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So raping Pillow is completely off the table?
I want pillow to just sweat a river at me so I could dive in and swim upstream in it like a salmon as her naturally scented fluids gush into my submerged face
everyone loves piller and the piwwos
>>108875040You are disgusting and I hope pillow cheats on you specifically.
Kissing pillow and cherishing her and taking her on dates and marrying her and loving her forever.
>>108875038it always ends up being reverse rape instead
sniffing pillow armpits for the entire day
>>108874965
I cannot stop thinking about her beautiful angelic body and all of the ways that I would pamper her. Planting kisses all over her. Giving her massages. Showering with her. Buying her silk pajamas. Tracing shapes on her back. Cleaning her ears. Spooning with her. Hugging her, rubbing her shoulders, putting my hands on her waist, holding her hand—anything that I can do to show that I love her, enjoy her company and want her to feel good.
>>108875135Hey he's just horny. You make it sound like he was saying horrible things about her.
>>108875329Wholesome piwwo :)Pillow is for only this purest form of love.
>>108875362There is surely a more efficient thing to sniffa...
>>108875405Just 1 lewd???? Shit we might have to really contemplate this.
I dream of a day when rape will be allowed by the rules
>>108875645Give it time, fempiwwo. Give it time.
>>108874950I can't believe pillow retweeted those thicc bare sweaty thighs...
>>108875873It's pretty tame piwwo.https://x.com/i/status/2015123993351659618>I like to imagine this is how I would look!Me too Pillow.
>>108875098We're a nice community, all things considered. We love our oshi, she loves us and we love each other.
When I see Piller,I wanna fill'er!
>>108875943>It's pretty tame piwwoat this point average piwwo would faint over exposed pillow back nape
Unplugging Olive's keyboard when she goes to pee
The average Piwwo would explode and instantly die upon seeing even a single Pillow toe
>>108876356That's gonna cause is Olive to start pissing in bottles piwwo...
>>108876413Can women even do that?
>>108875362I've never actually smelled girl pits bros :(Are they anything like ours? Because I kind of like my own smell lol so I imagine hers would drive me wild.
>>108876454If they're skilled enough yes.
>>108876472Women give off pheromones and in humans it's strong behind the ear and around the nape. Sniffing Pillow there would be like inhaling her female essence.
>>108876591Thanks piwwo that sounds incredible
Getting a Pavlovian erection whenever I smell garlic in public because of Pillow
excited for Skyrim tomorrow
Replaying the clip of her saying my name earlier to fill up on my required daily amount of Pillow attention.
>>108877526I don't think Pillow would want you that parasocial towards her
>>108877587I think she would.
>>108877587NTA but what lol
>>108877633>>108877650I mean it in a good way, as in she wouldn't want any of us to be completely emotionally reliant on her because it's unhealthy.
>>108877679Sure, but I don't think that's what that piwwo meant.
Goodnight piwwos. Let's each do something nice for Pillow tomorrow, however small.
>>108877587Absolutely untrue. I would bet large sums of money she does exactly the same thing over us when she’s feeling down.
>>108877679I'm simply indulging in some schizophrenia because she said my name all breathy and it lets me convince myself she's in love with me.
>>108878185Hearing your oshi say your name is pure bliss.
>>108877679I disagree Pillow said she didn't want piwwo to get job so they could continue watching her
>>108878185damn you're lucky... have fun with it
>>108878578She meant that as a joke piwwo
Dropkicking Pillow into an oncoming semi truck.
>>108880248Lovingly holding Pillow close and telling her how much she means to me
>>108880568Don't reply to the antis piwwo
>>108877931I'll watch a few vods I missed recently.
>>108881914That's nice piwwo. Remember to leave comments, she appreciates them.
>>108882082I need to start doing that because I've been slacking a lot. But I'll do that thanks piwwo have a good night.
>>108882257Thanks piwwo, I'll put down my phone and try to go back to sleep as I know Pillow would want.
pillbutt
>>108884092Would squeeze
>>108874950Pillers sexy shoulders...
