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>>109317645
Forgot to include CushionHun in the OP.

>>109317732
Good call, will put it in next thread

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Nemu nemu nemu!!!

>>109317995
I wonder how much those fangs biting my dick would hurt

>>109309528
I will.
As soon as I finish Nioh 3. I swear!

>>109318363
Forgot that was out

pil

does pill take birth control?

>>109320184
That's none of your business.

>>109320211
why? we already talked about her panties, her breast size etc. It's not much different. I'm just curious, because it could affect my private ovulation tracker.

>>109317995
cute teeth
would let suck my blood 10/10

>>109320184
my chud wife is all natural I belib

>>109320292
>why?
Because it's a private health matter.

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>>109320390
I see we still have no fun allowed groomercord mod here

>>109317656
I'm not sure how to feel about only anal allowed

>>109320581
You're allowed to talk about whatever you want and I'm allowed to say whatever I want about it.

On one hand, it’s a gross question, not even asked sincerely.
On the other, saying it’s not our business whether she takes birth control or not is super cuck-coded.
I’m torn here.

It's all bait just ignore it

>>109320890
>saying it’s not our business whether she takes birth control or not is super cuck-coded
How does that make any sense

>>109320977
I’m not gonna go down this path with you again.
We’ve been getting along lately. I don’t wanna ruin it.

>>109321152
I don't know who you are. Are you the schizo who keeps threatening me? Don't call me a cuck and then say we've been getting along.

>>109321327
Forget I ever said anything!
I’m your friend!!

I’d be very surprised if she was on birth control, because that shit has a massive list of side effects longer than she is tall, and has to be taken on a perfect schedule or it doesn’t work. Meanwhile I believe she’s mentioned before how bad her regularity was with her anti-depressants, so I imagine she’s not very great with medication. Also, no health insurance and she struggles with getting out to get things in general.

>>109321741
Good points.

>>109321741
At least she doesn't need other meds anymore

>>109322399
She never needed them. Anti-depressants are dubious and sinister.

>>109322469
Please keep conspiracy kookery in this thread to a minimum.

>>109322675
Are you under the impression that scepticism of the effectiveness and benefits of antidepressants is controversial or fringe?

>>109322399
She lives quite a comfortable and charmed life, but it’s honestly so heartbreaking to remember how tough things used to be. Never forget that if you pay attention to the timeline, she was struggling and living with her grandparents, separated from her mom, for like a year prior to becoming a vtuber. The precise details of that are up to pure speculation, but definitely nothing good.

I'm glad she's off them, is what I'm saying. She seems much better now too.

>>109322756
It's very sad and I admire her for pulling herself up out of that situation to where she is now, and not letting it stop her from being a kind-hearted soul.

>>109322768
Don't mind him he's looking for an argument as usual

>>109322990
Mind who?

>>109323116
The muffin man

I don't what I should tell her for valentines day. I've thought about spilling my feelings for her but that might be too powerful for some of the weaker piwwos.

>>109323966
Go for it man, I don't care. You might feel stupid afterwards though. It depends on your mindset I guess.

I wish there was a way to leave pillow a personal valentine message she could read and other piwwows wouldn't see it
marshmallow doesn't seem like a place for that

>>109324417
Yes, it's a shame. Even email goes through her manager, but that's understandable.

>>109324488
I didn't think of an email as I thought that was for the vtuber work-stuff only

It always makes me sad to see Piwwos that have me blocked on Twitter. It makes sense since I don’t exactly match the hyper-inoffensive nature of Pillow, but it’s kinda sad to think some Piwwos don’t like me.

>>109324679
Yeah I feel like it's inappropriate for stuff like that too. You just have to do it in public man. What do you have to hide?

>>109324876
Disregard this I'm retarded

As a piwwo who has had similar reservations a couple months back, I assure you Pillow will love every single loving gushy comment about her, no matter how cringey you think it is.

If she doesn't see your post, it is 100% because Twitter hides your posts because you're using an account that hasn't posted much yet. Once it "recognizes" your account as legitimate (which can take a week+) she'll be able to see your posts in Twitter search.

>>109324795
It is a shame that despite how much Pillow encourages us to be ourselves, if I were to be myself, the piwwos would HATE me, even though I’m really a sweet guy when you get to know me.

>>109325233
Give it a try anyway. I think you'll find that most piwwos are nice.

>>109324069
Ok slightly less cringy love letter it shall be.

