shotoes?

Full meltdown stream soon. She is speedrunning a breakdown before she has even secured a new place to live.

cheeps?

sammies?

shibes?

Shondo is a natural vibrator

Did she discuss with her psychiatrist/psychologist/physician her medication reduction?

>>108949571
>>108949737
fuck off and go back

>>108949571
notice how she is constantly gaslighting and deflecting from what the problem is though. ANYTHING but spiral down further, i genuinely have had to stop watching entirely and she's just getting worse, hearing her 180 on being upset with the game and apologizing for it is the exact opposite kind of mentality she needs but you guys did a good job convincing her /here/ shitting on her whilst happynodding in chat and it worked just like it does with everything else, keep it up
i'm convinced she's just planning on killing herself soon honestly she's regressing on everything and just doubling down while her mental gets worse and she cements her life around it being encouraged the whole way by yes man orbiters
her apologizing for being upset and saying what she did is a direct result of where her mental is at and how bad it is, the fact that she still even wants to be like this just goes to show how bad it is, i seriously have and had to stop watching, it's unbearable

concernfags will win once again

My trust in Shondo has been shaken.....

>>108949757
Just because you want Shondo to have a meltdown doesn't mean that everyone does, Anonymous.

>>108949759
to be clear the issue isn't that she apologized for being in a grumpy mood, the issue is that she blamed herself or her meds or ANYTHING else than who is really causing the problem or inflaming it, and her insistence and eagerness on apologizing for it is 100% because she was deflecting from the real issues onto herself so she can use that as cope to further spiral into everything instead of taking action and recognizing problems and working to be better and change that
it's the same reason why she's just being spiteful and resentful towards everyone else and pouting and sulking doing anything to not accept the reality and work towards being better, it's why she LOVES the yes manning right now and they've caught on to that
>>108949927
if you knew her you'd know she's been having meltdowns since new years and today and on twitter and discord
except you do know that, which is why you also know what you're doing by saying this

>>108949759
nobody asked you banned cuck

>>108949988
you are banned c:

>>108949988
The issue is she is trying to self manage her medication again despite that causing her to have a catatonic episode the last time she did it which was a couple of months ago and now it is even more important for her to take care of herself.

its okay shoggas i will take care of her when i get my visa approved c:

she has to be pretending being this retarded

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>>108949989
>>108950153
https://litter.catbox.moe/7pbhxefys5ttg0mb.png
https://litter.catbox.moe/86at9d5ut2j3a5uk.png

yeah i know i just made the mistake of loving her and knowing her (actually) and daring to see for 2 minutes if something changed when she's like this and when i can't help myself
>>108950177
genuinely i haven't seen her act as spiteful, disgusting, and hedgehog dillema and menhera (like actual BPDmode) as she's been recently and i've barely been watching

actually now that i think about it the last time she was getting this absurd about it was right before the subathon ended

but she didn't wanna hear it then either, she just wants you to shut up and yes man her and if you don't then she'll grow resentful and depressed and use the people who WILL yesman her (out of ignorance or intentional manipulation/shallow orbiter behavior) to further dig in to the spiral and isolation from help

there is genuinely no way you can help her when she's being like this and so self-isolating/resenting/spiteful/loathing other than to just leave and stop letting her use you as just another reason to continue, well, not when she's as comfortable with you being combative/actionably caring as me
maybe if a few of the usual yesmen or ignorants started speaking up it'd help, but of course we wouldn't be in this position if they were ever going to do that and it's also why they're in the spot they're in still at this point in the first place too mostly

but whatever
>>108950366
she unironically is, everything i see is just so far off from how she usually is/was and it's riiight in line with how she was before she was during the subathon at the end especially, she knows what she's doing in large part and it's why i need to make this my last post here

i really just hope she keeps getting lucky like she has before with this stuff before it ends up being too late or worse than it should be (like it has been for months now)

bonus meme: me & shondo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uy72dQo0-Rg

>>108950504
bonus bonus meme
>maybe if a few of the usual yesmen or ignorants started speaking up it'd help,
oh and when the ignorants do speak up they get harassed and attacked, often times by her herself, which is part of the self-isolaitng behavior that you see in the same psychology and pathology of addiction, so the rest of the ignorants know not to say much because she's made it very clear she doesn't want to hear it, and then the people who are still around and know are basically just content with not getting involved or actively encouraging it and feeding her spiral like they've always done for years

>>108950623
>like they've always done for years
cause they benefit from it and that's why they're in the position they're in today in the first place
we're back in rrk lol in a way

>>108950504
>>108950623
>>108950646
Sad samefagging faggot antiing shondo as usual
Get a job you fat, worthless banned cuck

>>108950697
good one lil E
>1 day later on xitter
>hopital

>>108950721
unironically true

She deserves every good thing that comes her way. I couldn't be happier.

she's reminding me of myself again like when i get extra menhera honestly, factoring this whole mortgage arc (and decision), then yeah
it might be better for her if she has some kind of mental break before she ends up finalizing the house and regrets it later, i wouldn't be surprised if FE is in her ear pressuring her too like she said before, her money is better off and safer being in the market than it is still needing to mortgage the house and pay interest on it instead of getting capital gains from the market but we can only speculate on that stuff so i don't care to argue even if i know she's almost certainly not in the position to be making this decision right now even if it could be the right one possibly
>>108951140
true, unfortunately she's not really getting that

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peamo movie soon

i win again c:

>>108951264
I hope it's sub Funny Games tier

So what caused tubby to crashout like a manchild today?

