I'm proud of how long the old one went on for, and how you Anons kept coming back to wish each other well and send our love to one another, soI wanted to get one of these threads going again. I love you, friend. I accept you. I am proud of you.
>>40957901I love you too but I'm not gay OP-san
>>40957901Lots of love to you and everyone who will participate in this thread.
>>40957901>>40957944love is what moves the world
>>40957942Hehe, unlikely to be gay in this scenario, friend. :p>>40957944Lots of love to you and everyone else as well.
If you were given a straight answer it would ruin the freedom of creativity, of choice and of faith. we’re all grateful
>>40957901I wish I could delude myself enough to think you're talking to me. I'm happy for you and whoever you're talking to.
>>40958306I am talking to you, Anon. I'm not excluding anyone. Genuinely: I love you, I accept you, and I am proud of you. I hope you can bring yourself to believe it, even if it's with just the tiniest spark of light in your soul.
>>40958369If you knew who I was you wouldn't have said that. I appreciate the thought.
>>40958381I hear you. I'm sure if you were to indulge my curiosity of why you say that, I might be taken aback initially. Ultimately, I do accept everyone as they are, and love them as they are, even if it's contradictory to my own beliefs or morals.Over the course of my life I've gone through periods of hating others, being angry at them, wanting desperately to help people I thought I loved change for the better, or wished I could impact anyone enough just enough to change them to fit into my ideal instead of accepting who they are at their core. Ultimately, those things were not very loving. To want to change someone to fit my personal ideal is selfish. I've learned all I can do is move through my life extending acceptance, love, and kindness to anyone I cross paths with, including you. So again, friend: I love you, I accept you, and I am proud of you, even if you don't believe or see it for yourself.
>>40957980Indeed, friend. The things we learn along the way are ultimately the 'fun' part of existing
>>40958450I played a character a little too well. Now I don't remember what it was like before the character. Not well enough to recreate it anyway.
>>40958546I understand what you mean. Once that mask is on, it's hard to take it off, especially when you train yourself to become it over a lifetime. Took me years to un-learn, and I still struggle sometimes. If I may, I'd like to prod and see if you're in the public eye. You don't need to answer that, but think I recognize your speech style from over the course of few years, and have possibly enjoyed a few different good discussions with you. I could absolutely be mistaken, so please forgive me and feel free to tell to go fuck myself if this doesn't apply to you and I'm incorrect. *If* you are a person I suspect you could be; I do mean everything I previously said. There was some confusion, anger, and sadness, on my end, but I do ultimately recognize many things are beyond your control; I see you floundering to find yourself. You are subject to immense cruelty from others, and many of your outward actions appear, to me, to be reactionary in an effort to appease. You're stuck in between a rock and a hard place, because you do not have the ability to disappear out of sight and isolate to focus on ourselves like majority do. I do feel sympathy, because in a time it is clearly needed, you can't even take a second to stop and breathe.On a positive note, you don't need to recreate who you once were, you can continue to build onto you are now, and shape yourself in a way that makes you at ease with the choices you make moving forward. Jeeze, that was more long winded than I anticipated.
>>40958666I doubt either of us are who the other thinks they are. We probably both just have shades of the same archetypes.
>>40958711 That's an answer I can get behind. If anyone were to know who I were, I'd be genuinely amazed, as I choose to do things from behind the scenes; I can't stand being a focal point of attention haha. This has been a nice chat, friend. I hope you have a nice day. The soul yearns to get back to playing with my plants. Here's a picture of one of my favorites for you.
Just sometimes, distracted from the daily hustle and bustle, you think about yourself - this is the moment of truth, pay more attention to yourself
i just want it to stop
>>40957901Same to you.This is such a wonderful thread, I'm glad you've kept it going. I would say it's needed at a time like this.
>>40958770Did the person you were referencing have a habit of MK Ultra-ing themselves?
