Yearning Edition>Previous thread>>104870909>YouTubehttps://youtube.com/@pillowdear>Twitter/Xhttps://x.com/pillowdearasmr>Merchhttps://uwumarket.us/collections/pillowdearasmr>Fan website & resourceshttps://piwwow.love/>Fan wikihttps://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/PillowDear>Latest coverhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns08Y6GYWEc>Latest eventhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C6LGy2A4S8 >Latest streamhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aw5htAjZnNA>Upcoming streamhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWOP-lo_H4s
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That was a fun one, huh?
What’s the suicide tally
im gonna improoooov
>>104910955Pillow needs stronger soldiers to protect her from the antis, you better be lifting.
I'm harmless guys, really.
I always feel better when she's live in some way. She doesn't need to be interacting with us or anything either. Hell, while I always want to hear her, I don't even need that. I don't know how to describe it, but VODs are completely different thing for me. There's something intrincly comforting to me about her just...being there, right now. I feel safer somehow.
POV you enter the dream and the first thing you see is pillow laid on the patient bed with her butt up asking if you would eat her out
>>104911010I don't know who that is. Please keep spiritually ugly images out of my PillowDear threads.
Describe how you would use your tongue on pillow
>>104911017I have actually been kinda avoiding her stream VODs. I’ve been watching reruns to keep me company, but now it kinda feels sad since I can’t actually talk to her. She may not respond or even notice what I say every time, but knowing that she does her best, and whenever shes looking she does read even if she can’t react, it’s nice.
>>104911096Talking to her>>104911098I obviously try to watch streams live, but if I miss one I watch the VOD to support her and catch up on any good moments I might've missed.
>>104910948Not high enough
you enter the dream realm and pillow says that she knows you’ve been having a hard time recently, so she wants tonights dream to… make you feel good…
Please stop encouraging piwwos to kill themselves. Imagine what Pillow would think. I sincerely believe that some of you don't take what she says to heart and don't care for what she stands for. If that's the case, why are you here?>>104911235I want you to tell us exactly which posts you think are AI-generated.
>>104911257One day Pillow is going to sit me down in front of a printed binder of everything I've said on here and demand explanations.
What if one day pillow says “I’m a bigger pervert than all of you, you know….”
>>104911403I mean, she's a BL enjoyer, MLP fan, terminally online girlfailure. She's probably a bigger goonette than literally anyone here.
>>104911457She literally primarily knows Persona 5 from the gay fanfictions.
>>104911457Cute gooner who’s too shy to be a pervert in front of piwwos awww
I know some people dont like pillow being innocent all the time but I think it’s cute having her be the type to read hardcore yaoi and fantasize about her OCs having sex but being too scared to publicly be a pervert and acting all shy
>>104911498As cute as I'm sure it is, that type of thing has so much inherent awkwardness. Aw yes, can't wait to spend my hard earned 3 minutes. I wanna be able to walk into the other room and pick Pillowdear up and spin her around like a cat.
>>104911403I will say yeah right and post my anime figure collection on twitter
>>104911626Careful.. you know she gets jealous
Any good pillow dreams?
>>104911646They are a bit lewd...and have big tits...
The jokes are obvious given her lifestyle and the interests that she's shared, but I think it's rude to say that Pillow's secretly a massive pervert, however much you think it's true.>>104911543I got over similar worries about regular M&Gs, but that one looks like a step above those. I watched the idol cafe at VeXpo (the first one I'd seen in person) for a bit and it was grim. I have nothing against Pillow being involved in this one though; I think it's really sweet that she's doing it. I'm happy for her.>>104911667I won't share details because they're embarrassing, but I will say that none of the four-ish dreams that I've had about Pillow were sexual in any way. It seems that my subconscious matches my posts.
>>104911667I haven't had any. I did have a weird dream where I was in Japan for some reason and a cute girl peed on my hand while I was tying my shoe.
Missing her
>>104912079The task of every day remains the same, work hard and do good things so you have nice stuff to tell her about next stream. She doesn’t read them all off, but I know her and she’s reading every single person’s responses when she asks something like that. Hell, I’m sure she’s had times when she goes back over the vod to catch stuff she missed and feels bad about missing.
Will there be a pillow gf for all piwwos in heaven?with free use anal sex whenever you want?
>>104912239I'll have the real Pillow, but I am sure if all the Piwwos work hard and are decent people, they will find someone just as loving. Pillow sets a great example, and as shitty as a lot of women are nowadays, good women who are affectionate DO exist. I highly recommend Mormon women, I'm not Mormon, but they got some baddies.
