150 - Rabu Edition>What is /asp/?/asp/ is a thread for Vtubers to give and receive advice related to Vtubing.>Should I stream on Twitch or YouTube?Most people would recommend against streaming on YouTube if you don't have an established subscriber base for making videos. Also consider multistreaming, it's free but resource intensive.>Is there an audience for X?Would you watch someone do X?Is someone already doing X?>What video editor should I use for editing clips?DaVinci Resolve, Kdenlive, & CapCut if you don't feel like spending money or pirating; otherwise, use Vegas Pro or Premiere.>I have a question, is it okay to ask? Will I get real feedback?Ask away! If no one responds, try asking again at a later time.>I see the rentry! How do I join?Just DM letmebeyouranchor on discord to join! Is an opt-in and you can always request to be removed later on!Open company auditions:Brave: https://bravegroup.co.jp/audition_en/Hololive (Open indefinitely): https://audition.hololivepro.com/enNiji (Open indefinitely): https://twitter.com/NIJISANJI_World/status/1780415989332816307Also, hololist with other minor agencies opening auditions: https://hololist.net/news/tag/audition/Useful links:General: https://pastebin.com/AJLkFrGKWhat to avoid: https://pastebin.com/vbp6qEdtOp-Sec: https://mauthedoog.medium.com/21-privacy-tips-vtubers-need-to-know-ce93082cd166Common Trolling techniques in /here/: https://pastebin.com/24DaTTvmTierlist: https://tiermaker.com/create/-asp-iring-vtubers-18797104/ASP/list: https://rentry.co/asplistRecurrent Vtuber Questions: https://pastebin.com/UXYkrALEPrevious Thread: >>106186020
How am I supposed to relax while streaming?I click go live and the anxiety takes over
>>106232952Disgusting, that's what.
>>106231710live meow with more CS2
>>106232890You look like you could use a little pick-me-up. Am I right?
was talking with an anon on another thread about a mic for asmr, if Im thinking about this one Tascam DR-40X instead of the blue yetti, I was thinking about doing more whisper type content maybe reading and stuff. The 3dio ones are super expensive with all the gear, under 200 i think this one is better right?
>>106232887Irresponsible short-term answer:Alcohol. Yes, it may sooth the nerves, but you will develop a physiological dependence on it as well as a psychological one.Responsible short-term answer:Find a tea that calms you down and have that an hour before you go live. This can be green tea, chamomile, whatever. You'll be more muted or sleepy on stream, but at least you won't be a mess. Costly long-term answer:Assess if this is anxiety goes beyond standard stage fright. Consult a mental health professional and maybe attend therapy and try different medications with consultation with a psychiatrist until one gives you the results you want with minimal side effects.Cheaper long-term answer:Regular cardio at least 30 min a day. If you're a couch potato, build up from just walking 15 min a day. Progressively go up in walking speed as you develop an intuition for what your body can handle and as you develop capacity. You can cycle between a low speed and a high speed as well. Have a soothing hobby that is outside of you looking at a screen and outside vtubing. Meditate.
>>106232887do it a lot of times, I was nervous when I started too. The more you do it the more natural it feels.
Thanks for the heads up thru mallo anon, that was an old online name but I didn't use that server anyway <3
>>106233311Halomics has a binaural mic lineup called Seraph. They are a lot cheaper than the 3dio and are just barely beyond 200, but tariffs may apply. They've done a sponsorship for at least one vtuber year. I have nothing bad to say about the Tascam DR-40X. I just feel it might be better for portable stuff on the go. Good for field recordings if you want to augment your whisper content with forest ambience or beach sounds.
>>106231710>>106128017LINK ANCHOR:REPLY WITH LINK WHEN YOU OR AN /ASP/IE GOES LIVE. IMAGES ARE OPTIONAL.https://rentry.co/asplist
>>106231710>>106128053REPS ANCHOR:REPLY WITH HINTS ON WHAT YOU'RE WORKING ON, WHAT YOU'RE PLANNING FOR, OR WHAT YOU NEED TO ACTUALIZE YOUR CONTENT. IMAGES ARE OPTIONAL.
