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Pillow!

Piwwos…

Molesting loli pillow

>>107225460
Cute

she talked to us in the discord like 3 different times yesterday and its been months please please please dont be false hope I miss those silly little silent bloons discord streams so much

Wow we’re back hello piwwos

>>107225811
Don't worry she'll realize it's a mistake and stop again.

I bet Pillow has a small, but tight, firm butt

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I don't use discord.

>>107226219
Neither do I. I hate it so much.

>>107225811
Makes me sad that my Discord is broken and I can't get on members channel. Even the mods can't do anything. I pray for a miracle.

>>107226003
It's never a mistake for her to spend time with the people she cares about. Please try to be less bitter Piwwo, I know the divorce and your recent testicular torsion have taken a toll on you, but you need to be strong.

I believe the complaints about Discord a few months ago stemmed from other vtubers having groomcords that always led to some controversy. I trust Pillow to not show secret favoritism towards specific fans, especially if her interactions are in the public channels.

It’s annoying seeing the same picture of pillow being used repeatedly for bait threads

>>107226592
Which are you referring to

>>107226547
It's always weird to me when people complain about stuff like that "What do you mean my chuuba rewards the people who invest their time and energy and money into her by giving them slightly more attention than just any random person????", particularly when the barrier to entry is a whopping $1 a month. Pillow does everything she can to make it not exclusive, but it also makes sense why she'd want to have a place with the more casual viewers, and especially non-viewers, all filtered out.

Tell me if I'm schizoing out Piwwos, but one thing that bothered me during the Fever Meme stream was when, during the wall of questions, she parried the "Do you still think about your ex?" question. She said "What ex?", which is a bit irritating since she's spoken about her ex before. I get not talking about your ex more than the few times it came up, because you don't want people to brainworm, but to lie very casually and easily about it bothers me. It's tough to see someone you're invested being a good liar, makes you wonder what else she could be lying about that easily.

>>107226862
>She said "What ex?", which is a bit irritating since she's spoken about her ex before.
You mean her "girlfriend" in school who was just her best friend and she didn't even kiss? That doesn't count. I don't care about this and yes, you're schizoing out.

>>107226388
What the fuck are you talking about?

>>107226862
You can trust Pillow more than most but not fully. It’s not worth going schizo over but let it be another reminder that she takes kayfabe seriously and we’re likely not seeing the real her.

>>107226862
>Tell me if I'm schizoing out
I think you are schizoing out. Pillow was a bit more open talking about it long ago because she probably didn’t realize that her fans loved her as genuinely as she loved them. Now that she realizes that we do, she’s doing her absolute best to keep us from brainworming. Any tiny thing that could set us off, she would try to reassure us. I was there when she talked about her ex(es), and I would personally love to learn more, but I also understand why she would no longer feel comfortable talking about it. Though, I do have to admit that I don’t like that she lied either, but understand that she did it to protect us. She wouldn’t lie for her own personal gain or self benefit, she’s not that type of girl. She truly did it for us. Please believe in her, and try not to let this get to you too much

>>107225811
>>107226003
If it isn’t already, I’ll make sure it’s a mistake.
It will be for her own good.

>>107227108
Well don't do that, listen she is already upset that the discord is full of people that don't watch her or care about her. Eventually she's just gonna stop using it again when she sees there's barely enough piwwos there interacting with her

>>107226924
That is fair. I guess she's simply reconsidered whether or not it counts at some point since the last time she mentioned it was a long time ago.
>>107227005
I will agree with you on that. She's an interesting mix of being extremely earnest and telling Piwwos about everything, even her not showering, but also wanting to be an idol and having kayfabe in mind. I'm not particularly brain-wormy about it, but I feel like it's fair to not be super enthused about knowing that I'm getting lied at.

>>107227086
It’s not the lying, it’s the execution of it. So quick and natural and completely convincing if you didn’t know her lore. It’s just disappointing seeing it from someone you look up to.