>>108951438
Shondo got mad at Dark Souls today, so he took that to mean she's clearly going nuts again

>>108951438
king D got a lot of attention again. that's literally it. it's unbelievable how jealous this grown man gets

The meta of Googling random factoids about whatever is going on to farm her for attention is kinda sad

>>108951363
is it really winning when she interacts with your desperate attentionwhoring specifically because she's more worried about another man?
>>108951438
seeing other people constantly being shit on along with shondo then seeing she's still dying on the same hill she died on before she had to end the subathon
>>108951471
there's been far more than that and she knows it

>spends all her time doing cardio to the point that her entire body hurts and she can barely walk
>doesnt eat properly
>takes herself off of her meds
>shaking uncontrollably
>mood swinging more often
>incredibly stressed from real life problems
everything is fine

>"king" d is shondo's temporary rebound from tubby
kek

Are things going to be ok for her?

>>108951670
no

>>108951670
no, she won't let it

>>108951670
I hope not, I get more reactions on the farms when more people are reading her thread c:

>>108951876
Thats nice, Forest_Fires

>>108951540
>spends all her time doing cardio to the point that her entire body hurts and she can barely walk
This is what "gains" are when your body repairs itself. Something your fat lard ass is unaware of.
>doesnt eat properly
She has started to make conscious efforts to try more natural sources of protein and meat.
>takes herself off of her meds
Extremely bizarre twist of her words. She was advised by her therapist to ween off her anti depressants because they are doing nothing positive for her.
>shaking uncontrollably
Withdrawal and stress.
>mood swinging more often
See above. Also she is a woman and can still get hormonal mood swings even if she is not bleeding.
>incredibly stressed from real life problems
Oddly just listing causality for some of the above issues. Of course not everything is fine, but you do not have to lie or feed fear over it.

>>108951920
idk if it's forest_fires because he's posted stuff from her discord after he got banned alongside 3stan

blud got exposed for not knowing what exercise is lmaoooo

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>>108952030
the only gains tubby knows is weight gains kek

>>108951984
neither of those people were banned, they left the discord on their own and even if they were banned they could have an alt just like tubby does

>>108951955
Why are you encouraging her to over-train?

>>108952182
She stated on stream she is taking a break for 2-3 days and acknowledged she was exerting herself?

set sail for dewd c:

>>108951670
She refuses to tackle her biggest underlying issues so no

>>108952970
Feel free to elaborate on this, Tubby

>>108913903
That doesn't follow, I would have nothing against someone who tried to kill me before I was born; it's actually the opposite, even.

Why are so many ""horror"" movies just the director's barely disguised fetish? I blame Christianity and how toxic it is towards sexuality.

>>108954103
Yeah but that's because you're a moron

>>108954103
Why would you have no problem with your father tossing your mother down the stairs?

>>108954359
I am an atheist, actually.

>>108954486
It's kinda hot.

>>108954574
kek
kek

love this dumb bitch

Will she finish DS1?

>>108957656
tomorrow will be her last stream of it regardless of finishing it or not

We love Tanya here!

>>108957656
Probably not

When will she play dark souls 2?? \>_</
btw the Girl Scout cookie party was excellent!! ^_^/\^-^

>>108960261
She will definitely not finish DS2
I'd be surprised if she manages to do more than 3 streams desu

>>108960261
What goes on inside that head of yours that makes you think it’s normal to talk like this.

i'm "going" inside shondo's head rn (cumming down her throat)

>>108961871
ew. she's not going to fuck you incel freak.

https://x.com/bunnygirlshadow/status/2016316821830344777
she doesn't have to fuck me, it's not sex if she just bounces on it crazy mode dayo platonically a lil as a treat

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Young Husband, there are but two paths. Inherit the madness of this larp, or destroy it.
But only a true (M)onarch can make such a choice.
Half-grown Husband, have you what it takes, truly?

>>108962285
yeah i'm built different, fear not the dark and the let the feast begin

shondo should recreate the eugenia cooney clip she described and stream herself bending over to lift something heavy in a short skirt now that the larp is over and she needs to earn her family a mansion she doesn't have to pretend to be an innocent pure little girl anymore and she can just be herself, a guilty evil bitch little girl evil women love. she shouldn't starve herself like eugenia though the sooner she dies the less content for me and she's skinny enough

she's just jealous of eugenia anyway you could hear her smiling when talking about how evil she is knowing she's just as bad, it was pretty cute desu, love this beautiful princess with a disorder

>>108962583
kys tubby

Shondo rushing her long term goal of buying a house is the biggest red flag I've seen

