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Did she say no Minecraft tomorrow? I've already lost track of the schedule...
>>107506966server is closed tomorrowkanapoluna zatsudan instead
Baker here, I usually just lurk around, but I have nobody to take this off my chest with.As an anon struggling with Meniere disease myself, Kanataso's existence is the only thing that kept me going. Although I oshi'd her before I found out that she has the same condition, it made me appreciate her even more, because I could relate to her.I won't lie, symptoms can get overwhelming and life quality is awful, as I've also lost pretty much all hearing in one ear already (I'm roughly around the same age as her). Despite that, she's always been a motivation for me to not give up yet.Idk what I'm going to do once she's gone, I'm in a very dark place right now.
>>107506994Oh, that's rightIs she going to get a proper browbeating or have they moved on to the next phase do you think
>>107507147they're a trio that tend to get very loud very quicklyshe's going to get her ear chewed at least a little
rip
>>107506886post her feet PLEASE
>>107507147Taso will probably like it better lively
>>107507142I'm in no position to even offer you any form of consolation, but you have my prayers anon. Kanata is not giving up on life, she's just choosing what she thinks is best for her. I was really scared at first, but these past few days have convinced me that at least her spirit is not broken. She was much closer to being on the verge of giving up completely on life when we first met her, probably even more so in the period right before she decided to audition. Now she's coming out of hololive much stronger than she was when she came in.
>>107507677That's true, but I still do kind of hope they won't let it go that easily
>>107507142> As an anon struggling with Meniere disease myself,Isn't that extremely rare?But anyway, depending on where you live you can hopefully at least apply for some kind of disability benefit. Even if life is hard, at least the society's going to meet you in the middle.No idea how that goes in .jp.
Reminders to get your letter sent THIS WEEK at the latest. It has to REACH COVER before the 27th. Ask your post office whether for projected delivery times during this busy mail season. Expedited Mail might be required.>but I don't kno wat say..>b-buut my japanes is no gud...doesn't matter. Send what you feel. Doesn't have to be a dissertation. Final chance. Don't regret not doing it.
>>107510446Also a reminder that the 27th is a Saturday, so there's not going to be mail in Japan on that day, meaning you actually have to get it in on the 26th
I'll wait until Taso 2 comes out to send her my manifesto
taso love
do you think kanata has a magic wand
>>107511296I would still love her anyway.
Same except like her, I'm a lolicon. jk.You should tell her. In the youtube comments, on Twitter... Everyone is telling her she shouldn't leave.
>feel slightly better>manage to spend some time without thinking about it>read some heimin posts on twitter >stomach hurts againWhy do I do this to myself?
>>107504194had to abort because the chat frame will literally never go online but here's the real size of the entire channel
>>107513351I'm going to download personal copies of the member's only vods, but is there any need to archive non-member's only? Have any of the non-terminated members had their channel contents deleted?
>>107513424are you willing to try your luck like that
>>107507142From my own experience, being able to talk to others soften the blow. It won't remove the pain, but it helps me remember how happy she makes me, which gives me a better mentality to hope for the future of her coming back.
>>107513351https://files.catbox.moe/sqv7po.pnghere's the full thing, thanks to YouTube throttling it took 5 hours
I'm starting to ease my algorithm out of vtubers. After all this, I'll keep an eye on if she pops up again, but other than that I'm out. I'm counting on you guys to revive this thread if it ever happens
>>107516051I'd already gotten to the point where I watched Kanata almost exclusively anyway, but yeah, from now on I'm going to outright avoid them. At least for a long while, it's just going to be painful to see anything vtuber related. I might keep an eye for news of her after her graduation too, even it's not reincarnation news. Just an offhand comment from Azki saying she talked to taso and she's doing well would already mean a lot.
>>107507142forgot the post number>>107513036
Polka, get her ass!!!
https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/1998563711506866443o-ha-yotaso
>>107508043>>107508948>>107513847Thanks for the kind thoughts / advices, I appreciate it.
>>107516051move to tower for any taso talk after 27th.easier to keep thread alive there
>>107516967Yes, I'm glad that place exists. Even if it's slow, it will help to soften the blow in the long run.
>>107516739Np all good, I sort of figured.
>>107513351Sorry, but this weight estimate is hugely, hugely understimated.The video formats your tool seems to be using is webm vp9 video and webm opus audio. For example her first stream wieghts only 720 MB for you, instead of 1.87 GB with mp4 avc1.64002A high bitrate and m4a mp4a.40.2 audio.Weight ratio for this video : 2.67 higher.Youtube takes the better one when watching a stream, so long as the connectino permits.I was also thinking of "saving" member archived streams.
Don't forget to care for the you that taso loves as well.
