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Consensual non-lewd anal with Pillowdear.
Good piwwows should play minecraft
>>104716920I can't get in. She hates me.
Pillow has been on almost all day
>>104714569Obviously that's what I want to do, but she knows better than to get close to a fan like that. It'd have to be in person, but that's not going to happen for a multitude of reasons.
>>104716972I don't know what you mean. It's been nearly full every time I've logged on but there's always a few spaces, even just now when I thought more Americans would be online.
>>104716988Dang it she probably saw my island and I wasn't even on
Pillow flat
How do we feel about someone making her put her elbows together? Isn’t that kinda bad to ask her to do
>>104717543how did she not know what that meant? if she that naive and innocent?
>>104717543I didn't realise what that was about until I came here. I'd heard it before but I guess I didn't expect it in Pillow's chat. Not a nice thing to do to a sweet seiso chuuba :(
>>104717543She did it so effortlessly..
>>104717543>>104717584She's an adult, it's fine lol
>>104717543It's a dumb meme and I don't like that someone tricked her into doing something sexual, she's too innocent for that.
>>104717656>>104717858
I'm pretty sure she was just playing along for the character
>>104717898I'm aware but that doesn't mean I have to like it. I don't think she'd be that bothered by it but the person who sent the dono is still a jackass.
>it was a trick, oh ):she sounded so sad and disappointed
>>104718033No, I was replying to the first guy with your message. I agree with you.
>>104717604I love my wife and her B cups
>>104718096>b cupsshe wishes
>>104718093Ah my bad
>>104718088I actually did it too and thought "hey that does feel good" lol
>>104718120you know, i can feel it in my shoulders. maybe that guy was actually trying to be helpful
Pillow is beautiful and Piwwos shouldn't be trying to make her feel bad about herself or joking about her appearance. She's always telling us to be kind to each other, but that should extend to her too. I don't fully understand that particular insecurity but I'm sure it's very hurtful to the women who have it.
>>104718308we need to let her know flat is the best kind of chest and she should share her gift with the world
>>104718308It was a greyfag who made the joke. It wasn't anyone /here/.
>>104718368who else talks about her flat chest other than people /here/?
>>104718396I was talking about the elbow joke. If you're saying in general it's rude to talk about her possibly having smaller breasts than, yeah, I guess, but ultimately we're complimenting her. If she outright said it's something she's insecure about I'm sure everyone would stop. Don't forget that her hands were once something she was insecure about until everyone started complimenting them.
>>104718466I will compliment her breasts next stream so we can get a chest cam stream
What was Nene's big announcement?
Gentle, loving handjob from Pillow while suckling on her delicious flat chest
Not even knowing what Pillow looks like beyond her hands and a rough idea of her build, I can confidently say that I'd spend the rest of my life with her, never giving another woman a second thought. She's all I need.
I often wonder which posts are fempiwwo's. She said she's always /here/ and posting with us.
>>104718788I've been called fempiwwo, Olive and Pillow for the things I've posted, and I'm not any of those people.
>>104718788You’ll never know cause then you’d bother me
>>104718788unfortunately /pillow/ got to horni and gross for fempiwwo
>>104718858My guess is you're one of the piwwos often defending her.
Someone posted one of her old streams in an earlier thread in which she described herself as very physically affectionate. It makes me really happy that she'd be down for lots of hand-holding, hugging, kissing, and general physical contact in a relationship. People need to be touched and it's one of the ways I want to express my love for her.
>>104718986who was she very physically affectionate with?
>>104718986Part of why even if I were able to get to know her personally, at least for the foreseeable future it’d have to be as friends or whatever, cuz I can’t go over to Texas on a regular basis.
>>104718858Do you need money yet?
>>104719017yeah wtf how would she even know that about herself
>>104719017Her ex gf
>>104719157She's 100% straight.
>>104719017>>104719070https://www.youtube.com/live/bXQyTAXjw0U?t=3825>>104719047Yeah I suppose a long-distance relationship really wouldn't work with her. I'm on a different continent so I have no shot.
>>104719189Idk pillow seems like the type to do a lot of discord dating imo
why wasn't pillow in the asmr hand cam relay?
>>104719210She does seem the type, but I think not being able to see her partner in person on a regular basis would take its toll on the relationship.
>>104719215Her hands were too ugly
>>104719253Maybe it’s why she likes asmr so much… gets to imagine cuddles
>>104719215She wanted to play on PiwwoCraft.
>>1047186033D debuthttps://youtu.be/rjGuxGwjRXo
>>104719215The government is out to get her!
>>104719327wow
>>104719278She's said a few times (sounding a bit embarrassed) that she likes to pretend that we're actually there and she's doing all of that stuff to us in person. All the Piwwo love in the world can't provide physical intimacy. It's one of the reasons I think she'll eventually have to deal with a strong desire to be with someone romantically, and I wonder how she'll deal with that if she's still a VTuber.
Is this more cuck posting
>>104719539No. I'm just recognising reality. Of course I hope the person she decides to be with is me, but also realistically that's not going to happen.
