258 - Love Edition>What is /asp/?/asp/ is a thread for Vtubers to give and receive advice related to Vtubing.>Should I stream on Twitch or YouTube?Most people would recommend against streaming on YouTube if you don't have an established subscriber base for making videos. Also consider multistreaming, it's free but resource intensive.>Is there an audience for X?Would you watch someone do X?Is someone already doing X?>What video editor should I use for editing clips?DaVinci Resolve, Kdenlive, & CapCut if you don't feel like spending money or pirating; otherwise, use Vegas Pro or Premiere.>I have a question, is it okay to ask? Will I get real feedback?Ask away! If no one responds, try asking again at a later time.>I see the rentry! How do I join?Just DM letmebeyouranchor on discord to join! Is an opt-in and you can always request to be removed later on!Open company auditions:Brave: https://bravegroup.co.jp/audition_en/Hololive (Open indefinitely): https://audition.hololivepro.com/enNiji (Open indefinitely): https://twitter.com/NIJISANJI_World/status/1780415989332816307Also, hololist with other minor agencies opening auditions: https://hololist.net/news/tag/audition/Useful links:General: https://pastebin.com/AJLkFrGKWhat to avoid: https://pastebin.com/vbp6qEdtOp-Sec: https://mauthedoog.medium.com/21-privacy-tips-vtubers-need-to-know-ce93082cd166Common Trolling techniques in /here/: https://pastebin.com/24DaTTvm/ASP/list: https://rentry.co/asplistRecurrent Vtuber Questions: https://pastebin.com/UXYkrALEPrevious Thread: >>111316687
>meginowhy did cobblemon fail
https://www.twitch.tv/directory/all/tags/vtuberin Sort by, choose: Viewers (Low to high)For an even easier time, in Language choose: EnglishNow you have found a quick access to vtubers to network with! People to watch, discover, and connect to in your vtubing endeavor! Wow!!!
>>111373178>>111373568damn...>>111372299Puede ser, pero deberás preguntarme directamente para que llegemos a acuerdo alguno, anon...Anyways good luck aspies
>>111375011Did Vxscera schizo you too?We need to stop him!
robot vtuberorspace pirate vtuber
>>111376277references to actually understand what you are going for for both of them
>>111376388aegis from persona except maybe a little more robotyorstar fox with less furry
>>111374112arax
>>111375033Vxscera never schizod anyone.
>>111376436which one would you dislike being compared to when people find the reference most?
>>111374031eww
>>111376598I feel like I'll make it different enough to not care either way
Does Megino visit /vt/ anymore?
>>111376724then space pirate, since the general aesthetic from starfox has lots of cyborg themes anyways, and with enough details you can have stuff like animal ears which viewers love
if the space pirate person doesn't play starfox adventures on the gamecube (the best starfox game) I will riot
Needy thigh kisses
>want to hit on women>not getting any bumble matches>no hags are streaming right now>young women don't like getting sexpested by chat>not enough followers to have female fans to hit onWhat am I even doing here
>>111376436>star fox with less furryBut that's the whole appeal you fool
>>111378301would you prefer her with cookie or human pussy
>>111376529Vxscera schizod his girlfriend by hitting her irl
Schizos moids being schizo moids whist irya erps with his fans
>>111378372I could go with either.
>>111378655have you ever experienced cookie for real
>>111378682I'm leaving this conversation.
>>111378749but mare is fine to so many others here. very interesting
>>111378605>while iriya gets zero pussy irl and jerks off to commentsnot the flex you think it is
>>111381034>moids coping and seething that they don't get any female attention
>>111381065i fuck my girlfriend doe while you erp on youtube
>>111381070Yet here you are arguing on 4chan when you could be fucking your 'girlfriend', curious
>Bragging about e-sex comments Hahhaahhhaha what? Virgin shit
>>111381089extremely virginal post i can smell the fact you have never been in a relationship wafting off your unshaven and unwashed buttholeI have more respect for abusers like Vxsera than you cuck erpers
a lot of /vt/ posters are probably virgins
Iriya's shaky skinnyfat hands typing a youtube comment as he tries his hardest to not look into the reflection of his monitor (he doesn't want to see his double chin). He larps as a badass. Vxscera who punches and beats his girlfriend while cuck Iriya could never imagine touching a woman at all. Mogged
>the resident schizos hitting gold when they bring up the right name at the right time
I hope you guys genuinely all die
>>111381187what did i do
>>111381137Hey vroidschizo and orangecat these posts are stale and gay. Sorry your latest crusade flopped or whatever but these posts are still cringe and retarded. Blaming zombie girl or clown boy or the slasher for them won’t make them any less so either.
