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https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1981447804447805662Pillow's screams are very funny and cute.
Do we have any Piwwos going to MCM? It seems like Pillow is going to be doing the M&G literally like 30 mins after Comfy Morning.
>>105825172I've seen a couple mention it. Although I'm in the country I didn't want to go to London for a convention I'm not interested in just to see Pillow, especially since I just saw her at VeXpo.
>>105825075https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGPZPMECQiYI was not sure about this one since I generally dislike fast ASMR but holy moly my oshi is perfect.Pillow cute!!!!
When I see Piller,I think "Fill'er!"
https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1981449219056521425I love when she posts stuff like this.
>>105825397Makes me happy to know she's happy. As much stress as I get thinking about the future when it comes to her, it's nice to enjoy things and take it easy in the present.
>>105825397She often gets clingy after collabs. Probably doesn't want us looking at Kanna's body.
>>105825397It's great when she posts stuff like this it makes me feel warm and fuzzy.
>>105825728Thankfully I am far too busy thinking about Olive.
Watching pillow getting DP'd and struggling to take both cocks at once
How is Pillow recieved by other fanbases?
>>105825834Wouldn't that entirely depend on the fanbase? I mean in the asmr community she's probably either liked or basically lesser known.
>>105825834I think as a vtuber she isn't really known enough to say.As far as ASMR goes I've been in plenty of comment sections and most people seem to like her. At the worst some hold a bit of animosity for deleting her more spicy Yandere stuff, around the same timemwhen she started livestreaming. That's about it though.
>>105825397
The idea of a clingy Pillow who doesn't want me to leave the house without her is very endearing. I'd take her on errands with me so she wouldn't get lonely.
Going for a long hike with Pillow, having a nice lunch overlooking a fantastic view and princess carrying her the whole way back.
>>105826643Keep 'em coming fellow yearnpiwwo. This is what I follow these threads for.
>>105826643Planning a long hike but seeing Pillow get tired after half a mile and carrying her back to the start, and going home to play minecraft instead.
>>105826776
you just know
Having sex with Pillow in the kitchen!
>>105827051Olive awkwardly making herself lunch next to you.
>>105827273lol
>>105827273I do wonder what Pillow's long-term living situation will be. Perhaps I will have Olive come live in our home, and she can put a cup up to her wall and listen to me and Pillow every night.
>>105826968"olive can you help me put this thing in?"
Even if Pillow stays single for us for as long as she's a vtuber, there's nothing stopping Olive from getting into a serious relationship. What if Olive wants to move in with him? What will Pillow do on her own?
>>105827650That's a sad thought. Hopefully Olive wouldn't move far and they'd still see each other.
>>105827650Pillow has implied a few times that Olive is far too autistic to even want a relationship
I hope Fempiwwo will be open to a relationship with me in the future.
>>105827273Sticking a cucumber in her pooper so she feels included
>>105828441She’s already accepted her position as my autistic side-girl who comes to polish me off after Pillow milks me with her butt.
>>105828554That's disgusting even for this thread.
>>105828554Being cleaned off by Olive as she tries to watch her favorite show. Feeling her bony fingers through a wet rag as she avoids making eye contact with you
>>105828694what the fuck
>>105828694are you okay anon
This is supposed to be the one place where hornyposting is allowed. Where are the prudes coming from
>>105829027It is allowed. You're not going to get banned for it.
>>105829195Did you make this?Holy fucking fuck
>>105828441Shes just like me, we would be perfect together
>>105829285nah i just found a commissioned pillow art lul it does look cool tho
>>105829195As I was trying to find a source for this image, I came across an AI image dump of Pillow porn. Some 160 images, but they're paywalled for $4
>>105829195
>>105829195Cute...
