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how life feels nowadays

>>6118140
What movie is the bottom right corner from? I remember seeing a scene where she's holding a young moaning ballerina and it was the hottest fucking thing ever.

>>6118155
Possesion 1981
Isabella adjani

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>>6118140
how's my year going?
not that good anon, its been 4 years and i still think about her every day

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everything seems so bland and far away, like im in a trance, not feeling what i was supposed to feel

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sometimes i think i really died in that car accident when i was young, and this is just hell

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like im waiting for something that will never come, and thats my punishment for some sin i comitted long ago

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nothing feels right, no prospects or dreams, everything washed away in the sea of time

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maybe my oportunties for happyness passed me by and i never saw them as i was supposed to, and now im not to get any more

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i wish i had courage

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i wish my life would turned out different

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see you again in another time friends, maybe next time it wont be so lonely here

>>6118140
Why is the femoid crying? Women don't suffer.

>>6118149
Does anybody have a higher quality of this video please?

>>6118632
What is this please?

>>6118659
The fact 20 fucking faggots say the same shit on every sad thread across each board should tell you this isn't hell. Also my favourite football team is going to win the league so if it is your hell then thank you anon.

>>6118681
Wishing well for you, anon.

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The weekend's almost over

>>6118921
never long enough

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LET ALL THE BAD WASH AWAY, PLEASE QUIT 4CHAN AFTER WATCHING MY WEBM.

>>6118926
>quit 4chan
I never get the mentality of people who say this. I exclusively absorb only the good posts and everything else simply isn't acknowledged or committed to memory. It's like cutting off a limb when all you need to do is make it stronger.

>>6118929
>I exclusively absorb only the good posts and everything else simply isn't acknowledged or committed to memory.


You are still new, its the time you waste away here with bots.

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me rn

>>6118947
literally me except I don't quit, my contract is not renewed instead.

>>6118939
No you fucking self-absorbed faggot I am not new. I have been here longer than you've probably been alive. Seeing someone else who has it all sorted out and dragging them to your level is exactly why you have the problems you have now at this time in your life. Sort yourself out, the rest of us aren't moving.

>>6118671
That's me in my mid 20s.
Now I'm almost 40 and just dream about not waking up. Don't want to suffer from painful death or illness. Just go to sleep and sail into the void.

>>6118634
Marty is an all-time great film
but it's a turbo-blackpill when you realize
Marty
>owned his own large home in a major metro area (with his mother)
>was set to purchase a thriving butcher shop
>had a large social circle of friends who genuinely cared about him and noticed his absence
>actually meets a woman 5 years younger than him who expresses interest in him

brutal

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these threads seem to only have negative feels. so here's some positive feels to brighten up your day <3

>>6118664
Forcing people into existence is evil

>>6118659
The notion of reality does not matter. This is the only existence you have access to; accept it for what it is, live with it. Change what you can, and accept the things you can't.

This is the only way to live.

>>6118982
Well said. Ignore the illiterate horde.

>>6119159
no lol
you don't even understand what evil means

>>6118140
Why is there a fucking whore in my feels meme?

>>6118624
fuck this is good

>>6118926
your post is trash and you should feel bad

>>6118947
sauce?? this is a banger song

>>6119709
dont have it, but it sounds a lot like "sorry about my face"

>>6119119
YWNBAW

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>>6118140

>>6118143
nigga at the end mogs me to oblivion dafuq u moping about bitch

>>6119717
take a moment and reflect. your immediate reaction to seeing people being happy and enjoying life is to be cruel and hateful. no wonder you're depressed.

>>6119159
Ignore the other anon, forcing people into existence can be evil... But if we end up bringing a child into this world, we can be what our parents weren't. I don't mean retarded redditor style parents with no authority who raise idiotic narcissistic monsters, I mean loving parents that actually guide their kids to be good and happy and well adjusted individuals. At least that way, even if forcing people into existence is evil, by being a man or women that doesn't abandon them and truly work hard to be a good parent, their life won't be suffering. The evils of the world will never manifes in their life.