>>107519694Yup, we have o be strong so she can be welcomed once again.
>>107517414Bigger isn't always better. VP9 is better than H.264.In terms of quality the VP9 versions are equal or slightly better than the H.264 ones despite being half the size
It looks like those who joined the Holo Fanclub for taso won't get much of the benefits. Cover was able issue refunds when Rushia was pulled out from HoloFes just a few weeks before the event. It would be nice if they can issue refunds since taso's graduation was sudden.
>>107523062it's been a few months hasn't it, i'd be surprised if they did give refundsglad i didn't join that shit
>>107523946https://hololive-fc.hololivepro.com/posts/news/ftmcaajust "get fucked", huh
>>107513108Japanese heimin are more schizo than this place, for real. I also realized today I just have to stay off twitter for the rest of the month.I also do not wish to watch many vtubers after t his, Hololive is done for me. I can't ghost entirely though, I have to keep an eye on past live channels just in case...Even when people plan on coming back immediately, it takes a few months, so don't hold your breathe or you'll suffocate.
>>107513351>>107514409this seems like a useful tool, can you tell me where to find the repository?a smaller vtuber I follow is graduating too and I would like to archive their stuff
>>107516967When people came back here, I told myself I'll keep her thread alive until next sololive, it'll be funny with that op, yeah...
>>107507142>Idk what I'm going to do once she's gone, Wait for her to reincarnate.>B-but she said!Women say a lot of crap. They also constantly change their mind to take the path of least resistance.
>>107526240I've been in that thread from time to time, too so thanks for making it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j887Cikcpgohttps://x.com/amanekanatach/status/1998698098638336483#かなポルーナ
>>107528612This is it. If they can't convince her...
it is your destiny to touch her breasts
kanata will be in noel's bomberman thing
>>107529099What format will the event be in?
>>107525888https://github.com/theychx/totalsizeand you need to replace the word "channel" with "playlist" or it'll shit itself ( i used "totalsize https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=UUZlDXzGoo7d44bwdNObFacg" here)
>>107529236the matchups and rule explanations are going to be on a stream tommorowthe tournament is all on noel's channel so it probably won't take up a stream day unless kanata decides not to anyway
>>107529334ok thanks
>>107523062I'm seeing a lot of long time heimin pretty angry at this on twitter. FC was announced/launched after the grad was decided so it's weird they didn't account for this and wouldn't offer at least pro rated refunds for annual subscriptions
>>107523062>>107529470taso will blame herself for this too
>>107529551I hate this.
>>107529551she won't have to regret anything if she cancels the graduation kedo
>>107529609She cant cancel her graduation, she wont or can no longer sing.She could redebut as Amane Konata that just happened to can't sing so that she doesnt have to ruin her other ear though
>>107529711I'll take an easy going indie streamer life over not being able to hear from her ever again any day. Hell, she could go the aqua route and only stream once in a blue moon and I'd still be happy
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/onO3GtQ-aUE
>>107529711Where the fuck do you people keep coming from?
>>107529774Chill anon, we've been cope central pretty much since the announcement.
>>107529788nta but these obvious outsider retards who think this is all because of her meniere's is getting annoying
>>107529788That's not cope, just retardation. Konata is obviously a derivative and would still belong to Cover. And singing doesn't hurt her other ear in any way.
>>107529815>who think this is all because of her meniere'syeah, it's clearly because of autism. she didn't talk to anyone about her problems and spiralled into retardation.
STARTING
>>107529815It is though, 2-3 years ago she said if she ever graduate she will have a job somewhere and maybe upload a couple of covers every year. Now on her latest mengen she held the same position regarding job prospect while being a bit ambigious towards reincarnation, but she was very clear that she will no longer sing in the future.
there's still a couple more of tasos
GO POLKA GO
Based Polka
polka.....
me too polka
make taso laugh hard enough to reconsider
Bless these two, I am smiling
Youtube is fucking up more on more on my end recently.
this is how luna is going to stop amanecha from graduating
Someone needs to tell Kanata about MEGA.
the world is too complicated
lol kanata
catch up on the lore taso
such a missed opportunity for not being a 3d collab
>>107528949Noel should litterally strip in front of her and guide her hands.
It's nice seeing taso wanting to be part of a group.
>>107530256this but also for me
What about monhun Rise, I thought this was way earlier.>>107530209Don't you need to book the studio like half a year in advance for those?
the curse of taso...
>>107530274Mocopi but you have to calibrate those in advance.
boketaso will rise
Kanata still have regrets.....
>talk only budokan kanapolunakanata reconsidering
Well, there was that Game Center CX special that took place at Budokan...
sus taso
It's such a monkey's paw. I wanted 3 days of HoloFes, and we finally get one but it won't have taso.
