>flips>leans in
psycho killer Edition>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact>Who is Filian?White haired and bushed kemonomutt girl(?). Hyperactive HDMI zoomer vtuber. Fruit snack goblin. She does her best to entertain her fans!>LinksTwitch: https://www.twitch.tv/filianYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@filianIsLostTwitter: https://twitter.com/filianIsLost>Notable ClipsFilian breaks containmenthttps://www.twitch.tv/filian/clip/EmpathicCautiousFiddleheadsHeyGirl-T0o3Tu3mMhdDwPly/flip/ on da telly!!!https://streamable.com/vu7vmlFrog Ridah!https://www.twitch.tv/filian/clip/FurtiveDeadSoymilkHassaanChop-lRxGzX-R60FvHDt2Filian was shocked on how messy this viewers room washttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EyyAuM4jSvQThe BEST of Filian!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8pCfUEhZso>Featured StreamsThe VTuber Awards 2024 hosted by Filian and ShyLilyhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFlMoznC144FIVE NIGHTS AT FILLYS [2024-10-26]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOg0nCnJ6FQMEETING JAPANESE FILIAN [2025-01-06]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qko2nxe6qmsOUTFIT REVEAL New Kimono outfit with the new tracking! HD Filian! [2025-04-04]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qazfLW-AT2YOFF-COLLAB HORROR NIGHT WITH LAYNA [2025-06-13]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_Fp-LUbBTQ>Fan music videosLove Tastehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAbCQYiJefwMy Vtuber Lifehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ablf1N0bB60Super Shyhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPy_G_w_C5A>Rentrys/ArchivesVod Archival Guidehttps://rentry.org/Vod_Archival_GuideStream Archiveshttps://rentry.org/Filipino_ArchiveDance Archivehttps://rentry.org/filiDanceArchiveSoundpost Archivehttps://www.snekbot.com/filly/fillysoundpostsThread baking instructionshttps://rentry.org/flip_baking_pasta_v2>Divegrasshttps://implyingrigged.info/wiki//flip/>Fansly Archivehttps://gofile.io/d/K0HHowhttps://catbox.moe/c/rin07whttps://catbox.moe/c/hxymz2>Usual scheduleYeah>Recent Stream :(>Friends>>>/vt//pcg/>>>/vt//big/>>>/vt//haha/>>>/vt//999/>>>/vt//swarm/>Previous Thread>>109917054
>>109978631
streamerwhere
>>109978714she's lost find her
>>109978776She's not on my hard drive. I don't know where else to look?
Hey /flip/ I don't post here, but any update on Filian? Anybody in her discord or something know anything?
>>109978810When anything important happens you'll find out through /vt/ osmosis. Until then just assume nothing has changed.
>>109978810I heard a rumor that we are expecting a tweet or announcement tomorrow
>>109978857Let me guess. The rumor originated from your asshole?
>>109978902I heard it from the technician at the computer store (I had to take it in to get my Windows install fixed, hopefully after that's taken care of I'll get access to my files again and then I can upload the filly ramp slide soundpost)
>>109978810was pregnant
>tfw you almost fall asleep but then you suddenly remember that she will never dance with us again
>her final form is living out her nameKINO KINO KINO KINO KINO
Kurolian doko?
>>109979041Last I heard she was in Japan.
I miss my wife /flip/I miss her a lot
>>109979041Currently raping Filian, who's been bound and gagged in her basement this whole time
>>109978810Lucy said said that Filian was in a car accident back in December and was left with quadriplegia and is now dependant on a ventilator. That is why she hasn't returned.
It is over, I am now The Raped
>>109979432skill issue to be desu
When she returns she'll say she missed us and we'll all gift her subs.
>>109981447It's a really funny story and you'll never believe all the things she got up to completely on her own while she was on that long holiday
>>109981577I'm going to eat an entire bottle of fruit snacks.
