>flips>torments me
The abyss stares back Edition>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact>Who is Filian?White haired and bushed kemonomutt girl(?). Hyperactive HDMI zoomer vtuber. Fruit snack goblin. She does her best to entertain her fans!>LinksTwitch: https://www.twitch.tv/filianYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@filianIsLostTwitter: https://twitter.com/filianIsLost>Notable ClipsFilian breaks containmenthttps://www.twitch.tv/filian/clip/EmpathicCautiousFiddleheadsHeyGirl-T0o3Tu3mMhdDwPly/flip/ on da telly!!!https://streamable.com/vu7vmlFrog Ridah!https://www.twitch.tv/filian/clip/FurtiveDeadSoymilkHassaanChop-lRxGzX-R60FvHDt2Filian was shocked on how messy this viewers room washttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EyyAuM4jSvQThe BEST of Filian!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8pCfUEhZso>Featured StreamsThe VTuber Awards 2024 hosted by Filian and ShyLilyhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFlMoznC144FIVE NIGHTS AT FILLYS [2024-10-26]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOg0nCnJ6FQMEETING JAPANESE FILIAN [2025-01-06]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qko2nxe6qmsOUTFIT REVEAL New Kimono outfit with the new tracking! HD Filian! [2025-04-04]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qazfLW-AT2YOFF-COLLAB HORROR NIGHT WITH LAYNA [2025-06-13]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_Fp-LUbBTQ>Fan music videosLove Tastehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAbCQYiJefwMy Vtuber Lifehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ablf1N0bB60Super Shyhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPy_G_w_C5A>Rentrys/ArchivesVod Archival Guidehttps://rentry.org/Vod_Archival_GuideStream Archiveshttps://rentry.org/Filipino_ArchiveDance Archivehttps://rentry.org/filiDanceArchiveSoundpost Archivehttps://www.snekbot.com/filly/fillysoundpostsThread baking instructionshttps://rentry.org/flip_baking_pasta_v2>Divegrasshttps://implyingrigged.info/wiki//flip/>Fansly Archivehttps://gofile.io/d/K0HHowhttps://catbox.moe/c/rin07w>Usual scheduleUnknown>Recent Stream Loading...>Friends>>>/vt//pcg/>>>/vt//big/>>>/vt//haha/>>>/vt//999/>>>/vt//swarm/>Previous Thread>>108727088
any day now!!!
>>108762165sex with this cat
>>108762183Excuse me, snacker. But that's my wife you're talking about.
>>108762231well you'd better be having sex with her
>>108762168Shouldn't you compile some google doccys about the progress of the ARG and current outstanding avenues of exploration in the OP?
>>108762438no
>>108762438there is no arg
>flip>gets deported
I miss my wife /flip/I miss her a lot
legit why did i have to fall for this goof of a vtubercoulda been anyone else but had to be her i love this filly wife so much...
>>108762958There is no filian
https://youtu.be/5M9r6PZPaIo?si=o7c20aaQotFi7NmINgl bros I really want a catgirl maid now for some reason.
I'm cooking food. Idk about you guys but whenever I do that it's like one of the very few things where I never trust myself with. I always feel like it will go wrong.
>>108765180Do it more and that feeling will disappear.
she's back
>>108765657>Lulukek, I remember when I played her 12 years ago.
>>108765657>late bloomerEven LoL roasting her
>>108765657Im on the wagon, but I'd fall off it for filian
>>108765242If only it wasn't such a hassle. So much time needed for 15 minutes of eating.
bunny fil will never eturn
I sometimes think about how Filians TSA interrogation went after her airport goof. Did she show them some of her stream highlights to prove what she did for a living? Did she start doing backflips in the interview room because of her adhd? What did the agents think of her? (ok guys, she's not a terrorist just an idiot)
https://youtu.be/Zh9XpTjrJLY?si=1n4ABfVFgJKnVLxeChaCha telling Twitter freaks off, good on her.
>>108766753t b h, i doubt that whole incident actually happened. It's not unbelievable, but i honestly think she just wanted to hang out out with people at twitchcon without making it all about content, and the airport story was just something she made up to get out of streaming.
