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Can we change the rape rule to make pillow raping us mandatory instead
We love Ino here, he speaks what we want to know.
Piwwos, tell me your birthday present ideas for the little lady.
>>108696103I'll probably try and draw something for her, not that I'm very good at it.
>>108695871We really should remove the fansite from the OP because it is in archive mode and fuck CJ
>>108696103I might just make a big list of the things I love about her.>>108696324Someone was talking about making a new site so we might be able to replace it soon.
>>108696176Hell yeah Piwwo. I'm not good at it either, but she still likes it and says it's cute. You literally cannot fail with her, she only cares about the fact that you love her.
>>108696385I really like that idea, I've been kinda into the idea of collecting a big compendium of that sort of thing from Piwwos and giving it to Pillow as a gift.It's on my list of shit to get around to, I've got the structure written up I just need to get around to slapping it together, but I've made websites before so it'll be fine. I'm going to grab all of the links and materials off the current site and add a few extra things to it.
Would piwwos in /here/ be down to make a collective thank you card for her?
>>108696437She really puts effort into praising people's work, too. She often mentions a specific thing that she likes about it. She's so sweet.
>>108696529I know man it's the thing I told you about lolThanks for taking it up though. I envy your motivation.
>>108696570I think a birthday card would make more sense but yeah I'd write something for it.
When I see Piller,I wanna fill'er!
>>108696570I wouldn't mind, but I'm afraid it will either be 5 people participating max or she would refuse to acknowledge for obvious reasons
>>108696437Yeah that's something I really appreciate about her. The quality isn't as important, she recognizes the love and effort put into something and it means the world to her.
>>108696751fill her with what? I hope you mean food
She picked the worst birthday to not come across as a grifter.
>>108696740Oh yeah that's what I meant because we were talking about her birthday. My bad lol>>108696757Fair on both yeah
>>108696757What? There have been several group projects involving a dozen or so people and she's acknowledged all of them as far as I know.
>>108696632I have a few additional ideas too. I kinda want to make a stream idea suggestion leaderboard, since the stream suggestion channel is just a million one-offs, instead of a few really good ideas rising to the top.
>>108697060That's a great idea. I'm excited for it piwwo :)
if you do the anon card at least don't be retarded and put clover or any other basket weaving forum referencesyou do realize how conscious pillow is of any possible negative implication right?
did she kill the poem sharing idea or just forgor?I think it would be cute if there were few poems shared on her birthday
>>108697258Personally, I'd recommend that the Piwwos on here just go over to the Discord and hop onto the card we'll definitely be making over there. This thread is not particularly appropriate for her to be connecting herself to, and I don't want people being sad that it doesn't get acknowledged.
>>108697258I haven't hidden the fact that I post here but I don't mention it outside of this site and certainly not on a card for Pillow lol
>>108696825Always do
>>108697346>asking me to join a discordgenuinely kill yourself
>>108697346I agree, but the problem is there are multiple anons here who refuse to not only use discord, but even twitter... so discord board linked should be shared here
>>108697346I thought that's what we were talking about.
>>108697410Pillow would be very sad. I cannot.
>>108697397based architecture chadI don't like malnourished pillow posting
>>108697344I hope she does it. I have a couple good ones I want her to read.
>>108697447I don't think they'd like that.
A haiku for my oshi:Pillow's hands are cuteThey should wrap around my cockPlease let me rape you
>>108697747but it's pill who should take initiative! :(
>>108697410We know you made a personal discord account 15 years ago already piwwo, it's too late
>>108696871She did it because originally pillow was a “Cupid”. It was meant to be in theme
>>108698066I always figured that. Makes sense with the little heart arrows and such. Kinda funny how she's kept the bow and arrow in the oshi marks despite never actually having a bow.
