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https://x.com/pillowdearasmr/status/1713929440961380747

Somebody asked about the game that Pillow was working on in 2023, here’s what it looked like. She was asked on stream why she never finished it and she said it was because “she was in over her head”

>>104293492
Making a game with zero experience requires lot of time which I assume she did not have

>>104293492
>just that 1 screen
>nothing to do
>except for that sign saying you're forever stuck with Pillow
the true Piwwo experience

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I can't even hornypost over her atm, not until I'm feeling better anyway.

>>104294007
Don’t let those assholes get to you piwwo.

>>104294007
Aw :(
Hope you feel better soon, anon. We have a live ASMR to look forward to as well

oh yeah it's lewding time!
pillows butt is looking awfully rapable like always

OP why do you always pick such random images

>>104294007
It was really disheartening having that sort of hatred here in the community, but know that other piwwos are here and we are still all full of love

>>104293181
When are we legalising lewds?

>>104294991
When Pillow herself officially gives us a description of her feet and her painted toenails to help us imagine how sexy they must be irl.

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Morning Piwwos

>>104295050
Just because she has the hands of a goddess, that doesn’t necessarily mean her feet will be equally as erotic and dainty.

>>104295134
Good morning! What’s in your coffee today?

If pillow showed you her feet and they were kinda ugly would you still like them? Even if she had a weird long toe or something

>>104295447
they're going in my mouth

>>104295447
The imperfections would only make me love them more, but then again I’m a horny Piwwo so I’m probably not the best one to listen to.

>>104295312
coffee

>>104295447
I would still love them. I’ve already resolved myself to love Pillow no matter what, I won’t care if a small part of her is “imperfect.” If she were insecure about her feet, I’d love to bring them to my lips and give them a kiss to reassure her

>>104295447
No they need to be cute lile panko feet

life is so boring without her

>>104293181
so we can only use her butthole for sex?

what if I want her pussy?

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>>104295531
Who told you!? The Government?

>>104296099
Pussy is only for making babypiwwos. Her butt, mouth and hands are for pleasure.

>>104296270
I guess I can fuck her armpit then

>>104296349
If she doesn't shower often, she probably doesn't shave often. That means her pillowpits will be a little prickly and cause chafing.

>>104297288
I honestly can’t imagine Pillow having any sort of body hair

>>104297315
ginger and short

>>104297315
She's very feminine, I image that she takes good care of stuff like that, even if she is kinda stinky...

>>104295584
I love Pillow for who she is and her personality, half her face could be melted off and I'd still want to hold her gently and tell her she's the most beautiful woman alive

>>104297315
she has the thickest bush in the industry

>>104298421
It's how she preserves her virginity. You can't penetrate her bush. On the night of your marriage you get to shave her for the first time to gain access.

I want to sniff Pillow and tell her how cute she is ToT

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>>104298583
I really don't think you want to smell her

>>104298729
*spreads her cheeks and inhales*

>>104298729
I do!

Why is she still bagelposting

>>104298729
I liked when she took a sip of her tea during an ASMR and blew her breath for us to smell. She did something similar during a comfy morning where she blew her morning breath for us to smell. I want to smell her morning breath, her Pillow pit musk, her sweaty feet, and her cute little butthole

How much will you be donating to save the animals?

>>104298729
I want to bury my face in her beautiful unwashed hair and sniff her like a dog (respectfully)

>>104298932
I'll chip in $50

Why won't Pillow create a throne? I have some things I want to buy her.

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I want butt slug merch

>>104299319
did you order the plushie?

Has she ever released pillowcase merch?

>>104299353
I was really hoping for some butt slug panties so I could buy some for fempiwwo

pil

Pilloji-san ASMR
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGptg8iCwJw

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piwwos doko?

actually.. isn't pillow a white girl?

>>104302455
stop

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>>104302479
and she sure wants to help the animals a lot..

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>>104302518
stop

>>104302542
is she a horse girl?

>>104302586
Yes, unfortunately. I dread to think what mlp porn she has on her PC.

pillow (already having experience with her mom's bfs) gives in to her friends dares and get down on her knees and calls the dog over to her..

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>>104302408
I thought piwwos were friends but it turns out there are bad piwwos here. Don't know who to trust anymore.

>>104302408
Most of us are avoiding the thread for a while. I don’t know why we’re being targeted.

