Yandere Princess Edition>Previous thread>>104716700>YouTubehttps://youtube.com/@pillowdear>Twitter/Xhttps://x.com/pillowdearasmr>Merchhttps://uwumarket.us/collections/pillowdearasmr>Fan website & resourceshttps://piwwow.love/>Fan wikihttps://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/PillowDear>Latest coverhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns08Y6GYWEc>Latest eventhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C6LGy2A4S8 >Latest streamhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gS-zLYCjd9A>Upcoming streamTBD
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7 Stream week, my balls will be so dry by the end they'll fall off
>>104787453Ah, good. That sounds lovely. She'll really appreciate it. It's more or less what I tried to tell her, but I fear my words failed me. I hope you're more articulate and less nervous than I was lol>>104787504She's very attractive and I want to appreciate it in a tasteful way. She got really cute when I called her pretty and that made me happy. As her partner I like to think I'd spoil her with compliments and make sure she feels as beautiful as she is to me.
>>104787730I try to steer away from directly complimenting her appearance, because frankly, idk what the hell she actually looks like and she knows that. I generally am wanting to compliment the girl herself, so I compliment how much I admire her skills, how hard she works, what a wonderful personality she has.
>>104787540It's ok Pillow it won't be that bad...
>>104787974That's fair. I suppose I should've been more specific and said "your hands are very pretty", and that's kind of what I meant since it's all we have to go off of, but to be honest I'm choosing to believe they're representative of her overall appearance. She seemed flattered anyway. I do compliment her other qualities as well.
We're all waiting, Pillow.
>>104788145Oh dear god that'll kill a few Piwwos
>>104788145Imaging the pumpkin stream but she's wearing the cute skirt she bought + leggings
>>104788145Nah, I like how demure, modest, and mature she is. She seems to genuinely care about being someone that people can look up to and have a good image. If she ever got lewd, I'd be saddened. Her modesty is the primary reason I like her.
>>104788217please don't make me masturbate, I'm too tired but now I'm horny and there's no stream
I've said it before and it's a bit corny, but inner beauty is real and a person as lovely as Pillow can't be ugly, no matter how she looks. I'd be ashamed of myself if I saw her face and it changed how I felt about her.>>104788235I'm with you. I don't want to insult her so I'll be clear that I don't think she'll ever get into that kind of content, but it would sadden and disappoint me greatly if she did.
>>104788145Kanna did it so maybe..
Who are the other pillow approved girls she lets us watch?
>>104789766Kanna isn't that mature and sophisticated lady anymore, but a bitter old hag and a whore. It's insulting to compare Pillow to that.>>104789860not Kanna
>>104790036kanna..
>>104789860Alias cause she’s already a soon to be married woman
>>104788248Just fap in your sleep, the clean up sucks afterwards though.
Would you take pillows virginity? Do you think you could make it more enjoyable than painful for her?
Gentle and loving sex with PillowDear in the missionary position. Pulling out and ejaculating all over her cute tummy and flat chest
>>104790123Wait, really?
>>104791212no. anal only
Has pillow ever slid a finger in her butthole just to see what it feels like?
>>104791212Sure why not then we both won't be virgins! I would take it slow and lots of foreplay to get her worked up and wet.
>>104791562I don't think Pillow is that kind of girl that experiments...
Can you guys sell me on Pillow?I've seen some of her asmr posts cause I listen to GFE asmr rp's but idk anything about her.She seems really cute and I'm only a bit younger than her. Is she good GFE and whats the stream and chatting experience like(also is she safe? cause the last few GFE tubers I liked ruined me)
>>104794636She’s literally the most perfect girl ever. I could not think of a single quality of hers that I have a complaint about, she does everything right. I want to marry her.
I'm going to die without having looked at her face or held her hand.
>>104794636I don’t have much time to type right now but she is one of the kindest chubbas I have ever seen and is very passionate and safe. She’s never had a yab or anything close to a “boyfriend reveal”. She also loves her fans and does a lot of stuff for them like twitter spaces and the Minecraft server and free MGs and other shit. She showcases fan art and comments on people’s stuff to cheer them up and just always goes above and beyond. She’s definitely not the funniest person, but she does say stuff sometimes that makes me blow air through my nose. She’s a comfort streamer, but my favorite. I have to go now goodbye
>>104794904Don’t live that way, King. I’d rather have more competition vying for her heart than have a Piwwo depressed feeling like they’ll never achieve their dream. Not every man can get the one Pillow, but every man can become better while trying to become worthy of her, and that’ll lead you to a Pillow of your own.
>>104796486Not the anon but this is really inspiring
Crime will be erased from Gotham's streets!
>>104787730>I hope you're more articulate and less nervous than I was lollol no way. In every M&G I've participated in my mind has gone blank as soon as she's in front of me. I'll have to write it down. If it's in person, I'll look like a doofus but it's necessary.
>>104796663Pillow pushes and inspires me to be a decent and upstanding man, if I’m not trying to uplift the Piwwos, then I’m disappointing her. At the end of the day, my feeling is that I can be as parasocial as I want, so long as I maintain my respect for her, the parasocial shit only gets gross and ugly when the guy becomes nasty towards the chuuba for not ruining her life to marry his loser ass.
Guys. Can you explain to me why that cj guy is back and why Pillow is still interacting with him? Didn't he shat on her whole personality? Basically spitting on all her accomplishments and saying how she's nothing anymore. Why is he still getting interactions from her? Didn't he stop being a paypig a long time ago? I don't get it.