>>109325220
>I assure you Pillow will love every single loving gushy comment about her
I'm sure that's true, but if I opened up my heart to someone I'd expect her to do the same in return and tell me honestly how she feels. If she even responded to me, Pillow (understandably) wouldn't do that, and I think that would really upset me and make me feel stupid.

>>109325539
As much as she tries to make sure new Piwwos feel welcomed, the answer to that really heavily depends on how well she knows you. Idk how active you are, but if you’re not someone she knows, you can’t expect to have anything personal to you in response. It’s important to understand that it’s just a necessarily feature of the GFE that she’ll never turn a Piwwo down or speak negatively about them, even if that means you’d be getting the standard “I love you too! Thank you for supporting me <3”. In a sense though, it is a no-lose scenario. She’ll never lie to you, and you know she’ll never turn you down or speak negatively about you.

>>109325910
She knows me well enough to distinguish me from other piwwos, but I'd still expect the generic response. I walked into it one time when I said something about having a special someone and she said something like "I am your special someone!". It just made me feel really bad.
To be honest I'm also not feeling great in general. She's missed a couple things that I put effort into and I feel like trying to get her attention would be pathetic, so I'm just seething about it here instead.

>>109326171
No offense piwwo but this isn't healthy and feels like a crashout waiting to happen, she's never going to be able to give you the special attention you want. That's just how it is, she loves piwwos as a collective.

>>109326543
I'm not gonna do anything, I'm just venting here. You're right though, it's not healthy. I just don't want to leave because then I'll have nothing.

>>109327146
Looks like something I drew when I was like 5

>>109324795
I mean yeah. Just look at the hypersensitive anons in these threads who get defensive over clear shitposts or mildly negative stuff not even about Pillow. Those are the same people blocking you (not just similar ideologically, literally the same people). Just don't let it get to you.
>>109326647
You're cool dude, and I know that feeling. NTA, but I would recommend just making your effortposts (whether it is art, crafts, poems, letters, messages, whatever) for the sake of yourself. Don't go into it hoping she or anyone will love it. Do it because you're proud of it and it means something to you. Whenever I post my shitty art in these threads, yeah it sucks that people don't like it or even ignore it, but I do it because I love it.

>>109327671
Thanks, but you're a completely different kind of person to me. My motivation for doing anything is that she'll like it. I don't get anything out of having written a crappy poem or doodled something that she didn't see. It just makes me wish I had someone who could give me her full attention, and feel like a loser for relying on Pillow instead.

I've completely changed my mind. I want to write her a sincere and detailed confession. Maybe it'll give me some sort of closure. I just don't think I can do it publicly or by email.

>>109327667
Well canonically pillow is about 3 years old

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>>109328417
>closure
are you leaving her?

>>109328417
Sure dude go ahead. You probably aren't gonna get far with those restrictions because any private, direct method of contact with her has long since been closed down and will not be reopened ever since she received her first rape fantasy, schizo rambling, and/or penis.

>>109329083
I'll see how I feel. I want to stick around for her, and like I said I'm afraid of letting go anyway. I just want to get my deepest feelings off my chest.

>>109329150
Yeah I don't know how I'll do it. Probably email. I can deal with her manager reading it. I just hope they don't stop it from reaching her for whatever reason. It won't be inappropriate or intrusive.

I think spilling your deepest true feelings with the looming threat of maybe leaving Pillow is not healthy and very manipulative.

>>109329284
What do you actually expect to come of this? Surely you're aware she won't be able to reciprocate your feelings in the way you want. You were talking about leaving recently before changing your mind if I'm not mistaken, how long are you going to do this song and dance for? I understand being scared of letting go but you're clearly not happy with the current arrangement and I don't see this ending well.

>>109329903
that's the classic piwwo schizoid behavior though
we love these dont5we folks

>>109329978
I understand why she attracts these kinds of people considering the type of content she does but I wish piwwos would just be normal

>>109330065
>piwwos would just be normal
I really really really dislike normalfags, but maybe actually they aren't that bad because the worst they can do is leave nonsensical stupid comment/reply while on another hand we just have mental ward patients and not in the based way

>>109330168
Okay yeah normalfags I can do without too but I just mean can we please stop with the schizo behavior and just do our best to love and support her without all the manipulative tactics and grooming attempts, that would be great.