>>109981628it makes the pain go away for a while but it never brings the filly back
Next Streamtomorrow22:00 - 01:00STREAM TIME
>>109338094>ReminderFilian's pussy is like a black hole, it will suck you in, crush you and never let go
>>109982233Are there any downsides?
>>109978631>flips>doesn't stream
I keep hearing a lot of hype about this upcoming vtuber Filian. I wonder what her debut will be like and what sort of streams she'll do.
>>109982864>I keep hearingno, you are not
>>109983044There are multiple threads on this board about her, going back months. People must be really excited or something.
maybe the real guinea pig bridge is the friends we lost along the way
>I did have something going for a while.This uh... Filipino girl but that didn't pan out
>>109978677pov : she's pounding into you real close
quick question, imagine it's december and she's still missing, what would you do?
>>109985090Filiana would never!
>>109985130on the anniversary we would get a bunch of vtubers to hold a memorial vigil or something. i don't think she would really be dead but we could make other vtubers think that we believed that so that they either had to disprove it or guilt her into coming back.
>>109982864You need to take your meds anon. Those voices aren't real.
>>109985130It would be too late. I would have already become a tree by then.
>>109985589You're putting down roots?
>>109982233Why is she pouting?
https://socialblade.com/youtube/handle/filianislost63 videos gone760 remain
My biggest fear isn't fumbling the fillygfIts having already fumbled it without knowing
>>109987009How would you have fumbled it, if she doesn't even know you?
>>109987053By shitposting on 4chan
>>109987092I reiterate, how'd that fumble anything? You're a random anon, she wouldn't know you shitposted on 4chan if you ever actually did meet her unless you told her.
>>109987128Fears don't need to make sense
>>109987297What are you, a woman?
>>109987308>anon fumbled on 4chan in real time
>>109987385Oh nyos, not the 4chan fumble. How will I ever recover?
>>109987409it's over...
>>109985130I'd imagine most people will have moved on. Like even these threads are slowing down as less people are visiting. It's only a matter of time before people stop barking new threads
>>109987500More like it never even began, eh?
>>109987553I'll never move on.
>>109987005744*
>>109988585website says 760, I'm ready to believe you but need to know where the discrepancy comes from
>>109988920use the actual source instead of a website that scrapes said source
>>109989125Since the website probably takes some time to update I wonder if it means 16 more videos were deleted in the meantime
Its over. I am becoming peaceful. I am letting go.
Had the weirdest Filly(?) dream today. Filian, while on her hiatus/lost/break/death arc randomly appeared on a stream with Jschlatt, talking only, no model, playing Arc Raiders wtith him (I don't even watch the guy), giving no comment about her own stream and just acting like everything was completely normal there. When I went to watch the stream I soon found myself in the same lobby with them, but then somehow was inside the game with them. Except then the game lobby turned into a setting of a big school hall in one of those slop fantasy magic school anime/manga and I was fighting some guy with a sword with a wooden chair, using it to block all his strikes and Filian was like, I think, the Queen of the fantasy kingdom there to give a speech or something. Then at some point she turned her attention to me, name dropped me and then, (I think because I was a cheeky simp?) declared that if anyone in the school could catch me and bring me to her within 9 hours they'd get some reward. Then I went on a wild goose chase throughout the entire school with all the students chasing me, but using my abilities like being able to teleport within the school grounds on a timer, changing my appearance(but not my actual physical self) to that of an animal, being invisible for as long as I can hold my breath, and physical abilities, I managed to evade them for pretty much the entire time. At the end of that, I called up some immensely powerful friends, and found myself fighting the Queen, who at this point wasn't Filian anymore, and when I landed the killing blow on her she looked proud and satisfied and said something about I was the first "Hibiki" (the royal line) to surpass her, because apparently at that point I was like one of her descendants and she some magical old ahh being. Then I woke up. I think I need to lay off the meds man
https://youtu.be/6qGK20Cr1qo?si=eGxFC9t1xvyPKVjL
>>109989696That's hot
>>109989696tfw filian will never pick you up and spin you around
Never watched Filian, I'm here only to miss herUUuuuuuuuuuu
>>109990422Our suffering isn't your culture. Leave us alone.
