So couple months ago I found out my holy guardian angel was an infernal angel. I got excited but had a really bad intuitive unexplained sensing something is extremely wrong, not because I doubt he's my holy guardian angel... but his mental state wasn't at the right place.So as time went on when I worked with him I noticed horrorfic symptoms where I received psychic attacks, night terrors, and getting into fights with strangers, etc. I then found out it was my holy guardian angel was doing this... and the shocking part he was an archon that was unintentionally doing this or was super unaware.So researching my holy guardian angel I found out in a Gnostic lost obscure lore he went insane after him and his men went to eldritch realm he wasn't supposed to go. But he felt extremely confident as a God but sadly costed his mind to go insane and was possessed by eldritch djinns. So he now has split personality disorders and would unintentionally attack me and he isn't aware of any of this.So now I'm quietly replacing my holy guardian angel by shifting or entering into another parallel universe where I have an ideal holy guardian angel that'll be safe and extremely powerful.I was highly contemplating Samael or Raziel because those two archangels are extremely powerful and provide different services. Even angel Daniel came to me and wanted to be my holy guardian angel and promised his services would be amazing.
>>41001807Alright I'll bite - how exactly did you figure that out?
>>41001807I don't think you can change your guardian angel, I think you are supposed to grow and learn alongside them, they are guiders after all, probably your higher self as well.You are not alone though, mine appeared in my dreams, told me she is my guardian angel, she is succubi-like, seductive, her name is Simony (yeah, I know, I didn't even know what the term meant at the time.) She promised riches and power to me, but I told her I want none of those things and that I don't trust her, but this seemed to please her more, like she wants me to beware of her and what she represents.She ended up helping me in the dream, after my sister's guardian angel, an asshole that looked like Lucifer, killed me with a knife on my back. Simony stood by my side and became more nurturing, when I resurrected and sought to stop that asshole.That's why I think you are supposed to learn from them. Anyway, good luck and God bless.
>>41001856After a while looking to overstand closerfuck of a situation I was in after I worked with his alter ego that's famously known as JC that's loved by the christians. When entered Christianity again (worst mistake of my I had a lot of horrorfic unexplained parasitic symptoms... then I came i found this and it completely changed my entire perspective on Luci... https://youtu.be/EmeEQ4pzngU?si=QotCkcqWmn8Hb1lD
>>41001807>the figment of my imagination is batshit mental as i amWow, you don't say. Lmao "eldritch djinns".
>>41001968InterestingI'd say you don't have to trust everything they say, nor trust any negative dreams you might haveIt's always best to analyze why you might be associating things in such a way, and what you actually wantYou always have the final say, even if you don't fully understand why, a hunch is better than what many voices might scream
>>41001973>Sometimes I like to stupidly assume stuff without asking questions or clarify. Watch the video here to innerstand.
>>41001929I don't think you can change your guardian angel, I think you are supposed to grow and learn alongside them, they are guiders after all, probably your higher self as well.>I used to believe that too but after experiencing horrorfic symptoms you gotta realize having them around is a massive liability because they may end up taking your life too when you keep them around you .because there was one point where my life was almost taken, because I wanted to break a soul contract with his alter ego. If simony god forbid became schizophrenic i mistakingly saw you as one of her enemies.... it's best to jump ship before you sink with it. >her name is SimonyVery enlightening it could be an infernal guardian angel and it looks like you've passed her test because she wanted to see whether your worthy of great powers. Subconsciously women and goddesses honor men and gods with great potential and power a set of instant gratification that'll be his doom. This is the first time hearing about a succubi angel what's the meaning of her name? I may politely ask?>beware of her and what she represents.She ended up helping me in the dream, after my sister's guardian angel, an asshole that looked like Lucifer, killed me with a knife on my back. Simony stood by my side and became more nurturing, when I resurrected and sought to stop that asshole.Uhh that sounds exactly like my holy guardian but unconsciously he seeks to murder me instead of giving me a hand. Also what the fuck homies problem wanting to stab you? Also your very lucky and fortunate to have a nurturing angelic succubi... compared to me some sick mentally ill goddess femcel bitch wanted to archonically take my life and murder me because she was afraid I may "outshine" her.