>>104302879
How are we being targeted?

>>104302901
Mostly the excess cuckposting. GFE Antis show up every once in a while and shit up our thread by continuously talking about Pillow having a secret bf. It's annoying, most would rather stay quiet and wait for the cuckposter to leave on their own. There's no point arguing with people like that. We trust Pillow not to do that to us, but some like to say otherwise

>>104304069
yea i guess i have noticed that happening lately

Hi /pillow/. I haven't been as active here while at VeXpo, so it's good to be back. Post-con depression is hitting hard, but I got to see Pillow and talk to her, so I've got that to be happy about.

I like to think her panel won over some non-piwwos who happened to check it out. She's just so incredibly adorable and endearing all of the time. The impromptu singing made me so happy.

>>104293492
I didn't know about this. It's cool that she got even that far. Maybe she wanted to do it all by herself, but I'm sure lots of piwwos (myself included) would volunteer their time and knowledge to help. And if she's too busy to be directly involved, I think a fan project based on her ideas would be cool too.

>>104296062
I know how you feel, but Pilliow knows she can't always be there for you, so she'd want you to try to find joy in other parts of your life.

>>104302091
She's trying out a new type of character in this stream. Be supportive, piwwos!

I really appreciate Pillow making a bunch of appearances at a European convention; she really does care about the Europiwwos too. She and Furi were fun together for their M&G, her concert was adorable, and she prepared well for her ASMR panel and shared a lot of interesting and useful information. We're so lucky to have her and I treasure her every day.

bad piwwo bros this is our chance hopefully Princess Pillowdear chastises us and calls us names!

>>104305006
i want her to call me a disgusting pervert

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Has anyone seen my cat? I need to spray him with water.

pillow's wet pussy

https://youtu.be/WwnCHVFLAno?t=2024
Didn't expect her sneezes to sound like that

>>104306377
nursing hand job with pillow mucus as lube

What did pirrow do at vexpo?

>>104306377
She’s always had very aggressive sneezes

How is pillow's Japanese?

>>104306579
She mixed up Oji-sama with Ojou-sama yesterday morning and had to be told the difference

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>>104306579
She knows おはようand はい

I wonder if she has any JP fans

Piwwos, if you're interested in board events, there's a football tournament of the different generals coming up next weekend. You might look into this, perhaps you may like this.

>>104306950
good girl

She's a very ignorant girl, it's so cute. I want to sweep her off her feet and baby her and protect her from the malign influence of modernity.

>>104307665
she's good. she has olive to keep her safe

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I hope you will all come to her stream

my anal princess

where is she?

Pillowwwwwwww!!!! The Precious Piller Princess

Pillow forgives me for cumming too soon!

Pillow's bare shoulder's sure are erotic

The princess is having her way with one of the servants (me)...

pampering pillow ojousama

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>>104308722

>>104309459
She used to get well over a thousand during live ASMRs. What did YouTube do?

>>104309597
she used to do asmr more often

>>104309671
She's doing asmr every sunday. That hasn't change for almost a year. The only thing that slowed down is the videos but that's been slow for a long time now. What are you talking about.

>>104309597
There has been some kind of cull on youtube that has affected streamers, a new system of counting viewers. Also Pillow dropping things is making me laugh.

>>104309597
>What did YouTube do?
Some CCV fuckery, numberretards have been going apeshit all over the board because of it lately.

pillow...

i fucking hate animals

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>"go to sleep"
>proceeds to give me a fucking heart attack

feeding seaweed rat poison

fat beast

donating seaweed to pillows favorite chinese restaurant

Seaweed has interrupted before with meowing but that was the worst one. It’s okay I love pillow but I will end the cat

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https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1964865513210740891
Do you forgive her?

>>104309459
Yeah what others said. YouTube has been doing something where every streamer is getting nuked. Even kanna who used to regular 500-800 ccv per stream has been in the 300s. No one has been safe from this, so pillow isn’t losing traction, she’s just also being hit by whatever YouTube is doing

>>104310513
that cat is literally going to end her career
we have to do something about it, piwwos

>>104310513
No. I will need black toenail painting stream to make it up to me.

>>104309597(me)
I knew about the CCV culling; I was kind of hoping to get a more in-depth explanation. I hate to see that it's affecting so many, though

>>104310513
I forgive pillow but I will never forgive the cat. That was one of my favorite ASMRs too so far

>>104310570
Main thing people have been sharing. Have a read https://x.com/obakepam/status/1964223558579867973

It's pretty funny though. The animal is living up to her nickname.