PPTenshi
Ther are missing drinks this stream.
Unlimited dirty rags
taso almost got found out
kanapoluna REPO was too good
I wonder why they ended it so soon.
>>107530871The project only existed to overwork Kanata. It's lost its purpose now.
Not even holomem know what the fuck is holo alternative
>>107530911Yet it's still better than holo earth.
taso is learning
>>107530911i just love when cover pumps money into stupid projects even the talents barely know or care aboutreally makes you think why people leave
taso is smooth as ever
>>107530937You could hire separate managers for Luna, Su and taso and it wouldn't even make a dent on the budget for holo earth, and that could have been the difference between taso staying and graduating. But such is the world of corpo.
taso should become a full time RUST streamer
>>107530978I never like these budget arguments. What if the problem is simply there's no one fit to hire?
>>107530978If I understood right, taso wanted to hire outside manager but that too was shot down.I hope I missheard
COVER HATE
I really don't get it, it still all seems to me like it should have been easily avoidable
>>107531082Cover just doesn't budge on anything. its so fucking cancerous I want to throw up.
Polka is so based.
>Polka: If you couldn't handle Hololive, how are you going to handle any other job?YOU TELL HER
>>107531082That's how tragic it is.
think taso think
>>107530978managers are a very limited resource because they keep quitting and cover can't train them quick enough because fewer and fewer holos are willing to switch their experienced manager with a newly hired one to train them
>>107531114Damn, pretty based Polka telling how things really are
>>107531114I mean, this is a real issue. I can't imagine a normal job with an inflexable work schedule being any better for her.
COME ON TASO GO FORTH WITH A REVOLUTION
>She doesn't know
Kanata saying she'd consider coming back if cover asked her and immediately following that up with "I know they won't" is such a dick move. Damn bratty tenshi.
COVER YOU FUCKS HIRE ME AND I'LL SAVE EVERYONE
>>107531114>if you couldn't handle upd8 how are you going to handle Hololive?
>>107531236That doesn't work when Polka and Yagoo were acquaintances before she was Polka
I believe in PPTenshiP continuing on.
in my fantasies im a holomem and taso's best friend and i convince her to stay using facts & logic that dont care about your feelings
>>107531272Same, except I convince Yagoo at tea time to take better care of her
poluna really needs to spank taso
>>107531263Damn that's too bad Kanata has no acquaintances whatsoever then.
It's not that long taso...
What's all that "ladder" talk? I dekinai
luner...
>>107531500Kanata jumping between channels for back-to-back collabs in the sense of bar-hopping
>>107531626That doesn't sound very bad considering their reaction.
She's watching us...
taso has made so many girls cry...
yaritai...
you still have lots to do taso
>>107531675I don't really get the nuance either. Maybe it just makes them sound like slackers or drunks or w/e
Luna sounds absolutely miserable
Luna...
>>107531922Yeah my only guess is that it sounds too...impersonal?
Hang in there Luna...
Sad ending...
kanata is ripping everyone's hearts outwould be ten times easier to accept all this if she just came back in some form. a fucking fanbox diary or something idgaf
Anyone able to elaborate the stuff they talked about regarding the grad today? My JP reps weren't good enough to follow in detail
>>107531922>>107531974>>107531500The term can also be used when you're befriending someone to get into someone else's pants.
>>107532025I'm glad all the Heimin I see on twitter are so upset/distraught, knowing taso there is no way she isn't reading it all. Hopefully it is enough to bring her back.
>>107532025Hopefully all of the feedback she gets this month will make her take responsibility for all the hearts she's captivated and broken. Literally, even a fucking nakau bot account would be something.
>>107532052nahone
>>107532052I see. So like a speed dating kinda thing.
>>107532025Yes, ANYTHING, any sign of life, preferably a YouTube channel. Maybe she could join the weather girls. She was close with Sakamta
>>107532120WP is for Sakamata and her friend only. I don't she would even try to add Shion there.
https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/1998762305186890185#かなポルーナmatanetaso
>>107532043Main points>other holos thought luna is also stealth graduating because she doesnt join the countdown, luna didnt join because she had bronchitis and thought its no big deal because she saw kanata didnt join either>polka thinks kanata is retarded and didnt try to rely on others enough>kanata claims she might consider coming back if cover asks her, says she thinks that request wouldnt happen>kanata says that cover didnt do much to stop her graduation, though she had arguments planned had it had been otherwise>polka says she will tell kanata to return if all her issues with the system has been resolved>ear condition is NG>luna sad
>>107532203>>kanata says that cover didnt do much to stop her graduation, though she had arguments planned had it had been otherwisewhat a bunch oF STUPID FUCKING NIGGERS AHHHHHHHHHHH
>>107532203>making Luna sadthis alone is jail worthy
>>107532025>kanata is ripping everyone's hearts outGood. I hope it escalates even more. I hope it gets so bad it makes people actually think about what's happening and how things got to this point.