>>10888437110/10 Would massage
After the pants tweet I am now convinced her school girl skirt will be moderately short
Pillow walking in on you and catching you jerking off to one of her pictures. Pillow offering to finish you off as a reward for your loyalty
Pillow walking around only wearing your t-shirts which are massive on her small frame and her nipples constantly poking through, catching the occasional glimpse of her striped panties underneath
>>108887030Really? I think knee length at most.
Waking up next to Olive and feeling a sense of dread
>>108889496Is that before or after you see Pillow with a knife in hands?
>>108874965Haha plow the dear
Slow day today... I hope piwwos are relaxing or being productive.
>>108891895How about relaxing AND being productive?
Mentally preparing for the bait threads about pillow’s 3.0 comparing her first design to her new one
>>108893169I’m edging myself for the reveal. Pillow’s ankles will make me burst.
Olive pinning you down while Pillow puts the collar on
What if the design is super modest and all her skin is covered
>>108893169Mentally preparing myself to completely ignore the bait threads and learn how to draw her hair differently. Pillow wants nothing more than the Piwwos to be happy and love her, there’s no need to care about the opinions of non-Piwwos.
>>108893169Pillow attracts schizos because she is so nice. That's really the reason. She is the most healthy girl in this industry.
>>108893240I’m expecting something cute and decent, like Asuka’s school uniform.
>>108893240I'd love that. It fits her vibe and it would stand out more.
>>108893284Definitely not the most mentally healthy girl around. There are plenty of Vtuber women who are married with kids and just play casually on their time off, I am sure they are great. Meanwhile Pillow has plenty of depressive spirals and does stuff she regrets pretty regularly, suck as her little NTR art she drew then deleted.
> lonely teenage girl with bad relationship with her family turns to ASMR as an outlet > people find it and start praising her and becoming fans > pillow feels loved for the first time > saves up to move out and become a vtuber so she can spend more time with fans > becomes an adult while still living off the love of fans > stays parasocial the entire time because she’s been unintentionally groomed into needing piwwo attention and loyalty to be happy Cute girl!
>>108893471 (me)> Piwwos continue to give her love no matter what so she learns to become more comfortable > starts doing things like showing her hands and being vulnerable > realizes even when she acts like a kid that Piwwos still love her > starts to use piwwos as a replacement for the fatherly love she’s never had> decides to become a school girl for the true child in a loving home experience
>>108893471I need to marry this woman and put 3 wonderful children in her belly.
Loli Pillow wearing a virgin killer sweater
>>108893525It’s a question we ask a lot but I do wonder why she made the decision to wear a virgin killer. She really likes simple designs, and I think it could be partially she just thought it looked cute, and partially she wanted to make piwwos happy. It’s never been something she’s played into or really acknowledged so I don’t think she intentionally wanted to be lewd necessarily. I think if her intention was to be a sex symbol, she would have done something NSFW
>>108893570I feel like my speculation is fair, her very first original vroid design was very modest, but I feel like the virgin killer design was primarily because she felt like she needed some small amount of sex appeal. She still nerfed it by having the blanket, but of course the blanket didn't work well for 3D. You'll notice that after she got a bunch of people thirsting over a clip of her from behind during a 3D, she didn't bring out that outfit anymore for VR. And of course, now she feels more secure in herself and her career, so she changed the design to be more modest, but won't officially show the back of it because she knows people liked the virgin killer back.
>>108893570>>108893647Yeah that's pretty much what I was going to say. But she recognises that people liked it so when asked about it she said that both the open and closed back are "canon".
She just wants piwwos to love her and be happy…
Covering Pillow’s cleavage in cum after getting naizuri through her cleavage window
>>108893513For me it's at least one boy and one girl. An older and more mature Pillow would be the best mother in the world.
>>108893716We definitely love her. I don't know if we're happy though...
Asking Pillow what breast size she prefers to be drawn with
>>108893716>love herI do >be happyas long as I can watch her or her vods she will get me thru the day
>>108893508>acts like a kid>replacement for the fatherly love>loving home experienceDDLG
>>108894057I don't want there to be a fetishistic element, and there's been no suggestion of one. I'm just happy that she feels loved and gets to do what she enjoys.