>can't refute that iriya is too much of a pussy to beat a girl
>>111377687guide for pulling women when vtubinglearn how to flitmaxx and be an alphapilled guy to get them to pay attention to yoube lewd, not overtly, but dont be shy of saying cock and talking about wanting to fuck femalesdont be directly gay if you want to get attention from fujoshis, because the ones you are looking for dont like openly gay menyou can collab with women, actuallychat a lot in females chat, the chance of pulling a female viewer is too low, dont waste your time with that, become a frequent in at least ten womans chat, and make sure to be a good chatter, not just a low quality chudeven more, if you want you should get a schedule with different women streams to watch each day of the week, so that you can work on multiple fronts every day, maybe dedicate one hour or so for each foid so that you get to have two targets to work on each daybe bold to get in dms and or get in groups, but dont do your grooming in front of other males too much or else you will get a docky from an envius guystream friendslop, or at least games where people can easily jump in and out while they watch, foids love to join when they watch your stream if they canalways make innuendo jokes but never say directly things like how you want to fuck their brains out unless you hear them make similar jokesnever get down if the ones you were fishing for didnt bite, there are more fish in the vtuber sea so keep going until you find the onesadpost here and there, learn to say goofy shit like how you want someone to understand you, basic bitch shit to get foid eyes on youalso post about how you have big dreams or something from time to time, dont be a whiny bitch only, alternate, bpdsim your way to famedont say directly that you are looking for a girlfriend, much less a situationship gal, major ick pointsyou can from time to time watch guys, talk to some of them here and there, but dont get too close to them or they will try to steal your bitches or scare them hoes awayyou can stream often, but you also have to learn your bitches schedule or else they will miss you and wont talk to you because most dont like to hang offstream because they are terrified of le groomer chudeasier targets are very calm girls, 1views who dont have multiple mods at all time in their chats, and freshly started foids, lewdtubers are hit or miss so mid, and big 3views or even more are hard++ modemajor points if you live in a big city, even more if you do so in an american one, and you will surely get one in no time if you also have a good paying job or income that you can blow on flying to a bitch or flying a bitch out to you or for you
>>111382252You surely can show that all of this works, right?
is there any chance a business paypal could doxx you?? should i just wait til i unlock se.pay or is that a liability as well @__@
>>111382898proof's in the pudding, baby! (the pudding being the gelatinous seminal ooze slowly gaining sentience like primordial soup at the bottom of his fleshlight. it is added to frequently as he gets absolutely zero play)
Anyone got any audio tutorials for doing ASMR? I’m looking but I have no idea what I’m doing in Audacity
>>111383949are you a big enough streamer for it to matter? or are you dealing with people you dont trust?
>>111384053i'm a nobody as of now, i just don't trust anyone cuz i've got pretty bad anxiety/paranoia so i wanna plan ahead T_T
>>111384018What exactly are you struggling with?
got my commissioned model artwhat are your thoughts?
>>111384650sexy
>>111384650The hand on the hip would be incredibly uncomfortable.
>>111384650cute but what's up with the lazy eye
kill yourself d4n
>>111384650ai slop
https://youtu.be/pXU5_wsdFMs?si=1cw0bohsXS2YaQUrFor anyone working on offline content.
>>111384650choc
>>111387392https://youtu.be/N-q-XLQymnU?si=e_KkIF75PAQjL7f3 this one pertains to shorts, where the current meta is.
>>111386484admittedly it has the vibe but it's defs made by a real artist i scanned it with my eagle eyes
>>111387905There is about a 65% chance it is AI or at best traced over an AI image. Share a higher resolution version if you have one.
>>111386484>>111387959That's not the type of pose AI generates
>>111388078AI is capable of generating a variety of poses. That’s why it can be used as a good model, which is the best case scenario for that art. Over reliance on a model. There are tells like the way the hair has curling odd ends, the line thicknesses, the blobs of color that blend and blur and push beyond the line art, the shitty hidden hands, the muddy eyes with a lazy eyed gaze, weird chains that don’t connect, etc. Those are just the basics.
