This thread is for the discussion and discovery of English-speaking VTubers who do ASMR.>Ongoing streamshttps://vt.rita.moe/?tag=genre:ASMR&tag=lang:Englishhttps://vt.rita.moe/?tag=thread:/tingles/https://asmrfarm.com/ (Mixed JP/EN)Rentry with useful information: https://rentry.org/tinglesveeteeVTuber ASMR playlists: https://www.youtube.com/@tinglesanonPrevious thread: >>105556648
in this thread we'll learn about skinnyfat
Sucking mio's fat tits and gripping her plump thighs
no more mio allowed after this post
>>105571662i think its time we kick her out like we did with menace
How do you remove the Queen from her own land?
Mio loves me
mars has such a high sex drive
https://fansly.com/live/meolky
gn everyone early to bed early to rise carbuncle wife at 2:30am
Missed zenya movie, how was it?
>>105572692She got horny and masturbated to Shoujo Ramune instead.
Female pleasure is more enjoyable when she's a vtuber.
>essie tweets nightmare image>I sleep to essie asmr to cure the nightmares she's kinda fucked up
Mars is such a perfect gooner. She completely goes into her own world while masturbating and forgets she has a cum counter until the stream has been live for over an hour.
asmr?
If anything, Mio should gain more weight. Women should soft and squishy.
>>105573373do you need help finding ASMR on the internet? is there not enough?
>>105572790she be nightmare fuel sometimes
Sexstelle was a furry as a child
>>105573569getting watershed down vibes from this picture
>>105573671yea lol
Is Estelle a virgin?
>>105574028Essie produces 100% virgin wool.
>>105574028Given her extreme embarrassment over anything even remotely sexual, I would say it's very likely.
Bao is ASMRing for 2100 ASMR enjoyers.https://fansly.com/live/hoejousama
Watching baosly while Menace is tail fluffing my ears this is divine.
>>105574272Menace ended immediately and hates me specifically
>>105574213thanks I like numberfagging over fansly goals
miwa's wet mouth vs millie's wet mouth
bao's probably a bigger gooner than anyone in /tingles/
I kinda like Immy Bisou tbdesu
>>105574521Yeah it’s a bummer she doesn’t do ASMR
>>105574731anon...
>>105574028
>>105574820well she nuked everything from her ASMR channel except for one video
>>105574833no... not the grin
>>105574028statistically no
>>105574333Well yeah youre a whore.
>>105574028>he missed the hymen reveal stream
>>105572692it was crazy
>>105574333Don't feel too special, she hates all of her viewers
Mio still hates me specifically
>>105574833>m.jpg
>>105574028>>105574947Most likely not. These are United States statistics.
>>105575422
>>105575422grim
>>105574028Stop attracting cucks to this thread.
Vtubers tasting their own cum is my favorite ASMR trigger.
>>105575730faky should do that
>>105574213>$300: For your first orgasm of the night, can you please gag and choke on your dildo at the same time and swallow ropes of cum down your throat with your head pushed down on it while you cum?
Wispers won
>>105575862damn that got me so wet
>>105575422>>105575459now ask chatgpt about autistic women
>>105575730everything reminds me of her
>>105576645Post the link pls I lost it
I love my gooner wife!
>>105576670I'll make a clip if I find the vod
1920s ahh wisply pic. It’s cute how she wants to show herself but is still scared.
is this the first time notBao lets us hear the whalussy?
>>105575422incredibly grim
>>105576011autistic women are LESS likely to be virgins, not more due to abuse
https://www.twitch.tv/nyhvthttps://kick.com/nyhvtBLELELE (free requests)
>>105577068zenyafags it's over
>>105577267where do you think she learned how to give sloppy blowjobs like thather onii-chan trained her well
>>105577307Yeah, me.
i wish more of these girls would use noise gates. i always have to lower the volume when they start moaning like crazy and cumming because it's so loud.
shut the fuck up you retard noisegates are fucking garbage for asmr
please no raping of the chubas no matter how autistic they are sirs
>>105577506it's the only way to get Shondo pregnant
>>105577501you don't even know what they are. you know you can set them to a certain range?god i'm tired of these third worlders
>>105577506the chuubas yearn to be raped
>>105577616how is hearing less of the sounds ever goodyou are so far gone from reality its not even funny anymorego outside and touch grass you coombrained retard
>>105576645What was so hot about Anny doing it was how spontaneous and willing she was. She was genuinely horny and wanted to be the one to cross a line.
