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We are Cherlie Kirk
>>109837987Piwwo the man is free now we can rest slightly easier
For context: I'm an acquaintance of Cher's and I'd been checking in on him since this all went down.
My mans resurrected like Jesus.
>>109837945So incredibly cute. She does a lot of nice chibi-style drawings, but I want to see more full-body self-portraits like this from her.
>>109838148This makes the mods look even worse. No wonder Pillow was feeling so shit this week.
>>109838148Well, to be honest, we don't know if those really were the only actions of his on the server that got him banned. That's also the problem. Mods say one thing, but Cher and piwwos say another. I don't believe mods, but I'd like them to give any proof of his "actions on the server."
>>109837945To have YouTube embeds show properly, you'll need to paste the raw URLs in the post.
>>109838238We have specific words from Cher versus vague buzzwords from the mods. Draw your own conclusions.
>>109838110Still, Pillow did know about the discord ban and was active in the discussions of the ban (as confirmed by Notta and the other anon). Any piwwo saying she pushed for a lower sentence or never agreed with it or was pressured is pure speculation. We will probably never know the truth though, so I guess I'll just hope she didn't want it to happen.
>>109838312That's why I said "I don't believe mods" dumbass.
>>109838316The only thing that we do know is that Pillow was not aware that mods banned him on YouTube. By the mod’s own words, Pillow wasn’t informed until well after the discord server went unofficial. It seems she may have even been informed earlier today, hence his incredibly abrupt ban and unban
I miss the prince of all saiyans
>>109838402That is true. A big question still remaining is if the ban was automatic because the accounts were linked (and potentially mods were unaware too) or if it was deliberate. I simply just don't know enough about discord modding to conclude anything about that.
>>109838496I used to be a moderator for a different VTuber. I was in charge of her Discord and her YouTube as well. Users would have linked accounts, but one would NOT affect the other. You can ban somebody on Discord without banning them on YouTube and vice versa. The mods agreed to ban Cher on Discord, and then sought him out on YouTube to ban him there as well.
>>109838496From what I could search up, even if your Youtube is linked, getting banned from Discord does not autoban you from Youtube. The YouTube ban was manually done.
>>109838549>>109838564If you ask me, I think the mod Ronin Tenshi might be the one behind the YouTube ban. He’s already overstepped by handing out warnings to discord Piwwos over twitter accounts. I think it would be in character for him to overstep and ban somebody on YouTube without discussing it with anybody with the real mods
>>109838148Are these DMs?
I wonder what taintedkiki would say about this now
>>109838148ask him to post his last 2 comms somewhere
>>109838148He died for our sins
>>109838148>an acquaintance of CherWhich one?
Pillowmods banning Cher set the end in motion for true piwwos, change my mind
>>109838864https://imgur.com/a/hcAv70Ghttps://imgur.com/a/tu0MhExhttps://imgur.com/a/GsmZdzS
When I see Piller,I wanna fill'er!
It's friday piwwos!
>>109839028More for me then.
>>109838974Guess, there's not many piwwos with discord username of that length. Surely you can find out.
>>109839295It looks like it's a letter longer than cheroulacs is but I don't know anybody with a name that long
He might not even be a Piwwo, just a friend that Cher regularly talks to
>>109839028I have little clue what this means. Explain.
Are Pillow mods pure evil?
>>109840130moderating for a cute girl is an inherently evil job
>>109839878What clues are you missing to understand that? OG, old sql piwwos are into her for GFE, by banning Cher the mods are openly opposing the very foundation of her existence. Do you love Pillow? Too bad, you parasocial freak!! Don't you understand that your feelings make kids in the pillowcord that have never watched a pillow stream uncomfortable????
>>109840361cher was unbanned on youtube, dude
>>109840424BY pillow btw
>>109840361I feel uncomfortable pillow
>>109840424One step in the right direction, just ned a couple more to get back on track
>>109840130When Discord mods its piwwos, they’re not modding their best. They’re not modding me. They’re not modding (You). They’re modding people that have lots of problems, and they’re bringing those problems with us. They’re bringing politics. They’re bringing favoritism. They’re groomers. And some, I assume, are good people.
>>109840947It’s entirely up to Cher’s friends to say that he was banned. Im not in the server, so I can’t do that, but I do wonder if anybody has said anything. And if they haven’t, then why not?
>>109840987I don't think it's time to go scorched earth on the mods just yet. Let's wait and see how this new status quo goes. If they continue to abuse their power even after this whole fiasco, then we can riot.