>>111387959>>111388154i'm not the op i'm just an artist and i can't find any discrepancies that would make me think it's ai. the shading's consistent, linework's consistent even in minute details like the mickey mouse ass knuckle notches on the gloves, i don't see anything wrong with how the hair flows or the line weight or the shading... it could be traced from ai, but i don't see any telltales signs of tracing, either
Hello turing machine, the only eay to actually know if it's AI or not is to see the whole work of an artist! Remember that just one image is not enough information to make a judgement when it isn't definitive enough! And our friend who posted that won't give you the artist because of your pedantic attitude! —Remember next time to make your prompts more empathetic to resonate with your rival and get them to give you the evidence that you need to eviscerate them!
>>111388221You are blind or disingenuous. I’m not sure which, but I’m done responding.
>>111388078>thats not the type of pose ai generates????I can go on novelai and type "hand on hip"
>>111388313i am blind actually but trust me i put my eye reeeeeal close to the screen. sorry to have a differing opinion to your conjecture i guess, i'm not even saying it's 100% not ai i just don't super get where you're coming from aside from the fucked up expression (which could just be bad art. because bad artists still exist post-ai)
>>111388313Turing machine, read >>111388275!
>>111388154>hair has curling odd endsThat's how most modern artists with any anime inspiration draw wavy hair.>the line thicknessesLine thickness is pretty consistent across the drawing>blobs of color that blend and blur and push beyond the line artThat's just an approach to shading, what the fuck are you even talking about>shitty hidden handsYou can see both hands, not every pose needs every finger drawn>muddy eyes with a lazy eyed gazeThat's because the image is compressed>weird chains that don’t connectThose are obviously bead chainsThe whole drawing is done in a flat perspective while AI images tend to include some level of foreshortening. They use slightly different shading techniques on different parts of the drawing (go all the way to black on the boots and jacket, but only go a bit dark on the pants and shirt) while AI is more consistent throughout a drawing. The stomach is just not how any model generates stomachs. You don't know what you're talking about
In my aspiration to become a better vtuber I will sit and argue with someone else about something that will absolutely help my vtubing career, because they have the best intentions in mind and I gain so much from doing this work ^^
>>111388345I mean subtle things like proportions, balance of body weight, etc
>>111388593no little bro you clearly havent used any current day sota ai art models they can even do text.
>>111388592ok then will someone tell me if se.pay is more trustworthy than business paypal!!!
>Common Trolling techniques in /here/: https://pastebin.com/24DaTTvm>sealioning
>>111388682please be patient... im r worded...
>>111388682It's not sealioning, someone's just being a dumbass
>>111383949>>111388657Paypal can doxx you even in business because they show the information of the transaction recipient; I wouldn't be capable of saying if it's because they are forced to do so or simply because they are capable of and don't think that the average user cares about privacy. With this in mind, you can still get a private enough paypal account by using fake information everywhere, but you would need to make rigorous adjustments because the current system requires a lot of verifications to prove that you are a real and legal user.On the other hand, then, if you are looking for direct and anonymous donations you should either utilize se.pay, kofi, something like throne with the "tip dono" item which is common to see; or just encourage your viewers to use twitch itself and the bits system.
>>111388860thank you!!! i was worried abt as much ^.^ will wait to unlock se.pay
>>111388682camui has done almost all of these
>>111388723>r wordedDo you mean retarded or hard r niggered?
>>111389244porque no los dos
>>111389294oh you're latinx
>>111389244Is there a real difference?
>>111388860Doesn't se.pay also use PayPal? I thought it doesn't hide anything and just shows whatever the linked PayPal gives it?
>>111389601yep, you can find only in reddit that se.pay is literally just paypal with extra steps for most peoplehttps://www.reddit.com/r/Twitch/comments/10weasu/deleted_by_user/https://www.reddit.com/r/Twitch/comments/qbyt3d/streamelements_donnation_anonymity/https://www.reddit.com/r/Twitch/comments/se9ita/how_can_i_protect_my_privacy_with_the/in none of the pages on streamelements they disclose anything about it showing all your linked account infoDO NOT USE SE.PAY
>>111389244retarded i just think r worded is funnier
>>111388221>>111388537clear ai fetal alcohol eye/forehead proportions, it's at least traced/eye-balled from ai, the colors look hand paintedby the way, same thing with flandzen art hihi
>>111390356One day you are begging for his attention, the next one you are slandering him...
