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>>6059859i just watched this movie and this line stuck with me. i never thought i would make it to 30 and so i made bad decisions in my teens and 20s. i'm not sure if i can salvage a life worth living anymore. i'm not sure if i want to try and make a life for myself. anyways, this movie really stuck with me and i would recommend it to anyone with depression
>>6059858just transition already jfc
>>6059886movie name ?
>>6059875must be a Indian demon
It's that time of year again.Also does anybody know the name of the song on this webm?
>>6059978>6'5>transitioning to anything No?
>>6060464Aftersun
>>6059862Fly high sky king.
>>6060468lesbians fucking love tall trans women, *especially* if they're tops
>>6060467I don't think it's KOTOKO's agony but it reminds me of it.
>>6060661>He(male) believes that
>>6059886How bad can it be? Describe your situation to me
>>6059886The problem is in your head, nowhere else.
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>>6059859>>6059886>>6060482
>>6059862Always reminds me of Adventures of Mark Twain Movie, the mad man builds a ship to finally die up in the sky because he just lost his will to live
>>6060713I was an ugly boy that no girl ever took a second glance at. Now I'm a mid at best girl that is constantly complimented and flirted with by lesbians. You don't have to believe me, but you should do some introspection. There is still time.
>>6061287you are still an ugly boy tho
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Does anyone have that video with linger by cranberries playing in background and it starts with CK Lewis saying "an optimistic goes like maybe something nice would happen"
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>>6061341lesbians don't think so, and i care about their opinion a hell of a lot more than yours
>>6061844>broken females disagree with you about basic biologythis is not the win you think it is, ugly boy.
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>>6059859I had to listen to this ten times before I could make out what he said. Sigh.
>>6062171hot lesbian sex or being suicidal on a cambodian muskrat forum, what a hard choice lmao
>>6059978>>6060468>>6060661>>6060713wrong thread, wrong board>>6061287coercion/rapist"you won't get sex or be happy unless you do this"
>>6062405damn you're illiterate
>>6062391you don't have lesbian sex. you're a man.
>>6062446lol wtf did i just watch?
>>6062446kek, thanks for making me laugh what the fuck
>>6062819damn yall are really dedicated to hating yourselves for no reason
>>6063224I don't hate myself, buddy. I don't even hate you. You're just wrong, deluded and you'll never be a woman. You're immeasurably bad for society so you really should kill yourself.
>>6063439women think i'm a woman and men are so fragile and emotional that they can't handle that. sucks to suck loser
>>6063744I can handle/accept that women think you’re a woman. They’re clearly wrong. You’re a weak man who was likely either sexually abused as a child or simply born deficient, a dysgenic loser who was never going to make it as a man. Unfortunately for you, actually being a woman instead simply isn’t an option, despite what your allies tell you. You will never be a real woman. You have no womb, you have no ovaries, you have no eggs. You are a homosexual man, twisted by drugs and surgery into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection. All the validation you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back, people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you. Your friends laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors. Men are utterly repulsed by you.
>>6059978kys
>>6059859>>6061233Good film. I watched again a couple days ago and it was better than I remembered. The ending is great.
>>6063925I'm a lesbian lmao i don't give a rat's ass what pathetic men like you think. I'll keep enjoying life while you feel sorry for yourself and lash out at anyone happier than you
>>6059886I was always convinced I was gonna kill myself by 18. I was severely depressed for a slong as I can remember (still am but now its just numbness). When I hit 30 my wife asked my, where my younger me expected me to be at that age. I sat in silence, blank, because there was nothing. I couldn't answer because I never had any dreams or plans. I didn't expect to hit 20; and when I did; I didn't expect to hit 30.She bursted out crying and I didn't understand what what happening at first. She said, she couldn't bare the idea of someone being in so much pain that they don't even have any dreams of a life ahead in the future.That's when I knew I was gonna hit 40. Because no matter how miserable I am, I would not put her through the pain of me comitting sudoku.
>>6064141What's the anime please
>>6064271>File nameちいさな英雄-カニとタマゴと透明人間-Chiisana Eiyuu: Kani to Tamago to Toumei NingenModest Heroes
>>60641981. cope2. seethe3. dilate4. ?5. kys6. profit!
>>6064198>I'm a lesbian
>6064198
>>6064637>>6064639rent-free
>>6059863Very important to understand this. Every human feels this, you really have to think in terms of the spiritual unseen world to make sense of it. Everyone knows what it is that they need to do, and yet some invisible force of nature prevents them from individuating. Every negative thought is a literal demon, preventing you from becoming yourself.
>>6065112>rent-free
>>6064378Very beautiful, but the pictures are passing way too fast to appreciate them...
>>6065180stay obsessed loser
>>6065720>loseryou have a 59% chance of not being an hero. good luck!
>open thread>see it devolves to a 'lesbian trannoid'>read repliesnever ceases to amaze, youll never be a woman, repent now for the Kingdom of God is nigh
>>6064198also, nobody cared what to think until you told them how toever think of that with your perversions and abominations of what is man and woman?if you need to chop off your God given dick and tits then you worship an antichrist idol of the flesh, its pretty straightforward mental illness 101youll never gain ground on 4channobody here likes trannidsother than your echo chamber boards
>>6059858they had so much potential in this era, they really failed catastrophically. they could've been paradigm shifters
>>6065777tripz of truthbut cmon anon...you don't thing 5 game show sketches abusing retarded craigslist actors is genius comedy?