>>108894057Embarrassing Pillow by asking her where she put my shoes while she's streaming and she accidentally calls me "Daddy"
>>108893716We love her but we’re also hopelessly depressed like she is. For me personally that’s where a lot of the bond comes from. It’s kind of nice having a girl to be depressed with, even if it’s virtual. I also know how hard it is to live with so I’m very proud to see her progress as a vtuber and it’s motivating seeing Pillow step out of her comfort zone. It’s a fucked up form of parasocialism that will never end well for us. She has a much higher chance getting out of her depression and situation and living a happy adult life compared to the piwwows.
Can piwwos handle innocent-teenage romance-with-your-shy-classmate feels? It's gonna be brutal.
>>108894403I'm glad she helps you piwwo. Speaking for myself, I'm not depressed. I have an identifiable reason to be unhappy, which is my loneliness, and even so I usually feel fine (although that might not last if things don't change soon, given my age). I get what you're saying though. Pillow could be unhealthy for me if I use her as a crutch.
>>108894424my heart...
Goodnight piwwos. Enjoy the stream and make sure Pillow has lots of fun.
I want to enjoy Pillow but im 90% sure she is in fact dating or married to Olive making it impossible for me to enjoy the GFEI have never seen a case where a "roommate" wasn't a romantic partner
>>108897561I’ve long suspected there’s more to their friendship than she lets on, but I wouldn’t be too upset by it if it turns out to be true. I get more from Pillow than the fantasy of having her as a girlfriend.
>>108897561I agree that if she's dating anyone it would be Olive but I still believe she's single as otherwise she would be lying a lot about something very sensitive and I believe she's too much of an empathetic sweetheart to do that. She would feel awful doing that.
drugs are fucking awesome
>>108897561Piwwo this is extremely retarded and you know that, she's literally said ew to the idea before
I love and trust my oshi. It would hurt her feelings to know that any of us doubted her.
>>108898735You do realize though that any admission of having a romantic partner would completely kill Pillow's current vtubing career right? Like she'd have to completely switch her style of content creation as well as deal with endless harassment from piwwo'sYeah she'd probably still have her merch and some fans but when your cash cows are gone it makes it a lot harder to earn money
>>108898836It's pillow, anon. The person who quite specifically says she hates lies and cheating and would never do that. The one who gets constantly upset if we cheat on her. It's also her best friend. Stop imagining random cuck scenarios when you know it has 0 way of connecting to reality
If Rushia and Fauna can go literal years without people knowing they have a partner with the massive spotlight that is Hololive shining down on them then I'm sure its very easy for Pillow to be dating olive and no one know
>>108898945I've never known a lesbian furry
>>108898945>everybody could be fucking therefore just assume they areSchizophrenia
>>108898945Piwwo she has only lives with olive semi recently, if they were actually a couple it wouldnt have played out like it did
>>108898975NTA but it's unironically a healthy mindset to have in this hobby when you get emotionally invested in a vtuber
worst rrat ever. even if pillow is dating olive, we're into that.
>>108898991>healthy mindsetno it's not lol, the benefits of pillow being my girlfriend are a lot healthier than having a cuck fetish
>>108899046If Pillow is fucking Olive then I must be allowed access to Olive's holes, too.
Imagine being so obsessed with being cucked that you literally refuse to accept that the girl who's been telling you she's (You)r girlfriend for 3 years is in fact interested in being (You)r girlfriend
>>108899133>the girl who's been telling you she's (You)r girlfriend for 3 years is in fact interested in being (You)r girlfriend
you guys are INCREDIBLY easy to bait
Watch the damn stream, Piwwos.
>>108899233 don't even dare to compare my dear pillow to the green goblin ever again you cuckposting retard
pillow is one of few vtubers that occasionally roleplay during Skyrim cute
I love the idea of Pillow doing something bold and sexy that she's nervous about but goes through with anyway because she loves you that much, like letting you find her lying on the bed wrapped in red ribbon, or taking you skinny dipping. It would be even hotter if she only did it once a year, like for Valentine's. The contrast with her usually shy and modest demeanor would drive me wild.