>>104911667I had a dream where I got invited to eat at some nice sushi place and I couldn't pay for it
>>104912297Mormons are insane though
>>104912328Just beat them a little, they aren't allowed to divorce you anyway.
>>104912315I'll cover for you. You've given more than enough cute piwwo edits. It's the least I can do to repay you for your efforts
>>104912355
Complimenting Pillow out of nowhere throughout the day and watching her get embarrassed every time
>>104912558"nice tits pillow, oh wait.."
>>104911667had a dream where Ayu and Nene were sucking my dick while Pillow was kissing me, does it count?
>>104912578Don't be mean. Pillow is perfect.
Cumming on pillow's chest as she tries to push her boobs together so it looks like she has tits
if fempiwwo is a lesbian then why does she like a girl who has the chest of a young boy?
I cannot get over the thought of those slender arms wrapped around me as we embrace, or holding her hands as I look into her eyes and tell her how beautiful she is.
I want to feel the walls of her intestines wrapping around my cock
>>104912721It's almost irritating how perfect she is. I've already has a preference for small boobs and everything I learn about her just stacks the perfection.
>>104913142Because she's so sweet that everyone loves her so much our brains fucking melt.
>>104913142that's mostly because schizos and parasocials are drawn to the sweetest vtuber in EN
Chances of pillow and peo collab?
>>1049132370 after she cooked her PC
>>104913319I've donated so much money to Peo I know she can afford a new one
>>104913237Better chance of Peo and Nene happening. Nihongo Jouzu.
>>104913386but I don't like nene
>>104913372Imagine being a dirty whore like this. I didn't even know how to donate money till I first donated to Pillow.
>>104913372Cheating on pillow?..
>>104913550>You know deep-down you want it.No.
>>104913486nta but I don’t even watch peo anymore but I’ve been memba’d to her longer than pillow. I can’t bring myself to cancel, she’s too sweet…
>>104913835Pillow would forgive your sins. She does want her friends to be supported, she just doesn't want anyone replacing her. Technically I'm memba'd to Essie because I watched 15 mins of one of her streams and got a gift.
Well Piwwos I got home from work.I stopped at a store on my way and there was this girl in front of me trying to get a starbucks drink and she didn't notice the tills were cash only. I paid for her drink while she was frantically looking in her bag for her change. She was pretty surprised and a bit embarrassed, she tried to pay me after and I said don't worry about it and she said thank you and told me to have a good day. It felt really nice.
>>104913896Based Piwwo. Always seek to do acts of kindness, even if no one will notice. At the end of the day, it'll come back around to you.
>>104913965Yeah I should do more random acts of kindness.
>>104914481Uh this girl was way too young for that piwwo. Please understand I'm an unc according to kids lol
>>104914665Too old for Pillow, go find a hag.
>>104915279Don't worry I'm not looking to date Pillow herself, I'm looking for a good woman my age that has Pillow like qualities.
>>104916342Based Piwwo, Pillow is just as good as a daughter figure.
>>104916820I wish I had dated her mom 12 years ago
>>104918231we can still watch kanna right? she isn't a whore
I let Pillow know that I appreciated the karaoke stream after someone here said it seemed like she regretted it. I'll never allow her to feel like she isn't good enough for us.
>>104918799shes so bad at singing
>>104918841In a technical sense, yes. But there are people who are bad at singing who sound terrible; Pillow's singing is pure unbridled joy, endearingly childlike and beautiful. I sincerely enjoy listening to it and I'm not just saying that to be nice.
I wonder if pillow indulges olive's piss fetish
Some of you really have nothing to say. I don't think you love this woman the way the rest of us do.
I'd love to stick my cock in pillow hot stream of piss
>>104918841:(
After refuting the idea for some time, I came to believe that beauty is objective. The essence of beauty is truth; any genuine representation or sincere expression, without distortion, of a real phenomenon is therefore beautiful. Pillow's singing is a pure expression of her real feelings of love and joy, so it's as beautiful as any of the great works of art or performances. This is actually what I believe.
Time for Gotham's clean up
I want to see Pillow collab with Pippa
>>104921383They are friends, it could happen, I’ve seen them get along fine on twitter. I actually imagine that it’d be a fine collab, Pippa would just have to hold on the autism for a bit. ASMR 101 would be crazy.
olive love? olive love.