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She's even apologizing in her Discord

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>>104310513
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1964867604616798450

>>104310695
consider my donation to the charity rescinded until pillow executes seaweed live on stream

>>104310513
>do you forgive her?
Of course. Unfortunate but not the end of the world.
>I hope it was nice eventhough she was kind of mean.
She could be even meaner. Piller does such a good job with RP streams. It’s always a lot of fun when she commits to the bit and goes all out; she really brings the characters to life.

>>104310762
It’s fascinating how her brain works.

>>104311093
My cute wife just gets anxiety, we must all reassure her.

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>>104310762
Poor girl she's not wrong to feel that way. Piwwos forgive and trust her of course but there's not much else we can say. Only time away from the incident is going to make her feel better, hope it doesn't bother her for too long.

>>104311325
i cant trust her again unless she films olive running over seaweed repeatedly with her car

>>104310562
I don't even think there is anything to forgive but she should do that 1000%

I just hope she takes more preventative measures for Seaweed. Maybe train her to stop getting on the desk whenever she wants, or maybe start locking her out of the room

>>104307962
her vods are very relaxing and cummable

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>>104310513
Seaweed is trying to monopolize Pillow's attention!

>>104311726
Is Pillow aware of this?

>>104310762
shes such a menhera with asmr

>>104310513
Of course live asmr can always have loud noises happen.
Pillow is extremely good at mitigation unlike some channels I've listened too where I can hear dogs, upstairs neighbors and even full blown conversations in a separate room.

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The crime that permeates the streets of Gotham will be cleansed!

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Wow, Pillow fans are vocal about the new asmr and they are not happy. They're discontented with the way the asmr ended and with seaweed. I guess they were holding out hope for a guerilla seaweed public execution stream. There's even a petition that's garnered thousands of signatures to have the asmr remade. Obviously that won't happen but it shows how unhappy they are.

Goodnight, Piwwos. See you all tomorrow for Seaweed's demise

>>104293181
Is Pillow naizuri still on the table?

Wondering how many sexual techniques Olive needed to employed to calm Pillow down after stream.

I’m in bed with my pillow nurse daki and I swear to god I just saw it blink.
I need some sleep goodnight, piwwos

I missed the stream. Did anyone save the Seaweed incident? It's especially funny because she said in her VeXpo panel earlier that day that people tell her in her ASMR streams to make a loud noise as a joke, and she said she'd never do that lol

>>104304069
She doesn't have a secret boyfriend... Yet, because it will be me.

>>104304203
Im an actual indie game dev and software engineer, and I figure she was primarily struggling with the coding, so I sent her an email seeing if she's still wanting to make it.

She's probably given up on it, but if not, it'd be a fun way for me to get to know her.

>>104320900
Let us know what she says. A Pillow game would be so cool and I'm surprised it hasn't been done yet. I'm thinking of asking her if she would share any assets from her game or streams for me to use as placeholders while developing my own Pillow-themed game. I'm not a game dev but it would be a fun learning experience and a way for me to give back to Pillow.

>>104321080
My own game is currently NSFW in nature, but we're sitting at crazy high downloads and 4.5/5 stars, so I'm going to basically pitch that she handles the art, I'll handle the code, and I get half credit for the final product so I can actually put something that ain't porn on my resume.

I figure that leans more into her strengths than anything, since she'd have fun doing her little pixel art, she could even do art streams of just making assets.

>>104321122
Whilst we’re on the topic of sharing skills, I’m an audio engineer and audio plugin developer if that helps Pillow/anyone. I have a lot of sound design experience and a little experience with game audio engines, too (FMOD and Wwise).

>>104321205(Me)
I also want a pillowjob, badly.

>>104321080
>A Pillow game would be so cool and I'm surprised it hasn't been done yet
It has, Pillow even played it on stream during comfy morning
https://bifunknown.itch.io/pillowfight

>>104321224
i-is that a skill?

Piwwos, pardon my ignorance, what is a PillowJob?

>>104321307
So you know how canonically Pillow is only 3 apples tall, right? Well...