She also talked about getting a lot of non-personal company tasks, wanting to find a way to outcource that work, but getting rejected. It seems like she tried a lot of options to lighten the workload but ultimately got denied every step of the way by the company
>>107532203>ear condition is NGwhen was this
>>107532393The only NG thing I remember is membership money talk
>>107532393>when was thisexactly
How are you lads doing?
but yeah,even the "taso never asks for help"was actually just company just not giving a fuck and not budging on anything.
>>107532579a little pissed more than anything currently
>>107532579I moved on from pain to void, so that's an improvement I guess.Idk, I was still kinda hoping that Polka and Luna might sway her a bit, but even they were just kind of accepting and understanding, even saying that the "yameru no yamero" was just a joke.
>>107532579Exhausted. I've been on a rollercoaster of emotions since the announcement and it's taken its toll on me. It is slowly getting better at least.
I can't help but feel like she was getting at worst bullied or at best taken advantage of. I'm also extremely biased though
>>107532615Not entirely, she have hope even 0.1% chance that it might sway her.Either way Kanata appreciated that sentiment, so be kind to heimins that ends up doing that on twitter. some of them get lumps up as anti because people find them as selfish
I wonder if certain talents distancing themselves from her has made management view her negatively.
>>107532753that's retarded
>>107532579Honestly, I'm feeling betterThe first few days were rough, but as we've learned more I've started to feel like she really did make the correct decision for herself, and I fully support 'selfish' decisions on such a major scale even if it does hurt us heimin and the other girls
Reminder that Kanata has the same personality type as Fauna (INFJ 9w1), which has strong tendencies to cut and run for good out of emotional reaction, a phenomenon called "doorslamming."Basically they will tolerate something they hate for longer than normal people without speaking out against it, and then that thing will cross a line and they will cut and run from that circle forever rather than negotiate.This comes from their shared type being EXTREMELY conflict-avoidant and people-pleasing despite a lot of inner turmoil.The third and final Holo believed to also be this type is Okayu.
>>107532772One of them is management's darling, so I could see it happening.
>>107532753You're veering really close to schizo territory.
>>107532802>>107532772
>>107532802the person you're thinking of was shitting really hard on cover's retarded management over taso's graduation and also has historically been a nightmare towards higher management when they didn't allow her to do what she wanted, often pestering them for months until they budged.
>>107532794I very superficially agree about Kanata being conflict avoidant and the type to bottle things up, but she did speak against it and did try to negotiate.
https://x.com/omarupolka/status/1998766837425910176
Taso will be erased if she uncovers miko as the traitor
>>107532861Nah, the person I'm thinking of hasn't said anything about taso's graduation.
>>107532579The more I hear Kanata talk about graduation the more I'm convinced she's doing everything right. I disagree with some of her decisions but I disagreed with her on a lot of things during these years so that's nothing new. I am also enjoying the fact that her graduation is a statement nobody can really ignore (aside from Cover employees).
>>107532939then i'm lost.
>>107532969he's sentyo-anti
>>107532948Really, the only stupid thing she has done was prioritizing leak prevention instead of telling the other holos. That's supposed to be Cover's responsibility especially with how long it has been a problem already.
>>107532948Yup, only thing I still blame taso on is not telling her closest friends.but everything else that first felt like "taso is being a bit retarded here" has turned out to be cover being pure scum.
The more I hear about the shit management has been doing, the more I think this decision was inevitable. Hiding it from other holomem is another matter, but that actual things management has done to her is unacceptable. And I can only imagine that she was forced her hand because they were going to work her just as hard until they fixed things
second time I refresh after posting and there's almost identical post before me.
This feels like a constructive dismissal to me
>>107533009I still think she was more worried about them convincing her not to go
>>107532643Personally for me the worst interpretation is Cover wanted her out because her "aesthetics" or ideals is too strict for them or their vision (difference in direction ironically).It's no secret that Cover has tried times and times again to appeal to wider audiences with HLZNTL, NijiHolo projects, Twitch, etc which directly works against Kanata's brand of ideals.Kanata herself alluded to the possibility of this sentiment in her mengen, saying that she feels she's very hard to work with and even considered modifying her "ideals" a few years ago. I'm not blaming her for considering that though since having too strict of an ideal means that you're competing to even a smaller pool of experienced/knowledgeable managers that now she ends up with someone that does 3 holos.The "best" interpretation assumes that Kanata did hide her worsening ear condition and Cover knows that rather than have her be eventually deaf its wiser to let her end her activites now if she wishes to. They tried to suggest her to reduce her activities to something more sustainable after she had her consultation with the doctor, but she rather not to since her time on stage is limited anyway.