>>111390435i hate flandzen 100% of the time, i'm not your guy
>>111389241You are certain? Can I get an example for each?
>>111390478jannies get uppity when you post the list of examples
>>111390496Humor me. Get a pastebin.
>>111390459hihi
is it self sabotage if I don't give my model giant balloon tits like every other vtuber
>>111390619Give me a vocaroo talking for two minutes about stuff and we can define how big your personality needs to be in lack of the other personality
kuripichan /soc/ adopt a neet jeans fetish
>>111390697skarvika
>>111390619not if you have a good design
Today I learnt that the 2 streams maximum only applies to one browser and account, if you have either multiple accounts or just two browsers where in one of them you are logged off you can effectively give yourself +2 or even more free CCV :>
>>111391786>retarded ass nigga using alts and alt browsers to viewbotit takes into account your ip at a point saar
>>111391802but whenit's not like it's for getting partnereddisplayed number is all you have
>>111391905tested it with other people and got up to 3 but you need to have a different account in each browser :>
>>111391934i add i dont have and wont create more accounts 3 is the limit i found about because thats all that i can do 2 of my accounts and the third as a pure lurker
>>111390619Depends.No>if you’re becoming a loliNo>if you have talent and personality to make up for itYes>if you’re just streaming without an extremely strong nicheSo most likely yes
>>111391934This is so fucking lame, dude
>>111390514>>90537940there you go
lol I forgot about this
>>111391934>up to 3yeah but anon eventually they see multiple accounts on the same ip and flag it as botslook up CVAMP github; the same thing was being done in headless browsers and doesnt work anymore due to it. for 3 viewers sure but they also have activity detection now as well
>>111392110>>111393041haha +3 viewers tomorrow brrrum brrrum number go up up uppp
>>111392816Ok Shania.
>>111393191if you need +3 viewers that's genuinely really embarrassing my man, are you 0view?
>>111382252These are the most words I've seen typed into a bait post ever since I started using 4chan. I commend you for thinking anyone would follow any of this advice, let alone read it.
>>111384650So many delicious rolls on this babe…
>>111393229don't @ me I'm busy
>>111392872vxscuck fucking jade
>>111394309based shania shitting on vxscera
I miss anchorposter...
>>111392816You seem confused. That's not a pastebin. Make this digestible to someone who doesn't us this website for putting Camui on blast. If you can't be bothered to do this, then you care more about maintaining a villain than truth and justice in your crusade.
>>111395042>If you don't spend hours of your time compiling a schizo doc then you don't care about the truthInteresting take
>>111395042That has always been what it isThere has always needed to be a boogeyman in these threads for the schizos to justify an end to the meansRin, Rebel, YC, Rando, Swissedtoast, Hera Hera, Pineapple, Gael, Gumpai, Camui, Zawa, Vxscera and back to Camui againThey just take autists who don’t have a lot of goodwill on /asp/ because it’s easier than trying to do it with someone well liked
>it’s another humor the schizos meta discussionYawnWhat are ya streamin lately /asp/ie?
>>111395183yellowcat was a legitimate menace
When is it my turn to get my own schizo :(
>>111395165Well the schizo (likely multiple) is clearly spending hours of their time regurgitating dribbles of schizobabble in this thread for literal years. If they cared about getting the information to where it matters (preventing Camui from reinventing himself without the baggage of his previous transgressions) they're doing a piss-poor job of showing it. No initiative. No game plan. Impotent.The camuischizo(s) has a chance to redeem themselves and they reject it with deflections at every turn. As they do with every other facet of their lives, they cannot commit. They only know how to act smug and seethe quietly to themselves. inb4 don't @ me i'm busy
>>111395362Why isn't Camui streaming?
>>111395328Selfpost at least once every thread from now on.Reply to ALL posts that replied to you first, make sure to give trolls a good reply.And that would be itz really, you get your own schizo just with that nowadays.
>>111395362don't @ me i'm busy
>>111395474I'm not streaming because something came up that I want to add to my debut. New date is May 15th. Apologies to all my fans that I haven't got the word out.