>>107227236
Everyone who's parasocial towards anyone constantly hears the "You know she's definitely fucking someone the second stream ends, right?", all the time. Generally, I justify it by pointing out that Pillow is extremely open with the Piwwos and so it'd be infeasible, and also that she's a bad liar so she wouldn't be able to keep up sometime like that. Seeing her lie very smoothly like that makes it a lot harder to trust her in that regard.

>>107227108
I wish bad things upon you if you're wanting to make things hard for her. She doesn't deserve that.

I wish I could’ve been Pillow’s younger brother who she could’ve molested every single night for stress relief while growing up together

>>107227280
I don't think it's a particularly big deal, I do hope she is more truthful with Piwwos in the future.

>>107227280
She’s an anonymous woman on the internet at the end of the day, with the power to present herself however she likes. That’s a luxury in this day and age and it’s why so many women become vtubers. There’s a non-zero chance we’re all being cucked very hard and none of us can prove or disprove it. It’s entirely down to belief whether we think it’s true or not. No anon can reply to me and fully convince me it’s not true because they don’t know either. Only Pillow knows what she’s doing and she’s therefore the only one who can reveal it. Do I think she’s that evil based on what I’ve seen? No. Do I think it’s possible she’s a master manipulator and has another side to her we don’t know about? Yes. Unlikely, but possible. I’m slowly detaching myself from Pillow emotionally and trying to force myself to see her more as an entertainer because my parasocial tendencies have brought me no good over the last 6 years. I’ve been incredibly unproductive with nothing to show for it. I’m detaching myself by purposely skipping streams and checking her social media less, especially her alt. I’m not replacing her with other vtubers, I’m just cutting back and giving myself more time and reducing the noise in my head.

>>107227566
Every yearner's fate. Get out while you can, bros. It'll only hurt more later.

Great the discord faggots are here shitting up the thread again

I understand your concerns about the “ex” thing, but I agree that pillow also probably just in the moment wasn’t considering her high school girlfriend. The thing about watching content creators of any sort is that it’s never good to dig yourself into a hole circling around one thing

>>107227885(me)
Also if it was something she was trying to hide she would go back and private all her old vods or something. Piwwos all the time post here and on Twitter about watching her old vods

I'm a grown man and I'm jealous of a highschool girl that Pillow hugged and held hands with.

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I just want a gawt dang picture of Pillowdear!

A Reckoning is coming

All will be brought into the light.

>>107227108
Things were literally better when she used the discord, how could you possibly be this retarded? This thread alone is ten times worse than the worst it ever got
Also she was less depressed when she was using it, probably on account of all the extra time she spent with us using it. What is wrong with you?

>>107228162
The rightful ordering is that Discord is where she goes to enjoy time with her Piwwos, and the 4chan thread is where the Piwwos go to be evil and spiteful and spit goo everywhere so that we can be nice and have fun with her instead of being forced to hold the goo in until we explode.

Why are you all more mentally ill than usual today?
How do you people have crashouts when literally nothing bad has happened? How do you find so much energy to spend on mental illness

>>107227566
I do not blame you, and I support you in your endeavors. I really hope all the Piwwos do whatever is best for them, so long as they remain nice and kind towards the little lady. I enjoy being a yearner and showing up to all the streams because it pushes me to work hard on the things I want. I really hope Piwwos aren't stressing and straining themselves hoping that Pillow rewards them with special attention at some point, that's not gonna happen and you're just hurting yourself. Take care of yourselves always, Piwwos.

>>107228235
I really don't get it lol

>>107228191
God's plan is for piwwos to watch pillow silently fumble gacha rolls for 4 hours in the discord before beginning the 4 hour goon session to art of her feet

>>107228235
I have no idea, but these fags really need some professional help

>>107228325
Amen brother. This is the way.

>>107228285
I could understand it if there was literally ANYTHING to go on but this thread is literally one random comment on the most obvious thing in the world and somehow I see multiple(well actually, who knows lmao) people using that to descend into
>PILLOW ISNT REAL SHES FAKE SHES A LIAR SHE IS HIDING SOMETHING SHE GET OUT NOW AIIIEEE
All of us are so fucking spoiled by her that istg some of the anons actually make up things to be paranoid about because the lack of actual reasons makes them fucking paranoid by itself somehow its fucking mental
Like just fucking love pillow
Everything is fine
God damn

>>107228475
If she won't acknowledge my efforts and can't even bother to give me a chance then she can rot.

