fuck you. And before anyone says "ughhhhhgh but you didn't have it hard like ME," I probably had it worse, but unlike your bitch asses I was able to move past it and heal and make the most of my opportunities.
>32 this year>mom makes enough income to be in the top 10% in my third world shithole of a countryIt's not healthy but there's no way in hell I'm leaving this shit when you've lost the birth lottery but at the same time also won
>>735633515>normalfag nigger bragging about his life on 4chanroflmao ex dee
>>735632461I was zonked out of my goddamn mind. I ended up having to quit cold turkey too since I couldn't convince any psychiatrists to lower the dosage before my mother would intervene which lead to me having insane amounts of psychosis and a couple suicide attempts just trying to come off of it, one of which was me hallucinating I had insects or demons in my veins and taking a knife to my wrists to get them out. I was 17, I'm lucky to even be alive. Hence why I will probably never talk to my mother ever again , ive even tried explaining the whole thing to her in the past and she immediately would cry and break down telling me to stop being "so selfish" for even complaining about the whole thing and claim i was abusing *her*. Its levels of narcissism i have a hard time even explaining to people
>>735633458>If he had him pinned downHe didn't. When you pin someone you hold their arms.How can you punch someone while your arms are restrained?
>>735633393>I'M NOT FIGHTING YOU I'M DISCIPLINING YOU!!!!!!!!enjoy the black eye and stage 4 cancer because your stupid nigger ass ignored your doctor saying to get a lung scan after smoking cigarettes for 40+ years like the stupid faggot you are
This is the gayest thread on 4chan. They should totally make a board to contain you people -- oh wait, they have for many years now, it's called r9k so what the fuck does this self-pitying bullshit have to do with video games?
>>735626604>Shit people really only exist becaues of shit parents huh?You are literally a clone of your parents. If they are shit, you were born shit.
>>735633508I accept your concession.
>>735633584Well I'm assuming he broke free and immediately retaliated
I'm about to turn 40, with a stable job, my own place, good friendsit's probably a form of cope, but I dislike sharing my space with people, I prefer to be aloneand like some have said, it feels kinda irrational to work and hoard up all these resources without spending them on a family
>>735633173You'll be surprised how much 30+ neets can get nowadays. Mainly because zoomers don't give a shit and gen alpha is borderline illiterate.
>>735633610I'm not your dad.Stop crying.
>>735633515if you believe you can just lie on your resume in 2026 and get away with it, no, you didnt have it hard at all.
how do i cope with permanent tinnitus from a gun exploding in a roomi never ever ever ever have silenceit's ringingall thetimeno matter what i do
>>735633726Of course you can.There's no Big Database of Jobs that they can fact check you against.
>>735633634Have you been there? It's a place for gays
>>735633751Cancel it out with a less grating white noise.
What do I do with the forty thousand dollars sitting in my high yield savings account getting 130 dollars a month in interest
>>73561950227 and I have a decent bald spot on my head
>>735633764>what is an interviewoh right, you didnt have one of those either, they just told you to show up monday by 9.
>>735633751Are you the retard who shot a squirrel in your bedroom?
>>735633221>he thinks that's normal behaviorbro does your mom do that to you? its NOT normal, that's horror movie behavior
>>735632463Yeah I should. I don't even know where ot begin filing for it but id almost certainly win
if you pin me down there are only two ways this ends, with sex or with throwing punches, maybe both
>>735633824How does the interview prove my lies are false?Go ahead.
>>735633825I shot my cum inside YOUR MOM
>>735633681>on a familymeh, i like to be alone in nature and this is where i spend my money. sometimes with my best friends. no woman allowed tho
>>735619502If you didn't have that then you would find something else to blame shortcoming on. It won't end until you stop having "uh everything is shit because X" as your victim identity.
>>735633681>I'm about to turn 40, with a stable job, my own place, good friendsit's probably a form of copeBelieve or not you’re doing better than most guys your age.Work in a bank and most millennials I see are doing horrible.Most don’t qualify for our loans and chest deep in debt
>>735633939So yes you are.You deserve it for being a retard.
