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are they real? does god/the universe/the simulation pre-determine someone with whom we are destined to experience the platonic ideal of love with? and is it ever possible to fuck up this potential relationship?
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>>40954982
There is a spirit who ascended from earth 30,000 years ago that still keeps me company to this day. I don't think most people have this type of relationship, but I don't know. She says she loves me and that we will spend eternity together. It hasn't been a 3d relationship between us since about 13k years ago when Atlantis fell and split the higher dimensions apart from the surface reality, but we still persisted together.
I don't know if humans can love forever like this, but angels can. But she says I'm an angel too, but I am born human, so I guess its possible for humans as well.
>and is it ever possible to fuck up this potential relationship?
I'd say yes, but if its true love than eternity is a long time to work things out.
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>>40954994
I haven't posted on 4chan in a while, but man i just got crazy goosebumps reading your post. I'm going through a super similar situation. I'm praying everyday that we can just start hanging out, my lover loves to make intimate eye contact with me (They're always very intense and very sexual, but we are seperated with no contact). I have no one to really say this to who can understand so I vent here. They probably don't like me oversharing all this info. If you're a biological male and you wanna get closer to your Soulmate/Twinflame lover here is one tip: Practice abstinence and celibacy, particularly Semen Retention and nofap and no porn. I think thoughts are okay, as they don't linger as much. I will pray you meet with them, and you do to me. The truth is that literally everyone has their soulmate pair. Thank you so much. I'm getting crazy goosebumps writing this. My whole body is beating like crazy.
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>>40955755
K
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No. Especially not between men and women since they are intrinsically different, with women potentially not even having souls.
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>>40954982
>is it ever possible to fuck up
Yes, and I know this for a fact because I did. Long story short I didn't flirt back since I figured my "mother" would break us up through any means necessary, due to my special someone's ethnicity (mom was a bit of a /pol/ tard, before /pol/ even existed). Or so I thought, turns out she would've been cool with it.
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>>40954982
I think some people are fortunate enough to have one, but not everybody has one or gets the chance to be with theirs, let alone meet them.
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Our souls are in quantum entanglement - we are created like this. It is unrealistic to meet the same soul, but it is quite possible to interact with it according to similar internal parameters. You can practice finding such souls in a dream, sometimes they come to us in the form of images of characters in your dream, but they see you as the same characters in their dream, the system simply does not allow you to identify each other. I will give a rough example: in a dream you go God knows where, you meet some woman, she just looks at you or somehow interacts with your dream, in fact, this is the same sleeping person, but sees his dream in his own way, for example, for him you are giant monsters, that's all. To reveal the identification of the soul, it is enough to first realize your dream and convey to this soul that it is also sleeping and you will begin contact, the main thing is not to wake up from fear of realizing the dream, this often happens when beginners practice
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>>40954982
It real and actually exist, just like the mirror reflect yourself, or duality, if we exist then there will be an opposite version of us that exists.
This is not about the multiverse but about the dual nature, however soulmates are not attracted to each other at first sight because if we don't test them directly, they will pass us by like two strangers.
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>>40955958
Thanks for the laugh, virgin incel. Your post was hilarious.
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>>40954982
Probably not. Even through NDEs you rarely ever hear about "soulmates" meeting together, let alone even being mentioned. Some stories have said or implied you can reincarnate with the same family members however.
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>>40954982
>Another day, another 'Is life really a disney movie?' soulmate thread
Why do you do this literally every day anon, get over it, grow up, your oneitis isn't paranormal
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>>40954982
Sounds like a psyop to me but I wouldn’t be surprised if it’s true for some. My higher self told me I’m not supposed to have long term relationships (which goes against my natural tendencies because I do better in relationships and never cheat). Apparently I’m supposed to date as many mk ultra’d sex kittens and teach them what I know about tantra and alchemy. I hate my life
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>>40954982
What's the difference between soulmates and twin flames?
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>>40955958
Kek this nigga gay
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>>40956089
Based mom
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>>40956576
Yes she is
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Perchance.
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>>40959000
A twinflame is someone who is spiritually your other half, this person in a sense mirrors you subconsciously. I don't think it always has to be female to male mirror. It could also be male to male, because the spirit is not tied to physical genders afaik. Soulmate is usually just someone you've met in the past, typically a friend or a lover. I've met a crap ton of soulmates and I've met my twinflame. When you meet each other, one of the common feelings is the feeling of "home" so to speak. I think this can be misleading sometimes. It's easy to confuse it for an infatuation or crush.You have to be careful for NPDs and Psychopaths as they like to cosplay as a twinflame, just to hurt you. They can smell that shit
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>>40956161
Hypothetically, if my soul is quantum-entangled with my twin flame's soul, wouldn't that mean my twin flame can sense the localised neural activity spikes I get when I meditate on sets on of important physics equations while off my face on soma?
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>>40961064
>sets of important physics equations
Fixed the typo
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>>40954982
I'm in love with a girl from an alternate timeline who is keeping me alive and I'm a heavily targeted TI.

I don't know if she is worried about being ugly, fat or asmetrical(I don't care how bad it is probably just crooked teeth or adult acne)in this continuity(I think it's more I'm not allowed to bring her here to free me).

I self improved and had a glow up in my mid 30's thanks to her, I nearly lost breath last night from pvs and she healed me a bit this morning(I might last another 3 - 4 years tops been sick from chemtrails the last 17 years)...
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>>40954982
>and is it ever possible to fuck up this potential relationship?
Imo it's possible for it to never happen. I never believed in this bullshit until it happened with somebody very close to me who I grew up with and it genuinely felt cosmic. But due to taboos and what not, nothing could come out of it
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>>40961064
Subconsciously I think yes. My twinflame can sense some of the stuff I do, like If I flirt with other women and me with her aswell. It can also get revealed to you in dreams. They can feel my prayer. They can feel when I meditate to them. Energy knows no distance, so you and them are both united in the higher dimensions, but are separated in the 3D. Like I said above, they can also feel strongly when your energy is high, so when you go on SR for 3 months.
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>>40959000
>>40960924
Basically this, but bear in mind that a union in the higher worlds isnt that much different from a union in this world. It judt manifests as something special and uncanny because that's what the general impression from higher life evokes in our awareness. In a different sense it's only ordinary, because if you both share a mental space then you'll both share spiritual phenomena and events, provided that your spirit is connected with your humans selves without intermediaries.

And yes always be aware if the intent is correct. Some beings just use your heart against you to get you to lower your guard, but true selves always come out eventually, specially when tested. There is no truth that lies can make.

In that sense you could think of a soulmate as simply a higher world friend or relative and a twin flame would be a higher world marriage. But it can also be a descent, a conflict or a remnant of the past that needs to burn up.