>>105577506Parasocial rape is ascended rape fetish.
I just listened to lia use a drill in an ASMR stream so i could use a little noisegate right about now ngl.
>>105577685Yeah, I wish I had discovered her way sooner. I feel like I missed on great stuff like her TG channel..
>>105577551et tu, shogga...
>>105577616the majority use those on/off ones that suck dick and i hate them, they are worse that loud fans
>>105578251i can probably find something to do it on my end, like auto lowering my volume once the sound peaks a certain amount
>retard actually into a**yew
https://www.twitch.tv/misapupi got raided into thisshe seems nice
>>105578411they just need to use a less agressive one or a straight-up filter, but its too complicated for the majority. Alos if you are not talking about only livestreams you can edit the audios with software, like audacity, and filter them a bit
>unironic filter supporters in my asmr threadas if it couldnt get any worse...
>>105576645
>>105578728just using a mixer is using a filter...
>>105578770SILENCEive had enough of your nonsense
>>105578429I love Ally!
>>105578200My son is so handsome
>>105578429You're a faggot
>>105578200wtf
>>105578845fuck you man i do prefer asmr with some light ambient noise as long its not too crazy
>>105578429actually grim
>>105578729glad I was there live for some of the greatest events in en asmr including this one
>>105578729fuck i should've clicked anny links before
>>105578902>>105579061>>105579117Imagine simping for a fat uninspired hoe.
>>105577224BLELELECutie
>>105578729I love slutty vtubers.
I need zenya kisses n earlicks what's your favorite streams?
>>105579409This femanon needs to be mating pressed and corrected
my wife and my ex wife have been tweeting each other. what do i do if they ever collab? take a sick day?
>>105579533>what's your favorite streamsThe ones where she didn't do any kisses or earlicks.
>>105579409look I'm not here for thin art hoes
>>105579409I'd rather simp for you, cutie :)
>>105579632why would you drop her for someone in her circle without changing your name?
>>105579409either you don't understand what vtubing is or you should post your tits.
>>105579625>>105579668>>105579699She'll kill herself by the end of the year :)
>>105579793Prepare that pussy, whore
>>105579793Noo, don't kill yourself, femanon post your tits first.
Bao really does something for me.
Reminder that a**y moved to japan without knowing a shred of nip.
>>105579793I'll fuck your mental illness away if you want. Dick will fix you, I promise.
>>105579409But enough about M*o
>>105579865and after all these years she still doesnt know how to speak nip
Miori Celesta should cosplay her latest model and do handcam ASMRs.
>>105579955Titcam*
>>105579996what tits?
>>105579731i didn’t, this is a new development.
It's ASMR time*https://www.twitch.tv/fallenshadow*Not stereo
>>105580280thanks bro
>>105580280cute, but not asmr
I wish Mono had a DJ sister character called Stereo.
>>105580594kekmaro that
>>105580594
>>105580594I think she had a bit identity called Stereo Picasso kek
>>105580280my exoshi had an affinity for these shitty eroticas (i'm assuming that's what she's reading) they are quite kino and a portal to women's mind
>>105581142Yeah, her friend Oli sent it to her
>>105581142it reminds of my chinese webnovels describing the jade beauties for a whole chapter, but with less genocide
Is Ceelio autistic or something? I look at her streams and it's 80% sonic.
>>105577419This makes no sense. Are you talking about turning up the volume to hear them whisper, and then needing to turn it down because they're suddenly too loud? A noisegate doesn't fix that, what you want is a compressor
>>105581422Ceelio is very "childhood best friend" coded. That's why sex with her is so great.
Please help this girl is drunkenly trying to goad me into raping her
Ashiel Ailove still isn't back. I'm sad, Anons :(
>>105582637ok fine i'll check you out once you're back. posting your patreon stuff here the other day was pretty based of you.