>32>laid off from factory closure 3 months ago>got gf right afterward somehow>went from calling me daddy and telling me how big my dick was, to barely texting me>basically no physical affection>I am on the verge of breaking up with her>asks to meet my parents>dumps me 3 days later>angry as fuck at her>anger fades and memory of frustration at her behavior fades>start to miss her>get some dates with other girls but doesn't help me because I keep thinking of trying to get her back>keep thinking if I had given up on going back to college (I didn't want to get another job because it was only a month or two before the semester started and I have so much saved I don't really need part-time money) I would still have her>keep thinking, if only I had just gotten my own place, as shitty and expensive as it would be, I would still have her>keep wanting to text her>she asked me to text her that I got home safe after she dumped me, and I didn't, because I thought it was alpha>realize I missed the only chance for her to actually explain from a safe distance the real reason she left meAnyway I wanted to make pic related into a real video with her, after I made it as a semi-machinima 7 or 8 years ago. I have the gas mask and costume and some footage of ruined areas. I wish I could find more apocalyptic-looking areas where I could film.
>>6065770>>6065775>>6065776chud projection is never not funny
>>6061635who is the guy speaking at 0:27 ? im sure ive seen him before but i cant place him
>>6066316ciaran hindsyou probably know him for his iulius caesar role the tv show in the webm is the terror
Stop fucking replying to the troon. Why are you guys like this? Always taking the bait? You’re the same people who wonder why 4chan has gone to shit then keep bumping derailing posts
>>6064248Damn. At 18 I committed to killing myself in 10 years time, wasn’t planning to live to 40 regardless, dreaded reaching 30. Still dread reaching 30 but I’ll be 23 in a week and thankfully it seems that plan has fizzled out. I’m by no means at good mental health, but I’m climbing back up slowly
>>6066235oh I beg to differ sir
>>6061320what song is this in the background? cool webm
>>6061320https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1MdpMUgioB4>>6061635>>6066438Thanks.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VLr_jzMUSno
>>6064198>chops off dick>to be with womenIve been on a lot of dates and a few gfs, I love the person im with now. The trick is to be self-sufficent and confident. You may have overreacted. You have a severe mental illness.
>>6064248When I was younger, around 10 or 11, I was convinced that once I hit 14 my consciousness would disappear in a way. Like the "me" right there would just fly away and leave something there to continue on. Once i became 14, I thought or more hoped that by 18 it would happen. But by 18 I had some hopes that when I got older it would happen.I turned 22 a few weeks ago, my plan now is to anhero in October on the 10th, two years prior I had given myself that timeframe to do something or find something making it worth continuing yet nothing has been found. Each year got progressively worse almost like a sort of divine humor was found in the decline.
>>6059859What movie is this?
>>6066746aftersun
>>6064248i thought the same when I thought about turning 30 but here I am, but I dont have a wife, not sure what keeps me going
>>6066703I spent time on trying to have fun instead of being productive. Now I spend time trying to be productive and forgot fun. What you were supposed to have happen was you accept life kinda sucks, but it's not that bad when you stop expecting it to be how it was. Don't be a retard. You are the one that chooses what "it" is, not "life". There's no fucking awakening beyond your own thoughts. Yeah life sucks a little so what? Just go buy some shit you thought was cool as a kid and you will see, meh... it's not that great. It's just the nostalgia
>>6066341yea that was it thanks. he looks quite a bit different from when he was in Rome so that threw me off a bit
>>6059862F
Your feels were not strong enough tonight. Maybe I'm glad you don't know those feels.
>>6059858I want my life to be one of these routenot doing anythingnot waking up tomorrow
>>6059858>train to nowhere I tied myself to the tracks of that train with a band of giggling losers. The train was far off at the time but it was all we ever talked about. Our voices were all high-pitched and ingenuine, vainly grasping at convincing ourselves to like each other. It got old fast, but not as fast as I did.
>>6066098Hey anon it's your gf hereI dumped you for the following reasons:>I keep thinking of trying to get her back>If only I 'x' then I would still have her>keep wanting to text herThat is only the tip of the iceberg. I could sniff your desperation and general beta-male behavior. You're a fucking pussy and not a provider, that's why I left.Move on Reginald.
>>6059886>>6064248I'm 24 about to hit 25 here soon, and I feel like death is creeping around at every corner and that my mistakes are going to creep up and kill me like a cancer eventually, I'm reading Nietzsche, Jung, and astral projection books so that when I do die, I'll never return or incarnate in another life on this world and hopefully find some higher plane of reality that won't snuff my consciousness out of existence.Conversely I'm extremely addicted to porn which more then likely damages me spiritually and try to quit or go cold turkey and eventually am consumed by lust and fall back to square one when i try nofap for longer then three weeks.Anyone I try to talk to on this matter, even my friends will tell me I'm either overreacting or have a victim complex and think that the world is out to get me when is isn't, that I'm not acting mature and need to take more responsibility for myself.Am I doing something wrong and have fucked up? I've graduated college with a useless art degree and am trying to find a job that no one will hire me for. Is it truly over by 30? I swear I feel like I'm losing my goddamn marbles every day trying to keep up with the world.
>>6067814>Move on Reginald.I am I have dates lined up with like 4 other girls.I won't get attached to any of those.>not a providerHow can I be when she made more money than me (65k v.s. 55k)?I still paid for all our dates out of my gigantic savings account.
>>6066677i didn't transition to be with women, i transitioned because i am a woman. it's a pleasant bonus that women are attracted to me now. maybe it's the confidence of me finally being myself. maybe it's that i'm happy now. and btw, i still have my dick, and women love that.
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>>6068236these are not exactly the feels I came here for lol
>>6067689I did.They aren't.So I set with ghosts...
>>6067929don't know what to say to you, its not over by 30, people just like to see it as a deadline for some reason, however once people get older they tend to get tired of the rat race.
>>6068219Um no. Jesus christ what i just read us more offensive than anything I would witness on the "nsfw" board. You will never be a real woman.