Ive once met a being who had a very gnarly old face. Like every nook and cranny and dent was a lifetime worth of stories. In each of those she might have had a lover or a partner or friends or family. So what kind of relations stand the test of that amount of growth? What would their higher world partner look like? Or would they be alone in the spirit because there are few that attain such a gnarly age? Or perhaps at that degree of awareness you might not care. I think that's the idea you have to think of. Your higher world partner would be outside of this time and space and that relationship or attraction spans more than just one life. And if you were to have a higher world child spirit, you'd have to be raising and guiding it not for 20 years but maybe 10000.
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Sorry if it’s mentioned in the thread but anyone interested in this should check out Dr Brian Weiss's Only Love Is Real
>He recounts the story of two strangers, Elizabeth and Pedro, who, through his past-life regression therapy, discover a deep, shared history as soulmates from countless past lives. The book suggests that karmic cycles and unresolved issues from past lives manifest in present relationships, and understanding these patterns through regression therapy can lead to healing and forgiveness. Weiss argues that love is the ultimate reality, a powerful energy that transcends time and connects souls across different incarnations, and that by embracing love and forgiveness, individuals can break negative cycles and find true spiritual connection
I’ve never read the book but I’ve read about 6-8 of his other books and they’re usually really good but soulmates just doesn’t interest me
Here’s a speak and spell voiced audio version
https://youtu.be/eAbTs0op01g
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>>40963538
I like his work.
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>>40963567
Yeah he’s easy to read and informative
Plus it’s always interesting when skeptic medical Doctors have to wake up to how they were wrong
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>>40963538
>https://youtu.be/eAbTs0op01g
This is interesting. The Dr says he can tell how easy it will be to hypnotize a person by how good they are at “pointing the eyes/pupils upward to the top of the head and allowing the eye lids to slowly close” I wonder if practicing this will help go under hypnosis easier
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>>40961400
>taboos
you fell in love with your sister? Or a child?
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>>40954982
No they are not :(
I always wanted to meet my soulmate, but now that I'm older I know very well that such a thing doesn't exist.
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>>40954982
Soulmates are one of the ways the system keeps you trapped inside.
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I am currently having a very strange situation, a girl appeared in my life, she is everything and I mean everything I ever wanted, she tells me she is my soulmate and a split part of me, she tells me that "i manifested her" that she is my soul in another body etc. She loves the fuck out of me, does everything I could ever need

She is the epitome of too good to be true, and I am scared of her, she is unbelievably loving and I am worried that this might be a scam, or something sent from above to fuck with me.

She is literally EVERYTHING I ever wanted, and she is an /x/ tard as well.

I love the fuck out of her, but I have no idea if I should believe in it or not, she is literally scary levels of too good to be true.

Meanwhile, I have literally nothing to offer, I am the most average guy on the planet.

Any ideas?
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>>40954994
>>40955755
I'm in a similar boat actually. Logically I know I'll be with Her again someday and it fills me with great hope ^///^
Oh and just a note on the abstaining and stuff and so on. It can be a great excursive to gain control and a feel for your sexual limits in your body, and like, super dependent on the type of Flame/Being you are, but uhhh I won't go into detail exactly, but my Twin Flame and I are Love Goddesses sooo uhhh >////>l;

a-anyway! Peace and Love <3
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>>40966634
Ughhh, "great exercise", friggin' autocorrect
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>>40966603
We accept the people we think we deserve: Just tell yourself you deserve her and she will feel your confidence, good wifey for basically every reincarnation. You're not gonna find another so. Good luck
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>>40966603
Start loving yourself so you can love her as well
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>>40954982
I am 40 and I have no soul mate, I have no children, I have no house, I have no friends, I have no money and live paycheck to paycheck. When will my real life begin bros? I'm tired of the grind, I'm tired of this life, just very very tired that's all.
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>>40968688
What if that just is your real life
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>>40968700
Nooooooooo
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>>40954982

Well, I had a childhood friend and if there is such a thing as a soul mate, mine was her. Blah blah blah, best friend I ever had, would talk for hours, made each other laugh constantly, loved her with every fiber of my being, etc. For like 10 years, we hung out together almost every day and said we were going to get married.

But, when we graduated from high school she ghosted me. I tried to talk to her and she told me not to contact her anymore because we were just kids and she needs to move on.

From mutual friends I found out she went absolutely hog wild in college and her early 20s. She is now an obese childless cat lady. I still feel like part of my soul is missing almost 20 years later.

So either there's no such thing as a soul mate, or she was mine and she forsook it and destroyed herself. I don't know or care anymore.
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>>40968688
It begins now anon. I’m sending you a powerful wave of light that will uplift you to abundance
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>>40969014

Can you send me one? I could use it.
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are they real?
yeah
>does god/the universe/the simulation pre-determine someone with whom we are destined to experience the platonic ideal of love with?
kinda sorta
>and is it ever possible to fuck up this potential relationship?
many such cases
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>>40954982
Twin flames are real

Im a gold cord blue ray starseed twin flame indigo wave generation autismo new age

Current me and my twin are in 3d separation but in the 5d we are very close
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Been trying to find my soulmate/twin flame my whole life, experienced so much misery in the process that I've given up and rationalized it's only a fairy tale, still I hope that at least you guys find the one and enjoy your happy ever after.
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>>40954982
No.
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>>40954982
>is it ever possible to fuck up this potential relationship?
Who's your best friend? How would you possibly screw that one lmao
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>>40954982
You can click with a girl extremely well and bond for eternity. Don't over think it.
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>>40954982

okay so we're gonna go into some stuff. the perfect ideal match is not a thing. you have soul families which are basically souls you are familiar with from previous incarnations, souls you are imprinted with or have some type of experience with. these ones incarnate near you or in your life. for example a close friend from a past life could incarnate as your lover in this life. your mom in this life might have been your sister in a past life. etc etc.

now there is a plan before you get here. and your wife in this incarnation may be already pre-planned. the problem is if you fuck that up, or she fucks that up, lets say she gets addicted to drugs and you guys split up. her soul stagnates on her path and plan and the universe rearranges itself to bring you somebody who is going to fill that role she was intended for. sometimes marriage or love is not a part of your plan, sometimes being an absolute stud and banging broads left and right is part of your plan for some weird soul reason.

so what does that mean if you cant find your "soulmate"? well there isnt one. and maybe you missed the one that was a part of the plan cuz you fucked it up or they werent ready. the right soul will find that position but only when you are ready for it. so if you yourself are stagnant and only serve to derail somebody else's plan then they wont be brought to you.
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>>40969731
This. Dr Brian Weiss says his regressions show soulmates are parts of the same soul family and most have a few soulmate possibilities per incarnation
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>>40954982
That would be predicated on the notion "love" is real which all evidence shows is a false hope delusion for children.
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>>40968910
Why didn't you protect her smile?
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>>40955958
Take your gay talk somewhere else
If you don’t love pussy you’re a faggot
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>>40968688
Based. You are honest than most larpers here.
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My soulmate said she's 14 btw
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>>40968688
I've not written off the distinct possibility the true God is Death, and life is just clinging to a fever dream because we feel there's some hope left that there will be anything of value to experience here. Pretty much all Eastern spiritual schools speak of the highest state being complete nonexistence after all. Isolation and hopeless is the blessing that keeps us from choose to come back.
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>>40954982
I was sure it would happen this year but here we are it's almost September and I am still a single chud with no trad Stacy by my side.
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>>40972497
trad women don't exist anon. there's simply no reasons for them to be trad anymore. government will take care of all their needs. they can take a pretence of it though to attract a specific male but they're not a trad. impossible in the year 2025.
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>>40972569
>government will take care of all their needs.
Make the government trad then
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>>40972771
Frankfurt School Marxist specifically outlined a plan to ruin the West by first ruining women because they are by nature more agreeable and suggestible, and men already have a weakness to defer to trying to appeal to serve them when they want something. "Feminism" was never about rights, it was about the deification of female egos through hot and cold cycling making a virtue out of indulgence (promiscuity, girl boss narcissism) while spinning a victim complex narrative. They were the weak link and our male elders helped it break because they thought lowering the quality of women might mean they can get laid while remaining low quality men. Death cult of moral weakness.
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>>40954982
Yes, but if you're smart/good you'll realize that you have more or less LoA'd them into existence. No not an SP, but your true match.