I'm starting to wonder if cuckposting is just a way of bait or if some Piwwos out there are actual, unironic cuckolds
>>104719676It's bait
>>104719676It's just a mix of /corpo/ schizoing and catalogbrowns. They raid /tingles/ too all the time.
>>104719676>>104719691>>104719695Surely you can see the difference between my post and the obvious low-effort derailing attempts. I probably contribute to these threads more than most people.
be nice
Pillow princess Yandere asmr tomorrow
>>104719843I'm always nice. I stopped being mean because I knew it would make Pillow sad.>>104719866I like it and I wish she'd stop feeling bad about being mean and go all-in. We know it's roleplay.
Sometimes I feel like pillow secretly enjoys making piwwos hard
Pillow left a surprise sign in my base!
>>104720412Lucky
>>104720412Mine too!>>104688698She's adorable.
I was going to renovate my whole house, but I didn't want to destroy the sign that Pillow left so I only did the ground floor. Minecraft equivalent of never washing your hand again lol
>>104719646Don't worry. It will be me and I will treat her very well since we are very similar but I fill in all her gaps (I am smart and not crippled by social anxiety)
>>104720605You have to build around it
>>104719210Pretty sure the whole reason she started doing ASMR was basically being talked into it by her online friends cuz she has a pretty voice
Why is Pillow so insistent on not bringing back WillowFear? Does she not want to play that character anymore?
If pillow wasn't a vtuber what job would she most likely have?
>>104720642One day, we're gonna have to rally behind one dude to give permission to marry her, and it'll be me
>>104720721She wanted to be a psychologist, so probably she'd have taken out a ton of student loans and become a therapist with her psychology degree
>>104720712Too many piwwos liked her and she was mean
>>104720706Yeah I remember her saying she'd been told she had a nice voice. Bless those people.>>104720721Sadly it sounds like she would've just kept doing dead-end minimum-wage jobs :(No wonder she's so grateful and appreciative.
>>104720706She said she did it because she was lonely and wanted to help others and also have a way to get her feelings out
The government's watching....they're always watching!
>>104720986Who’s the government
>>104720986is it a crime to horni post pillow?
>>104720842I always get emotional thinking about this, especially listening to Pillow talk about it herself. I know it's worked out for her now, but it makes me so sad that someone so lovely ever went through what she did. I think it's a large part of why I love her, that she was able to come out of that and build a better life for herself. I also want to be the person who makes sure that she never feels lonely again.
>>104721113It’ll always make more competition for myself, but I don’t care cuz I know it’s what Pillow would ask of me and that’s the priority, but make sure you’re working toward that goal. 99.9999% chance she’ll turn you down, but you gotta chip away and turn that into a 99.9998%. If you really want to care for her, you gotta work hard both to be in the position to be close to her, but also on yourself to be worthy of her. Just consider this, we know she’ll be with someone one day, would you really want it to be someone who DIDNT put in thousands of hours of dedicated work in her name?
>>104721210I appreciate it man but I'm a Europiwwo. It was over before it began for me.
>>104721210Tactically, if i were really diabolical about her, probably smartest thing to do would basically be terrorism, just go around and spread the idea that she’s fake, that she’s secretly trans, that she’s got a husband. Whatever, to basically just stress out the most parasocial Piwwos and get them off the board. Then, to do all the shit I’m currently doing in silence through alt accounts whilst never interacting with Piwwos or the community at all. But that wouldn’t be right, and I know that ultimately if I’m ever to be with her, I gotta be the kind of person she deserves.Instead I’ve spoken to her straight up, been very direct. Whilst I never made some big declaration of love, I’ve made it very clear I’m gonna work until I can be seen as an equal, then ask to get to know her on a personal level. When the time comes that she ultimately strikes me down, and she will, at least I’ll have done so in a way that is decent towards her.
>>104721303If you have determined that your care and love is weak enough to be thwarted by the distance of borders, then so be it, but Pillow ain’t the type of girl who’d be totally wrecked by that fact. She was saying on Comfy Morning, if she feels something, it’s 120%, so if you caught her eye she’d go blind to everything else like that.
>>104721357Are you the game dev I've seen around? I remember you saying you wanted to use the game you were working on to establish a correspondence and eventually some kind of relationship with her. Honestly I'd probably do the same if I had some kind of applicable skill, and I have made a couple of significant gestures to stand out, but I don't think I'd announce that intention to her lol>>104721441I know I shouldn't let it stop me but it's a very daunting mental barrier.
I want to do asmr on pillow…
>>104721618Nah but I did try to snipe that idea, had a whole thing I was going to send but she responded too fast. I’m working on a vtuber studio position, but it’s slow as fuck and probably not going to pay anything, I just figure I can do it on the side and use it as a way to talk to her.
>>104721815interesting idea but how would you stop it from getting sexual?