>>109329940
I'm not sure if those piwwos are the same as there are plenty of schizo piwwos here. However, reading just this one string of posts about the confession is very unsettling. There will be an inevitable meltdown when Pillow either misses it or ignores him because I can't imagine anything this guy writes to be healthy for anyone.
>>109330065
Yeah, but anytime anyone tries to gatekeep them in this thread, they are told to "bee nise" or that their tone is too rude.
>>109330168
It's easy to hate normalfags, but do you have the courage to hate the schizos?

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I'm mentally stable(-ish) pillow gachikoi and luv my wife
simple as

>>109330312
Yeah I agree, it feels like we're witnessing the making of another CJ here. Other piwwos have got to stop encouraging this kind of behavior, it's not going to end well for them or Pillow.

>>109330320
Well that's good we now have 1 less piwwo to worry about

>>109330312
NTA but I hate everyone that isn't me or my family, I'm not even particularly into pillow I just enjoy her calming presence. She better hope she's not Jewish (I only watch videos so idk Twitter lore)

there's a bit of contradiction in piwwo community, on one hand we want people who really love (ガチ恋) pillow and don't belittle the parasocial relationship we form with her, but on another hand these types of relationships can get pretty toxic if not carefully managed

>>109331045
>NTA but I hate everyone that isn't me or my family
nice to see pillow attracts and woo even literal sociopaths

>>109331045
did you hear about CushionHun? I heard she's a secret chud

>>109331084
You can really love Pillow and be happy in the parasocial relationship we have with her without crashing out over insignificant things and expecting more from her than the current arrangement we have with her.

>>109331388
no you don't understand she has to be only for me reeeeeeeee

>>109331180
>>109331229
It's more out of paranoia to be fair, especially since my government has been thoroughly outed as literal satanists and no doubt I will be arrested when the Jews inevitably force antisemitism jailing for wrongthink. Not exactly doing good.

>>109331423
That's what gets me about these people, they think they're so special and above every other piwwo. It would be funny to see their inevitable rejection if not for the problems it causes for Pillow.

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Sometimes I really wonder what the fuck I'm reading on here.

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>>109331602
I scroll past 80% of the posts in this gen

Can’t stop thinking about Pillow toes and giving her a foot rub

>>109332016
That's probably for the best

Whats your favorite pillow mannerism or thing she does?

>>109332774
Half this thread doesn't even watch Pillow. You won't get any real answers.

>>109333015
I haven’t been able to watch Pillow in months cause it’s been one thing after another and I can’t come up with an answer I need to kill myself

>>109332774
I like how expressive she gets in vr streams be it her cute hands or face.
Also how she gets all excited when she figures something out it's really cute and make me smile.

>>109332774
One thing I noticed is she likes to repeat phrases a lot. Not just the common "oh gosh" phrases but like full sentences. She'll just repeat herself for no reason, it's cute

>>109332774
pillow stuttering does things to my heart i didnt know i could feel

>>109332774
I would have said the repeating things too like that other anon, but I also enjoy her vr streams where she gets up close to the camera with her face. It's funny and charming.

>>109334112
>but I also enjoy her vr streams where she gets up close to the camera with her face.
I love those moments too she makes great reaction faces.

When I see Piller,
I wanna fill'er!

Somebody post some Pill ass to end the night

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>>109329903
I think there’s nuance to it. If she doesn’t know that’s what your plan is, it’s hard for it to be manipulative, but also that’s kinda just how most people operate. If you made a confession to a girl under normal circumstance, it’d be weird and rude for her to expect you to stick around if she stonewalled you. Granted a vtuber is a different thing, but I always see people talking about treating Pillow like an actual GF anyway.

>>109335548
No, I think it's actually more manipulative if she doesn't know. By definition, it would be. I'm talking about the piwwo being manipulative, by the way, not Pillow herself. Maybe that is causing confusion.

Smol CushionHun but she uhhh looks different... (as requested by an anon)
NSFW: https://files.catbox.moe/l77gf4.png
Alt version: https://files.catbox.moe/lkj6o2.png

>>109327671
Thanks Piwwo. It's not a particularly big deal, it's more just that I am an actually nice guy but can scare some people away. Mostly just worried it'll effect how Pillow feels about me.

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>>109335138
flat girls have cute butts

Licking Pillow's armpits like an uma

I want to watch Pillow undress

>>109329903
I'm not threatening to leave her and I'm certainly not going to allude to that possibility in my letter. I just want her to know the full extent of my love for her.