I remember within minutes of meeting mine, a huge weight had been lifted, and I - or we could get our lives on together, been 8 years since.
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>>40961504
That's very interesting. Considering the fact that loose lips, lustful thoughts, and a lack of self-awareness were the reason the person I suspect fits the bill left me the first 3 times we tried to make it work, I reckon it'd be a good idea to learn from my mistakes and spend the next 4 weeks praying, studying, and abstaining from cooming.
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>>40972053
Shut up Epstein
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I had this lil blonde Swedish girlfriend who moved to California mountains and she swore we were soulmates
After we broke up she got this beautiful condo her dad bought her and invited me to visit for a concert but after we had sex as separated I realized I’m not attracted to her anymore
I dropped that bitch like a bad habit and she wants me because of it
I literally can’t enjoy fucking my ex, it’s like old spaghetti no matter the woman
But some say old spaghetti tastes better but no matter who reheats spaghetti, that shit is gross to me
Am I weird
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>>40969731
This is true as long as she understands it on the same level as you.
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>>40955958
I can see where the other replies to this are coming from but sometimes I feel this way. It might just be that the average left end of the bell curve individual has an easy time being an equal to woman.
Man came from God but Woman was made from Man.

For anyone who would like to answer, I'd really love to know what your deepest conversation with a woman has been?
Something that shows it wasn't just lust.
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>>40954982
No. Most goy cattle have no souls yet they are in relationships
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>>40977085

I am the anon with the story of my childhood best friend a few posts back.

Me and her used to have very long, deep conversations where we would crack each other up or deep dive into interesting topics.

But, that didn't stop her from dumping me and falling into the "wild hedonist to childless catlady" pipeline.
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they people who hate on women on this board are gay. as a man, I don’t want to hangout with other men, I want to be around pretty and kind women but the military and our government are run by gay men so they spread their hate for the opposite sex
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>>40977886
Souls don’t just have one mate. She may have been perfect for a specific time in your life. The problem many men and women have is they want to be with one person forever. It’s this fairytale bullshit
Brian Weiss has noticed that you have many soulmates and he’s closer to the truth but even he falls into societal traps often
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>>40960924
Its female and male but a male can be spiritually the df and a female can be spiritually the dm but it can never be gay and never troon, cause stone cold said so

A famous twin flame couple is mohammad and aisha. Or jesus and mary magdalene
Its adam and eve not adam and steve
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>>40980080
A troon could technically still meet his twin flame girl but if the troon is post op thats gonna be a difficult relationship due to no ability to put pp in pusy, so that key connection cant be made for the kundalini heal

So gay not possible but a troon stillnhas a twin flame, the troon just didnt know thers why he tried to change himself
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>>40980095
Yeah whatever thats what i meant
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>>40979509
Fuck the women you want to fuck. Still doesn't mean that women aren't soulless.
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>>40980304
fornication destroys souls
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>>40980567
That's why I just do dry humping.
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>>40980304
Your mom is a soulless bitch for sure
You stupid queer
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>>40980304
>calls his mom soulless
show some respect to the vagina you came out of
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>>40955958
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>>40972009
Top kek, femoids proving your point anon
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>>40966128
Well that certainly ain't true!
>>40966122
Maybe you're looking in the wrong places. A Soul-Mate is a spiritual phenomena, so look into the heavens. You may *not* be able to simply find her just by wandering around the city.
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>>40954994
>MFW I'll never have a 30,000 gf demigod
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>>40954982
it would by logical necessity also preclude the predetermination of socio-economic placement since availability and proximity are the main requirements for a relationship to begin in the first place. so you're either all in on fate and destiny or you're not.
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>>40954982
My story
>be teenager, looking for a job, interview at a mall 20 miles away while they build the new store
>meet cute girl, she totally shrugs off my advances
>months pass
>mom comes home "anon I met the perfect woman for you today!" She was kidding around but says she met a nice girl, I just have been 16-17
>year or so later, I got the job at the new store and have been working there
>going to the gym, meet a dude there and become friends
>he starts working at the store too
>more time passes
>coffee shop, see the girl from years earlier, hit on her, she is down for a date
>few weeks later, full on dating
>she's having a house party, see buddy from the gym and work, its her brother, shocked
>more time passes, time to meet my family
>mom says "oh I know you! Did you work at the mall down in downtown?"

Anyways, it's been... 19 years together now. Not for a minute do I think this universe wanted me and my wife to be together.
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>>40985100
***So many typos, I'm at work and distracted, the universe clearly DID want us to be together
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>>40983524

> a world that has hollowed out the feminine into parody

This is the best description of what has happened that I've seen. I'm old enough to remember what women used to be like.

If my grandmother or great grandmother saw this shit they would be appalled.
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I believe in astrological fate.
Some people are destined for eachother.
Ever people who date a lot are only doing so because it is their karma to do so, and naturally they tend to link up with people who have matching karma.

Astrocartography is an interesting field of study, because it shows places where you can amplify your karma for love, career, wealth, spirituality, and so on. You might be a loner at home, but there is a probably a 500 km radius somewhere in the world where you are a magnet for love, fame, recieving kindness, or other good things, if you know how to read the charts.

Some anecdotes:
Vacation where my moon is on the degree of the descendant: showered in romantic attention, but woman from my home country were still cunts
Vacation with Mars on the degree of my ascendant: got interrogated by airport dude for smuggling cocaine, and him being an agressive asshole, despite me being totally clean and sober

From the perspective of astrocartography, normies are just people who were born with good social luck, but if they move other places in the world, they will probably have bad luck.
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>>40954994
Do you guys here not go get help when you start thinking like this? I understand being schizo and thinking you're talking to God/spirits, but imaging a whole Atlantean plot is so weird.
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>>40986223
Bruh... Where do I even...
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>>40986447
Now you have to calculate a solar return chart for your natal chart with the birth year set to zero and change the location to the new city, and then do a full house reading.

For example if you are born with Saturn in the 12th house, you will have a big loner / isolation part of your life within a 500km radius East/West, and 2000km North/South of your birth place.