Falling asleep with Pillow's arms around me
art by https://x.com/r0_fo
>>105830875I love the live 2D version of this one too. The way she looks at us adorable, but the way her little feetsies sway in the back is mesmerizing
Cuddling Pillow as she falls asleep talking about the content her fans have made for her.
raaah (not mine)
>>105834281Cute
>>105825834We each stay in our own GFE lane but Pillow is a friend of Nene and thus a friend of Cloudtomo
The most powerful image of them all
>>105834395She's gorgeous
>>105834395my orange wife
Pillow accidentally left her replies off on Twitter again, so none of us can say anything to her now
thinkin about pillow's cute anus
>>105834395Has she seen this one? What did she say?
>>105846543I don’t think she’s ever turned down a proposal before. She’s already married, divorced, then remarried to the Piwwos.
>>105846604I mean what was her reaction to the art.
>>105846707She commented that her boobs weren't that big and made a reply chain that meticulously described the absolute flatness of her cute, lickable chest in excruciating detail but then she got embarrassed and deleted it all
Hand-holding with Pillow at every opportunity
>>105847873She doesn't wash her hands after she pees.
>>105848476Source?
Couple's Halloween costumes with Pillow
Sex with Pillow dressed as Wednesday Addams
>>105848496uhh her bladder
>>105848476That's hot but does she wipe after that's the real question
>>105849259Pillow wondering why you're dressed like that
Having an extremely vivid wet dream only to then wake up with Pillow on top, gently panting and smiling smugly at you
>>105850086th-that’s rape
>>105850086That is a perfectly healthy and encouraged scenario
>>105834395>>105846543She reposted it and sang a little song https://gofile.io/d/rAdoFC
>>105850086I need Pillow to hold me down at knifepoint and rape me in cowgirl position. I want her to force me to cum inside her against my will so we can start a family together
>>105850640That's adorable.
>>105850640Most adorable thing ever, she’s going to be so cute showing off her ring to everyone after our honeymoon.
I'd marry pillow and have olive as a concubine with us and sleep together if that made her happy
>>105851859Dream relationship is finding out that Pillow is a cuckquean that gets off on me plowing her hot vtuber friends. I’d convince her to fly Nene out so I can see if the model’s tit size is an exaggeration.
good morning text wall
>>105850658art by https://skeb.jp/@Midori_annte23
>>105852268Yeah I know Pillow these faggots are unbelievable
>>105852230
Good morning >>105852288
>>105852623Sex (missionary)Sex (anal)Sex (paizuri)Sex (doggystyle)
petting puppypillow and telling her she's a good girl
Having sex with Pillow in the living room while Olive awkwardly tries to watch netflix
>>105852268
She's so nice and I don't appreciate her enough. How many more opportunities will I get to meet her? I should've gone.
>>105856669The sad truth of nobody can ever appreciate another human being enough, divorced as we are by the chains of individual conscience. Do what you can and know that what's done is done.
>>105856669This was her first year ever trying to get into cons, and she's been pretty successful, mostly due to her being pretty aggressive about going to every con she possibly can. Even if con season is over, she'll still try to make appearances. Even if she's unsuccessful, she'll try to make just as many, if not more, con appearances next year. I'm gonna try and beg for her to bring back VRChat meet and greets as well, so we can have 2 meets with her in Discord. I have no idea why she didn't do it this year, aside from just being busy. She actually almost completely forgot about the regular meet and greet
>>105856789If she came to one of my local cons I would die. Plus I'd have to make sure I end up being able to see her because not a single vtuber I've liked has ever been to one of my local cons.
pillow is the sweetest person ever raahhh i love her
I might fail her as a piwwo, but I'd endeavour to never fail her as a husband.
Is the new fempiwwo lurker still around? Did we scare her off?
The dakis are finally shipping
She’s doesn’t want to see us on Fridays :(
impatiently waiting for pillows next stream like a dog waiting for its owner at the front door
>>105858402More like the Futurama dog
Rubbing Pillow’s feet and giving her a back massage after a long day of her laying in bed
>>105858301As much as I’d love to see her on Fridays, never forget that she has a bunch of professional friends and a good manger who keep her in line. I’m sure she’d love to stream every single day, but they’d be the first to point out how important it is to have days to yourself so that you can rest as well as get your work done. She’s a big mess of ADHD and executive dysfunction, so she has to work extra long and hard to make sure everything she wants to happen happens. That’s a big reason why she likes streaming earlier (the actual reason is because I’m an EUwwo and she loves me the most in particular), because she then has the rest of the day to do stuff instead of just waiting until it’s time to stream.