Piwwos, what are you doing to tell Pillow 3 things you've done this week?
Losing gallons to Olive's bad dragon challenge on one screen while watching Pillow's karaoke on the other!
Olive drenching me in her steamy piss
>>104923679i dont do anything
>>104923700You have 9 hours. Get to work.
>>104924203its friday night. i wanna watch anime
>>104923691glug glug glug
Is it really so wrong of me to want Pillow’s toes in my mouth?
>>104926080Yes. Think of the poor, hungry mouth that you're stealing those toes from. What wrong has Olive ever done to you?
How morally wrong would it be to hire a prostitue to have sex with but make her cosplay as Pillow? Specifically, Pillow’s virgin killer sweater
>>104927072At that point you might as well go all-in and just groom a girl right outta highschool into being a Pillow clone. Dye her hair, make her talk with a southern accent, make sure she's built like a 14 year old boy.
How does Pillow feel about Chik-Fil-A
>>104927921
>>104924765Piwwo encounters full sentences and correct grammarI don't have any relevant Pillow images to share
>>104927789Ask her
>>104928444This question will determine how she feels about the gays.
>>104928489I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't even know about that. She's talked about "dating" a girl so it's obvious what she thinks.
>>104928522She was just doing it for the vine
Putting any effort into posts gets me accused of using AI. I've also noticed that yearn-posts with no sexual content tend to be followed by vulgar low-effort spam. Again, there are people here who hate that some of us love Pillow differently from them and are able to express it, so they try to pull us back down into the bucket where they're comfortable.
>>104923679I've got nothing :(I guess I sent my form back but she knows that.
>>104928897She's happy even if all you've done is get out of bed and eaten something, but she'd be even happier to know her beloved Piwwos are not just struggling along, but thriving and working hard. I make sure to work every single day so that I can make her proud and happy.
>>104928942It's nice that she wants to praise us even for small things, but I'm a grown man and I hold myself to a higher standard for her. I don't want to give her "got up, ate, did laundry"; it needs to be more than that. I just didn't live up to what she deserves this week.
>>104927072>How morally wrong would it be to hire a prostitueVery
what if pillow was latina
>>104930841pillow is white as snow.
>>104930969pale latinas exist tho
>>104928714You really like to complain don't ya piwwo
>>104930841I would drop her in a heartbeat
>>104932385But she could make tacos
>>104932856then you can smell her holy tacos after shes done eating
I just remembered that she wears glasses and my heart can't take the images that's conjuring.
>>104933523I bet she looks extra cute with them on
Wife so cute
Cute vocal warm-up
>non-asmrno thank you. not watching
Olive mention. Day saved.
Olive is a fucking hacker
She's so sweet
Pillow bought anal beads for her next handcam
Olive and pillow countdown asmr when?
>>104936368but she already has the buttslug
Why is she so caring?
>>104936500I've been watching on mute what did she say?
>>104936538She's stressing about what time to do the stream cuz she wants EUwwos to be able to attend
>>104936538Really cares about eurowwos and it frustrates her that all her fans aren’t all in one timezone.
I want to hear Pillow pee
A hot stream of piss is gushing out of Pillow right at this moment in time.
>>104936587>>104936596Ah, that's sweet.
>>104936634right into olive's mouth
pissposters are actually making me start to see the appeal of their fetishget me the fuck out of here
This stuttering is ruining the stream for me. I don't know what's wrong with YouTube or if it's me.
>>104936733I love everything about pillow. Literally everything
>>104936689Thinking of Pillow bursting into Olive's room, no sign of alarm from the techy. Not taking her eyes off her debugging work, she turns her head, mouth open to Pillow, who already has her pants down and in position. No words are exchanged as not a drop of piss is missed and Olive figures out the bug.
>>104936847Would she give pillow's pussy a kiss after she after she finished downing all of pillow's piss?
CJ trying to worm his way back in after what he did...
>>104936897She's a sweet girl, yes.
How did fempiwwo develop a piss fetish?
>>104936956She's such a sweetheart for acknowledging him and being nice, but it's really pathetic to see someone make such a big deal like he did and then just come back like nothing happened.
>>104936956and you're going to do what about it?
That's adorable lol
I’ve been cucked
Pillow is mentally 8 and physically 22.
Piwwos gotta compete with this
>>104937780She's talking about her middle school crushes.
>>104937781yearnposters…it’s over…
>>104937781I hate these unrealistic male beauty standards.