>>109841125Problem is how do we monitor this? We only knew about Cher because RoninTenshi messaged a random piwwo so anons thought the mod announcement was about him and this led to people noticing Cher was banned. And we then only noticed the youtube ban because someone happened to see his comments were gone. Unironically, we are fucked if they wanna powertrip again.
>>109840361Your too into your own delusion. Dial it back a bit. The only thing mods will destroy is the discord.You're trying to hard.
>>109840361What are you on? This is about dicord and lewd commissions. What's with all this "parasocial bad" mumbo jumbo your trying to peddle. Next thing your gonna say is "she doesn't love the Piwwos". Shut up.
I guess I can kind of understand where he’s coming from. Even lewds aside, the mods did just try to ban one of the most prominent gachikoi around. They knew full well Pillow wouldn’t stand for having somebody like that removed forever, so they did it without telling her. I don’t think it’s a coincidence that this happened now long after several new mods were introduced into the server. Pillow really needs to reign her mods in and gain control over them, else this will happen again
>>109842000(me)not long after*
>>109840130They are operating under Pillow's orders
>>109843624Banning a long time gachikoi that she’s clearly very attached to and then neglecting to tell her is operating under her orders?
>>109843925Yeah, vtubers always ask their mods to make unpopular decisions for them and take the fall for it later. It's like one of the main purposes of mods.
pillbutt
>>109837968The Cher drama has ended, but will lewds remain allowed?
>>109843925The mods told Pillow they were banning Cher and she was part of the discussion over how to handle the ban. This is according to the mod response given to Notta and another anon. What is unconfirmed is if she didn't know about the youtube ban or if she knew but went out of her way to use the discord becoming unofficial to unban him on youtube (basicslly she planned all along to reverse it).
>>109844327All is right in the world
I still think it’s shitty that mods deleted years of work in all of his timestamps. Every single last one gone forever.
>>109845007It is what it is. He had to be dealt with for his crimes against piwwokind.
>>109845087That's the fucked up thing. He committed no crime, he was innocent!
So Pillow agreed with the mods that Cher should be banned on Discord but she didn't want him banned on youtube?
>>109846443What really happened in the mod side of things really can only be speculated, we only have the ticket to go off of. It seems that maybe what Cher did was so atrocious that even Pillow couldn’t defend it, and so he remains banned in the Discord. That said, the DMs here >>109838148 paint a completely different story. However, by the mods’ own admission in their ticket with Notta, it seems that they neglected to tell Pillow that Cher was also banned on YouTube. Pillow was not informed of his YouTube ban until long after she stepped down from being the discord owner, which was at the start of the week. Seems she unbanned Cher right away. I wonder if she was angry at her mods for trying to keep him away from her entirely for 4 full months. I don’t doubt that they hoped Cher would just go away on his own if forcefully separated
>>109846443>>109846514I will say as someone who knows jack shit about any of this but has been on the other side of this kind of situation in a different vtuber's community, it is very common for people to pull abhorrent shit in private, get banned for it, and then run around to everyone who will listen claiming they did nothing wrong, mods are out to get them, etc etc and just completely lie out their asses to avoid admitting to the actual reason they were banned.
>>109846807I’ve seen this happen too yeah
>>109846807Its a bit different here given that pillow clearly unbanned cher on YouTube though
>>109846807I mean it's not like this is out of the realm of possibility, but it's just that what *we* have seen of him doesn't align with the picture the mods are portraying, and the mods are doing absolutely no work at clarifying what happened exactly; And there's no way to verify either because the messages were deleted due to the ban.
>>109841506I have a feeling we'll know
>>109846866I think it's not at all accidental that the mods are being as vague and non-specific as they have been regarding what Cher supposedly did to "deserve" his ban.
>>109847290Their justification for the whole thing was literally “We can ban you over any vague references to off-Discord activity, in any way.” Which they obviously chose as their method of argument because it’s totally unfalsifiable. If they claim that after someone has their chats deleted, you can’t tell if it was Cher sitting on the gen chat saying “HEAD ON DOWN TO MY TWITTER TO SEE PILLOWS TIT SIZE” 40 times in a row, or if, like he described, it’s him saying he doesn’t even wanna talk about the idea on the Piwwocord.
>>109846807This is extremely obvious though, Pillow wouldn’t have stepped down from ownership of the server and unbanned Cher if this was some slam dunk case of her seeing that he called the mods faggots 37 times in a row. It’s really obvious that the mods had beef with him, looked for the most tenuous excuse to can him, tried to obscure it from Pillow, and she proceeded to completely abandon the whole Discord as a result of being overwhelmed by the depth of their shittiness.