The neon shrine merch came in today>packaging 10/10 it came in a nice custom colorful box and wrapped well with paper and tape and cardboard>the cam badge is big and holofoil>the cheki comes inside a card sleeve which is nice points off for not being a real cheki on polaroid film however it is clearly a printed cardboard/paper card>the acrylic is B tier, smaller than some I know of. The art is nice but the plastic arrived scuffed (which is not uncommon) and I felt like I was going to break the little disc stand inserting the vertical into itShipping was extremely fast as well, presumably because everything was already manufactured for the IRL event. Bonus points for selling this stuff online at all.
>>105862918Good post reviewpiwwo
Watching Pillow's cute face of fascination as she plays around with my load in her hands after a lengthy pillowjob
>>105864250>Why is it so watery and clear Piwwo?
>>105866318Feigning ignorance and blaming my diet as I try to not imagine the tight butthole of Pillow's roommate, Olive!
Precious angel
creds: https://skeb.jp/@wabu_mement
>>105868425Adorable commission. Do you plan to share it on Twitter, where Pillow can see and repost?
>>105868425That's looks great very cute
>>105868599i dont have twitter so you can go ahead! idk whether shes seen it or not
piwwow cute...
>>105870865I can share it on Twitter for you, any particular message you want to attach to it?
It's Friday!
https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1981887533593075781she said she wishes she could bake stuff for the piwwos a few streams ago...what is she planning??
>>105868599>>105870865This was shared in her discord server months ago, piwwos
>>105874278Why would that guy lie to me and pretend it was his, that’s so messed up and evil :(
>>105875612Lets rape him, Piwwos.
I hope Pillow breaks in and rapes me in my sleep. Goodnight, Piwwos. See you all in comfy morning tomorrow
>>105879143Same
>>105879143>>105881342She's actually outside me window right now
>>105881539my window*
I will never get to try Pillow's cooking
I love her so much... These bitches at the bar keep coming onto me... they ain't shit... I never should've gone with my normie friends.... Pillow is all I need
Getting sleep raped by Pillow and her waking you up in the middle because she got lonely and missed your company
Setup for Pillow's M&G today
Would you still watch pillow if she was a stoner and smoked pot every stream?
>>105890828No. I like her pure, pale, stinky and flat.
>>105890828Probably not, being a stoner tends to come with a lot of other things that are really annoying. Big part of why Pillow is so lovely is because she's a modest, pure, and decent girl, who is simultaneously responsible in all the ways that matter but also a girlfailure in the ways that are cute. Like for instance, I'd like her a lot less if she was shitty with her money, because that's something i'd have a hard time dealing with.
>>105890828No, that's repulsive.>>105891708>Big part of why Pillow is so lovely is because she's a modest, pure, and decent girl, who is simultaneously responsible in all the ways that matter but also a girlfailure in the ways that are cute.That's a good way of describing her appeal.
>>105891787Genuinely it has me fucked up since I couldn’t imagine any woman matching up to what I want in the way Pillow does. It’s kinda like some Piwwos said a bit ago, she’s not perfect, but all of her flaws are ones that I can appreciate. Yeah, she’s a mess of anxiety and depression and has terrible self-worth. She’s also stinky and messy. At the same time, she’s decent and modest, while also being quite savvy about her work and driven while also not being greedy. Shes so perfect it hurts
>>105891930I don't want to sound naive and say that life with her would be perfect, because it wouldn't, but I think it would be as good as it could get. She really is special and it sucks because I know I'll never be with her and I can't imagine meeting anyone who matches up to her either.
>>105890873She'd be pretty stinky from the weed, and she'd probably take fewer showers
pillow will become real in 1 hour
>>105892425I'm going to miss it :(
I want to gently kiss pillow and taste her lips
I need to make a family with Pillow!