>>105582637I felt bad when one anon leaked her Patreon. She's so cute.I got no problem with leaks and archiving, but she needs more patrons ASAP.
Giggly shondo is gonna melt my heart
nyh is a good girl and will fuck herself silly on wolfsly someday
>>105582893I haven't checked out her leaked stuff yet, but I hope she'll be vocal when bleleleing herself, since I love her voice
>>105582882giggles give me tingles so they are asmr
>>105583131WHOA this is a blue board Anon
>sleeping to Mio cuddles and ear licks after another body cam stream
>>105583154I'm sorry...
>>105583057i love her gigglesshe laughed a lot yesterday in the unban requests
Why does she need such bazongas if she's trying to relax you?
>>105583559Tits help my brain relax
>>105583131>>105583203
>>105583674This is deeply disturbing
Some anon said the Cera stream got cancelled, but I don't see the announcement anywhere. Where is it?
GI MURIIIIIIIN
>>105583559
the context is when they meet at plapconhttps://x.com/willowildfire/status/1978499080838901983
Mimi posted some simple rules that you must followhttps://fansly.com/post/835337247829008384
>>105584720That second rule is devastating.
>>105584720can I get a grammar check on the 3rd rule
>>105584720https://www.youtube.com/shorts/skz9odeewpc
>>105584773Oh shit, I didn't realize how ambiguous or vague that is, what the fuck did she mean? Lol
>>105584773grammar seems fine to me>>105584948just don't mention her 18+ stuff on Twitch or her SFW Twitter
>>105585019>just don't mention her 18+ stuff on Twitch or her SFW TwitterYeah, but that's what the first rule is for, isn't it? That's why it's kinda confusing.
>>105584948Don't talk about her nsfw activities anywhere, not in her chat, not on her discord, not in a different chat, not on 4chan, not anywhere. Don't mention it. Don't say it exist.Rule 2 means don't record her vods and don't leak her content or everything is gonna get pay walled.
>>105585056oh right... woman moment I guess
>>105584720That's fine she doesn't know this place exists
>>105585129She post on choc.
does FS stash still get updated? there's no way to sort by new so it's hard to tell if things are still being added sometimes
>>105585183I just checked and every post there is made by "Anonymous"
>>105585380Malfaggio!
how did miwa get a video flagged before she published it?
>>105585501Before she made it public.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQBp7rMP1gI>cosleepingThat's what I'm talking about
>>105585501>>105585556Youtube is always watching
>>105582637She's not due back until the nineteenth. Trust, anon.
>>105584720This is kind of self-fulfilling thing to post, at the end of the day.Some retard will inevitably break some or all of the rules, either because they're a moron or malicious and fuck everyone else.
>>105586736yeah me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMGIh61hk1Mhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hw0KbqCXmT0
>>105587459Good tastehttps://litter.catbox.moe/kj9jjg.mp3
Miru is being scared and cutehttps://www.twitch.tv/mirukuhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcwyA_3s64Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brkxeO-BrMI
Sir, she's one of ours on the scope>>105586345
>>105588154Tonya is just really fucking sexy, nene has huge ass boobs now and thighs I could only dream of dying in. Thats probably just her goon list.
>>105576676I love this guy’s wife!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vnf6Xe4ZVchttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GogJONQGUsohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5vYwWuQ5HxAhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tz-IIyn-IHQhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQBp7rMP1gIhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJOSgMy6MHI
>>105588023I'm so excited for this. I love haircutting ASMR and I love my big sister.
Does anyone have the thumb artwork used in this thumbnail? I'm struggling to find it.
Did Cwra delete the VOD or did stream get cancelled?
>>105590100https://x.com/CeraLuceria/status/1939421360608215130tier 2 wallpaper>>105590902she didn't stream
>>105590100>first resulthttps://x.com/Gawa_wawa_en/status/1939104023682171048
uoh
>>105592028I've listened to this child's pussy
>>105591488>>105591469Maybe I should have looked at her art tag rather than scratching around for thumbnail artist credits...
I really like kissing and gfe talk between them. My favorite vod ever ishttps://www.youtube.com/watch/HwfP7Aa5L2sDo you guys have anything similar?