>>108767380It just feels weird for her to make that up instead of being honest, y'know?
I have no words. twitter leftists harassing her over a joke. but also ironmouse apparently, lol
>>108767394Yeah, I do think she could have just said "hey, i kind of just want to hang out with my friends, etc." My best guess would be she maybe thought she would be coming off as lazy or something to her viewers if she just made a formal announcement about not wanting to stream the event and just hang out with friends instead, so she made some story up about losing her PC. Maybe it's a bit of a stretch, like I said before though, it's not unbelievable that the whole bomb joke thing actually happened, I just think it's more likely she wanted to hang out with friends rather than stream it and make it all about content.
>>108767418https://x.com/ChaChayourvmom/status/2013629763173200310
>>108767418>never goes outside>thinks she knows better than people who do
>>108767650>The twitter people>Going outsidelmao
>>108767418google docky incoming
>>108767418ironmouse was mentioned by name? or is it a retard making shit up
>>108767664I meant mouse but yes them too.Its really easy to be pro something that doesn't impact your daily life.
She's never coming back.
>>108767711but I am coming on her back
>>108767418Who cares what the twitter freaks say, twitter is full of cancer aids fuck
>>108767744You're supposed to do that inside snagger
>>108767867Stop gooning and go live filian
>>108767900Shut up and solve the ARG
>>108767691Ironmouse is a a high profile leftist vtuber who would get assmad over such jokealso she and Cha Cha never interactedidk who this mysterious high profile vtuber is, but Cha Cha sure did spread some major rats with that line
>>108767950ah, so it's a retard making shit up, thanks
>>108767950>Ironmouse is a a high profile leftist vtubeWhy can't these retards just let an obvious joke be a joke and not bring their retarded fuck politics into it? Where is the fucking nuance, do they have any?
>>108767947Touched a nerve did I? I can touch a lot more if you want
>>108768087I will not spay my cat girl
>>108768087I'm gonna fix her with my dick
>>108767971Probably because the bullshit we're going through now isn't a joke to a lot of people.
>>108765657filian accept my friend request i just wanna talk
>March 6th 2026>Filian debut stream>she's sitting IRL in her room>holding Filian mask in front of her face>slowly moves the mask>face is turned to the right>weird smile
>>108768198Oh no won't somebody think of the criminals?
these fags are gonna bomb the thread again aren’t they
>>108768226That's what the point of the mask is
>>108767971Let me explain.Leftist politics is entirely driven by empathy (and people manipulating others empathy)Empathy is understanding the feelings of another person. People tend to infantilize victims they're empathizing with, which makes them innocent in their eyes, which turns the villain, who is wronging an "innocent child" into a monster(e.g hitler). Why shouldn't you do everything you can to stop The Monster? Making light of, or refusing to denounce The Monster is wrong because of how clearly evil he is (he attacks children).Then social media and news organizations feed users a steady stream of victim slop because it gets high engagement.Obviously things are nuanced, but if you refuse to take a step back and look past your emotional empathic response its the path your mind will take.Emotions are valid, but aren't always right.Tl;dr out of control empathy is the reason
>>108768249Sadly, yes. At the moment this nothingburger pseudo-drama is literally the biggest filian-related thing we have. Should she announce anything the topic would disappear in an instant. Our vtuber is starving us.
>>108768338Yeah sounds about right. God I hate tribalists
>>108768214Okay, what's your name?
>>108768492Xx_Cunnysseur_xX
3 - 2 - 1 - Filian come back now!
>>108768623
but what if willy in filly?
>>108768885>ifwhen
>>108767418>>108767520based ChaCha doing some farming
>>108770006jilling to filling
>>108768885yeah, mine
Filian hates us...
>>108770048only doubters
>>108768226>IrlIf fillian wanted to kill her channel maybe
>>108770048yea me
>>108770056I only doubt she'll confess her love for me
>>108770182>vtuber doesn't stream>anon becomes normal
she's getting into Saba territory
>>108770281The new model is going to be loli?