>>104798337Its over before I even watched a stream...
>>104798337I looked at the tweet he made, Pillow retweeted but didn't reply to it, even though she replies to almost every post about her. I think she was just being courteous.
>>104798523Same. Usually she will comment at least hearts or something but she didn’t even bother
>>104798337Pillow is very kind and has accepted back piwwos who have left before. She hesitates to ever even ban someone
>>104798523Confused as to which one you're talking about
>>104798514Nah dw. Pillow just doesn’t have a mean bone in her body. I think she would feel terrible ignoring anyone who put in some sort of effort for her, even if they were mean towards her and insulted her.I actually saw the guy back in chat during like three streams and she was basically just ignoring him the whole time. He said hi and what not and she didn’t say hi back
>>104798732nevermind, found the tweet you're referring to. What's the lore there?
>>104798788He was someone who used to make a lot of content in the community and then one day out of the blue made a post about how pillow was soulless and he didn’t like her anymore and he was leaving and just a lot of rude stuff. He sent it in the discord server too and just made a whole deal about it.He also did this to another vtuber he used to watch (and modded for), Cerber
>>104798833God damn, I'm looking through his twitter and bro seems to be legitimately schizoid levels of parasocial. That's the type of shit I always want to avoid, as parasocial as I ever get it's always gotta be moving me towards better shit instead of sitting for 7 hours every day making content over a girl then crashing out cuz she doesn't marry me.
>>104798941Yeah it was really rough. Pillow obviously ignored his post about leaving but I’m certain she saw it since he obviously wanted her to and she checks on the piwwos a lot. It was genuinely just an asshole move so we don’t like him /here/, and he’s not very liked in other gens either
>>104799006That shit has to fucking suck as a creator. She tries so hard to be the best and most caring idol she can for every single Piwwo and she gets spit on by someone she probably figured was a genuinely good and decent fan that liked her. That's the kind of shit that makes her less likely to invest any emotional value into Piwwos, genuinely pisses me off since I know that considering how kind and wonderful she is that was probably hard to just ignore.
>>104799163Yeah I can imagine how it felt to have a fan that makes so much content for you and is always active in the community to one day call you soulless. As emotional as pillow is, it probably hurt a lot. Luckily she seems to still be close with piwwos and hasn’t pulled away
Pillow going to bed, I guess I should too. Goodnight Piwwos, see you tomorrow for double pillow
>>104799196The shitty part is that I know that sort of thing is only going to be more common. She gets more popular and will necessarily pick up new parasocial people. They engage a lot to try and please her and simp a shitload hoping that she gives them special attention. She doesn't give them special attention because she knows it would be unfair to the other Piwwos. They crash out because they for some reason expected her to come date them after they opened their wallets and made memes all day. Thus, the cycle by which chuubas hearts harden towards their community and they are just necessarily forced to not invest as much emotional weight into their fans.
not to schizo out but its hard not to noooootice pillow going into maximum overdrive the week after there was a schizo crashout in this thread over her ending streams early
>>104799694Perhaps, but it's also fairly reasonable that she just wanted to make up for how much she's been missing off the back of convention season and her events. I do personally think she's the type that would check here at least occasionally though. We see her as innocent because that's a bit she plays, but she's a grown ass woman who was raised on the internet, she was probably reading explicit BDSM yaoi fanfics at the age of 13, she can handle the horny posting here.
>>104799759>she can handle the horny posting hereLooks like I need to step my game up. If only buttschizo was still around to guide me…
Just based off the way 4chan works, pretty much all the posters on here are going to be her big supporters and the people that pay her, so it does pay off to monitor. Frankly, Piwwos are kinda babies about Pillow and have their feelings easily hurt, hence why the anti posting was some bare basic bait that was mulching our asses, so I can see why she'd want to correct it.
>>104799864Listen dude, I've read romance shit written by women, the type that Pillow would be the type to have consumed... You're not beating it. You can never beat it, that shit is more depraved and fucked than you can grasp.
>>104799902f-fempiwwo? Is that really you?
>>104799961No, i'm just a gigachad that has read thousands and thousands of slop books.
>>104799694I do unironically think that I've had a pretty decent effect on her moving her schedule around, since she's been really solid on a mostly NA-centric schedule until I started interacting a ton and making sure to show up to the streams even if they're late. She really cares, so when she sees someone who shows up to all the streams saying "Yeah nah its 2am over here but I'm really happy to be here", that hits her pretty deep.
>>104800054She’s always going to be a mostly VOD oshi for me for our timezones are total opposites, but I do really appreciate the effort she’s put in lately to reduce that and give me/us time to chat with her. I don’t chat much but she does interact with me which is cute. Like you I too make the sacrifice and stay up late to watch her, but only once or twice a week for it really fucks with my work.
>>104800208I was an ASMR only guy for a long time, like the past year and some change, then I started watching some of her other VODs as background noise for work. I feel like there is a particular level of closeness that you get when you're actually sitting in stream, speaking directly to her. Big appreciation for the VOD gang though, that shit pays her bills, since she's too nice to really milk the supas like a lot of other girls do.
>>104799902>Most new writers are women>All they write is smut slop
>>104800699So true! Men write smut slop too, it's just that most men aren't reading that shit.