>>104937858It's never over
Would you be a groomsman if she asked you to?
>>104938315No. Hell no.
Watching Minecraft Live on the TV with her
>>104938315If *she* asked me to? Surely it would be the groom, in which case he'd probably be a close friend of mine, so I'd be conflicted. It would depend on whether I'd gotten over her by then I suppose.
I love my wife
>>104937016Alright to give him credit he apologised to Pillow but I wonder what made him change his mind.
>>104939726Was probably literally a schitzo mental breakdown, that shit does happen, but that also means they're unstable and untrustworthy, and Pillow doesn't deserve that kind of shit around her.
When I had a gf sometimes we would just lay on the couch watching TV with my cock in her ass. Not fucking but just being inside of her. Sometimes she would squeeze on my cock or gently use her hips to push me deeper into to herI want this with pillow
I've calmed down from a couple days ago, but I'll still get sad if I think about her too much. I love her so much it hurts.
>>104939726She pretty much ignored him tho. I bet she was really hurt with what he said and would rather not entertain him. I don't blame her. What he said was poison.
>>104941247She ignored him on Discord, but she doesn't usually respond to people there anyway. She acknowledged him on stream and if she was still upset with him she didn't let it show. She's so incredibly nice.
>>104941350Well you can't really ignore a donation. She's pressured to do so.
>>104941422That's true. It shows her professionalism anyway.
As much as I want Pillow to share her interests with me, I want to share mine with her as well. If she's not interested, that's okay, but I hope I could introduce her to something she enjoys that she might not have considered getting into otherwise. That would make me really happy.
For reference, over 95% of piwwo regulars have at some point in time crashed out to the point of leaving the Pillowcord at least once. You newpiwwos will read this and I know that internally you'll probably assume I'm exaggerating. Slowly ove the next few months, a dawning realization will crawl across your understanding. And that doesn't even mention how this thread is more schizo lately than it has ever been. It's not even a trivial amount either. This thread lately is multiple times more schizo than it has ever been before throughout entirety of it's existence. And there are a looot of newpiwwos around, too.Haha...
>>104941580The Great Schitzo Era... Unironically though, that does just mean that me being an actually mentally sound individual gives me quite a buff. I pride myself on being rock-steady, so I won't be crashing out.
I hope my behaviour here and under my username has shown that I'm a well-adjusted piwwo who just really loves Pillow. I've been clear that my attitude towards her is healthy and that I'd never do anything to hurt her.
>>104941795she likes pain
>>104941247I'll be honest with you, I have never seen pillowdear ever actually be upset with someone. CJ looks bad to this thread because the really bad ones are kept out of sight from literally everyone but the piwwos who care about trying to help keep stuff from going out of control. She has felt crippled by the idea of handing out punishments for so, so much worse. I'm talking like unambiguously evil to the point where she knows that they should and will be banned level situations. CJ can be annoying when he goes schizo but believe me when I say that he isn't worth getting worked up over. it's the proactive manipulative type that are so much worse.
>>104941832she looked quite sad and disappointed when she was tricked into touching her elbows together
>>104941664>gives me quite a buffI assume you mean in your quest to make Pillow your woman. Is she aware of your intentions yet or are we still in the preparation phase?
I can never understand these crash outs. They're the problem not Pillow. It's so stupid. Pillow is already doing her best and yet these people act like spoiled pricks wanting all of Pillow attention all for themselves.
I just woke up. What happened?
>>104941664I could list off a few reasons for why it could be interpreted as a debuff too desu, realistically though, I really do just try to help when I can and have for a long time. Being an unlicensed emergency therapist for dozens of people wasn't what I expected. it works to reduce the amount of things that'll hurt her though so it's nothing I'm not willing to do. Frankly it's the groomer ones who are worse. You can almost always talk to a self destructive piwwo and have a reasonably good shot at making them notice how their current schizo ideas are like quite obviously a figment of their imagination. When it comes to the groomer types, it involves a lot of fucking work and takes way too much time and causes way more headaches for her than she deserves.banned three separate times before he stayed down for good jesus fucking christ I hated that guy, god damn
>>104941995I get sad thinking about the situation that I'm in—loving Pillow as much as I do, but knowing that there's nothing that I can do about it—but I'm sensible enough to deal with my feelings in a healthy way, and I care too much about Pillow to allow myself to do something that would hurt her.
