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konkanata!

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LF87NAkWkZo
https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/2004682919043105072

i love taso
i love taso
i love taso

>>108046376
it's nice she commissioned raora for this
sasuga taso always involving her kouhai in some way. sweet girl

Last one...

https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/2004689472710144370
#天界学園放送部
STARTING

I still can't believe she quits.
We're the same age, except when she started singing, I was playing Dofus, fps and league, and now I'm a lazy sack of shit, lol.
And she had her dream job. It's like if I suddenly decided to apply for a top position job.

6 years with taso...

last live taso...

You hear that? From now on don't forget to keep telling her that she's still loved and welcome.

don't disappear even after the live taso

I guess Marine didn't end up drawing her after all.

tasolove
no matter what you say i'll wait for you

I can't stand this.

Quick question, why can I not view memgens on Holodex? It shows "This live event is no logner availble", I can view regular streams just fine

>>108047202
Annoying for me, too. I had to use TL popout to see the translations but it also stopped working.

Home, at last...

>>108047202
>>108047242
go to their discord, they have a script to fix that issue in 'bug-reports'

Hello Heimins. It's the last official day today?

UPAO LOVE
KANATASOCHAN LOVE

>>108047316
I hope someone remembers to take care of them after...

Until now, everything's fine.
Until now, everything's fine..
Until now, everything's fine...
Until now, everything's fine....
Until now, everything's fine.....

you can stop lying about that monitoring cover taso

>>108047294
Thanks a lot!

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Joshu-kun here.
I think I speak for the entire joshu-kundom and Koyori herself when I'm saying your oshi is a treasure, Heimins. Sad to see her go but I hope she's gonna be happy, and quite sorry about what she went through.

Take care of yourselves.

crying is cool too taso

Make sure you guys treat yourself. I'm genuinely a tourist frankly. I admired her from far away. But you guys always were welcoming in allowing me to enjoy your oshi with you. I hope you guys are okay after this. I'll be cheering for her and for you guys as well.

There are 4 Tasos if you're crazy enough

Konata isn't graduating right

I LOVE KANATASO

o7

give me one good reason why i shouldn't end it all after tonight

If we're your family then why are you leaving us
I'm tired of losing family

>>108047988
The miracle of a reunion

>>108047988
very tiny chance of her coming back and I wouldn't want to miss it personally

>>108047988
Come on, anon. Don't even joke. She wouldn't want you to do this.

thats that then, no more of her talking live....

For the second last time, otsukanata

>>108047988
We need as many people as possible to join our long war.
The war starts in 13-14 hours and ends maybe never.

Wait after the 3DLive and the song before doing shit.

guess I download the wallpaper archive now and end my membership

>tfw it's been raining nonstop for the past day
even the weather agrees that this is sad

I miss her............

I'm just going to keep watching archive and pretend that none of this happened

>>108048236
same...

>>108047988
I thought about this also
But if she ever comes back I want to be there waiting

Anyone else more or less ready for this to be over? It's been a miserable month and in a strange way I'm looking forward to moving past this and entering the next stage of cope.

>>108047988
Kanata said "ikitete erai" to us so many times. Don't make those words go to waste.

>>108048404
In a way I feel like I'm already in the next stage. Ever since that space it already feels like it's over.

>>108048404
yeah, if she wants to be retarded so be it. i cba to cry anymore.
(im clearly in the anger phase)

>>108047988
Are you retarded? Picture yourself saying this to your oshi's face. She would slap the shit out of you. Aren't you embarassed to even consider that?

guess I go cry myself to sleep so I can cry when Live starts. Hope she sees and tweets about the digital fan letter site.

>>108048644
They should've used the #holocheer tag.

>>108047988
your memories about taso live on within you. Always cherish them.

I'm probably too cope-minded to think clearly, but during the totsu I felt Kanata not only went back on her idea of cutting herself off from her friends, but that she was also determined to not let that happen. Maybe I'm reading too much into it, but it was kind of surprising when she responded to Azki's "nigasanai" with "nigenai." That's when Kanata would usually just nod along and/or deflect, but she went out of her way to make a strong affirmation like that. That was the strongest moment for me, but that was the impression I got in general.

I really thought this was going to be THE stream where she lets us know how she feels for a tiny bit but she was stubborn really until the last moment. I don't know, it felt underwhelming and short. I just want this to be over so I can just accept it, but these days have just been a rollercoaster of "oh she might come back" to "oh she will tell us how she feels on mengen" "well she's leaving it for the last mengen" "huh she will leave it for the graduation live". I can't fucking celebrate a graduation live of my oshi, I can't tell her itterashai, I'm mad that I can't do anything but I'm also angry at how stubborn she is at rejecting our love. She says she loves us and she does, maybe too much that's why she has this perfect image of herself she thinks we want to see. I'm not asking her to be raw and vulnerable but I wanted her to know it's fine to vent to us sometimes too. I'm in a bad space right now and tons of things happened to me irl on top of this. I won't end my life over this but I don't know how the fuck I'm going to crawl out of it. I know Kanatan is proud of her graduation live but how the fuck am I going to be proud of watching it and be powerless.

describe your current thoughts and feelings with a song, any song

>>108047242
How I've been watching taso(and others) for 5 and a half years without ever knowing there was a live translation third party site I do not know, but thanks for bringing it to my attention

>>108048733
it felt distant

>>108048824
That's just how taso is.