Spending Christmas with Pillow
Whenever I'm feeling down and struggling to watch her stream she does something that cheers me up. I love her so much.
hehe smug
>>105894676Look at that sexy facePillow is cute too
sometimes its weird that +40 watch her when she could be old as their daughter
>>105894706pillow makes me feel young and virile enough to be her dad
>>105894706Pillow wants to lose her virginity to a loving 40+ year old piwwow.
Feel like she's being extra sweet today. Really cheered me up.
Unc piwwos are so lucky. Pillow is always talking about how cute older piwwos are and she’s always bringing attention to them. I wish I was older so I could play into her fantasy
>>105895114>I wish I was oldertrust me, you dont
She's so incredibly lovely.
Pillow has daddy issues? Maybe the affection she craves is that of a father figure, not that of a husband or bf. She needs an older guy there for her. To protect and hug her.
>>105896803Treating pillow as a daughter during the day, as a wife during the evening, and as a whore at night!
>>105896819Please don’t make babies with your daughter ojiwwo
I like being around Pillow's age because I can relate to her more.
>>105825075Wow, it's Ninaninin!
Happiness from speaking with her fading, sadness from not being with her setting in
Pillow cute!
Pillow’s gentle dainty fingers in complete control of my orgasm. Fully submitting to her touch.
the pings are never for me
Pillow’s gentle dainty fingers in complete control of my bagels. Fully submitting to her cream cheese spread.
It's nice to be recognised. I haven't even been around for long.Lurker piwwos, you should try interacting with her. She loves getting to know piwwos and truly cares about all of us.
>>105902081I’m too scared to talk to her, especially knowing she’ll spot me instantly lol
I may be round bread with a hole where my center should be, but I believe Pillow will one day clumsily fill that hole with some kind of topping
>>105902268Pillow jacking me off with a bagel
>>105902175What are you afraid of? She's so nice and non-judgemental. Unless you say something really out-of-line, she's going to love hearing from you.
>>105902081I wish she would recognize me more
>>105902470Even Piwwos that have been really out of line, she usually has been kind to. You gotta realllllllly fuck up in order to get banned or something, like actual harassment levels of shit.
>>105902668Just interact with her more. I think she really does try to remember every piwwo and treat them all the same, but she'll recognise you easier and be able to acknowledge you more if she's seeing your name a lot.
>>105902668It's really nice, you have to interact a lot, but particularly if you're putting in work to do clips and such, she appreciates it extra. She loves all Piwwos, some Piwwos just get called out a little bit more.
>>105902470I guess I’m also scared for my parasocialism ramping up if she directly talks to me and says my name. Pillow is so nice I would go schizo for her I know it. I’ve had a 2view talk to me before unexpectedly and it freaked me out. She was asking me questions and replying to my posts like a full conversation. The interaction interaction itself didn’t freak me out, but it was my emotional response and falling for her, hard, when she wasn’t even GFE or trying to groom me. This was way before I started watching Pillow who’s MUCH nicer and cuter than that other girl. I’m not a yearnposter but I understand where they’re coming from if they get frequent interactions.
>>105902987Well that has been an issue for me lol. I'm hopelessly in love with Pillow.
Bagelfags get out
>>105902987I can confirm, the parasocial feelings do increase when you get more interactions. Though, maybe this is just me, but I feel like the real yearning only really begins when you start thinking of her as an actual option. I've said this before, but there's quite a few GFE girls who I could have gotten into, but they just seemed so supremely unapproachable that I never even considered them as anything other than idols. Nene is a good example, she's on a whole different level of success and she's been working for a long time, she's definitely extremely unapproachable. Meanwhile, Pillow is just a cute girlfailure in the US, who does genuinely try to cultivate bonds with her regulars. She is extremely good at making and maintaining boundaries, but she's very good at making Piwwos obsessed with her.
>>105903104I'm the type where I could break off from her, it would suck and I'd be sad, but I could stop interacting and stop watching and I'd be okay. At the same time though, the whole yearn grindset feels a lot healthier than anything else I could be doing instead. I could go find some IRL girls, but that has a whole host of issues: STDs, pregnancy scares, they could just be shitty girls to be around. Meanwhile, at least yearnposting is safe, and Pillow does a good job of motivating me to do better.