>>108962793
explain

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>>108962622
takes one to know one, she said it herself, she just gets off on being coy about it still especially seeing all the clueless innocent fans and pathetic simp yesmen happynod
>>108962633
never tell someone to kill themself bro no one deserves to die, unless you're a groomer then you can do whatever you want and shondo has to laugh with it since she can't do anything to you like when she told hiroto off or other random chatters or basically anyone she feels comfortable being honest and herself with without worrying about a melty or losing money, especially right now since bills have been draining her like a less bean eggs succubus
honestly it even gives me the ick seeing them want her to treat them like that lol actually pathetic children older than her, i'd be just as messed up in the head as her about it too i guess if i felt like i had to just cope with dealing with them instead of respecting myself or other people around me
she's walking on crazy egg shells and forcing herself to put up with their controlling shit lol no wonder she does her best to convince and gaslight herself she likes it when it's this bad for her, she's got stockholm syndrome over the internet and honestly i think part of her fear is not wanting to ever sit with herself and acknolwedge that reality because then that means it's all been for nothing or for worse, which she already knows but accepting it means accepting she has to act as well now and that it's not okay to just continue as is telling herself it's fine to cope with it obviously being not fine (notice how the biggest thing the worst offenders love to do is downplay and minimize too, that's not a coincidence they know they have to feed it in her head and benefit from it)

anyway i'm going jerk off to her, probably should have did that before posting but idc it's less fun for me that way

>>108962822
she's planning to kill herself as soon as her family doesn't need her anymore

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the fact that they think shondo giving them attention for the reasons she does is a good thing, just in itself of that, says everything anyone with a brain needs to know about what's going on in their head, and that's before you account for the other obvious flags like the obsession with men and highschool behavior especially at their age
part of shondo's problem is being too naive to realize it and what it means about them (and how pathetic and sad it is) and then benefitting from lying to herself and avoiding confronting it at the same time, and of course her own childishness of coping by brushing it off in the way they've been putting in her head since forever for similarly not-coincidental-coincidental reasons
>>108962822
nta but you don't need to explain to know when she's in the mindstate she's in and acting how she is whilst not even talking to the barbies about it to know there's something bad going on with her whether she looks you in the eyes and denies it or not, also noteworthy to notice who is encouraging her to act that way and trying to control her by feeding that narrative any chance they get, not a coincidence there either, same people who were around for rrk and fought her and did the same kind of shit to try and prevent her from moving on from that and learning from it
it's crazy how effective just being dishonest works on her, especially the selectively choosing what you encourage yesmanning strat, though they still do discourage things too more openly they're just extremely careful and selective about what and how they do that since they know you can't control her if you're being honest and direct

remember when she said that one time on stream you just have to make her think these things are her idea? lol, like i said, she's always known this stuff she unironically just pretends to be retarded about it to cope and it starts to become a "pretend for so long you end up becoming it" kind of thing though even now she knows it's just harder for her to admit it and wrestle with it cause of her choice to give up with it

anyway yeah bye mb i get too much satisfaction for saying the quiet part she and the obsessed homo groomer manchildren hate to hear, doubly so when she wants to mess around and get bratty about it kek, honestly the most pathetic shit is being one of them and wanting that to be your """Relationship""" to her and being satisfied with wasting your life doing that kek all the other barbies grew up enough in the real world to realize, it's the same kind of shit she had to learn from oli about the clout and drama obsessed highschool brain streamer scene (most people are that shallow and pathetic but she hasn't left her house enough and got burned enough to realize it, since it's not a lesson people like us want to learn or believe in the first place, like she also said in regards to the shit oli told her about)

>>108963155
she's not planning on anything really, it's why she's getting a mortgage instead of just renting and being able to actually own a house faster and without all the stress, on top of her managing her personal/online relationships just as recklessly and poorly, but i digress, she ultimately does have a self destructive/"gave up" mindset so that part is true, she just doesn't really know what she's doing and she doesn['t want to which is why the best way to get her to like you right now is to just happynod and feed that in her and it's why you've seen her regress into that so much especially recently as that stress piles up again

going dick hjer on the astral plane now and then when she's off her meds IRL so dw she'll be fixed soon after i give her her first paranormal organism and force her to blossom into a beautifulk being of the feminine forever into the future

>>108963267
also when she does find herself thinking about what they are then she just tells herself the same shit they've been telling her that actually she can just be immune to it and not care and not be affected by it, which is another major trap she's stuck in and i don't need to even justify that much beyond just pointing to everyone else in her life who she'll say she respects and loves more falling victim to the same shit and, unlike her, removing that influence from their life instead of coping like they want her to and just tell herself she's invincible and totally different or that actually it's her fault etc etc etc

ironically the fact that shondo has to tell herself she's immune and invincible is just an example of how she's weaker than her friends or anyone else who can make those hard decisions and admit that who they have around influences them even if only subconsciously (or others they care about)
but i digress i'm looping and no one left here cares this is mostly just a humiliation ritual for shondo at this point

probably why she gets off on it so much still

>>108963155
her landlord was basically kicking her out anyway, and this mansion will take ages to actually pay off, until then it's the bank's house
so unless she's planning to kill herself at age 55 probably not

>>108963450
LC will start bringing real income eventually

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do everything to make sure your wife doesn't kill herself due to schizophrenia, husbants. Poor girl is very lost

>>108963511
real shoggas are not paranormal

>>108963511
working on it, i'm going to start by disappearing with her upstairs for a bit my PoV is your picrel btw
>>108963566
(you) and shondo are canonically a paranormal entity actually

>>108962380
Many husbands have come and gone.
I hope you are certain of your intentions.
Otherwise you will met... an unfortunate fate.