Looking at old threads wtf is this abomination
>>111395668thighgap
>>111395707maybe she's sitting
>>111395269Pragmata, but been dealing with some troublesome crashes.Gonna try again tonight
>>111395668Renata fanart
>>111395734maybe she's shitting
>>111395743hateart
>>111395757There's a nice empty space that begs to be filled by a drawing of a poop
>>111395362Anon, you’re trying to sound reasonable but even this is crazy. Nothing that happens on the aspiring vtuber thread of a basket weaving forum is that seriousYall need to stop trying to ruin each others lives. If you have a problem with another /asp/ie block each other and move on like adults
>>111395668she was a cute angel
>>111396125Poor Scege…
>>111395269If I said it’d give me away because I don’t think any other aspie is streaming the game I’ve been streaming all week
>>111396132the person who drew that, or renata?
>>111396221so? it's just a game
>>111396276Renata. The artist is a fucking schizophrenic.
>>111396440Don’t want anyone knowing I’m still here
>>111396125it was our pal camui trying to taunt his opps
>girl makes a 35 minute vocarooHoho yeah>girl is crying in that vocarooHohoho YEAH>girl is esl and is talking about her dead cats Aww
>>111396544What does this have to do with aspiring vtubers and advice?
Any not poor aspies use a fitness ring tracker? Looking for suggestions.
>>111396494Come on, at least hint the game...
>>111396704(me)please*
>>111396494If someone bothers to look at what you're streaming they deserve to know
>>111395269Luigi’s mansion :-)
>>111396544Where are you at?
>>111395269Variety
>>111396979Name one of them
>>111397147Mouse PI
>>111397147Peak.
>>111380638Get you a schizo that will bake threads of you directly to the catalog
>haru stealing beryl's looklmao
>>111397516shut the fuck up firstfl0wer is just runespoon and I have the proof
>>111392872cheens first anal
>>111397645Post it
We went some months without trash, for sure you can hold back at least a week now.>b-but the schizo now saw your post and b-baked buaaa
I got covid again
>>111397516I know exactly which schizo baked it
>>111398059My guess is Grace or Agumii
>>111398161This anon is a confident not-knower
>>111398161>naming two girlslol
>>111398197>>111398198I thought flower is in that friend group for no reasonFlandzen?
>>111398264>still wrongThere's no hope for you, anon-kun.
why did flandzen trace ai art?
Why did Camui harass Layla into hiatus?
>>111398425so she wouldn't expose their erp logshyde was right btw
>>111394092How do you do these edits?
>>111396537This. You can spot his typing pattern.
People don't know ChatGPT Images 2 just released and mogs Gemini and commissions are getting scammierFuuuck
>>111398705Give us examples
>>111398959Look up chatgpt images 2 retarded nigga
>>111399250This is an imageboard
>>111397943this is why you should never leave the house
Is it bad if I haven't left my tiny windowless apartment in 6 years and I haven't spoken to any person in that amount of time either?
>>111399290nta but here you go
>>111399861Wrong board
>>111399861Yes you human failure.>b-but im a cuti-FAILURE
>>111399974Can we have a side-by-side comparison of Gemini and ChatGPT Images 2? Posting only one of these while claiming mogging is occurring is more than a bit silly.
>>111400052I'm not that guy so I don't have gemini, but I understand nano banana 2 (gemini images) is pretty good
>>111376799Can anyone answer this?
>>111400351Yes
>>111398449I still wonder what hyde had on him that made camui schizo him so hard.
>>111400351How about you go talk to the person you wanna talk to
>>111400351megino is the easiest person to talkgo and ask him
>>111400516>Talking to the brown babi
>>111400413Camui was just spiteful that hyde was able to make layla happier simple as
>>111382252>dont be directly gay if you want to get attention from fujoshis, because the ones you are looking for dont like openly gay menWhy is the best advice ever given in the history of this thread embedded in such a terrible shitpost?
Hello anons. This Sunday we are playing Botanicula, a puzzle game. Get comfortable and enjoy.https://www.twitch.tv/me_beloved
>>111400588>he doesn’t know that hyde has the unredacted camuistein filesWe can’t all be knowers.
>>111382252Now do the opposite of everything this anon says if you *actually* want to attract women
>>111398425>>111400413>>111400588>>111401015me when I smoke crack
>>111401143and not even sharing any with the class? DISHONOR ON YOUR FAMILY
>>111401187you were funnier when you just smoked weed S
>>111401264say my name
>>111401303Shit-nia
>>111401303but you're busy and don't want to be @'ed
>>111401484I told you to stop @'ing me
Since there is no value posting here what thread am I supposed to post in as a new chuuba?