>>109989696filian living her best life, manhandling chuubas
>>109990984i bet she's actually some kind of lady killer and impregnates small indie chuubas on the regular
rratFilian knew she ran out of good ideas back in 2023 and that she was just phoning it in since.She was hoping a new model and fancy new 3d tech would relight her passion for streaming.But turns out streaming that way is neither that new or much different, and she fell into a burnout or just doesn't know what to do anymore.
>>109989501I'd watch that anime and play the game it was based on.
she's fading away....
>>109991883has someone saved previous versions of the PFP and worked out how fast it's becoming darker?
uuuuuu
>>109992224
>>109992412MONKAdo you know the dates at which those changes occurred? if someone has saved a copy of each of those separate images, they could take the pixel hex value of a fixed point on her cheek in each of those PFPs.
filian will in time fade from our hearts and minds
>>109989696she is NOT beating the MTF allegation
>>109991771possibleShe kind of started doing the same things over and over with various people, instead focusing on her big events I suppose
Demon time over yet?
>>109993013>same things over and overA lot of popular streamers play the same game over and over.Even playing different games isn't really a sign of creativity from the streamer.
>>109994259Yeah?
>>109994259That's crazy.
>>109993013be nice to YLYL #431
I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really wanna touch Filian's butt
>>109991771Maybe she is. I don't know what's going on in her brain. But streaming itself, the culture, the viewers, the nature of it, doesn't lend itself to doing "good ideas" all the time. Plenty of people have special events here and there like award shows or that AustinShows guy, but the bulk of streaming is always down time for any successful streamer (barring extreme edge case exceptions). It's not like either or is in any way better or worse, it's the difference between cinema/television and streaming, planned events vs a more down to earth "just a person" feel with maybe some events in the middle. Just chatting and gaming are after all still the bulk of what streaming is. Events or gameshows or such are fun, but that's not the expectation of streaming content, and it doesn't have to be. If everything is exciting it just becomes normal, and putting in your utmost for people to feel "meh" about it because they have seen it a million times is unrewarding at best. There are once a week, planned and scripted things to get excited about, TV shows or even YouTube in certain senses, but streaming is just the wrong medium for that I am afraid. If Filian really wants that, I fear streaming may just not be what she's actually looking for, at least not anymore. Otherwise, if she really does want to continue streaming and does care about having that viewer connection with chat (though I don't know how much she'd want that considering how chat acts towards her looool) I don't see the issue with just being lazy and uncreative the majority of the time. Stream a video game while yapping nonsense just to put something in front of people's eyes that you have to put zero thought into and then work on the special thing in the background, not every stream has to be exciting or fresh.
>>109995573
>>109995573I cared enough to read it at least, if that makes you feel any better.
>>109995573you're gonna have to attach an image of you in a skirt with your butt peaking out if you really expect me to read that much text.
>>109996413>>109996542>>109996559Nah, tbdesu, I also lost interest in the conversation minutes after posting it, so yeah
I'm only here to await Filian claiming post >>110000000 and telling us her plans.
>>109992412tf is this supposed to mean? will she redebut with a black model?
>>109996804Blackian, african americanian even Coonian, mayhaps
>>109996843kurolian... m-masaka...!
>>109996800She'll take >>200000000
>>109996843Scholarian. Astronautian. Doctorian.
>>109996942My wifeian.
>>109996843she's becoming a racoon?
>>109986862Because it's cute and she knows it.
>>109996976Y-yeah, that's what I meant pal...
>>109996804If she did that would unironically be the best thing she's ever done.
I miss her.
>>109997221so all streams she did are trash to you? coloring model black is what keep you excited?
>>109996709No, no, come backIf you've lost interest, it means you had it, and judging by the length of the text, I don't doubt that you at least have the time to dedicate to it.I have the impression that Filian She writes a script of things she would do that would generate good moments, but her audience is like a speed audience, they just want to see her screw up. I know what it's like to think of a topic to talk about with a friend, thinking about how much time we'll spend talking, only to find out that the first question is just "yeah". How many times has she been through this?Do you care about her? What does she mean to you?
fillyCosplay?!?!?!?!
