>6 years ago, an e-girl flirted with me and I turned down her advances. >6 years later, she's become a successful indie VTuber with a far larger audience than mine. I don't want her to suffer a melty or hop in her DMs and beg for attention, but I just keep thinking about it. I'm not even a Vtuber, yet I keep comparing myself to her. Did I fuck up in life? Or is comparing myself to a person that LARPs as an anime girl the problem?
>>109175101Good for her
>>109175101>Did I fuck up in life?Was she hot? Then yes
>>109175101dunno, anon, do you have a subconscious desire to be in the spotlight as well?
>>109178797for different reasons. like i have my own craft i've worked on and done decently in, but i just get lost in the numbers