>>111401928There is value in asking anonymous questions here. There is value with associating with /asp/ies outside of the thread. What value are you specifically looking for?
>>111402048I want guys to goon to me.
>>111402090Then go to the /asmr/ thread.
>>111402090okay *cums*
>talented and dedicated /asp/ie graduates and retires to be a vtweeteris there a sadder fate?
MOM IRIYA IS ERPING WITH HIS FANS AGAN
>>111402260Graduating to join SVA
>>111402260Who are we vagueposting about? Because if you tell me denpa, I cannot care enough, but if you mention someone like mika I can absolutely understand why it's sad
>>111402313atleast he streams
>>111402384this is just me egoposting because i wanted to call myself talented and dedicated
>>111400351The easiest way to check who's still here is to see if they follow the newest asp on twitter.
>>111402048>There is value with associating with /asp/ies outside of the threadthis
>>111402547You should have gone all out and dropped a five paragraph reply explaining why "that aspie" has so much potential and whatnot instead of giving youraelf away this fast. Your ego is but of the tamest ones that you could find here.
>>111401928network with megino/ramnor gangthey are all friendly
is today the day d4n kills himself?
>>111402687can i get a do-overbut you have to pretend like you don’t know it’s me
I’m in love with my mod.
I want to get groomed by a reddit clown vtuber
anyone here end up applying for nextgg and got to the interview round? i have done an interview myself and this corp is dead on arrival.
Anyone tried hololive auditions recently? Did you get a view? How long it took? They say if you don't get contacted under a month then you're not accepted, but they probably have thousands of auditions, so how can they watch it under a month?
>>111402384i'll start link posting just for you bbgirl
if i just disappear starting today will anyone care?
>>111404226Stop baiting for attention, Archia
my cable thingy gets here tomorrow so i have to do my first stream.... nervous......... is a zatsu a good first stream!!!! i'm good at endless and entertaining yapping but ik it'll be harder when ur yammering at a brick wall T_T
>>111404739Zatsus are not great first stream content. Zatsus are probably the hardest stream to do. That doesn’t mean you can’t do it. You will learn a lot by doing it. I do recommend going into it with some possible topics to discuss. Topics you are comfortable enough yammering about for a few hours.
>>111404949yeahhh figures :[ gotta figure out what my computer can run then....
>>111405089try watching some of zynoa's streams. i learned a lot from her yapping
>>111405374What's one thing you learned?
>>111403037So? Have been waiting for this since you posted it...
https://voca.ro/1ikarMSV37kCI’m spanking the monkey
>>111406094i hope the monkey is ok
My top scars keep itching whenever I go live. Maybe it’s a sign.
>>111406094more please, grunt if possible too, or at least heavy breathing please
>>111406171What the fuck are top scars?But yes, if they do exactly when you go live its an indicator of your mind getting fucky wucky at something.
>>111406171The top of what?
Anyone have any advice for working with or moving past the feeling of imposter syndrome? So many people out there and I love them all to pieces, but every time it just feels like I’m not good enough. No matter what I try, where I go, who I talk to, and such. It always feels like I don’t deserve what I got. Or other days that it’s all outta pitty. It sucks. I just wanna be happy and trust the people around me that tell me they genuinely just like me, but my brainworms keep telling me that’s it’s all just outta pitty that they keep me around. Sometimes feels like there’s a barrier between myself and them and I wish I knew how to ignore the feeling. Maybe I’ve just been stressing too much recently. Apologies for that.
>>111406171Wait, there are actual full-on trannies in this thread?!
>>111406524Always have been. Haru, Gween, Azu, Kuku to name a few.
>>111406564Freeofme and Miiafox too come to think of it and I think there was an FtM at one point whose name I’m forgetting.
>>111406590Bacilly
>>111406590>FreeofmeThis one's still tragic, we lost a good one
Almost made two missclicks in a row and shared totally degenerate gooner art on my Twitter acc, thank god I stopped in time that tragedy...
>>111406564Firstfl0werJust realised there are a lot of trans aspies
>>111406366Get over the fact that you'll never be like them and they'll never understand you. Then get back to work.