Hahahahahah

>>108963566
t. not a real shogga

>>108963587
kek i love you ESLchama

>>108963653
Glad you like it c:

>>108963680
not you

>>108963693
? :c

>>108963783
get that stupid fucking look off your face bitch you know better

>>108963487
BC maybe, but probably not on Shondo's level, and even then she's going to get married and leave
LC probably wants to leave ASAP

plap

>>108963812
do I? :c

she's an alt emo bpd whoreslut demon of course she's acting like this when she's cockstarved you knew what you were getting into now fuck her already or shut up

>>108963868
>LC probably wants to leave
She has her phone, food and freedom paid for by Shondo's fans and has the choice to not live with her father. She is never moving out.

they keep making new seasons but it's the same boring slop rehashed over and over again when tf are we getting the finale

>>108964558
March 12th

i was sad and alone on new year's eve and noticed she was streaming and clicked to hopefully find some company and
and it didn't work out like i expected
i wish she finds help, more than psychoterapy and meds she honestly needs a stable family

>>108963511
I’m vod-only. Been worried about her since new years. Was suicidal but am not depressed anymore, living proof it’s possible. Serious question; is it bad enough that I should reach out and offer some encouragement? Have been a bit hesitant.

>>108965171
don't bother, you're just noise to her

weeaboo paul won again

>>108965171
will probably come off as another groomer desu

she's straight up in love with paul. prove me wrong (hint: you can't)

michael, jason, paul, she sure goes through her men fast nowadays c:

newfags dont remember when saali would get the clipfag retweets

>>108965560
delusionalfags don't remember that he would get derek'd and hated on back then too for it

>>108965576
because no one likes him, not even shondo

>>108965674
or because the same people dereking before are the same people dereking and now and that's why people like paul or sevens get shit on and attacked just by virtue of shondo interacting with them just like everyone else has in the past except for notably a few exceptions who also happen to be /here/

>>108965693
she literally just tweeted about how buying the house is a good idea bro what more do you want from her shut up ugh

>>108965693
haven't seen a single person shit on paul actually. how hard are you projecting right now? lmao

>>108965917
are you coping or are you intentionally being dishonest?

>>108965950
she just replied to his tweet TWICE and they only passively aggressively posted about it in the thread a few times after being called out for years of that kind of unacceptable behavior, give them a chance jfc can't win with you, they sort of kinda passed the most obvious shit test ever clearly you're the problem actually

>>108965950
quote the posts, rageboy

>>108965988
seething about it /here/ and posting about it at all isn't just random when you know shondo is reading it but i get that you need her to not realize what's going on and to make her be able to feel like nothing is happening or ever happened because it doesn't matter what the reality or history has shown you just need to convince her and influence her you don't need or want to actually be right or good

>>108966016
the irony is you might as well be replying to shondo herself because she's entirely bought into exactly that now and >>108965988 is the exact kind of rhetoric she's said herself which is intentional

>>108966016
i didn't read any of that. you post so much but say so little, it's kind of impressive

>>108965404
I figured. Love the streamer, but the fanbase is an absolute cesspit. It’s tragic, but what can she do? Can’t walk away from your family’s livelihood even if your mental is in the shitter. Wish she was in a better spot.

>>108964122
This

>>108966080
her fanbase is a cesspit because of her being unironically groomed and her mental issues keeping her in that, her livelihood is not reliant on what is making her community a cesspit, this is a problem unique to shondo and people like her, which are the exception in the vtuber and streaming space, for the most part, though not uncommon

>>108966111
I’m willing to agree that her initial vulnerability attracted some of the worst sort, who have exacerbated it and will continue to do so. I don’t think they are the only problem though. Too many straight up gfe-viewer types. If these two categories make up a bulk of the donos, clean split isn’t possible at the moment. Just look at the coping over the mere implication of a boundary during the new year stream.

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>>108966111 (me) (checked btw)
>>108966080
and to add on to what you said, if you do tell her anything you'll end up with this being the response you'll get >>108966051 or something equally as toxic, because at the end of the day she's choosing to do nothing and let her relationships and career and a large part of her life be controlled by them and doesn't want to be better, she's an addict who doesn't want to get better surrounded by people encouraging and causing her decline into it, whilst she also laments and struggles with a ton of this shit precisely because of them
you can't help her though right now because she's given up, you can't help her any more than shadowmama could have been helped, ironically whilst being encouraged and turning on her family over some guy who didn't really love her anyway but she made her choice and no one who could stop her did so and her family just had to watch it happen or basically do unreasonable shit like steal her phone and go through it or follow her around 24/7
>>108966109
tl;dr yep
>>108966242
the people coping over that boundary weren't the people who give her most of her money or even an important fraction of it, and in fact all they do is hurt her mental health and reinforce her downward spiral and bad behavior and struggle with this issue
i understand there are valid concerns and reasons on the other side of it, but it's at the point now where any of that is just pure cope and inaction/avoidance and she has literally 4+ friends who are all proof of that she can talk to and ask for help any second she wants and who would love to help her if she actually expressed wanting help to change and not just excuse and cope not to

i can't stress enough how important it is to realize that she's only gotten *worse*, this isn't even like a neutral thing, it's just destructive and avoidant neuroticism to keep justifying what's been happening for so long and there's no reason to believe it can't be helped especially when she's done everything in her power to sabotage that and put it off and hasn't even tried in the first place, and no, talking about it just to do nothing and go back on it and fall further into it is not trying, it's part of the problem she has

like i understand where you're coming from and i used to be a lot more c autious and conerned about that stuff too but it's just clearly not the case anymore after her basically acknowledging and struggling with this for years whilst constantly also saying "not at the moment" " not right now" etc, and there's months of her feeding it and getting worse that just shows she's not even trying to be neutral or grow on this, so just like an addict, you have to stop letting them kid themself and you at some point, whether you have a place in their life to be able to help them get better or not, whether they get better or not, etc. it's hard to explain everything but there really just isn't anything at this point that isn't cope, like with the shadowmama shit being similar though of course not as emotionally severe or resonant thopugh it is life-changingly-harmful for shondo that much is undeniable for years now

you guys are more mentally ill than shondo herself holy shit

>>108966415
if shondo wasn't so mentally ill we wouldn't be talking about this right now we'd probably be shitposting and excited for stream and she would be too

>>108966415
"you guys" it's literally one banned schizo. block and ignore him.