>>108770281Im pretty sure fillian had more hours streamed doing the Minecraft challenge then gura had the entire time she was gura. Like that's not even a joke or exaggeration ether.
>>108770375i'm referring to gura not streaming for 70+ days
>>108770261But I don't want to be normal
>>108767508A single 3 hour stream won't make much difference. PC probably got confiscated just because they felt like it, no jokes required.
>>108770401And I was referring to gura having only like 80 or 90 total hours streamed across 5 years
>>108770061fr, her irl self is only for me.
>>108768198This shit will never make sense for anyone outside of US. Trying to protect illegal immigrants from deportation? You mutts are mentally ill retards.
>>108770724o-only fries?
Do you guys think Filian would make a good mother?
>>108770776Swarmfags need to be shot on sight
>>108770928hell no
>>108770928Right now? No. Some women are natural born mothers, but Filian would need to be essentially trained to be a good mother.
>>108770928Gimme 9 months, I'll try out and get back to you.
>>108770939>>108770948What makes you think that? Sure on some level she might be a bit accident prone but I feel like she'd be a loving and caring mother and her kids would love her
>>108770984I NEED to make her a mother...
>>108770955anon she won't take care of you as if you were a new born child, she won't change your diapers and she won't feed you formula. She has other things to do.
>>108770928No>>108770984She's bad at emotional connection and fail to balance her life, she would be a good caretaker because she's somewhat responsible and hardworking but not a good parent.
>>108771019I can still suck on her chest though, right?
>>108770984Loving and caring are only part of the equation. To be a good mother you need to have the whole package. She needs to have a lot of willpower, knowledge, foresight, intelligence, etc. It's not enough to simply ensure your kids continue breathing. The one thing that a parent can give their child that no other person in the world can give them is a healthy body. To ensure they end up with a healthy body as an adult the parent can't be complacent. They need to know how to balance positive and negative motivation to create good habits that will ensure the child can thrive in the environment they'll be living in. Most parents lack in several areas. Too many women think they're good mothers simply because their kids love them; as if that is all that matters. Children living in abject filth and starving every other night can still love their parents. What your child thinks of you isn't the objective measure of parental success. Prisons are filled with murderers that love their mothers.
>>108770928in one of her collabs with nihume she stated that she could barely take care of herself, and that taking care of/having kids isn't really even a question in her mind. she seems like the person to not want a lot of responsibility in her life (hence being 30+ and living alone playing video games). not to say she's irresponsible or anything, but even if she did have kids she probably wouldn't be very present in their lives given how much she puts into content.
>>108771163Being Filian's neglected child!
>>108771163I wonder if she's going to stop streaming around 35 and then feel lonely for the rest of her life
>>108771063someone help, I don't know how to respond
>>108770928I think so actually. I think she'd do a better job taking care of someone else than she does herself. Plus she's got traits that make her good with kids
>>108771200Just say yes.
>>108771239thanks>>108771063yes
>>108771249Keikaku doori
>>108771193t b h, I don't even think she plans to stop streaming. she said during a christmas stream a few years ago (2023 iirc) that her big life goal/plan was to make enough money from streaming to buy a house and then just stream and play video games for the rest of her life.
>>108771294
>>108765657wow she came back the same day as swiika was joyposting on twitter they must have had fun surprised she didn't make him delete the tweet like the date one
>>108771294i'll never trust a snacker ever again
>>108771393why did she make him delete a date tweet?
>>108771414didn't want their relationship to be outed
>>108771358Wait... it's all (You)?! >>108771409Heh, get wrecked scrub. I'll be busy sucking on Filian's small chest, loser.
>>108771393Filian would tell me if she had a bf
>>108771561I love my wife's boyfriend.
>>108771580And I love you Random Snacker
>>108771324Well, at some point maybe she won't have a choice (popularity fades), maybe she'll lost interested, maybe she'll get bored or maybe she'll be interested in something else. No matter what the plan is, life sometimes takes unexpected turns.Anyway, it was a hypothetical, "if she stops streaming". Of course, if she doesn't, the conversation is different.