>>107533070Taso love brings our hearts together.
>>107532939The only one who hasnt said shit is either sidebranches, haato or korone.
>>107533009NDA leak is obviously an excuse, she just doesnt want to convince holos of her graduation behind the scenes.
>>107533070Heimin are forming a hivemind to use their psychic powers to will taso into the world again after she graduates
>>107533345Yeah, it might have been to make it easier on herself. If she thought holomem might convince her to stay and she feared that that would lead to the same sort of unsustainable situation repeating itself, I can't blame her all that much.
>>107533042>the more I think this decision was inevitableI'm the opposite. It all sounds like it should have been very easily fixable and avoidable, and I struggle to understand why have they not accomodated Kanatan more. There's no way in hell they were "unable" to lower her workload, and there is no way in hell that having her graduate was the preferable option there either.
>>107533009Intentionally or not I'm kinda scared taso by being so secretive about her plans has planted seeds of doubt into some of them. "What if this member I'm talking to right now who seems slightly tired is six months into considering her graduation?" and so on.
>>107533496I don't know what's worse, if they were neglecting her or if they were targeting her specifically.
>>107516967I'm banned there so I guess I'll just lurk then
>>107533496i think quite literally everything here was preventable. it's like everyone did the worst possible choices (even taso).
>>107533496I think we're actually thinking similar things. I was more thinking that because management was so set in stone to deny her every possible avenue of relief, this ended up being unavoidable decision on her part. The situation was totally preventable though, I agree.
>>107533496sounds like standard jap corpo autism. Why do you think they still use fax or more recently floppy disks
My phone just randomly opened and started playing Oracle by itself wtf
>>107533585>taso gets the 0% route in detroit become human>taso gets the 0% route in real lifethis was all foreshadowed
>>107533614Your phone has some good taste, it's gotta be in my top 3 Kanata songs
>>107533614it was me sorry
>>107533271I don't remember the precise timeline but that official Minecraft collab was pretty rough on her, wasn't it? I don't know if she ever talked about what happened after but it seems like the kind of thing that could've closed a lot of doors within the company and pissed off some people in management. Would not surprise me if they've been holding a grudge ever since.
>>107533755No doors were closed since they continued the minecraft collab with holos the next year and the year after.
>>107533755Even if it didn't, it showed that she couldn't trust the company at all. They were willing to literally trick her into it and put her in a position where she couldn't back out anymore, and in the end it was still her image that took a blow, not theirs. It can't have been something she could ignore while she was trying to argue with them about her workload.
>>107533755which collab?
>>107533867>trickshe didnt even go that far in the mengen that time
>>107533906that one with that webm of sakamata approaching kanata looking downwards in the corner
>>107532579I want to kill all cover suits
>>107533936She was pretty clear that they were unequivocally aware of her policy and that they put her in the project and had her sign in to it without informing her of how it went against her wishes. If you want to chalk it up to an honest mistake, that's fine, I'm not so generous. Either way, it's still a breach of trust.
>>107533317Marine hasn't either.
>>107534024Marine talked about her in her mengen.She thinks she's cursed because of holowitch and umisea
>>107534046She didn't though. She did not say a single thing about taso or what she thinks about the graduation
>>107534062This little guy? Yep, it's me.
>>107534142She kind of did, but spread out thinly through mainly long ramblings about herself. But basically she wonders if she could have done anything for Kanata, thinks that she deals with things in a whatever way but a serious person like Kanata would have a hard time, and also wonders if there's something wrong with herself because all the people she's close to like Kanata are leaving her.Basically she does seem affected but expresses it in a very self centered way
>>107534246I'm like 99% sure Marine is graduating next year. Would've for sure happened already if she wasn't still one of the top earners.
just been listening to some of the stuff she said on the mengen and the kanapoluna streams again. it's so fucking baffling that this it how it turned out for her. she tries time and time again to improve her situation and gets shut down everytime, and they barely give a shit when she decides to graduate. i know corpo logic is retarded but this is some insane level of bullshittery that i can't even comprehend it, it really seems like they just wanted her gone. infuriating in every possible way
>>107534660Japanese hive mind mentality and corpo politics in action. Her physical condition makes her "damaged goods" and since she is not a top earner the corpo would rather be rid of her than accommodate her needs. Can't fire her without cause though, so better to have reach a point where she will quit on her own.
https://c.org/TYMvKnm9XD
>>107534660It's malice
>>107534922Literally everybody but Cover would prefer this, but it's a pointless endeavor.
if you had to put odds (Yes % / No %) on Taso coming back to streaming after Dec 27th in an objective cope-less way, how would you rate the chances?