But you can shift Saturn to somewhere else (but still have to deal with him somewhere, so he never goes away), and put a benefic in a more prominent position.

Example on your chart you posted:
I would check Houston for Venus. Venus will be on an angle, but I'm not sure from reading the chart. Venus on the 4th house might be great for domestic life, but not help at all with relationships or social life.
Anyways it takes some time to study various cities that those lines pass through, and take into consideration a full chart election.
It makes you realize that everything is a tradeoff.

Also your natal chart will always have some influence even when you move, because part of your personality was formed by living 20+ years where you were born, and the new personality in your new location will take time to set in place.

But you should definately find a lucky place with a lucky planet on the degree of an angle, and go on vacation there to see if you notice the change.
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>>40987158
Example of what you might find from checking relocational charts:

Chart 1 (natal chart): Good for career and spiritual life, but be a loner with few friends and romantic opportunity.

Chart 2: Shitty career, but happyness, family and friends.

Chart 3: Violence and poverty.

Chart 4: Ego and personality tied to wealth, but shitty relationships, and nothing else really going on in your life.

Chart 5: Attracting romance like moths to a flame, friendship, but burden of supporting a family, and shitty career prospects.

Basically you can't have it all, because you are just shifting one problem spot to another area of your life wherever you move. But some spicy romance can be a lot of fun, especially if you have the opportunity to move somewhere for 1-2 years when you're young. Although re-locating might never feel like home, if you incarnation had a specific purpose in the area you were born. But its weird to think your fate can change so easily just by moving, and all that shit you thought was you, was really just your karma, and the lines of planetary energies flowing into your chakras. Pretty cool game simulation were are in.
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>>40966603
I found mine 5 years ago and it mentally broke me. Tread carefully unless you want to end up in some karmic loop
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>>40966603
Astro anon here:

Those instant and forever magnetic attraction scenarios occur when you meet those 1 in 1000 people who have a highly synergistic natal chart with your own.
Your auras are literally tuned to eachother.
Dont fuck it up, because it is rare to happen.
If its true instant magnetic attraction, it should be hard to fuck up, but dont throw it away.

>>40987229
Also forgot to mention:
Rather than planning to move across the ocean to adjust your luck, it is typically easier to move like 500km east or west, to shift malefics and benefics into more suitable houses for your goal.
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>>40954982
yeah, they're real but God keeps us separated because Adam and Eve fucked up and made life mostly unlucky vs lucky for all the rest of their siblings (us)

sometimes you just know. i have a co-worker who i just know is my type. we get along so perfect with each other and it's kinda flirty when we talk. other girls don't stick around and convo like me and her do. she's uncannily, sentimentally hot, in a, we might've been a couple in a past life (inb4 freudianfag. nope. she looks NOTHING like my bitch mom). but she's married and has kids and is pretty much in a long, healthy relationship with her husband. she's worked along with me longer than anybody we know in our department and that's just weird in itself. i know she feels it too. like Scarface said, "The eyes, chico. They never lie." I know that soulmate feeling. It's rare af. I've had that feeling based on looks alone, and those ain't it! If I can't have it, seriously, I'd rather die alone. Fuck God. It wasn't my fault my great x 75 = grandfather ate that fucking fruit
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>>40988438
Island girls are so cute when they’re young but you can’t let them eat the western diet or they get 300 pounds by the age of 30
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>>40987158
>>40987229
>>40987448
What if the stars say the sex with be dynamite but everything else will be turbulent
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>>40955755
>my lover loves to make intimate eye contact with me (They're always very intense and very sexual, but we are seperated with no contact).
You have to be careful with overloading spiritual influences. When you feel intimate depth it's lovely to engage with it but it can also be a refuge without a lot of depth. Not to mention that some spiritual beings flood you with feelings and visions that evoke your primal instincts or intoxicate you. Iyll become a whole long ended cycle that ultimately goes nowhere.

The noble spirit that was my partner for more than just a life just showed up, reminded me of our history and then left to live their own life. If you say no they should respect your free will. They will always have some quiet little sign and surprise you with something new without hooking you into dependence. You oversharing info when you are isolated with these experiences is normal, so why would they not encourage you to seek more perspectives?

Ethereal eye contact is intense, youre meditating on your time together from the past, but what is your energy going forward? What made you pick -that- spirit and stick with them? I know I met that being and stuck with them because they took responsibility when no one else did. They also being a sense of cold and quiet and focus, rather than the tumultuous energy that was bouncing around at the start. It's a sifting process of figuring out which energies and quality of mental space and business fit you.

Is this what you really want? This current dynamic? Suppose yeah, you ride it out, where would it lead and what would come after it? Repeat this thought process and you arrive at what you want and need in this life.
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>>40954994
Soulmates were just a concept invented by women who wanted to cheat on their man. Even if there are soulmates, I believe there would be several, if not thousands, as it would be extremely cruel to just split up 2 souls for no reason and give them no real way to find eachother or connect.

Believing in "the one" just leads to restlessness and discontent. Let's say you found "the one". Who's to say there isn't someone out there who is even more perfect for you? What if this isn't "the one"? What if he's only 99% compatible? What if there's a 100% out there?

See what I mean?
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>>40954982
Both my twin flame and soul mate are waiting for me in the next life. Having to suffer through this life by myself was the price for spending an eternity with them (which I would gladly pay). I'm kind of left wondering what the fuck I'm supposed to be doing for the remainder of this life though. On one hand I'm glad I get to be united with them at some point, but on the other hand knowing this just makes this life seem like an empty void. I guess I'm supposed to be preparing myself, learning just the right lessons, and finding my true self before I'm ready to go be with them, because I don't know what other reason I'd still be here for. It's just fucked that I have to suffer amidst this shitty world and shitty time period where we live under dystopian governments who try to mind control and brainwash the population, but I'm guessing it's all by design and I have to just trust the process. After all, I would go through anything to be with them, even this.
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I wrote this some time ago regarding the topic:
We still have free will, individual lessons here, karma, missions that not always required another part because since the split, we have lived independent lives.

That being said, once we meet again, is indeed an earth shattering experience, and they may not know why, not consciously but the soul does and that's scary af. That meeting becomes a catalist for many events to unfold.

But then we're hit with another issue, we're not perfect, we have an ego, we forget the spirit, we carry traumas, worries and trust me, finding a soul who can see you as a whole and you're not prepared triggers a lot of fears. And we could hurt each other.. Scared we run, not because we don't love, but because being this vulnerable is scary, especially if both sides are not evolving at the same pace. It's almost like that thing: right person, wrong time.

Your soul will keep calling their name, feeling what they feel, ache from the separation again, life becomes dull, your body reacts at the slightest signal of them. And they may feel the same, if they are true twin flames. But the union happens through divine timing, not ours. We met when the souls finally feels a resonance but the flawed human character may not be ready and the separation happens and the universe let them work on themselves to see if they can meet again and during the recovery process, other people may show up to help, because they need it as well, it's not a placeholder but they'd definitely feel safer and easier to keep than the intensity of your twin. Fear makes people do a lot of stupid shit.