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>>40960742Shoo
>>40959229What is it you want to stop, Anon?>>40959243Thank you very much, friend. It's certainly a bright spot, and I was sad when the old one hit the archive, haha. >>40960734Probably. There were a few faces that came to mind. >>40960742Go do that elsewhere, please. <3
>>40957901I'm not great with words at times, but thank you kindly for making this thread and I love you too<3Peace and Love to everyone here and lets keeping Loving so that others may know Love <3
I’m proud of you for doing this, you too are accepted and loved. The universe sees you and it smiles
>>40958546No one cared who I was until I put on the mask...(not actually tho I was just deppressed and insecure af for years and didn't realize that people cared, other stuff too, ehhh, frick it, it's in the past now :3 )>>40958666Trips checked, nice niceAdding my own experience to this exchange if I may, for me it's been wearing masks as a way to adapt, not to find myself as I squared that one a little while ago, but it was more an exercise of expanding personas I could wear to adapt to my surroundings, sometimes I'd go all into it, using emotional acting to lean into a character, however in some cases that would blow back a little too hard or I went too hard mode on some things that I couldn't really make love, which uhhh, given who I am is pretty critical, I had locked away too much of my heart to keep myself safe. Masks are a tricky balancing act, I'm getting better at it, but I look forward to the day when I can wear masks for fun, rather than out of necessity.
Love you too.Go all the way.Make it to your own personal heaven:>>40956786
>>40961220You're welcome, my friend. <3 I wish you a happy today. >>40961241Thank you, my friend. <3 I'm glad to provide a small bright spot for us to gather. >>40961472Thank you, Anon. <3 I'll take a look at this. I've seen it on the catalog but hadn't gotten a chance to yet. >>40959181Thank you for stopping by, my friend. A good reminder for everyone.
>>40961255Heh, didn't even notice the trips.I like your analogy of masks being a way to adapt. I would say that's true for a significant portion of people putting on a mask to get through life.
I am a flawed person. But I'd like to think you all have flaws as well. We do all.Just keep it up. Don't give up.
this world is trash, we give everything to bad people and fuck over good people.
>>40963447Very based
>>40957901As long as this is just affection for one's neighbor, I'm in.
>>40957901You're the alawite aren't you?
>>40963447Agreed, friend. Same to you don't give up. Hope you have a good day. <3>>40966125Yep, I'm just trying to being kind and loving to the world around me, not in the romantic sense. >>40966641Unlikely. I don't practice any specific religion, I'm just spiritual. But, thank you for teaching me something new, I wasn't aware of the Alawites before.
God bless you all
Another day complete. Enjoy your rest time now.
>>40969701Aint no rest for the wicked and neither for shitheads
I dunno why, but this thread is kinda compelling me to open up. I loved the wrong person and wasted over a decade of my life on them. I'm still with them but I desperately want out because I know I'll never truly live or wake up with them. Sometimes I wonder if they're a jester sent specifically to torment me and derail my life, but I know they're also their own person with their own inner cosmology and maybe we just crossed paths in the worst way. I almost killed myself last night thinking of the wasted life, all the wasted potential, the emptiness of wasting away stuck in a room with them instead of living life as I wanted, all pursuing this idea of romantic love.. I've been suicidal like this for a long time, wanting to escape, and lately its been full blown planning with dates and a very planned out method and even notes to my loved ones I've already written out. I think I maybe want to see one last Halloween or Christmas with my family and say goodbye, if the world even lasts that long with the way things are going. I feel oddly zen about it, the death part, at least.Anyway, I dunno where I'm going with this. I didn't die and opened x instead. Today I feel uncomfortably alive and aware and present today and its like my third eye snapped open and I realized I've been diaassociating and sleepwalking through existence, and my soul is shellshocked at how I've let this happen. I figure from here I either try to leave them at last and find spiritual enlightenment despite all the wasted years, just await the world ending and just accept it, or take myself out of this material world early and hope wherever I end up next is better.anyway. Love you too anon, thanks. Sorry to dump this bullshit off my chest. I sincerely hope none of you bros make the mistake of pouring all your love into the wrong person or thing. Love yourselves and each other instead.