>>107535415>in an objective cope-less wayAbsolutely beyond my capabilities.
I hope she gets to meet sayama ai through coco and then she gets to have lots of lesbian sex
>>107534246She didn't say anything like that. The only time she even said "Kanata" was to mention her workload.Her ramblings were just her going around in circles repeating the same "I have so much work so I can't stream, what if everyone stops liking me?" without saying a single thing about Kanata.
btw, why would a vtuber get any other job than streaming, recording and dance lessons? The rest should be responsability of managers and white collar workers.
>>107535646It's cheaper and you get to smoke out unwanted talent
>>10753541550/50
>>107535585yThe first topic of her mengen is literally kanata's graduation. the entire mengen is setup to talk about that considering she just did a mengen a few weeks before. I agree she ends up talked more about herself or even about ao in the end, but she said more about Kanata than someone like subaru or sora who've just prefer to keep their opinion to themselves in regards to some topics.
>>107535646Jap corpo 'tism I guess.The thing I'm curious about is where do these orders come from. It's not her manager directly, obviously. I wish I could get that upper manager who made that choice and just ask him what the fuck are they thinking.
>>107532203God cover is retarded, why wouldn't you make an effort to retain one of your sololive talents.
>>107535646what other jobs was she getting that weren't that + sponsorships
>>107535646It saves the company money. But also, because the company grew too fast and could not fill the vacancies needed to do all of that work. Jobs in the vtuber industry are notoriously in a high demand/low supply situation. Or so they say.
>>107535415Given that she's selling all her streaming equipment and moving away from everyone who would try to bring her back, I'd say 25% "ever" and 5% "soon" (like in a year)
>>107535646if you're doing your own projects like tourneys etc you have to source your assets yourselves via your manager.the task that ends up on Kanata's plate was sourcing designs for her sololive album bonuses, which she then confirm with other holos that those should have been done by the sololive staffs unlike personal projects, and the task that the talent needs to do was to check and confirm the sourced art/designs.she tweeted an artist recruitment post for these sometime earlier this year.
>>107535729She had to handle the production of her album mostly on her own. Logo designs, jacket design, production orders, all of the little things involved in producing an album, dozens of orders and deals that would normally be managed by the company. That was pretty much the straw that broke the taso's back. Cover would deny it was their responsibility despite taso complaining several times, but when it was all done they just said oops, you were right, that was supposed to have been our responsibility.
>>107535415online presence 25%stream 10%sing 1%
>>107535765>Given that she's selling all her streaming equipmentIs she actually doing that, or did she just say that she might do that?
is it bessekai or betsu sekai
>>107535876She said she's selling her soundproof booth and the sound equipment. .
>>107533622Caused by running away
>>107535876she's also thinking to give her pc to another holo because its easier to move out of tokyo with a laptop instead of 5090 rig
>>107535906>>107535931That's... painful. Pretty much confirms that there are no real chances for reincarnation, at least not for a long time.I'm still gonna keep coping, because well, what else am I to do?
>>107535981The only thing that changes now is that there are people like Azki who want her to continue with music.
>>107535931Wait, wasn’t she living in Saitama after leaving the place she used to live in with Coco? Or did she move again after that?
>>107535700>she said more about Kanata than someone like subaru or sora who've just prefer to keep their opinion to themselves in regards to some topics.Not really. She just brought up Kanata to excuse her own situation but didn't actually say anything about her. It's like if I brought up how someone I know got sick recently and then start talking about how I'm also sick.Feel free to post a timestamp where she actually talks about Kanata, because I'd like to see it.
>>107535981We wouldn't be coping this hard if things didn't appear so bleak. The biggest consolation for me at the moment is that she made that decision entirely in secret, and there are several holomem who I truly believe care for her and will let her have a piece of their mind, so even if the graduation is irreversible, her general mindset over the following months might not be the same as it was when she announced the graduation. Even that is still a big cope though. Kanata is extremely hard headed.
Now that I think about it, Holowitch is probably cancelled because Cover needs to tell the mangaka to change the story again to remove Kanata, but since that would involve them telling the mangaka of her graduation which she asked to be kept to the fewest possible number of people, they decided to tell him to axe the entire thing instead.
>>107536082sadly Im no longer membered to marine due to financial reasons
>>107536110They could've put it on hiatus.
>>107536009>musicunironically a far worse chance of returningkanapoluna budokan talk only event is the only hope for her to reconsider
>>107536110There's no need to go that far since as anon pointed out a hiatus would have achieved everything needed to remove Kanata and continue the story later. Cover is just not going to do any more projects that rely on talents being active.
