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>>108729441cuck general lmao
death to all juh posters
Anything new in the discord in the past uhhh 5 days?
>>108730410Said banned faggots should fuck off
https://x.com/i/status/2012979917030301945We (yes, WE) are all in this image
>>108730657i like E
https://files.catbox.moe/ry9rko.png i will fill her up with my cum and make her pregnant
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>>108732453rape
YOU'LL NEVER GET ME
the OP reads manhwa and claims hes straight (he isnt)
another sperg out, another request for my friend to block me, it must have finally tired them out enough because they did, but now the loneliness stings more than i thought it would since i have precious few contacts irl or online (basically less than two now). I hope they forgive me again because i have been getting better/learning stuff normies take for granted like social skills, emotion skills etc. i am fine if they stay away though because intelligently i know it will make me stronger. should i start actually watching this persons streams for once? i may meditate with the bgm to find my old clarity. anywyay whats new since my recent ban?
>>108736817fuck off retard
>>108736842pls learn social skills
>>108736817the issue is i have no experience and thus no real conception of what a relationship means or the different types or what any of it implies/requires. literally been isolated (truly) since forever, not even the internet was allowed i have had no outlet and there is a whole mental system that evolved completely seperate from civilization where I just bottled up all my thoughts and emotions in silent mental wanderings. I can not relate to humans yet something hidden needs to interact with them, which is probably why i shit post here and have done so since way before /vt/ was even a thing. wish i could figure out how to rewire the "need human interaction" pathway into a drive for some other actually productive thing. i remember i was playing killzone shadowfall while listening to the latest lore drop stream the one with the empire larping or whatever and i was thinking it would be pretty cool to be a lobotimized canon fodder shock trooper type thing that doesnt need anything except food and and violence and water to be happy.
>>108736965>>108736869kill yourself on the physical and astral plane idiot
for now i just have to manage with my meditations and other attempts. BTW although i dont want that dumb emotional stuf the happyness catbox vid in a recent thread lifted me a little though idk why so thanks ig for that. this is all part of my inherent stemcell deep plan by my higher self to conditon me i know so erasing human needs makes me the one like you see in the movie can become god the hwole point like you are set up from the start
>>108736976suicide is the greatest evil possible and I am on the side of good (myself) i'm sorry if you can not understand because its different for you not having a drive I remember something similar this time i was a couple years ago dreaming during the day and I did this moment before like it connects to all these other anchor moments and sometimes i am allowed to know of them fully instead of just "existing" i told you when but its not the same as my fire drive it's a thing that happens rarely, my understangning grows to the point i am physically dizzy trying to think of all the new sense data
>hes actually an underage emotionally insecure fragile bitch lol irl
>>108737066https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_One_(2001_film) why was I watching this as a child and then having the exact same interactions with information (QM, timelines, steins gate and similar media all crossing over, chaos magic) and this building what is in front of me now like it was SET UP, even this movie jurassic park + scps + skinwalkers
>>108737122no that is the average person who is unguarded and slothful never seeking strength, I actually want to become stronger which means i have the right seed i make the right blueprint you get it? literal retard magian can't even produce seed he needs to steal mine like a jealous hoe trying to steal my own blueprints, its copyrighted you fruitcake poof
>>108737162Tabs
>>108737138this is the scene where the flying dinosaur is in the cage on the walkway