>>108698066I just assumed it's her real birthday am I retarded
Its her actual birthday
>>108698137she mentioned oshi marks will change with new costume btw
>>108698219Yes, it's going to be two garlic emojis and she's going to make fun of me for smelling like garlic
>>108698180a little
>>108698219She did but I feel like she'll back off from that before debut, she gets nostalgic quite easily
>>108698137This is the exact reason why she’s considering changing her oshi makes with her next outfit>>108698180I’m pretty sure it is. She has always said it’s her birthday since many many years before she became a VTuber. She’s talked countless times about Valentines being her favorite holiday and being so sad that her birthday is one day off
>>108698219She did? Is that rare? Seems like one of the most important parts of a VTuber's identity. She decided not to change her hair colour because it's too iconic, so that surprises me.
>>108698180A little but it's Pillow so it actually is
>garlic mentioned
whether its real or fake, i thought it was immensely cute and well themed to have that birthdatemy only gripe is i would have liked to celebrate them separately
>>108698308I think this new costume will be more than a costume toocould even imply new-ish direction, we will see
>>108698321In that case, I think it's kinda cool that I'm exactly 1 month older than her.
>>108698455We're definitely getting a themed ASMR for it, so save your chocolates and roses for that.
she never will, but what would you do if she took a page out of shondo and announced new boundaries. would you drop her?i know she will literally never do this. it was a morbid curiosity thought
I'd rather she kept the current oshi marks even if it doesn't align with her new lore. The love note and bow are just so cute and love is still a big part of her personality. I think she mentioned wanting one of the new oshi marks to be the sun which doesn't quite hit the same.
>>108698533Come on man we were having a nice time
>>108698533Why are you like this? Why intentionally frustrate people?
>>108698568>>108698604the demons won with that post im sorry please forgive me
>>108698533I was never on board with the whole "She's literally my real actual girlfriend!" thing anyway, as far as I'm concerned it'd be no different.
>>108698557You're right but I want to support her, and the sun does fit the motifs she's been using.
>>108698557I think a sun and little love letter would be nice.
>>108698623Say three Hail Pillows and confess your sins at the next sin confession stream
>>108698623>>108698626I want you to know that I'd happily discuss this with you polite piwwos but it causes an argument every time so please don't.
>>108698645It should be a garlic and glue, for her two favorite foods.
She should get a Magical Girl outfit that's inspired by Madoka that would unironically be a perfect reason for a bow
had a dream where pillow hogtied me, ballgagged me and stretched my asshole with the slug
>>108698695That is valid. It's unfortunate that it's not a topic that can reasonable be discussed on here, but I do also understand that there's plenty of Piwwos with extreme feelings tied to it.
>>108698686Hail PillowHail PillowHail Pillowand i'll tell you my sin here too i miss willow
>>108698557where does the sun idea even come from?
108698533(you)
>>108698763Yeah whatever our differences are I like the atmosphere right now and I don't want to stoke tensions.>>108698812I really do like that voice but I know she doesn't like being asked to do it so I bite my tongue. I wish she'd embrace it though.
>>108698820She wants to fill Piwwos with sunshine and rainbows. She made a joke about her new oshi marks being garlic and a sun.
>>108698626how does it feel not to be the pillowdear target audience?
>>108698929Please stop.
>>108698820Haven't you noticed the sun in her background/start screen? She's going for a generally brighter and more colourful look. It's a nice development considering where she used to be mentally.
>>108698727
>>108698929Pillow is inclusive of every kind of fan. Please don't be like that.
>>108699021Pillow panty and butt
>>108699021That's looks great
>>108698978It's in both of her twitter banners too, going for that childlike joy kind of aesthetic.
with pillow going to school and all as a genki schoolgirl will we be her senpai or kōhai?
>>108699125>childlike joy kind of aestheticI don't wanna say it... but it's all aligning a little too we if you know what I mean
>>108699177Whichever you want, even sensei if you want. I will be her boyfriend who sits next to her during English class and she steals my notes every other class because her handwriting sucks.
>>108699214You obviously want to say it.