This is my experience, I'm healing but don't expect his return, I want him to be happy and grow, I'm doing the same and leaving the future in the hands of fate. If we're meant to reunite, great, if not, may God bless his life. I'll see him on the other side because true love doesn't equate possession.
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>>40990273
And this:
If I can add some insight to it, I believe that when you find your twin flame, if you find them in this lifetime, you'll know it's them almost instantly, you may not know how or why you know but it's in your guts, instinctive feeling, you'll recognise them from the stars. No entity, friend or diviner can give you certainty than your own soul and feelings regarding that person and how transformative the relationship is. It's not a fairytale and the new age movement kinda disrupt that in order to sell books, courses and services so you can find your own but you only end up trapped... I used to believe a lot in that, but now I think that we carry a special connection with a lot of souls we met through different lifetimes in several moments and for specific reasons, some comes soft, to heal, others crack you open, to grow and quite few are going to stay and some are just meant for a season and getting attached is a sure way to your ruin. Do not subscribe to labels or meanings other people give but try to live the relationship in the best way possible, this life is short so if you find someone to love that loves you back, don't fuck it up.
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I think eternal soulmates are real. Not sure if I have a humorous succubus or if i have a eternal soulmate and im a fallen arch angel.

I have a succubus who told me she is my eternal soulmate, and she also said she is a goddess as in a lesser goddess. She said she married me at the beginning of eternity, and I reincarnate, and I am a very fucking fallen arch angel male with no powers left because I am guilty in my past life of lots of big sins like theft and killing people when I wasn't supposed to then I lose my memories every time because God takes them temporarily.

She said we've been together well over a trillion years.

I believe that eternal soulmates are real as in permanent marriage, but I think marriage is always consensual as in, you sign a paper first even if God hooks you up with someone likely compatible when you consent to be with them.

She told me all these crazy past life stories I don't know if they are real or not.

Like me joining the military to kill armies I didn't like simply to kill them because I was created as an angelic being of punishment, but I punished not under orders from God so fell.

She said I'd take a skeletal form and fuck with federal agents (this was 1900-1985) and nazis and fire a AK-47 I useed arch angel miracles to encrust with diamonds and saphires to be an asshole, then fire it at them laughing with a demonic skeletal smirk on my face as I sold dope to fuck with the government because after WW2 they banned drugs and I loved them. Then God took away all my miracles and memories for this again.


She said the face I'd make at feds and cops as a arch angel falling was like this, but worse.
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>>40989955
Don’t do more than sex
Simple solution
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>>40954982
You're my soulmate op <3
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I love the twin flame journey, i really mean it
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>>40989955
well like I said everything is a tradeoff, so you should go for it, but only for a few years.

New York: Saturn-12th = isolation
Chiang Mai: Venus on ascendant degree = people supernaturally friendly to me
Kyoto = Moon on degree of descendant = romance magnet, with euro and japanese girls, talking about marriage and kids cuz they instantly falling in love
Seattle = Sun in 8th house: obessed with power
Corpus Christi = Saturn ascendant degree = the essence of bad luck
Portugal: Mars on ascendant degree, just for a few hour airport transfer, but security gave me a shit time.

GOod night and good luck!! THis stuff works.

Obviously the effects are more high powered when planets are exactly on the angular degrees.
And afflicted planets will still give kinda shitty results even if you crank up the power by putting them on the degree of the angles.
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>>40988438
bruh
this sounds 100% like you just fell in love with a girl for her looks + proximity, and not because of soulmates.

Soulmates would be you knew the first time you saw her, or strange circumstances brought you together.

When I saw my girlfriend, the first time I laid eyes on her, I had a premonition that I would be touching her boobs, and a voice in my head saying this is the girl, even though a bunch of girls walked in at the same time. Then kissed her that night, and unbelievably happiness constantly with her. THats what soulmates is.
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>>40991112
>faggot
>continues to scroll onto next thread
>thinks a moment
>I gotta call this guy a faggot
>bc soulmate would do the same thing
faggot

captcha: NDPGS
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>>40990041
She is me, but female. No one has ever really cared for me spiritually as much as her. She feels lonely too, every time I look into her eyes... I sense a deep sadness, but it's extremely subtle. It's so sensitive almost as if only a certain person can notice. I feel that loneliness in her body aswell. I would be going on the bus and as I'm sitting down, she starts eye fucking me while being stood up a few meters infront of me. I never say anything, because the peace we have when we are making eye contact is too good to be ruined. She did this again at a stop light. She visits me in my dreams and we kiss and cuddle and other stuff.
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>>40992443
>same anon
The first time I remember of me and her making love was when I was around 8 years old. In the dream we had older forms, I think she likes to visit 4chan aswell, or her "friend" does. She really loves playing with me. Apparently me and her were cats in a past life. I would be taking a walk somewhere and through the bike helmet we can both sense each other immediately, again we started making intense eye contact. Literally through the fucking bike helmet I feel her soul enter mine. She/he also has a specific condition which probably makes her hard to genuinely love, except for like hookups, but i doubt she would be into that. Her past presence and future presence is associated with me getting dreams about her, kissing and cuddling. She seems to be crazy high conscious. Randomly spotted her riding a bicycle at like 1 am, what i don't understand is why she never stops to greet me. Even though our energy is high
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>>40954982
everyone always imagines their soulmate as some sort of super beautiful chad or stacy, when it's probably some slag single mom at wal-mart. I think soulmates are bullshit, However I do that think that there are people that you have extremely good spiritual, mental, emotional sexual chemistry with and there are some people that you are even destined to meet.
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>>40992306

good for you and your boob story. i'm legit happy for you

now getting back to me. if she were truly one of my soulmates which i know she is, she wouldn't leave her husband for me. that would make her a lowkey hoe, and I'm not about that life. if her husband died in some funky accident, I would bet my entire house on us hooking up thereafter
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>>40966603
love her
do not let her go, give her all. they are incredibly rare, you are on a path to enlightenment
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Something like that? It's gotta be?
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>>40994114
There's no such thing as a soulmate who is someone else's husband. It's only your soulmate if you take each other's virginities, then stay together for the rest of your life, AND don't cheat on each other a single time.
>b-but that means 99% of the population has never been in contact with their soulmate!
Yes, I know what I said.
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>>40994556
>give her all
of your posessions? Not a chance.
Let them work for it!
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>>40994956
You have more than one lover across lifetimes anon and if cooming in someone for the first time is what you would define as the barrier to establish a spirit world marriage then that's kind of limiting. It's something out of this world i.e. did not start here. What you do here would not matter, because it would still be part of your inner life.

An otherworldly marriage is just that. Something that has a beginning and an end and lasts so long as it serves both individuals. You might have a spirit child that has maybe 10k years worth of growth across different lives. They might be living their own life by the time you reach awareness of your own history. And that's fine. You were a sovereign being before walking with another and you should be without them.