>>107536009I really hope she does continue. She has an incredible voice, and fantastic skills. It would genuinely be a waste not to sing anymore.
>>107529262cheers anon
>>107536133How do you know what was said on the stream if you don't have membership?
Literally anything in the future pleaseYou can't build yourself up as a pillar in my life and tear it down so soon. I would not wish this pain on anyone
>>107507142>I'm in a very dark place right now.She isn't killing herself. It's just that she can't work in this field with her condition anymore. Think about her living her normal life. Just not as a vtuber
>>107536485it just ended a few days ago (like kanata i'll sadly be out of job next month)
>>107534419I've been expecting it ever since Coco left. So to me she had a pretty good run all things considered. Not that it will make her eventual graduation any less sad. Holowitches will continue taking lives from beyond the grave.
>>107536556>She isn't killing herself.I fear she is, eventually.
>>107536763Thats my worst nightmare since she has been suspiciously quiet about her medical condition, maybe she has other illnesses now in addition to her ear issues.reminds me that lamy once considered to graduate because she had a life threatening condition and she knew that she wont be able to properly say goodbye to her fans if the surgery fails
>>107536556She's moving away from all of her incredibly busy friends to become a half-deaf wageslave while also being unable to interact with the thousands of people who gave her unconditional love and support every day. Nor will she likely ever continue with music, her one biggest joy in life. That would make anyone think about roping eventually, what the hell do you have to look forward in life after that?The thought that she's going to fade into some dead-end life and drift away from everyone is terrible. Maybe it's too self-important but I do feel like she needs us as much as we need her. That's my biggest cope right now
>>107536530her close friends will prob talk about her alot and give her codenames like pajacko or PPTshes bound to show up again on someone’s stream sooner or later maybe after a year
>>107537596not fully agreed with the last part of this mutual need for each other, but i agree with the rest. i hate that some heimin have romanticized this as "she's such an idol she's going out with a bang! since she feels she can't do kanata the idol justice she'd rather end it now rather than wither away!" but who fucking cares about that, i care about kanata as a whole, not just the idea of kanata. what good is it that the "character" goes out happy if she herself in the end could end up feeling miserable? i don't like this. taso PLEASE at least stay in the entertaining/artistic field you love so much.
My current strongest cope is that maybe she'll get tired of soul-sucking part time work and one of her graduated friends will offer to bring her in to help out on the manager side of things and that'll be her door back into streaming eventually
>>107538037I think she's the one romanticizing itIf it's not her being retarded about idols then there's pretty much no explanation to her abandoning (in her words) her family
>>107538037>but who fucking cares about thatKanata obviously does. And we don't really know anything beyond what she said anyway and that can include any sort of misdirection. Her statement about having no plans whatsoever might just be part of her "don't look for me" request. Personally I think she'll just marry some entertainment personality after things calm down. Preferably kson of course so that we can see her again.
>>107538765kson has a bf anon
>>107538951Yeah, me. I'll allow her to marry Kanata though, no big deal.
>Kanata might consider returning if Cover asks her>Cover corp is trading at 1600 yen a share>yagoo has 24M sharesThe cost to save Kanata is 250M USD, who's pitching in?
>>107538037>i hate that some heimin have romanticized this>i care about kanata as a wholeThose are not mutually exclusive. Maybe she just doesn't feel the same drive to work in entertainment if it's not going to be with the kind of persona she's built with Kanata, and she feels like she already gave that her best shot. Starting from zero now to retrace the same steps and likely not even get as far as she got the first time might feel pointless. Why Kanata when she has no hopes to out-Kanata Kanata? Personally I think a taso with more freedom would be a superior taso, I'm just trying to speculate on her mindset.
(You) deserve it
>>107539153I want to see a free taso. I think there are also a lot of heimin that care about the person inside more than the holo IP
>>107538137Most of my copes are some variation on that. I just don't know if I have so many scenarios in my head because it's such a plausible outcome or because I'm just that desperately in denial.
>>107538707>>107538765i know taso does. that doesn't mean she's not dumb for it, which is why i'm so glad so many heimin are actually pressuring the fuck out of her to at the very least reincarnate. why would you be happy about the idea that taso would permanently stop doing something she's good at AND that she loves? "oh but it's what she wants because her ideal idol blah blah blah" what kind of consolation is it for taso that she went out with a bang and then she's sitting in her office stuck at a shitty boring job thinking "at least my heimin are happy :)", dunno about those heimin but that would not make me feel happy at all even if she claims that's what she wants. there's a point where trying too hard to be selfless ends up with you just straight up acting like a goddamn idiot, and besides if like you said maybe she thinks she can't surpass kanata, why would she even completely shut down the idea of even attempting it? she didn't even achieve all her idol dreams. it's just stupid, like i said i don't know what kind of fan could be fine with the idea of their oshi dropping what makes her happy and possibly ending up miserable just because she decided that's what she wants. if she said some ridiculous shit like "i would cut my finger off in the name of art" i would not support it just because she genuinely believed it's a good thing for her. i dunno i'm just rambling at this point but do you see where i'm getting at? if you wanna leave that's fine but please don't just fucking drop EVERYTHING.