>>106233494>HalomicsInteresting never saw this brand, the prices look amazing maybe why the website is all sold out lol, I wouldn't be on the go I stream from the same place.. so might make more sense
>>106233648I was blanking on the other one I've seen but I now remember: SR3D. UK-based.
>>106233710>SR3Dthat one is the same price as the 3dio, I sent an email to the JP based one trying to get a discount or a product from them XD I'm not super big but twitch tracker puts me on the 0.8% so might as well try my luck. If not I will just buy them when available from what i saw the Halomics audio quality is really good for the price
>>106233572https://www.twitch.tv/purrsonvt
>>106233603Singing reps. Trying out different singing styles and realized I have so much more to learn, it's like one step forward ten steps back
>>106232890Hello LiaSSR! You and Omo need to stop this before someone gets annoyed enough that they dedicate time towards doxxing you two!
>>106235038I'm sorry, guys, I just...I miss him is all.
Why do I feel so comfy when I watch Beryl stream? I want to be someone like him who people can just unwind to.
I wish things had gone differently...
Only a few people care if I actually stream, but do you think it’s worth it to post that I’m taking a streaming break to work on something else?
>>106235967Do it, the few that care would likely want to hear about it so they don't think you're dead I should do that since I'll likely be unable to stream for the rest of the year
>>106236031im only pausing on it because it would be the second time this year I’ve gotten burnt out on streaming and im afraid of more people giving up on me
>>106233603 Been working on making some shorts for youtube, last few have been hitting 200+ with the last one hitting 1.5k so hoping to keep up the uploads.
>>106236102I hate to break it to ya but if you stop EVEN more ppl will give up on you, streaming is almost like a ritual a schedule ppl expect you to be live at x hours, if ur not for awhile they will just start watching someone else
>>106236196guess I’m fucked because I can’t even make a proper schedule anymore.
>>106236214just being honest. anyone wanting to create a fanbase needs a schedule. you don't need to be the best just be there at the right time every time is half way to make it. Most streamers give up early bc it is hard to maintain a schedule especially when you dont see the results you want
>>106236279When I had consistent work outside of streaming even just doing two days was easy to maintain but it’s just now I’m doing shift work and it changes every week. Kind of why I’m burnt on streaming and want to shift to do something long form so atleast I’m doing something instead of just “Guerilla”
>>106236333stop shilling that faggot nobody cares
>>106236333You seem a bit confused, darling.
>>106236406Oh, you'll know. Good things will start to happen. You'll see.
>>106235967>builds small community>cant care enough to give small updateAfter seeing how much shit vtubers that ghost their communities get in this place you still ask us if you should communicate with them
>>106236513It’s not ghosting if I’m still around
>>106236196Is this actually true? Back when I watched streams I wasn't like oh it's stream o'clock time for my daily stream-watching. Are viewers just drones?
>>106236561some viewers tell me I'm part of their schedule, so they expect me to be live to me makes sense, when I used to watch streams I expect x person to be live too.I don't think it's about being an "npc" "drone" we are creatures of habit if you stop being live, they will do something else until eventually when you're back they might not show up bc they have a new thing they do at that time.
>>106236561I’ve only done that for one person whose streams I actually enjoyed but otherwise most streams I watch because I have nothing better to do.Viewers are drones though.
>>106236547Then take the 3 minutes necessary to write a post to tell them you wont stream for a while instead of wasting time in a thread full of people that dont know who you are and dont and will most probably never care
>>106236561Its complicated, you grow used to the schedule, your regulars will follow you and wait for you/accept changes, but the more casual viewers may just not see you live and do something else and thats it, you never see them again
>>106236876>>106236972meds now. Even replies to himself. aspies use the other thread
>>106236528I already told you
>>106236876Do you know what that junk has done to my boy?
>>106237119Look, I'm really not comfortable with anything that's happening right now.
>>106237149I just wanted to say thanks.
>>106237184That's putting it mildly.
>>106237218You have a life to go back to someday. Don't throw it all away for nothing.
>>106237370Can't get much rest when you're sleeping with one eye open
>>106237441Vxscera was also talking to minors on dc at the same time..