>>107228516
I am certain she wishes she could give every Piwwo a chance and give every Piwwo true 1-1 romance. If she could clone herself, she would do it in heartbeat. If she picked you, then thousands of other people would be sad, and she's said herself, she can't bear to see people upset and sad.

>>107228475
I don't understand what sets these paranoid schizos off but holy fuck they really need to take a long break preferably away from here

I’m happy she’s singing more and seems to enjoy it so much

>>107228475
>GET OUT NOW
Sorry, I didn't mean it like that. I'm not one of the people freaking out over the ex comment. I was just saying that getting emotionally attached to her (or any VTuber) is a bad idea.

>>107228659
Yeah, it's nice to see.

>>107228162
True discord groomer speak

>>107228475
>>107228646
This is always how it goes whenever anyone gives Pillow the slightest touch of scrutiny, the Pillow Defense Force (PDF lol) gets called to muddy the waters and all discussion is brought to a halt.
What do you get out of this?

>>107228764
>all discussion is brought to a halt
Nobody is stopping you from continuing to make a controversy out of nothing. We're just pointing out how ridiculous you're being.

>>107228235
A popular female piwwo left all the discords, so they are crying.

Hilarious how the discord users get called groomers while all the people who are plotting and scheming to find a way to have Pillow to themselves are all right /here/

>>107228659
It's nice to see and I feel that she's becoming a bit more confident in herself.

>>107228516
Your post doesn't even come off like somebody talking about someone they love, its more like a rabid dog growling at everyone around it because its hungry and getting angrier as it expects someone its angry at to feed it

>>107228764
Scrutiny isn't the same as delusional schizophrenic posts that you keep posting

>>107227566
>>107228801
Two more bite the dust.
Remember piwwos, you just gotta be the last one standing

>>107228807
>implying it isn't discord groomers shitting up the thread

>>107228867
She's not going to date you just because you're her only fan. Why would you want that for her, anyway?

>>107228851
I'd say it's perfectly reasonable to be mildly miffed that she lied, but any more than that is too much. I'm not actively upset about it, it's just a fair point to make and I hope it doesn't come up again. I'd rather she was more open about things instead of trying to create kayfabe.

>>107228935
They are literally far too scared to even acknowledge this place exists. /Pillow/ was mentioned recently and every single person treated it like it was the absolute worst place on earth. They can’t handle even slightly suggestive art, I promise you they can’t handle peeking in this thread. Hell, the thread rules image alone would filter ever single last discord Piwwo

>>107228758
There are literally more groomers in this thread than the discord has ever had you retard
I dont think you understand just how much of a tight ship pillow runs in there, literally everything she has ever done is publicly available. Theres even a ping role for discord streams, it'd be great if we had the whole reason we added that back

>>107228833
As I've said, a very large portion of parasocial are simply emotionally dependent and using Pillow as a way to prop them up. They don't appreciate her for any particularly special reason, she could be literally any GFE content creator, they just need someone who they can glom onto and get upset when she doesn't kneel down and suck their cock after they undertake the laborious task of giving them a bunch of money.

>>107228974
I know for a fact that there are people in the Discord who post here, but I guess that's not the same as "Discord piwwos".
>/Pillow/ was mentioned recently and every single person treated it like it was the absolute worst place on earth.
Yeah that was pathetic lol

Be nice

>>107229032
Nobody wants to have a bad reputation that could echo back into Pillow's ears, and unfortunately just due to the way anon forums work, everyone will automatically ascribe everything bad that's said to someone they don't like, then it just becomes he-said-she-said. I don't blame anyone at all for not wanting to be associated with it when they could do nothing but wholesomepost and be nice, and then be accused of being buttschitzo.

