I don't know where to start, quick context. My parents are kinda useless and when I was younger I've always had trauma, I started to do SH in 2020 and basically now I don't feel any emotion, I have a Bf and he saw how I didn't hygiene myself or my room, how disgusting I am, I did very bad things I don't even feel guilty and my mind is so fucked up, last fight with my bf I tried to kms and or I usually beat him, I've trying to change since 2024 and I'm just as useless as I was
>>1558063Can you tell me about your dreams? What a beautiful future life would look like for you.
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