How are you?
>>1557737on a 10 scale, I'd say 5
>>1557740I hope the rest of your day gets better fren
>>1557737I'm not good.
>>1557744I'm sorry to hear that, so what's the matter fren?
>>1557737Think I'm doing well. But how are you, friend?
>>1557746That's nice. I am empty I think, I just feel a gaping void where my emotions and sense of enjoyment should be. But thanks for asking fren, you're the only one that has. :D
>>1557748Why, can you tell us a bit more about yourself and maybe your situation?
>>1557756Well the thing is that I don't know why, if I did I would have solved it by now. It's difficult for me to ascertain a reason or reasons for why I feel this way. Perhaps it was my upbringing, I have an emotionally distant mother and an abusive father, in regard to my father I don't see him much, the very sight of him makes me physically sick. As for my mother, she just mostly ignores me, but that's nothing new. I live with my parents, I have no friends IRL and I live in a secluded town away out in the country.
>>1557737Worried. I have been talking to this girl who I have really liked for the past few months, but now she is quite ill. I am worried since it has been a week of illness. I wish I was there to take care of her, but we are not at that stage yet. We have not gone out, though we agreed to at some point (was originally going to be around now, but as the saying goes, man plans, God laughs).P.S: Watch Zipang
>>1557759I hope everything works out well, you seem like a kind, caring person.
>>1557757I get the feeling. Those are quite a few things. How do you spend your day?
>>1557743yeah...maybee thanks I guess
>>1557766messaging my online friends, playing video games with them, sharing music, etc. And when they're not online I would maybe go out on a walk around a ruined stone tower deep in the forest, or just to the general store, which is really the only store. If I can't then I read novels or lie down and do nothing which can be difficult sometimes because I feel as though I should be doing something, but there's nothing to do. Other days I play guitar, that's about it. I don't find what I engage in to be enjoyable, but I do it nevertheless. How about you?
>>1557770I guess nothing too fancy myself. But I do try and enjoy them while doing what seems important. I play myself the guitar every now and then, also.I take it that maybe you neither work nor study? Did something happen?
>>1557773I used to go to college but then because I was severely bullied I quit after I was beaten so bad that my stomach ruptured. Since then I have a fear of such places because of that incident. As for work, I do freelance jobs, a bit of writing or coding usually.