>>107228935
It isnt, if you paid attention to shit youd realize that the 2nd biggest threadshitter isnt even on the discord. Most of others dont even talk much there too. How can you not immediately tell people from their writing styles by this point?

>>107229032
I think the best way to word is that there are people /here/ who have acclimated and post on the discord. But there is nobody from the discord who has acclimated and posts /here/

>basedjak
You guys know one of the shitstirrers is a tourist try to cuckpost right? Like I just need to make sure because some of you are REALLY autistic

>>107229025
discord fags getting mad for being called out. Why are you even here? just stay in your groomcord

>>107229089
I try to be generally positive and wholesomepost and I just like 4chan because the bickering is fun. That, and you get a lot deeper insights than Discord, where it seems like any conversation never goes deeper than "And there's some other stuff we can't discuss because it's a bit too serious". Here, you get everything, which I appreciate since Pillow is the type of girl who is only easier to appreciate when you know her better. I'd much rather deeply investigate my oshi and find that she's just a genuinely wonderful gal than to know there's rot under the floorboards and just choose to be delusion about it.

>>107229144
Pillow is a parasocially-oriented GFE streamer man, a solid 90% of her fans who are more than the casual ASMR-onlys are going to be groomy yearners. That's not something to seethe over, it's just how it is.

>>107229163
The constant insipid gushing over Pillow over there really makes me cringe, especially when it comes from people who I know are 30+ years old.

>>107229212
im not over 30 yet but I will gush even harder now

>>107229212
Yeahhhh, it's kinda nice being the same age as Pillow. She's exactly in my ballpark for what a gf/wife should look like. I don't want to shit on anyone for what they like, but it's bothers me when I see the dudes who are like "Oh yeah, I'm 40" talking about how badly they wish she would kiss them. Particularly if they've been a long-time listener. Like wait, you've been listening since she was 17 and you were 35?

>>107229284
It occurs to me now that it's entirely possible that one of those older Piwwos could be her Dad and not even know it...

Great now he's starting this bullshit

>>107229271
Sorry, it's not the worst thing in the world, but I was echoing what he said about not being able to have a real conversation over there. The GIF spam and baby talk is annoying as well.

>>107229163
There's a better place to have actual discussions about her than here because to be fair some information is known by probably every piwwo to at least some extent that they wouldn't necessarily prefer to share publicly but might do so privately(by information I mean even something as small as a like on a tweet, nothing scandalous), but it took me quite a bit of time to establish which piwwos can even handle conversations like those
also the whole 4chan association thing and the brown ones can complicate it some

>>107229350
>The GIF spam and baby talk is annoying as well.
Sounds like a spanish inquisition with Pillow porn is needed

>>107229092
>>107229110
You hide your own activities from piwwos in the discord everyday but think it’s absolutely impossible for the same to be done to you.
You’re not as smart as you think you are, Schizo King. You don’t know what you don’t know.

>>107229472
what?

>>107229471
There was a discord Piwwo who found out about Pillow R34 and threw up 7 times in one hour. Pillow porn would just instantly kill the average Piwwo

>>107229144
Why do you hate pillow?
Also I'm from here retard, unlike you though I like my oshi so seeing her send generic "I love you pwwos" messages randomly makes literally everybody who sees it happier, including YOU

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>>107229542
I know what must be done

It’s likely pillow is going to get rid of her boob hole in her 3.0. Will you be sad?

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>>107229472
A swing and a miss
Obviously anybody can try to do the same, but nobody thus far is trying particularly hard to except for the hypothetical lurkers that just watch quietly

>>107229594
Yeah I'll be a bit sad but as long as the model looks good it won't bother me.

>>107229594
No. Modesty is attractive.

>>107229660
The irony of calling you "Schizo King" lol

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>>107229660
twins

>>107229687
Seconded. Frankly I'm perfectly happy with her cuter and comfier outfits. The nurse tshirt is maybe one of my favorites, since she just looks real cozy. Her being a modest virgin is hotter than any woman's body.

I felt a lot better when /piwwo/ wasn’t around for a bit

>>107229948
If it's hurting you mentally, please abstain from being here. You're not missing out on anything. I enjoy it because I like dumb forums, but if you take it seriously, then it'll hurt you.