>>106237441Delinquent behavior confirmed
>>106237455They can get pretty territorial.
>>106237218she is a backstabbing cunt who ruins every relationship she has because she can't stop herself from being a conniving lying bitch who uses every trick in the book to manipulate and use the people closest to her untill she perfieves any slight at all whenceforth she becomes a raving psychopath who tries to ruin their lives through stalking and rumourmilling starting whisper campaigns with her newest friend circle before they get sick of her deliterious ass too. TL:DR: snapmystitches was her original name here and shes a whore
>>106237484You take care of me, and I'll take care of you.
>>106237506I'm running and never ever coming back here.
>>106237529Now were you leaving, or not?
>>106231710Man the fallout quotes guy is really annoying
>>106237536I don't think so. He's not my type.
>>106237571Im pretty sure it's a single poster replying and posting XD but yea this place is fucked 0 jannies to clean it up
You shouldn't post actual slander on here, Zawa. It isn't going to absolve you or change opinions of you, it's going to get you in deeper trouble. If you have proof, post it. If it's not real, fuck off.
>>106237579We owe you one. Thanks.
>>106237616Hummm... Is this of any use?
>>106237661fuck off I know who you are
>>106237661'Fraidy cat! Too scared?
>>106237724Your words are... unfamiliar, but perhaps your conviction is enough.
>>106237635Dear me, NO! You'll ruin the performance! I'll lose my job!
>>106237778yea I just lurk sometimes never posted my stream here again, sometimes good info about mics and tech stuff but that's about it. sad
>>106237778Another common rrat is that the janny is a thread schizo, which is unlikely because of how 4chan picks them
>>106237847How's your head feeling today?
Zawa you were right about him
>>106237871Im pretty sure they can see the ip. would be really easy to see the same retarded poster, and just ban them every time they pop, it's easy to identify him
>>106237930You got a fever or something?
>>106237918Eh, same old, same old.
Zawa you were right about Camui he tried to groom me and made me send him nudes under threat of leaking our voice calls
>>106237956This better be worth it.
>>106237985Meltdown eminent.
>>106238031she was 14 or 15 true Vxscera is a pedo or just a normal turk
>>106238031They'll always come straight for ya.
>>106238006I feel so sorry for anyone who dates C*m*i, knowing he’s one bad day away from making a Google Doccy about you.
>>106238065Certainly, sweetheart.
how does haru have money to move to japan?
>>106238087I thought I told you our business was done.
anyone on his wifes main account knows why zawa feels like shes winning againwhy dont you post her last post and show everyone that youre trying to bully a terminally ill woman to death by targeting her husband
>>106238163...gotta be an end to this someday
>>106238125she sells feet pics
>>106238226How's that supposed to get me ready for this hell
>>106238176at this point I would think it would be best to just let /asp die
The only person posting about Zawa is Camui because he can’t move on
>>106238280I'd like to help you, but I got costs to cover
>>106238395HE TOUCHED ME FUCK U ZAWA
>>106238410You're up to something, I can tell.
>>106238265That won't happen, the schizo will just bake a new one and all of you are so terminally online and will come back here as was witnessed in the past
>>106238572Awful but now it makes sense. Kyu...
>>106238929She showed me some of the harassment she was getting about a month before she left. There were dozens of accounts a day sending her own information to her and threatening her. She was inconsolable, she didn't know why either. I caught up with her a few months ago but she only wanted to talk about horses.
>>106238929Psychopathic fujo neet becomes obsessed over a male and schizos out when she finds out he has a girlfriend, tale as old as time
>>106239061I think they were as confused as I was.
>>106239273Get your ass down there and see what's going on.
schizo girl no one likes sees a girl people like, gets madthats itthink about the other girls it happened to around the same time
>>106239476girls are meaner to girls than to guys. so doesn't really surprise me.
>>106239476Reminder that the schizo girl almost drove someone to suicide
>>106239552Two people!
>>106239552I can think of at least four /asp/ies that had suicidal ideations because of her.
>>106239525Girls are the worst enemy of other girls in most cases that aren’t sexual violence. Many of them work against each other instead of lifting each other up. They will start cliques and intentionally leave out other girls and spread rumors silently. Look at niji, sexpests were men but the truly vile ones were all girls.