>>111406564Eww, I'm actually disgusted>>111406768I'm still actually sad about this one. What a fucking shame.
>>111406366>working with or moving past the feeling of imposter syndromefirst off, why exactly do you think that you dont deserve it? second, why dont you try and do something to "earn it" by your standards? what would that entail? >it’s all just outta pitty that they keep me aroundthat feeling always sucks but it's rarely the case. i might not know who you are anon but as long as you feel like the people around you are genuine, then you're in a good spot. if not, then ask yourself why and figure it out.
>>111395269DEADLOCK
>>111406366You deserved what you've worked for, bro.It's just your own head being bullshit, I've been there myself a hundred times before even starting streaming shit.Ignore it. We're all fucking monkeys on a rock in space- we're only here for a limited amount of time, dont get in your own way.There's plenty of fuckers out there who actually dont deserve what they have, and I guarantee you they dont ever think about it. If you truly didn't deserve it, you wouldn't have itOnwards and upwards, man
>>111408077So thing-haver fuckers can don't deserve it but you wouldn't have it if you didn't deserve it. Maybe you should strop streaming shit and then you wouldn't be there.
My vtuber artist disappeared in 2023. There was a comment from one of her repeat clients that mentioned something about taking care of yourself and sending prayers. I messaged the rigger who worked with her and said she’ll be stepping away for a while. She seems to have deactivated twitter. So what do you think happened to her? Is she literally ded? She’s Japanese by the way. Is it normal to take a three year hiatus from art? She didn’t seem super prolific either. Think she had maybe 100-300 Twitter followers but her art was really fucking good.
>>111408134Don't hold your breath on her returning
>>111406366Maybe you suck, maybe you don't deserve it. Still, it doesn't make any difference if you beg for forgiveness or if you cower in shame. Your circumstances and your self have given you a role to play. Maybe you're the guy in the group who sucks the most or whatever, just play your role. That's what anyone is asking of you to have you be there in the group. Do your duty and you don't have to worry about how the outcome of a situation will affect your rankings or your renown or whatever.
thoughts on wellbutrin
>>111406768Freeofme? More like Freeofdick.
>>111408077>We're all fucking monkeys on a rock in spaceoh shut the fuck up>OMGZ THE SUN WILL BLOW UP IN A BAZILLION YEARS TOO SO YOU BETTER LIVE LIFE TO FULLEST ANON SENPAI!!1!1
>>111409351Depressoids be like>fuck you, I hate you for having a clear headed and optimistic worldview
>>111406564Haru isn't trans.
>>111409430what does space have to do with anythingif we lived forever would you just not give a shitoh dont get in your own way because we're only here for a limited amount of time how about dont bother because we're only here for a limited amount of timesome people think about it but only sometimes, in fact that's everyone
>>111409786Yeah and the ps3 is not a retro console
>>111409786She was outted as FtM when Mamimumemo leaked her pictures.
>>111409792Very cogent. Peak demure.
>>111409847Are you sure? You may be jumbling your details there.
>>111409987Search Haru Mami in the archives, I'm not getting banned for linking them.
the ftm schizo
how can anyone deny haru was born female
>>111409792>how about dont bother because we're only here for a limited amount of timebecause life fucking rules and there's an infinite amount of enjoyment to be found in literally anything if you actually look instead of fixating on being sad
>>111408449It's quite unimportant, did your psychiatrist also tell you to go to therapy, or begin a rherapy themselves? What matters is the accompanying "treatment" to reinforce and maintain the effects and advances that the medicine itself can make in the condition of the patient.
>>111410873no it gets boring
>>111411236literally a matter of perspective. think of photography. you have the subject and the environment it's in, but depending on things like angle, framing, pose, etc., there are near infinite combinations of these same elements that make for a completely different photo. things only get boring for you if you allow yourself to remain stuck seeing from the same perspective forever.
>>111411314Desperation drives you to wishful thinking. But I've felt every kind of joy and I've beheld every kind of beauty. Nothing about our lives is infinite. Go take photos and see how long before you get bored. Completely different photo, completely the same feeling.