>>107229948
Sorry Pillow

>>107230021
I really hope that isn't Pillow, man. Threads and forums like this are like untamed rivers. You can't really do anything to stop it. The more you bitch and fight back, the more instead you'll just generate resentment.

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>>107229092
Shut up already you fucking cat

Wow. The thread was starting to get a little big legendary for a second there.

>>107230045
another reason I hope that she comes back to doing stuff on the pillowcord is because if she does that then there'll be more and more varied conversations about her in there as a result, which would mean that she has more egosearching to do in the discord and less time spent here

>>107230269
True, also conversation there, since it has names attached, would tend to be a lot more reasonable and positive. Granted, ego searching overall is not great, in reality, it's impossible for people to not hate anyone who makes content. For instance, I could say "People still manage to hate (insert vtuber who I find generally very uncontroversial and solid)" and some person would show up and say she's an evil whore. It's impossible to be so perfect that everyone loves you.

>>107230269
But then she's just gonna spend even more time here trying to coerce the piwwos that hate discord to join the discord.

>>107230193
I'm just glad that the thread is salubrious, Pillow deserves it!

>>107230408
Fighting is how threads thrive. The threads are never more active than when schizos are fighting, and they tend to die when things are at peace.

>>107230476
I'm willing to bet the total value of my cats testicles that Pillow is lurking and commenting here often.

>>107230385
dont worry if we goon hard enough we can temporarily scare her away from doing that

>>107230514
What if she becomes intrigued and sticks around?

>>107230587
we would need way too much autism for that to work

>>107229660
You don’t even know the depth of your ignorance. So many of the threads in this general’s lifespan have revolved around my posts. I’m one of the most notable and active people in this community and my name isn’t even on your radar.
Also lmaoing @ “You can’t even recognize people by their writing style style? smhing my head bro.”
I’m playing a different character in every post I’ve made in this thread, forget about all the posts between my different accounts on other platforms!
There’s a whole world you’re unaware of because you cannot see past the one I’ve constructed for you.

>>107231449
Holy shit, it's Jason Bourne!

I just like Pillow and I like making art of her and sending her memes and I like when she sends me little hearts and tells me how sweet I am. I like Pillow.

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>>107231305
What if we get Olive to post here then?

>>107231620
Wholesome piwwo :)

>>107231824
Nice

>>107231824
I greatly approve of this. We need Pillow to understand just how much we love her, even though she's not traditionally sexy. There is nothing hotter than my favorite pale, thin, stickbug of a flat cutting board wife.

>>107232081
>There is nothing hotter than my favorite pale, thin, stickbug of a flat cutting board wife.
As much as I support this message, you should fine a way to convey that in bit more flattering way.

>>107232153
I was being intentionally silly about how I describe her, if I was saying it to her directly I'd be much, much better about how I say it. I love the paleness of her skin and the delicateness of her touch. I love the softness of her skin and the way she is small and gets cold easily. The fragility of her body pushes me to want to protect her with every fiber of my being, to take on the cruelty of the world and mold it with my bare hands into something she deserves. A person's kindness shines through their face and down their smile, through crooked teeth or uneven eyes, there is no kind person alive who is not beautiful, and thus I am certain that she is the most beautiful of them all.

>>107232234
Now that's some prime material well done Piwwo.

Waking up and having Pillow kiss you with her morning garlic breath and unshowered sticky lanky body

>>107232234
Wholesome piwwo is good

Which way, piwwo?
>>107231449
>>107232234

>>107232336
I am a professional writer, I am certain most Piwwos feel just the same level of intensity and just have a harder time expressing it.

>>107232760
That would be true, I'm a terrible writer.

Please don’t bake during piwwo schizo hours.

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>>107232463
Piwwo please I'm still at work

>>107232982
I hate to tell you, but that's all the hours man.

>>107232982
Schizo hours happy almost all day long.
I wake up and there's like a 60% chance the thread was schizo posting all night carrying on into the morning.
I think I just need to horny and wholesome post more often.

