>spending hours in settings menus or I freak out for not having the "right" settings>toggling every setting over and over because I didn't press the button "right">equipping and unequipping gear over and over>sucking on controller ports and plugging and unplugging everything dozens of times before using it>taking half an hour to push on already plugged in cables so they're plugged in "right"I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE I CAN'T FUCKING RELAX UNLESS I'M SO SHITFACED DRUNK I CAN'T EVEN THINKI WANT TO KILL MYSELF
>posted on the wrong boardyeah I'm blowing my brains out
>/wsr/Try prozac
>>1560510Have you tried making checklists and cross out those "tasks" so you don't have to repeat them?
>>1560510mega oofmaybe there are some games with less modification (e.g. no equipping), but I imagine your brain would still find details to fixate onPerhaps a tower defense game would sufficiently abstract you from the gameplay? I like kingdom rush. But I can see your brain finding still finding details to fixate on there>controller portsMaybe get a docking station so you only need to plug in one cable rather than multiple. Or go to a public rental gaming station where maybe you'd be unable to fiddle with the wires.
>>1560510Smoke meth
>>1560510Sounds like you need therapy tbqh. OCD is a bitch, but with the right support you can learn to live with it. I wish you luck in doing so.
>>1560510>Diagnosed:Take your meds>Self-diagnosed:Go see doctor
>sucking on controller portsThat's gross dude.