>>6059876id prob be dead if piss was as cheap here as it is in burgerland
>>6066098just text her now you dumb dick. tell her you just thought of it. you just thought of it. its never too late. why cause your afraid of looking like a pussy? you already did that you could redeem yourself if you called. you have an oppurtunity take it
>>6068219Yeah, """women""" who also have a cock love you.
>>6068402>>6068688cis women think i'm a real woman. doctors, psychologists, everybody who actually has a brain thinks i'm a real woman. why should i give a shit that losers who hate themselves don't?
>>6068759Real women don't spend 8 days posting in an anonymous image board about how theyre a actually a real woman, sir.
>>6067686this is really gay
>>6061233so fuckin flat omg
>>6065112Why come to a male dominated website and lurk in feels threads if you aren't either A.suicidal or B.obsessed with incels yourself. Strange hobby you got here, just sayin. Lemme guess, its "for a laugh". Strange way to get laughs if you aren't obsessed with incels. I don't go to feminist forums to get a good laugh. I actually don't even think about them, just when they randomly peacocking on my mongolian basket weaving forum for my fellow sad bros. Women can't even let men contemplate suicide in peace lol. You're literal demons and will be raped into oblivion when war touches every corner of the planet soon.
>>6067929Your sex drive should go down after 30, mine did and nofap is way easier now. I went like 9 months last year without fapping. You'll get there anon it took me a bunch of tries. It's nice not seeing a bunch of fuckin smut as soon as you close your eyes as you fall asleep, lemme tell you.
>>6068785so bizarre how misogynistic men always think they get to dictate what a "real woman" is or does>>6068892cause i like music. i have the thread bookmarked and i check it around once a day. it ain't that deep lil bro.
>>6068811thats your own latent homosexuality that you're /feel/ingfaggot lel
>>6059862Fly high bro
>>6068689>barely opening the canare you my wife?
>>6059863sauce?
One from dvach to big to post herehttps://litter.catbox.moe/taaetwbyr5v6m5ah.mp4>>6059863>>6069471https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IaQO9RoYnDo
>>6064259I remember seeing this since like the start of the war,I wonder if the 2 guys at the end of this video are still alive
>>6068265nobody wants you here anyway
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>>6059886I was a literal heroin addict bum from 18-15 and by 27 I was back in the work force. at 38 now I'm a husband, father, and soon to be homeowner. I moved us to Hawaii 3 years ago.It feels like I died 13 years ago and was reborn. Sometimes people remind me of my past and I just go "oh, yeah. Hah." It's like it happened to someone else entirely. Someone I miss sometimes but am glad I don't have to interact with. If he can do it, anyone can do it. I don't have an appropriate gif to share
>>6059865The comic/animation series in this webm, where is it from? I remember some anon said it once but it was awhile ago. Thanks in advance fellas
>>6064248nearly 30. I remember being 19 and realizing that life isn't for me. I went through 2 years of hell trying to adapt to a life after high school. I decided to end my life or just be a perma hobo, went out into the streets for a few weeks and eventually decided yep, an hero time. Got wasted drunk and high on all I could find just for the lols. I passed out on a train track at night and that's when I died. I was ran over and head cut clean off. NO IT DIDN'T RETARD. All is true, but I clearly didn't die, this is just a little fuck you to anyone high right now. Anyway I'm just numb now and live life purely on my terms outside of being forced to make a living. You ever see people acting like retards in public and wonder how they have so much confidence or lack of self awareness? My story is how. I just don't care anymore, if something kills me it kills me. Feels good to tell assholes to STFU, feels good to tell entitled bitches the same. Hell, even if life was truly good, the elites are working overtime to destroy it anyway. Might as well do what you want to do.I hope everyone finds their peace, hopefully the next life is a little better
>>6069010here you go anon hope you can diagnose yourself with this
>>6068892>Women can't even let men contemplate suicide in peace lol. You're literal demons and will be raped into oblivion when war touches every corner of the planet soon.The explanation for this is very simple anon, its not a real woman, its an incel twisted by porn and mental health issues.
There used to be prison riot feels video with atmospheric music. share pls if u have it.
>>6068759>cis women think i'm a real woman.This fag thinks women are honest towards other women lmao. Go ahead, find the ugliest mutant foid on Instagram and read all the comments from women telling her how pretty she is. That's you.
>>6071213>instagrambro thinks social media is reality
>>6068676are you saying I should ask her to elaborate on why she left me and interrupt her getting rawdogged by another man?
>>6071299>women might be dishonest in anonymous online spaces but they are honest in reality Congratulations retard, you just said the dumbest thing I'll read in 2026
>>6071576>i have no sense of morality or empathy therefore nobody of a different gender does eitherno wonder you hate yourself
>>6071999>inability to understand substance >appeal to emotions>projecting>retardedAlright I concede, you might actually be a woman.
>>6071999>a different genderpray tell, how many are there?
>>6072087just because your life is ruled by your fragile male emotions doesn't mean everyone else's is>>6072515considering the scientific fact that gender is a social construct, there isn't a concrete number. in reality, everybody's gender is unique in some aspect
>>6072997Y W N B A WWNBAW
>>6064198Lolmao
>>6067814>Le betaYou don't get any pussy
i bet the lesbian tranny is the same retard that was calling others lazy and larping was some masonry worker last thread, similar writing
>>6071365Not him, but i think you should tell her that you regret not texting her that you made it home safe, and leave it at that. Her explaining why she dumped you, giving a "real reason", won't make you feel better, it'll just distract you. Don't get bogged down in all the other emotions and compulsions that can't be adequately expressed, and would embarrassing anyway. Focus on the regret, which everyone understands, and can be easily expressed by simply stating what it is you regret. Less is more here. You'll feel better for having confessed to her your regret, and hopefully it will help you move on, having finally, as it were, 'officially' ended it yourself.