>>109847595Couldn't she just shitcan the mods if it was really something like that? Like fuck, they have no actual power here that isn't derived directly from her. The fact they're allowed to continue shows she does condone their actions to some extent, or even at the absolute worst just doesn't give enough of a shit to call them on it.
>>109847625She definitely could, and in my opinion she should. But it's not in her character to be up to that sort of confrontation, unfortunately.
>>109847650Well then she has made a choice, like it or not. "He's not worth the stress of confronting my mods over it" is still a choice.
>>109847625Nah, man, think about it like this. She had already been thinking about stepping down from the Discord because she didn’t like where it was headed. She’s not the kind of girl to say “fuck my mods are being shit, they’re fired”. She’s too kind, thinks too good of everyone, and hates herself reflexively, as far as she’s concerned, everything bad is always her fault alone. She knows that the mods are frankly more motivated and care more about the server than she does at this point, and the concept of going through the process of confronting the mods, firing half of them, and finding replacements, was just too overwhelming and painful for her to consider.
>>109846514So even if we can't confirm it, how likely is it that Pillow approved of him getting banned on Discord vs just knowing about it and disagreeing with it and choosing to step down as owner of her server?
>>109847911I thinks she supported him getting banned off the Discord temporarily because she doesn’t see that as much of a big deal and was misled by the mods about what he was saying in the Discord, saw the controversy and blow up over it the next day, looked more into the situation, realized it was a mistake but ultimately she was already leaning towards stepping away anyway, this was just, in her mind, was the last mistake on her part that proves she wasn’t cut out to run her own official server. Thus, she stepped away from the server, let the mods run it on their own so Cher stayed banned, but unbanned him off YouTube because she never wanted him banned there in the first place.
>>109847911There’s no way Pillow would “approve” of having somebody she cares about being forcibly removed. At the same time, she can’t exactly fight against the “evidence” presented to her. It will never be known how the mods proposed a ban for Cher, if they presented only screenshots, or if they decided to fabricate or worsen details to make Pillow unable to fight for him. Regardless, the damage is done.
>>109847664Anon the point is that pillow genuinely trusts us, all of us, and she actively invests a lot of emotional vulnerability into her relationship with us. The mods exploited that. Its not "i just dont want to deal with this", its a "I want to deal with this but I dont know what to do". Pillow has never found it in her to ever reject or push any fan away deliberately. The mods utilized the good will she has for us this time and caused her a tremendous amount of stress and emotional pain in doing so. Its 100% on the mods here because the alternative to this would be her hardening her heart and changing how she feels about us and if she did that it would be truly over anyway. She counts on us. And to be fair, pressure from piwwos is what essentially caused the rescission of the banNobody who's watched her for that long should be expecting her to be capable of girlbossing
>>109848020If she feels that way then why have mods in the first place?
>>109846807At the end of the day, if your oshi is outwardly seiso, you REALLY shouldn't be sharing porn around them or in their circles, let alone pornography of THEM.It would be different if Pillow was more sexually open like many chuubas are, but she isn't. Not saying the result is justified, but there's an obvious cause & effect here.
>>109848040Same reason she cant manage every part of the community on her own, not enough time and attention span to focus on doing that on top of everything else
>>109848083Just feels a bit disingenuous to say she would never push anyone away deliberately when she had delegated people within her community to do exactly that with seemingly minimal oversight
>>109848020At the end of the day too, it’s not like it doesn’t hurt on her end. She trusts Piwwos to be good to her, and to be kind and do as she asks. She trusted the mods quite a bit with a lot of different things, and while I don’t think she’d ever say it quite so roughly, they basically spat in her face by doing more than she asked of them. It’s no wonder she’s been so upset and depressed recently, anyone who thinks it’s just some coincidence is stupid.
>>109848053But he didnt share them around her, he was extremely careful about thatPeople had to go out of their way to find his stuff
I do want to say that I am very proud of Piwwos here who saw what was a perceived injustice and decided to take action rather than to revel in it. I feel like it would’ve been the perfect opportunity to take advantage that a top gachikoi was finally removed, it’s less “competition” after all. Rather than doing that though, lots of Piwwos were extremely supportive of them. Never thought I’d see so many /here/ band together towards a common goal.
>>109848101Her policy on banning people has always been extremely reserved. The mods were never there to ban her gachis if they step out of line, there’s only like 40 gachis, she could do that herself. The mods were there to do 99% other shit, with extremely rare cases of banning over serious stuff.