>>109329940
>What do you actually expect to come of this? Surely you're aware she won't be able to reciprocate your feelings in the way you want.
I just want her to know how I feel.
>You were talking about leaving recently before changing your mind if I'm not mistaken, how long are you going to do this song and dance for? I understand being scared of letting go but you're clearly not happy with the current arrangement and I don't see this ending well.
Like I said, I want to stick around for her, but if I do leave it'll be quiet. I'll never take my frustrations out on her because I know they're my fault.

>>109330312
>There will be an inevitable meltdown when Pillow either misses it or ignores him because I can't imagine anything this guy writes to be healthy for anyone.
I've already accepted that it's the kind of thing she won't respond to. I'd just like her to read it.

>>109330639
How am I anything like him? You don't see me airing this out on Twitter, do you?

>>109335744
How am I being manipulative? It's a love letter. There's not going to be any threat or suggestion of leaving. It's the same thing probably a dozen piwwos are going to send her.

>>109331388
>>109331423
>>109331582
I don't expect more from her and I know my confession won't be reciprocated, or even necessarily get a response. I don't think I'm special to her; I'm just another piwwo. I just want her to know how much I really love her, because I know I'll regret it if I never tell her.

>>109332435
Me too

>>109333551
>>109334112
Great answers

>>109338868
Extremely cute

I don't know what gave you the impression that I'm a schizo manipulator who's going to crash out if she doesn't marry me on the spot. I just want to send her a love letter like half of you are probably going to do. I fully understand the situation and that she doesn't have any special feelings for me. It just hurts me to keep the full extent of my love for her to myself, so I'm going to tell her, not for her response but for my peace of mind.

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>>109332774
her adopting japanese filler words is cute

>>109337099
the forbidden oppai loli?!!

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I really don't like how she removed her old ASMR.
Anyone know why she did it?

>>109342235
She said it's because she used other people's art without permission, and I think she said she couldn't reupload them with different visuals because she doesn't have the original files (but I might have imagined that). I also suspect she's embarrassed by their quality, even though we like them.

>>109342120
I wanna squeeze it

>>109342235
Considering she posted an ASMR from 2022, there’s a chance of other old ones coming back https://youtu.be/wzVm6ki6SNo

But she did express concern over copyright issues with posting her old audios because of reuploaders, and in the discord the other day she said it makes her very uncomfortable that people do that

>>109342235
Other anons are half right. The main reason is she received a channel strike for lewd content on one of her ASMR streams. This scared her that perhaps her other ASMR videos and streams may cause her to be taken down altogether. This made her remove her ASMR videos, including the more recent ones. She made the CushionHun channel to put her ASMR videos onto for the time being (perhaps forever). I imagine the ASMR streams are still on her main channel since they are much longer/more frequent and would really fuck up her analytics if she deleted them.

You could also believe the schizo theory that this is part of her secret push to move slowly away from ASMR content and into more traditional Vtuber stuff.

>>109343484
>The main reason is she received a channel strike for lewd content on one of her ASMR streams.
She'd unlisted/privated/deleted old videos before that.

>>109343532
Not just talking about those. She has deleted all of her ASMR in the last 2 weeks except for the ASMR Parades, not just the old ones. There are ones from within a year ago that do not fall under the same copyright/embarassing content umbrella.

She also said part of the reason was for the algorithm.
To be honest I don’t really get what the big deal is. It’s just another channel

>>109343793
Well I said the same thing and somebody got mad at me.

>>109343793
I don't care all that much, but I think there are 3 main reasons I have seen:
1. There are plenty of videos of hers I would regularly listen to that are just gone. They will be back on CushionHun one day, but I have no clue when exactly.
2. Saying stuff like "my old asmr sucks/is embarassing" kinda hurts people who enjoyed them because they interpret it as "your taste sucks/is embarrassing"
3. Some people believe she is abandoning ASMR or at least pushing it aside in favor of appealing to normalfags
>>109343827
I don't remember anyone getting mad at you for that. At most, I think some anons just disagreed it was as impactful as the others reasons.

>>109343868
Sorry, I mean that someone got mad at me for saying that moving her ASMR to another channel wasn't a big deal.