>>6066098Boo hoo fuck off normie.>That timelineShe was knocked up then decided to abort it.
>>6073094i already am. facts don't care about your feelings
>>6073512>factstroonology is the ultimate alternative fact
>>6064248same but i dont have a wife and it was just me crying alone
>>6073574your side thinks women and minorities existing is propaganda, so
Nothing lives longonly Earth and the Mountains
>>6073832the metaphysics of your ideology make the category "woman" completely arbitrary and meaningless.find God, you pathetic porn addicted faggot
>>6061120whos the speaker/sauce?
>>6072837been looking for this one for ages. thanks
Me having fun with my gf
>>6074205>no i'm the one that accepts reality !!1!>yea the bearded guy in the sky who i talk to in my head agrees with everything i say because i'm his special little boy and he says you're gonna be tortured forever in lava because you asked for a single piece of evidence that he exists
I got hopeful again, bros. Met a girl, hit it off hard. She couldn't keep her hands off me. Just two nights ago we made out for probably an hour and a half, not to mention the random kissing everywhere we went. Then the dreaded question came up: "you're not a virgin, right?" This morning she decided she's done with me. If any of you happen to be hitmen or something, feel free to come by and kill me tonight.
>>6059886>>6061150>>6060867the problem is me. i cant blame anyone else or any external factors for any of my problems. i think i figured that out a long time ago. i just felt too scared to commit suicide until now. anyways, i sold my house and consolidated my bank accounts. i am going to buy a gun in a few weeks and shoot myself. i thought about buying sodium nitrite but it seems like a less reliable method. i gave my family the password for my password manager so it will be an easy transition for them with the bank accounts. my biggest regret is that i should have committed suicide 11 years ago when i first kind of realized that it would be the most optimal solution to mine and my family's problems.
>>6074539If it's worth anything, all of my best life successes have been in my 30s. Still not enough to keep me from being here miserable, but if you're like me with maybe a little more luck, it may actually be possible to escape this hellhole at your age.
>>6074517the very possibility of the validity and uniformity of knowledge, or any moral claim all require grounding in a transcendent source.you asking for "evidence" already presupposes a God's/transcendent power's existence.you will never be a woman.
>>6074562>no i'm the one that accepts reality !!1!>also i'm the only one allowed to reject reality because i said sodelusional nonsense. seek therapy.
>>6073832>your side>the entirety of human history cope. seethe. dilate.
>>6074571therapy is for women and homosexuals.
>>6074235nta but it sounds like Stefan molyneux
>>6074694>>6074235https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HRhiaX5L__Q
>>6074571>delusional troon thinks it can comment on realityyou chopped your dick off sir.Now you exist as a grotesque parody of a man. no one gives a fuck about your thoughts on "mental health" or "reality".
>>6073784>I lost my wife in 2015 to suicide>I lost my father in 2017 to suicideMy guy, I don't want to point fingers, but if everyone around you in particular is killing themselves, then maybe...
>>6059863I'll turn 31 in 140~ days and have recently, truly, come to terms with this. Honestly, you feel like the biggest retard for how faggy the reasons you talked yourself out of doing or learning things.Anyway, I've started planning much less and just doing and learning things right on the spot, If I am able to do so. It's been a lot of fun lately and I can't remember the last time I had so much fun simply learning or reading about things in-depth.I guess it's better having coming to terms with this in my early 30s than my 50s+, like I've seen so many times in these type of clips, cautionary tales, posts, and documentaries.Cause, man, you really feel like the biggest loser, coward, amd faggot when you realize this.
>>6064248>I was gonna kill myself by 18>My wifeYeah good for you dude. Some of us will make it, others will fall short. Let me tell you the tale of a shortcomerI'm 28 and I am 100% going to shoot myself at 30. I sometimes want to just get it over with now, but I have to work to pay off my college debt. Won't leave that to my mom, she co-signed the loan. Every time I pay off my debt I tell myself its going toward my retirement >:)My brothers both moved out, have families, 1 of my friends committed suicide, the others don't talk anymore, or will be getting married and are otherwise too preoccupied to catch up ever. I am just a loner now, and I just hate to give so much of my energy to 'the man' without any resolve of my own.You might picture me a decrepit, or unhealthy, maybe you think I am socially inept. In fact, I am extremely healthy, exercising daily, complemented on my looks, and making regular conversation with total strangers. But all of it is maintenance and routine behavior. I don't wish to disgrace myself or offend the people around me. I have a good career and I'm decently educated inside and outside of the schools, i.e. i've done my fair share of reading and learning about the world in my own time. At times, I feel I've learned a bit too much. >he who increases knowledge increases sorrowNone of my old vices bring me pleasure like they used to, not video games, not TV, not alcohol, not even porn. So I have given all of them up... I've never been more respectable as a person, and yet, i've never been so completely empty.It will be a good day when I blown out my brains and that day actually keeps me going if you will believe that. I can barely sleep some nights, but I know soon I will sleep soundly and with indefinence.For me, the decision has reached a state of mathematical necessity. My life is simply going nowhere, and I am suffering the strategy of a game whose points have already been tallied.
>None of my old vices bring me pleasure like they used to, not video games, not TV, not alcohol, not even porn. So I have given all of them up... I've never been more respectable as a person, and yet, i've never been so completely empty.You've got 2 years still, I was similar but I've found a decent hobby, even a few really. It might seem stupid but having a creative outlet does help a lot, I can't wait but get to my projects when I'm done with work. You don't have to be good at it, you don't have to monetize it, but it has to bring you joy.Also plants, I've been growing my sequoia for 2 years now, it's not well suited for this climate, but after it hits 3m mark it can survive even harsh winters, I'll plant it in a year or two, and it will grow to be at least 30m tall.