>>104721882Every time I listen to her ASMR, I sleep on my back and imagine she’s straddling me. I need to experience that IRL, but mannn, it’s always end in plapping
I hate to say it but I think these attempts at establishing a relationship with Pillow by working on something that gets her to talk to you will be unsuccessful. She's more mature than she puts on (and has someone manage her communication) so I think it's unlikely that she'll let a professional correspondence turn personal. But maybe that's just wishful thinking on my part since I'm not currently engaged in the same plan lol>>104721815It would be really nice. She deserves to be pampered. I want to see her reaction to one of those scalp massagers.
>>104722182Better to try and fail, than to never have tried at all. #1 priority though is respecting Pillow, taking rejection properly is paramount.
>>104721618IM the game dev dude, but I’m also cooking like 3 other things, so it’s more than that. I do agree with the other dude that being straight forward is the move, but I feel like it’d be deceptive to make some professional connection first. Like if we were talking business shit and I tried asking her what her favorite cookie is, that’d just be weird. I’m just going to grind in silence, be active towards her, and stay open about the fact that I want her, and we’ll see if anything happens there.
Hopes for pillows next outfit? Didn’t she say she plans to slow down on outfits after the next one?
>>104723319Yeah, she wants to be able to catch up her merch, since she wants to have plushie and such for all the main outfits. I do really like her set of rules that she has for each outfit, it’s the sort of thing that really shows how mature she is and how much thought she puts into her job.
How would you guys feel about a school outfit?
Saturday night, it's time to save Gotham!
>>104723840I'd be down, but honestly I see the goth sweatshirt outfit kinda like her "This is me in middle school" look.
>>104723840I vote yes. Pillowdear 9 years old
Pillow should learn how to do asmr like menace
>>104724387The most I would want is toe nail painting but even that feels way too lewd
Why do you want pillow to become a whore?
>>104720157I wonder if she even realizes that she does desu. I feel like she's always so innocent that she would be honestly shocked upon finding out that she can get somebody sexually aroused or sexually attracted to her. I don't know about the others, but it's the sections where she's extra lovey dovey that tend to make me hard for some reason
>>104726018(me)Now that I'm thinking about it, this is probably why she's drawn or modeled to have larger breasts. She probably doesn't take her own breast size into consideration, so she just leaves them at an average medium size. However, when somebody else is in charge of drawing or modeling her body, she probably doesn't bother giving instructions for what breast size they should draw her with. As a result, she has received commissions where her breasts are absolute mountains as well as overly revealing commissions that embarrass her. This is probably why her nurse model has such large breasts when she's so flat irl. I wonder if she gets self-conscious about the fact that she accidentally gropes and touches herself on stream because she's not used to having large breasts
>>104726182(me)I hope she realizes how erotic it is to know that she's actually super flat. I hope she starts drawing herself with no boobs. I hope her gothic outfit gets a 3D model with a super flat, cutting-board chest
>>104726018She knows
I'll sleep while dreaming of Pillow's delicious flat chest tonight
Sometimes I wonder if more than a few piwwos here are retarded and assume that every piwwo who tells pillow they love her is saying it in a distant platonic sense and not the extremely obvious explicitly romantic sense or that you need to want to groom her to justify feeling anything Do some just not hear her tell us over and over that she's piwwos' girlfriend or is watching vtubers a masochism thing to them
Her drawing is cute
Piwwos... 。゚(゚´ω`゚)゚。
>>104716700Bump
I’m still longing for an update on Pillow’s panties situation.
feeling inspired brb
>>104716700>Is it safe?
Just caught a reply from pillow to some nobody. Is this common for her?
>>104736341why is olive so damn cute?
>>104737501She replies to lots of people.
>>104730270I love her art style. Someone asked what she would've done if she wasn't a VTuber and now I think she could've been a freelance artist.
>01:00 streamEuropiwwos...
>>104737928She hates us. We were too horny.
>>104737965You euros have so many other cute chuubas. Why can't you let us Americans have just this one thing?
>>104738029Pillow is for all the Piwwos of the world. That's why she does early streams on Wednesdays.
>>104738029>You euros have so many other cute chuubasI can assure you it's the total opposite. Finding Pillow was the best and worst thing that's happened to me. She's almost perfect, but I rarely get to spend time with her live. I mostly catch up on her VODs when I get up and maybe have 1 or 2 live JP streams in the background for the rest of the day. That's my life.
>>104738559It's not like we're taking her from the Americans. I don't know why they're so possessive.
Does Pillow have a Switch 2 yet?
>>104740015If she opens a throne I'll buy one for her.
>>104740031Would be cute, but also I try not to buy her much or give her too many SCs cuz I know she's not the type that really connects that to any form of affection. She'd be much happier with Piwwos if they used their money to make their own lives better and do kind things for people than giving it to her, cuz she's a fucking angel. There will come a day when she is my wife and I'll split my finances with her, that'll make up for it.
If Pillow opens a throne I'll find the biggest ASMR slug I can find and an industrial-sized bottle of lube.
>>104740168Is her butthole ready for that?
Pillow's not the type to be won over by expensive gifts, but I wouldn't hesitate to spoil her in addition to expressing my love in other ways.