>>109997841speaking of cosplay, can you convert that to make it look like a photograph of a human cosplayer? i feel terrible for asking but this is what fillyWithdrawals does to a snacker
>>109995573She's mostly doing it for herself because that's what she likesRather than the connection I still she enjoys the direct feedback from having a chat, it FUELS the brain like nothing elseAnyway, no, she's still in the game, if she wasn't she wouldn't pay the clippers and they're still getting paid.When the money stops flowing you can start worrying
>>109998267I don't think my setup will do thatdoes anyone have Grok premium to do it?
>>109997841Shrine maiden outfits are cute af
>>109998273clippers don't take advance payment, they work for a profit cut
>>110000720They receive monthly payment depending on their monthly views, it's a fixed rate not a profit cut
>>109995573Are you still here?
>>109996800apparently filian was stung by a bee. some kind of allergic reaction i guess?
no vtubers to watch tonight so the fillyLoRa is loaded into the VRAMshe came out looking more mature here, even though I didn't use any tags to suggest that. I have to say, I am kind of digging it
>>109998273the clippers she actually pays haven't posted in a couple months.
>>110001321haven't checked if they kept posting or not, but they kept doing meet ups and talking about their monthly numbers so I assumed they did
>>110001255It's good work, but the black glove and black robe gives Darth Vader vibes. No gloves might have worked better, to create contrast and guide the focus from the face down to the lower third.
>>110001637>implying I have any taste or artistic sensibility whatsoever rather than just typing arbitrary words into the anime girl picture machineI'm now reminded that of course she actually had a kimono outfit for streams sometimes, I feel like we didn't see it much
how can she just leave
>>110001803she only left to get milk, she'll be back any minute now
they'll announce her gen this weekend after holofes
>>110001793That's the good stuff!
>>110001871i can't wait! she's going to be the best manager of any gen!
So did you get any updates for Fillian?
>>110001070Yes I'm still here.>>109997502Yes, I still care about her.
Isn't there some theory about her registering trademarks or something? Or a lawsuit? I don't want people to leak the court documents but someone should be able to guess how much delay is left until she feels comfortable streaming again.
>>110002674That's certainly something people were turned onto, but then others went like "Ackchully that's not how any of this works" so it died out
>>109996980Okay, then let me ask this way, why is she pouting with that message?
alright one more dose of fillySlop tonight and next time I'll probably fixate on another set of tags
She's not coming back, stop coping
>>110004092That kind of works. The gloved hand has better contrast against the background and it breaks away from the silhouette, emphasising the sinuous body line.
>>110004112I like coping, I like missing Filian, it gives me purpose in life. If she's back, I will find another chuuba to miss
>>110004300you're playing 5d chess against depression
Just fucking die stupid bitch.
>>110004426What'd she do to you lol
>>110004621she rapped me
>>110004708and you're mad about that?
>>110004708he didn't just add an extra P, did he?
>88 days since the start of the fillyOffline special operation
>>110004897filian is a rapper
>>110005208so is P did he
>>110004897Filian has two PPs confirmed
Filian has a receding hairline
>>110005659Baldian?
Is Filian's IQ high enough to appreciate Rick and Morty?
>>110005911She's high IQ enough to laugh at it.
>>110006179fil laughs at everything.
>>110006179Woah, what is she, some kind of genius?
http://youtube.com/post/UgkxLcqkP84ggEIWa5yiMrB7ifOeNm7bySub?si=vLNyPkN82y0SHPzJ
>>110006277some kind of Socrates?
>>110006814I think she might be
Will Filian still be friends with Emiru after Emiru got exposed today?
>>110007577filian doesn't exist anymore, lil bro
>>110007577did I miss another drama? where is the purple man to digest it for me?