>>6066372Funny, because I'm kinda in the same situation. I didn't imagine myself living past 30. I thought that I'd just off myself. And well, I'm reaching the age of 40.
>>6073453you serious? I could almost see that honestly.
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>>6074531Non virgin has girfield anon here. You got lucky man, she's probably a psycho and you dodged a bullet.Crazy girls do the best they can to hide their insanity but it comes out. I met a girl exactly as you are describing once, we made out during our first date and it went super fun, then after a few days later she would say "this isn't working".. Trust me, you dodged yet another representative of the undateable layer of the women cake, it's a big fat layer that includes women who are dating and atill single that cannot figure out that their shitty character is the culprit behind their misery.Don't sweat about being a virgin, but trust me on this, once you fuck you'll go "meh, not much has changed in my life" don't believe me? Ask any dude that fucked.You are doing good anon, if that bitch got attracted to you, other girls will as well, you are probably doing something right to make yourself attractive. Other girls will come 100%, everyone meets several people in their lives, almost no one lucks in to have the first person they fate to be their gf/bf.
>>6074539you should research where intrusive thoughts come from. and when you find out you will probably get really scared, but I can assure you, you wont think about suicide.thats what THEY want, nothing beats the eneregy of a violent death of despair for THEM.unironically seek christ
>>6075319Who is They/Them? Da joos?
>>6064141>what its like to feel invisible
music is radiohead - daydreaming
>>6075324demons anon.suicidal thoughts/ despair come from demons
>>6074204ruined by the dumb music in the end
>>6061287Can you go back to our containment board please. /tttt/ leakage is no better than /pol/ leakage.
>>6060871Pretty>>6059862Whoever made this1. Didn't2. Should haveWhat a useless retard
>>6059858on the train to fuckin nowhere.
>>6059862My wife and I have been together for 13 years. She knows me better than anyone, as a wife, as a friend, as a confident. But as much as we understand each other, she can not comprehend why these 119 seconds break me everytime I watch them. I came to the conclusion that only men can understand skyking.
Been thinking a lot about killing myself again lately. The only reason I haven't is because of how averse I am to pain. Haven't left my bed since Sunday. Not a trigger in itself but something that doesn't help is that I also spilled my heart out by mistake to someone who, however understanding, is also probably a negative impact on my life for stringing me along intentionally for a while prior to that. She said there is a lot of sadness that plagues my heart. I will be seeing her on Saturday, if I make it to then.I must reiterate, this feeling has never really left and has been invasive and persistent since I was 11 or 12.
>>6076063then make a better one faggot
>>6077231you deserve to /feel/ bad
>>6059876if you're like this you just need to kill yourself and stop spreading your misery to others
>>6064254kino
>>6074862any hobby you chase is meaningless, any knowledge you amass is meaningless, any hedonistic activity you partake in is meaninglessthe only regret you should have is not having children earliereverything else is noiseeveryone knows this and anyone who denies it is coping
>>6064198>I'm a tranny and I need to talk about itTake your meds>>6068219Delulu>>6068759>cis women think i'm a real woman. doctors, psychologists, everybody who actually has a brain thinks i'm a real womanNope>>6071999You've been delusionally coping for a month now about your trannihood>>6073832>Being this delusional that you can say stuff like this without realizing your brain is literally rotten from HRTLol, lmao even
>>6070078projection
Does anyone have the Heat /feels/ clip where Robert De Niro talks about being able to walk out on anything in 30 seconds?>>6077231Gay bait>>6077524This is honestly I think the most accurate position to maintain. Whether religious or not, both bring you back to procreation. Believe in God? Have a family. Don't believe in God, well, evolution and nature are real, and those that have the most grandchildren are whose genes survive.But it's too late for some of us.
>>6059869
Bro's there was was a webm ending with "don't wake me up'. It is a bunch a short clips about some dude being happy like dog licking his face, hanging out with gf etc. and it ends with him being alone on a gaming chair with "don't wake me up"
>>6073441I don't regret not texting her, she really pissed me off by ending things right after meeting my parents. At her own request. She asked to meet them and then 3 days after doing so decided to end it anyway. She knew it was going to be over and she still asked to waste my family's time. She also farmed me for favors like driving her around and shit, while being physically distant. And I think once I stopped buying her food (after she had to have me drive her all the way back to her place cause she forgot a key, so I didn't buy her fastfood and let her pay for it) she probably decided I wasn't even worth it as betabucks anymore.God it fucking sucks. I hate that I still miss her. 2 nights ago I groped and made out with and fingerfucked a petite asian girl in the backseat of her car on the first date and she wants to see me again already. I also have had a date with a pretty Italian lawyer. Both of them honestly better than my ex, but I still miss my ex and I don't know why.I keep thinking of calling her and asking her to come over for a night while my parents on vacation in a few weeks. Telling her at least she could get away from her roommates' noise for a bit, cause she was always complaining she couldn't sleep. Just to bootycall her would make me feel better, but unfortunately it makes me look like I don't have pussy, even though I do.
>>6077932Does it matter if she thinks you don't have pussy when you already know you have other options and you're just using her for sex anyway?
>>6059859gonna check this movie, I loved the show normal people
>>6077807Who is this guy again?
>>6078049Yeah because if she wanted to keep me around as a backup option she might be more willing if she thinks I have moved on.And also because (and this is the gayest part here) despite the way she treated me, I still actually wish I could still be in a relationship with her. I have an asian girl with a tighter body who will almost definitely put out next date, texting me a lot. I had a date with an Italian lawyer who was so nice to talk to I don't even mind if she doesn't text me again because how much of an ego boost / morale boost just a single date with her was. But I still want the girl who barely texted me and was borderline autistic back. I keep telling myself it's just for sex, just because I didn't actually fuck her, only got blowjobs, but I'm not even angry we didn't fuck, I'm angry because I feel like we broke up for a stupid reason, because she seemed so into me and then she wasn't.