>>40969799Remember you have agency in your own life, anon. If you let other people control your actions then are you even living. You only have one life anon, if you need to cut ties with a leech then do so with a smile on your face. Only you can decide your fate.
>>40969799Don't kill yourself. People don't like that. And I think you go to hell or something if you do. >I keep a suicide note as well>someone cares about you>If you check out other people can control the narrative >don't be a Mexican sugar dancer
>>40969799Why do you think you have wasted time?
>>40969829Hell is more than likely an invention by the Catholic church as a method to make money and secure it's influence in world events. It's Biblical origins seems weak at best.
>>40969847I agree on an intellectual level. What I'm worried about is how much of the afterlife's affected by your last thoughts or deeply rooted beliefs. I'm some kind of spiritual now with an emphasis on Jesus being the son of God and a really cool guy, but I still grew up with the idea of Hell as a real thing. In my own case it might become a self fulfilling prophecy. The religious argument for hell being a real place is that it's the absence of God on a level we can't deal with.
>>40969814You're right, anon. I think a lot of what you're saying are things I realized this morning. I think I've never really felt in charge, hence why I let them hollow me out like this for so long. I really thought I loved them. I know I won't be able or willing to live unless I leave.>>40969829Yeah, people do care about me. That part of it feels really selfish, I know I'm fortunate enough just having loved ones. I guess maybe killing myself feels like a decision I have control over when it's been out of my reach for so long.>>40969837They're a highly abusive and manipulative narcissist. They've basically been in complete control of me our entire relationship, and they cut me down and kept me away from opportunities, people, support, the career I wanted, basically any way they could isolate me. I was a friendly outgoing extrovert before I met them and they turned me into a depressed, anxious recluse with an empty life who almost never gets to see my friends or family. Its a lot of years wasted being sucked dry and doing Nothing of Value.anyway, I don't want to derail the thread too much. Thank you, anons, you're kind. I'll try to live.
>>40969951I'm sorry to hear that. You shouldn't kill yourself because your partner is harmful to you. Remove yourself from the situation and see if your outlook changes after a year or 2. Also it's never wasted time, at least you now know what you don't want out of a life partner and know what to look out for. It's never too late to start again, even if you're in your old.
>>40969984I appreciate that, anon, thats a kind way to look at it. I'm in my late 20s now and almost pushing 30, and it's hard not to feel like I wasted my whole youth on them.. But I guess I grew because of it. I'll take your advice and try to just make it a year or two, at least, just that at first. I'll see how my outlook is by then. Thank you, friend. :)
I am unloved
>>40970029Love you anon, I'll pray for good things for you.
>>40969889Scary to think before/during death perception of time may slow down to an infinite amount
>>40970169I died, NDE from an extreme situation and it was so peaceful and beautiful. It gave me more confidence in living my life true to my morals. The light isn’t a trap, it’s a tunnel to other dimensions No need to be scared, just do your best while you’re here and know you have many spirit guides waiting to explain and help guide you
>>40969799Thank you for sharing with us. I think I saw you in another thread last night, a few of us told you not to do it. I want to tell you I am happy you're still with us. I love you. I wish I could hug you tight. I won't beat a dead horse, because I feel you've already gotten some good advice and such, but I'll share this: try to think of your time in relationships as part of your soul's journey to lead you where you are now, with that new awareness. It feels like wasted time, but you may have not been awakened had you not had those experiences. I used to feel similar about a past partner of mine. But once I shifted my thinking toward it, it helped, immensely. Not immediately of course, it took time. I realize this could potentially feel insulting, and like rationalizing shitty times or behavior, so I will preemptively apologize just in case it feels unhelpful in the moment.
>>40970029You’re loved, you just don’t see it Wishing you love and light
Love you all, my fellow frogs. I've enjoyed the years that the spent across these threads. I wish you all the best.
>>40961131so many shitty things happening one after another like dominos and no matter how far ahead i sense it coming i can never do much about it. im so so tired. all bad luck man. ive been searching for new opportunities as i can and trying to stay positive but i am at the end of my rope. cheers though, we'll all make it eventually frens
>>40957901I was sure it would happen this year but here we are it's almost September and I am still a single chud with no trad Stacy by my side.