>>104321256
Sorry piwwo I'm uninformed :(

>>104321307
Imagine a nursing handjob but with Pillow’s pale flat chest and pink nipples, all her nails painted black (including toes) and she’s giving you a barely-touching gentle and slow edging handjob for a very long time, giggling at your frustration whilst whispering into your ears she’s going to fucking stab you if she catches you cheating on her with another vtuber

>>104321372
https://files.catbox.moe/4eorjt.png
I don’t have to imagine

>>104321372
Is this anon joking or has this been decided?

>>104321425
PillowDear is made for gentle nursing handjobs, I’d be down to make this the official definition

>>104321425
Technically there’s no definition of a pillowjob, but it’s one of those things all piwwows just ‘get’ over time whilst spending enough time around her and the community/hornypiwwows. We all have our own interpretation but that description is probably close enough for a lot of us.

>nurse outfit
>extremely gentle
>gorgeous hands
Pillow nursing handjobs being the number one piwwo fantasy is no coincidence.

>>104321525
She unironically gave me a hand fetish. I don’t have a foot fetish but I’m sure she would give me that as well if she ever went down that path (she won’t).

>>104321122
Is it rpgmaker game like kagura games releases? Those are pretty cool

>>104321813
REN’py visual novel via Honey Select 2

I’ve made several renders of Pillow, but I cannot make anything lewd since that would endanger my health from her stabbing me.

>>104322943
Pillow wants to be lewded. She wants to make piwwows feel good. She just doesn't want the lewd content to affect her career so as long as it's contained and away from her brand, she'd enjoy the thought of piwwows 'relaxing' to her and her only.

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>>104320900
When you go on to make Pillow Kart 64, don't forget to put me in the game.

>>104323007
Thanks, Pillow.

what's it with this girl and anal?

>>104324050
She's both anal and handjob-coded. Both are to preserve her hymen until the night of /our/ marriage.

>>104324050
You wouldn't understand our degeneracy.

I still want Pillow to show us her irl outfits. Not asking for selfies, but a stream where she draws her style or uses some online clothing style generator tools to dress up some character to give us an idea on how cute she must look. The girlier the stream the better.

>>104324128
>>104324168
i see...

>>104324215
Yeah that would be a lot of fun. I imagine she dresses really cute, very modest and pretty.

Why do want girly streams like fashion, nails and makeup all the time? Are you gay or femanons?

>>104324559
I think she has a Japanese style with long skirts and baggy tops.

>>104324662
there are no fempiwwos /here/ anymore

>>104324215
This way, Piwwos can just architect other girls to be copies of her, since only I’m able to marry the real her. Very smart.

Pillow is going to be so beautiful in her wedding dress when we get married

>>104324662
I like them because Pillow likes them, and I enjoy spending time with my wife. We don’t have to be doing something I’m interested in, I only watch her streams for her anyway.

>>104324662
(You) are gay if you don't like seeing a woman get excitable about making herself look pretty for (You).

>>104324662
I like watching Pillow be creative and do things that make her happy. I like when she gets excited and feels proud of herself. I like seeing her perfect hands.

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Would you eat pillow's cooking?

>>104325241
I've probably eaten worse. So I believe in Pillow and her abilities to cook some decent food.

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>>104325275
>taste it
>it's fucking terrible

"did you like it anon? I cooked all day for you"
would you tell her the truth?

>>104325241
I love her but no. I would cook for us both. I've seen some of the weird Texan shit she's made and genuinely worry for her.

>>104325241
i'd eat her ass but not that.

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>>104325410
'that' comes out of her ass

>>104325241
As long as there isn't a spider on it.

>>104325302
I'd think of something nice to say about it and let her know that I appreciate the effort, but I'd also try to help her improve.

>>104325353
>I've seen some of the weird Texan shit she's made and genuinely worry for her.
Examples? I haven't seen much of her cooking but it looked fine.

>>104325302
I mean if it's not edible then yeah I'll sugar coat and let her know but I won't full blown treat her badly.

>>104325353
Her cooking is just standard poor southerner stuff. Put tasty cheap shit together and you’re done. This is why you bitches stand no chance, we grew up like 3 hours away from each other, and had the same living situation, I understand her in a way y’all don’t!

>>104325583
Olive...

Being with Pillow would be a constant joy and none of her shortcomings would change that. I'd eat her weird food and listen to her out-of-tune singing every day and it would make me happier than anything else.