>>111411390You experienced both the female and male orgasm joy? The joy of killing your enemy? The joy of overdosing on all drugs imaginable? Wow now that's something
>>111411390>Go take photos and see how long before you get boredgo outside nigga
>>111411390>Nothing about our lives is infiniteyes and even if our lives were infinite, there's still no telling whether or not you'd be able to have experienced and learned even the majority of what there is out there. I rarely find myself bored because even when alone with your thoughts, there are an infinite number of things to think about and ways to think about them. I think you should probably stop thinking you've discovered some innate truth to things and realize that nothing is ever exactly what it looks like through your own filter
Is everyone here crazy
>>111411594Crazy for you babe *3*
>>111411594have you ever met a sane vtuber or vtuber enjoyer?
>>111411594No, there’s like 5 guys making the board extremely obnoxious and other aspies that act like they’re not here but are snakes. That’s a lot more dramatic than the reality but it’s better to be safe than sorry.
i check my offline chat often to see who is skizo stalking me. i know who u are
if the kiki girl is here and it wasnt just a skinwalker, your twitter has the wrong channel link because it gives 404
>>111410147>deflection to archives>can't be assed to support their pointI accept your concession.
>>111411138This nigga is retarded.
>>111411744You owe me sex
>>111412814If you have BBC I will give you anything you want
>>111412968GOD I WISH THIS WAS ME
>>111412968First meetup this Friday then, you choose where
Any OCD-tubers here? Anyone absolutely ruined by their OCD here??
>>111411952if by kiki girl u mean Girl Who Is Australian. baka. 1: how'd u find my twitter i didn't link it anywhere 0_o 2: works fine on my end...
>>111413905no i just somehow keep making friends with ocd...
>>111414890Its like the 7 chaos emeralds. Collect 7 ocd-ers and you can become super controller, controlling every aspect of your environment to avoid the object of your anxieties.
>>111415193i have autism and kinda nasty anxiety so lowkey i'm already on the super-controller path TwT;; probably why the ocd-ers keep finding me, there's a fair bit of symptomatic overlap
>>111414782no clue who you are im talking about the kikiku girl, learning english on stream whole deal girl, but as im saying it was a oneoff post link and nothing else maybe not a real selfpost but just a skinwalker
>>111415377I guess anxiety attracts anxiety. Sometimes you can make eachother worse though, or better sometimes.I just wish mine didnt interfere with streaming. I love vtubing and its a great outlet but sometimes when my ocd triggers happen it makes it hard to get into a positive mindset and I end up cancelling streams and other commitments.
>>111415555oki cool i missed that !!! thankyu sorry for the confusion phshew ^_^;;
>>111415555That’s kikipyonNo clue what she’s doing here
>>111415731kiki whatcha doin here
kiki do you love me? are you riding? say you'll never ever leave from beside me
>>111415724i'd like to think i'm the latter... one of my friends still quotes "you should develop a compulsion for calling [mental health service]" at me sometimes which i told her to do and stuck with her enough to actually help a little loli think with ocd (and anxiety generally) all u can rlly do is build the skills to grit ur teeth n push thru it, bc ultimately it is all in ur head n imagined threats can't hurt u for real, but ik that's MUCH easier said than done. worth seeking some extra help over if it's fucking with ur life n ur dealing with it alone, i guess? regardless hope it gets better for u :(
>>111415778yo mama #smartphowned
>>111415953ok kiki that's enough fred durst for you lets get you back to your own thread
>>111416044if u drew that for this dum dum sillay interaction im gonna b so MAD!!!!! u better scribble me a moeblob of my real ass model when i REVEAL MY ACCURSED FORM!!!!!!!!!! or don't.. i'm not ur dad... (ur mum n i haven't established that level of commitment yet =w=)
>>111416044wait is the pink one mikan. i am the clown of the town. fool of the school
>>111416169oomfie u know im always down to draw u>>111416272noe
>>111395269Some random trash I've fished up, probably
Kiki how much do you look at this threadWhat are your thoughts about it
>>111416470YEYYYYY thank gawd i felt like a real bonehead for a sec ^_^ i will draw u in turn heh heh. ur styles uber-cute :3
>>111416870NOT my name but i've lurked here on n off for a long while. i think u are all strange little critters who would benefit from a good shaking in a jar full of vinegar and perhaps a worm treatment
>>1114169006900 nice
>>111416962goin for 6967 next
>>111416978fuck my fungus life
>>111416870>>111416948>>111415953didnt vxscera fuck you??
Wtf i thought it wasnt true but we actually have kiki looking here
>>111417142See >>111417076
>>111417076