>>108048823
To be very fair, the success of it is dependent on the generosity of the chat. Sometimes you'll get a full stream translated. Sometimes its nothing.

I just wish I could grab the translations for the member's streams...I managed to archive all the videos. But I didn't grab any subtitles... But yeah, Holodex and TL are amazing. Frankly why Cover doesn't just hire the fans that create some of the best front facing tools is beyond me.

>>108048823
I used to use it but stopped setting it up as my nihongo got better.
Nowadays, I think I'd actually still use it in zatsu just to double check what I'm hearing, but reading chat works more-or-less just as well and that's what I've gotten used to doing.

>>108048733
I think the space is where she was at her most vulnerable. She picked herself up for this last few streams since she'll have trouble performing later if she breaks down. After everything, I can say that I'm relieved that Kanata is proud of her skills as a singer when she's usually self-deprecating.

>>108048796
Kiseki no mutsubi

Knots of miracle

>>108048874
the distance of the idol, not too far, not too close, just the right one.

>>108048796
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eRdoPm0YCJs

>>108048931
Not sharing christmas with heimins for the last time was really heartbreaking for everyone.

>>108048711
If I remember correctly, I think it was even better than that - I think Taso was the one who said it first. She's softened up significantly over this month but the totsu I think had several parts that stuck out to me. Like knowing that she herself was the one who reached out to Miko is another example

>>108048733
To be fair, she said yesterday that she wanted this last stream to be genki. I think the space was the best place to get an idea of where she is mentally and she probably doesn't want that vibe as the last normal stream she has

>>108048796
Watashi no sei da

>>108048796
https://youtu.be/pZurW2M2EKg?si=k3R7l5_2BLp5PEhC

>>108049001
I saw several heimins worried she was having suicidal ideations after that space. Honestly I did too. I'm glad she reached out after. I actually didn't expect her to be able to do that with her personality

Also the fucking dice captchas here are ass

I don't know if this is the best opportunity to say it, but I wanted to thank you guys too. Having this thread to serve as an anchor really helped with the coping. I might have spiraled down badly if it weren't for this place.

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>>108049228

Ive never broken down like this and it's over a fucking vtuber so there's not even a good outlet for it but here
She gives us so much love and calls us family and put in so much work for us and she thinks it's acceptable to disappear on us Fucking what psycopath reads all those heimin comments and decides really that just going back to working society and never posting again is some reasonable decision. "I wouldnt have anything to post about" I dont fucking care just be there! That's selfish and I know it's not considerate because she's absolutely exhausted and ready to do nothing and that's fine for a while but just come back SOME WAY. Jesus christ I want to hope that in a year this makes me look retarded and we're spending the new year together but probably not she's just going to be gone and that's that. None of this is okay. Why is this the woman i love so much. My life would've been so much worse without her and now it's about to be

>>108048796
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zLak0dxBKpM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-5LD9kGv0g
>sakura branches
You better not stop at just a subtle nod. You have the power to be there for her, unlike us.

>>108049474
The first few weeks/months will probably be crucial for how things turn out. I hope there are some happenings that we can hear about

>>108049474
I think the kind of thing they went through together is something you never forget.

Now thinking back, Taso's had it hard pretty much every year in holo and that's only from a viewer's perspective through streams/twitter. I think 2024 was the only year without a major health break or menhera moment.

>>108049702
Yep, but it's like Marine said, she'd always fall into the pits of despair and then comeback stronger. We saw that same story so many times, we just started to assume she was unbreakable. At least I did. Taking her strength for granted is my biggest regret.

>>108049702
>I think 2024 was the only year without a major health break or menhera moment.
2024 was when Marine abandoned her.

I wonder how long it'll be before I stop thinking of Kanata the instant I laugh at anything and ruin the good mood I built for myself.

Kanata has always given so much for others but it feels like no one except maybe Azki and Lamy does nearly as much for her. Remember when she forced with cover to do a 3D Kanaken live just to say goodbyes to Sakamata? That's the kind of person my oshi is. It's frustrating, we're her fans but we're powerless. She gives 100x more to others than what she receives, and it feels like until now almost everyone had abandoned her.

>>108049182
Was it really that grim?