>>108699177student/teacher grooming dynamic (she's the student grooming us)
>>108699177When she discussed it it sounded like we were either going to be her senpai or teacher. I prefer the idea of being her senpai personally. She's young and acts even younger so kohai doesn't make as much sense, at least to me.
>>108699222>senseipillow played so much buruaka it influenced her to become uoh student confirmed
Being groomed by pillow!
I'm sorry to be so direct but I really hope to see more tasteful Pillow feet art. Just SFW stuff where they're well-drawn and pretty. If I'm never going to see the real thing I want the next best thing at least.
>>108699452You will take the stumpy legs and be happy.
>>108699452
>>108699538holy grippers
>>108699538I like this one but I'm thinking a bit subtler lol
Don’t worry, Piwwos. I’ll tell Cher to get more subtle feet art
>>108699613time to commission something to your tastes then
>>108699371it was either this or fully embracing horsegirl umamusume persona
Why is Pillow drawing and posting art of herself getting cucked
pillow is LITERALLY sending you signals to not cheat and take her seriously btw
>>108699764Because this is how she communicates things that make her sad
>>108699779Going to email her a 2,000 word poem all about how I'll kill myself before I cheat on her
>>108699764>>108699779I find crying pillow adorableactivates my saviourfag instincts
>>108699813I like the sentiment piwwo but maybe don't mention suicide to her.
>>108699779She even disabled replies so people couldn't riff of off it as a jokeDid somebody fuck up?
>>108699779I need to remedy this.
>>108699851I really think she just wanted to show how clingy she is.
Pillow has moments where she feels insanely insecure and tries to just outright, explicitly show/tell you that her jealousy and clinginess is real. She tends to delete everything related soon after though, as she hates to come off as controlling
>>108700044I think it's cute and sweet. I don't want to think about it too deeply, much less argue about it.
tourist here, should i ever interact with pillow in chat if someone else is my oshi? will she stalk and check my account and get sad? i dont want to enjoy her in ways that upset her.she will probably become my oshi in due time at this rate anyway
>>108700044Of course we can only assume, but I agree with you. Pillow is very sweet, and she always says piwwos happiness comes above all else. She truly doesn’t want to control anyone, but she still wants to be yours. She’s really young too, so this is probably even more difficult for her to mentally sort out
>>108700100It's fine man. I think it would only hurt her feelings if you were being dishonest about it, like saying you only watch her then going behind her back to watch other girls.
>>108700100You can definitely interact with her! Pillow interacts with everyone and she’s very sweet. The only times she gets kinda… moody is if it’s a piwwo who has her as their kami and then starts to flirt with other vtubers. Genuinely she’s very sweet and you can be safe with her
>>108700139i wouldnt do any such thing, i just want to greet her>>108700144thats what i thought, she seems clingy and a bit possessive but not in a harmful way
>>108699779Is Pillow a cuckquean?
>>108700198Pillow has never been the type to genuinely try and make someone feel terrible for having other oshi’s. She can be emotional because she’s really clingy, but she’s kind to everyone no matter what. If anything she would just be happy to have you there and interact with her at all! We welcome you as well, new piwwo
>>108700198She's the sweetest person in the world. If your heart is in the right place, she'll never be upset with you. She'd be happy to have you as a piwwo in any capacity, whether she becomes your oshi or not.
>>108700257>>108700315you are all very kind and considerateafter seeing other places, pillow has cultivated an extremely nice fanbase. and this board is usually the worst side of any given fanbase
>>108700403Oh these threads are awful sometimes but this one has been nice.
>>108700403I feel bad for the threads you might inevitably see now
>>108700477ive lurked for ages. even your worst threads are better than the average thread of most
Piwwos love!!!
The timeline is restored.
This thread has been too kind. Let’s go back to the perpetual schizo wars, arguing, and name dropping
>>108699327>(she's the student grooming us)Wait what?
>>108700580lol nice
>>108699779Aw fuck she's find me out
>>108700589We can do nice name-dropping.