>>106239549like as in, has friends in this case
>>106239549Nta but one time she sent me a DM to help me set up dosbox and then made me a file to mount a game. I liked her
>>106239819Most people don't appreciate the important work that I'm trying to do here.
>>106238428When is it whenever I’m included in a tier list it’s always some weird schizo one
>>106239819this is sad zawa. you and me both know she isnt. leave a dying woman alone
>>106239931Why squander such gifts?
Vxscera’s girlfriend is dying? That’s so incredibly sad. Why would anyone want to harass either of them? It’s beyond cruelty…
>>106240002Take care of them, ok?
>>106240044post it then if it's real pussy
>>106239819awesome that you just say shit you had in a dream
>>106240044So this is where the magic happens...
>>106240002>she only wanted to talk about horsesHurt my heart. I shouldn't know this.
>>106240153It sure gets lonely out here.
>>106240153>no proofyou really are trying to ruin what's left of her life. you are pathetic.
>>106240153you get paid by the government because you are an actual retard
>>106240208What can I say? I'm great at my job.
>>106240253This place would fall apart without me.
>>106240295Good, kill yourself faggot.
I don’t usually follow men these days, but I think I’m gonna make an exception for Vxscera on Twitch. It sounds like they both could use more support, I don’t know his girlfriend’s name though otherwise I’d follow her too.
>>106240336Can it be true that you came here as a spy, seeking to cause an uprising?!
>>106240349No thanks. I'm going to play solitaire instead.
>>106240349I'm going to do the same. It puts a few things in perspective.
>I will tempt fate by bothering a man with a dying wife>This same man I threatened to ;9, and reveal the criminal record of which you said yourself included an assault chargehttps://warosu.org/vt/thread/104414806#p104445491>While your own information is public knowledge No wonder the government pays your ass you are actually retarded. I have no doubt it's you now, no one else would be so stupid. I don't condone anything but it would not undeserved if you had got your ass beaten one day
>>106240551Genuinely, I’m disappointed that someone would target a couple that is struggling with something so hard. Going to ignore all posts that have his name in the future unless it is a positive one. Let’s not give his schizos any power moving forward.
Zawa you are a disgusting for harassing, doxxing and threatening someone whose partner is dying. You are probably happy that you're making her last moments as painful as possible. Everything people have said about you is true. You need a padded cell and a loaded gun.
>>106240813This is no place that the forsaken or untouched merely "pass through."
The resident schizo is still going on about the same two people even months later. I wish I had this kind of dedication for my aspirations.
>>106241082If anything, he's doing it for her. She enjoys horror writing and used to talk about it.
>>106241176Oh, that’s actually really cute of him to do for her.
kill yourself, d4n
>>106241082This place is giving me the creeps.
>>106241488It's what I live for.
>>106241753What? No! Of course it isn't true! Really, you can't believe everything you hear...
>>106241908There're some people here who'd prefer to keep fighting.
>>106242401You know, I've never thought about it.
I don't feel sorry for any of the involved parties.
>>106242401>Using a model made by her>Playing games she likes>Talks about her every streamIn hindsight I misjudged him
>>106243949
>>106238428bunniesmuscleheadsanimal earsmonstershorns
>>106242089If falling for the bait and confirming that you are chronically /here/ is what you live for, then yeah, do yourself a favor and pull the trigger. You proved you are a hypocritical faggot to everyone here, and then you complain you are worthless trash without doing anything to change. Nobody wants you here.
>>106245359Imagine! All of us here together, sharing a meal! First we must have a toast!
>>106245510You will not be loved, but you will save humanity.
>>106245738Anyway, we'll have it on board tomorrow. You can analyse it all you want to. What are you so worried about?
Say my name
>>106246063Caseoh
>>106246063Caseoink
Alright what's going on in this thread.
>>106246609Advice is being shared. Schizos are getting outed and forced to vacation.