>>105592476https://youtu.be/9oUHQv7H4PUhttps://youtu.be/2LI9uMB3cJIhttps://youtu.be/lXrPy4gBqOM
>>105592476There's a kissing playlist in the OP link, but I feel like a lot of these gazillion kisses streams don't bother talking a lot.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PO87EW54o88https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ErwYQTOwt6whttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mwYauWq1OEMenace is probably one of the best for this.
https://www.twitch.tv/gemuyo
nyh gave me big boner
>>105592902>MenaceWhy would you recommend that
>>105593113What did she do?
>>105592902Alias... My love...
>>105593200sounds like she gave anon a big boner
>>105592028Look at how small she is It's like she wants me to pick her up and bend her over various pieces of furniture
>>105588515
>>105574333Eww, what does Bao the Whore do there, ask for money while crying cocodrile tears about Sinder
>>105593255Damn...
https://x.com/ManururuNekoko/status/1979211246592496001
>>105593456Bouncy Niko... So cute
Did Puri die?
https://x.com/miwamouto/status/1979164766649168230miwa needs reassurance (and money)
>>105593722That's what happens when you play too much LOL with a certain mod.
>>105593722>eb immediately in the repliesSorry miwa you are going to suffer
>>105593722Genuinely sad, especially considering she did nothing wrong.Ignore this schizo >105593744 (You)
>>105593722not after what she said
>>105593722
>>105593456what makes niko! so cute and not lewd?
>>105593854Her whimsical demeanor prevents people from having sexual thoughts about her, of course
>>105593904>prevents people from having sexual thoughts about herSkill issue
>>105593920Coomers aren't people
>>105593759I hate that leech
>>105593456Chroniko!
>>105593722Deserved for her vile tweet she exposed her true self
>>105593722Inner circle whales aren't sending enough it seems
https://www.twitch.tv/nixiNo Man's Sky ASMR?
>>105594040what tweet. rratanon?
>>105593759Why is he in like every chuuba's replies? He's about as annoying as saiken
>>105594075Nows my chance
https://www.twitch.tv/halo_sweety
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brkxeO-BrMIMy cute big sister is cutting hair
>>105594125Because he is a terminally online /here/ retard who knows it will get him attention and pennies from twitter because he has a blue checkmark. You should encourage your oshi to block him so he cant use her to farm currency to support himself in whatever third world shithole he is from.
if mio does 3 more bodycam streams before the end of the weekend i will go back to being one of her regulars
Is hair salon ASMR discriminatory against bald people?
>>105594108she condemned all the goat fuckers invading her country
>>105593722grim
>>105594302link the tweet
>>105594125Engagement farming on a gimmick account makes him more than his entire village
>>105594297Yes, asmr is for hair chads only.
>>105593854actually roleplaying instead of whatever everyone else is doing
>>105594297pretend she is trimming your pubes or your back hair
>>105594321I lied
>>105594234she got a runny nose, my poor sister. I need to take care of her
pls don't be another does asmr once and never again chuba
>>105594503one-hit wonder love
>>105594503More than being offensive, this was endearing, kek
>>105594108https://x.com/miwapeito/status/1969420000772366653
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NC1UOhQSTRIhttps://www.twitch.tv/amevt
>>105594565you should anti people who pretend to not know what that means instead
kirahttps://www.twitch.tv/usagikira_
>>105594582honse:3
>>105594503she literally did asmr yapping 2 days ago
>>105594565So gross
>>105594646>yapping
>>105594565what the fuckfor what reason should a chuuba who doesn't even do +18 stuff ever say something lika that?
Why are you fags acting as if Miwa explicitly said she likes negroes? She was basically joking like you'd do with a friend when you call him gay or something
>>105594672oh just masturbating with an asmr mic is asmr but yapping isntgot it
pussy sounds are asmr
tingles has never laughed once in their life...
https://www.twitch.tv/menmakiiiyaps n gaymen
>>105594696It was implied when she dropped Twisty for being racist.
>>105594696interracial porn should not be normalized, it should be treated as the weird freak fetish it isI don't want my oshi to make references to diaper furry scat either
>>105594824I agree with this post and the fact that a britbong felt the need to make the joke makes it even worse.