Can I get any warm thoughts and sentiments for my cat please. He is sick he will go to the vet in the morning. Until then I want him to sleep comfortably as he is hurting.
This is all actually purposeless and worthless. We are just entertaining people who decided to fully unscrew the lid to creativity so they now feel like they are in charge of the world but really are just creating more and more problems. All we needed to do was put the cap back on, not continue the delusions thinking there was a higher end mission when there was none. Lessons: dont do drugs, dont steal magic from your superiors.
>>40957901I love you. Blue Eisenhower November
>>40973090BLUE EISENHOWER NOVEMBER
>>40972471How did the vet visit go? I'm wishing you the best of luck in a speedy, and hopefully not stupidly expensive vet bills. I love you and the kitty. Give them pats from me.
>>40957901a woman broke my heart - this is what i need, thanks, anon
Heh, I got banned from /pol/ for making a similar thread there.
>>40974689jannies want /pol/ to be a downward spiral of negativity.
>>40973929Thank you dear Anon he just got back. Surgery on Friday but got painkillers till then so he should be ok. Hugs and wet-nose boops to you
>>40974689Jannies are eglin/tel aviv trash
Brothers how do i conquer despair
>>40974780>>40977039Honestly. The thread went for a hot minute, though. Lots of animals were posted :D >>40973090I love you too, BEN Anon! >>40974031I'm sorry to hear that anon. :( I'm sending you extra hugs. >>40975329Oh I'm so happy to hear that!! I'll keep you and kitty in my thoughts. I hope surgery goes smoothly, and they have a speedy recovery! <3
>>40977054Your results may vary, but if you're suppressing those feelings, allowing yourself to actually *feel* them may help. Cry, scream, break some things (safely), and just allow yourself to feel. Suppressing it and delaying it for a convenient time will weigh on your body, mind, and soul. I'm sorry you're feeling this way, Anon, and I hope you're able to get through it. I love you.
Anons I haven't been able to sleep. My employer started giving me shit because I told him to stop sexually harassing me. I'm highly considering quiting a few months down the line or hoping he'll stop contacting me to come in. This is pure torture. I hate being tormented by a man like this. I fucking hate men. Wish me well. I wanted to learn this trade so much and now he's fucking ruining it with his sexual depravity and dehumanization of me. I shouldn't never told him some other guy sexually harassed me. Now he thinks it's ok to do to me
>>40978377And yet it's you who decided to stay at this job, tolerate the harassment and do nothing about itI don't know your life situation but It seems you chose job security over your dignity
>>40978429Anon, this is really dismissive of our friend. :( Thousands, if not millions of people in the world have to prioritize job security or risk losing everything. >>40978377I was in a similar position once. Hospitality is fucking horrible for it. I'm going to be a bit firm with you: I'm unsure of your industry, but you need to do the following things: >Update your resume, highlight your skills that are useful across multiple industries. >Start applying or asking around about open positions>Document everything. Every inappropriate comment or touch, AND your response to it. It is important to track behaviors of retaliation as they develop, if applicable. >Get comfortable with saying "No." "Don't speak to me that way." "You are making me uncomfortable."All of it will feel shitty and uncomfortable. But it will feel better than allowing yourself to tolerate abuse. I hope you're able to find a new job swiftly. I love you, friend.
>>40978429Meh. It isn't too late to take back my dignity either. And make this dudes life a living hell while I'm at it.
>>40978464Thank you so much for this positive response! I feel somewhat reassured with it now. Good to know there's someone out there who actually cares.I don't have any viable skills that could get me anywhere good. I haven't ever worked a legitimate job before. And actuslly. The one I'm working rn is "off the books" so I can't get him into trouble for anythingThere's no classes here for the type of job he's training me for. I would have to ask around to see if anyone else would be willing to teach me.I told him to stop and he sent the most stupid response of "ummm well I dish out what u give out lol." Acting as if sexually charged remarks are the equivalent of calling him a retard. Men do not know how to joke. That's for damn sure.Do you think I should continue to keep on working for him if he actually stops his crap? I've a feeling I won't be comfortable with him anymore. I don't know. How it will turn out. I don't even know if he'll want me back. Just... ugh. This whole situation sucks.