>>104325658
I think the reality is that most of us are blinded too hard by kayfabe. Give it a year and the stupefication of being with your idol would wear off.

Except for me, since I just generally value Pillow for her virtues. Yeah she’s cute, but even if she was ugly I’d want her to be my wife, since she seems so devotedly loyal, kind, and caring that it wouldn’t matter in the end.

>>104325583
Sounds to me like she needs actual good food and not your broke ass diabeetus cletus meal

>>104325719
You're not special; I'm sure most of us feel the same way. Yes, we know her as an idol, but it's her personality that shines through that persona that we love.

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What will they do when they find buttslug with a condom on it hidden under her bed?

>>104325941
>apartment inspections
lol is this something all rentcels have to put up with?

>>104325958
What your Mommy doesn't make sure you clean your room?

>>104325941
Never been parasocial enough with anyone to know what they're up to day-to-day. I really gotta cook up a method I can get to know her on a personal level before I get sucked into true giga-simp hell

>>104326000
You chuds aren't making it out of the hood, but I'm built different. I'd have stopped watching Pillow and touched grass long ago if I wasn't confident in my ability to pull her.

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Is there really no fempiwwo left /here/? It feels so cold and testosterone-fueled without them. I need that feminine warmth to give me hope and something to realistically strive for.

>>104326038
Maybe you should just kill yourself that way your carcass can be more useful.

>>104326085
I can't divulge my plans, because they'd be undone if I spoke of them on here, but you gotta be planning piwwo. Make a concrete goal to achieve that will get you huzz that isn't Pillow. She's SSS tier difficulty, leave that to the normalfags like me who've pulled girls before, she's like the White Whale of girlfailure social isolation.

Best recommendation as always is to simply pick a field and get into a position of power. Even if you're a discord admin or whatever the fuck, go be the best Discord admin around, pussy is attracted to clout.

>>104326156
Oh yeah, I almost forgot. Golden rule of all plans: Only choose a course that elevates you.

If your idea of a good plan is to sit and simp and burn your resources in ways that don't give you more resources or access to resources, you're already frying yourself.

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>>104325241
I would cook for her instead

>>104325967
Not the one in my house that I own, no.

>>104326267
Then stfu

>>104326267
certified unc hitting on little Pillow. She's like 20, freak!

Piwwos how many times do I have to say I’m always here? Stop baiting me out by being sad there’s “no fempiwwo” I am among you. I talk with you. I’m never leaving

>>104326303
I'm 24. Also I'm not doing a bit or anything now, I'm sorry for insulting renters. Pillow's one too and I understand that it's hard to get on the housing ladder. I just think "rentcel" is a funny word.

>>104326386
Trans doesn't count... We all know there's no women on the internet.

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>>104326386
How do I know you're not just a kind penispiwwo trying to make me feel better and less alone?

>>104326413
This is 4chan, nobody is supposed to apologize. I expect you to call me a slur next time!

I do wonder how Pillow feels about the fact that a huge number of her audience, particularly the most parasocial freaksters, have been watching her since she was like 16 and they've been adults the whole time.

>>104326386
would you wear butt slug panties if pillow made merch?

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Princess carrying Pillow around the house all day. Even to the bathroom.

>>104326573
all day? how much does pillow weigh?

>>104326479
People always get sarcastic "she's only 22 you sick freak" responses for making this point, but you're right. She's a young woman and frankly anyone over my age exactly who likes her is a creep.

Joking aside, it's nice to know that we grew up around the same time and could relate to each other on that level.

>>104326573
I'm gonna be thinking about this one a lot.

>>104326592
She has a small frame and looks like she's pretty skinny. Perfect for carrying and standing sex.

There was a girl in line for the meet and greet at vexpo

>>104326592
She constantly talks about how she's underweight even though she likes to eat, and is clearly very skinny. She's probably like around 100 pounds.

>>104326667
Fempiwwo is real

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>>104326667
we're pretty sure this is fempiwwo

>>104326751
Back when this picture was first shared I already confirmed it’s not me. I don’t go to conventions really

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>>104326751
Unless she was lying, the /here/ fempiwwo said that wasn't her, so there are at least 2 :)

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>>104326773
I know fempiwwo. I just like to see you post

I said here before that I'd feel uncomfortable doing a M&G out in the open where people could see and hear me, but I went ahead with it anyway to talk to Pillow and I'm glad I did. She was lovely as always. To be honest though, and I'm not trying to be mean, I really hate knowing what other piwwos look like. I prefer to think of you as those drawings Pillow does or just disembodied anonymous posters, not real people lol.