>>104942025Piwwos are going a bit insane
>>104942155oh I thought something happened on stream
>>104941882I'd love to date her one day, but that's not gonna happen. I'll be happy if I can just make her happy and be decent towards her.
>>104941995I have given these people hours of psychoanalysis for 2 years and I also don't get it most of the time. I used to be the biggest schizo. I was the one wo never took meds. But then I met vtuber fans under the age of 21, and I felt fear for the first time
>>104942240Ngl, I feel like that's worse on a personal level than any level of yearnposting, if you're legitimately giving anonymous schitzos a signficant amount of your mental energy. Me typing out "Man, Pillow is pretty and I wanna hold her hand one day" takes exactly 2 seconds.
Watching Pillow push my cum out her butthole into olive's mouth so she can swallow my load
>>104942329Nah not here, nobody really comes here to schizo in the first place honestly
I want to keep loving her, but i can't shake off the suspicion that she's actually dating Olive behind our backs.. the way her mom responded when asked if she's single is aways on my mind and i don't know how to stop it
>>104943276Piwwo this is the same Olive who kicked off a stream a few months ago by calling us pillows fiancé's as she spoke to Pillow.
>>104943276I know you’re bait posting but just in case somebody bites: Pillow’s mom reacted that way because she didn’t want to tell a bunch of men online that Pillow is single and lives alone
>>104943382Also the same Pillow that is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too autistic to lie decently well for an extended period of time. She is extremely open about literally all the shit she has going on all the time, she could not hide a secret relationship successfully.
For reference any post referring to the mom stream is baitIt was the one stream an anti last year actually watched. That's why it'll always be that one, specifically that one and not a single other stream.
>>104943392Single, living alone, a solid 30 mins drive out of the actual town, living in a shitbox studio. Pillow's extremely solid OPSEC and diligence about not doxxing herself is basically the sole thing that keeps her safe. Though granted, I would say probably 98% likely she currently owns at least one gun.
>>104943526She knows how to use them, has indicated that she likes them, if I remember properly she did say she'd like to do a shooting stream at some point. I feel like she just understands that it's actually a bad idea to speak too directly about your weapons as a safety rule, and also that a bunch of her chuuba friends are kinda lefty and might huff about her having a blickky.
>>104943573Pillow herself is a huge lefty and has explicitly stated that she’s liberal. That said, she did grow up around guns and likes them. She used to shoot when she was younger, and she claims to be a good shot. She considered a gun building stream once, but she doesn’t really know where to get started with that so it’s not something she’d do without proper research first
>>104943485I thought that stream was really sweet but I only ever see it referenced here in a negative way.
>>104943750>Pillow herself is a huge lefty and has explicitly stated that she’s liberal.I believe that, but I'm surprised that she said it. I thought she knew better than to talk about politics.
>>104943750I think huge lefty is a weird way to describe her, she seems overwhelming apolitical to me more than anything.
>>104943760That’s just because of annoying bait posters, Brownfeet most notably. It was a nice stream, but we’ll likely never get to see another collab between Pillow and her mom. It’s been stated several times before, but Olive absolutely hates Pillow’s mom, so she’d never let her anywhere near her current place. Pillow herself stated in a membership stream that she also has a very rocky relationship with her mother. Obviously, Pillow still loves her because that’s her mom, but she desperately needs a sincerely apology from her for fucking her up so badly
>>104943841Yeah actually I think she's the kind of person who leans liberal just because she wants to be nice, but isn't vocal or thinking about it much.
>>104943827>>104943841She’s only ever hard confirmed it once. I think somebody said that she’s only a lefty because she follows that “love everyone” ideology and accepting LGTB is the thing that’s currently “in.” She never, ever talks about politics anywhere though - she does her best to avoid it and forbids talk of it anywhere within her community
>>104943945She's just a nice girl... But we all know how she really feels about taxes.
>>104943945She's very mature and professional when it comes to her career. She's a model VTuber.
>>104943526She isn't even that good at opsec. She's just perpetually anxious and the momentum of her paranoia hard carries her. I do think people sometimes underestimate how much her being as honest and forthcoming as she is does a lot here too. It creates a situation where the only people who would care to look into it are never the people who actually watch her. And one of the unbreakable golden rules of vtubers is that antis do not watch streams.Honesty is a superpower in a world full of sociopaths and whores. When you can afford to be honest, it is literally the best policy. Even going back through years of schizo crashouts, not a single one of them was ever over suspicions of her hiding something. I need to find a way of telling her how genuinely beautiful her commitment to being honest is. It's so much more to so many people than she'll ever realize, but I would rather die than have her feel like it was the wrong decision even for even a second.