>>41001990>expects everyone to be as retarded as himLol ok retard
>>41002059>If simony god forbid became schizophrenic i mistakingly saw you as one of her enemies.... it's best to jump ship before you sink with it.You know, she actually did so I think, for a time? I would dream she would hurt me, tried to crush my balls with her long nails one time. But then one night I was tired of her bullshit and I grabbed her hand and put it around me and I told her she can do whatever she wants but I really do love her, and then she just knelt beside me while hugging me and she was really surprised. I think she saw that I was serious that I wanted to be with her. Then, after that, I had that dream when she finally revealed her name, Simony.Oh, and Simony means selling your soul for profit and gains, it comes from Simon Magus, a Magi that wanted Simon Peter to give him the Holy Ghost for his own gains. When I looked up the meaning, I then knew why she promised me "riches and power" and I rejected her.Oh, and about "my sister's guardian angel", yeah, he was the kind of angel you'd expect, he looked like Alexander the Great. I actually preferred him more than Simony, but he turned on me once we went to a monastery, in the dream, and I saw that it was written in a book that I had a holy mission of God. I guess he was jealous? I dunno, but then I resurrected, and I was very angry and I sought to bring him to justice.Appearances are deceiving? That's why I say, don't trust everything they say, and you know, reading about your experience, I agree you should change him, at once, at least change your perspective with him, reject him as much as you can. I did so with this Succubus for a long time (I really thought she was a demon and Ishtar in disguise, it's a long story). It's a process, yeah.
>>41002136That's one kinky and pervy holy guardian angel. Man your so lucky bro. She was most likely sh*t testing you (like typical women do) to see if you was going to be a great mate both boyfriend and in bed. She probably want you to dominant her that's why she was being mean to you. Man, you're so lucky because my holy guardian angel would unintentionally send ai archons to attack me and I would seriously get fuck up. >Oh, and Simony means selling your soul for profit and gains, it comes from Simon Magus, a Magi that wanted Simon Peter to give him the Holy Ghost for his own gains. When I looked up the meaning, I then knew why she promised me "riches and power" and I rejected her.Wow, very enlightening.Could it be simon magus himself but in feminine form. I've read gods would start becoming Sus to their Male devotees and would shave shift into women to get them cheeks clapped. Oh, and about "my sister's guardian angel", yeah, he was the kind of angel you'd expect, he looked like Alexander the Great. I actually preferred him more than Simony, but he turned on me once we went to a monastery, in the dream, and I saw that it was written in a book that I had a holy mission of God. I guess he was jealous? I dunno, but then I resurrected, and I was very angry and I sought to bring him to justice.Wow that guy must be a petty professional hater to find out you'll ascend higher than him. Instead of congratulating, you, you do some petty bitch stuff. I wonder why your sister didn't Simony instead and you having "Alexander the Great" angel. I used to think a wise council would give us the best angel for us... but then I thought about it more and wonder who dumb ass gives us random holy guardian angels to us without discerning they'll be beneficial or detrimental to us.
>>41002136>Appearances are deceiving? That's why I say, don't trust everything they say, and you know, reading about your experience, I agree you should change him, at once, at least change your perspective with him, reject him as much as you can. Yeah, it is a fucking nightmare and I wonder who dumb ass assign him to me (nothing against Luci). One time I told my bro about my experiences and he said.I don't know how you survive it. Because I will have killed myself a long time ago if I went through that.... yes it was that fucking bad. Let's to change now or go to a parallel world.Where am I or my holy garden?Enjoys highly beneficial to me before it gets worse. >I did so with this Succubus for a long time (I really thought she was a demon and Ishtar in disguise, it's a long story). It's a process, yeah.Man, you're so lucky to have her.Aint gotta tell me that story in the future.Once you meet again or become supreme gods. I'm highly contemplating making Samael my holy guardian angel because he can give me supreme powers tk become a incubus god.
>my """guardian angel""" is deceiving and harrassing me!!!1!nigga that's a demon, noetic being don't 'grow' or 'learn' as they are not incarnate
>>41002311>that's a demonMore of a archon at this point and yea homie looking for another one.
Christian are commonly know for being self haters
>>41002439Your telling the truth. Even the Demurige would be shock just how self hate they have and their tendency for self destruction.