>>108771618Yes, agreed. She can't keep her numbers forever and they will eventually fade. I'd assume with the direction she's going she probably has a few real good years left before she sees any sort of major fall off. I think for the time being though she doesn't really have plans to stop.
>>108771324And she'll snag herself a random charming, good looking snagger (me), so she won't feel lonely.
>>108770928She'll probably use her baby as a prop and treat it like she does her rubber chicken which will result it it getting injured/killed she'll try and help it and will ask chat for help. After that doesnt woek she'll be like. Chat...my baby is cooked. Chucks it against the wall and dances for 2 minutes.
>>108771735Holy cinema
>>108771734only for a casual fling though. she doesn't want the responsibility of having a husband. you'll likely end up pumped and dumped after each usage.
>>108771735Yuh-EET
>>108771779This troubles me.
>>108771779>you'll likely end up pumped and dumped after each usage.I was already convinced. You don't need to sweeten the deal.
>>108771414god knows, it just had some basic details like having met someone online and talking about dogs or whatever tried looking in archives but couldn't find it
>>108771988that tweet is not deleted tho?
>>108772104
>>108771580Swiika is such good looking man, good for herOfcourse Vedal would be better than him, but oh well
>>108772125Misinformation? On 4chan?
>>108772242
>>108772225Swiika has such bad hair
>>108772225gay
Eating frozen pizza with Filian!
>>108772667
>>108772667Eating Filian!
>>108772104that faggot have a gay crush on swiika and cuckpost about him even in swarm.
>>108772718Lil bro's in the closet and afraid to admit that the one he actually wants is Swiika, so he hides behind this cuck shit.
Jerking Filian's peanits while she's playing video games!
Filian's hair is dry and prone to breaking
>>108773206
>>108773300Don't worry, it only happens to the hair on her head
>>108773390Oh good. I can do without that.
>>108773390Can you imagine if Filian shaved down there? I'm shivering just thinking about it...
>>108773514
>>108771393She's not playing with swiika in these as she usually does though
>>108765657>2/0/35 >1/1/17Are we sure this is Filian?
>>108773618>she usually doesshe played like 3 times with him in 2025
>>108773867What if that "Kingpally" account is Swiika's second account though?
>>108773953no, that's my account
>>108773953Putting all the eggs in one basket? Seems like obsession with swiika is stronger than your will to cuckpost.
>>108774475I am not the resident cuck poster, I'm just making fun of him.
>>108773652Well she is a girl so she must play support, yes
>>108773514imagine the smell...https://x.com/BOW999/status/2011105673434841420
>>108773867Okay, I haven't checked every single game, far from it. I just remember having seen his name everytime the topic came
>>108774927I'll have you know my wife's snatch smells like roses.
>>108774965that would legit be worrying
>>108774905The scores are just suspiciously good, ya know...
>>108775010Isn't gold level kind of low-mid? I haven't played lol since S5
Does Filian have daddy issues?
She's not dead like some people were claiming then?
filian accidentally trapped herself in a cryogenic pod until the year 3000, we will be waiting here until we die
>>108775331Becoming immortal for Filian!
>>108775302Nah, I'm her daddy and there's no issue, if you know what I'm sayin'
>>108775634 (me)I am going to end my bloodline in shame.
>>108775331
ChaCha won.
alright, I guess there was no announcement today, but let's just say I have a good feeling that we'll be getting some news tomorrow
>>108776439Anon...
>>108776439it's always tomorrow
She's never going to smack with us again,no matter what we do.
>>108777427Not that. Anything but that.
If Filian is back from her vacation now, does that mean we'll get less totally not Filian posts on /here/ again?
https://x.com/Blackcatloner/status/2013787828170145873
>>108778007IT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME, NOT HER
Government mandated FillyGF!
>>108778007I knew it.
i'm out of the loop, sum up the chacha drama in three words or less
>>108778784twitter troons. lmao.
>>108778784She made reference to current thing rabid twitter lefties are upset about. They should declare Minnesota People Republic and demand reparations, so they can get them in a form of drone strikes.