>>6119119
trash webm

I know it is a long shot but does someone have a "feels" webm similar to what I am about to describe? It is a still image that shows a man from some random manga I guess with messy hair and a beard(?) he was sitting down I think, looked sad but not crying, the most important part was the dialogue, a single line that read "show me, the world/life outside these walls". The webm had a song with no vocals, just instruments like a lot of feels webms.

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is 23 too old to start over?

>>6120251
>is 23 too old to start over
no, obviously not. you can "start over" at almost any age, depending on what you mean by that.

you cannot ditch your genes. and you will have a tough time breaking your most deep-seated habits, but you can definitely do it. you can easily move places, explore new career paths, get your health in order.

whatever it is you need to change, if you do not change it, that is at least seriously try to, then you will only carry on that anxious question of whether "it's to late" for something.

let me tell you one thing from experience: the slightly regretful feeling of having begun something "too late" is way, way less bad than carrying that ever-nagging and soul-eating feeling of bargaining about whether it is "too late" or not. give your mind some relief and start the change.

>>6118140
A young woman hit on me yesterday.
I don’t even care anymore.
I need to leave this forsaken place before I sink further

>>6120251
Hope this will make you feel better, just so you know Caesar was lamenting himself for being a loser in his 30s, his entire youth a loser and yet history remembers him as one of the greats. You still have time anon, go for it!

>>6120251
As long as you're not settled in your thirties you still got the whole world at your feet. The older you get, the harder it gets to change things. But 23? God, if I compare my 23 to me today you would think it's a different person

>>6119944
you reject happiness and suffer for it

>>6120374
Life would not be worth living if it was not for the suffering.

>>6118926
Why would I leave when this is the only place that's ever felt like home?

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>>6119771
Why did they have to take quickplay away from us?

>>6120402
and life would not be worth living if not for the joy as well. rejecting one to embrace the other is a fool's errand

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>>6120763
RIP SkyKing

>>6120763
>>6121053
F

>>6120734
Name of the song of you know it please?

>>6118142
Does anyone have her cover of Tom Waits - "All The World Is Green"?

>>6120251
Are you tall?

>I have led a toothless life’, he thought. ‘ A toothless life. I have never bitten into anything. I was waiting. I was reserving myself for later on-and I have just noticed that my teeth have gone.

>>6121129
Scars by Novulent

>>6118947
Don't stick with a bad work environment for long, just look for a new one. The last job I had was years ago, the boss was a piece of shit so I left immediately. It didn't help that I have depression and have an unorthodox work etiquette (maybe I have autism). Fast forward 7 years of being a bum and just helping out at home to now, I took over the management of a company from my uncle, The workload is heavy and the company is completely out of my career industry but without abusive fucks trying to get in my head, I'm doing better. I'm making much more than when I used to work and I try to keep the culture in the company friendly-professional, I'm not gonna be a piece of shit boss like that fucktard.

>>6121053
>>6120763
FLY HIGH SKYKING

>>6120917
No life is worth living as it inherently has no value. At least on a cosmic scale. But there's no value in killing yourself either for the same reason.
So we just suffer on

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>>6121139

>>6121537
thanks dude

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>>6120763
>>6121053
Fly high... Sky King

>>6118681
See you space cowboy

>>6118939
Incorrect, I am a meat Popsicle

>>6120251
It could not be a more perfect age to start anew

>>6121486
dam. When i remember being a kid and the ice cream truck coming round, and then compare it to now…

>>6120727
Well that was wholesome

>>6121483
you don't have to suffer. life has no inherent value, that's a reasonable position to take. you certainly aren't the first philosopher to make that claim. but okay. you think life has no inherent value? make value. life *can* be worth living. if you allow joy to enter your life. my life is far from perfect. i don't like my job, i don't like my apartment, i wish i had more friends, i wish i had a romantic partner right now, i wish i had more money and time to pursue my hobbies, my passions, my dreams. but ya know what? i'm not unhappy. i go into work with a smile on my face. i have fun conversations with my coworkers. i laugh. i get to walk around all day, it's not a tremendous work out but i stay active, and i feel good. i go home, and i watch a fun movie, play a fun game, listen to some fun music. i go to bed and i relish how comfortable my bed is. i cuddle my shark plush and i have happy dreams. then i wake up, i take my hormones, and i get to do it all over again. i'm optimistic. i'm excited for the future. i have concrete plans i'm working on to continue to improve my life. i still get sad. i still cry. but it's worth it now. i know that the joy will come back. i'm not saying you should transition or anything like that, i don't know you. but ifyou find something, some sort of positive energy, positive force in your life, life *can* be worth living. and i mean, hell, what do you have to lose?