I wish I wasn’t the one who always had to reach out first
>>106246977As someone mentioned here previously and was better than me at words- vtubers are already stretched thin socially and some of them very much appreciate when others reach out they just tend to be working at 100% of their capacity so if that's the case with your person and they still seem to appreciate conversion with you don't take it personally, they appreciate you.
hi /asp/
>>106247205hallo
>>106246063Beyonce
gumpai nudes...
Jannies really left up some of the worst posts and took down more innocent onesV and GF I support you <3
>>106247205Hiiiii
>>106247816The highest quality available.
>>106247184it’s not just one person it’s everyone I’ve tried to network with in the past year who’ve moved on and just don’t give a shit about me. I try to be available and open, but I just get left behind.
>>106247928Compared to what exactly?
Thoughts on playing music on your stream? I already do the thing that mutes music on the vods. But it sorta feels like something streamers with no ambition of getting bigger would do. Like if you have any hopes of joining a corpo someday, if they look at your old clips and see you're playing copyrighted music it's a red flag for them because it shows you don't care about following their rules.
>>106248190Oh well, keep trying.
>>106248312That's what they are saying they already do.
>>106248260Do you need music?
>>106248190I can't speak for everyone but I'm not the type to reach out. It's not because I don't like people it's just that I've got nothing interesting to say
>>106247816gumpjob...
>>106248312>I already do the thing that mutes music on the vods. >>106248260Old VShojo talent played copyrighted music all the time. Not sure how Hololive or Nijisanji handle it specifically. Watch corpo-tubers that you're planning for and see how their talent currently handles such things.
>>106248418I really enjoyed her slutty arc
>>106248403shit neither do I but it would be nice to know that people are thinking of me instead of just when I raid into them or like their tweet
>>106248455Do they raid you (if timeslots allow) and like your tweets?
>>106248418It can only mean one thing – nudie party!
>>106248452I like it at the start then it's like an actual thing doing a fansly and everything and then it's whatever you guys have fun...
>>106248455as people get older they have less time for others in general. if you've confirmed at some point you're friends with them they im sure it's fine and they think of you from time to time.
>>106248668sorry im nearing mid 30s i just assumed everyone was like me
>>106247816>>106247816i wish she had actual nudes, her content might've been repetitive but it didn't matter because i love her ~~body~~ so much
>>106249177What color are her nipples?
>>106249215who is this and are they worth digging?
>>106249285how would i know, probably dark but it doesn't matter to me
>>106249285Probably brown or a dusty rose because she’s brown
IT IS SUNDAY. CONFESS.
do you guys ever wonder what gumpai is up to these days? it's been so long...
>>106249597Might want to tighten up those glutes.
>>106249590I want him to obsess over me but I know it isn't right and I would never be able to reciprocate.
>>106249590The rest of them are all quacks, as far as I can see.
>>106249619am i missing something?
>>106249694I won't be able to stand it if something happens to her!
>>106249655I'm still so obsessed with my person and I sometimes let myself slip and respond to these posts hoping that it's you. I wish they would talk with me again. I wish I were still their special person like they used to tell me.
>>106249722stop baiting
>>106249590friend killed himself a month ago. i can't eat, i can't sleep, i keep having dreams about him and i've been so stressed and sleep deprived to the point that i've been having non stop throbbing headaches for the past three days. it's ruining my life.
>>106249590As much as I hate this place, I did find a handful of really good friends, so it wasn't a complete wash.
>>106249999You found something down there, didn't you?
>>106250250It's only been a month. It'll be fine.
>>106249909I'm still obsessed with him, even though I wish I wasn't, it's a bit sad because he changed me in so many ways in only a couple of years god I love him and I hate him but I don't regret meeting him here and I don't regret getting so close to him because he gave me a reason to wake up every day instead of ending itI can only wish him happiness far away from me where I can't see him, I don't deserve happiness myself anyway
>>106249590I remain hopelessly in love with OlgaBut I am at the same convinced Olga is a man because no woman can be this good
>>106250250People come and people go. Thats life. You'll learn to keep living without them or you'll join them. Thats just how life is.
>>106250625You deserve to have your guts pulled for sitting here vagueposting.
>>106250335if i did i wouldn't be asking
Holy schizophrenia
>>106250625Chrii...
