Waiting for this kind of moment from my oshi. She has been on a downturn going through the motions of her old self. Spreading herself thin while paying lip service to the old way things were. I'm hanging on for a day, that may never come, where she *is* her again.Have you had to cope with your oshi being a pale imitation of what they used to be, anon?
>>108865130This took Nimoy 20 years, but you can see shades of it already in Mori and Kronii especially
>>108865130One of the girls I watch went through a pretty traumatic experience a few years back. It ended up really damaging her mentally and giving her PTSD. Immediately afterwards, her reaction times slowed as her brain now refused to act without overthinking things, her humor became more tame as she was terrified of upsetting people, and she became very closed off for a while, spiralling further and further into anxiety and depression.It's been a few years since the incident and while she has gotten a bit better with all of this, it's likely the scars will never go away entirely. I won't say she's back to her old self but she's absolutely been improving, and I feel like if she keeps going, even she will eventually feel comfortable in her own skin sooner than later
>>108865130I'm guessing your oshit is either Saba or Nimi since all they do is reference holoshit while milking retards before going on another vacation.
>>108865130Pippa never a racist chud
>>108865130My oshi ironmouse is also going through something like this it's been more then a year since she was at least a little bit comfortable streaming. now all she does is play simslop or watch daily dose, the friendslop is somewhat fun but she goes nonverbale and let's the other people do all the talking. I hope she gets her groove back this year