>>104741920I went a lot harder on the charity than I ever have with her, I think I've only sent a single dono to her directly, but I was top 10 on the charity. I didn't really do it much to get noticed by her, I have already done a LOT to get noticed already, but she definitely inspires me to be a better person and I want to show that. I figure that the best way to make her happy is to be the best person I can be while supporting her.
>>104741977It also helps a bit, cuz I don't blame other Piwwos for being salty with me for nakedly and openly going after her, but I like to think it softens the blow a bit if I'm at least a decent dude.
>>104741977>I went a lot harder on the charity than I ever have with herOh, me too. I've only ever sent her one £10 super chat, but I made sure to stand out during that event. I don't even usually give to charity, but the work she'd put into the event and all of the good things I'd heard about BFAS inspired me to do something big.
https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1969756467277230253Be extra nice to her today.
>>104742873My life's purpose is to love my wife, I always strive to be extra nice.
I didn’t want to say anything before but typically the lack of “emotional permanence” that pillow mentioned is common with PTSD and bipolar disorder and a bunch of other mental illness. It means that when she’s sad or panicking, it hits her like a truck. Same as when she feels anything else
>>104743117I hate the thought of her spiralling and not feeling like she has anyone she can be completely open and vulnerable with. I want to be the person she can vent to and rely on to make her feel better.
>>104743117She's highly neurotic and has already been prescribed anti-depressants. Frankly, it's probable that she's only not currently medicated on a few different things because she has no health insurance. >>104743210This is the biggest reason why I want to know her personally, I want to be someone she can trust 100%. I've dealt with that sort of thing with my ex-gf, I know I can handle it just fine. I'll put it like this: As much as Pillowdear is loyal and loves the Piwwos, the girl behind the camera has her own issues that Piwwos can't do anything about. Y'all can have Pillowdear, I care a lot more about the actual person behind the avatar.
She seems to be doing well enough for herself though, even with her struggles
Pillow needs to find a man and settle down. She needs to use her eggs before they dry up
>Y'all can have Pillowdear, I care a lot more about the actual person behind the avatarstfu retard
>>104743403She's really young, like young enough that she might have still been a minor at debut based on my understanding of the timeline, so she's got some time. I'd say probably within the next few years though she's going to get a lot more comfortable with her career and her role and will legitimately need more people in her life. She used to mention her little roster of friends with 4 people, now she only ever mentions Olive, her vtuber friends, and the Piwwos.
>>104743391I'm highly sceptical of antidepressants. She seems much better now than when she was taking them.>>104743398I'm sure she has low days, but she seems much happier in general, lives with her best friend and has thousands of people who care about her and want to cheer her up.>>104743403She's 22 man she has time.
>>104743462she's already 22..
>>104743484Oh I thought she was 20, but my math was wrong
>>104743472Yeah, I'm not really saying she should be back on them. Though as someone with ADHD who lives off adderall like bane with his Venom, I would be interested to see if it would help her out. A lot of the time SSRIs just fuck up a person's head.
>>104743484Hag
>>104743484How do I make Pillow age 20 years to align with my fetish?
>>104743792just go after pillowmom. she's a big whore and dates her daughters young friends
>>104743833No thanks. Olive hates her so she can't be a great person.
>>104743871I'm sure Olive has her reasons, but she didn't seem bad. Some kinds of people just don't get along.
>>104743930Single mother PillowMom made a lot of fucked up decisions and mistakes while raising Pillow, and in typical single mother fashion now that Pillow is all grown up and moved out she's a lot more chill and decent towards her daughter. Olive probably just hasn't forgiven PillowMom for how Pillow was raised, and has sort of taken the mom role away. It does seem like Pillow doesn't talk to her mom as much though, I remember someone asked when she would be on stream again and Pillow was like "Hopefully never..."
>>104743930I remember Pillow saying Olive hates her guts during a trauma dump session. Kind of makes sense considering how Olive is like a mom to Pillow now.
>>104743969It does make me sad though, Pillow basically only has a very very limited number of people in her life. Olive is her best friend and does a lot to take care of her, but I really want her to have more than that. I do think that one of my hopes is that as she gets older and more comfortable with her position she will relax a bit more on her image. Currently she's got an extremely tight grip on who she talks to, what she does, how she acts towards others, and you can really tell that as much as other vtubers fucking love her, she isn't really real friends with most of them. Sometimes she's a bit too professional for her own good in terms of making friends.
>>104744028>Sometimes she's a bit too professional for her own good in terms of making friends
>>104743966>Single mother PillowMom made a lot of fucked up decisions and mistakes while raising PillowI may be out of the loop but that seems unfair.>now that Pillow is all grown up and moved out she's a lot more chill and decent towards her daughterYou make a good point. We met her when Pillow had already been an independent adult for a while, so the nature of their relationship had changed and we didn't get the whole picture from that stream.>It does seem like Pillow doesn't talk to her mom as much though, I remember someone asked when she would be on stream again and Pillow was like "Hopefully never..."That's sad :(I still think Pillow loves her mother and wouldn't like Piwwos saying rude things about her.>>104744028Yeah, I do worry that while she's loved by many, it's all online and it might not be fulfilling her in the way that everyone needs. I won't feel like I'm doing enough for her until we're together.