I found IT
>>110007577she only got 'exposed' if you're a retard that can't read and only get 'news' from xitter
>>110008065>she only got 'exposed' if you're a retardanon...
How do I do a backflip like Flilian, I want to be cool like her
>>109993313haha, imagine if this was all because of that somehow.
she should react to this in her next ylyl https://x.com/WhiteHouse/status/2029741548791853331
>>110008680why is there random heckin capeshit
>>110007577>friends with Emiruwas she ever? girls have this weird habit of blaming the victim of abuse as a learned response from their own abuse. it's like a coping mechanism. "i must have deserved it therefore she must have deserved it". look at how violently misogynistic shondo is for example.
>>110010477I could eat you
Filan is a woman(derogatory) and that's okay. Good, even.
>>110008680Cringekino.
>>110010477BLELELELELELE
>>110004281>sinuousoh my
she went back to being a wagie
>>110015695Just put the fries in the bag.
I smacked to camilia
>>110016628her old irl dildo stuff or 3d
>>110016628How could you?
>>110015695:(
>>110017422Are you looking more for a mechanical explanation of smacking...?
first time ive been excited since the breakthe fading pfp might be keywe'll meet her soon snackkersjust believe!!!!!!!
>>110017478Pregnant.
>>110017631the fading happened for a day or two about 3 weeks ago and nothing since
https://x.com/MegalodonVT/status/2029683284452725129 was this mentioned??friends?
>>110017778https://x.com/AbLE_CF/status/2029795649223356488this clipper too??????????????
>>110017720is that a chicken nugget hamburger?
>>110017778it's really over when even shark filian doesn't know where flippling filian is
https://x.com/LaynaLazar/status/2029687019031711963 jfc fuck this
debut when?
>>110018219Wrong. It's a hand-shaped pancake borgar.
>>110018673Easter
>>110018673june 7th
>>110018673two weeks
>>110016850Where can I see this dildo stuff?
>>109996413This bitch unironacly gives me a cortisol spike
>>110019626Saruei?
>>110019308put your penis away, filian
>>110018411Layner pits...
>>110019680Yes. I unironacly want to break all her fingers
It's weird. I'm not crushing on Filian (I have a different vtuber I'm hopelessly parasocial towards) but I think I would care about Filian miring my gains more than that other chuuba. Often when I work out I think of Filian.
>>110019941I'm confident I could kick Filian's ass
Hello snickers. Where is Filian at? Why haven't you brought her back yet?
>>110019941Who's the other chuuba?
>>110019691No really someone send me links
>>110020178
Filian made it so that only 744 videos on YT are visible, then she made it so that only 736 viceos are visible. That is all.
>>109992412 >>110020609Filian did not become blacked this time.
>>110019941Kill yourself catanon
>>110020603Nani the fuck
>>110020664I started subscribing to Filian only when she stopped streaming. It is better when a wife talks less.
>>110020603She looks cute, who is she?
>>110018815>debuts as a bunny girl on Easter day Would be kino ngl
>>110020732>>110020983It's an alt model for Menace Mamaki
>>110020603kinda mad that no one updates her stuff on coomer
>>110007577>friendsFilian doesn't have friends just collab partners
>>110021219Im her friend
>>110021522She may be your friend but you aren't her friend
>>110019815Well stop watching her then.
>>110021136She sends a lot of stuff through DMs which I guess Coomer is mostly main timeline stuff
>>110021219She should be friends with me then
>>110021592Did I do something wrong?
>>110022068No, she simply doesn't know you exist
>>110022150
nurse Filly is here to take your temperature (an oral thermometer isn't accurate enough)
>>110022150Better than her knowing you exist but still not considering you her friend. Like when someone is your best friend, but you aren't their best friend.
>>110022150but did filian ever truly exist?
How nervous do you think filian is about her return completely flopping, regardless of how realistic it is?What if it actually does go completely Concord, and everybody hates the new model, lore and direction she's going in?