>>107540092taso breakdown moment when.I need to hear her unfiltered 本音
>>107538765The one other cope I have is that she actually is retiring because she wants to get married or start a family or something like that and this is the only way she can make sure that "Amane Kanata" stays completely pure in heimin's hearts. This is IMO the most forgivable reason for graduating, at least she'd be giving up her dreams for a good reason.
>>107538037shes gonna follow the true japanese idol route and release a JAV in a few years
I'm rewatching her solo live archive and I actually broke down crying during her mc part before she started singing Kataha. It's even harder to watch that part now knowing that she already decided to graduate when she did that live, knowing well that it will be her first and her last. God, I hate myself for not being able to go and for being too broke to buy a spot on the digital message board. Fuck myself
Current tasojule (confirmed dates):11th (Thurs) Goriponguesshime (AZKi + Roboco + Luna)14th (Sun) Bomberman Tournament 20th (Sat) Minecraft project final day22nd (Mon) 1-on-1 with Towa22nd (Mon) 1-on-1 with Luna23rd (Tues) Goriliver off collab26th (Mon) Member's only day before gradCollabs with unconfirmed dates (possibly groups but unconfirmed):Flare Akirose1-on-1 Pekora1-on-1 Botan1-on-1 Polka (on same day as Botan)AnyaNoel (off collab?)MatsuriFubukiOther streams taso wants to do with no confirmed dates:TotsuSometihng with Konata2 more utawakusSuper chat reading*Apparently there will be streams every day. Sometimes 3 per day
>>107540350>my workplace is retarded and is giving me reasons to want out>because actually i want to start a familynot gonna lie, not very good cope.
please any sort of hnk
>>107540593When's the KanaMari collab?
>>107540657The stronger version is she only wanted to retire after she achieved all of her dreams, but her current workplace is making that impossible and she doesn't see a future there anymore so she's moving the schedule ahead a bit, hence why she's so serious about not reincarnating
>>107540755Either way she could have retired much more gracefully if that were the case.
>>107540657There's no reason it can't actually be both. Marriage isn't "the reason" but after she takes a break she might as well find herself a husband as a part of her new life. I'm sure nobody would be against that once she stops being Kanata.
>>107541358Most of us heimin and def me would rather have her be happy in life with a husband and kids or whatever or just be gone forever while we don't even know if she's still alive or not. Honestly, what I'd do for her to just show signs of life even as tweets after her graduation.
>>107540755The only "cope" that makes sense if you try to be rational about it is that her health or condition got considerably worse earlier this year to the point that her ssa dreams is physically impossible for her.>but why wont she address anything about it?Thats why its suspicious, she admits she reads twitter and comments so she should know a lot of heimins have asked her to share more info about it but she simply just doesnt. Polka and Luna even avoids the topic entirely even though they're scrapping for topics in the latter half.
>>107541417Imagine if the first we'll ever see of her new self is her appearing somewhere with her musician/producer husband through his activities like some interview. That'd be hilarious.
>>107541529That would be funny but hey if Kanatan is happy. But considering how autistic she is about women and how she said she doesn't see herself marrying anyone other than maybe a heimin in her late 80s Japan better legalize same-sex marriage by then so I can fly to her place and propose to her.
Hang in there, heimin.
>I might consider returning if Cover asks me toSo why arent heimins spamming @tanigox to do just that right now?Serious question
>>107542628Nobody has faith in Cover to solve the issues that lead to this in the first place.
>>107542628Until YAGOO does a crying stream promising everyone to make Cover private again it's useless to even try.
>>107542628It's his birthday
>>107542793>>107542652surely thats still a better chance than just being sad and hoping for the best that she would goes against her words and reincarnate?
>>107542793>make Cover private againit's not the issue, this is all home-made.he needs to fire 75% of the disposable workforce (managers, holoEarth devs, etc.).
>>107542919There's also the reluctance that you are trying to push Kanata back into an environment she is desperately trying to run away from because the suffering became too much to bear.
>>107530267Taso doesn't want to touch your tits
>>107542793if cover goes private again they'll probably close.
>>107543242she literally said she would stay if asked to (with a guarantee for change). she's not desperately trying to find a way out.
>>107542996>he needs to fire 75% of the disposable workforce (managers, holoEarth devs, etc.).thiscorpo bloat is always cancer