>>106250636No way she's single
>>106250625Chelsea…
I dream that one day as merch I’ll be in a vtuber card game. Even if I’m just a low tier trash common card that no one will ever use, it would make me happy just to be a card.
>>106251105>>106251359Not female
>>106251433Since when is Chrii a female?
>>106250625>>106251433vita... haru moved on and you know it
>>106251550Hint. Please. For my sake.
>>106251433You aren't her then. >>106250625You do sound a lot like them though.
>>106250895Just remember the training drills.
>>106251105Last warning. Leave.
>>106251462I'm a woman, baby. A girl has needs.
>>106251796I didn't, no. But that's okay.
>>106251359I can't believe I'm doing this.
It's Grace and Iriya
>>106253202I know. It's a little creepy, isn't it?
>https://x.com/LeopoldGecks/status/1985095413439812042vita you can't draw basil like this...
>>106251105Is she single yet? I need someone disposable to be dedicated to me 24/7 and she is perfect for that.
>>106252782vita... stay safe
>>106253404The one who overwhelmed me hasn't spoken to me in a long time. I don't think they even stream anymore.
>>106253543Listen, Vivi. You gotta do something next time.
>>106253690She is into girls not boys
>>106253202I remember him tweeting after her last stream and then both of them vanishing.
>>106252589you can see that girl is white just from a recent handcam stream you can tell. she also sounds nothing like her, do people believe in everything blindly these days?
>>106253770dyrbi
>>106253770I don't know how much time we have left.
>>106253803Straighten them out or something. Heh, good luck with that.
>>106253244He should have made Basil extra THICC like Beryl
>>106254149A lot of female aspies have gotten overwhelmed and taken breaks/quit/reincarnated.
>>106254645>female aspiesbc they are weak verms.my male aspie streams every day
>>106253690You cannot fix someone who hates himself as much as he does
>>106255212Okay, okay. You've talked me into it.
>>106255363skill issue
>>106253901i already look for her on a daily so i'm up to date, cba to look for hidden stuff when i can just put out more work and spend that money on someone else at the end of the day
>>106256518A great comedian! I mean, no offense, but your jokes kind of stink.
>>106251408using my edgey card as a coaster
>>106254885My asp oshi is focusing on her education right now. I know she'll be back sooner than I know it....
>>106256642not a joke mate, maybe i'm clueless but i was one of her top donators so i still look out for her. either way i'm not making money with you taking the piss
>>106257511I forgot about Mika for a minuteI assumed most femaspies were neets
>>106257716You ever hear that one about the orphan and the platypus? Funny stuff. Can't... really remember it.
>>106257152If I’m cherished and trusted enough to protect your table from becoming wet, then I’ll take it
>>106257511>>106257771You'll grow out of this vtubing nonsense...
No one cares about me at all
>>106258744I don’t remember posting this
I kinda wish I could reach out to an aspie and vent a little since you guys would understand but I don’t have that kind of relationship with any of you and that’s on me for fucking up what little good will I had.
>>106257807ah fuck off mate, stop spewing rubbish
>>106258922I'm sure there's one aspie out there who doesn't know yet how annoying you are and would welcome you opening up.
>>106259089Nah I don’t want to annoy anyone anymore, I already knowing just being in people’s chat and notifications is annoying but they’re too polite to say anything.
>>106258933I see. Indeed. Well. Ahem.
>>106259159How is it even possible to be such a mess?
>>106232887Yarr I'm a pirraate I do be inclined to be telling ya how ye shall be thinking about the specific nature of your anxiety in the form of thoughts yarr and then tackling them with tharr harpoon like logic individually to see theirr irrationality
>>106259298I’m a fuck up through and through, can’t do anything right
>>106259551You haven't failed until you've given up.
>>106259608It is possible to do nothing at all and still fail
>>106259663Lapin...
>>106259856Nobody cares about what I do anywhere else, atleast here I get some kind of response.
>egosai see you...
>>106251408I would cherish an edgey card
>>106253404It is pretty common to overwhelm people who have a smaller social battery. Did she ever message you first?
>>106259856I don't give a shit if more people aspire or not.
>>106260240I would cum all over an edgey card if I had a chance
>>106257511>asp oshiDisloyal.