>pillowmom out of money>looking around for things to sell>she's getting desperate>see's cute young pillow...
Taking Pillow on a vacation to Bob-Omb battlefield!
>>104744927Piwwos, it's a pretty cool place. We didn't get to see the king.
>>104744191I grew up with a single mother too, it's kinda just inevitable that they have to make sacrifices that ultimately kinda suck for the kid. Pillow was a lonely girl who used to get made fun of for being poor and weird. I am sure that she probably had a lot of clashes with her mom growing up cuz she was so terminally online and had been basically raised by the internet. She's squashed down a lot of her more unhealthy habits and shit, but it's kinda obvious that she used to be a lot worse. I distinctly remember her mentioning that she makes sure to highlight the whole yandere thing as roleplay, cuz there was a period of time where she was unironically trying to be yaandere IRL and it didn't go too well for her.
>>104745066Thinking about her life before her channel took off breaks my heart and strengthens my feelings for her. I really look up to her for not letting it get her down and working hard to get as far as she has, but I also want to take care of her and make sure she never feels lonely again. She's the loveliest person in the world and deserves the best life she can have.
I'm considering ending it all.
>>104745591just quit your job and stay up all night for pillow. isn't it easy to live off the government in europe?
>>104745613I’m just gonna stay up till till 1 and sleep to the ASMR, then I’ll have probably another hour or two of it to enjoy the next night. I don’t want Pillow to miss me
>>104743930>>104745066 Do not trust Pillowmom
>>104745279I have so much competition, clearly I need to grind harder…
Nene and Pillow 3D collab. Make it happen. please...
>>104745971We've done this many times already, Nene likes to be on top, Pillow usually sits at the foot of the bed until Nene is done, and then asks for doggy.
>>104746186Where does Alias come into this?
>>104746343She usually watches until they're done, then wrings me out like a sponge with her tits.
>6 more hours of hornypiwwows to endure
Euros it’s time https://x.com/pillowdearasmr/status/1969836492731330884
>>104748168Voted for the earliest time because it means less waiting to see her again
Euro bros saying she hates them when she’s doing stuff like this
>>104749046I don't think any Europiwwos have said that. We're just upset that she can't spend more time with us. We still appreciate the effort she makes.
>>104748168This woman is an angel I swear. Us eurowwos don't deserve her.
>Y'all can have Pillowdear, I care a lot more about the actual person behind the avatar.At this point it's crossing over into genuine disrespect for her on top of being cuckposting
>>104749443It happens every single morning burger time, evening SEA time. Just have to wait a few hours for the cuckbrowns to go to sleep.
I don't want Pillow for myself. I want her for all us piwwos and we are hers. I can live with that.
>>104749984Now I’m getting hard imagining pillow letting every piwwo have a turn on her to make us all happy
>>104750066will she let us do anal when we are raping her?
>>104745971I hope it does but don't hold your breath>Nene and everyone in the corpo gets 3D at the same time>Number of 3D collabs since then not counting concerts: 1https://youtu.be/gHT0ojN5x6MThat was done on their own impetus as indies so maybe the will is there. Nene is eager for 3D, she said she sent the redesign reference sheet to a modeler immediately after she got it.I would think of Pillow as a better prime mover/organizer to make a collab happen.
>>104750066Hey piwwooo it's your turn next come in come in quick quick hehehe! Sorry...huhhh....huhhhh...I'm a bit out of breath you...huhhh...you piwwows really love me don't you! fufufu. Please be respectful of the...huhhh....the other piwwos waiting outside for their turn. Your allocated slots are 5 minutes including cleanup...huhh. Okey dokey I think I'm ready how do you want me piwwo? Like this?~
>>104750563Sorry piwwos I would refuse to leave the room
>>104750563sorry pillow but im going to fuck your butt
>>104750748She's going to be swallowing so much semen she is going to start puking it up
>>104750563hot
Pillow falling asleep on the couchCarrying her to bed
>>104752473then what?
>>104752987We play PiwwoCraft
>>104753050Playing Minecraft on laptops next to each other sounds adorable. Playing with her on PiwwoCraft while she streams is the closest I'll ever get though.
>>104753164Pillow resting her head on your shoulder whilst sitting and playing next to each other. Tucking herself tight next to you and resting her leg over yours.
There are people who watch Pillow casually and don't think about being with her every day.>>104753549Bros...
Made the mistake of watching some bits of her first Q&A and got to the part where she was talking about growing up poor and alone with her single mother...Sorry bros, I am going to cuck all of you to cherish this angel.
>>104753695Piwwows don't cuck. We take turns to express our love >>104750563
>>104753726You guys can have her for streams, final offer, I gotta take some time anyway to cool down from the 24/7 steaming sex.
Resting my head on Pillow's flat chest. Pillow becoming self-conscious that her chest doesn't serve as a proper pillow
Are all holes available during the piwwo sex sessions?
