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I'm tired. Dealing with cPTSD. In the last year my personality changed several times. Half of me is still mentally in another year. I have definitely reached the end of it, processing all the traumas I had, and now I'm just numb to everything, can't even recognize myself anymore.

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>>6019061
>reached the end of it
I hope that means you're are getting through it.

I personally live 1 day out of 8 or something with the feeling of hopelessness about the future and the present, whishing I wasn't born and that the universe didn't exist. I started seeing a therapist (which I always thought was a loser move) and am planning on trying a psychedelic experience as explained on the Andrew Huberman podcast. The frequency of these thoughts is getting more frequent but I can still believe that I will manage to reduce the frequency of these thoughts one day, via behavioral changes or/and a change in my attitude towards life.

>>6019057
>those vewn clips
Fucking based, that's my favorite animator

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>>6019074
>I hope that means you're are getting through it.
Yes I am. That's what I meant, as in recovering from it all. Months ago I kept thinking about death and how I rather not live than remember all those things, now I just accept it all, but I'll never be the same again, I'll get used to being a different person.

I was just talking to a friend and she says my tiredness is from wearing a mask all the time because I don't have anybody besides her I can talk about this stuff so I just hide it under the surface in my day to day live and it's been wearing heavy on me. It makes sense

Hope things work out for you, and that's it's just a phase like the one I just got out of.

>>6019137
Thanks for sharing, I appreciate it

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>>6019212
>join masons as teen
>suck dicks
>bruh i got a good idea
>lets make videos
>boomer masons trust the retards
>they end up seeming like unhinged barely coherent faggots constantly grasping at control

>>6019074
>am planning on trying a psychedelic experience as explained on the Andrew Huberman podcast
Free mason faggot.

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>>6019373
i don't know too many Masons who are this Christpilled or critical of Israel.
you only hurt yourself carrying all this bitterness around anon. let go of it...or be dragged by it

>>6019137
sad that some of yall would rather be a suicidal creep man instead of a happy trans woman. there is still time.

Anyone got the Barry Lyndon edit with the grimes song?

made youtube channel for archiving some of YGYL and feels videos

https://www.youtube.com/@ygyl-bump

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fart fart

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>>6019891
Buy an ad faggot

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>>6019053
Tried plan s 18 years ago, Im glad it failed. Am I functional, barely. Did it get way better, no, but it did get better. Will I be in treatment till I die, yes. Is life worth living, yes. If only to see what happens next. Plan s isnt worth it, find another letter.

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>>6019891
Thanks for the work anon

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I see now
A bright horizon
The world was
Beyond the reach of man
I reach now
For the unknown
And lay foot down on virgin seed

What gemstones
Hide in your rivers?
What secrets
Under your oceans foam
Maria
We stand before you
As planet explorers
Far away... from home.
We're planet explorers
Finally home.

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