>>108966433
dude, just calm down.
nothing unusual is happening. at most, she'll have her periodic depressive episode then come back again.

>>108966474
crazed got unbanned

>>108965311
ojisans keeps winning

>>108966483
this is the last excuse that's acceptable when it comes to someone who's avoidant, same shit that was echo'd not even a week before
>hopital
>wall of text apologizing about behavior and reflecting that she previously brushed off as nothing and was being encouraged to partake in by the same people

>>108966519
Are you on your period?

>>108966560
nope just tired of looping the same toxic shit and not accepting avoidance as an answer anymore

>>108966393
Being vod-only, I don’t have a complete picture of the community. That’s why I said “if” when talking about the bulk of donos. If a culture reset of the fanbase is possible, that’s a good thing; even if she doesn’t execute on it now, there’s hope that her having honest discussions with professionals and real friends will encourage her to make whatever changes she needs to boost her mental at least a bit.

I’m going to push back on the idea that she’s given up and is beyond help. Her reaching out for additional therapeutic/psychiatric assistance is a good sign, as is her taking responsibility for her family’s wellbeing. Speaking from experience, visceral attachments like that go a long way towards keeping you alive, and recovering from depression is about beating the clock. Going through the motions while harboring a hollow despair it unexpected, but you haven’t truly given up until you’re dead.

>>108966611
Isn’t unexpected*** kill me now

>>108966571
The majority of her problems are not even stream related and you're whining as if she isn't making progress on anything.
Does her owning a home and exercising bother you that much?

>>108966611
shondo should rebrand herself entirely

become a big titty bimbo slut

>>108966728
Got a good chuckle out me :)

>>108966611
the issue is it's always hard to tell with her because she's insaaanely avoidant and closed off when it comes to things she actually struggles with, it's part of her stubborness or pride shit or whatever, she's talked about it before. and she REALLY hates talking about this issue especially and says as much herself when she finally does end up talking about it
it's not that i don't think she's made progress or is doing a lot of good stuff, it's that i know by how serious it is when she gets like this
>>108966682
the majority of her problems in regards to this shit aren't related to the IRL shit at all, she's got that handled pretty damn well or is at least doing good enough, that's entirely the point, you're just deflecting like she does from the issues she's really struggling with

again, yopu can say this kind of shit all you want but you don't get to just assert this when the subathon showed exactly why this shit matters and showed exactly that she herself and people like you will run herself into the ground while literally telling you she's doing good and amazing and growing resentful of you over it

and to bring it back towards the first anon, the fact that she's struggling THIS much with being better over *this* shit, is precisely why it's so concerning despite how she might portray when talking about it or how well she might be doing in other areas, which the signficance of that and goodness of that isn't lost on me, and that exercise shit wasn't me making that post
>>108966728
trvth nvke

>>108966682
>antis ITT are having melties over a single good thing happening in her life
very telling where this projection is coming from LMAO

>>108966765
I can say it all I want because I know with utmost certainty that I am correct and you are a projecting, whining manchild.

>>108966785
hopital
*wall of text agreeing*
her mother convinced the doctors she was fine and probably told her family that too but yep just get mad at me like how her mother was also being harsh to them about it
this shit matters no matter how much she wishes it didn't or you want her to think otherwise

>>108966828
Weaponizing her dead mother while you continue to shit on Shadow and encourage trolls to anti her is rather disgusting behavior, Cucknar.

>>108966611
A culture reset is possible in theory... but in practice she is too attached/paranormal towards her viewers as a whole
She's stated in the past that seeing viewers leave affects her quite a lot and as a result it's become a rather necrotic relationship where the participants only stay due to familiarity and fear of being alone etc
I want to write more but I'm off to a restaurant

>>108951540
>>108951955
blud forgot this is the same thread when he got exposed for not knowing what exercise is LMFAOOO

>>108966869
>weaponizing
or maybe just giving an example of a significant thing that happened that you can't weasel around and that's why you think it's "weaponizing" instead of just reminding why these things matter to someone who's avoidant and is doing their best to gaslight themself/gaslight the person
>>108966898
i /fit/ mog 90% of shondophrenics easy. 99% of /shon/

>>108966912
>>108951955
No you are weaponizing her while continuing to downplay any of her efforts towards improving her life, her mental health and her family's life. You are the snake and the weasel here.

>>108966947
hopital

>>108966954
You will need one after your 7th stroke you obese cuck.

>>108966978
oh i'm stroking alright

maybe shondo can be proud of the progress she's making in one area without bargaining like a meth addict and using it to write off problems or worsening in another area

>>108966998
That would explain your walls of text whining like a retarded anti cuck then.