>>106259966What does it matter who it is, we’re all fucked either way
>>106257771I liked Mika until Topaz was introducedTopaz sucks
>>106261687I liked their duo. I couldn't tell if they were "just roomates" or actually just roomates.
>>106249655Just ask me. I don't mind if it's one way. I'm just that kind of guy.
>>106263603https://x.com/fwofie
>>106263603https://x.com/AgentAntenna
>>106263801that one's dead>>106263907that one's not one of ours
>>106249590No one knows how much they hurt me. It kills me when I have to see their name or art of them posted.
>>106249590When people attempt to crab me in the thread, I'm tempted to respond asking why.
>>106249590Someone new and nameless is aiming for my idea so I need to hurry.
>>106264307Name and shame. Or a hint
>>106263603Obsess over all the female aspies
>>106264407Lapin…
>>106264545They're someone who gave up on and hurt their partner twice. The partner who would have done anything and everything for them.
>>106263603jignx...
>>106264922phew ain't me
>>106249590the actual reason I was gone was because I started to self harm
>>106264922Then why do you come here?
>>106249590I really want to graduate. I've been stuck at 1 view for 2 years despite trying everything. I think people just hate me and maybe I should graudate from earth actually
>>106265762There's something wrong with me and I still love someone who doesn't love me. I keep hoping something will change.
>>106265934Why did they give up on you?
>>106265795Same
>>106265795Me too but it’s my own fault
>>106249590I masturbated to furry porn last week
>>106257511She's also focusing on her BF's dick, it's hard to juggle too many things at once
>>106266001Not being able to give them enough attention. I would spend 8-12 hours with them some days and even changed how I slept just to always be there for them but I still wasn't enough for them. I'm a failure who gives everything to someone and still can't be loved. I hate BPD so much.
>>106263907she needs to post nudes on main again
>>106266556This is an advice thread for aspiring vtubers. I’m going to assume that you are both vtubers. My advice is that your paragraph is inconsistent. If you gave the other person too little attention it isn’t that they disliked or didn’t love you but that they wanted more of you. Given your self admitted BPD my advice is for you to seek help for your BPD and negative cognitive patterns. This should help improve both your life and your vtubing.
>>106247351<3
>>106266227Like I don't even think it's my fault. I think people just hate I how I sound or what I say. I don't want to use a voicechanger either. I feel like I'm doing everything right like I literally don't know what else to do except stream every day but most people don't do that and are more successful than me
the rare times i check this shithole i get reminded on why i avoid anyone from here like the plague
>>106267394Thanks for avoiding me. You sound like a miserable fuck
New things are going better than expected and I’m beginning to get closer to some of my newest moots. I’m happy right now with where things are going for me.
>>106267394You know you want me
>>106267363Link?
how do i set the whitepoint so my model doesn't look all washed out
wvt died again
id rather have someone say they wanna feel up my models tits than have someone act all nice guy and be like "i wanna get to know you :)"
>>106270010How could they feel up your model's tits? They're digital.
>>106269575I don't want to say too much except male on rentry
>>106270010I wanna feel up your tits (irl)
Okay hear me out, Eye of Sauron style vtuber model
>>106270010This isn't the place to speak about your rape fantasies, get therapy
>>106267363My content is so good it must be my voice. Just because there's a guy whose stream is worse with 3 viewers doesn't mean your going to have 3 viewers.
>>106270831I am the owner of this thread and I allow rape fantasies.
>>106266993They were the one with BPD which is why I wasn't enough for them. Even though I loved them so much and loved every second of spending half the day with them, I couldn't given them enough love and attention that they could only get from other people. You aren't wrong about me having negative cognitive problems though. I'm just the type that has nothing but VTubing anymore and my slipping mental health means it's only a matter of time until I lose this too.
women, not even once
>>106271713Move on bitch
>>106271900I already constantly self harm. I'll just move on from asp. Even moving on from vtubing would be easier than moving on from them.
>>106271971Maybe there's some other hobby out there that will let you e-date someone and save your life.
>>106263907Well, that's not very polite at all!
>>106272110I recommend ceramics, if there's a workshop nearby