>>108700643You know what? I would like that, I want to get nice name dropped
>>108700666Satan please
>>108700666This would be a post satan would make
>>108700595> you’re giving pillow after class geography lessons > she keeps knocking her feet against your ankle under the desk > “why am I your only after class student?… am I that stupid?..”
>>108700737I'm not down enough on the lore for this
>>108700745You're not stupid Pillow :(
>>108700745Yeah
>>108700745Alright I can work with this
>>108700756look at the last three digits of the post number >>108700666
>>108700818Ohhh funni
>>108700792But stupid girls are the cutest...
King's a sweetheart. So is Logi, and he's a great artist. Laszur's nice too. Ovis is really hardworking. That's just a few I can think of. Pillow's lucky to have such nice fans.
>>108700910I need to commission Logi again...
>>108700910I must be worthless then
NursePillow sketch sorta inspired by the Geoguesser stream and the namedropping recently. Would like any feedback on any names to drop or on dialogue before I finish it up.NSFW: https://files.catbox.moe/587yr0.png
>>108700934Piwwo I might just not interact with or know you. Every piwwo is valuable :(
>>108700943You’re WRONG. Boydear is a micro twink
>>108700580unless??
>>108700910Honestly, most of it is not that much hard work, most of the time making stuff is just about putting your mind to it. Granted, the game was pretty nuts, that was a lot, but it was fun. But everything else I've done is really simple. Even the bag I've got planned is only going to be maybe 5 days of work, and at the end I have something really sweet. More Piwwos should try new things, it's fun and I promise it's easier than you'd think. Giving Pillow presents is also a great opportunity for that since she isn't a fan of people dropping cash on her, but she'd appreciate if you took time to make her something.
>>108701136Pillow deserves a lot of love and nice things.
>>108700595I can easily imagine it
Pillow needs to do some small penis appreciation to offset the SPH she’s done
>>108701136You're trying a lot harder then me man. It's good, I'm glad you do so much for her. I'm happy to contribute just a little here and there to making her feel loved and appreciated.
Pillow earnestly calling your penis "cute" as a compliment and not understanding why you're upset
>>108700943kek'd
But I don't want Pillow making fun of my penis...
>>108701386Honestly I'm imagining it and some light teasing could be fun.
Pillow would never make fun of you for something you’re insecure about. Instead, she’d reassure you that it’s perfectly fine and that she loves it. She’d give your penis plenty of special attention while reassuring you, and kissing the tip
>>108701519You're probably right, but I'm not insecure about it so I hope she'd catch on and playfully tease me now and then.I'd never do the same to her though. She's a beautiful perfect angel.
Pillow calling it cute would be kind of nice though…
>>108701675Yeah personally I'd like that but it was a funny scenario to me lol
Don't forget to prepare for the androids piwwos!
Former Pillow fan returns once more to anti Pillow, right where she can see it too. Why are they like this https://x.com/bup34/status/2012296564320968916
>>108703958private account?screencap it.
>>108703958Posted wrong linkhttps://x.com/bup34/status/2012719854550147484
>>108703958I know blocking someone this mentally ill wouldn't have much effect because they would just keep making new accounts to post in her tags anyway but I hope she has him muted at least. I noticed he was in the chat during her interview the other day.
This is the same guy who posted all her deleted stuff and did the devil emoji a few months ago
>>108704231That’s the one. You can find his previous crash out by looking up Bup34 in the archive
He's now @'ing random piwwos
Don’t give trolls the time of day, piwwos
>>108704231She doesn’t deserve any antis, she deserves only loves and lots of love, but I’m glad her antis are so pathetic. His only methods of fucking with Piwwos are by posting her old content which is already available elsewhere easily and she has no reason to be ashamed of, and screenshots of previous DMs with her where she’s being perfectly nice and reasonable and he’s acting mentally ill. Also, for any Piwwos unaware of the lore, she used to have a previous reward on her Patreon wherein people could add her as a friend and speak to her casually, and she shut it down in pretty short order. This means that this anti has been schitzophrenic about her for probably around 4 years.