>>105902987>emotionally weak to cute girls interacting with you >lonely>schizoSounds like you’ll fit right in. Just say hello to her you retard and stop overthinking it. Pillow wants you to be parasocial with her so it doesn’t matter
>>105902838>>105902950But I do interact a lot...
>>105903205Nene seems unapproachable, but she really isn't. She's great at maintaing boundaries, she will remember the names of Cloudtomos and what they say. She'll randomly talk to them in the waiting room or on Twitter. Stuff like that is rare, but it and other things are proof Nene is approachable. Also, Nene remembers when a fan has had a bad day, especially if they let them know and she'll give them a bit of extra attention and affection.
>>105903205I think you're right. Even though I know on some level that I'm never going to meet her in person, I think her approachability makes me feel much more strongly about her than I otherwise would. She's someone I can actually see myself in a relationship with, if it wasn't for the other things that keep us apart.>>105903284But the "yearn grindset" has to have a realistic goal for it to be healthy, and dating Pillow very likely isn't one for you (or any of us). It's not much use if you're going to do all of that self-improvement but then not put yourself out there because you only want to be with a woman who's effectively unavailable for the foreseeable future.>>105903390Make yourself stand out. Share things about yourself. It'll be easier for her to remember you as, for example, "the piwwo who's making my game" or "the piwwo who said X to me at a M&G" than just another piwwo that she knows nothing about.
Whenever I'm alone, I think about a life with Pillow, often vividly imagining specific scenarios—where we are, how she looks, what she says, what I say—and every time, eventually, I have to stop and it really upsets me.
I hope she does another pumpkin carving stream. It might sound silly but I find the way she moves around and emotes with her hands adorable.
>>105825834All asmr girls, all v4m girls, all pxl girls suck her dick.
>>105825974>At the worst some hold a bit of animosity for deleting her more spicy Yandere stuffThe video where she cuts off my legs so I can't leave..... give it back...
Pillow needs to make just one NSFW ASMR, yandere Pillow breaks in and rapes you
>>105911050This but it's not a video, it's just her breaking into my house to claim my seed
Y'all know Pillow is in VRChat right now on Daiya Fortuna's stream, right?
Gentle anal with Pillow, with lots of kissing her aching butthole afterwards
It's time to clean up the streets of Gotham
Pillow is the nicest girl in the world, but I think she is a phase for me. I hope she hasn't seen me enough to notice if I'm gone one day.
>>105932846>a phaseheh
>>105907885+1
>>105932846I know I'll have to let go someday if I'm going to find someone I can actually be with. I just want more time with her.
The way Pillow talks with her hands makes me want to hug her so tightly. Fucking adorable. Even the way she picks things up and moves things is cute and feminine.
>>105937878I love the 3D streams and hand-cams for this reason.
>>105937878valid
One day, I want to be able to hold Pillow's hand and laugh with her as I say "Remember back when I used to watch your streams and get excited when you read my chats? Look at us now."
>>105940982>So how did you two meet?
Honestly I think Pillowdear is the only ASMR vtuber that is good, because she calls out cheaters for being Diddy Blud
>>105941341It all started when I was jerking off to her ASMR...
Putting my cold hands on Pillow's belly whilst spooning her to make her scream.
It's Pillover
>>105943201What do you mean? If she starts doing this I'll comment on every video.
>>105943314That's what I mean. Pillow will 100% use this feature to make us go crazy for her.
>>105943352Sounds good to me lol
when are we getting the pillow anal we deserve?
>>105943439That's reserved for me after our 8th date when she finally decides to let me go for a dip in the piggy pond.
Imagine how cute she must look in the winter with fluffy earmuffs, mittens and a puffy winter jacket with a cold red nose and glasses.
>>105943674Adorable. How have I never thought of this?
>>105943595noway fag. ima go first. you can have the sloppy seconds.
