i forgot the email i used for it (it was an old channel i had from 2017 that i logged into then changed the email and password in 2022)i swear the internet is completely useless nowadays, i remember there was some method to get at least the first two or three letters of the email which would help me remember the whole email i used, but i can't find any info about how to do it nowpls halp fml >_<