>>107233252
The light of wholesome posting keeps the darkness of schitzoposting away.

>>107233482
Correct. I need to make a more conscious effort to wholesome post more.

I should make a more conscious effort to horny post more

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>>107233626
That too, I've been slacking on that.

What part of Pillow's body deserves more attention? I've been thinking about her back a lot lately. Her nape, too. I don't think we've ever seen her bellybutton.

>>107234065
Back and bellybutton are both excellent choices. I don't see people talk about her armpits much, either. She probably also has cute ears; she said they're on the small side. I want to buy her nice earrings.

>>107234170
Nape is good too, I forgot to say. I believe every part of her is beautiful.

>>107234065
There was a belly button art piece that I looked up again a few nights ago only to realize that the artist deleted and wiped everything. Pillow belly button is gone…

>>107234581
So not the "rub my belly" one? I hope someone saved what you're talking about.

Damn it now I need to commission Pillow armpit. Gothic outfit is the only one with armpit potential right?

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I want to see her actual bellybutton, but I doubt she'll ever have an outfit that teases it because she hates us.

>>107234775
Wasn't the original sweater sleeveless? That could work.

>>107234793
I'll text and ask her about it

>>107234856
Yeah but I'm not a huge fan of the original virgin killer sweater outfit. And I think that would be better at highlighting the back/nape.

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I want this but Pillow

>>107234775
The nightgown also has bare pits

>>107235300
Piwwo I think you're onto something. I'll be back in a few months.

>>107235257
How can you even oshi Sora and Pillow at the same time when they’re both intensely parasocial

>>107235257
I was gonna address her about the dire need for a ponytail design.

>>107235615
Sora was my first oshi. Pillow is the only EN I've found who scratches the same itch. I just like nice women who treat their fans well and don't have an ego.

>>107234680
It was some sort of vampire outfit with a tiny cutout for her belly button. Checked pixiv and danbooru, they’re not there either. I’ll see if I can find it in the wayback machine later

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>>107235884
Pillow needs a white or black cap with a ponytail. Also ponytail with glasses.

>>107235974
I’ll hit her up about a painting outfit that she’ll use for drawing and art streams, completely with overalls and one of the suspenders slipping off her shoulder. She will have little splotches of paint all over with rainbow colors.

>>107236098
cute

>>107236162
One day she’ll be paying me for these ideas (with kisses)

>>107236098
Superb idea

Piwwos forever

>>107236098
This is a good idea plus it could give her an excuse for more drawing/art streams in the future.

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It's time!

I hope I have a Pillow dream tonight

When I see Piller,
I wanna fill'er!
Sorry I'm late

I want to wrap around her and never let go.

You just know Pillow stinks good

>>107241557
I wanna tease her for not shower for 3 days before I come behind her at her desk while she’s drawing thumbnails, and run my hands down to her waist. I wanna whisper into her ear “Do you wanna get a bit extra sweaty before I throw you in the shower?”

>>107241785
I am fresh pillow, is it normal for her to go this long without bathing?

>>107243243
Yes. It’s well known that Pillow doesn’t shower frequently. Her showers seem to be sporadic, but it’s not uncommon for her to go several days without showering

>>107243243
Her ADHD is really bad so she showers randomly when she gets the chance. I think in the past she would go longer without showers, but it seems to be about every 2-3 days now

>>107243422(me)
Something I just remembered, her old apartment used to have a really loud AC system. As such, she used to always keep the AC off back then. I do miss her talking about her sweaty, sticky thighs at the end of her streams, but I’m glad she’s cool and comfortable now

I want pillow to brand me

If Pillow isn't in my dreams tonight I'm gonna be really fucking sad

Receiving an interested blowjob from Olive. Olive swearing at you and insulting you for wasting her time as she sucks faster, urging you to cum already. Olive choking and gagging on your cum as she spits it all out and tells you it tastes disgusting

>>107231824
holy shit she's so flat that's so hot

>>107243462
Dont women get really smelly from down there if they dont shower?