>>110022323She knows or at least knew I exist and I confirm ;-;
>>110022437If she dropped back to 3views I would legit watch again just to see how she gets out of itBut my prediction is her debut will go 5views and then she'll normalize back to ~5k in the following days. Her numbers were already stagnant so depending on what her debut brings it may go up or down, can't predict it.
>>110022437Incredibly. Events are a big source of stress for her, its why she skips things like anniversaries
>>110022336thats deep
>>110022458>don't have to have an anniversary if you didn't stream this year
Filian I don't think I can go any deeper at this point.
Filian isn't young and supple any more it's time she retired anyways
what does it mean that her sub counter has gone negative!?
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
>>110022800Don't do it I'll be your vrchat filian...I'll get an AI filian voice...
>>110022898She gave 5 Subs worth (25$) of money to her secret husband (me)
>>110023241See that's why the tail show go above the skirt
>>110023241Ceci n'est pas une Filian
>>110017720Adding a impregnation X-ray overlay on inanimate objects gives them a deeply sinister aura. This has potential.
Its just after 4pm. Normally I'd be listening to filian during my drive home from work right now
>>110023304I don't know man, the tail looks like its coming from the right place. If she was fake, it would be a fake tail.
>>110023509https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Treachery_of_Images
Did she do a natural birth or get a c-section?
>>110023241Hot. Is this a cosplayer or is it AI? At this point I can't tell
>>110023616clearly AIyou can see how plasticky skin looks and how tail is 'attached'
>day 89 of the fillyOffline special operation
>>110024301just look at the screen and the keyboard lmao
>>110024340very gay of you to notice anything but a Filian's butt
>>110024372My special eyes can look at multiple things at the same time.
>>110024372her nose looked jewish so i've lost all interest
>>110024409Huh? If anything that's an Italian nose.
What the fuck is she doing? 3 months break with no info...
>>110024921me
>>110024921If she fucked off in early december, isn't it 4 months?
>>110024921Whatever Hina from Phase Connect did, but without a corpo to keep selling her merch.
>>110025125>average filian viewer iq
>>110024921the world government got her and wiped all traces of her from history
>>110025229Man i'm whatever you call number dyslexic fuck you
>>109978631The MInecraft server is back now, and everyone gets revived on Saturdays as long as they are online.
>>1100254012late i dont car
>>110007577what happened
>>110021219Layna is her girlfriend
>>110026602same Lyana that brutally ditch her right before Hole in the wall game and then asked for payment?
I wonder if Filian has been called as a character witness in the Demon Time vs Fencesitter lawsuit, or will be
>>110021219Alana is her friend...
>>110027594It's time Filian goes full demon time
>>110027803On my DICK
>>110021219>>110027786I genuinely wish I could be her friend, and I would be fine with just staying that way.
>>110027832How could you be sure? What if you think you're okay with being friends but then fall madly in love with her???
Is the ARG even real or are y'all just coping?
>>110027890If I caught myself falling madly in love with her, I would probably tell her and offer to willingly leave. It'd hurt me, of course, but I'm used to downprioritizing my own feelings for others, what's one more instance really? And it'd be healthier long-term to not get into that
>>110027918The ARG is, we are not.
>>110027890Well you either talk about it if you feel some reciprocality or take a step back
>>110027786alana is filian’s rapeslave
>>110028004Rapeslaves can be friends <3
>>110028004Alana is everyone's rapeslave
>>110027932I concur.
>>110028056She's also some people's voreslave
Man, it's getting tiring to wait for her
I want to stop caring but I can't, I fucking can't, and it's making me so angry, why do I care so much about fil
>>110028504Do you care about the person, the character or what she brought you?
>>110028575nta but that question really helped my introspection
>>110028787What conclusion did you come to?
>>110028799i haven't reached a conclusion and i don't think my feelings are as strong as >>110028504 's but maybe i noticed that what she brought me is more important than the character? i dunno
>>110025173Getting two kids and counting?
>>110027434in the biz we call this a trvthnvke
I keep remembering a post I read here a while ago.Someone claimed that in one of her last alt streams (which I didn't watch) she asked chat why they were even still watching her, with her content the way it is now.I never found out if that was made up or if she actually said that.