>>104326801
Master baiter

>>104326816
Im the same way

Pillow won't like you guys talking to fempiwwos.

>>104326909
it's fine. fempiwwo is a lesbian

>>104326816
Primarily just sucks since Pillow is good about locking down ways for people to speak to her privately. I don't blame her an inch, I'm certain she'd be getting 1000 dickpics a day, and 1000 proposals a minute, but at the same time , would be nice to be able to speak to her 1:1.

I guess it also just means that she's more exclusive, so I know that once I do get to the point of speaking with her on a personal level, it means she's not talking to a million others.

>>104326816
Yeah pictures of con attendees are usually pretty dire, everybody tends to be some combination of ugly, short, fat, and brown.

>>104326909
I like Fempiwwo as a friend

>>104326386
You're always here? Even during horni posting hours?

>>104326943
She did a paid M&G with a private booth at VeXpo; I just didn't get a ticket. She also did one on PillowCord in August, which was my first time talking to her.

>>104326949
Being surrounded by people like that made me feel pretty good about myself lol. I don't think I'm particularly attractive, but I saw that it could be much, much worse.

>>104327024
I've seen her pop up during some of the horniest threads. She's probably numb to our posts at this point and might even secretly join in.

>>104327024
Yes. Are you new here? I am one of you

>>104327057
Issue with those sorts of things is always the dynamic. If you're approaching a girl as a fan who's just there to ask questions, the typical strats of baiting a girl into getting to know you, and then building rapport via conversation, will never work.

I ain't here to ask her some "Will you marry me Pillow?", I'm in it to succeed with the mission.

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>>104326816
I painted a self-portrait so you can get used to what I look like

>>104327243
now paint fempiwwo's portrait

>>104327132
Yeah I'm not delusional enough to see any way to her heart through being a fan, and those "marriage proposals" are awful so I'm glad I didn't see her receive any. The only way to start building a real relationship with her would be to meet her in person or at least correspond with her as the woman behind PillowDear rather than that persona; that's just never going to happen though, and I respect her keeping her privacy.

I do have a question for guys though. What is up with hentai where there’s a gangbang? Or even ones with an animal? I don’t ask out to shame you but I always thought when guys watch porn they imagine they themselves are fucking the girl. If there’s a gangbang, do you just like that other guys are there too? If it’s a dog do you want to be the dog? I want to understand your mind

>>104327308
Really the biggest difference with me is that I'm legitimately nuts enough to know that there are a variety of ways that shit can happen, and as long as you have the will, you can make it happen. Doesn't mean it'll work in a week, or two weeks, it might take years of work, but that work is what gives it meaning.

The vtuber community is vast, and whilst Pillow is on the more insulated side of things, she's still a professional influencer and content creator that needs to be constantly networking and working with other people for her goals.

I genuinely believe that it's pretty much over the moment I'm able to interact with Pillow in any meaningful way, since I've generally been pretty good with the ladies. It's the fact that I've been good with other women that I know Pillow is what I want.

I've been with plenty of pretty women, some real knockouts, actually a few of them were models in fact. Yet Pillow is the most modest, kind, loyal, and decent woman I've ever witnessed, so I'm fine with allocating the time.

>>104327430
Alright man

>>104327430
Watch out, Piwwos - we’ve got a ladies man over here

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>>104327261
I got you

>>104327505
I recognize those pixels, I'm coming for you.

>>104327525
I’ll kill you

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>>104327505
god fempiwwo is so flat

>>104327387
I don’t know I don’t watch that stuff. I imagine there’s a sadistic element to it though. I don’t think very many piwwos are into stuff like that.

>>104327430
Sure buddy and I am president of the moon. I never believe blog posts like these since people like these dont watch vtubers or come to 4chan of all places

What about a Princess Pillowdear RP where (YOU) have been framed for some kind of crime and have been sentenced to death. Pincest Piller intervenes at the last moment saving (you) from execution. (You) owe her your life and are a lifelong servant.

>>104327902
>I don’t think very many piwwos are into stuff like that.
I've gone off pornography since following Pillow. It always felt a bit shameful to look at but I now make active attempts to avoid it. I also try to be nicer generally and I don't even swear online now. She's been a positive influence on me.