>>108050240
On twitter? At least on my feed yes. Several outright worrying about suicide, and then also a large number talking about her already being mentally broken (several talking about their own bouts of mental illness often needing way more than just 3 months' rest). Overall just a general tone change from wanting her to com back/reincarnate to wanting her to just rest.

>>108050240
Really that bad and even I can't blame them.

so she's never coming back right

the old friend is calling today

>>108050240
>>108050411
Jesus wtf did she say in that space.

>>108050524
>so she's never coming back right
That's her plan, but I refuse to believe she'll follow it through. Or at least I refuse to let go of the possibility of her changing course.

>>108050706
Importantly, what she intended to do after graduation and her actions in between were signs of someone with a strong intention to commit suicide.

>>108050706
Honestly, it's a 30 min space so I recommend you just listen to it with this translation:
https://x.com/vtange/status/2004269056967446593
It's a lot about the tone in addition to what she was saying, but just the general things she was saying are very much stuff you learn to look out for, if that makes sense.

I don't quite get what happened with Miko after the space? Taso called her?
Either way I am happy she showed up in the totsu, I was starting to think "that talent" might be her because it seemed she was avoiding taso.

>>108051017
They talk about it in the totsu, but after the space, Taso LINE'd Miko and then they had a phone call. Taso also pretty much immediately started tearing up when Miko called into the totsu and was basically crying the whole time, so that late night call probably really helped if she's so emotional talking to Miko.
But yeah, I wouldn't believe the rrat since Taso was the one to reach out for advice/comfort

The other person that seemed to have also reached out was Laplus - in the totsu Taso also revealed she LINE'd her as well, so it's possible Lap was listening to the space

>>108051017
Pretty obvious who the talent is but I wont name her since her fans are pretty defensive about it.

>>108051017
I was a worry stuck in the back of my mind that it was maybe not impossible that it could have been FBK and that would have honestly made me so sad because even though I recognize FBK as basically Shill Fox, she's still my 3rd favorite and has been since the start (there's a galatic-scale chasm between my #1 (taso) and my #2 onward, I'm a single oshi fan).
But now we know there's simply no way in hell its either FBK (did kuro/konata just now with taso) or Miko (taso herself called Miko) without diving so deep into pure schizoid claims that there's no point even entertaining the thoughts.

>>108051170
>since her fans are pretty defensive about it
Yeah, Chocomates are insane

>>108051170
Vagueposting is for faggots, anon.

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It's over. After this last mengen, I had to reboot the download to account for the last 2 members since i had cast it before they happened.

But anyway, strangely, it also redownloaded a few other streams that should have been gotten.
Number 56, 105, 159, 160, 190 in the playlist. I think my PC crapped out hard, like froze from my 8 firefox windows and tens of tabs. I blame the youtube chats especially.
>[download] Got error: HTTPSConnection(host='rr2---sn-25ge7nzd.googlevideo.com', port=443): Failed to resolve 'rr2---sn-25ge7nzd.googlevideo.com' ([Errno 11001] getaddrinfo failed). Retrying (10/10)...
Check your downloads by running the command again !

Also guess what, Taso has had the genius idea of creating two streams on the same date, with the same name, on two occasions, resulting in ytp-dl thinking "Oh, I already got that video file, let's just slap these new subtitles on it instead". It happened when the streams where laggy and lasted like 6 minutes, so not a huge loss. But I had to redownload them both manually... zzzzz....
Good thing I could search "has already been downloaded" in the console to see where it crapped out.

In total, it took 71 hours of constant download and 500Go of space (only), over 239 videos.
I did my job... For the Taso memory line.

>>108051680
Yeah, there's been a few times where YT-kun shit itself and she restarted once or more times.

I've only got the watchalongs, utawaku, and anniversary/birthday mengens archived so far myself. To be completely honest, I just don't see myself listening to random zatsudans in the future. I downloaded a few specific ones from certain important days, but that's about it.

There's almost 100 watchalongs in mengen、pretty amazing.

Its odd. You would think you wouldn't feel like this about a vtuber.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XmGrb-MYVw
https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/2004729760438780133

>>108046376
https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/2004730985418817772
raoorataso

>>108051948
I already went through it once earlier this year, didn't think it would ever get that bad again for me. I was mistaken.

>>108051949
>bae and mumei did this cover
>now kanata and lamy
I really know how to pick them.....

Ah there's feeling sick. Was hoping it wouldn't come this early.

>>108050411
Anyways, she kinda literally said she's going to live.
So don't let this scenario eat too much of your brain up Heimin.

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https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/2004734559582388295

I'm completely and utterly counting on Lamy and Azki and kson to not leave her alone, since I can't do a damned thing directly.

>>108052607
Get one of those transparent backpacks to carry her plushies, wear that lame rag everywhere you go. Spread the word of the angel that once was

I'm gonna get some sleep now so I'm not completely dead by the time of... it.
God I wish it wasn't happening.