>>40967602>alawitesI highly recommend reading about them from these threadshttps://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/36931222/#36931222https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/36976168/#36976168https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/37023268/#37023268https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/37093515/#37093515https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/37134196/#37134196https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/37237392/#37237392https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/37333243/#37333243
Without love, life cannot function. Love is what motivates the mother to look after the newborn. Love is what motivates parents to raise their children properly. Love is what keeps humans from becoming animals and tearing eachother apart. To say it's crucial is an understatement.
>>40978494My pleasure, friend! I do hope it gives you some confidence to hold your head up. >I don't have any skills. I bet you do! Can you think of solutions quickly if a problem arises? Quick thinking and problem solving. Do you have to file any sorts of documents or reporting in your work? Data entry and documentation of SOPs. And so on and so forth. Think of what you do in your day to day job, write down those skills that you've learned to do, then figure out how to dress them up for a resume. As for continuing to work with them: absolutely not if you can help it. Unfortunately, it's likely to become an issue again even if it settles down for a while. It is a game of constantly pushing boundaries to find limits. Stop responding to texts unless absolutely necessary for WORK. anything personal, ignore it.
>>40978656Fascinating. I've read through the first one so far, and will continue later. Thank you again for sharing. >>40978679Absolutely, Anon. Without love, everything unravels. It is deeply entangled in our world.
>>40957901love to you all and hope you do well, you Anonymous Anons will be in my prayers tonight, i wish you guys found what you are looking for, have peaceful lives and find happiness. I'm not in my best moment now, but i know i can do better soon, blessings.
Today was a rough one, guys. I love you all.
>>40980230I hope your next day makes up for this last oneGood luck anon
>>40978954finally a positive threadin Buddhism there is metta meditation where you cultivate love
>>40957901I'm trying to go back to Christianity currently and I had a really heavy day so I needed to see this post. I might not know y'all but know that I love you all and I'm happy y'all are here.
>>40958546... jim???
>>40981362>is this Jim CareyYeah but I was referring to ace ventura and not the mask
No, you don't. You don't even know me.>captcha: 4D0RK
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>>40957901Love you as well, bro. Goodwill and dank memes.
>>40958546This reminded me of these lyrics:"Faster than the speed of lightIn a universe of awesome mightDreamers who hold nothing dearFools who have nothing to fear!Destruction of our inner selfFeasting on our soulUnited we stand alonePlaying out this fucking role!Heavy burden masks we wearClinging to our facePissing on the graves of oldThis is us, the human race!Looking up into the nightDreaming what could beParasites without a spineThe time has come to fight!"I love you all!
Love to all Godspeed
>>40982661ok
Today was another tiring one. I miss my partner dearly, but their workload as a contractor is taking up more and more time as more and more activity around the world ticks up. They tested positive for covid for the first time and now I won't get to see them for our anniversary, or probably any time soon. I'm very sad today, I haven't spent much time with them in months, so to have 'our day' get disrupted and not get to see them until they're no longer contagious, or who knows when, was a blow I was not emotionally or mentally prepared for. Usually I'm fine in solitude, but I have felt very lonely lately. I will ask that COVID/vaxx commentary if any is kept kind. I was one of the first cases in the US in 2020. It nearly killed me, it was awful. But they didn't get me ;)
>>40982661Nice to have you back, friend. I hope you're well, and had a nice day. I love you. >>40980940Hell yeah, fren. <3 I will be spending extra time meditating tonight after a rough couple of days. >>40981065I'm glad this thread was able to uplift your spirits, Anon. I love you too! >>40982786Heheh nice captcha. I still love you though. >>40985356<3
>>40957901
>>40987386Precisely hahaha.