>>104327979
Sounds fun. You should suggest it in PillowCord, or I can if you're not there.

>>104327387
It's the degradation aspect of it most guys like, especially if the female character is annoying or arrogant. A woman being reduced to nothing but fuck holes and completely overpowered. Her just having to take it. The appeal is more psychological than it is physical. You'd probably be surprised to find out a lot of women are into that shit, too. I don't watch it for I prefer realistic vanilla amateur 1on1 stuff but I can see the appeal.

>>104323802
Hopefully she sees my email…

>>104328113
She’s just been really busy so give her some time. Took her a few days to get back to one of my emails one time

>>104327979
Sounds hot. Suggest it.

>>104328132
Probably not wise to reach out about a whole additional side project whilst she’s working on MC server and the charity stream, but I figure if she’s still interested after like a year of shelving it, she’d be okay with waiting a bit while I also work out what would be optimal.

Has Pillow ever posted in these threads? Is she the type to do it for fun or to anonymously defend herself?

>>104328192
Appearantly there was a time when she more openly posted, and I have 0 doubts that particularly pre-debut she was a /vt/ gremlin, since she’s been raised on the internet.

I could see her anonymously pitching in though, she’s surprisingly tough about stuff she doesn’t like, and is good at ignoring things like horny posts.

>>104328249
>and is good at ignoring things like horny posts
I would be deeply saddened to find out she lurks these threads and ignores my pillowjob lust. It comes from a wholesome place...

I bet fempiwwo reads some serious degenerate shit. Absolute filth.

>>104328249
Imagine if she was the one who was asking piwwows here to stop horny posting, then everyone bullied her and made her cry

>>104329025
Perhaps

>>104329025
Just my posts

>>104329062
damn...

>>104329062
Don't say shit like this, it makes me depressed

I will console Pillow by eating her ass

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>>104328113
Good luck!

>>104329259
Even if it was her, she was still in the wrong to come to 4chan and ask that considering it's contained, especially whilst anonymous. You literally have no control on this board and that's part of the beauty of it. I know at least 3 community piwwows who are ITT I really don't care btw and won't ever point you guys out so there's obviously appeal for some in the fanbase to let loose and say what they feel.

>>104329062
>>104329680
I'm not Pillow and I've given up on convincing them to stop, but I do want them to think about how she would feel if she read their posts. That was always my point. I'm really talking about the more degenerate stuff anyway; the tamer posts at least seem to come from a place of affection. But some things should be kept to yourself. People used to show more restraint like that.

>>104329896
>People used to show more restraint like that.
Pillow’s introduction to this website was after she brought her mom on stream and read all the posts about wanting to have a threesome fuck with Pillow and her mom. She knows to stay far away from this place

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>>104330006
She had no piwwows /here/ back then. There was no love for her, only catalog shitposts. Eventually some warmth started appearing in the shitposts and people started defending her. Then we decided to give /pillow/ a shot and it somehow stuck.

>>104330122
Fempiwwo was here at the time. I remember horni posting with her

>>104330156
I remember some piwwows bidding to get her to some JOI ASMR or something like that. I think $700 was the final offer.

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>>104329896
don't you dare tell me to keep things to myself on an anonymous image board I will say whatever I want because those are my true feelings and this is the only place I can say them
if pillow has a problem with what I say then she doesn't have to read it

>>104330222
no this was back in late 2023 early 2024. she was horni posting with me as far back as then

I only horny post for Olive

>>104330249
Jesas. What general were you in?

>>104330283
there we generals back then. rarely but they existed

>>104330006
Well I hope she still stays away from it, because that kind of posting hasn't stopped, has it? That illustrates my point. I'm sure she didn't like reading that and it's because of people posting something that they could and should have kept to themselves. It's a shame, because there's also a lot of nice posts here that I'd like her to read, from piwwos who'd rather stay anonymous for one reason or another, but she won't.

>>104330229
Expressing every thought and feeling you have in whatever way you like regardless of its potential effects is the behaviour of an emotionally immature person. Learning not to do that is part of growing up.

>>104330386
you really need to go back

Pexecutioner (pillow executioner) stream where you’re killed for your transgressions (being a whore).
>>104330229
>only place I can say them
disingenuous faggot. There’s nothing stopping you from hammering away in a Word doc or physically writing it down in a notebook to externalize it. What you want is an audience.

