I play video games because I cannot connect to other human beings on any level and live a solitary life where I desperately yearn for a friend while not posessing the requisite pieces of the puzzle. Also, video games are fun.You?
I can connect with people, or at least I think I can but I just can't stand them so I end up dreading their company, most of them are evil and I despise how they treat others and I cut them off before they start with me.Videogames are fun and keep me entertained, I really like figuring out how games work and I can spend the entire day analyzing the models, sprites and programming.
This thread depresses me.
same
I used to be able to connect to people.
>>736690156Same except I somehow got to know a lot of people. Most temporarily. While I do need friends I engage with them very briefly and often non-verbally. If I need to talk about something or express some opinion I either talk to myself or rarely post here. I wish you all social fulfillment however learning to be satisfied alone is equally important.Anyway love me video game shotguns.
>autistic and anxiety riddled>put in all the effort to be social >get contacts>put in the effort to message first and try to keep up a conversation>no one ever messages back on their own >get fed up and stop>no communication>no friendswhy? why does this always happen?why am i trying the hardest when it's 1000x more difficult for me and still get fucking nothing?why does no one ever want to talk to me?
>>736690156I played them because I hate people and am boredIts not matter of can't connect rather I Don't want to connect. The human race is a sorry thing that I could only be glad to see go too soon.
>>736690156You should read then? Videogames can't replace human contact, books can
/v/ are mai only fren
>>736690156I quit vidya like a week ago and i literally don't know what to fucking do during the day. I'm on nofap aswell and i started talking to random girls in the gym and i got some positive feedback but as long as i come back home i'm getting insta depressed. I literally walk all day and manic clean the house but theres so much time left. Also I don't have a job now until May and i only have 30k in the bank with 500 euro rent per month. Shit is not looking good. Any suggestions?
>live in suburban hellhole >don't drive because it's too scary and I'm poor>doomed to a life of being alone listening to my boomer parents scream at each other and literally die of cancer in front of my eyes every day before I inevitably get evicted by the bank because they never paid off the househahahahahaha i wanna die hahahahaha
>>736690156I play video games because I'm sane enough to know I can't go around killing and destroying in real life.
>>736690156Same. But I've always liked being alone
>>736690156I feel you brother. Maybe try tabletop games as a social outlet, or a multiplayer game.
>>736690156i keep trying to git gud enough at games to be able to make friends playing them but so far this has been completely unsuccessful. i seethe a little bit when i go to an arcade and see friend-havers there but at least the games are fun
>>736690156play My Time at Sandrock(whenever it goes on sale again)
>>736690156I used to have "friends". I used to have "a life." But i found all were bound to things that took away their sovereignty. Took away their individuality, only to replace it with nonsenense and victomhood..... i miss my friends amd my family... but i will NOT and wont ever be like them.... my faults are my own, my triumphs are my own... let nothing take me away from me. i am and i will always beFuck peopleFist them right up their asses
>>736691817I've always wondered why people love to get my interest and never are interested in me.Same goes for the messages. Fuckit, I whould like to have friends but the investment seems to high.
>>736694163they should invent friends for socially retarded people
>>736690156I'm playing video games just waiting for the day my heart finally stops on me. Indulgence!
>>736694221That's what streamers are. Female ones are also girlfriends that you can walk up and kiss when you want to.
>>736691817Because they don't really care about you. It's literally that simple.
>>736691863Bookfags are so obnoxious
>>736691817>>736694690Maybe they don't care about you, but that doesn't mean it's your fault, keep in mind that
>>736691817Just move on to the next people. Lots of people will come and go throughout your life.
>>736694163You should find real friends. Find those that vibe with you. Anything short of real life is parafriends, and being gone and never there is the short bus to oblivionPeople in our real life are what matters........ do it for them
>>736695049They'll what'll save us all, in the endYoure smallest action might be what makes others see you in the biggest light. Never forget them
>>736695210They just might save your worthless soul, in the end
>>736690156Same but videogames are not fun and I've been denying my spouse a meaningful and fulfilling life for nearly a decade at this point.
>>736695339That's on you, friendo. You should try to be more interesting if you crave the applaud of others. Everything you do is on you, just like it's always been
>>736695504Unless you wamna be a faggot victim, then OF COURSE it's everyone elses fault
>>736695643I'm cheering for you, but you need yourself to be stronger
>>736690301this
>>736695049I am talking about real life friends..I even have "good" ones from the youth, but the same applies. I have to call them.
i hand feed the wild deer and have magpies that wake me up in the morning by pecking on my windowsi have a good life
>>736690301I have memorised every NPC trainer in Johto in Pokémon Crystal.
I'm tired of being told it's all my fault and it's all on me to "fix" my life when every piece of fiction tells me you can't do it alone and your friends are what makes life worth living...
>>736697520Read Nietzsche
>>736697520It is your fault for being born. You exist to be punished for existing. You were arbitrarily selected to be one of society's punching bags for literally no reason at all. Yes, it is deliberately unfair, and no, there is nothing you can do except accepting that your only purpose is to suffer.
>>736697605>read hundreds of pages of some dead meme faggotNo, give me the TLDR or fuck off.
>>736697659Cheap nihilism.
>>736697676Not him but the tl;dr on Nietzsche is:>Just like...create your own meaning dude...just like...create your own purpose for existing
>>736697757Deliberate unfairness makes the suffering better, especially if the only reason you're making your victims suffer is "Because." Not "Because I can," not even "Because it's fun," just "Because." Ideally, those administrating the suffering should not be derive any pleasure from it, they should only be doing evil for its own sake, like mindless machines. The world must be reduced to a great big torture chamber where everyone suffers, even those in charge. Pointless suffering for suffering's sake is the true meaning of life.