Pillow cares about being with us too much to ever even think about politics. Don't worry. Of all the things to worry about this is so far down it literally fell off the list
One of the rare times I’ll reveal myself as fempiwwo cause I feel like it matters, but almost none of the fujos I know, including myself, are right wingers. It’s kind of hard to hate gay people when you read fan fics about them
>>104944292Just revealing you’re still here is going to set off the hornypiwwows.
>>104944415It’s whatever they can’t even tell who’s me. I roll my eyes every time someone responds to an anon saying “fempiwwo?”They never get it correct
>>104944415Hornyposters about fempiwwos are disgraceful. Perfectly good Pillow to jerk off to and you go to a fempiwwo instead? Disgraceful.
>>104944562Fempiwwo is bratty, secretive and needs fujo correction. You wouldn’t understand.
/pillow/ fell off
Horny posting will save /Pillow/
>>104944562fempiwwo is incredibly erotic and besides pillow said she is ok with piwwos hooking up with other piwwos
>>104944928No fun allowed. Everything must be taken seriously and you should only write things for Pillow to read.
i want to have a daughter with pillow so i will have a super cute loli pillow in my house
Politics is a scam created by the government! It's goal is to distract piwwos from talking about streams and Pillow being cute. Also, fujos are created in labs.
>>104945209pocket sand into olive's eyes so i can steal pillow away from her
>>104945209Love you editwwo. You’re one of the good piwwos.
>>104945116Pillow might not see everything that you post, but God does.
I will steal olive away from pil and there’s nothing you uncs can do to stop me
How do the older piwwos feel about it? Pillow's a young woman after all.
Randomly pushing Pillow against a wall whilst she’s in the middle of yapping, slowly taking her glasses off whilst staring into her eyes and giving her the deepest kiss she’s ever received to shut her up.
>>104945591I can think of a better way to shut her up
>>104945253
Am I allowed to watch Nene’s 3D debut? She’s Pillow’s friend and I’m excited about the potential collabs.
>>104945817She was sobbing during this stream because a piwwo said they have a sister. You're not allowed to exist near women.
>>104945817No I don't want to become cloudtomo noooooo...
Getting pillow hooked on heroin and then trading dope for sexual favors
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMFQJghZX2UPillow's new ASMR video is a salon/barber roleplay.
Would you still love olive if she was slightly goth?
>>104946179Looks fun. Love her 3D ASMR stuff so much. What about the baldwwos?
>>104946249Yes? Unenthusiastic gothic Olivejob.
>>104946293You're already imagining that Pillow is there with you. Just imagine you have hair as well.
>>104946293>baldwwos in the mudkek guess I shan't be watching
Pillow hates us baldies. We didn’t ask for this it’s genetic :(
I want to play with Pillow's hair and give her a scalp massage. I want to use one of these on her and see her reaction. They induce very intense ASMR (at least they did for me years ago before I dulled my response with overexposure).
Give Pillow me give love Pillow me love Pillow give me love Pillow give me you
>>104946293My only issue is that in the last hair cutting VR ASMR, she was using sound clips for the sound instead of actually using scissors and such. I recognize it’s kinda hard to mess with real props with a headset on, but it’s just kinda weird to hear sound clips the whole time.
>>104946938Oh, that's a shame.
>>104946964You’ll notice that most girls who do VRchat ASMR usually either do exclusively mouth sounds and stuff they can do with just their hands, or they will dub over the video with the sounds.
Do we know pillow's honest thoughts on penguins?
>>104947256Where's this coming from?
>>104946938Says in the desc she’s using the same world so it’ll be the same thing
>>104947526penguins are my favorite animal. i just hope she doesn't hate them
>>104946293>Love her 3D ASMR stuff so much.Me too, or anything she does in 3D really. It's an obvious observation, but I love that she's able to express herself more with full-body tracking than just her face; she always has a lot of fun with it. I remember even getting ASMR from this part of Wednesday's VRChat stream; the visual of her hands moving around in my face really did it for me.https://www.youtube.com/live/v5lXJzKillY?t=1949>>104947585I don't think Pillow hates anything, and certainly not any cute animals.
>>104947848Aliens...