>>105943674bro…
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1982470661906833797I think these are creepy but I'm happy for Pillow I guess lol
>>105944962Does she know what he's going to do with it when it's...complete?
>>105945240It's for "cosplay"
>>105944962>i dressed up as pillow as a joke...
>>105946306at least someone gets the anal they want
Pillow taking off her panties whilst she's giving you the gentlest teasing pillowjob, scrunching them up and shoving them on your nose whilst calling you a pervert.
I kind of want to watch Pillow. But her community is already so big at this point
>>105947680She always loves to see new piwwos. If you chat in a stream she'll probably notice and acknowledge you.
>>105947680She'll notice you, trust me. She might even make more of an effort with you to win you over.
>>105947680It's smaller than you'd think. I was looking at her social blade and her channel is basically not growing at all. She has maybe 20-30 big time Piwwos who are always interacting with her, but that's honestly not too hard to stand out in when you realize that nearly all of them have had some form of schitzo crashout at some point.
>>105947680You sound like a groomer in denial hunting for 2views.>>105947832>>105948264You sound like a cult hunting for new converts.
>>105948377If I were being purely self-centered, I'd be praying that every Piwwo dies so I can have more time with Pillow. I care about her though, so I figure it's nice if she has more people who care about her.
The only socialisation that Pillow gets is online, with her VTuber friends but also mostly with piwwos. It's not surprising that she's genuinely interested in us and wants to interact with us as much as she can.
I do often wonder about how much presence she has on alt accounts. Like I figure she definitely has some, but also I know she's alluded to her old people she used to hang out with before she was a vtuber being pretty bad, so she probably cut them off.
How do you think Pillow feels about the men who are genuinely in love with her and want to marry her? She must know that we exist; many don't try to hide it. Does she feel sorry for us?
>>105949443>Does she feel sorry for us?No, people who feel sorry for you don't keep profiting off of your love and leading you on (or if you prefer I sugar-coat it, call it "enabling the delusion"). If you want someone who feels sorry for you, look at Sleepy who refuses to even use the "L-word" because she understands how manipulative it actually is.
>>105949546>people who feel sorry for you don't keep profiting off of your love and leading you onYou think that's what Pillow does? Where'd you come from?
>>105949620>You think that's what Pillow does?My dude that's what this whole industry does.
>>105949686That's very cynical. I'm sure some of them do that but I think Pillow has distinguished herself in that regard.
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1982513688788828353
Cleaning Pillow and Olive, both of who forgot to shower for weeks, with only my tongue!
who's olive? i've only watched her asmr until recently
>>105953122sex incarnate
>>105949546there are degrees of awareness. i also think GFEtubers are kind of demonic and evil (despite enjoying them myself) but it's silly to think they're maliciously and deliberately trying to destroy people's lives for their own benefit. intentions matter. people like sleepy are just more aware and have stronger morals
>>105953122Pillow's roommate and best friend
>>105953359But Pillow says "I love you" and stuff like that a lot. It's her brand. Is she malicious?
>>105949443I think she probably does genuinely feel bad about not being able to actually marry and actually be with the Piwwos. Her whole lore is basically her attempt to spread her love as much as she can. I think she feels like her way of living as an idol and roleplaying as our wife/gf is basically her way of doing that, it's the best she can do without picking one person above everyone else. She's self-sacrificing and kind to the point that it's often detrimental to herself, and I think her whole kayfabe is just another example. Yeah, she does get happiness by always being there for the Piwwos, but she also misses out on a lot in life because of it.
>>105953490She's not, this dude is just retarded. The only GFE girls that are evil are the ones intentionally doing it to milk men, which granted, I'd say that's a solid 90% of them. GFE is a pretty effective way to grow quickly and maximize your income off of a small pool of whales, particularly if you're doing shit like the lewdtubers where they'll get like $500 in a single camming stream that only lasts for an hour or two. Meanwhile Pillow makes a lot of sacrifices for the Piwwos. As I showed earlier:>>105948332She has extremely small growth and doesn't make much money, yet she intentionally does a lot to make sure she's not squeezing the Piwwos wallets.