If Pillow's sex tape got leaked, would you watch?

>>107247769
Yes, I don't mind seeing Olive naked

I have reached the lowest point in my life...

>>107248271
Don't say that
It can always get worse :)

>>107226862
If it's about >>107226924 then it's more likely that she simply doesn't consider her to count as an 'ex'.

>>107243422
I used to do this, but now I can't stand how I feel when I don't shower in the morning.

Whenever I see someone graduating, especially for reasons beyond their control, I pray that nothing bad happens to Pillow and she can keep doing this for as long as she wants.

>>107250933
Only thing that may be an issue is that Pillow really hates squeezing piwwos. Even when she does need money she'd rather sell commissions. She'd have to be in a pretty bad spot to directly solicit donations for herself.

>>107251351
I do feel like she’d at least communicate with us, but it’d be less “I need money” and more “I am having financial issues and just want to be transparent”. Of course, the end result would be Piwwos increasing their support. I feel like a big reason the Piwwos aren’t throwing her more money currently is that she hasn’t indicated much need or desire, that’s a big part of why I only donate very occasionally, and just give her my support in other ways.

>>107251544
As much as I would love to donate more, I’m just not in the position to do so. Pillow has been a huge motivator in my life and the sole reason for me wanting to do more with my life. I was alright with being mediocre before I met her. Shes been a light in my life since, and a reason to keep going. I look forward to the day I can say I’m doing better in life, and I’ll donate large sums consistently. There’s no other way for me to repay everything she’s ever done for me, throwing money at her is all I can really do. I want nothing more than for her to happy, comfortable, and stable

>>107251544
It has also unintentionally given schizos another angle when they say she might secretly be a camwhore on the side and that's where a lot of her money is actually coming from, and why she doesn't ask for anything from piwwows and is so seiso.

>>107248271
You'll be fine, rough patches happen in everyone's life.

>>107252086
That whole rrat has been retarded, she literally went over all the things she spends money on during the Monster House stream. It’s not like the only money to be made is via superchat, she does still make a decent amount, even if it’s not nearly what other people with her sub account make.

How do Piwwos feel about VR streams? I was having fun for her last stream, but it definitely feels like she has to try pretty hard to feel entertaining. They tend to be pretty aimless.

>>107253637
They're interesting and can be comfy to me

>>107248271
It will get better piwwo just hang in there

Pil

Pillow curiously asking where her panties keep going after she does laundry and asking me to see of the washer and dryer keeps eating them.

Would you wear socks and boxers designed by Pillow with her colorful drawings on them?

>>107259129
buttslug boxers

>>107259129
Sure why not?

>>107259129
She could do outfit-themed clothing for us, where the colors and details are from all the outfits she’s had over the years which would also make them collectible.

I want pillow talk with Pillow streams where she uses an ASMR mic while lying in bed and tells us all about her feelings.

>>107259495
100% this. Imagine if she kind of hugged the mic and continued yapping away with her voice kind of muffled and muted because she's wrapping your ears with her arms and flat chest.

>>107259129
No, I’ve abandoned enough of my pride as a man for Pillow already.
Whenever I think about it I feel like Vegeta in this scene.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4GpDqwRP8j0

piwwos?

What happened to the old guard?

>>107262246
I'm here just suffering at work right now

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It feels like a lot of the resident piwwows here are depressed or have a lot of shit going on atm

>>107263096
It’s the time of year for seasonal depression, I suppose.
Aside from my recent sleep deprivation, I’ve been feeling amazing, more motivated than ever honestly. Pillow is so awesome.

>>107263096
Can confirm I feel a bad depression episode coming on for myself.

>>107264012
The season's got nothing to do with it for me.

>>107264062
I'm not depressed, I should say—just taking a step back from Pillow and interacting with piwwos.

thinkin about pillow's cute kissable anus

Napping with Pillow. Feeling her soft breath on your face. Listening to all the little noises she makes.

>>107263096
I'm doing all good, dealing with college shit, but I try to work Pillow into all of that schedule. A goal of mine is to be someone that she would be sad if I stopped being around, but I don't ever want to stop actually spending time with her.