>>108704550Also, the dudes bio says he’s 19, so he’s either lying or he was a mentally ill 15 year old yearnroping over a grown-ass woman.
>>108704642Probably just a dumb terminally-online teenager, he'll look back on this in 5 years and cringe hard
I'm glad I'm in a spot where I've posted a lot of fan content and generally gotten a lot of attention from Pillow, but still down-low enough that piwwos don't really know me or bring me up
>>108704740This isn't just a case of being a cringe teenager, he has genuine mental issues. I doubt he's even capable of understanding what a tard he's being.
>>108704740I do feel really bad. I know the type and they’re usually unwell teens that latch onto something to superimpose their issues onto. I think that’s my biggest complaint with Pillow, mixing GFE with all-ages content does necessarily mean you’ll end up with some actual kids who are parasocial for an actual adult woman. I guess it’s only really a problem if she was giving more personalized attention though.
>>108704884The using the previous DMs as a gotcha is a good indicator of that. Any normal person sees Pillow being nice to them and them being a total spaz, whereas their twisted mindset spins it into “Look at what an evil woman she is, drawing me in and torturing me by not immediately marrying me!”
how do we get Pillow to bring out her Southern accent?
>>108704815I appreciate you Piwwo.
>>108705231I’m Southern. When we date, our accents will merge and become stronger. Sometimes in life, to get something you want, you must lose something else. This is the law of equivalent exchange.
>>108704960>>108704550I don't think that's the same guy who posted the dms. That guy was an actual schizophrenic. He didn't leak them in hopes of making piwwos believe that they had been betrayed, he posted them because he believed Pillow was speaking to him using coded language in order to manipulate him and ruin his life. He wanted to warn piwwos of the same possibly happening to them. I'm not getting that same level of crazy from this fag.
>>108705380and what are you losing?
>>108705956my precious virginity, it's a worthy price to pay for pillow tho
I need Pillow to band me with a hot iron
>>108706347brand*
starting a rock band with pillow and doing mountains of cocaine
Cocaine pillow getting too wild, tying me up and riding me for 72 hours straight. Waking up with my pelvis completely shattered and Pillow endlessly apologizing as I'll never walk again. Retiring our rockstar ways and raising our twins in a quiet countryside. Their mother repeatedly warns them about drugs or "you'll end up like daddy in a wheelchair" but she never explains further.
>>108706845I want what this piwwo is on
>>108708859Cocaine, I think
>>108708859This might be surprising to you, sir.It's cocaine.
Thinking about Pillow’s tight, little butt
I think I found the piwwo who’s cheating on Pillow. If you’re /here/ and post in Peo’s chat, don’t be retarded piwwo.
Finished up the NurseDear sketch with some updated rankings based on you all. Also tried something new with the shading. Ended up looking a little blurry in the hair, but I think it works nice enough on the skin to study further. Any feedback (positive or negative) appreciated.NSFW: https://files.catbox.moe/pfsytj.png
I want to finger and eat out Pillow to let her experience her first ever orgasm
>>108711691Lmao. Please don’t ever stop. You’re actually improving quite fast. I would love a flat chest illustration from you one day, even as a one-off. Maybe one where she’s looking insecure about it after taking her bra off in front of a piwwo for the first time.
Pillow seems to forgive Piwwos for lewding her, but could she forgive Piwwos for lewding Olive?
>>108711976Olive has a hot design with a flat chest and a tomboy personality. An Olive lewd is inevitable.
>>108711121Pillow is the only one that should be doing the stalking. Don’t be creepy, piwwo.
I want to go out more and do fun stuff that I'd like to do with her, then post about it on the community tag so she sees it. Do you think she'd appreciate that? I want her to know that I think about her and want to make her happy.
I want pillow to be happy that's it
>>108698378It would be funny if pillow eventually gets garlic themed accessories for costume