>>108967007
>bargaining like a meth addict
that's exactly what they're trying to reinforce and put in her head when they bring up her positive growth as an "argument" against another problem she's struggling with

@adrialmape forsen

>>108967038
And your "argument" is just downplaying anything remotely positive, embellishing problems and weaponizing who you please when it is convenient for your tangents.
And you will bake in lard every day while she continues to do better.

>>108967072
you said this for days leading up to her hospitalization and subsequent reflection and apology about the drama and her behavior at the time

>>108967089
>>108951955
And then I said this yesterday when we talked about things that have happened since.
You are ironically more stuck in the past than any "anti" you whine about.

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holy custard

>>108967111
or maybe the recent past is a great example of why this rhetorical strategy you're arguing for is proven to be unhealthy and wrong for her vs what i've been saying

>>108966870
That makes me really sad to read, such behavior is borne out of and nurtured by so much pain. She needs love, and not the plastic internet sort. It seems like she has real friends, I hope she leans on them without any reservations.

liking the stream shoggas? c:

>>108967162
>King D already getting her to do stream bits
Tubby lost /here/ and /there/ LOL

visa application sent c:

>>108967131
Rhetoric strategy is when you point to facts that obstruct the lies you are spilling? Interesting perspective.

@grok how many calories does an anorexic girl burn if she has sex 8 hours a day

Which Girl Scout cookies do you prefer Shondopolis!! ^_^

Is tubby genuinely shitting himself because she's making massive self improvements in her life and he's jealous that he's being left behind because he's done nothing productive for the last 15 months of his life?
What a sad fucking freak

this is why you just leave until she cares, no amount of trying is gonna change anything except make her worse retard

she only cares about one guy c:

>>108967305
pretty much. he needs her weak and groomable to have a chance and he hates it

>>108967343
and you just make yourself worse in the process anyway

>>108967305
Pretty much. All of his previous custards relied on her making the same mistakes and harming herself but she literally bought a house while this fat neet seethes. It's poetically deserved.

Remember too that he was having custards that she was rushing into buying a house and then she reveals her landlord said she had to move in under 2 months. Genuinely a pathetic lying snake.

She will get permanently banned on Twitch and have to sell.

c:

bullying children is only okay if you're the king

>>108967442
it is. kids need a good amount of bullying or they grow up having jealous melties on 4chan

>>108967396
ironically a possibility with the route she's going

>>108967305
bro he literally sent tens of thousands of proana tweets trying to gaslight her into thinking she's fat while whining here about how "passive aggressive comments are manipulating her". he's completely psychotic

>>108967495
Proof?

>>108967495
patpatpat

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>>108967548
2 years since your ban and you're still here seething every single day. it actually makes me sad how pathetic you are

personally i HATE fallenshitshow thumbs up emoticon

>>108967280
I like the mint ones

>>108967704
+1 like

shondo LITERALLY extorts gullible men for money

I love how Shondo talked herself into sympathizing with the scammers and feeling bad for them, lol. Why are women like this?

>no "i love you too"
c:

paranormal streamer already backpedaling

>>108967982
And?

>>108967994
Is she? She never said I love you too.

>>108968010
c:

Whoever is doing this needs to kill themselves

only 25000 bits why is S poor now?

>>108968156
You don't like her playing 1 on 1 with some random male?

>>108968156
I wouldn't go that far

>>108968156
arent you being a bit paranormal?

>>108968184
I love watching her play with some random guy who she also makes sure to compliment and flirt with

>>108968184
No I don't think people should be inserting themselves into streams like this. It's no different than if there was TTS and someone submits a giant essay that goes on for 2 minutes in the background

paranormal levels are off the chart

>>108968244
It's worse than that since they're literally interacting and engaging with each other

c:

should have joined p5w c:

My smile has never been more wicked

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>>108967671
anti art

can someone explain why is that shondo vampire survivors fangame called "lobby 2"?

>>108968525
it stems from fall guys viewer games and a joke that in lobby 2 everyone just tries to grab her

>>108968525
fall guys stream was split into two lobbies to fit everyone and in the second lobby everyone was grabbing her nonstop

>>108968543
thank you!
>>108968536
im sorry for that other's dude explanation mogged you

t won

>>108968798
>literally raped and killed her
hot

>>108968798
t died
t. t's killer

did she rq?

i can't believe she just fucking died like that

>>108968900
She tried messing with audio settings in OBS and it broke. She won't restart stream or her computer because she has autism and thinks she will need to spend an hour to set up the stream again instead of just launching OBS and clicking 'Go Live'.

>>108968798
... early onset diabetes

>>108968955
ok she rq the game and made up some obs bullshit

>>108969002
What did she ragequit over? She literally just got back from a break and then someone told her the BRB screen was too loud for some reason and she decided to change it right now and something broke.

she didnt ragequit the game she ragequit the stream because she cant handle anything going wrong at all

If Shondo dies, she better do it on stream.

>>108969030
>trusting women
she made an elaborated plan to not play DS1 again

>>108969066
I don't think that is the case but yeah I think DS1 will be axed now.

On to Dark Souls 2 ^_^

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2 hours and change into dark souls and chill and she gives you this look what do

Definitely a good idea to reduce her medication BTW!

