>oshi says she’s cancelling stream>a wave of relief washes over me as I now have time to do something else for that day, like work on my gaming backlog or catching up on animeAnyone else feel this way sometimes? Do you feel guilty about it?
>>105272971Yeah you need to just skip a few streams, or get used to listening to your oshi in the background.
>>105272971Never with my oshi but I have the exact same feeling when plans with the wife and kids get cancelled
>>105272971you are trying to fill the void too hard anon, you are no longer doing it because you enjoy, but because you feel like you need tothink about that for a while
>>105272971I once told mine to cancel her stream because I had to work and she did. Feels good to have this kind of power over women.
>>105272971Rarely, my oshi streams about an hour after I get off work most days and I don't have a huge backlog of things to get to. Occasionally it'll land on a rare saturday where I have other obligations though which works out nice.
>>105272971you know you don't have to be there for every stream, right?
>>105272971sometimes. I do feel guilty about it.
if thats happening you need to stop watching her because you obviously would rather be doing something else
I don't watch streams.
>>105272971Yes, eventually I recognized that I had to let go of that feeling of obligation and simply stopped watching my oshi when I'm not interested, and it's been a good thing that stops me from burning out. Sometimes I naturally feel more interested and watch more streams, sometimes I'm more preoccupied with something else, and it's fine.
>>105275529>>105276621>skip stream>suddenly you’ve missed a bunch of lore and in-jokes and everyone treats you like an outsider