>>735633751>ZOMG LE TINNITUS MEME I'M JUST LIKE ARCHERStop being a baby.
>>735633867 Nightman, sneaky and mean Spider inside my dreams, I think I love you You make me wanna cry You make me wanna die I love you I love you I love you I love you, Nightman Every night you come into my room and pin me down with your strong arms you pin me down and I try to fight you you come inside me you fill me up and I become the Nightman It's just two men sharing the night It might seem wrong But it's just right! It's just two men sharing each other It's just two men like loving brothers One on top and one on bottom One inside and one is out One is screaming he's so happy The other's screaming a passionate shout It's the Nightman The feelings so wrong and right, man They're feeling so wrong and right, man I can't fight you, man When you come inside me And pin me down with your strong hands And I become The Night The passionly passionate Nightman
>>735633751music my nigger, and do everything you do while dancing
>>735632493>those stupid boomer niggers been noticing a lot of autists hate their parents. why is that?
>>735629910The fatherless men pandemic led to this. If it's not catty discussion about the finances, hair, height, general facial attractiveness of other men, it's gossip about e-celebrities.
>>735633751Keep your fans on and make yourself busier. It took me 2 years to mostly get over mine.
>>735619502>random pill meant for prostate cancer fixes my hairskill issue
>>735629910>fuck both of these thingsthats right, only people who have those are getting laid
>>735634054Everyone gets born as empty canvas and the parents are the ones who start to work on it.
>>735634054Everybody hates boomers. There are exceptions to the rule, but for the most part they're probably one of the worst generation of people to have ever existed. Born and raised in a time of zero home strife, the most profitable bull market in history, walked into jobs without trying, and then pulled the ladder up from their own kids. Family wealth pissed up the wall for shit cruise holidays, refusing to sell housing to actual people because daddy BlackRock is offering 300% more etc.
>>735625334I feel sorry for your parents
>>735628815tard*
>>735619226I have started developing 100 games and have published zero.
>>735634256I've developed every indie game discussed on /v/.
>>735633886>hey anon, can you give me a reference to the dog shelter 200 miles away that you volunteered 1000 hours at?you arent serious nigger. rereading your original post and the way you type you are 1000% a larping teenager still living with parents and attending highschool.
>>735634256Ideas aren't development anon.
>>735634112As a second born son it's in my genetics not to care about my father or parents, it's to go Vikang and make my own tale which I'm doing by making a game. I don't even dislike my parents, I just disagree with all this "fatherless" shit when it's basically a tradition. Many great minds and thinkers have not been first born because of the way we learn not being bound to following rules and following in our father's footsteps. Cope firstoid
>>735634223whoa tabula rasa my nigger
>>735629961>what is healthLike not even just normal health, but look at all the fuckers with disabilities or conditions that could almost classify as disabilities. Like your body works fucking perfect but oh nooo le hair xd me so sad now
>>735634184male pattern baldness makes 4channers respect big pharma and their hormone disrupting meds which are also used by trannies
>>735634301I have developed prototype mechanics, and mock levels, for 100 games, and have published zero.
>>735633989i was highlike right now LOL
>>735634336ok
>>735633791>130 dollars a monthGet an avocado toast every 3 days and live like a king.
>anons treating 30s+40s like old crippled agejust how unhealthy are you fucks?
>>735634256Mash them all together and publish it
>>735634418They listen to women who think life is over after age 30 because they can't sit on every chad cock they lay eyes upon anymoreit's the end of the gravy train for them so they feel hopeless and these kids absorb that mentality through osmosis
>>735634515>listen to womenpffffffffffff
>>735633085Anon the problem is no working class individual will be able to buy a house outright in this market by the time they're 60. And no bank will give you a mortgage at that age either because now you're on average like 15 years away from death.