Streamers reboot all the time, why would she have to set things up again?

of all the sad words of tongue and pen these are the most sad: concernfags were right again

>>108969192
>>108969066

it is all part of the plan

>>108969176
ssri's aren't that big of a deal and they might just be making her symptoms worse because they're known to interfere with bipolar and schizophrenia, she might be coming off them a bit too fast to not have any symptoms but it's not the kind of medication she needs to function like anti psychotics are.

>>108969233
not like she would cry over an eaten apple or something

>>108969233
what about her ocd depression and anxiety

@thisisdsom nepuOsaka

>>108969269
symptomatic with schizoaffective disorder so... i'm not saying ssri's might not be right for her but i am saying she's been on them so long and they're known to be hit or miss even without the added complications of schizophrenia or bipolar disorder so there's no point in not spending a while off of them to see how it affects her and it's not a medication that she like desperately needs right now or something, it's more harmful for her to not be going back and reassessing and trialing her medication at this point in my uneducated opinion
not to mention you can attribute her issues recently to other things anyway

Test

https://x.com/KomdNarin71506/status/2016608559094780360

>>108949384
The thing about shondo is that she is so mentally ill that there is no saving her.
Honestly, she is doing the only thing that is right in her situation: to burn brightly and then die by the side of the road but at least getting to see some of the world before it happens.
Its a sad reality but a true one.
Strong mental illness like that does not lead to a good ending, and she knows it.
The mechanism by which you deal with issues is your brain, if that is broken then you can not pull yourself out.
She had some moments of clarity and she is pretty entertaining.
So she will continue on in whatever way she sees fit, and her life will be a drama that all of your will get to see.
Just like many of the stars of the past; thats her fate and it just is what it is.
I myself have only seen a few funny clips of her; thanks for making me laugh, little Shondo. I hope you hang in there for a while

>>108969793
the only right thing to do is to marry shondo and save her

I know she's probably crying in her bed right now, but have we done anything wrong?
I feel guilty for no reason

>>108969926
>have we done anything wrong
most of us haven't, most people are good, but she's being caused this by a few people who are not good and how they've taken advantage of her emotions and mind

she is instead going to be stretched for the next 2 weeks straight

>>108969793
To be saved she needs to join the Body of Christ (the Church)

secret alt followers are winning biggly right now c:

>>108969926
You haven't done anything wrong, it's just her being a girl
Unless you're "shondo helper", in which case never again invade her world or i'm beating you up.

>>108969292
nepuPoco

>>108969292
>>108970141
What is this?

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>>108970315
nepuPoco is this

@darkkal_ nepuBoogie

>>108970352
Oh it's nep emotes, makes sense
Keep this to her own general though (if she has one)

pumping ropes inside her little cunt would fix me it's all her fault >>108964122 was right

pollination with mikaka

dropped bass generate pretty puffy alien shondussy please thank you

>>108969853
The thing is that that Shondo knows that this is the vibe that she is broadcasting:
A mentally ill broken bird that needs to be saved.
But because she knows, the understands that she is in control. SHE is creating this as a brand, as a performance. That doesn’t mean that it isn’t true all the same.
But she is probably too jaded to believe in it.
However the fact that she sees all of you dancing along to her own mad tune is probably the most maddening of it all to her.
In that she has made you all part of her performance.
It is like a bird with a broken wing, constantly running against a class window again and again and again; and then it whispers to you:
I know that it is a window, and that it’s made of glass and that I will never run through it.
And then she runs against it again.
It is a performance, she enjoys the performance.
But at the same time it must be maddening.
Because actually what she would need is to have a stable environment and human connection. However what she gets instead is the opposite, a perfectly sterile and fake situation. Where all the mental illness of the internet is exposed before her, and the entire abyss of human depravity.
And that must drive her mad.
At the end this anon is right:
>>108970039
If she quit the internet and went to church it would be best for her.

But she choses this dance of madness, this performance.
And at this point she is making too much money to stop.

I think it’s incredibly heartbreaking to watch. But that is what makes is beautiful, so I do not dislike little Shondo for it all.
However, you must never fall for the lie:
I must save her.
If you think that, you must kill the thought.
I am pretty sure that Shondo herself resents those who falls for it.
And it is dangerous for you and especially for her.
Once again: Shondo probably resents those who ACTUALLY fall for it.
Shondo does not hate her audience, those who watch her for the performance, those are fine.
But the ones who fall for the bait unironically, they are the bane of her.
And she knows that she would hate them and lets it happen anyway as a form of self destruction.
That is the truly terrible part to it

Neppie fans are more like Dewd and Mouz

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>>108970395
> “Keep this to her own general though”

>>108970575
I didn't say to quit the internet

I want to protect and be with her as i direct her towards salvation

i will just win and marry her irl and then tank her hate and bpd and fix her

i've beaten you to it!

>>108970746
The only way you can win Shondo IRL is by either
1. meeting her accidentally IRL without knowing about her online thing.
2. being equally or more famous then her online and then getting to know her through collab

>>108970829
skill issue

>shondo ecnouraging people to become homeowners

Bless her naivete, depending on where you live you can't even apply for a decent mortgage if your monthly income isn't far above average

>>108970385
nepuJam

>>108970854
Just know one thing, you and ALL guys who think that:
If Shondo actually kills herself, it’s on you and the likes of you.
Never forget that till the day you face your creator on the day of judgement

>>108970829
What about her ghost?