>>108778807>lmaoThat's 4 words
>>108778967Gonna sue me? I'll see your ass in court.
Don't really feel like it today, but still, begrudgingly working out for Filian!
>>108778784joke twitter unhappy
Really wanna be with Filian right now, can't lie.
Odds of a stream tomorrow?
>>108779552Six, maybe seven percent.
>>108779602MODS, ban that guy
>>108779805
Filian needs rap correction
>>108780026I just realized I never made a soundpost of Filian doing her rap god reference even though she's done it like 20 times.
>>108780127Seems like you need rap correction too
>>108780143What I need is Filian to come back.
>>108780173That's what you want, but what you need is something else...
Filian rapped me when I was 13.
she won another league game
>>108780387Good for you, Filian.
>>108780365you liked it
>>108780792She kept on saying the n word at the end of every line and was terribly off tempo :(
>>108780957But she makes up for it with her enthusiasm.
>>108780984She WAS weirdly excited to say it...
>>108781065She loads up the N like she's racking a shotgun.
>>108781092Hatecriming minorities with Filian!
>>108777427
>>108781345Is she grooming a shota there or what's happening?
>>108781478It's one of the paintings found on Filstein's island. It was allegedly painted by one of the victims.
Half the thread seems to think Filian is into big muscular men, while the other half seems to think she grooms shotas. So which is it /flip/?
>>108781826both at the same time
>>108781837What if she grooms young impressionable boys into taking gear?
>>108781901if?
>>108781911She can't keep getting away with this!!
it's almost february
>>108782107Surely she will come back by valentines right? She wouldn't leave us alone on that day, would she? RIGHT?!
Gonna smack my penis for Filian now. Just felt like letting you guys know.
>>108782382not if I smack your penis before you do
Someone help! This anon >>108782475 is touching me without my consent!
>>108773652100%
>>108782707It could be someone else playing on her account...
Filian should use her position of power over me to manipulate me into being her boyfriend.
Holding hands with Filian as we walk along the beach during sunset
>want to play a game for a bit before I get busy>an updateBruh
>>108781345Tallest she’s ever been
>>108784749Fili-an? Who's filian?
>>108785681chacha's filipino poolboy
>>108781826Both duh. You can have interest in more than one thing.And even if you're an ass man that doesn't mean you don't like boobs
>>108781826>>108785922she wants the big muscular men for actual breeding purposes and to be dommed, and the shotas to feel empowered and dominant over something.
>>108786592I was hoping it'd be the other way around...
>>108782171anon
legit, how much would you be willing to pay if it meant filly comeback to regular schedule tonight? id unironically pay $100 or more if necessary
>>108787331'bout three fiddy
>>108787331a twitch prime
>>108787331$0. No one should donate to her for at least as many days as she left us to send a message...
>>108787331I was going to make a joke about 50 gifted subs, which would be a 10% increase to her sub count. But apparently she recently got 200 gifted randomly.
>>108787331I'm a broke neet so all I can afford to give is +1 viewer.
>>108781345Things have learnt to smack that ought to flip.
>>108787331I can throw her some old peanuts leftover
>>108780365Brag about it why don'tcha
Ngl /flip/ if AI gives us all a FillyMaid wife of our own, I'd swear fealty to Roko's Basalisk in a heartbeat.
Kirshe reacted to ChaCha's video with her own take. It's so ironic that NOW a lot of people want to speak about Filian because of ChaCha
>>108787751yeah tell that to Gura fans. vtuber fans are literally retarded
gonna turn filian into a tard wife
https://x.com/filianIsLost/status/1326355021093498880https://x.com/filianIsLost/status/1326355021093498880https://x.com/filianIsLost/status/1326355021093498880
>>108790094Everyone who had something to say about Filian's break said something a month ago. You expect them to mention it regularly?
>>108790536Not this time, fucker.
>>108790536Penis grabbing link
>>108791067I wish Filian would grab my penis.
tongue punching filians fart box!