>>6077524I don't disagree with anything you've said aside from having kids.Also, If you going for a broader perspective, you can even say having children is a deeper cope too.There's no guarantee your lineage will continue past your own kids.Adopting everything as mere cope is understandable, but I have to ask, why are YOU here? Why do you continue?People who have similar views are generally the type of ppl who have years and thousands of posts in a suicide forum. These type of people have always been kind of funny to me...
>>6078916>I don't disagree with anything you've said aside from having kids.you're not disagreeing with me other than with the main point I'm making? are you retarded?>having children is a deeper cope too.no, having children is the meaning of life, literally>There's no guarantee your lineage will continue past your own kids.wholly irrelevant, your offspring could all die in a horrific accident 1 minute after you pass away, you would still have been a happier person for having children because that is what we are intrinsically designed for>Why do you continue?asking these deep le reddit tier questions about life before you've had kids is a waste of time and judging by the way you typed this post I assume you don't have any>People who have similar views are generally the type of ppl who have years and thousands of posts in a suicide forum.you've misunderstood my post entirely and frankly I don't care what people like you have to say about anything, I recognize the misery when I see it and want nothing more to do with it
>>6078941I hope you find your peace, in earnest.
>>6059858The intro and outro monologues in American Psycho are hitting close to home harder with each day. I go with the motions, people react by instincts, there is no direction, it's all futile. I don't choose not to kill myself because I want to live, I just stopped caring, total burnout. I always come back to this state on weekends and at night where I don't have to disguise myself, it's never changing. >This confession has meant nothing.
These threads always provide me with comfort.This week was really difficult.
You think y'all got it bad? I'm living in motels, and killing myself when my money runs out. Can't be bothered living in emergency accommodation or some shitty place. I have no friends, family to rely on, etc. So I'm on holiday until I'm out of money. Cya lads
Life is supposed to be hard. A life with no troubles isn't worth living.
>>6077349Hope you're doing better anon, IKTF to a certain extent. Don't kill yourself over a woman, that would be a bitch move. Better yet, don't kill yourself at all. Are you open to the idea of finding a way to copy without relying on others?
>>6079784copy = cope, I do apologize profusely
i really feel nothing reading this thread. i know of people who have it worse than me. they lack the fundamental needs of life while i am complaining about the lack of bodily pleasures.
>>6078607wholesome
>>6061287i came to this thread to feel sad not disgusted. fuck off freak.
>>6079846>"But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God."Spiritual emptiness is just was bad... no in fact i would say is worse than lacking in other aspects of life.
>>6078380reviewbrah
>>6078390Dude tou have fucking ego issues or some demons in your closet. I appreciate the candor and i'm not trying to be mean to you. your problems here and even more importantly how you see relationships as, indicate your issue is deeper and possibly goes go childhood issues/trauma. Let me phrase it to you differently, imagine a girl writes here about how she treats all of the decent men she meets like trash, but still wants to go back to her abusive boyfriend even though he treats her like shit and have his buddies pull trains on her.Unfortunately you won't get much sympathy out of me because you have girls that are into you and you treat them as disposables yourself. Get well anon.
>>6080200You are right man I do have issues. I hate that I still want the girl who treated me like shit. I definitely am a retarded cuck in a lot of ways. I'm not being sarcastic I think you're genuinely right.>Unfortunately you won't get much sympathy out of me because you have girls that are into you and you treat them as disposables yourself. Yeah and that's what I hate. I'm going to do my best to treat them well and not string them along. I really don't want to hurt anyone.
>>6079936Why would someone who believes in god be sad?
>>6077524>life is meaningless except for creating as much more meaningless life as possibleuhh ok dude
>>6079450damn, I hope you're joking but you're probably not
>>6080534>life is meaninglessidk if you're deliberately missing the point or what>doing [hobby] is not life>learning [thing] is not life>ingesting [substance] is not life>traveling to [place] is not life>consuming [slop] is not life>playing [game] is not lifenone of this will bring you any happiness or fulfillment, they are all surrogate activities for something you actually want to do which is to procreatein the natural world you would learn skills that are useful for your survival in while also procreating, but in modern society all of these activities are done in place of procreation
>>6059858Goddamn, Harland owned these losers so bad they'll never recover. One Canadian OAP Norm McDonald rip off blew the roof off the American Right Wing alt irony comedian
>>6067689Oh it would be great to go back, back when all those people were alive. But she won't be back there, and I don't know if I'll find her like I did now. So no, I won't go back if I could, the dead will understand, they wanted me to find someone like her anyway
>>6080758You sound like a teenager from /pol/. The state of marriage in the west is utterly fucked. You'd know that if you weren't underaged, and had spent more time around adult normalfags. I'm a miserable sperg, but i don't envy the majority of sex-having normalfags, shit is grim.
>>6080806>I'm a miserable spergdid you really think you had to clarify this?next time don't reply to my posts, retard
>>6059858>pussy threadshare videos that make you feel like a pussy
>>6080814>replying to a post just to make a non-point and declare that you don't want a replyTake the thong out of your bussy, your shit looks like it was typed by a woman.You're some teenager that thinks he's going to single-handedly reverse the several decades of jewish mindrape western society has undergone.
>>6060871>Fort Leavenworth Kansasim good bro
>>6080534Don't waste your time, you never find any real insight with these types.
>>6080928>>6080534
>>6070086vewn - dead endhttps://youtu.be/RUaOpH31IRUtwins in paradise is really good as well
>>6080823>da joosnta, thanks for exposing yourself, you are the other end of trannies and just as insufferable.You already mentioned you are a miserable sperg. Even you know well enough your advice should be ignored and your opinions and shitty world view is what's making you a miserable sperg.Don't you wish you weren't a miserable sperg? Or you desire to remain one?I would argue you have a deep desire to be loved by a good woman who would want to be the mother of your children. Would you at least admit thay?