>>108970945
no it isnt

>>108970829
False dichotomy

>>108970829
Shost

>>108970887
It was damage control after she realized that making fun of her fanbase for being jobless bums was not in good taste.

>>108970887
you can also simply be chinese

27 club?

>>108971356
maybe if her dad gets her into meth

You lost queerty

@everyone i will now be touching my peanits to this strippered

is dewd still winning

schizo cum dump all she's good for desu

>>108971696
Is being a lolcow winning?

>>108971696
c:

never stick your dick in crazy

>>108971473
What happened? Or just in general?

always stick your dick in shondo

>>108971473
She literally accepted God into her life. He won.

Whats up with these nep faggots lately?? I'm looking at you RemnantAdvent

>>108971913
you know what maybe she deserves a 12th chance... you're right...

>>108971909
in general
>>108971924
god won but q lost

>>108971942
Kill yourself

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>>108969159
Rape

plappen plapdow haha

https://x.com/i/status/2016479545054973983
I hope khaal doesn't live in Paris

>>108971942
We are superior. We won, you lost

https://x.com/i/status/2016495373095739875
@shondo thoughts?

>>108971696
After today he bumped even higher in her eyes.

there will be a movie or should go to sleep?

i got some movies in DMs c:

i love making watching movies with lil besters ^_^

^_^ munching on little besties' cookie during movie night!

>>108972588
>>108972616
>cookie
party time ^_^/\^-^

https://x.com/i/status/2016561494478246110
Are you prepared?

yeah i got my asshole lubed up, jesus i'm ready to accept you into me amen

START THE FUCKING MOVIE

>>108971924
What is this with Shondo and God?
Does Shondo read the Bible and go to church and profess that Jesus is Lord over her life?

>>108973255
get a life loser

>>108973255
>8 minutes ago
>her movie notification as 7 minutes ago

>>108972739
me when I get my hookups at Home Depot

>>108970829
Also being a tall, below average looking, but buff rich man who is fine with not having heirs because her womb hasn't worked since she was a teenager.

>>108974393
she is actually very fertile

Nimi just mentioned showdown btw
Said she has a real good spider asmr video

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>>108974641
>spider

>>108974641
collab when

>>108975161
They'll collab with Mr Nightmare on his birthday
Nimi will guide his blindfolded husband to their bedroom, where she'll present Shondo wearing nothing but 3 pink ribbons as a birthday gift
Then she'll lay her head over Shondo's stomach and open her mouth, so he can freely alternate between them and keep his dick slippery
Because she's a good friend and a better wife

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>>108974641
Nimi?
THE Nimi Nightmare from Densetsu.EXE?

also collab when

>>108975491
hot

the villain in this film was john money

Has she said "I love you" at all since she had her meltdown?

>>108977265
She has not. And she has also not said "I love you too" to anyone still foolishly saying it to her.

>>108977365
>She has not
Smile

>>108977365
The sheer fucking hubris of this woman

you're lucky she even lets you take up brain cpu in her chat at all

>>108977789
what brain

>>108977840
the brain she's giving me right now that shloppy toppy off her meds type shit

>>108977894
such a sad worthless virgin lmao

>>108974641
proof next thread

>>108978127
Insane trvthnvke

>>108978127
>>108978203
cope, she's sucking me off as i type this, that's just the trvth whether you like it or not little buddy
and i just came and she swallowed if you were wondering or even care

>>108978369
checked. it's over.

>>108978127
>such a sad worthless virgin lmao
enough about shondo

>>108949759
I mean this in the nicest way possible: if you're at a point in life where you're writing paragraphs on 4chan about some random whore you don't know who also doesn't know you it might be time to reevaluate a few things.

> t. tourist

>>108978520
they do know each other though

>>108978520
she's not a random whore she's my favorite egirl who is literally anorexic hitler send tweet

>>108978520
Hello tourist. This is a permabanned anti who was known as Bratty/Tuffnar and was removed from her community for erratic behavior such as this. In the literal sense, this is what he spends his time doing for 2 years while failing to groom a vulnerable adult on the internet.

>>108979884
lmao obsessed faggot

>>108979937
i think that might count as a jealous melty too

>>108979937
He really is. To come on 4chan and spew these paragraphs endlessly about Shadow and other men? You nailed it perfectly.

https://x.com/i/status/2016677422670791051
Thoughts? @shondo

>>108970541
https://files.catbox.moe/vfzzpi.png

>>108980975
shoblin

>>108980975
The white hair makes her look a bit like kumo, gross

>>108972588
twasnt me but thats true!! ^_^
>>108972616
stop being a weirdo it is true she brought cookies though!!
>>108972675
^_^/\^-^/^•^

>>108980993
https://files.catbox.moe/s4zd3h.png
perhaps the antennae are essential to distinguish between the shondalien and the shoblin

>>108981050
what hair color should she have?

>>108981135
Who’s the second girl gary?

>>108981216
Her regular purple if shoblin

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>>108981216
1st of all, she needs to be brighter green and slimier
2nd of all, her eyes need to be marbles

>>108981551
https://files.catbox.moe/zknpib.png ?

>>108981947
I don't think those ponytails suit shlorp

>>108981449
chubby hands

>>108982460
they aren't chubby at all, it's just that the fingers are short

https://x.com/troontracker/status/2016614861812400589
Uhhh, shoggas?

>>108982504
go to bed shondo