>>40957901brah. chill on the MDMA and shrooms and quit shitting this board up with your "lovey-dovey" spam threads, jeez
>>40988464I haven't taken any psychedelics in months lol. Our one thread is just fine, thank you.
>>40958381Anon, the fact that you're on /x/ means we could have a pleasant schizo-chat irlMaybe you pose with self-deprecation but it is to hide the vanity that we all carry inside (the good news is that we realized it and we can let it go)
HOW is THIS paranormal?I demand ANSWERSor else
>>40991073Well, I don't have one for you. But it's nice to have some brightness on the catalog
>>40957901Thank you anon. Send you Love and Light of the Creator . May the forces of Love and Light be with you in all good and dark times.
>>40989400Wouldn't be able to have a conversation with anyone in public. Or private at this point. Privacy doesn't really exist for me anymore.
>>40978656Thanks for this fren
Based thread hits 100 replies Feels good frensGood job op
you dont even know me
>>40993750Does privacy concern you? Asking out of curiosity. What sorts of things do you or would you want to talk about?
>>40996596It concerns me that it's being violated. As it would anyone else. It also concerns me that I've been more or less normal for years now and I'm still being scrutinized. I would be more concerned if I was in the dark about where it came from. Since I do I'm more annoyed than anything. It's incredibly juvenile.
>>40996959>Since I do I'm more annoyed than anything.Mentally I'm right here with you. The whole comment, really, but especially the last bit.There are times I tell my own mental peanut gallery to pipe down, relax and just have to laugh at myself. It's an odd mental crossroads to be simultaneously infuriated and at peace.
>>40957901ily2
>>40996332u r me, there4 me love u
>>40957901go outside, touch grass and talk to peoplemake yourself usefulwhat is your gift?
>>40997360>leading questions hidden with an AI filterI see you.
>>40997503Ooh, swing and a miss, man. I use AI very minimally, I don't like to let myself get lazy. Just an inquisitive observer. >>40997456I love you too, friend. <3 I hope you're having a nice day. >>40993498Sending love and light to you in return, friend. >>40996315Woo! This thread is a week old now, too. :)
>>40997747I'm just on edge. It's not easy when you're alone. The people I do talk with might just be humoring me and I might actually be crazy. That would be preferred to be honest. I could just go somewhere and get better. Much simpler. Too bad I'm not blind or able to delude myself any more.
>>40998021Understandable. I don't want to mirror you too much, but I can agree with most of the sentiment of your comment again. I had a pretty brutal derealization/depersonalization episode years ago that completely changed me mentally, emotionally, and eventually led me back to my spirituality, and I have very much kept to myself unless it's for work or whatever else requires socializing face to face. There are times I really wish I could be the version of myself that happened before that, but she's out there somewhere. I hope you've been able to learn to enjoy your own company; that was a brutal obstacle to overcome for me. Picrel really helped me. I remember taking a bunch of mushrooms at one point. This song played at one point, and I was faced with a shadowed version of myself, and this song played out almost like a conversation. It's been a grounding memory for me for a long time.
>>40957901I made a promisse to myself That I would never use swear words again, in real life it's very easy and it brings an air of purity around one's house, but I'm having difficulties online specially when I get into arguments with people kek, but I think I will succeed eventually.Anyway. Love you, Anons, will pray for everyone in this thread tonight.
>>40998386Hehehehe I know what you mean, I love a well placed swear, but don't curse nearly as much as I used to. Love you too, Anon! Thank you, I will do the same for you.
>>40957901Look after each other, anons, because when all's said and done each other's all we really have.Love always.
>>40998453Agreed, friend. Love to you and yours.
>>40957901Bump
Good morning friends. I love you, and I hope you all have a good day. The energy around felt quite different this morning.
>>40960742What is this, and why does it have my stomach turning? It’s like I’m unable to process whatever this means. Also, I have an opportunity to start a new career, and get my life moving towards something after years of addiction, self loathing, and thinking the world is out to get me. I’m going to be starting at the very bottom, at the supposedly worst company in that particular industry, though I have faith that I will get to where I need to be. It’s going to end my current relationship, and uproot my life quite a bit, though I have faith everything will work out and I’ll be in a better spot than I’ve ever been. The journey from NEET to member of society is coming to a close soon, and I’m glad that I got to walk it, and I look forward to what comes next, no matter what happens.