>>104754096You can't stick your dick in her ears piwwo
>>104754151No I want to blow my load in pillow's ear hole and push it deep inside her head
>>104754201But that's how retarded babies are made
I'd want to be really affectionate in a relationship with Pillow, but I'm worried that I don't have it in me. She deserves and I think would really love a partner like that, but I've never been like that with anyone and I don't know if I could express my love for her in all the ways that I want to. I'm hoping it would just come to me naturally in the company of someone so lovely.
Pilloween soon.
cummng in pillow's nose, ears and pee holewhy have I never thought about this? something is awakening in me
Just 90 more minutes of horny posts until she arrives and alleviates us
Would cumming in her ear holes and pushing it inside cause an ear ache or infection though?
Painting my penis with rainbow stripes to trigger Pillow's Pavlovian anal response
>>104754413you sir are a genius. she couldn't resist taking you in her butt then
I hope she has been doing her elbow touching exercises today
Going to feel like utter shit tomorrow. I'm doing it for her.
>>104716730the rape is a joke right? you wouldn't really kidnap and fuck her..
>>104755685She told us not to stay past bedtime… it’s joever
>>104756702She's not my mother I'll stay up if I want
>>104756903You’re gonna make her sad bro…
What are the chances we get some mouth sounds tonight?
>>104756930I'll just pretend I'm asleep while playing Piwwocraft
Well, do you love your princess?
>>104757394Yes my fellow Piwwo
im already hardhow am i supposed to sleep like this?
>>104757647here fap to some sweet fat tits and get some sleep
>>104757929For an angel she has some big titters
>>104758177angels can be flat too
How much does Olive charge Pillow for her models and outfits?
This is so hotI live slavemaster Pillow!
Am I hard of hearing? I keep having a hard time understanding what she's saying during her whispers. Does anybody feel the same?
Instant classic?
instant classic?
I wish she would degrade me more
>>104761154Masochist Piwwo
I really hate everyone in chat who started saying “erm uh oh I watch other girls”.. like come on. Anyways, pillow was trying to reinforce she only likes giving ASMR to loyal piwwos
I like pillow kisses. The day she does earlicking as well I will coom buckets for her.
>>104761240Yeah they kinda need to remember to play along or it ruins the rp. >>104761652The kisses were nice, earlicking is too risky since youtube really cracked down on a lot of channels for it.
>>104761240It was funny when she went >:( at the dude who said "I'm a vtuber collector"
>>104761736Her compromise is the omnoms, which aren't licking at all, but sound kinda close.
>>104761910She said she’s always reading the messages during ASMR but she doesn’t want to break the RP immersion so she can’t talk out loud
>>104762010I did successfully make her laugh a bit, which is a win in my books
WOULD YOU RATHERNever get to listen to Pillow’s ASMR again but get to watch and listen to all her other stuff (or) only get to listen to her ASMR and none of her other stuff
>>104762423Her other stuff. I get a lot more interaction when it's not ASMR, and my top priority is just spending time with her. There are other girl's ASMRs, and I'm sure Pillow doesn't mind as long as I'm picking non-GFE stuff.
>>104762423How am I supposed to choose one or the other? That's too hard of a decision for me.
>>104762423Do you really love pillow if you only want her for asmr?
>>104762515>I'm sure Pillow doesn't mind as long as I'm picking non-GFE stuff.pillow tells us to not let other girls pamper us every other stream practically and you fuckers still find ways to rationalize your whore behavior. disgusting. do better
>>104762736I don't under normal circumstances, but if a magic genie compelled me to be unable to listen to her ASMR, she'd understand.
I have my handy silk touch netherite hoe I use to quickly gather leaves and other plantstuff, but I still have fortune diamond one that harvest plenty more seeds. Its name is Pillow and I love my side hoe.
Gotham time!
Sad now that I have to make it through a whole day without Pillow.
>>104762423Only listen to her other stuff. She's usually roleplaying during ASMR and I prefer when she's being herself and I can interact with her. Also, I love her but her ASMR's not my favourite. Her soft speaking is too breathy and high-pitched for me. I still appreciate all the effort she puts into it and watch the streams to support her.
>>104768933It’s my favorite cuz I love her, but in terms of quality I’d say it goes 1. nene 2. Chroniko3. PillowNene is just insane with audio shit, Chroniko is good with RP and scripting, and Pillow is good for being my actual wife that I love.
Thinking about how our life together could be. I have a house of my own and a job to support us. The location's quiet but not in the middle of nowhere. I'd soundproof the office and get Ethernet running to it so she could stream from there while I work on my laptop in the kitchen. She could have the bedroom and I'd sleep on the sofa, unless or until it's not just a roommates situation.
>>104770006cute
These are real goals that I'm working towards. I already have the job and the house. I just need to sort some things out before I move in. She's my motivation.I work from home too so we'd always be together. There are nice routes around here for walking to get us out of the house. My parents live close so I'd bring her over often. Town's not too far so we could have a real mall date. I know good places to eat. Bros I need this.