>>105594297here, just for you https://youtu.be/aXsHQ92jeNM
https://x.com/LabriBlair/status/1979223484497645628
>>105594824Why is mentioning such a thing so bad now though? I don't like that shit either, but it wouldn't make me drop a chuuba unless she explicitly said she likes black cocks or something, because that'd be disgusting and retarded.People joke even about CP nowadays, and I'm sure that if your oshi did that, you wouldn't drop her.
>>105594885That's what I'm talking about, Noel gets me
>>105594696She knows a ton of rap lyrics off the top of her head and quotes them constantly, if you've ever actually watched her.
>>105594892I will not invest in blue magic blueballer stock
>>105594892Holy fuck, her recent drawings have all been pure sex.
For comparison, Menace does +18 plus content and asks for lewd comms and even then she only referenced IR porn to make it explicitly clear that she doesn't want to see it
When is Indonesia's bedtime
>whataboutmenace
>>105594929>Why is mentioning such a thing so bad now though?It has always been wrong, it just has been getting more normalized over the past few years thanks to porn addicts.>but it wouldn't make me drop a chuuba unless she explicitly said she likes black cocks or somethingJoking about her friend fucking one isn't all that different>People joke even about CP nowadaysLoli is infinitely better
>>105594935'Murican zoomers love rap now because it's what (((they))) want them to consume, and I know Miwa is British, but come on now, it's such a mainstream fucking genre that it basically means nothing.I dislike probably like 80% of rap, and I hate negrofication, but we've reached a point where this is all just schizo shit.>>105594970This is based though, I gotta say.
>>105595038>Joking about her friend fucking one isn't all that differentsee >>105594696
>>105594970this is a cuck friendly thread get your whore out of here
>>105595051 (me)Also, Menis likes stuff like Death Grips, yet doesn't like blacked.
>No proper ASMR during the ShondothonNo...
>>105595107she also enjoys solo vacations
>>105595175sorry that she's a sane streamer
>>105594970She spelled bestiality wrong, rookie mistake
>>105595217>Shondo>SaneWell let's not get ahead of ourselves here
>raid breaks the roleplaytwitch haet
>>105595175she hates asmr and will never do it againthe subathon is just there to pay for her japenis vacation and after that she will go on another hiatus
>she hates asmr and will never do it againMe when I'm a tourist
>>105594970>brags about owning a niggers sweat rag she got at a rap concert>loved going to nigger church as a child>gets skebs where she is fucking niggers
If Mozzu doesn't do asmr tonight I'm dropping her from the rotation
>>105595307Are you the same sperg from /lig/ or are there just 2 separate people randomly melting down about blacks at the same time?
>>105595335Kek
>>105595307is a fan of Kanye
ASMR?
>>105595396we're here for schizos to test their new material before spamming it on their home threads
>>105595396https://gofile.io/d/8UVwar1:29:49
>>105595396https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NC1UOhQSTRIhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brkxeO-BrMIRelax while the monkeys rattle their cages
>>105595396https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xAKlKoNT2N8
>>105595411Oh shit, kino, I forgot I wanted to look for this one.
I'm convinced the people who freak the fuck out over a slightly darker dick and immediately start screaming "INTERACIAL" and "BLACKED" are the same braindead zoomers who can't read books in 3rd personIt's just two people fucking, why do you care about their races? Weird af
>105595536brown hands typed this post
Blacked is hot because it's kind of like hentai orcs but real.>big and muscly>different color>kind of dumb and violent>extra large penis>speak in katakana
I like Cera and I will wait for Cera! Carbuncle wife ONLY, no one else!!
>105595536Ok Jamal
>>105595692Good post.>>105595707kek
Mio's dark brown nipples on stream before the end of the year
Mio should open maros again I have so much to say
>>105595741Inshallah
>>105594715neither are asmr, although i'm not opposed to the idea of a masturbation stream from her
Mio needs open maros again I have lots of complaints to send
https://www.twitch.tv/deucelDeu
Essie needs to allow anonymous maros again
>>105595907sexo
>>105595941All maros are anonymous, retard-chama
>>105595978
>>105596030All maros are anonymous
>>105596030Based sheep but all chuubas should create new maro accounts and share the link only in a member's post
>>105596030It doesnt give her your info faggot. Its so if she blocks you, you cant keep sending her shit.