>>109848101I dont think she believes in no moderation as an abstract, she certainly doesnt want certain things to be posted in her chats and so on, its just that she cant handle the time sink and also on some level probably relies on the mods to be the voice of reason in the cases where she'd be too scared and upset to act(there are cases where people *had* to be removed in the past for actual reasons and she still felt terrible about it)
>>109848184Piwwos have always been one of the more morally upstanding fan bases, mostly because we’re all trying to live up to Pillow’s example. You know what’s funny as shit? I’ve literally sent my friends DMs of Cher’s commissions saying like “Look at this crazy dude who keeps commissioning feet fetish art of my oshi”, like under normal circumstances im clowning on him because its an admittedly kinda ridiculous to do when your oshi is so seiso. Particularly for the fact that they’re all signed with his name on them, it’s pretty silly, but I’ll always argue for his right to do it.
>>109848163Meant to reply to this one
>>109848053He didn't share it on her server nor was his post tagged or pinged on her. Not sure what you're going for here.
>>109848304>one of the more morally upstanding fan basesI was going to say I wouldn't go that farThen I though of other fanbases hereAlright Piwwos, I'll give you that one
>>109848500Piwwos tend to be aggressively wholesome even when we're having drama, there's good reason why I've been saying pretty much the whole time that anyone who isn't writing emails to Pillow or opening mod tickets should be trying to support her and comfort her directly. At the end of the day, one of the worst aspects about the entire drama is the fact that it's made Pillow miserable as fuck all week.
A chilled parasocial chatting stream with a handcam just so we can see her cute mannerisms and Pillow eating her lunch would heal the piwwows
>>109849028with "accidental" foot reveal with cute painted toenails
>>109849028Still waiting chest painting stream with Olive
>>109849028I will fund whatever Gundam she wants just to get another 6 hour handcam stream
>>109849424I'd also contribute. Literally any activity that gives us 5+ hours of Pillow and her hands.
>>109848538Maybe if she'd fucking address it rather than stick her head in the sand and pull this woe is me bullshit it wouldn't even be an issue. Like god damn bitch this is part of the job, get over it. Nobody likes dealing with this kind of stuff but we deal.
Please stop entertaining this guy
>>109848163There's no competition because Pillow treats us all equally.
>>109850163Clearly not, since she trusts some of us enough to remove others of us on a whim with no oversight and refuses to even speak up to them or call them on it.
>>109850208We don't know what she said to them and we know that the YouTube ban was lifted after she was made aware of it.
Notta, 4 months until trip ends?
>>109850163There's always competition.Some people don't like it that everyone is seen as equal and want to be a special snowflake.
man.
>>109850163She does her best, but honestly I’d feel kind of bad if she legitimately didn’t think any better of her top Piwwo vs someone who just showed up.
>>109850940Oh I'm sure she does, but among top piwwos she's very careful to not appear to give anyone special treatment.
>>109851188But I want her to kiss me :(
>>109848053>let alone pornography of THEMHe got banned for the boob size meme, anon
>>109846807The issue is that it's been nearly a week and nobody has come forward to share anything like thatMore importantly, when tiki was bragging about him getting banned, he didn't even mention harassment at all. He was seething over Cher being a gooner. That's how you know
>>109851221Same but what can you do
Imagine NOT being a gooner for your wife
So many drama whores here recently who clearly don't even care about shit, doesn't know about shit, and just want to stir shit just because of some discord shit. Like what is this?
>>109851527People are bored
>>109851527Is this the new Discord mod cope?
>>109851671I don’t blame them. Imagine spending all your time talking to a bunch of annoying minors on Discord hoping that Pillow will make you a mod, only to now have her entirely drop her official approval from the server and stop talking on it.
>>109851671Discord mod? Sucka I'm just tired of the dumbasses who repeats the same stupid shit that's been answered here already. And the stupid fuckers who keeps pushing their stupid ass agenda. Like "uh oh. Pillow doesn't approve of you masturbating to her therefore she actually hates you". Like shut the fuck up. Nobody cares about you nutting yourself. This is about lewds and discord.
>>109851495Imagine Pillow trimming her bangs before your dateSo cute…
>>109851718They probably enjoy talking to the minors
>>109851953>he thinks "Pillow is too socially retarded to rein in the people she delegated to manage her own community" is an acceptable justification for anything
>>109852468Perfect
>>109852622Nah, I know how these types of girls work, she is fully aware of what she should do, but the idea of doing it is so scary to her that she can't bring herself to do it. Also, you'd be really surprised by how often girls do puke from stress, I'm pretty sure the puke a few days ago was because she was upset.