>>109343868
I mean 2 kinda makes sense? But she was also like 17 and who isn’t embarrassed by the stuff they made when they were a teen

>>109343953
Judging from her tone and how sternly she shut down the conversation on Discord about reuploads of her old videos, she really doesn't like them.
>I also do not really feel comfortable with people listenting to reuploads of my content..
>I dont want it shared or discussed
>please simply drop the topic

>>109344033
Even if we don’t fully understand it, I think it’s fine to respect the wishes pillow has. She doesn’t ask much of piwwos, so shouldn’t we listen to her when she does? If reuploads make her uncomfortable, then that’s okay and I won’t judge her for that

>>109344185
Oh, but there's also this post, so now I'm confused.
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/2017438162214121963
>I’m sure there’s a lot of Piwwos wondering if I will upload really old ASMR, and originally the intention was “yes”, because I know a lot of Piwwos would like to hear them! However… there have been channels that have reposted my old ASMRs without my permission and against my wishes, and with how the copyright system works, those channels would technically be able to take down my videos if I post them.
>Because of that, I would rather not post the videos… I would love to but I don’t want to take that risk and get my new channel deleted ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡
So maybe she's just worried about strikes.
But yes, whatever the reason is, we should respect her wishes.

>>109344033
Wow, I've never been to the discord, so I'm surprised how blunt and stern she is about this topic. It's a side to her I've never seen, so it is a little surprising (and kinda hot ngl). I wonder why people don't screencap those to put in here, it would've prevented a lot of arguing on intentions.
>>109344185
I think this is where I'm gonna have a really big disagreement with piwwos and Pillow to an extent. I think once you post something and other people view it, it is kinda out of your control. That's to me just how art and the internet as a whole works, so I think it's pretty silly to expect people not to want reuploads. I'll respect her opinion, but I will say I don't think it is a good or realistic one.

>>109344418
Regardless of if it’s realistic, I still think it’s okay to respect it and not be rude. I try to respect everyone if I can, even if other people don’t. I don’t really like the mentality of “if other people are doing it then it’s okay if I do too”

I’m also sure she knows this as well and that it’s the nature of the internet. People have been reuploading her stuff for years, but it’s still okay to feel how she does.

Also no don’t post the screenshot because some asshole is going to make a bait thread with it and say
> is it okay for vtubers to fee this way?

>>109344418
>I wonder why people don't screencap those to put in here, it would've prevented a lot of arguing on intentions.
Well yeah there's that, but then her Twitter post says outright that she wants to post the videos but is worried about strikes.

>>109344464
>don’t post the screenshot because some asshole is going to make a bait thread with it
Good point lol. There's no use anyway, screenshots are easily faked so no more helpful than just quoting her like I did.

>>109344515
I’ve seen several times someone posting a screenshot here and then posting it on the board so I think it’s best to just avoid it

>>109344464
You're not really saying anything different to what I did. I'll respect her opinion obviously, but I'm not going to blindly accept it just because it came from her. I think it's a bad opinion, not just because "other people do it." Difference in philosophy between us on the nature of reuploads.
>>109344515
Eh, I feel if someone is gonna go through the effort of bait thread posting, there is much worse stuff they could use (and have already). I wouldn't care about bait threads because those people are not gonna watch her anyway, and I don't really mind if anons say negative things about my wife. I only care what I think of her.

I care :(

Thinking about Pillow hips

>>109344245
cant she just copyright strike those illegal uploads herself?

>>109344901
She mentioned in discord that she actually didn’t have the option to

>>109344901
That’s a great way to get dramafaggots to make 10,000 videos about you.

>>109344901
Plus when it comes to more manual copyright strikes, you have to provide your legal name and information for it

>>109345017
I'd imagine Google has that anyway. Or do they expose it the channel that receives the strike?

>>109344901
Apparently, the way the copyright system works, you also have to prove ownership of the content. Her deleting the old vids removes that option from her as the reuploads are now the oldest remaining version. I think she does better by instead claiming the content for any ad revenue but letting it stay up (I think that is still an option). If she started striking people for it, it would leave a very bad taste in people's mouths too.
>>109345076
Yes. DMCA strikes are legal complaints, so they send your full name and contact info to the person you strike.

>>109344901
She can't because she deleted the old videos thus she has no proof of ownership over them

Our oshi doesn't deserve this piwwos :(

>>109345230
It’s okay. Even if it makes her sad, it’s not effecting her really. She also made a playlist with all the unlisted videos. I saw her respond a few times to comments asking where the videos were

>>109345094
does it really work like that? what I understand that even if you delete the vod you keep the copyright regardless. And youtube probably has logs or even the video file in server somewhere even if you "delete" it, for a time at least. But biggest issue for her is probably the real name and email.