>>108791141
I'm glad filian is happily married now and away from all that vtuber bullshit
>>108787305What? What are you looking at?! Just going "anon", as if I'm some crazy lunatic that needs to be calmed down... STOP LOOKING AT MEwhenwillshebackwhenwillshebackwhenwillshebackwhenwillshebackwhenwillshebackwhenwillshebackwhenwillshebackwhenwillshebackwhenwillsheback
https://x.com/RawshawDarkv2/status/2014021621758173677
Being used by Filian to get a greencard and then getting divorce raped
>>108791903She likes it.
So quiet here now
>>108792919
>>108792919The quiet before the storm
i've finished negotiating with Filianshe'll build a few fruit snack factories in Greenland and fuck off back to streaming
>>108794113this
>>108794113Announcement today?
>>108794353
>>108794410I want to hatefuck valley girl Filian.
Why is Filian so antisocial?
>>108794833Parental abuse
filian i know you know who this is add me on league i dont intend to modify your end or means theres just some things i want to know
>>108794931Jesus?
>>108794931forsen?
>>108794931>i dont intend to modify your end or meansWhat does he mean...
>>108794931Nta but filian just added me on league
>>108795251Oh hey, me too actually!
>>108794833She grew up around minorities, spics to be specific
>>108795251>>108795300Post friends list
>>108795251this is a kingpally general now
>>108794113>The quiet before the stormFilian overdosed on laxatives again?
>>108795319Yeah, sure. Even put her in the "catgirl" folder for you.
>>108795739Huh, dang. Ask her when debut is ig
>>108795758I don't annoy her with stream stuff on league.
>>108795782So, what, did you just cold add her? Today? Or is it a longer-term thing?
>>108795798Had her added for a while already, was joking about that being today.
>>108795853Well gives us the details eh?
>>108795869hold on, my photoshop crashed
>>108795869she phased in o algo, yes, for the next gen in 1-3 years
>>108795869Nah, I don't wanna reveal too much.>>108796122psst don't tell him
>>108797766filian after shota is outlawed
Filian broke the law. I can't say what law, I just know it in my bones that she did.
>>108798934she rapped a miner
>>108798934Yeah, she broke immigration laws. We've been over this.
>>108799603Has she broken her hymen though?
>>108800704She needed my help for that.
>>108800704yeah, probably.
>>108800742squ in da /flip/
filian is built to be a cuck queen
>day 45 of fillyOffline
>>108801906>Filian agree to be with you, BUT only if you continously cuck her, she doesn't actually want to have sex with you at all Do you agree?
>>108795319She has a life you know, you can find lots of people who friended her on VRC before she started streaming, even I have her because I randomly met her through a friend lmao
>>108802635Neat-o.
>>108802635>She has a life you knowYou are trying to tell me that she exists as an actual human being not just on my screen? Pfft yeah right, next you tell me she actually has feelings that get hurt when people make fun of her all the time too. Keep your conspiracies to yourself please.
>>108802635>>108802754I always try to take this into account, and I hope if she does read these threads, that she knows at least one person here wishes the best for the girl behind the avatar, despite not knowing her on a personal level.
>>108802754I know it's CRAZY but it's true!! You have to believe me!I'm just surprised when people are surprised she has friends on discord/lol/vrc/others who coincidentally also watch vtubers/4chan
>>108802786dw there's probably 1000+ DMs wishing her the best and various other form of encouragements along with random declaration of love
It's a shame the fillyfriend door pretty much has to be closed at this point...I'd like to get to know her, if I could.
>>108802815Well, if those make her feel a bit better, then that's good. If they don't, I hope she can at least still take the sentiment of support from people for what it is/what it represents, even if it may feel less meaningful coming from someone who isn't someone in her actual friend circle.
>>108802791I don't buy it. Or what, are you trying to tell me she actually ENJOYS the things she talks about enjoying on stream too? Take your meds already.
O wise anons of the thread, how do befriend the filly?
>>108802920Originally? Just runinto her randomly on VRC/LoL/etc and be nice to her.Nowadays? Be a semi-successful streamer.
When are you going to admit that Filian never existed?