>>108899488Pillow would be shaking and trembling with nerves when losing her virginity. You would have to be so gentle and slow with lots of communication.
>>108899720Pillow crying and sobbing for an hour after having sex for the first time.
>>108899488my christian chud wife is secretly wild in bed is my headcanon
>>108899720I'd love that. It would make me feel so much more comfortable because it would be my first time too, but all my focus would be on making sure that she's okay.>>108899824I mean, I wouldn't like to find out that she was into anything weird. It'd just be nice to see her show some confidence.
>>108899767Happy tears, right piwwo...?
>>108899940>I wouldn't like to find out that she was into anything weirdwe are well aware she's a closet furry and likes to infantilise herself and for significant amount of time was into bloodplay you never know what else is there
>>108900182I really don't believe that any of these bleed into her sexual fantasies. I think she likes cute anthropomorphic animals and doing childish things because they make her happy. And the blood stuff falls under yandere which she said isn't a good way to be in real life. I don't think she'd actually want to hurt her partner.But this is one of those "Pillow's inner thoughts" topics that none of us have definitive answers for, so I'm not going to argue with you. That's just my opinion. I respect yours piwwo :)
Piwwos once again being unable to read that Pillow wants to become a vampire in Skyrim.
>>108900347I just heavily advise you keep an open mind if you're gonna yearnmaxx her Piwwo. She keeps things PG, but honestly I'd be surprised if she didn't have some weird preferences. Never forget that she was raised on the internet.
At minimum she is into pet play and ageplay. Obviously she wants to keep things PG on stream, but behind closed doors....
>>108900426>raised on the internetand on all Twilight books and fanfics...
>>108900500And her first art community was furry... I'm like 90% sure the reason she refuses to disclose much about her OCs is because we'd be able to look it up and find her BL drawings of Bloodborne characters.
>>108900378I would let pillow bite me all day until I'm drained like a raisin her garlic addiction does point out she would be unusual vampire though
>>108900426I suppose you might be right. I prefer to believe what I do partly because it seems impolite to assume otherwise, but I understand your reasoning. I wouldn't mind some "weird" stuff and I'd try to be accommodating, but I do have my limits.As if it matters what I'd do lol. I dunno though it's interesting to talk about.
>>108900347I don't think she wants to hurt her partner either but that was the whole point of her "yanderes aren't defined by hurting their partner" arc, the comment she made you talked about was only back during debut during a phase where she had stopped doing yandere ASMR for a period because she second guessed herself but she went back to it after realizing she really is a yandere for us
No more Pillow for the dayThank you, Todd
>>108900608Oh, I was missing that context, thanks. But bloodplay necessarily involves hurting someone, does it not?
>>108897561Olive is far too autistic to ever have a romantic partner, and Pillow has alluded to this before
>>108900654Pillow desires a big strong man she can call Daddy who's tough enough that she can cut him and it doesn't hurt. I'm referring to myself.
>>108900622My modded Skyrim crashes literally every few weeks lol
>>108900701See, that's something that would put me off, so I hope you're wrong. But believe what you want.
>>108900664>Olive is far too autistic to ever have a romantic partnersounds like average anon
If Pillow would ever want to have sex, it would be the most clingy, passionate, romatic sex ever with lots of kisses, hugging, cuddling, and words of affirmation and lots of aftercare
>>108900754Are you against consentual minor physical violence? I wouldn't mind pillow carving her name onto my flesh...
>>108900776She's just like me...
Pillow needs to prove to us all she's straight. We know she's into some deranged kinky internet-raised shit but we need to know if she's down for piwwopenis.
>>108900804I would worry I couldn't satisfy herI'm really bad at that sort of thing
>>108900849she's bi like 90% of women and kt doesn't really matter, I believe physical looks and attributes are far less important to pillow than internal mind ones
waiting for Skyrim pillow mod patiently
>>108900920>she's bi like 90% of womenMost women are straight. Boring women with no personalities say they're bi to feel special and for attention.
>>108900804I'm counting on it. That's the dream.>>108900815Cutting, definitely. But the "daddy" stuff is particularly off-putting. I want to be a strong, protective and caring male figure in her life, and I understand that I could be filling an emotional gap for her, but I don't want that to come up in the bedroom. That's obviously wrong.