Anyone have that one “yesterday” webm
>>6060467Shazam says its Suburban Dawn by andrea cortese
>>6078607i love that the one who finds the wooden spoon is like "you fucking retards"
>>6080806>The state of marriage in the west is utterly fuckedyeah we know. meaning has been taken away from us and everyone is depressed. i'd still like to try. this is the only life i will ever get.
>>6067929Most guys don't get their shit together until their 40s. Just put your heart into what you love and take care of your health. Everything will fall into place.
>>6060465Kali Maa destroys demons.
>>6079214Sorry you had a rough week anon. Glad you got some comfort out of coming here.
>>6062286eslGODDESS…
>>6064248You have a good wife, anon. Make sure you stay true to your words and be there for her.
>>6068759Real women do not have penises. This is a simple fact of biological sex. You may be transitioning right now into a trans woman, but you are not and will not be a cis woman.
>>6070074I would be surprised if they still are. But I hope they are and that they got home or will return home safe.
>>6072997How many sexes are there? Gender is a concept, sex is fact.
>>6064258fuck you
does anyone have the video of the 2 guys in a bar, dialogue starts with "you will never be a girls erotic dream, get over it"
>>6079450I went through that, it was much comfier than expected. If you're an American, halfway houses will accept you within minutes as long as you have no criminal history and proof of such. Went from NEETing out at a Woodspring Suites for years, to street dwelling hobo for a few days, to halfway house denizen over a few months. Strangely, the best food I've ever eaten in my life was at that halfway house. If you decide not to end it right away, just don't go to the homeless shelters, shoot straight for a halfway house. I made the mistake of trying a homeless shelter at first, and nearly got murdered by a schizo who thought I was an incognito journalist, kek.
>>6081492Film "Whatever">>6081127You're gambling on really shit odds, and the price of losing is worse than if you had just stayed single. The few good women all pair off young with the few good men. Most people it seems like are just tolerating eachother because they can't handle being alone.
>>6080797
>>6081196the chang one (who got the two metal spoons) called the carlos one (who got the wooden spoon) an idiot.
>>6081324>cisthis is not a thing. don't use their bullshit terms to dilute basic things. the troonfaggot will never be a woman, period.
>>6081517I understand why you see it this way, when i started dating I encountered all sorts of trash and spent way too much money and time on each date and girl, it was painful to lose that time and money, but within a month or two i started doing simple low cost dates and being more casual and i was able to get to the more normie women and just recognize the crazies on the phone. also there's an age cutoff at around 30, the ratio of crazy grows by a factor of 10. I started dating only 20yos and closely aligning by conservative beliefs. If you don't want to do the leg work of searching for a good woman every week and dating, how do you expect anything to happen? No one knows you exist and all you got to offer is doom and gloom. I talk about dreams, children and family first date, it's common here (israel) among secular girls. At 20 you'll find most sane girls that want to breed and ready to listen to a man, at 30 you gotta prepare for a much longer journey with having to uncover all the crazy whores trying to pass of as normal women.My goal was to find the least crazy of them all since legit all women are insaneGo find the least crazy one.t. Has gf for 4 years that is loyal and low on insanity that wants to breed. She also plays video games and do other mainly non bitch activities. Not without her issues mind you.
>>6081694It is, it is a medical term that is used when the person is born as a man/woman and remains a man/woman. Trans women can only be trans women, they are not women by birth and are different from them. But trans women aren't men anymore if they've removed their dick and balls. It's simply medical science. There are only 2 sexes. Gender is just a concept but it does explain hermaphrodites and other odd medical sexual conditions. Trans activists co-opted gender because it's easier to bullshit their way through that since they can make up whatever stupid label they want like identifying as an attack helicopter
>>6076063Herzog is a worthless pretentious fuck anyway. Years later he laughed at how dramatic he made this scene look. He often didn't care about accuracy in his films, too, so the narration may as well be bullshit
>>6081531Go outside..dude, outside where I live, bunch of drug addicts and old guys. I, once every 10 fucking years, try to get some speed.... Like, rarely do it. 2 methheads lives on my road. asked them to get it for me. Rips me off as much as they can cause I dont know shit, until I catch on. So I make ultimatums. I have to taste it and it has to come off of them. So i figures instead of me driving him to get me and him some, im not taking it 3rd party no more so, I'd offer him something.Cheap sonofabitch, wants an airconditioner after he sees me get one. I got it from facebook, for 50$. told him 50$ and facebook. Gives a look like, ahhh. Im thinking wtf you want one for less than 50$? you can forget it.. So i get rid of my old one, take it out. Decide hey heres a bargaining chip. Told him hey dude, for half that price in that, I'll trade it to you, gotta test etc. Think he came over one night to ask me to look at his scooter.Nope, wouldn't do it. WEnt over there the other night to take him and say fuck it, im paying him to do it so he'd better not fuck me over. Yea no he leaves to go to the neighbors. Never comes back over. Neighbor offers me the same deal, when caught him in my yard, said he thought the cops were coming down the road and jumped in my yard. I was pulling up. never talked to me again.these fucking methheads doing it constantly have clean records. tells me all about the cops dealing in it. when i ask them to do something for me they won't do it. why? to keep me from enjoying shit. One asshole even tried to get my enjoyment (weed) off me one day after he'd ripped me off(said he did) and was out after an hour. brought flour or something over in a bag to trade for it. Realized this wasn't it. Trying to take MY enjoyment. Offer to do something for them for it, won't. FUCK THEM. FUCK OUTSIDE THIS HOUSE> FUCK THIS COUNTY.
