What made you realize you found the one for you?
>>108593617I really, really liked her laugh And she laughed a lot
>cute extremely small japanese indie 1 view>stalked me on X>then followed me and talks to me on there>occasionally her streams/X spaces are empty and it's just me and her in there chattingShe groomed the fuck out of me, that's how.
>>108593617What do you call the bottom part of your spine? The part before the tailbone. Anyways, she ends almost every sentence with a half moan that causes that part of my spine to tingle. Also she pronounces quesadilla as kwezadilla.
I still haven't found her. And if I find her, i know it will lead to even greater sadness.
She replied to one of my stupid superchat novellas in a really funny way that only she could
i just look up games i like and drop them after they finish the game
This: https://litter.catbox.moe/3cuqaqee3h3ar33p.webm
>>108593617every time anything good happens in her life she thanks her fansshe doesn't take anything for granted and humbly appreciates her position in lifeI feel she genuinely loves the people who support her, but not in a weird GFE way, but as a child would toward their parents
>>108593617https://youtu.be/qaEkfdFSxvs
>>108593714Do you... You know... Have a chance?If yes... You should take it.
>>108594208Who?
>>108593617I was at work, really focused on work and had her vod yapping in my ear.A coworker needed something and asked me why I was smiling ear to ear while working.I neither knew I was smiling nor could remember what she was talking about. I was just giddy to hear her her voice.
>>108593617Her angelic voice.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m7MuUadCV90&list=PLNvxSJodVoAu5ABQjfuPGnzqkRMLtN0y2&index=85&pp=iAQB8AUB
>>108596253Im so sorry for your loss...
>>108593617she played, and loved, all of my favorite obscure game that no one else ever touches. and people hate on her for no reason and that just makes me want to support her even more. She'll be my oshi forever
i was initially drawn to her because of her design/concept and how unique it felt to me, but overall i just had a good feeling about her for no real reason. then when she started streaming, i loved how charming and funny she was. her scuff mic was endearing in a way, and i enjoyed how extroverted and energetic she was. she was the most welcoming and most entertaining out of all of holomyth in my opinion, which isn't to put down the others. i just always felt comfortable watching her in a way i couldn't with the othersin recent years i haven't been able to keep up with her as much, but for a solid year i was fully on the KFP train
>>108593617when I realized how clever she was, on top of all the cuteness and talent
when she got sick and anons were spreading rrats that she's dying i noticed the concern i felt was abnormal for "just a streamer"
The others in her corpo were scared of her.Her appearing in chat or game would provoke visceral reactions. They'd panic, one even started pleading unprovoked.
when despite being 1 of a few hundred others chatting, it would feel like we're having a one-on-one conversation. there was one time i swear, thanks to a jingly bracelet she had on, i could hear her do that hair behind the ear thing girls do when you're saying all the right things.
When I became emotionally overwhelmed as I saw them perform on stage.God Bless Mikochi and Suichan.
>>108593617I started out hating her for having something I didn't have but I grew to like her from her laugh to her gaming. How she would always cheer up chat or call someone out when they were talking shit but in all in good laughs. But I don't watch her anymore since she streams when I am a sleep and my heart grew colder
>>108593617The ERP rant is what did it. I've never felt so seen. That exact situation is the absolute worst.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6dj0iJShKo
I seem to be in a constant loop of discovering and feeling like I found the right one to watch then dropping her after finding out there's something extremely unappealing about her.
>>108593617https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m7MuUadCV90
>>108597975Life sure is tough for EOPs