Wow, we suddenly start talking about the unlisted ASMR in this thread, and she makes a playlist with the unlisted videos in the past hour or two. My schizo delusions are coming back, she must be browsing /here/.

>>109345564
"I'm a yearner" really caught me off guard lol
I want to believe she's messing with us because it's funny, and it's nice to think that she reads my yearnposts.

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>>109345564
Take your meds piwwo!

If she’s really here then must have saw my post wishing for the nail stream to be rescheduled to a Tuesday and then deliberately changed it to a Wednesday. She must fucking hate me…

>>109345668
This always looks like Pillow is handing you a Tenga

>>109345887
I don't know who you are and I doubt she would either. Also, she doesn't hate anyone.

>>109345668
Um, am I supposed to swallow that?

>Pillow is in these threads
>She has likely seen my degenerate hornyposts and art
It's genuinely over for me

>>109345889
Lol it does actually
>>109345944
Just the pills inside the bottle unless you want a suppository...

>>109346002
Oh shit I'm stupid I though it was one of those big Dr Mario pills.

If she’s really here, I hope she saw my post about wanting her to edge me for hours

>>109346018
Oh lol
>>109346021
She probably knows about my degenerate fetishes by now...

>>109345919
Easy for you to say. You’re probably an EUpiwwo who’s been able to catch every nail stream up til now.
You don’t know what these brainworms are like. They’re built different. I’d rather not believe that she in this thread. At least not very often.

>>109346162
I'm the guy who people were calling a schizo manipulator and predicting would have a CJ-style meltdown for saying I'm going to confess my love; I understand having complicated feelings for her. But I've never thought she hates me, because I know she's not like that. She definitely doesn't think less of you just because you miss streams.

Piwwows are very sexually submissive for some reason. You all want Pillow to gently rape or molest you

>>109346294
I don't.

>>109346294
I want to do it in both directions. Just depends on my mood for the day.

I hope no artist leaks it beforehand

>>109346424
That would make me really sad :(

I wonder if more artist are going to comment. She’s not a huge vtuber so it’s hard to say

>>109345564
>>109346162
Piwwos forget how much Pillow cares and wants to make everyone happy. You can just mention things to her and as long as it doesn't slip her mind from ADHD, she will usually do it. EUwwos have been blessed with a lot earlier streams mostly because it just came to her attention that a lot of them couldn't see nearly any of her streams.

>>109346549
She's huge in my heart.

>>109346594
Well she also explained a few times that she prefers earlier streams because it’s better for her ADHD. It’s a paralysis thing that happens with some ADHD folk because they get focused on what’s happening later, and it makes it harder for them to focus in the moment

>>109346294
I just think it fits with her yandere personality. I want her to use me until I break, I want her to use me for her own pleasure with complete disregard for me. I want her to mark me as her property

Pillow is really stalking Piwwos today, I hope she checks my Twitter because I only actually make maybe 1/2 of my posts about her searchable for her.

I'm glad pillow doesn't stalk my twitter because it's basically just lewd retweets

>>109346294
that comes from her yandere personality so it makes sense

>>109346594
>>109346648
It really doesn’t help my worms that the stream start times getting worse and worse for me coincides with Pillow being much happier with her schedule and life in general.

Requesting anything of her feels awful because she already does so much, but I guess it couldn’t hurt to ask.

>>109346939
>It really doesn’t help my worms that the stream start times getting worse and worse for me coincides with Pillow being much happier with her schedule and life in general.
Not to be mean, but you're being insane. It's unfortunate for you and I'm sorry, but she's not doing it to spite you.
>Requesting anything of her feels awful because she already does so much, but I guess it couldn’t hurt to ask.
It couldn't. Go for it. I don't care if she starts doing later streams again, I don't watch that many of them anyway.

>>109338675
Anyone down to do a last minute birthday card for Pillow?

I don't want Pillow stalking /vt/. She shouldn't see *those* posts

>>109347120
I thought we agreed to not do it?

>>109347283
The cat's already out the bag, she's already seen people lusting for her mom

>>109347283
if she's curious
it's all on her
she's a big girl and can probably handle it

I’m going to lucid dream a toenail painting stream

>>109347680
based