Heeey wait a minute! I seen this one before, fifty thousand fucking times!
>>105954108Luckily you're here to contribute some original content.
>>105954361Remember fellas, the solution to seeing things you don't like on a thread is to post something else, not to sit and cry, mostly because I will post more to spite you.
>>105953765i literally said it's silly to think they're doing it maliciously and you're calling me a retard? kek
>>105954572But you did say that GFE VTubers are "demonic and evil", and that ones who don't "use the "L-word" are "more aware and have stronger morals". So what do you think of Pillow?
>>105954918i like her? i like GFE, that doesn't mean i can't recognize the damage it's doing to me (and others)
>>105955040Well it sounds a lot like you're criticising her. I think it can be unhealthy but I take full responsibility for how I feel towards her.
>>105955071i can promise you that every single person that enjoys alcohol can tell you it's dangerous and they'll continue drinking it anyway. it's not that deep
>>105954478That's why I secretly like prudeposters, it gets me thinking of more ways to sexualize PillowEventually a connection in my head will be made and I'll get hard when someone complains about hornypiwwos. It helps that I read each one of those whiny posts in Olive's voice.
>>105955286vtubers are very much like opium dens. Most of them explicitly say they're only for 18+ whether the content is sexual or not, and at some level (even subconsciously) they know that what they're selling is meant for dregs with no future who have given up, not for children who still have their whole lives ahead of them.
>>105955316I don't expect you to care about what I think, but I'd expect you to care about what Pillow would think.
I like to think of GFE as warpstone from warhammer fantasyit can grant you the powers to shoot lighting from your fingers and give you the power to vanquish your enemies but can also make you explode in a big green fireball if used irresponsibly
>>105955805>Yes-yes, hehehe, I'll kill all-all!>I cast ASMR DONOTHON!!!!
>>105955396My future is many children with Pillow.
Recreating the innocent teenage romance we missed out on in our twenties
>>105959842Hate to tell ya Uncwwo, but she’s still in her 20s. Leave her to the young bucks, I’ll introduce you to Olive’s mom though.
>>105959920You misunderstood. I'm just a couple years older than her. I want to start dating her while we're still young.
>>105960074Sometimes people say this and it isn't a joke. Do you understand the difference between reality and fiction?
>>105960732Yes. Do you understand the difference between wanting something and thinking that it's going to happen?
>>105960732>>105960842Imagine being so buckbroken that you could want something and not go get it. There only needs to be 2 categories of things: shit that you want enough to justify the effort, or shit that isn’t worth the effort so you stop caring. So make up your mind, is Pillow worth the effort or not?
>>105961478There are massive barriers to our ever even meeting, let alone dating, but besides that the fact remains that Pillow is effectively unavailable and doesn't want anyone to pursue a relationship with her. I could wait until that changes, but I don't know when that'll be and I'm not getting any younger. So should I potentially waste my life waiting for that, or should I accept the circumstances and aim for something more realistic?
>>105961881If you have any sanity left, you go with realistic option. Most relationships still happen in irl meetings
>>105962100Exactly. It's not just about what's "worth the effort". Some things, like what Pillow wants, are out of my control.
anyone who sacrifices the most important years of their life for a vtuber is an insane person
pillowdear will become real soon
>>105962537I think it's not even what Pillow wants. She wants piwwos to be happy and live fulfilling lives, not yearn hopelessly for her and be miserable. For all her talk of loving only her, I'm sure she'd be delighted to know that a piwwo found a girlfriend or got married, especially if she'd helped him in some way, like giving him confidence.
Her ASMR start screen music is so sad, like the soundtrack to my unrequited love for her.
I hope she doesn't hold back with the meanness.
HOLY MOTHER OF LICKS
Does PILLOW realize how sexual her mouth noises are?
Oh, the stream issues weren't just me. Poor Pil.
>>105964039I blame the one world government, they're after Pillow.
i hope she gets her internet back up again i was really enjoying it
>>105964147https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1982605795633295399
brtual cuckingi hope she tries a redo of this stream and not something different
>>105962100I have realistic options, I want my retarded internet wife.