Why is zenya acting so needy on twitter today?
>>105596030Retard
>>105596125>Its so if she blocks you, you cant keep sending her shit.That's the problem retard I don't want to send maros worrying about getting blocked over a menhera reactionI send lovey dovey messages through DMs with my name there, maros are for criticism
>>105596202based
>>105596202>I don't want to send maros worrying about getting blocked(...)for criticismbitch made
>I send lovey dovey messages through DMs with my name there, maros are for criticism
>>105596226sending critical maros is an essential part of making sure your oshi remains humble and doesn't take your attention for granted retardcarrot and stick are both necessary to train a dog or a woman right
>he's scared to discipline his chuuba with his name attachedgrim
>>105596202You sound like a faggot. I send whatever signed in, grow some balls make an account and fuck off.
BREEDING SEX WITH MY SISTER. FUCK
the only thing that's taken for granted here is your perma virginity, SEAfren
>>105596293trueke
>>105596255That attitude is why you will never be with your oshi
>>105596351sex
>>105596351She's really good at roleplaying, except when she thanked the raid and broke immershun. But I understand it's common courtesy
I imagine Mio's nipples to be more of a light peachy color
>>105596565>What color are your nipples?>I'm Asian, what do you think?
>>105596565they're 100% brown, i see them every night in my dreams
>>105596565Don't let internet thots rot your brain. If you see pink nips on an asian girl, 99% chance they've been surgically recolored and/or photoshopped. Asian girls are at the top of the food chain but for some reason they all want to be white
>>105596565Unlikely for an Asian, they could be light brownish though.
Large wisp tits on my timeline
>>105596657>Asian girls are at the top of the food chain but for some reason they all want to be whiteBecause all women know who is really at the top of the food chain. I laugh every time I see the queen of black women (Beyonce) and she looks even more white than the last time I saw her.
>we now have an essie schizo
>now
>
Her nips are dark brown
They/them bnnuyhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFn7ndVHlEA
>>105595426>hair salonbut i'm bald...
>>105596351Need to be smothered by sexy big sis
>>105596862I wish this cute homie would do more romantic and subby rps
>>105596908Covering them with my cum might make them lighter
https://www.twitch.tv/fakyraxoxoThe King has Returned
>>105596917Yeah, it'd be cute
Sexy Deu earlicks rn
gays not welcome
>>105596972sexoooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
All asmrtubers owe me love
>>105596989having both faky and her stream open right now is giving me a weird boner
>>105597072It's also frying your tingles receptors
>>105597072This plus nene chuchuchu vodHaving 3 sexy girls kissing and licking me right now
>>105597107a sacrifice I'm willing to make
>>105597142Sounds hot
https://www.twitch.tv/mars_fortuna
Mio’s mocha nipples in my mouth
>>105597207imho the hottest bit is that I can imagine that the jungled dialogue of each talking over each other is them talking amongst themselves as they kiss and rub my ears, and when one gives positive affirmations and encouragement while another one licks deep into my ears it's like the first one is encouraging the second into going deeper and deeper
>>105597331I usually don't listen to more than one stream at once, but this sounds like a good idea
>>105593722>>105593763>>105594075If she did nothing wrong, where did all her supporters go
how come a fleshie has done the best ASMR JOI? chuubas need to counteract, another Brazilian girl if possible (I'm looking at you Nyh)
>>105597811Please don't post this whore here. I grew tired of her blueballing.
>>105597753I'll engage with your shitpost, but remember she got sick and took long breaks?
>>105597844her new tits should make her confident enough to go naked, some day
>>105597811Fleshies are obviously not constrained by a 2D anime hand puppet
>>105597880>new titsDid she get implants? Grim.
>>105597904yeah that's why she went to Korea. they look good enough
>>105597952
>>105597929I haven't kept up with her, but now I'm curious again
>>105597960jumpscare
>>105597811She's peak and every vtuber should watch some of her videos to learn
My oshi is going to Seoul tomorrow
Immy Bisou shouldn’t post pictures like that it’s weird to know she’s actually hot