I wish I just had one real friend I felt understood me instead of the people I interact with in reality who go out of their way to make me feel like shit and fuel my high inhibition
My parents tell me not to take these instances so seriously and think about it from the other person’s pov. “Maybe they were just having a bad day” but it feels like I always catch people on a bad day. Somehow my offense is the straw that breaks the camel’s back everytime…
Whenever someone has to repeat themselves to me they always have to go out of their way to let me know it’s my fault instead of being chill and just repeating themselves. Constant back-handed comments made at my expense, people looking visibly annoyed and sighing when I bother them for anything, people asking me a question then watching them immediately ask someone else because my word wasn’t good enough, people rearranging everything I touch right in front of me but not saying anything or acknowledging it.
I’d rather just repurchase something than bother someone to give me what I paid for because I tell myself that maybe they too realize the hell we live in and their sanity is hanging by a thread, even though I know most people don’t think twice about making their problem someone else’s. I’m never allowed to call anyone out and am expected to give the benefit of the doubt while all anyone can do for me is assume the worst while I cope by telling myself that my character and actions will shine through.

Feeling like writing a bit.
I invited a girl to a party today, she was tired and didnt want to go.
Now at 330 am she sends me a message that another friend ended up convincing her to go.

Its so funny how it made me feel like shit and to her its probably nothig big.

im 25 and this is the first time i have felt this for a woman, all my other experiences i felt like i was forcing myself somewhat. Maybe thats the reason every time ive tried to have sex i get limp dick.

Feeling pretty pathetic right now, 25 year old virgin with a one sided crush on friend who doesnt see me like that.

Her boyfriend cheated on her and now they are on a break, i thought it was my chance and we even kissed a few times but now shes avoiding me.

My guess is she wants to go back to friends, to how things were before. But i am already fucked.

Having a pretty rough time anons. Just wante to type a bit to sort my feelings, i only imagine her dancing and having fun and im crying on my bed. its so sad its funny.

>>6121812
over the past few months i caught feelings for a girl for the first time, by the fact that im posting about it here you can guess how it's going.
i do realize that there is basically no chance for that relationship to come into existence, yet i still intend to torment myself with some remarkably pathetic attempts.
im also in the "avoiding me" phase lol

either way, thanks for typing your post, reading it kind of helped me

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>>6118140

How do you cope that every year is disappointment the only thing that change is bigger interst of disappointment

>>6121812
>>6122347
Just save your money for surrogate man it's over

>T. 31 year old virgin

>>6121731
>you don't have to suffer.
Yeah tell that to my body. PEM is a bitch
> you think life has no inherent value? make value
So you're saying I should lie to myself.

These threads have been occurring for 15+ years
I remember seeing Drive when I was 13, liking it, but never wanting to watch loops of Ryan Gosling staring off into space or pouting.
It's really low IQ bullshit
I call it "the gaze", not to be confused with staring at a woman's butt/breasts, because this gaze is just gay and retarded.
I'm not a boomer, but I think anyone who "aura farms" deserved to be curstomped by one. Someone with hundreds of thousands, if not millions in net worth.

>>6119840
Have you missed the past 15 years or something? All men are either a 10/10 or a 1/10 now. Nothing in between.

Male suicide rates aren't shooting up for no reason.

>>6122465
That's not true

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About ready to punch out early. This time last year was one of the happiest times of my life and now the reason I was so happy then, my first real job in almost 20 years, is blowing up in my face. I've been on disability most of my life. Now that I've had the job for a year the government is coming after me even though I've done everything right. I'm fully expecting it to get way worse soon too. The stress is the worst I've ever dealt with. I'm having extreme sleep problems, physical health issues, and if I hadn't gotten a night guard last year my teeth would be destroyed from clenching. I'm insanely lucky the job is gig work type stuff or I'd have lost the job due to missed days. Because of this stress even if they reverse course damage has already been done but I'm sure they won't.

