i used to be normal before starting gachas with genshin 6 years.i used to love anime, even watched harem stuff, had no problem with sexualization or anythingbut the more i played gachas, the more i was exposed to gender wars and hyper sexualization, my mind broke.i just can't do anything anymore, i look at everything through a hyper sexual lense, whenever i see normal games i think about them cynically because all i see are gachas where they want to make you a sex addictwhen i see males in games i get angry because males are homos.i spend my days here and on /vg/ arguing about gachas because i wish i never played them, i wish i was never exposed to them and stayed normal.and the worst part is when gachafags lie. they are fucking liars, they tell you gachas are not sexual products, they are just normal games, then why the fuck am i like this now, why do i spend 12 hours everyday looking at zzz and genshin despite having deleted my accountwhy do i get so fucking angry everytime i see those games i used to play and lovei fucking tried, i tried to play these gachas like evrryone else, i tried to jerk off while looking at the giggly tits in zzz, but i canti tried to be a homo and jerk off at the male characters but i can'ti dont fucking know how they do it, how are they able to jerk off to these videogames, why do they always talk about sex all the time. i just wanted to play a gamei used to love games like nier gravity rush, with sexy girls, i used to not care, but now when i see them i remember gachas and i get so fucking angrygachas are not games, they are products engineered to exploit our most base instincts and weaknesses, animals that only think about sexfuck id for know what to do