>>735633643people can change anon. Thats why boomers are such shit people; they changed for the worse
>>735634359Im glad a retard like you is suffering. Hope it gets even worse
>>735634292>I volunteered at this place before they shut downSolved.
>>735632798>get a place>with an entry level job????
>>735635001the fact you think that would work and they would believe you. maybe you actually are a dumbfuck boomer.
>>735627902It's just like the late St. Hamudi said, "Your hair is your life."
>>735619502>white geneticseeeewwno really wtf is going on, it has to be the water, air, food full of corn syrup and microplasticsprobably the cortisolspikemaxxing from all that doomscrolling also plays a role in this but like just power off your pc nigga close the browser lmao if you are depressed or whatever you calll that gay shi
>>735630169Marmot
>>735632798>jobs are easy as fuck to get these days, even entry levelNo they're fucking not have you applied to anything in the past 10 years?>>735633156So no you haven't>>735634515They are wrong about life being over at 30. It's over at 16.
>>735629161bald is better than being piglike
>>735629480>I want real heart to heart romance.gayer words have never been written before
Having no parents is actually better than having parents who do not give a shit about you. Who just let you exist in your room and don't teach you a single thing or point you in any direction ever. That's how you become a bum btw.
>>735629910nu-/v/eddit is - hylics generalsame with any place that reaches a critical mass of redditfaggots
>>735629161with the amount of porn posted here its more like /v/ Rising if you catch my drift, if you picking up what im throwing down, if you smelling what im stepping in
>>735629727same
>>735629041>>735632461Is Vyvanse better than addy?
>>735636242its as strong if not stronger than adderall XR
>>735632798you are literally the boomer who tells people to walk up and shake some dude's hand to get a career like that's a thing that has happened since 1980
>>735629910The general concept of things other than money mattering is incredibly appealing and it's pure cope to say otherwise. Every specific ideal so far has been embarrassing at best and dangerous at worst. Like picking between a rotting corpse and starving.
>>735619226what phenotype is this?
How do you get into game dev (your real hobby) while having a high paying job? Do you just learn something else and do gamedev in your free time?
someone post the one with twink death at 30
>>735627821strawman>>735628234>(((We)))You have 0 evidence. You have 0 tests. You observed nothing.You heard someone say they read a paper funded by the same people that sold you the covid shit.Got wear a mask ugly.
>>735636815Yup.
>>735636242Same shitChanged my life. My site is ready to be shipped and the hardest part of my game is nearly solved. If I can just tune out the jank all that's left is following some extensive tutorials and 3D modeling, animations, sound and UI. Might have to work on it sober today. I only get blasted on Vyvanse once every three days so I should pick up the pace and do stuff sober
>>735633751Stop being a pussy. Men have been going completely deaf with much worse tinnitus than yours for centuries.
>>735633647Not him but I know how years of depression and loneliness made your brain so messed with this random hatred and hostility towards random people. Lashing out in anger because you're angry at yourself I got it. Hope you can turn it around.
>>735636978You guys are gonna love my siteThis is what's known as a Super 4chan...
>>735620490Fuck off my mother is the only woman that matters
>>735631382Emiru is 100% aryan
>>735619226Don't remind me>>735623357Not him, but I would expect some actual store-bough cake and just have coffee together.
>>735632696My introgym is way better than some gangstalker gymhttps://youtu.be/s64HwyhHlW4
>>735636964But I freaking hate my major. It's boring bullshit I don't wanna do. I wanna get payed for being a game dev
It's all gonna work out brosYou're all winners to me
>>735638190Shut up.>>735638060Tough it out, or drop out before you sink deeper into debt/the sunken cost fallacy. Either way, you must choose.
>>735638060I WANNA GET PAYED FOR DOING THINGS I LOVE
>>73563806090% of jobs suck. Gamedev for fun, not for money
>>735638354thisjust be a landloid and live in a shed on land and make a game Only issue I'm having is not being able to transfer my save malware free copy of fl studio 12 from my laptoid to my PC I don't really wanna risk pirate bay again..