Before the government decided to step on me I was doing great. I was making good enough money to get off benefits, eating much better, and even getting fit. I was truly enjoying life and absolutely loved the job. Work really was setting me free. I even had a solid plan to never end up in a situation that I'd need to get back on disability ever again. I went as far as speaking to financial advisors about it. The job was the first one I've ever felt confident I could easily keep as long as I want to work. I've accepted I'll probably never find love but at least I could've lived my life with a monthly income that wasn't less than the rent for a studio apartment. Now, as usual, there's a very good shot it was all for nothing.

Every damn time I try to succeed and better my life it looks great for a bit then something happens and I get crushed. I'm too old for this shit. This is my last shot at life before I go find a nice place to die and it's looking like I won't be around for 2027. It's to the point that I don't even feel all that sad about the idea of suicide. I feel like I'm empty or like my soul has already left the building. It's a miserable existence and I'm tired of it.

>>6122514
I really fucking hate that fucking 4chan of all places is the only place I feel safe being open about this shit..

>>6118140
2026 has been the best year I've had ever.
Most dates I've been on.
Most sex I've had
Most money I've made
Doing more racing than ever.

.t 34yrs old and apparently life isn't over..yet..

i hate the idea of presenting myself in the flesh. i don't know what it is about me that's just repulsive to people, i feel its just my actions in life that sound greater than they actually are, not to mention people like to hype me up greatly. then said people meet me and realize i'm actually an autismo with poor people skills. mid intelligence and my looks aren't even close to good or handsome and then they get this disgusted ick that's apparent in their tone and face, like i'm not the man they worshiped or formed in their mind.

it's fucking defeating anons, being treated like i'm diseased and damaged goods because i don't live up to everyone's expectations and get treated worse because of it. it's genuinely made me hate myself to the point of not even putting my real name to anything, no matter how proud i am of it. also the reason i like the default or anonymous name, so people aren't reviled when they see or search for the real me.

>>6122519
it sucks, but at least we can be honest and vent freely here
>>6122535
good for you anon

>>6122391
>PEM is a bitch
and gender dysphoria isn't? i also have autism, adhd, ocd, general anxiety, major depression, and possible schizotypal personality disorder. yea, it sucks. but i don't let it control my life

>So you're saying I should lie to myself.
Not at all. Don't just tell yourself life has value, *make* the value. Everybody has to give themselves a reason to keep going. Make yours a good one.

>>6122538
I understand that feeling I think. I do best as an invisible observer, never meant or allowed to touch the world of humans, only view.
I tried to tell someone long ago what it was like, that being among others almost always makes me want to disappear. They responded with, 'then why didn't you walk away"? It's not enough.

>>6122578
>I do best as an invisible observer, never meant or allowed to touch the world of humans, only view.
well said anon, this cunt of a world makes me want to dissolve into nothing more than just a wandering and seeing soul.
I want to share 1 verse from a song and an excerpt from a book with you and the rest of the thread.

"Cause once you're with one world, There's another waiting there" - Mister kingdom by Electric Light Orchestra

"Only then did he creep out again, and, carefully skirting the players, make his way left to where the firewood was stacked under the archway. There, raising is collar, he sat down on a pile of logs. (...) 'Why are you always sitting by yourself Luzhin? You should run about a bit with the other boys.' Luzhin would get up from the woodpile, trying to find a point equidistant from those three of his classmates who were especially fierce at this hour (...) and, having reassured himself that the teacher was far off, would return to the woodpile." - The Defense by Vladimir Nabakov

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>>6122575
You sure didn't let it control your life, those 67 labels just came on your birth certificate. Fucking kek.
You can't "make" value if you "know" there is none. You can't make something out of nothing.
I like baking, it gives some joy but it doesnt make life have any more value.

Also comparing PEM to gender dysphoria?
Jesus fucking christ.

Bump

>>6118140
Whenever you see women in literary me webms you know it's just for the trannies.

>>6122991
so wallow then. suffer for nothing while others enjoy life. it's your choice.

>>6119119
>post & webm
You're a transvestite that is a nanometer away from killing yourself, aren't you?

>>6119937
>take a moment and reflect
Don't hold your breath for him.

>>6123272
retard