Pillow is so incredibly lovely that I think a relationship with her would feel like a constant uphill battle to feel like I deserve her, even though I know she'd insist that her love is unconditional. She asks so little of the people around her, but I'd always be looking for things to do for her to earn her affection, otherwise I'd feel guilty receiving it. I feel this to a lesser extent just as a piwwo; I want to work hard so the constant praise and expressions of love from her feel earned.
>>104948450A woman that can woo any man with her charms, and bears the love of tens of thousands, aught not settle for someone simple. You should only take pursuit of her seriously if you believe you can be special.
Almost upgraded my membership today
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I want pillow to watch me fuck another girl
Where did all the piwwos go? You’re not watching another girl are you?
>>104953943I'm waiting on Zenya thighcam stream
>>104953963Cheating?
>>104954068well pillow won't pretend to be little sister and suck me off will she? i have needs to ya know
>>104954118Whore…
>>104953943maybe this one
>>104953943Watching a certain tenshi. Pillow doesn't know I exist so it's fine.
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>>104954518Sorry comfy morning bummed me out so I'm a misbehaving piwwo.
>>104954619How?.. she spent so long happily talking with piwwos..
https://x.com/pillowhoney/status/1972115195607896518She knows what you whores have been up to.
Time to patrol Gotham
>>104954658Just was sad, she did nothing wrong.>>104955006Sorry Pillow.
If Pillow did earlicking ASMR maybe I would watch her other content too
I like when she gets clingy.
>>104955425>Just was sad, she did nothing wrong.I get it man. Watching her will always be tinged with sadness for me. I shouldn't work myself up about it but it's hard not to.
>>104954118Why do you need that?
>>104950249What stopped you?
Pillow seems really sad…
>>104955006Why is she crying? What is she writing? She got clingy and then posted this with replies disabled. I want to hug her.
>>104956009Didn't want to show in chat.
If pillow wants to be popular then why doesn’t she show off her ass like nene? Why are you watching pillow? Why not just stick with nene so you can have someone who wiggles her ass everywhere?
You have to be so strong to be a piwwo. This girl will make you fall for her and love you just as much in return, but there'll be a great big wall between you the entire time. You'll feel closer to her than to anyone else in the world, but never any closer. Your relationship with her will be in permanent limbo.
>>104956909Because she doesn't want to do that. The other one you mention seems to be popular, but I see none of her appeal besides the obvious. I don't find her interesting or entertaining. I'm sure she's nice though.
>>104955006She deleted this and the other clingy posts...
>>104957189She probably got embarrassed or even more sad because she followed it up with a vague “I just want piwwos to be happy”
>>104957284Yeah I think she caught on to piwwos worrying about her and didn't want them to.
>>104957189Didn’t want people worrying about her. She’s a tough and stubborn girl who always has a lot going on, is full of a lot of darkness and loneliness, but really desperately just wants Piwwos to be happy more than anything. Just be nice to her, that’s the best and only thing you can do.
do you think maybe she’s sad because piwwos are cheating on her?..
>>104957352We will never know the exact reasons, she’s too caring to spill her spaghetti like that. If she deleted it and said something about being happy, that’s what she wants, just do your best to personally be loving towards her.
I'm not claiming to know anything, but maybe Pillow was doing a bit of her own yearn-posting there...
>>104957431It is probable, and frankly I feel fucking bad for her. Really bad. I’m a free agent, I can do whatever I want. I can go find some other girl. The other Piwwos can be evil and go jerk off to the Nene 3D. Pillow only has us, and she can never have anything different even if she wants it.
Put me in game Pillow, I can tweet out something cool.
>>104957510>The other Piwwos can be evil and go jerk off to the Nene 3Ddon't be dramatic. what she doesnt know cant hurt her
I'll be more conscious of what I say in places where she might read it, because I know she does. I want her to know I care but I don't think she likes us worrying or speculating about her when she vague-posts like that. She's so sweet. I want to give her everything.
>>104957906>what she doesnt know cant hurt herHorrible attitude
>>104957906
You actually like that stuff? The thumbnail is just her chest. It does nothing for me. Pillow is all I need.
>>104958045She is full of love, she just doesn’t want to make us unhappy with her anxieties and fears. It’s why I hope to one day be someone she can trust, even if it’s not romantic, she needs someone in her life who’s solid enough to handle everything she has inside.
My heart aches for her.
Everyone be nice on twitter, she’s digging through everyone’s accounts, she liked a meme I made of her that didn’t have a hashtag.
I think I know what I'd say to her if I did another M&G with some privacy. I thought I'd said all that I could in the first one, but there's more that I want her to know, stopping short of a full confession.