>>104330386
Female hands typed this

>>104328184
Pillow, disregard these guys, I just wanna help you make a game...

>>104330421
>uhm well akchually you could just say it out loud to yourself stop being disingenuous
see >>104330403

if you're so desperate to have her read your posts use a different site

>>104330421
>What you want is an audience.
I suspect this is true. Those are good suggestions, by the way.

As nasty as 4chan is, it is notable how much nicer Pillow's threads are

>>104330552
Yes, despite everything that's still the case. She's a positive influence on everyone and everything.

>>104330552
Because she can fix me

https://poal.me/su4ufg

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>>104330386
If Pillow doesn't come /here/ how will she learn about the androids?!

>>104330552
I went from heavy degenerate lewding to wholesome amateur lewding now. No rape. Only a little butt stuff. Mostly handjobs. I do lewd Olive now, so I'm not entirely healed.

I want to give Pillow a handjob!

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>>104331538
Uh Piwwo that's not how it works

Would you love Pillow if she had pillenis?

>>104331648
is it feminine?

chuuba im watching just asked what it would be like to put the slug in her cunny..

>>104331674
Yes

>>104331744
Where is Pillow streaming she's not active in the discord atm

Pillow's fresh dirty panties when she takes a shower.

>>104332496
what do you want her pissy strained dirty panties for?

>>104331648
of course, I'd pet her cute head and call her a good girl while giving her a nursing handjob

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>>104332537
For huffing and jerking off into

>>104332677
ok but you have to promise her to only use her panties and not any other girls panties

>>104332711
Do we get a free pass with Olive's?

>>104332711
Well that was my plan I'm in it for Pillow and not some other harlots that try and steal me away

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>>104332745
pillow will even help jerk you off with her panties but then right when you cum she cuts your dick off

>>104332789
Sounds hot

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>>104330552
The threads have been mostly nice but learning Pillow has so many prospective groomers and stalkers has ruined her for me. I should've expected it with the content she does as naturally she would attract this type. There's something dark and seedy about grooming vtubers, it's not Pillows fault but I'm just not into this kind of scene.

>>104334231
okay bye

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>>104334231
Those antis from the other day never left if you haven't noticed. Don't bite their bait, piwwo.

>>104334422
Thanks for the heads up, I was about to take the bait and ask wtf he’s talking about

>>104334231
Good now leave, faggot.

There's also a chance the people doing this could be from the discord or somewhere else trying to make /us/ look bad. This happens more frequently than you think when a general on /vt/ gets made late relative to the other platforms where the community lives. There have been enough /pillow/ threads for us all (including Pillow if she lurks) to learn what the average thread and post is like, so anyone who deviates from that will stand out as an obvious anti trying to cause trouble.

>>104335315
I think you guys care about this stuff a bit too much.

>>104335315
I for one hate discord and everyone that uses it can go suck a dick. Except Pillow she can suck my dick instead.

>>104335575
That confirms it. It's the Pillow discord behind the anti cuck shit.

>scrolling through old stuff
>stumble across this gem
https://files.catbox.moe/tc73e6.mp4
she is so awesome.
I didn’t know I’ve watched her that long! We’re coming up on a year!

>>104335863
Maybe but keep in mind we have actual cucks on /vt/ too.

>>104336217
Nice. You can really hear how much her voice has changed though.

I'll miss you until the next one, /pillow/. We have our ups and downs, but I still consider this my home.

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>>104337190
Yeah I'm going to skip the next thread. I can't deal with these assholes. Will have to enjoy Pillow on my own for a bit.

>>104337663
Enjoy the discord then

>>104337190
It's ok we tend to have more ups than downs. I just wish discord piwwos would either assimilate or stay out.

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piller look so pretty

>>104339067
Such a gorgeous model, every outfit. It's easy to overdo it, but she went with just a few strong design elements and it works wonderfully.

>>104339067
I can’t stop staring at her cleavage

>>104339201
Hey man thats my wife

>>104339288
Would you hit a guy for Pillow? How would she react?

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>>104339338
>this guy walks up and slaps your gf's ass
wat do?

>>104339366
Fuck him right in the pussy

>>104339366
he fucked my woman, so I fuck him and make him my woman

Pillow is a precious angel to be cherished and protected.

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>>104339588