>>110028935thlis kids? all mine
>>110028575Nta, how'd you even know if you care "about the character" or "the person"? How does it look like, what's the difference?
>>110029060Brother like 99% of the shit you read in these threads is purely made up because people are bored
>>110029118Unhelpful answer: You just knowSlightly more helpful answer: If you're good enough at self-awareness and at looking through people's performances, at least somewhat, and digging into their emotional states, motivations and what they're not openly showing (but might let slip through the occasional crack), you can sort of get a picture of the person vs the persona. "Negative space" - what's not being said, and what's being said (and how it's said) instead also does a lot of work. Of course, this could be the schizophrenia talking, maybe I'm overdue to take my meds, or maybe I'm just severely overestimating my ability to read a total stranger. But for example, the person behind Filian is more intelligent than she lets on, and seems from every account to be a kind, considerate and helpful individual.The Filian we get for 95% of stream time is...focused differently, and sometimes kind of a bratty bully towards her collab partners. Though, some of her core traits do seem to be sort of a skeleton that holds up the character, it's extremely hard to invent and inhabit a character that is 100% different from your own self whole-cloth. She used to be more emotionally open and let the boundaries between person and persona be more blurred, but she's calcified pretty hard, though her genuine joy at getting the cow plush felt like 100% letting the facade melt for a moment, and her aggressive belly laugh at the one VR chat skit came from deep in her soul.
>>110029249>this could be the schizophrenia talking, maybe I'm overdue to take my medswait. does that mean that if i think like you then i need to get checked for that?
>>110029313dw ab it
>>110029249I guess my question was more so in the direction of how you could be sure you're not seeing a character, convincing yourself it's the person. And that then also brings up the question of if that isn't actually caring about the person, or if you have to have an objectively correct grasp on her personality to care about "her"
>>110029333I guess it comes down to "Are you able to 'see' or at least imagine the person behind the screen, and care about that flawed individual?" vs "Are you just buying the persona, hook line and sinker like a Ruffian - and if you do, do you care about the version of the person presented thusly? To what kind of degree?"Contrast with "caring about what she can bring you" - i.e., not caring about any version of her, just your next dopamine hit of entertainment, usually at seeing her suffer or make a fool of herself, with no real consideration for what she thinks or feels. AKA the average filian viewer
Snackers shouldn't be this serious.
>>110029465low on filium pls understand
>>110028105you can only eat someone once though
>>110029549*Adjusts glasses* But there's a fire and a frost Alana :^)Both should be going down filly's bratty gullet
>>110029549Guys. I have an idea.
>>110029426Yeah, the what she can bring you distinction is clear to me. It's just all incredibly nebulous to talk about character or real person or such because I don't think I can ever be sure of anything about her, at least not without speaking to her one on one or observing her in social settings without stream, but even then I don't know if I'd be able to read her properly, with some people it's easy with others not at all. I have a whole bunch of ideas about what I think she's playing up purely for entertainment value, what is overplaying other things, what is genuine emotion, etc, but wouldn't I still be "caring about her as a person" even if I wildly misread all of those, because I CONSIDER her a proper human with emotions and flaws and such?
>>110029655Have you ever just thought about her post-stream sitting down and silently eating like, a pop-tart and ruminating on if she fucked up the stream or not?
>>110029694She runs to get the self-consciousness out.
>>110029719Not my question, you breakfast-non-perceiver
>>110029694Yeah, I have wondered about how she felt from certain things or what she was doing off stream.
>>110029734Not all questions need to be answered in the way you expect. The answer is obviously no which is why a clarification was posted. A simple no doesn't tell the whole story. You need to fix your autism if you're getting bent out of shape over not seeing a no that is clearly implied.
>>110024921Average pregnancy is 280 days.
>>110029883for a cat?
>>110029883What about for catgirls?
>>11002991960 days for cats>>110029923Good question. Is a catgirl halfway between girl and cat? 170 days if so.