>KING
why
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=av9hRwPuhpw

>>108052689 (me)
I mean I get she promised to rerecord it but this was a promised that could've stayed unfulfilled

>>108052689
Monkey's paw doesn't even begin to describe this...

>>108052689
She's really making me want to die

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https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/2004737284567171575
jouhoutaso

She's sadist

>>108047988
moom cameback.
Hell, even sana cameback after being silence for 2 years. maybe you just need to wait.

>>108053346
(^^)

https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/1580403200729182212
https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/1580837472040538113
https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/1583119682508558336
https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/1582502095135338497

>>108049091
>Grand battle 3
Um, But this song is about self conflict...

>>108052689
She's only 4 years late, the fuck is she thinking

>>108048796
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qbh0FXaD6_0

>>108053815
no thoughts head empty

On the second day of Christmas my oshi gave to me
A heartbreaking graduation stream

Why do Tasos fly?

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>>108051948
Love makes you do crazy things

>>108053698
運命 destiny

I chose this song because today is the day Kanata will fulfill her final destiny.

>>108054617
kowai

>>108054617
A house in japan is pretty cheap even compared to 3rd world countries so i see his point.

>>108054617
Maybe it's time I pack my bags and move to saitama like that

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I can't tell if I'm just completely numb or if I'm completely in acceptance or what the fuck is going on. Maybe I'm going to lose my mind as soon as the stream starts.

Or maybe the power of absolutely never giving up on taso is this strong.
I don't have major health concerns anymore nor anyone who can railroad my life, so I'll just take up taso's initiative for never giving up and pay her back with eternal love.

8 hours remain.

Just a passing matsurisu that loved taso's song so much
Tried not to think about the graduation but here comes today... I know taso will be fine even after all of this is over, but it's just too sad and lonely if this is the last time I get to see taso.....

>>108055825
This artist was very generous in with taso"s leg lengths. That aside I'll miss Nurse Kanata the most.

if mumei came back then im sure kanata will do the same

>>108056816
Even sana came back, She took a lot of time but she came back?

28...

Is WIT studio and cloverworks normal for an MV?

>>108057576
Yes, Normally it's A1 or Clover work.

https://x.com/subtasochan/status/2004780422308528518
onigiritaso

>>108057031
Ive heard that she streams very rarely, like a couple of times per year, she does seem to ''interact'' with the girls via twatter and I think even jewtube chat, again shes not that active in that way either, basically crumbs for the anons who used used to follow her, I personally never watched her so im not sure if shes been more active lately

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>>108046346
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8iGGL_0CEpc
https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/2004780723618914598
#天音かなた卒業ライブ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IdXhY6zGC4s

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>>108046346
i won't' be awake for her graduation live...

>>108058003
be the change you need

her first collab once she eventually returns will have
kson, azki and wamy

>>108057971
bit weird that this is tomorrow while KING is the one after the live

Did we ever learn why her medical condition was an NG topic? haven't had the time to watch her latest mengens.

>>108051680
Is there chance you’ll share these as a torrent? I would love to download them myself but am terrible for technology and can’t figure it out it even with a guide…

>>108057971
thank you taso

https://x.com/amanekanatach/status/2004789122163212717
houkokutaso

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pzFzPeMstHA
Remember to download Taso's body
https://3d.nicovideo.jp/works/td78501

>>108058845
I need one where you can take the clothes off and the chocoballs are fully modelled

>>108048796
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jXIzziEvXDo

>>108057971
>27日に間に合わずごめんなさい!こちらともう一つの動画で、かなたchでの投稿は終わりになります

Ah she is putting sololive SSS in her channel
It's the best version off SSS

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5Bx7xPDU0w
you're so mean ppt.....

She's such a fucking sadist
>>108058256
?
Did she change the dates?

>>108058256
>>108059429
Behind the scenes stuff probably stopped her from using the orikyoku as the mv after the live so she put KING instead in that slot.
>>108059030

>>108058522
I don't think it ever came up
Hopefully she isn't going fully deaf...

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I'll be slaving in when it airs, when I'm home it will already be over. Have a good one, heimins. Send her my best regards.
>captcha

>>108048796
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WC37CaXrbTc

>>108048796
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iP3PcDNhJXI

>>108058845
This kinda made me realize I didn't grab Shion's MMD model and I thought I could easily find it with one search but holy hell, once its gone, its probably through discords to get it. Make sure to download that, guys.

The time keeps ticking and it feels like a funeral march.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nluhhTzZhlY
Watashinoseida fan MV

>>108061957
abayo... cabayach...

you're not going into her graduation stream starving and dehydrated, right?
remember to eat and drink beforehand

bought another ppt rag
if you'd like to do so yourself do it now before they stop selling it on booth

>>108047988
If Lulu came back after years from graduating … then maybe there is a chance!