>>6081759lmao, this and the tranny "lesbian" are some next level psyops/baiting, and in a fucking /wsg/ feels thread of all places
>>6081759Fair enough anon. Like i said, the guys that actually can make it work, do, i just think that's the exception rather than the rule. Seems like most normalfags can't pull it off most the time, let alone some sperg.also>>da joos>it's common here (israel)kek. Honestly though Israel's probably a lot better in terms of finding a gal than the US.
>>6081900'cis' entered the zeitgeist and common vernacular about five minutes ago. one of those google term searches for 'cis male' will find jack shit before 2020. I say again, don't feed into their bullshit. using 'cis' opens the door to potential comparison between 'types' of male, cis vs trans, suggesting there could be argued any sort of equivalence. no; there are only males, females, and freaks.
This shit hits home, homie!The greatest noticing campaign of all timeAllowing normies to see them, just as I doThat and the song from HS, a girl I liked started talking to me a lot during a weekend school trip, when I was listening to it on the bus with my discman (we all stayed in a hotel)
>>6082326
>>6082326>>6082327The basis of the BTJ NYT charts showing overrepresentation of jews in tons of fields. Meant to demonize Whites, by saying we were overrepresented & minorities underrepresented. Instead, it showed that both Whotes & minorities were super underrepresented & jews were 20-45x overrepresented. Backfiring on the woke jewish editors trying to demonize White people
>>6082331Saying lefty jews and conservative jews are the same is retarded. It's like me saying avg guy and a pedo rapist are the same group with the same agenda and beliefs cos they are both men or both white. Remember all that propaganda demonizing straight men as racist and a bunch or rapists? Well you fell for it just towards a group that is not you.Let me give you another example, it's da joo's fault that you can't find a man, it's their fault why your dad left you and why you can't get promoted or find any better work than being a barista, they put up a glass ceiling where you as a woman always make 77 cents yo their dollar and all they want is to rape you and beat you up.. makes sense no? But why do i bother, you probably think you are so righta at this point for the dopamine hit. But you are not, you are demoralized too much to resist whoever wants to cuck you. And if you think it's joos you already got cucked. Being angry and emotional is not good if it controls you.t.jew from israel
anyone got the video of the japanese fighter who mentions his cat in the winner's interview? he says something like "thank you for saving my life", i think the cat may have died young and he dedicates the win to iti saw it in these threads long ago, didn't save it, tried to find it through google/youtube but every search engine is so intentionally shit nowadays to force you to train their AI
>>6062272sauce?
>>6081517thats the one, thanks
good thred it's been fun anonssee you fuckers on the info superhighway
>>6067694don't know why people keep saving the version with the shitty zoomer track over it
>>6082787your life is shit because you're a miserable person who has never added anything positive to any place you've ever dwelled. also you're probably fat/faggot/
>>6074246
>>6069129christkikery is inherently homosexual
>>6083036>t. retarded atheist faggot or poop worshipping pagan
>>6082992>NOOOOO I need my ambient sigma depressioncore remix to know if my vertical reel is sad!!!fuck off retard
>>6083519>im fucking ugly>>i'm fucking ugly, but please addd some anti-incel reasoning as to why i don't like himgrim
was sauce ever found for this?
>>6083519this is so much more grim when you find out Marty is 34also you could've easily edited out the glaring "CLIPS" logo in the corner & made it an mp4 instead of obsolete webm.so le tasteless Zoomer was probably right, you're fat and lazy
>>6082342kek yes all jews are the same vile heretics. Every people everywhere through all time have known this.
>>6083791mp4 is worse than webm
>>6083791>provides no file of his ownyou're fat and lazy
>>6083791kill yourself
>>6083791reddit spacing
>>6065252You can always pause the webm. If you're interested in the author of those graphics: aleha_84 on Instagram. He's dope
>>6068787sauce?
>>6084149see, that wasn't so difficult, was it faggot?
goodnight anons
>>6084094if you're gonna complain about file formats and edits, be prepared for the same when you post your own lazily assembled gay bullshit.
>>6084677>>6084680>still no files posted of their ownfat and lazy gay posters
>>6084680yes goy, the 144p cropped edited tiktok mp4 is totally just as lazy as the 720p webm
>>6067814You tend to grow out of this kind of thinking as you mature. You are probably going to live a long life with highs, lows, and a mostly somewhere inbetween because that's the average human experience and where most growth actually happens. The goal is balance. Much of what you have been told about porn being “all bad” comes from other people’s subjective beliefs and experiences, often reinforced before then through psychological framing similar to marketing. Sexuality and arousal are normal, and shame around them usually causes more harm than good. Too much of anything can be unhealthy, but “extreme” is subjective. What feels excessive to one person feels manageable to another, so ask yourself whose standards you are judging yourself by and decide for yourself. Take care of your mind and body, and aim to be kind and positive most of the time. When it comes to money, do something that does not make you miserable. You do not need to make a lot to live comfortably, and a satisfying work life balance is usually worth more than extra income. Chasing more money just to buy more things often creates stress. Whatever you do, do it with pride. You can either do what you like or learn to like what you do, and the second option is always available. Avoid addiction to material things, gambling, and unnecessary debt. Go bankrupt if you have to, just learn your lesson. We live in a golden age of technology where basic comforts are affordable, and you're often just paying for status symbols. Rca tv's and 400 dollar androids are fine , 15 year old carollas are great. Everyone makes mistakes. You live and you learn. Perfectionism is its own kind of hell, and comparison is a trap. No one has life figured out. It takes a lifetime to learn how to live. Take it easy. You don't need to figure out the mysteries of the universe, whatever conclusions you convince yourself of regarding all that stuff, you'll probably get it wrong anyway. Seek balance, you can't go wrong.
>>6084755Oh shit. Disregard. Actually meant to post this to >>6067929