>>107262345
It's sad to know that a lot of the older Piwwos have been dropping away. It makes sense, even if you're a devoted Piwwo, if you got a girlfriend or something then you can't really keep watching her. I also imagine that most of the early Piwwos liked her for the appeal of her being a tiny channel owned by a young depressed girl, and now she's an actually responsible young woman with a large following.

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>>107263096
This was intentionally caused by the government, they're after the Piwwos!

>>107268356
> A goal of mine is to be someone that she would be sad if I stopped being around
I had a similar goal. I wanted to be a name that she remembered more than the average chatter, I think I’ve recently attained that beyond a shadow of a doubt. That’s definitely part of why I’ve been feeling good lately.
I do have to admit, it does feel like there’s been something in the air lately. Maybe it is just the season or maybe it’s some of the schizoposting here getting to my head. Either way I won’t let it break my stride. I can’t let Pillow down now.

Threads usually act as a secondary chat during streams, but with /pillow/ everyone likes to participate in the main youtube chat. Which does put this thread at risk of archive sometimes.

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Don't worry piwwos, I'm on the case!

Is it normal for Pillow to feminize the piwwos like this?

>>107272505
Yes.

>>107272505
Yes. She’s done our makeup and nails several times before. It’s not uncommon for her to treat us like girly girls or kids

I’ve never been into vore but I think I get it now

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For fuck sake I didn't even realize she was streaming.
Man fuck this day I'm so done.

My interest in her has waned considerably and I don't know if it's still appropriate for me to display her oshi mark, but given what I said about her on oshi day (which she read) it might hurt her a little if she noticed that I dropped it. Would it be better for me to disappear completely? I'm considering it.

>>107272766
I've not missed a stream in months, this is entirely a skill issue on your part. Just get on the Discord and grab the role that gives you pings when she puts up a new video. She doesn't do schedules, but she puts the videos up at minimum a day before.

>>107272766
It’s been about an hour now, you can still catch at least half the stream. Her regular stream day is Tuesday, but the new stream times are really throwing me off

>>107272795
What changed?

>>107272807
>Just get on the Discord
Hahaha no.
>>107272811
Yeah the times are throwing me off too, but that's mostly because her streams are starting while I'm at work so that doesn't help.

>>107272942
I feel that. I could always catch her ASMR streams every Sunday, and it gave me something to look forward to at the end of the week. It sucks that she moved them to Thursday where I’m guaranteed to miss over half of it

>>107272942
Euwwos are lucky. I can just stay up late, but she only ever streams when I'm off work.

Pillow isn't following the rules of gun safety...

>>107272979
I feel you there, I'll just have to try and make changes the best I can.
>>107273026
Yeah her new stream times seem to line up better for euro piwwos.

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Please Pillow relieve me of this life

Maybe slow pitch would be better for Pillow...

>>107272873
It's hard to explain. I still like her and want her to be successful, but I'm trying to let go of my romantic feelings for her, and they were the main reason I was interacting with her.

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I've just come to realize that the nicest woman to me in my entire life is a vtuber that doesn't know I actually exist...

>>107273858
It's ok Piwwo, Pillow does know you exist unless you haven't been in her chat at all

She's doing a twitter space it seems

Pillow was begging us to never forget that she loves us at the end of stream chat. Then she immediately started another stream on Twitter. Pillow's heart is full of love for us. Piwwos, please don't break her heart

https://x.com/i/spaces/1BdGYZRAvolJX

I appreciate her clinginess so much. She makes my heart feel so warm.

Letting pillow feed you a bunch and insisting you get fat so she can rub your belly

>>107274988
But I dont want to be fat...

That space was so cute

>>107274988
Please no not again, I already had an oshi that was architect coded towards her fans

>>107274988
is she really the type that likes her piwwos with ab it of extra "fluff"?

>>107275244
She hasn’t said that but she has a habit of force feeding us

>>107275244
I'm already a bit "fluffy" but if Pillow wants to feed me some good food and take good care of me I can't really complain.