>>104770667I feel like she’s really comfortable where she is though. She probably hasn’t ever lived in an actual house, and it’s gotta be comfortable and nice living with your best friend that takes care of you like a mom. I also feel like in the case of her dating, having a separate place would just be a solid idea overall, since actually living with her whilst trying to not exist on stream would be tough. Sure, you go to the other room while she streams or whatever, but inevitably something would happen and shit would stack up where chat would get all antsy about it and generate rrats.
>>104772352Oh, I know all of that. I don't expect her to upend her life to take a chance on me or anyone else. But just being ready to have her in my life feels like a worthwhile goal. It's also just nice to think about.
Will we ever get to see pillow pits?
>>104774154What if they're hairy? Would you still love her?
>>104774316Hair is removable Piwwo, if that's the only thing preventing me from loving her then, I've found the perfect women.
Pillow is clean shaven but knows piwwows likes hairy hags. She's quiet insecure about it.
>>104774485I could love her if she was bald. I have enough hair on my head for the both of us.
She's been spending a lot of time goofing around on PiwwoCraft with us. Very cute.
>>104776350She still hasn't stalked me lol I hope no one kills my parrot, it took me an hour to find that flying turkey and I really don't wanna have to look for another.
How do I visually assert dominance in the server?
>>104776552Erect the buttslug in spawn
>>104776525I know she doesn't want anyone to feel left out; she just hasn't got to you yet. I don't expect there to be any griefing.
I still want to cum in pillow's ears
>>104776630That's cool. Yeah I don't expect to be griefed since there hasn't been any cases of grieving as of yet. Plus no one's been on my island except my neighbor and they seem pretty chill.
>>104776796I want to cum in her bellybutton.
>>104776909Damn it now I want that too
I kind of feel sad for not taking part in the minecraft server at all and also missing out on her streaming and playing with everyone because I'm not in the discord, working and have no experience with mc to even know where to start or how to join. It's my fault I guess but when you consider how few are actually involved (relatively speaking), majority of the fanbase is being shut out from all this fun stuff. I'm happy for the piwwos who are involved, though.
>>104777230I'm sure Pillow would say that she loves you as much as she does any other piwwo, no matter how much you participate in the community.
>>104777230It's okay, I'm not in the minecraft server.
>>104777343we still have each other I guess
>>104777230In your case not joining isn't a huge loss. I got steamrolled by players playing the first day. I still don't have much to show off other than my wheat and potato patch. I need lots of bookshelves so I'm working on a cow farm next.
>>104777471Don't worry man I'm in the same boat. I've really not done much besides build a pretty basic house. I was thinking of building some grand structure to dedicate to Pillow but I didn't know where to start. To be honest I'm already bored of Minecraft again and I only play to interact with her lol
She’s only on pillowcraft when I am waging. The FOMO is actually fucking with my head. I know it’s so stupid.
>>104777576I'm sorry piwwo, that's rough :(
>>104777576I feel you >>104738559She's doing all she can for us >>104748168 and I love her for that. Most vtubers I've watched wouldn't care.
>>104777550I have some ideas I just need a lot of resources to build
>>104777576I feel your frustration. I too am stuck at work. What sucks more for me is I'm sick so I'd rather be at home playing Piwwocraft sick than be at work sick.
>>104777804What do you have in mind? I can help out with grunt work if you just need a lot of blocks or something.
>>104777931I appreciate the offer but having someone else do the mining kinda defeats the satisfaction I get from completing a project. So for now I should be OK, I just need to head back to spawn and enchant my tools today or tomorrow.
>>104778206Yeah I get it. If I get around to taking on my own big project I'll do it on my own too.
Walking to the store whenever Pillow's craving bagels and cream cheese so she stops ordering delivery
>>104778534Is she still door dashing bagels? I mean she should just get her weekly groceries delivered.
>>104778594https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1970160126909628507
>>104778637Lol I love our silly wife and her addiction to bagels.
>>104777593>>104777795>>104777893I appreciate you guys. If I posted that literally anywhere else people would call me an insane faggot who needs to kill myself, they wouldn’t be entirely wrong. I’m glad we’re allowed to be real here. I feel better now.
>>104756553those rules are for her
>>104779180It's all good Piwwo even in my former oshi's general I tried to pick up fellow anons when they're down. Life already sucks so I feel no need to kick someone while they're down.
https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1970173937456738806Watching anime with Pillow simulator
https://x.com/i/spaces/1DXxyWnXaYNGM/peekWatching Gakkou-Gurashi
I cannot wait for the day when I can listen to Pillow make her baby noises while sitting next to me watching anime, trying to convince me to DoorDash single items of food.
>>104779758lol same man
I don't think I could possibly be as parasocial towards any other chuuba, it wouldn't be the same as with Pillow. It's nice knowing that even when she's on her days off, she genuinely wants to spend time with the Piwwos and finds as many opportunities to interact as possible. She'd be streaming like 13 hours every single day if she wasn't concerned with making sure every stream was high energy and had a lot of effort going into it.
>>104781669She really is special.
Do lesbians even like super girly feminine girls like pillow?
>>104784170Nice try :3
>>104784209
I love her very much. I want her to know that.