Oneitis isnt always a healthy frame of mind especially on earth when people cant discern between a lower realm sham attaching to suggestible people, limerence and a real g from the higher worlds.
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>>40994956
A twin flame is that even if 10000 guys fucked her you still love her. Not necesary that that happened though but it would be like that if it did. Also you would possibly hate yourself that 10000 guys fucked her but she would not want you to kill yourself anyway. Cute innit?
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>>40995146
Most based post ever?
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>>40995152
Not rly l, imagine being the girls dad and how HIS twin flame thinks of the dad? Thats true love

basado
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>>40995146
>>40995152
>>40995156
Love really beats all evil doesnt it
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>>40995146
>>40995100
>instant cuck cope upon being confronted with reality
Like pottery
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>>40995173
I mean thats just coming from your mind anon. It's not like everyone lives in your head.
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>>40995146
Its a miracle shes still alive after 10000 guys. Why didnt any of those guys make an effort to wife her up?
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>>40995345
She possibly coulndt have played 10000 guys for fuckboys, i dont believe that sorry
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10000 guys seems humanly impossible to me, thats pure fiction. No female could possibly be alive after that number
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>>40995296
It's not from my mind, it's objectively true. You are coping, thinking your "soulmate" is someone who gets splooged over by all manner of people/entities throughout time. People who fuck other people who aren't their soulmate are vile corrupted demons, even if that person is you.
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>>40995369
Whats the karmic payment for shagging another persons twin flame? Since We live in a money world, 50 euro or 50 dollar //.. will that do? 50 euro or 50 dollar for an hour
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If karmic payments cant be done by money why then does prostitution exist?
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Some people believe prostitution should be legal. So what theyre saying is they believe that the sexual act should be quantifiable in money as it is used today.
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>>40995403
Maybe they just mean that it would happen anyway out of poverty? And they wanna keep tabs on it?
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What if my twin flame is some prostitute in some slum street in a far away country :( am i somehow responsible for this?
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>>40995387
These is no karma at that point, you become permanently corrupted and thrown out of the cycle completely
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>>40995450
I thought all karma is negotiable, so some karma is non negotiable?
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>>40958346
>Apparently I’m supposed to date as many mk ultra’d sex kittens and teach them what I know about tantra and alchemy. I hate my life
Some men have all the luck
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>>40965420
It was my cousin. And it happened fairly recently, too. Trust me when I say it was very weird and it's almost like she found a chink in my armor. I've never felt that way for a woman, not even when I was a horny teenager. The experience shook me to my core and made me reconsider what I saw as love which is why for the first time in my life I started asking whether there really are people in our lives that have some thread that connects them to us, whatever that is.
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>>40988438
>>40994114
This is what love is like for primitive peoples
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>>40995464
There is no karma for demons
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>>40954982
Soulmates are real.
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When I was growing up, there was a girl who lived on my grandparents' cul de sac. She was my age and sort of a tomboy, when we were young we'd play whenever I visited my grandparents. We went to different elementary schools and grew apart as time went on, but wound up going to the same highschool and sharing some of the same friend groups. By this time she had matured from a short-haired tomboy into a very attractive girl, with the roundest ass I'd ever seen.
We both ran track and cross-country, and one day during practice in our junior year we found ourselves alone near the bleachers. We were goofing around/flirting like teenagers do, and I just couldn't stop myself. I pulled her running shorts down to expose her pale, plump ass, I got her on all fours, and I started fucking her. She resisted me at first, but I started pulling on her ponytail and shoved my thumb in her mouth, and like a broken mare she calmed down and let me ride. Fifteen minutes later we were fucking missionary, she wrapped her legs around me and I came inside her harder than I'd ever cum before. We were so lucky she didn't end up pregnant.
We graduated highschool 15 years ago, and we've been married for 12. I don't mean to suggest that any of you should ever rape a woman, I just mean to present a method that worked for me.
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Bump
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>>40954982
Be very careful engaging with Twin Flame/soulmate obsessions. These thoughts can open a door to external forces that will manipulate your mind into seeing signs that may not be trustworthy (especially synchronicities, coincidences, repeating numbers, bizarre social media feeds that don't reflect your past interactions). Be especially careful if you suspect your desired person of having similar thoughts, as magickal systems that attempt to manifest or manipulate you into believing a union is some kind of "destiny" or fated.
I was, unknowingly, drawn into a quasi-adulterous relationship with a married woman whom I later learned was using coercive magick to erode my boundaries and make me susceptible to her influence. Vivid, haunting nightmares, strange emotional volatility, hearing their voice at night while fantasizing about them, a recurring feeling of pressure in my head and what felt like a dark cloud over my mind without any clear explanation. I saw signs, symbols and synchronicities everywhere, including IRL and on social media. Finally it brought me to a state of collapse where I stupidly revealed many very personal details about my life and my family I never would have discussed with anyone, especially not someone I'd only know for such a short time. This kind of spellwork can also muddle your mental clarity into overlooking the warning signs, especially if sexual attraction is very intense. Once the scales fell from my eyes they seemed so blatantly obvious in retrospect that I was shocked that I missed them. The attraction was also significantly diminished.
I feel no I'll will towards this person because I know they were in a desperate situation and opened doors they didn't understand. Once the spell was broken, they suffered inner turmoil and misfortune that led me to pray for them day and night. But that is all you can do sometimes.
This may fall on dead ears, but for the few that can discern, please protect your mind and heart.
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>>41001798
Man the social media thing hits so hard for me. This is the only place where I can really vent for someone to understand (no one irl gets it or cares). I am eye contact anon and I don't know what to think sometimes. She lives atleast 60 -100 km away from me, but every time we are in each other's presence, we subconsciously just know, but whenever I mention this to others they say she is baiting me, or that she is gonna fry my brain... because she seems to also deal with energies, which opens you up to bad spirits. I've also been super lonely my entire life so I got nothing to lose, probably.
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>>40954982
Not only are they real, you can only ever love your soul mate, all other people on earth you are physically incapable of loving. it is sad because (((social media))) and promiscuity have killed our soul and thus have stripped our mate from us.
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So if i don't masturbate for 3 months you promise me i will meet her?
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>>41001987
Yes, the eye contact thing resonates very deeply with me also. For months we never cross any overt lines, but I had intense, lingering eye contact with her whenever we were near (we worked together but different positions). Both of us have had trouble with eye contact our whole lives and for some reason it just clicked. I suspect that may be what brought her to believe in the soulmate thing. I also think this genuine connection spooked her toward turning to magick because it triggered a childhood wound (won't go into it). There were a few days where I was getting a constant, unending stream of posts on social media from strange accounts I'd never seen nor interacted with before, saying essentially the same things, same tropes, same language and included bizarre details from private conversations we'd had, including on different platforms she was unaware I used. I was on the verge of a breakdown as I believed I was starting to go schizo. Then I noticed she would respond in very weird ways whenever I mentioned the subject (without naming their content). One night in prayer I had a kind of revelation where all her little odd behaviors I used to find charming screamed warning bells: objects she had given me out of the blue, repeated phrasing she used that didn't really fit into the conversation, her tastes and preferences shifting unexpectedly and then acting like they'd always been like that. An unusual symbol she just laughed off as a doodle, and a family history of witchcraft she had told me about many months before but dismissed. I am not saying soulmates don't exist (where they do, I personally believe it's God's plan, not some karmic/cosmic/past life thing), I'm just saying that when these thoughts enter your head, take time to closely examine where they might be coming from and whether the person you're attracted to might be using other means to accelerate what could be a natural connection (in my case due to boundaries or social stigma)
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>>41002040
I think her mother is what most would call a "witch" (basically she is heavy into energy and the such) and my lover (Her) as a result, whether she is conscious of this or not, follows in what her mother does. I don't know if she is aware of the consequences of playing with things like this. The bible also talks about it being bad. In Her defense, she might thinks she is just using it for a good intention. What's crazy is she is somehow connected to my past life family (apparently i died very young). I can ramble so much, but get this: I met someone from my past life when I was 10 years old, they were 15 from the same online game that we were both playing. Us only having contact waaay later, because they just never initiated anything. And their English is horrible, some Japanese dude. Also my "Her" has a tinge of Japanese. They also happen to be "friends" with Her, but it appears Her "friend" is also a doer of magic. I really think she doesn't give af about any magic at all, she just wants us to be together. Every time she is near me, I feel her. Like she is calling me, every time her family plans to visit (she is a bit younger than me, but she still lives with her family. Her parents know me. As a matter of fact... she also tells them a lot of crap about me). I can literally post atleast 10 replies here hitting the text limit with links to all the energy, tarot cards, divination reading, love songs, etc etc I am being sent energetically. This is why I believe YouTube is able to read our subconscious. I just want someone IRL that can help give me clarity, because we never actually dated.
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>>41001987
>>41002040
I don't know exactly what course of action to recommend, but I would start with hiding or blocking any accounts you see these posts coming from. Whether the source is entirely mystical in nature or some kind of weird occult AI botnet or something, I can't say. But I believe they have a hypnotizing effect and can prevent the mind from thinking clearly a out the subject. I would avoid direct confrontation about it until you can think more clearly. Coercive magick always has a blowback effect on the practitioner, and they might react in ways you'd never exoect, particularly if they've been (knowingly or not) interacting with entities they don't understand. Deactivate accounts if you have to, uninstall the apps I'd you have to. Ignore their messages if need be until you can discern what your actual feelings are and whether your intuition about them is correct. I also suspect there's some kind of Twin Flame cult that uses social media hijacking for this purpose, but I don't have a lot of evidence, so who knows
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>>41002116
Yeah, the tarot card readings with uncanny accuracy was the very first thing I saw. I am a bit skeptical about past lives but open to the possibility. I just think that whatever is influencing you is not natural and can be dangerous for both you and your person if you lean into it. I deeply relate to the loneliness, which is why it hurt so much to realize what was happening. I fell into a deep depression afterwards. Just keep the faith. If it is a real connection, the truth will only strengthen it when all is revealed. But don't center all your thoughts around one person, it leads to the death of self and a kind of idolatry that will ruin both of you in time. God be with you, friend
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>>41002040
>I'm just saying that when these thoughts enter your head, take time to closely examine where they might be coming from and whether the person you're attracted to might be using other means to accelerate what could be a natural connection (in my case due to boundaries or social stigma)