>>104960002The idea of pillow looking through my account is appealing but I have no idea what I would post on there.I thought of taking a picture of myself with her merch when it arrives but even the thought of me getting dressed up to take a photo of myself in the mirror makes me feel like such a faggot. Once again, I am being cucked by myself.
I missed the tweets...But why the speculation? Around 8 hours she mentioned a collab that was suppose to be today was cancelled and she wasn't told.
>>104961053I have the benefit of actually being fairly fit and not having a bad looking face. I can’t connect my account to my identity, but I could get away with a M&G, so I figure I’ll probably go to the next one that’s close.
>>104961053Even if you feel that way, I hope you realize how much Pillow would love to see that. Nothing makes her happier than seeing her fans with her merch. I've noticed that she's also seemed much more attached to us after OffKai, so I think she's especially happy to see real pictures of us, no matter how we look
>>104961199Idk if that was it, this seems more personal, the collab kinda sounded like an off the cuff thing that she was just kinda showing up to. Not to mention that I’m sure that kinda thing happens a bunch, she only felt a bit sad when telling Discord about it cuz she technically lied by saying it was happening. I do agree generally that she’s likely just lonely, has issues she can’t tell Piwwos about, and overall is a bit despairing because she has to be so insulative towards the Piwwos she loves. She deleted all of it cus Piwwos were tweaking out and crying and stressing over it, and she felt bad that she wasn’t making them happy. I wish I could around to help her and bear the weight of her burdens, since I am strong enough to do it, but instead I’ll settle for simply convincing as many Piwwos as I can to chill tf out, not schitzo out, and respect her wishes to remain positive and happy so that she doesn’t feel any worse.
Passionately and slowly eating out Pillow while reassuring that you still love her. Holding hands and feeling her grip tighten as you make her cum
Pillow's tickets are so far the fastest selling of all the 3 girls at the idol cafe. It's pretty crazy how much pull she has at these in person events given her modest size.
Holding Pillow down and gently edging her special spot for hours, denying her orgasm, until she can list her accomplishments and feels pride for them and the love she had shared with the world!
Jwu and caught up on the thread: can someone explain what the Pillow drawing was about? Looked like she was saying that what she was reading was making her upset? Nothing bad was said /here/. Was it on X or discord that someone upset her? Was it a DM/email?
>>104963606Nothing in specific. She was spam tweeting stuff like “hello” “piwwos….” Etc. I think she was just lonely and insecure
I hate this feeling. I know that she's probably fine. She's a strong girl. It's just so frustrating not being able to do anything. I don't want anything. I just want her to be fine.
https://catbox.moe/c/assycc (all those men are me)No wonder she's feeling lonely. She got left out of the animal orgy.
People who want her to do this forever should know that she's going to keep feeling that way because of it, and it'll only get more frequent and intense with time. This parasocial relationship will always fall short of what every person wants and needs.
I had another Pillow dream last night. We were closer in this one than in all the others. We were snuggling in bed and she was softly speaking into my ear, giving me ASMR. I saw her face. I felt happy. Later in the dream, like a sequence from a movie, I realised that it was too good to be true. I wasn't lucidly dreaming—I couldn't control anything—but I knew that it wasn't real and I basically crashed out in front of her. I can't remember her response, but I think the sentiment was that we were together for the time being and that was all that mattered. We hugged and the dream ended.
I had a dream where I got caught by a polar bear 3 times and then my gf got attacked by the bear when she was bringing me some foodwhy didn't pillow save me?
>>104968140Pillow should take a vow of celibacy for the sake of my happiness as a piwwo. Now what?
>>104964485I get it man.
>>104963013That's pretty impressive. I guess you can put it down to the dedication of piwwos.
Pillow should play alien isolation next month
>>104971876That would be fun. It's a bit of a slog getting to the alien stuff though.
Pillow has very cute cheeks, especially on her 3D model. I want to cup and pinch them.
Is she okay?
>>104972020to me the best part is the start of the game, then gets bit hard before you get the flamethrower.
It's morning time piwwos
>>104972756I'm sure she's fine; she just missed us and got clingy. I think she cares so much about making us happy that seeing us show concern upset her, so she deleted the posts. I don't want her to feel like she needs to put on a happy face all the time to keep us from worrying. I think she'll feel worse if she bottles it up. I'd rather know when she's feeling bad so I can do what I can to cheer her up.
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