>>104784727She knows. She reads what we say, and she hears it. I like to think I contributed to how warm and fuzzy she was feeling after the last stream, I try to always blast her with love and genuine compliments whenever the opportunity arises. Something you sincerely mean, articulated in a decent way, usually goes a lot farther than just spamming emotes.
I hope pillow knows how much I want to fuck her
>>104784944Okay THAT one is an inside thought that she doesn't need to hear
Pillow humping a pillow while thinking about piwwos!
>>104784989What about my degenerate thoughts?
Thinking of Pillow's roommate, Olive's butthole as I slide a lube-coated bagel down my throbbing shaft
>>104784872It made me really happy when she got all giggly and embarrassed reading my super chat and then replied to the clip of it I posted later. I haven't yet gone as far as some other piwwos in expressing my feelings to her, but I try to say and do nice things for her when I can. I gave her a lot of attention while she was suffering from neck pain, expressing my sympathy and encouraging her to rest and not worry about streaming. I suggested the get-well-soon card and was delighted to see that she liked what we put together. I just love making her happy and I'm always thinking of ways I can do that.
I wonder if after all these years, Pillow has thought something lewd about her and the piwwows that turned her on at least once? Surely there's some kind of fetish she has and she got carried away in the thought.
Holy shit we’re getting spoiled this week
>>104786025It's nice being a Piwwo
>>104786178I feel bad for people who's oshi is anyone other than Pillow. Imagine supporting a chuuba who doesn't love you and want to spoil you as much as possible.
Have officially dropped my oshi for Pillow and it feels good lol. That last tweet did it. My only concern is standing out if I become active in the community and I don't want Pillow stalking me so I might have to make a fresh account.
>>104785434Alright you’ve convinced me. Next time I speak to her at a M&G I’m gonna pour my heart out. I’m not usually open with my feelings so it might come as a surprise to her.
>>104786290Yeah...I'm glad I left my old oshi things just keep getting worse.
I want to send Pillow anonymous handwritten love letters and become her secret admirer. It'd be like what I do here, but with a personal touch and a chance that she might actually read them. The idea's very romantic to me, and I love the thought of her reading my letters and knowing she's the sole object of someone's most intense feelings. Lying on her bed, legs swinging behind her...>>104786290I feel so safe and secure as a piwwo. I don't expect her to be perfect and I don't want her to feel pressured to do so, but I sincerely believe there's nothing that could plausibly come out that would turn me off of her or make me think she's not who she said she is. I think she's a genuinely good person who's demonstrated that time and again.
>>104786560Congrats on making the change. But you don't want Pillow stalking you? Isn't that part of her appeal, like that she takes an interest in what her fans do.
>>104786560>I might have to make a fresh accountThat's exactly what I did when I decided I was gonna follow her, primarily because I'd posted some things I didn't want her to see. I deleted the old account and I've changed how I behave online for her, not because she might be watching (I could easily use an alt) but because she makes me want to be better.>>104786633I'm wary of doing this myself. On the occasion I was able to speak with her privately, I let her know how much I appreciate her but didn't go as far as to say I love her or anything like that. We've talked about it in this general but my view is basically that it does nothing for you and puts her in an awkward position where she has to ignore you or shut you down. I'm not telling you not to do it, but be aware that you might not get the response you hoped for though. Let me know if she responds positively though, because that might be the encouragement I need to do the same.
>>104786811No it's because my twitter is full of ex-oshi posting and I don't want Pillow to know who it was for she'll forever associate me with her even though I'm moving on
Pillow is the first and only VTuber I've ever cared for in this way. Some others are entertaining, nice, even attractive, but Pillow made me fall for her like none of them could.
>>104786889Fair enough. She knew what I looked like before I made the oshi switch so that wasn't really an option for me. My account is full of posts for my old oshi but I'd like to think the fact I ultimately chose Pillow over her counts for something. Hopefully when enough time has passed she sees me as a just piwwo and not associated with my old oshi.
New piwwo recruits have to post a tribute on the nurse plushie to prove their newfound loyalty.
The dream is that one day, Pillow will have a reason to be the one to come speak to me, and then I'll be able to actually talk to her as a person without the awkward power dynamic. At that point, it's just a guy talking to a girl, and I'll have to see how it goes. Hard part is getting to the point where she'd ever speak to me, but I figure all I have to do is work harder and harder until it happens.
>>104787252I don't have the plushie...
>>104786872Oh don’t worry I’m not gonna do a marriage proposal or anything. I’m well aware of what barriers not to cross. Partly because I really don’t want to make her uncomfortable but mostly because I don’t want to mess up the rapport I’ve built with her.I’m just gonna tell her all the ways she’s changed my life and how much I value and appreciate what she does, what a lot of people in this thread have probably already told her. It’s just significant for me because I’m a very closed off person.
Would you?
>>104787492Sometimes, I wish she realized how sexy she is. It’d be nice to be very subtly teased by her, but she’s not the type to flaunt her natural attractiveness
>>104787438>>104787438>>104787438