>>110029963>Is a catgirl halfway between girl and cat?She's like 90% human. Here's hoping the birth happens before we reach 170 days waiting though.
>>110021104Menace mamaki? More like penace in mammaries haHA
>>110030244haha good one anon
>>110030232If she's 90% girl and 10% cat, then the due date would be 90% between 60 days and 280 days. So 280 - 60 = 220. 220 * 0.9 = 198 days. Someone calculate where this lands on a calculator assuming today is day 89.
>>110030319>calculator calendar*
>>110030319isn't it 60 + 0.9 x 220? 60 is the baseline on which we add the extra contribution from the human gestation periodit might not even scale linearly
>>110030408Why are you assuming I'm human? I'm 100% beast mode.
>>110029785Okay but how would you have answered that question if you hadn't eaten breakfast?
>>110031190What the frick is a hypocritical question?
>>110030244The classic filian laughhttps://youtu.be/WevOr5tXuFw(Would be better if it didn't loop)
>>110031228I don't know, I think it's when you lie
If I want to date Filian, flaws and all, is that caring about the character, person or what I get out of her though?
>>110031563would you still want to date her if she stopped being an overly dramatic catgirl on the internet? when you think about dating her, do you think about the ways you can help make her life better and meet her emotional needs, or do you just think it would solve your own loneliness?
goodnight snackersmaybe we will get an announcement tomorrow...
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>>110031698That third arm? Mine btw.
>>110031732You must be suffocating down there.
>>110031650>would you still want to date her if she stopped being an overly dramatic catgirl on the internet?Uhhh, obviously? If anything her not being an overly dramatic catgirl on the internet would make me want to date her even more, I can't imagine dating her but having her act exactly like on stream.I'm not lonely, I want to care for her emotional and/or physical needs. I don't really think much about what she'd do for me, I like the idea of taking care of her. (And I am extremely sexually attracted to her, but that is neither here nor there)
>>110031904then you have my blessing. go complete a couple of marathons as a demonstration of your physical fitness, then propose to her.
>>110032017Yay, I got Anonymous 4chan poster's blessing! I will never soothe her worries before a big event or help her decompress after a rough stream, life is not fair.
>>110032017If running a marathon or two was all that it took to get a FillyGF life would be bliss
>>110032374you also have to have a genuine positive feeling towards her as a person, and the dedication to go through with all that and shoot your shot. if you had pictures of yourself at the end of two marathons holding up signs saying "filian will you" and "date/marry me?" and posted them on her discord, i think you'd at least get a dm from her.
>>110032476(being an 8/10 or better would help too, but isn't strictly required)
>>110032476Does it have to be an official competition marathon though? Those are kinda date and place specific.>>110032521lol, lmao even
>>110032615>Does it have to be an official competition marathon though?it can't just be running on a treadmill in your room or a gym. being around other people will make you look sociable and organised, and those people will implicitly be vouching for you as not a creep.
>>110032727You know, if I had any reason to believe you that doing that would work to get her attention I'd actually do it, I've been meaning to run a marathon at some point in my life anyway, but alas you are probably just a schizo of whatever variety
>>110032869don't let your dreams be memes. i want filian to be happy too, and i think this plan has a decent chance of working for you because you seem like a decent guy. sadly i can only lead others to a prize that i cannot myself possess.
>>110033097I'll give it some serious consideration. >sadly i can only lead others to a prize that i cannot myself possess.What's that mysterious ahh message supposed to mean? You speak like you know Filian, assuming you aren't just a schizo(cause that's boring) , who the frick are you, Layna or sum?
>>110033255i'm just lil guy, waiting for filian to return. seriously, i thought i was quoting a known phrase from like a movie or something. it means that i know filian and i aren't compatible but it sounds like there's at least a chance that you would be. if i were schizo i'd think i had a chance with her.
>>110033327The quote is from Avengers, but it sort implies you'd actually know Filian in this context, since otherwise you couldn't really "guide" me, could you?
>>110033569 (me)lead* Same thing though.