Pillow feet
>>109853485What would she do if I suddenly stuck on of her beautiful toes in my mouth instead of painting? How red would her face be?
>>109853569I think she’d scream if you did that. Personally, I just want to bring her pretty little feet up to my mouth and kiss them a couple of times. I want to tell her that I love every last part of her, from her head down to her toes
What do you guys think being pooped out by her feels like
>>109853626Very cute and sweet. I want her to know how beautiful she is.
>>109853960Like a boa constrictor
>>109853960what’s wrong with you man
I wonder how buttschizo would've been received by the discord mods
>>109854831Killed on sight after the first 2 posts
The longest hour of my life. I need her now. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8oSbUBseiM
>>109856035It'll be nice to hear her talk about her haircut. I'm happy for my socially anxious oshi.
>>109856461What if she's bald?
>>109856519Her life wouldn't change at all lol
>pillow accidentally gets low taper fadewhat do
>pillow is traditionally messy hair girlcute
Did the hair stylist think Pillow and Olive were a couple?
>>109857260couple or sisters
>>109857260It doesn't sound like that was the implication to me, it just sounded like she thought they were friends who went out and she assumed they weren't autistic shut-ins
I'm glad she feels less nervous about haircuts now. It sounds like her hairdresser was really nice and that helped a lot.
>>109856753Slightly cursed but I wouldn't mind
>>109857434sex, should be flat too
>>109857434tomboy pill isn't real
>>109857434Imagine if Pillow got a lower taper fade...Imagine if Pillow got a lower taper faaaaaaade
We can go further
>>109857651too fardropped
>pillow death grip
Pillow gripping your cock like she's gripping a crayon (she will break it)
Olive is such a NERD
>got inspiration for her school outfit from Blue ArchiveToT
>blue archive school outfitBROS????
HE'S BACK
My man Cher with the memba message! A hero's return.
we won
It’s over
Middle school Pillow TT
>elementary school
Confirmed skirt is knee length.
>>109858349>>109858128
>>109858101What'd he say?
>>109858349boooooring
>>109858375"Pillow Love!" short and sweet
Loli Pillow confirmed...
pillow is fully embracing age regression arc
LOLI PILLOW CONFIRMED UOOHHHHHH
couldn't have it any other way
How can I sexualize my wife if she keeps age regressing
I forgot how many milestone rewards she has left to do.
everyone's gonna call us epstein diddybluds...
So the ASMR collab with Nene and Alias is the official winner of the "comment chooses stream" reward? I thought there was a "no comments from VTubers" rule?
>Alias and Nene collab instead of toenails paintingCher was robbed again
>>109858540Well it was either that or toenail painting. And I don't think she wants to do the latter.
>>109858547I don't know why she doesn't just paint fake toenails like she teased. Does she think chat would still be too much?
>>109858540She didn't specify that as a rule for that tweet in particular. She did acknowledge the toenail painting reply so it sounded she was gonna do both, but maybe she changed her mind.
>>109858602>She didn't specify that as a rule for that tweet in particular.Oh. Where did I get that from then?
She's going full petite tomboy
>>109858612I think she said that for the tweet that chose her twitter banner for a week.
There's a particular satisfaction in being right about Pillow all the time. Massive BTFO to that one guy who said "She doesn't want to have a loli model because she doesn't like the kinds of people that attract". My oshi is a lolicon chud.
>>109858507the cushionhun ASMR will hit different
>>109858612It’s because she’s talked about “i know vtubers will go into comments and they win the votes” or something and said she thought that was unfair
>leaves the Pillow kidcord>becomes one herself mods won
>>109858651>My oshi is a lolicon chudok let's not go that far
>>109858694This is what her outfit will look like. She said she will be wearing tights too
What if this is Pillow’s attempt to stop lewds without realizing she’s about to get lewded even more
>>109858651If you think she's changing her model to appeal to pedophiles rather than because she just wants to roleplay being in school and do fun childish stuff you're retarded
She's really committing to the age regression. There's trauma to unpack there but as long as she's happy.
>>109858732tf is a pedophile? I said lolicon
You can like loli aesthetics without it being sexual...
I hope you piwwows are ready for Shondo’s ex-fans to flood this community.
>>109858793I have a friend who's a shondo fan so I can say with confidence that the people who are the biggest problems will get filtered because she isn't edgy enough
It's a little vague. Will she be a middle schooler, or will the outfit be that of a middle schooler but she will more or less look the same underneath? Or is it still unconfirmed?
>>109858772Speaking completely out of my ass, I'd say it's her trying to reclaim her childhood, which was less than ideal.