>>108900920The "bi" stuff we know about is one innocent teenage friendship with lots of hand-holding and hugging. I don't take that to mean anything about her sexual preferences.
>>108901081daddy/mommy name calling in bed is literally one of the most basic and widespread kinks out therebut I guess it's all subjective
>>108901136Lots of things that I find disgusting and wrong are commonplace.I wouldn't necessarily leave her over that, but I would tell her it makes me uncomfortable and have a conversation about it. Maybe she could convince me to accept it.
Pillow lying naked on her back, in bed. Her hands shyly covering her breasts. Shes looking up at you with her big, innocent deer eyes as she asks you to be gentle
>>108901184knowing pillow she would bend backwards to satisfy a piwwo and would probably ignore or hide all her desires anyway either out of shame or just for not making piwwo feel goodso the conversation is moot
Also I think it's just really unpleasant to imply that someone wants to have sex with a substitute for their parent.
>>108901256It's moot because I'm never going to meet her lol
>>108901123In a lot of her early thumbnails, Piwwos weren't represented by Piwwos, it was represented by a young man she would draw, because at the time she didn't have many troons close to her that would screech about it. Not to mention that any instance of her referring to women in a romantic context is an obligatory "Good girl" she only says because of people in chat complaining about it. Every time she thinks of love, romance, it's always towards a boyfriend that becomes a husband.
>>108901258I love my pillow daughter-wife, but would never imply it's some sort of substitution
>>108901233My heart
if pillow threads had any more estrogen I'd be pregnant
>>108901308I don't know how you square those two things but that's okay piwwo.
>>108901308Daughter-girlfriend-wife-puppy-little sister-nurseShe can be anything I want her to be.
>>108901287I do miss good boy affirmations desu
Since when did a new fempiwwo join /pillow/?
>>108901339girl piwwows are cutedon't scare them
>>108901339>>108901416Which posts are you referring to?
>>108901452Any man that does not want to be Pillow's Father-husband is a woman.
How would Pillow feel if she read this thread of guys imagining what it would be like to have sex with her?
>>108901506Horny.
>>108901499I just want to be her husband, thanks.
>>108901506she would blush and instantly close the page
>>108901540She's into puppyplay, if you're gonna marry her, you need to take her on naked walkies around the neighborhood. That's just how it is.
I already miss her
>>108901568pillow either wants to be puppy or a small horsehave to note it down
>>108901499tough but fair take
Okay piwwos, goodnight for real this time. Hang in there until the next stream.
I should sleep too but I'm too busy yearning and thinking about Pillow telling me goodnight and playing with my hair
>>108901499Well people do already call me a woman so I guess this works out.
https://www.youtube.com/live/L8tqu0jcDB0?si=QSTmmi64ZLMe6sfiThis ASMR makes me yearn so hard. She doesn't really act like this much nowadays, I need her to treat me like this on a Discord call late at night and she keeps kissing me to keep me from heading off to bed.
>>108902300Never seen this one before, thanks for the recommendation
>>108902300>Discord call late at night and she keeps kissing me to keep me from heading off to bed.what I would do to have a gf like this but I would forgot and start masturbating when I wake up and start moaning her name
Going on little lunch dates with Pillow and sharing a meal because of its huge portion size.
PillowDear meet and greet where she gives her fans gentle, loving handjobs
I miss her so much manI should kill myself
I want to cum on Pillow’s tiny back
Pillow encouraging a bunch of grown men to go in their closets or some shit and record themselves singing a song to send to a girl online. Probably the most evil shit she's done. Please don't do that, you guys...
>>108905208inadvertently yes this is pretty bad I don't think she realizes how it might look
>>108905208This is literally how her first original fan song was created
>>108905208>>108905264I don't get it...
>>108905208I'm too much of a perfectionist to realistically do this ever. I already don't post most of the art I draw because I'm never satisfied with them, much less singing when my voice has already deteriorated heavily due to only speaking about a hundred words a year.Alas, coward I am.
>>108905431https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9WH7SphX1no
Pillow feet