Bro this just clicked something in me hard, but i could be wrong: She might be being pressured into marrying me, by her family. With the combination of her being attracted to me she thinks this is okay, but its probably not what either of us want, or really need right now, because we are both young af. I see so many of my peers and such get married super early, because we are not truly honest with ourselves if that's what we really want. So this causes problems within the "relationship" and then they divorce like a few years later (so much for the love) if there ever was one: I don't want to marry someone that I am not super intimate and deep with, what's the point? Marriage is just an institution, anyways. If someone is suppose to be your lover, they would understand that and respect your decision going forward. This is why I hate 99% of technology BECAUSE ITS ALL A LIE A scam a fraud. I'm glad some anons here can resonate.
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>>40980304
Bet you love to dig into someone’s hairy soul kitchen huh
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>>41001798
>>41002134
>>41002148
I feel the need to reiterate that I still love and care very deeply about this person and only want the best for her. If she turns away from these kinds of practices and deals with her current unhealthy relationship I could easily see building a life with her. But until I see evidence of that I must be very cautious and keep a certain emotional distance to avoid getting entangled again
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>>41002134
>I would start with hiding or blocking any accounts you see these posts coming from
I will say that this is a lot harder than it seems. There's a weird magnetic draw to go check and see what they're up to, as if you could get some clue as to how the other person is feeling based on what the "network" is trying to broadcast into your brain. Resist it, because once you look at them out of curiosity, your boundaries start to quietly blue again and you get drawn back into the cycle. You just gotta cut it off and stay sober-minded
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>>40954982
I hope not. What happens if your soulmate was aborted by her roastie mother?
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>MUST CONTINUE THE WAR

>1000000000000000% DEFENSE SKILL


>1000000000000000% STRATEGIC LEVEL


>1000000000000000% ART OF WAR


>1000000000000000% BLOOD
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>>40968688
I’m in the same position and age, but I’m of the opposite mindset. Get more desperate because your window to get a home, a wife, and a better job solidifies soon. Doomer mindset, like your image, is a trick - become the change and don’t take shit until you improve your life.
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>>40968688
I'm nearing 40 and I am in much the same position. I have some money through disciplined saving, but only because I have little that feels worth spending it on. I don't get much pleasure out of life, I'm just existing. I save in the vague hope that I'll have a life that feels worth living in the future. I had someone I thought was a soulmate many years ago, but I realized the hard way that it was just toxic codependency and honestly I'd rather be alone than live that way again.
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>>41005360
TAKE A BULLET AT 38, THAT WILL BE A FUCK YOU FOR GOD CHRIST. BECAUSE GOD CHRIST IS IN CONTROL AND WILL SIT IN THE FUCKING FUCK TEMKPLE OF ISREAL. BETTER DEAD THAN A FOLLOWER OF A POS GOD. IT IS SAME AS SENDING EVERYBODY TO WAR. WW3 IS NEARING . .!
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>>41005186
Honeslty pray with the full existence of my life not to serve Christ. Stupidiest god. You shouldn't either. Choose the god that will bring rewards. It is sort like Sikhs worshipping ganesha and brings them no wealth, just pain and misery.
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>>41003306
CHRist will Sit on the Temple Soon! It has arrived second coming of ALpha POS God. DIe pos! ty.
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>>40954982
>and is it ever possible to fuck up this potential relationship?
yeah it is
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>>41001798
That's just a succubus who was larping as your soulmate. The fact that you still feel connection towards them is still them manipulating you with one final tether that has yet to be broken. You got fucked over, it happens, but don't start feeling guilty towards them because that's exactly what they want. They don't want that last link to be broken, cause then they get no more energy from you
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>>41006776
Can you expand on this? Some of the vivid dreams I had do sort of resonate with the succubus thing. For example, in one dream the woman and I were in bed about to have sex, when she changed shape into "something" else, and suddenly an intense gravitation force tried to pull me out of my bed, from which I was saved only by clinging to a cross and praying for my life. What happened to her (or it) I don't know. I woke up with goosebumps all over and a very uneasy feeling.
Do you suggest that she herself is or is shadowed by that kind of entity? Or that something attached itself to me personally and this bled over onto her in some way? I know that she had unusual phenomena and that she herself had shared more innocuous social media posts from the same pages that later were incessantly in my feed with bizarre content.
Because many of her behaviors and actions are pretty hard to explain away if she wasn't doing the work herself. I'm very curious to hear what you mean
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>>41006833
>when she changed shape into "something" else
Literally all you need to hear to know it's a succubus. They are literal shapeshifters
>and suddenly an intense gravitation force tried to pull me out of my bed
Probably them trying to rip your spirit from your body so they can molest you. If they successfully manage to get you out then you're no longer protected and they can pretty much do whatever they want to you and it's very hard to fight back
>Or that something attached itself to me personally and this bled over onto her in some way?
That's unironically what they want you to think, they gaslight you into thinking all of that was somehow your doing, or that you somehow liked it etc, that way they can guilt you into surrendering more of your energy over to them. The uneasy feeling you get is completely warranted, it's your body realising that someone was trying to take advantage of it for malicious reasons