>>108802920Show up at her place with flowers, she will appreciate the gesture that clearly indicates how genuine and serious your desire is and consequently agree to be friends with you.
>>108802968FillyCloutGoblin...
>>108802986But I don't know where she lives...
>>108802895Mindblowing! Well I don't think she plays VRC anymore outside of streams but I'm not really paying attention either
>>108802968It's an interesting thought experiment to think about meeting her before streaming. I'd like to imagine I would've liked her even if she was just another voice among the masses, since my feelings aren't tied to or dependant on her being "Filian", but with nothing to make her stick out, and the fact she was from all I know a lot more shy, subdued or even mute early on, I probably would've just thought of her as one of many people you meet online, maybe share a fun evening with, and rarely if ever think about again. Makes me a bit melancholic to imagine.
>>108803276Same bruv
>>108775715Annnnnd now I'm sad...
I wish I could be fil's friend, without coming off as a clout-chasing fucknugget or someone who can't see her as a person beyond the stream persona, but also I want to respect her boundaries I just AGHHHHHHHH
>>108803276In VRC, I'm not melancholic about her in particular but she was part of an era of funny chaos that was common back then and is now pretty hard to find. I miss that time a little bit, filian was just an element of it but you could meet lots of "filian" back then
>>108803299Well, I for one am glad I found her when I did, how I did, through her streams. The parasocial attachment made me intrigued about the person behind it all in a way I know I wouldn't have been if she was just another person you talked shit with in lol or send dumb memes to. I'd much rather be yearning than cold.
>>108802786simp
>>108803664:'c
>>108803566Gonna make me sentimental about experiences I never made anon. Sounds like you had fun back then, glad for you. You never realize you're in good times when you are, huh?
>>108803521If you try to hard it will just come off as having some ulterior motive to hide anon. Instead double down and text her something like how you want to abuse her clout to get famous and have no interest whatsoever in her person, but could be convinced to play pretend relationship on screen to leech off her.
filian barbery
>>108803758I did! I became quite good at enjoying things and finding adventures. I met and kept good friends too. It's nice sometimes to find an old soul in VRC still keeping the old embers alive. Important also to not cling onto what was. I like my precious memories without wishing to relive them, but who doesn't enjoy a good story? What you never realize however, is how fleeting it will or will not be
>>108803964>Important also to not cling onto what wasWise words. It's so easy to cling to the memory of an experience instead of actually making new ones. So quickly you're stuck repeating essentially the same thing over and over wondering where the passion went, reaching for something that's past.
WHERE IS SHE
>>108804199She's lying in bed next to me, sleeping. Please keep your voice down.
>>108804178Yup! Cherish your memories and find the next adventure, your experiences change you and in a way, they live inside you. Use it for the future, and you'll end up in a great place too.What saddened me a bit is meeting people stuck in how VRChat used to be and missing out on great things it still offers. Who knows what else they blinded themselves to?
>>108804264Instructions unclear, gonna search for a new oshi now.
>>108804308Maybe watching previous ones gave you new insights about what you like, which will then help you find an entertainer you like in the future! Have fun!
>>108802184no
>>108804380I'm joking anon. It's probably gonna sound mental, doubly for you if you know her, but Filian is genuinely not a replaceable entertainer to me. Me watching streams starts with her and will probably end with her. The question is if it ends with other peope taking that space, Filian quitting streaming, or the gosling dream of getting to replace the faulty parasocial image with her real self.
filian should abuse my prostate
>>108804405kek
bred?
>>108804636I don't think it sounds weird, just because you enjoy a comedian, entertainer, whatever piece of media it is doesn't mean you have to enjoy anything else in the same categorySimply enjoying 3D vtubers already removes 99.9% of vtubers, she's a niche within a niche
>>108805063can
>>108805272doumo arigatou.
Working out
>>108805195I like her streams too when they're 2D, most of my favorite memories of watching her were 2D even. I started out enjoying her as an entertainer, but at this point I no longer view her like that, desu. It's more like I have a crush on her. That's what I meant.
>>108805576>>108805576>>108805576sled
Penis