>>40957901I love you all. Things will be all right. I really wish everyone the best.
I hope all of you are able to do your best today. Even if doing your best is trying to rest and heal as much as possible.
>>41001585It's been getting posted across a lot of threads. I'm proud you and your progress. That sounds like quite the adventure ahead of you. I love you!
Hi frens ૮( ˶•⤙•˶ )ა
>>41001611Same to you, friend. I love you, and I wish you the best. >>41001613I definitely needed to hear this, thank you Anon. I love you. Take care of you. >>41002198Hi friend <3 I love you.
old threads were so comfy back in the daylittle off topic but any anons got some suggestions for books about beauty?im getting some extreme compulsion to discover what beauty is
>>40957901Man, it's been really hard to push forwardBut I'm doing it for my family and puppyI love them more than anything in this world.But , man The weight is so heavy and very soul crushing it's getting heavier and heavier idk for how long I can endure.I used to have dreams and wings, the older I got the less I had of bothAnd my what's left of my wings were a reminder of everytime I tried to fly and how hard the world crushed me down.It was unfair, I was just a young man who wanted to make things to inspire and be remembered by and I was met with unimaginable loathing and they hurt me.Watching evil people thrive, happy and get everything they want was eye opening.I never want to be evil, but to see the world reward sociopaths and exploiters crushed my soulAnd how fast people bow down to them thinking one day they might get a crumb or maybe it might protect them from harm.I'm tired, I'm really really really tired.I can't believe I made it to my mid thirties but jfc, it was a nightmare.Love you too anon, I hope things get better for all of us.
I love you all anons. I've been here for 16 years. This month has been nothing but chronic pain, fatigue and sleepless nights. I'm a poor NEET and I've already gone to the doctor but I probably need more checkups which will have to wait. I feel so bad for my mom watching me crumble like this. I feel like I can only vent to anons since I don't want to worry or trouble the people I know. I'm glad you guys are here.
Anyone here wanna talk? Im feeling lonely recently because of some things going on in my life right now and some other things and would love to have someone I can just casually talk to over the internet. I'm 18 and graduated high school recently but I don't mind whatever age you are im just looking for a friend.My TG is @Manykittensmore if you want text me, I promise to be a good friend :D
>>41002225I wish I could give you a recommendation, friend, but I can't. I think there's still a book thread on the catalog though. Best of luck on your search, though. >>41002537I feel you, friend. This life has been full of challenges that just never seem to stop, it's exhausting. I love you, friend. I hope it gets better for us all, too. We deserve it.
>>41003046Love you too, my friend. I'm sending you big spiritual hugs, and I'm happy to have you here. I do hope you get some relief from your pain and fatigue. I'm proud of you for making it through your day despite the challenges.
Bumping to wish you all a good evening. I love you friends
>>41002210I love you too <3
God Bless every one of the anons on /x/. Thank you for all for sharing your spooky knowledge and most importantly, for being here. You are precious and you matter.
>>40957944>>40957901love you guys
>>41007518I love you, friend! Oddly enough, /x/ is one of the places I've learned the most. I'm incredibly grateful for it. Thank you for your kind words, Anon <3>>41008152I love you too, friend <3
>>40957901I love you anons!
Daily reminder that a lot of negativity here is payed by the usual suspects.>>40957901i love you too anon.
I LOVE ALL YOU FUCKERS LIKE YOU WON'T BELIEVE. MAY WE MEET ON THE OTHER SIDE AFTER WE BURN THIS MOTHERFUCKING MATRIX DOWN TO THE GROUND. CHRIST IS KING, 5D EARTH 2033.
>>41008519> Whatsoever things are pure, just, lovely, of good report, think on these things.> - Approx. Philippians 4:8I hope that you are having a good day. <3/x/ is incredibly grateful for YOU, Anon. Blessed may you be.