>>105964259Yeah, I was enjoying it. The way she laughed at us for being lonely was a total personality flip and I loved it lol
>>105964252Her ISP will pay for it's crimes!
New stream title lol
>>105943674Christmas market with Pillow. Thinking about this for the rest of my life.
God fucking dammit I really needed this ASMR tonight. I guess I gotta find replacements.
>>105965501Need suggestions? She has a lot
Who's this bitch ass nigger?
guys what the fuck is thisschizo king, i need reassurance
guys why arent you saying anything?
my heart is racing i need you guys to say somethingtell me it isnt real im gonna lose my mind
Pillow needs a real man like that sexy hung latinx nigger krimbo to satisfy her. None of you timmys or daquans could ever possibly satisfy her with your cuck money or 2 inchers. That nigger krimbo has a FAT bbc and he WONT be gentle.
>>105967615The tiny bit of jealousy I get from not being there when her community was small enough for easy 1-on-1 interactions is overshadowed by my disgust at all other parties involved in this pic
SCHIZO KING WHERE ARE YOU????GIVE ME THE SCOOP ON THIS. CLEAR UP THIS MISUNDERSTANDING. THATS WHAT THIS IS RIGHT?
Fucking pathetic pillowcucks. Krimbo OWNS your oshi. SEXUALLY!
>>105967963shes calling him dear in 1 on 1 dms this is serious please someone just tell me this sint real
Just nigger up and make a bait thread, faggot
It's from 2023. She had a patreon only discord that is now gone. Patreon Piwwos can talk to ger there and since it's 2023 Pillow, she doesn't know what she's doing.
Hold on, pillow's a whore? Could she let our nigga krimbo get a taste?
>>105968230yeah im calming down nowscrolling through that video it seems she was just being affectionate to a rando
>>105968271Thread Tourist hereWhat the fuck is wrong with you, why are you such a fag for that faggot make chuuba in every thread?
>>105968331Male*got autocorrected
This is a next level schizo breakdown lmao
I think someone a while back said being able to talk to Pillow was a Patreon perk early on. Curious how much that guy spent for those DMs. Also Pillow was good at chess?
>>105968468>Pillow was good at chess?Yeah, she was constantly mating me
Yeah pillow used to do patreon stuff back in the day but I knew some of the guys and she actually stopped talking to them sometime after she started streaming so this is just old stuff
Someone have that papa screenshot? I'm in a mood for some cringy history since we're on the topic
Settle down, Piwwos, it's a literal nothing burger. Pillow's Discord server (the one she uses right now) used to be Patron exclusive before going public. Her Patreon used to have a couple of tiers, one of which included private DMs and a friend list. This was back when was a tiny ASMRtist trying to make money. This guy isn't special to her, he isn't an actual boyfriend or significant other. Pillow has dated none of her fans. One on one DMs were removed by Pillow herself not long after she debuted as a VTuber because she felt bad taking people's money for allowing them to talk to her. She always played up the "being your girlfriend" act even way back then, that's why she's calling him pet names. I promise you all, everything is fine
>>105968812I think i was the only one freaking out...
>>105968812I don't believe Actual Piwwos are freaking out about this
>>105968867>>105968870Even so, I want to make sure nobody worries. Pillow can be trusted, and I don't want some random nobody schizo to fuck up a good anything. I don't want him to make even the tiniest dent, especially not with a literal nothingburger
>>105968908So you'll guarantee a response with every tiny bit of bait. Cool!
>opened his repliesholy shit this guys actually insane
>>105968723whats the papa screenshot
I feel like a pillow x krimbo ntr stream would easily break her ccv record. At least 20k viewers if I had to guess.
>>105968943>go fuck a buffet bitchThink I just pissed myself laughing
I'm just praying she does ear licking in the next attempt of the dmeon stream. It's my favorite trigger, but newfags in the chat always make Pillow hesitant to do it with their lewd chat messages
Piwwos... Piwwos!
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