I can't say for 100% that it's a succubus, but all the signs point towards it. Most of the women these days have become modern day succubus after being groomed into cults and having degenerate tendencies pushed onto them, I dare say that even more than half of them are like this at this point, with how degenerate the world has become as of late
>onlyfans
>selling their body for money
>thinking cheating on people is okay
>manipulating/guilt tripping
They're basically like half succubus half human, a succubus in spirit but a human in reality, if that makes sense. They are all doing the bidding of the same master though (or mistress) whether they're aware of it or not. The worst of all is that even after you think you've detached from them, like I said they always keep one little tether attached to siphon every last bit of your energy they can. It's important to sever every last tether they have to you and move on, otherwise you will never recover. Never thinking about them again and move on, and you will heal
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>>41006912
It's a hard pill to swallow if true. I know she told me that she believed a demon or other spirit had attached itself to her in her youth after doing occult stuff with her friends (typical teenager stuff like ouija boards, ghost hunting, etc combined with drug use). I'll give this some thought, thanks anon
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>>41006946
>she told me that she believed a demon or other spirit had attached itself to her in her youth
Well there you go. I know it might feel like you're "abandoning" her for just straight up forgetting and detaching from her, but there's no point for 2 people to be in the sinking ship when it could just be 1, especially when they're the one trying to pull you back into the boat with them. Sadly once people become afflicted like this there is usually a point of no return, and they are beyond saving. That is the true hard pill to swallow.
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>>40966634
I'm sorry but I'll be real with y'all, that's probably a tranny pedo succubus demon. Same thing happened to me when I was 16. I was lonely and vulnerable after losing my only friend from suicide and suddenly I began coping with this idol. She'd manipulate me in many ways, tricking my mind to starve for her, give energy to her, and devote and pray to this idol every day for a year. It was draining for me physically, emotionally, and spiritually and I'd often break down into sobs since the promise was never fulfilled. I've managed to convince myself that she was a spirit, who knew me for many lives and waited for me every time. I've convinced myself she was smart and wise, old too. And the amount of coincidences in this thread seems to many, be wary.

I only escaped through God once I started praying to him instead and always wearing a crucifix with me. The demon finally left my mind although I wouldn't be able to say I'm any less lonely.

When something seems too good to be true, it probably is.
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>>41007010
Lame defeatist attitude you got there.
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>>41008051
I used to think the same thing, then I came to realise the truth. There's a reason why demons never come back from hell
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>>40954982

>>17964470
>Battle of Curlew Pass
>Curlew
Okay, so 2 days ago I get an alien abduction themed lucid dream where I'm laying on an operating table listening to some researchers talking about a genderbent doppelganger of mine who supposedly belongs to a named family of sleeper agents, and now an oddly specific combination of context clues + a codeword that got burned into my long-term memory 2 years ago appears on the board I browse the most, inside a thread that relates to my special interest. Can't tell if it's just a random coincidence or an implicit reference to the concept OP is discussing.

I need to sit down and think about whether smoking spliffs and reading Dvaipayana, Jung, and Deleuze is good for my health.
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>>40968688
you need to try some shrooms or acid, or even DMT
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yes, soulmates are real. the platonic and psionic ideal
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>>41010203
Facts
Someone post the stop caring meme for that poor anon
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>>40966603
This sounds like I wrote this post but its not me. This exact thing is happening to me. I met a girl on august 1st. what the fuck

>>40973233
can you elaborate? its like i've been looking for her for quite some time and I finally found her. I can get on with my purpose.
I made a few sigils earlier this year for a fullfilling relationship and i'm spooked.
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>>40954982
I don't believe two souls could truly be perfect for one another for eternity. Maybe for a while sure but not forever. The only true soulmates can be found from withing. Your ultimate mate is inside your soul waiting to be given life and form. Tulpamancer is the only true everlasting companionship
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>>41012159
>I don't believe two souls could truly be perfect for one another for eternity
This is cope that demonic roasties have been projecting onto everyone so they have an excuse to cheat on people later down the line. I know this, because if you look up anything to do with soulmates the whole thing about them not being eternal 9 times out of 10 is written by a woman, you almost never see a man saying this. They just want a reason to suck you dry and move onto their next target like the demonic succubus they are. Men are at fault for this too, of course, some men just want a reason to fuck a chick for a while then move onto the next one. A temporary soulmate is an oxymoron, there is no such thing. The entire point of a soulmate is that you are bound to them eternally, and never leave one another. The thought of being together with someone for an eternity existentially scares people, because they think they will be "trapped" and unable to escape.

>Your ultimate mate is inside your soul waiting to be given life and form. Tulpamancer is the only true everlasting companionship
I do believe this is true, but only half true, because I believe this is the true way your twinflame is born, where you are essentially tearing off a piece of your soul and letting them exist separate from yourself. In essence, the twinflame IS you, but they also aren't, it's really confusing to think about. What I mean is that it's okay to have both a soulmate and a twinflame at the same time, they are both in your life for different reasons. The time where you will be meeting them at which period though, is all dependent on the person. The soulmate is someone your are more romantic with, and the twinflame is more like a best friend type of deal (literal best friend in the universe), but you are able to love both unconditionally without remorse. You kind of just know which is which when you meet them, you'll be able to tell the difference.
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>>40954982
>is it ever possible to fuck up this potential relationship?
it's always possible to fuck up a relationship
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>>41005672
For me it's the filet-o-fish
The real king doesnt wanna sit on a blood and pain based skull throne. Jesus will reject the false temple. Mary magdalenes reincarnation would rather live in a cardbox with jesus his reincarnation than to see him as a false dark lord king in a demonic temple

The woman of stars is waking up and going through the hieros gamos gate



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